Sunday, 5 April 2020

Two Restaurants one Kitchen

First off I'm watching a layered view.  Prison, Psyc, student, nurse observer.    'perpetrators' was a

word. 
Early hrs, weaving, jumping musicians and astral chats.

Then another dream with along complicated story again starting at my Aunty Irean's house!  (Was Aunty Sheilas for last growth cycle.. dipping in with Grans.  

It's a wired and complicated story.  3 pigs are pregnant.   It is their birthday.... giving birth and being born.  The farmer and wife are nice, as are the pigs.  I'm with them and ask 'are the pigs your food or your pets' they laugh and tell me both.  There is a basket of eggs

Next bit I recall is in a hall and a talk/conference.  Two females larger than life and curvey, one black with tightly braided hair, one white, very pale-skinned and spotty are talking.  They are both talking about a man/alienation/awakening....   it's wired and complicated - both are emotional and upset.... a 3rd female older like a mother inlaw character is bitter and manipulative.

The presentation is confusing and the characters upset - after I go talk to them all, I touch each one and hold their hands and tell them how they are beautiful and inspiring inside and out. 

Next the dream shifts, to Zak but older and another male in a bar drinking Whisky competitively.

Swap again...

I'm watching ancient & gothic stone buildings crumbling...   beautiful art/architecture decaying.

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Last dream I'm back in my main dream area.  A waitress again - only I'm working 2 of the cafes but only one kitchen is left serving both restaurants.  The kitchen is in the seafarers and the driftwood have no kitchen only tables. 

I'm running between the 2 and the restaurant at the seafarers is favouring the cafe above, only cooking for the other cafe when quiet.   I'm trying to feed all of the people but the kitchen can't keep up.    While trying to wait tables I realise the main street of the village is built up now with a tower of flats and I'm running the food underneath where the street used to be.   It's a white tunnel, lined with tiles like an underground station. 

I realise the tunnels go deep below....    but am woken by a cat before I start following them. 








Saturday, 4 April 2020

Cool Crystal Caves

3rd April

Looking at the spaces in between.  Learning to see accurately.. see differently.

Swiming in a very clear deep ocean I'm with 2 Muslim women and we are swimming to shore.   Then with 3 Scandi women... we are going to sing together.


Then a dream of kids in a school, they are each vomiting into a small metal trash can.    Number 11-11



4th April

Long dream, It starts in main dream area, again I'm at Irean's house - There is a woman in the garden who is stressed, I'm planting in the garden with her.  I get a call and an invite to a Royal wedding.  I don't want to go, but I've been added as a +1 to a bloke I don't know by his mother.

It's an agreement I've made.   I'm sorting out some clothes, I have nothing to wear and don't like any clothes but pick out 2 outfits and some shoes pack them and travel to London to the meeting place.   The wedding is in Italy.
Once in London, I meet the guy, he's pleasant enough we are both in our 20's white he has wavey dark blond hair - and dresses in 'casual' clothes with knitted jumpers.   We go to a games con together to kill time and get to know each other before we fly out to Italy and the wedding. 

We get on well and by the time we fly out 404 here.  Perhaps that was a flight number?  Anyway we land in Italy, the wedding is going to be heled in an ancient chapel there.   We are booked into a hotel and in a small old fashioned hotel room  - when the guy I'm with suddenly makes a comment about symbols, and I realise he's reading signs.. and I as him about the mark I'd rubbed of something I had then spilt something on again in the same place.   It gets wired here as we realised we are both seers/mystics, we can read mystical symbols and signs and that we have worked with the same groups in other realities 'we do a mind/memory share here' - that's why his 'mother' had arranged for us to come here together --- often disaster help/ crisis management - we have worked many occasions with the same groups of people.  

The chapel where the wedding is we have both been in during previous lifetimes and we know we are to go into the huge cave systems below it.... the wedding was our opportunity to access it. 

The caves are vast, at first dug out ancient earthworks and old city - we are reading the symbols and sharing them with the others telepathically.  It's very important that this history is told and re'membered. 

As we get deeper the caves take on a more magical and crystal quality, it's hard to access this part.. was a squeeze and then a drop threw darkness but once inside the vast crystal caves are lit with glowing blue fungus and luminous trailing plants.   My throat/blue centre was really tickly kept waking and feeling lump/pressure there then falling quickly back into the same dream.  We were still sharing what we were seeing with others (this was a mind/share/collective thing) I pair with the male so we are sharing thoughts/vision.    As we get deeper we meet ancient beings who are gradually leaving/fading out.  (There flicker/vibration rate) was changing so they were sort of part here and part somewhere else.  

