25th.
Quiet night. Early on I'd been errr playing hula hoop with Orion's belt? Lol was strange and wiggly.. could feel it round my middle.
I'd
been with Kaylo, Leon and Inka at Leons Island.
In the morning I told Kaylo I'd light the candle stub in my head again and swap
with him. Kaylo could keep a light for
Inka and I was going to play alone for a bit.
Leon told me 'This is why we like you Ren, you randomly change everything'
I'd jumped to Ddad's hub and also made myself younger. He was some what surprised and annoyed I
don't think he wanted the responsibility of my candle head stub going
out on his watch 🤔
He shoved me in the room we have there to use and had told me to stay put and
places 2 guards outside.
Said no one to
enter or leave unless he came to get me...
I'd just been falling in and out of hazy
dreams.
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26th
Dreaming a lot 'Balancing' oh is this the swapping things? 'For NOW mouse'
I was still alone at Ddads hub.
Am dreaming of being very lucid in life again.
I was predicting and manipulating the dreamworld I was in.
I was doing it to help my kids, I needed them
to show the power that their thoughts had... But it was being misunderstood and
used against me. The implementations of kids not learning this lesson were far more messy than me getting sectioned.
There was many layers to this, an old castle with a massive forge.
Consensus reality doesn't like being messed with and pushes back.
'Stay where you are for now Ren'
Oh yeh, It had Red, White and Blue in too.
The yellow and blue stripped towers from the other day, I realised this
was linked to the Ukrainian flag ...
I
was seeing coloured energy flow play out like a game on a world stage... the symbology is the same.
I was Pink & Purple... Sick of being
shoved threw this reality games.
I could
see how they were all being manipulated into the same old patterns and bullshit.
'Stay
put for now Ren and dream this out' kk
Ddad collected me, took me into that space where we eat with the tables.
As I was young I didn't much want to eat.
I wanted to play in the floor instead... I kinda knew it was pissing him of but
he seemed to accept that unless he wanted to fight with me as a kid he was just
going have to keep an eye on me as I'd made myself his responsibility if
anything was to happen to me there.
He seemed aware of the stub of a candle that's left in my head 🤣
I'd wanted someone to play with as everyone else was being dull grown up and
busy. So I'd asked if I could invite
Loci and Ddad had agreed.
My perception there with Loci too was different, I was being shown a dream link
to a dream I'd had about shepherds bush.
Need to look it up. (Oh, the outcome of that was not good.. also linked to last April)
'Dream
Ren'
I want to remember.
'You swapped with Kaylo and Inka, your recall should be
fine alone' ah ok thanks.
I could see how Ddads hub was layered and linked to the overseers dreams and
the stasis.
When Loci had appeared he
was a yellow plastic thing covered in handles!
Only I could see him as himself but also younger when the overseer first
introduced us he'd been in his teens anyway this time I was seeing him more as
a kid.
I was perceiving how
he was different things to different people.
The same as I can see when I go into psychosis... SO it was odd to see him as
this strange yellow construct covered in handles.
I was recalling the energy flow that the
Overseer had drawn, and why in that space we were in stasis upside
down.
I was learning to see in between the layers where co-creation is
rendered.
By losing my own fixed perception I was able to perceive how one person was
mirroring what the other expected to see.
Only I was practising this in my dream now.
Ddad takes me and Loci to his normal
room.
He was keeping an eye on us from a
distance making sure we were left alone there. He had done the same in the food
space but as there were more people there Loci's form was now as I usually see him.
In the new room loci manifested some toy cars, they were black and red
mainly. They reminded me of them large
robotic game pieces Inka took me to see.
Only these were toy
cars and we were smashing them into walls, as we were playing we were merging
awareness and at first we became water and air.
After a while I'd become gas not air and I was in small copper pipes the kind
that are in houses.
It was a familiar sensation from when I've let my awareness merge into manmade
systems.