Second dream.

I'm in London was round Brixton area south of the river but different.  I was walking somewhere when I meet 2 young Asien females.  They are asking me if I know of any Asian supermarkets locally as they wanted Asian brand tea they got at home.  
I did there were a couple at the top of the high street and another by some old canal locks and reservoir they had an old-style A-Z map. So I looked up the page and pointed it out, they still weren't sure so I walked there with them. 

There was an old pub there too with seats spilling onto a grass bank by the lock gates.   I teddy had been thrown and it's arms and legs had ripped - I was offering to help sew them back on.













Wednesday, 1 April 2020

Burning Stone Circles and Magic School.


31st March

A large school, with Emma. One point a teacher was showing us 'vanishing'  she was wearing a gold silk hat and she kept appearing and vanishing just leaving her gold hat dropping to the floor like a cushion, then she'd reappear inside the hat again.

Then laying on the carpeted floor in a shoe shop, looking at the shoes and shelves from underneath (This felt like a small child perspective)

A bat waiting to eat.

1st April.

First dream, back again at a magic school. We are playing a fun game practising teleporting - there are a series of tall stone stalagmites large enough to land on. We are playing a relay race with objects. Porting from point to point, leaving and object for the jumper behind and also picking one up from the jumper in front.
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Watching a snake lay eggs, black, white & grey. The eggs are soft and transparent, I'm watching the snakes develop in the eggs.  

Second dream
A setting, it was an old abandoned pool. Like an old-style child's paddling pool you might have in a city park. (It felt like Scarborough or Skegness )  The pool is neglected and wooden boards have been put up to section it off from the park.  The boards painted blue and covered in graffiti the fence is rotting and it's easy to breach it.

I step barefoot into the cold shallow water - it's surprisingly clear and filled with sea life, small rays and catfish are swimming around my feet.
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A large city hub, perhaps London but it wasn't like London.   There is a very large paved area with buildings distant...
It was a little like an alternative Trafalgar square. All pedestrianised apart from a tram/train track and station. The stone was sandstone. Oh, just looked... yes it was Trafalga Square, but with yellower stone and dusky purple sky.   I was between lessons/School it was a swap time and I'm passing threw.
It's strange there, I arrived on the open-topped train/tram. It was filled with people and also flying creatures that reminded me of dragons crossed with pokemon.  The people on the train were from all over the world, all races and cultures. We were pointing to the different creatures in the sky and smiling - there was a feeling of 'Freedom' a shared freeness.
The woman I was sitting opposite on the train got off with me. She was 'celebrity' not really anyone in particular, blond pretty (almost a blend of many celebrities) and as I watched her I could experience her at any age, she was 50's when we got off the train. 
She realises I'm waiting and not in a rush so she askes if I want to have sex while I'm waiting.  Having no other plans I agree, we port up onto one of the rooftops together. Her skin changes under my touch, sometimes aged marked and loose... and sometimes young white firm and plump - It's a strange experience - a sharing of her lifetime.

I leave her on the roof and head down and back into one of the buildings - It's got the feel of a large hotel, It's decorated in black and white, with red velvet carpet. It feels 'fussy' and overly showy. 

A bar is in a wide hallway with 2 tables opposite, the tables are empty and I chat to 2 staff behind the bar when an old guy comes in. He's in his 80's with long grey hair. .. he'd been famous perhaps still was. He was used to getting his own way and wanted to have sex with me too. I didn't want to but I did take him to his room and help him onto a sofa. He seemed tired and frustrated.

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Next a tick on my stomach, it's below my belly button on the soft area (I did once have a tick there) Its body is round with spikes coming off like the sun, it's patterned too, green, yellow and gold. I surgeon is there and wants to remove it but I tell them no, I will myself. I have a collection of blue bottles labelled 'Mediciments' (That was in another dream too) I remove it with a fine wired and dab a seed/nut extract onto the area from one of the blue bottles.

I look around the area I'm in it's on a large sandy coastline. There are a series of open rooms and I have made a sleeping pod in one room, it's wooden shaped like an upturned boat and in it is 2 small bunks a cushion and a shelf were the blue bottles are kept.

I walk out thew a shared wide walkway with communal shower and washroom.  Other 'rooms' are sectioned of.  They are all very open, opening onto the large walkway and then onto the beach.

I head off for a walk along the beach it's night and dark.  Busses are coming people are leaving and arriving all the time.

The sand is damp and the tide ebbing. The shore is covered in small stone circles, some built around natural rock's jutting from the sand where alters have been carves and offerings placed. Others larger formations are just in the sand, the tide has left dips and rock pools in the at the backs of the stones.

Most of the stone rings have candles or the stones themselves are alight.  People have poured a paraffin type fluid on them so they burn. 

I don't talk to anyone just walk a long way out looking at the stones then come back intending to go to sleep. When I get back my pod has gone, confused I call to someone in another room to ask if they know where it is.

They tell me no one has left with it so it must be inside somewhere still. I wander around till I find a young girl with red hair trying to pinch it.

I ask her what she's doing and she tells me she wants it. We sit down to talk and she sits next to me, she looks like she has downs I ask her if she wants me to show her how to make it, she does and I tell her I can help her paint it too. Her mother is there too and is pleased.

on waking, I remember how the building area was laid out with the sleeping pods in a pattern.  Different sleepers were in the building with beds opposite Male dreamers were in rooms opposite females and rooms were in a ring with feet pointing to the centre - A little like this dream but the other way round. 



Monday, 30 March 2020

Holding a White Snake

The first dream was odd as it was almost like a false awakening type of lucid dream as I was dreaming of being in bed with Ian and we were both dreaming.   (I so rarely dream of our house)

We were dreaming of economic shutdown... like world economic shutdown.  Tech, coms and money all gone.

Everything different and we needed to find the other dreamers.  We were meeting and could talk to each other in dreams and psychically (It was a round colourful room we could visit mentally)  and we were being called to meet physically too. 
We were taking kids and each packing a backpack each with what we wanted to carry- all tech and money was gone so we needed to follow our dreams and visions back together.   We are not 100% sure whether to stay or go - if it was a physical or mental move. 

Wired but fun, when I looked at the time it was 5.55


I was very awake but didn't fancy getting up so just meditated in bed for a bit.   Felt huge and round, bigger and bigger. 


The last dream was wired, I was seeing madonna now and 30 years ago.  She looked ok now but the her from 30 years ago was old, with facial hair and hooded eyes.... but she was very wise and teaching ballet to a class.

Then I had a white snake in my hand.  It was very agressive and wanted to bite me, but couldn't while I was holding it.   Wasn't sure what to do with it.  





Sunday, 29 March 2020

Jumbled Dreams.

Past 2 nights, lots of dreams but long rambling stories that are hard to recall properly. 

Sat 28th

1st

Main dream area Old Stone, Close.  There is a square of grass with tunnels under bit like telly tubbies!   In the middle is a glass dome and computers. 

Kind of reminds me of a dream where there was something similar in the garden on my main dream house and there was a green guy I knew in it.    Anyway, I was moving around with a tiny paintbrush collecting things.  Claire was there and we were looking for antiques. 

Next dream was dream here and the Dr's it was wrong way round like a mirror of its self.  I was going for a swab and the consults were with a PC screen, dr in the distance.   We were talking about the HPV vaccine, and me asking why the rates of cancer were rising not dropping in the vaccinated cohort. ... after that it got stressy dream, someone took my bank card and I couldn't call any phone numbers as to long. 

Next I was in a field at the back of Sheila and Erics.  A large beech trunk had been cut and was being sawed into large rounds.   Then there was a hospital bed too, on it a girl with ginger hair, she was in many realities at once.  I was a different me, We were muscle testing her, but she kept fitting as she was in too many places at once - Her heart was struggling with the fitting. 

Sunday 29th

Main dream area - working in a cafe but not paid. Then making oils with essential oils and massaging people.   

A storybook, end not yet written.

Africa, we are in 2 story clay buildings with open windows.... we are looking down onto a central pool that is important.   We sleep in the clay rooms at the windows. 

A house  Dabs lots of children around a pool and then in a pond.  

Next in an underground shopping mall type of space.  No shops though, I'm with Mel who keeps swapping into Clare from last night.   (Also Emma, anyway it's a female I know well but the face/keeps changing) 

We are talking about a 'darkness/evil twin ideas'  It was like a feral crazy chaotic aspect we all have inside... causes chaos sometimes.   She was saying hers could go crazy if she was disturbed when meditating and she'd go crazy fighty :P

Next = I'm in a town it's stormy and windy raining hard and the water is rising.  I was looking for a barge as it seemed a good place to go in a storm.

Last dream men & women... again mix's of people I know are 'separating'  They have a display folder filled with DVD films and are putting old fashioned address labels on each film with the male or females name on. 