'Watch that light in your head
Ren, you don't want to go boom!'
I recalled the night I'd exploded 3 times 3 ways.. Oh that was also about cut
down trees. I'd needed to stop letting
that trigger me! Oooo...
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/09/white-hot-heart-pop.html
Lol I
think I might have exploded again. Was
smaller though not like the time above.
Oh I also met Ian's Mum. She was at a
counter she told me her 4 year stint in the hospital was almost over. I was wondering if she had realised she had
died here.
I was also walking in harmony - this was to do with the pitches in my ears, I
was using it to navigate astral here.
Ah yeh, I'd been in an astral version of my room listening to the
different layers.
I had a note pad with images and I could perceive them as animated like gif's
I wanted to see if others could see them moving too but again people were just
assuming I was crazy.
I was learning how or what to show and share and what to just keep quiet about
and watch.
Oh yeh, the astral layer I'd been in.. Zak had come upstairs I'd called him in
and asked him to be quite. Just after
that Ian woke me and told me to go tell the boys to shut up 😋
I was thinking, I just did.... I guess they didn't get my
message.
Loci was showing me lots of stuff mentally too
it felt like I was chewing gum!
Being squashed and pulled.
I'd been in the doorway of 2 rooms. Each
had a guy floating cross legged and various puddles of wet on the floor. It felt like I was being given a 'spot the
difference' game.
Trying to recall what was static and what had moved... I was trying to connect
with another guy in a game. I understood
his language and logic jumps.
Close to morning I jump to see the others and give them all a hug.
As I
touch Inka I fall into a jumbled but vivid dream.
Chris and Sandra's house. It's full of a
very random mix of people.
It's not appropriate for them all to mingle so we were trying to keep everyone
in separate rooms with only a few of us being allowed to go between.
A floor I'm painting brown but someone keeps walking over it in large dirty
boots.
I was pealing of layers each time the paint was destroyed.
While I was doing it I was overhearing a guy at a chemist counter - He was not
aware he kept repeating himself.
I had my arm down a strange shaped toilet!
The water was cold, I could feel something I was supposed to be pulling
out.
Inka was standing behind me and Leon too.
Leon had asked why I was sleeping in a toilet! 😂
Inka was telling Leon that I'd lost it so it was my responsibility to get it
out.
It was right at the tip of my fingers and I couldn't pull it.
So I'd just fallen asleep there with my head on the bog hoping I could dream up a way to get it back
out! It was
fabric of some kind.
I was
also going to crawl inside this huge machine/cube my dream dust was crazy
patterns squares and colours as I woke from this.
Meby it was like a borg cube I'm not sure, it didn't feel at all hostile. Just I'd have to crawl along way and
remember the root in and out to get too a battery/ power
source.
Somehow had time make a MMO game too. I
did this with Loci back on the ship.
Ddad had taken us back to the small guarded room. Loci told me he was splitting and did I wana
jump back to the ship hub.
I split with him too and we'd gone back there to dream share, he told me he'd
stay in the crowsnest - lol this gives me bonkers crown energy flow. I'd turned into the dragon with an RGB coat
and gone to sleep on the deck.
We were making a Minecraft like mmo game.
I was placing characters and giving them narrative and dialogue, we were
getting people to test it but I'd not made it obvious enough who the games
story tellers were.
I was playing threw myself too and putting a marker over their heads as I
interacted with them to make it easier for the other testers to follow. It was a lovely colour scheme too deep dark
blues and purples.
Cartoon like and comfortable.
Oh and at some point I'd also been at my main dream house. Someone had knocked on the door and I opened
it to a sloth! :D He was sweet and I'd
let him slowly climb up my arm to speak.
He told me he would be putting me in contact with a beast tribe.
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Hummm the Shepperd's Bush was also with a large attack, a School / Reality had
become unfit for purpose?? All Current
dreams seem to be linked with last April 🤔
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/stars-and-balance.html
This is earth energy flow??