Friday, 27 March 2020

Crumbling Church

26th March

Local Dream Space, the station has moved to the common land.   People arriving and leaving, there is an odd house there that has been built with young copper beech trees planted to form a hedge, it's in the way of the station though... I'm collecting support to create better access threw the garden.


27th March

Early in the night are 'separation' dreams.  Overview style - Earth as a rehab planet full of delinquents.  Scrolling threw dreams on a touch screen, in them too.   This one was one I was viewing.... this was like when I was looking at dreams and I got that golden Lazer thing into my 3rd eye 😋




- First dream

A room with lots of lamps and equipment.  Trying to plug them all in but can't get them all to work, didn't seem to be enough voltage and there were sort of pulsing.  Needed more power.

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Next dream starts in my main dream area but blends to a wired version of Bordon.    I'm in a car taking something to be recycled, first the driver seat is on the wrong side, and then I'm driving from the back seat of the car - frustrated I get out to walk and am carrying with me a large white board that I want to take to be recycled. 

I'm not sure where I'm going, there is a very large courtyard, with old crumbling stone walls with trees growing in them -  The recycling places had huge blue doors but I couldn't seem to find a path to it.   I follow a young guy threw the courtyard - he is singing Bohemian Rhapsody.   

Confused I try to make my way threw a building from the outside it looks like a library or college but inside it's more like a wired old Catholic church.  It's lit by wall torches and the walls are rough hacked stone bricks. 
On a row of back to back chairs, middle-age priests are sitting in strangely wired clothes, kind of mix of bondage fetish ware and religious garb..  Black, Red, white and gold like playing cards.     Down another side of the room is a Karate class, a Sensei is teaching children from young to teenage. 

At the front past the wired looking men is another room, I go into here and it's all whitewashed, The walls are the same rough stone...  White angel carvings are on the walls.. it's small and narrow and 2 elderly women in white robes with long shiny grey hair smile and me and ask if I've come to pay the tithe - They are looking at a small metal coin slot in the brick wall.   I shake my head and leave the small room and head back threw the building and back outside.

Outside I'm in the courtyard once more only in the opposite corner I can now see the remains of another crumbled church it's only 2 walls remaining and trees and plants are growing threw and over the stones.
The remains of crumbled whitewashed walls and broken religious statues are now covered with dove and pigeon nests and the birds are cooing and flapping around.  

Wednesday, 25 March 2020

To late to catch up

Wired white rabbit, Adrin0ch0me and dark crystal synchs all day.    Meditated on that.

First dream early before 2am is deep but not something I can put into words, abstract, multi d... moving bk and forth in a game/puzzle fast 2 storeys wrapped up.

Monsters/truth I was woken by a wired feeling of ticking in my lungs and being 'fished' from my heart up.... but I also had the dream recall of also being the fisher??   Me to someone,  someone to me.... reminded me of the last time I had mad awakening stuff and asthma. 

Next was symbolism Anch then anchor this... 

Andrea Shell tThis - It was in my dream last night but blended. Sat night I was asked in dream by an entity watching me deconstruct the dream fabric if I had found the Ankh... I'd smiled, shook my head and kept looking deeper into the fabric of the dream.

Well last night, I was called to look at & transmute some stuff on this plane that I was resistant to looking into ....

I did it anyway as (Go with the flow;) as shaman, dragons we transmute.

In the dream there was a weave/connection... I was in multiple layers of realities solving a puzzle and then this image.... In a blurr of realitys... This blended into an Anchor and Ankh - then a sensation of connection, heart to hear in the strong flow/current of existence.

I was woken by a cough and tickle of feeling hooked...but to others, and a likewise feeling of hooking. This was a connection between reality.

When I've had awakening cycles in the past, they have usually been accompanied by asthma :) It reminded me of my last awakening cycle when I was poked to remember how the lungs and heart are the anchor for the mind.


This experience was wired...   Multiple layers, puzzle, hide and seek... game at a different place. 

(( Strong message Purple - Jane - Cake)  ???

Then wired stuff here,   mathematics,  and 'bring the love and magic to the fairy road'  Oak mathematics.


Wired dream with Roz and others,  lost between many stations..  platforms.   Roz was a train driver .... I was going to ride on top, but was stopped as didn't want to fall off and Roz feel bad, so we took a carriage. 

Wired, Sex with guy on station...  then Lessons.   'Giving up on Holding On' 

Then symbols, 2 triangles coming together into a star.   Other selves, forgotten now. 

Then a dream about 80's School coach, Sandra & Chris, Hippys, Blue& Turquois glass and also Ian is female... Blond dreds - Not comfee as male.  Another male, very curly hair. 






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