Brain Halves.

2 large matching houses built on a rock they are an early meby victorian style all hand made windows very high level of craft but the houses are newly built lacking the character associated with ageing fresh rendering drying on the walls.

The rock they are built on is a cliff and the cliff has a chasm, inside the chasm is a waterfall and also fire.    lol sounds like a Minecraft ravine, but it was amazing a beautiful very high rendering 😁

Crystal caves were below too.    I don't know anything about the surrounding area.  The 2 houses were on one on each side of the ravine but there was a rock land bridge between the 2.  

I'd had a massive argument with a father figure who was angry at my uncontrollably destructive and chaotic behaviour.  They were trying to impose control and I was leaving refusing to submit to restraint. 
In the dream there is a 4ish-year-old young male boy, he's crying and screaming for me not to go - not to leave the buildings (Like a young brother)    I pick him up on my hip and take him with me.  


This makes me think it must be both halves of the brain! Yin-Yang.  The Boy young boy is the white dot in the black.....   we can never escape our nature/duality. :D 



Another dream I'm in a massive city (I'd come from the outskirts where I recalled an ancient cottage in the bottom of a dell, a stream lots of ferns damp and green only getting sunlight midday. The main bit of the dream I recall clearly is an amazing complex newly built in the centre of the city.   (I know this was one of the long and visually mind-boggling dreams)

The complex is of 5 newly built mansions that were around a central courtyard - It's an incredibly exclusive complex just newly finished and out of access for all but the very few elite/rich.   I'm floating above and into it, the design is outstanding, the architecture and materials stonework.  It's an amazing mix of old and modern style.   The buildings are just on the market and not owned by anyone yet.   In the courtyard are 'THINGS'  lol  I know them and I know I'd been afraid of them in other dreams/places and yet I'm not now - but the recall of the fear reminds me there is something here to learn so I pass threw the glass to get closer.     I'm pretty sure at this point I had someone with me but not physically.. I had no physical form either.  Just awareness exploring but I was having a conversation explaining what it was I was seeing.   

Ok so the things, are like organic machines formed from a hmmm like I want to say black light/plasma?      It's the kind of black with form that you see in games sometimes.  Flowing black energy and the machines are all different some have arms/legs but it's almost a robotic structure of pulleys and levers.    Just the minimum needed for movement rather than the complexity of creatures organic legs.     I had a profound sense of excitement being so close to something I'd been scared of.


Just remember a dream from the Weekend too.    Well, it was a vision, not a dream it was clearly the Star of the Tarot major cards I didn't realise that at the time till I was no longer in it. 

It's a pond with a person gazing into it looking at the reflection of themselves and the sky in the water, not realising that they are the sky too. 

Big Waves and High Sea Level.

Bonkers dream. 

It's MMO style but set in London there is some special mission timed event and there are people I know meeting there.  

It's wired as it's sort of astral but also very game-like, it's the players I'm meeting not their avatars and the special item.  Which we can get one of each is a small rainbow emoji poop cushion!  It gives us an in-game unlock. 

We are meeting in person and it's wired, unfamiliar style flats and strange, really old-style PC's that have been botched together and revamped so we can run the game.   It was almost like a 70's sci-fi film set.

One of the people I'm meeting is angry at me for bailing out a while back.... but I'm back but we both want the item so he's agreed to look out for me and team.    The next bit is in 2 places overlayed.   Mismatched kids and parents.

One is in-game with grafix and the other we are in a small blue very modern car.  The car is parked somewhere on the themes Estry.   There is a massive storm and we have decided to shelter in the car till it passes.   We are parked on cobblestone... and there is a tidal wave coming.

This bits strange  cause the wave comes over us like a tidal wave but the water is wrong density, it's gloopy like our flicker rate is all wrong for the storm.   As the slow-mo gloopy wave covers the car the air pressure inside suddenly drops drastically sucking the air and breath out of us.  I'm with the same people in both spaces (Other us are heading to a newly unlocked boss encounter).    After the waves has passed we all get out the car and breath again. (This is like other dreams I have where I can wobble air or water likes it's jelly) 

Next dream.

Tigs & her Dad and a bunch of Dogs, mine is the only one trained and he's leading the other dogs.   I'm using him to help them get there muts back.  We are in a big 70's style council housing estate with big ugly blocks. 

We move from there and I'm in a car with them and we are on marshland. 

I'm looking at a bright blue frozen island it's melting and small fuzzy animals like mini otters are all over the place, the ground is very wet marram grass coastal East cost and the Sealevel is up way higher than it should be.

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Oh and another dream, I'd been in a shared house like student place and it's so filled with crap!   The kitchen is such a state.   I'm the only one leaving this time and I'm kinda relieved they are staying as I don't much fancy trying to empty the place.    (This is a wired reversal, normally I'm the one clearing the stuff)

 

Fluffy Bats and Dragon Yum-Yums.

Fun dreams, Hazy but home. 

First I'm cleaning, it's sterile and surgical but satisfying too. 

Then dragon energy....  I see the +/- weaving and playing. 

In one I'm watching this huge 'thing' dragon...  eat smaller entities/people.  It's slightly cartoonish - and the entities are switching swapping shifting in it's mouth. 

There is also this other vibe that wants 'Adoration' and it's also trying to eat the same entities.   

It feels like watching 2 things super-imposed on each other.  But both are the same in reverse....  I can see it flicker one thing to the other like a demon/god.   Feed/surrender.  lol it's funny and amazing a god/hunger hole/fill feed/fill.     It's visually amazing and amusing..... a breadcrumb trail to the dragon's mouth where the polarity are blending and merging. 

The signs getting more and more obvious until they are just stupidly and quite painfully obvious.   :)



Next I'm a dot caught between a plus and a wrinkle!   This again I'm rendering visually... as an on/off and a drop rippling out causing a wrinkle/wave. 

Last up is just images... and art caddy filled with only blue, pink, purple pens crayons paints.   A crazy tower with outlying gardens.   A disabled guy who's a contortionist a hugely fluffy bat who is eating the flys that have come to bite me.  A window where people are flying in and out and a bunch of used surgical equipment I'm washing.   It's greasy and covered in blood sill on the try out of the theater.  Kelly is floating beside me happy that she's found a solution and only has 2 strands left. 




 

Paired Numbers Wired Puzzles

Hazy at first.   Amazing outfit, a teacher teaching magic, Lots of rooms filled with plants and a hospital prescribing ginger.

A conversation with Aunty Sheila and Uncle Eric There is a mirror in the room and I have the most amazing long white dreds that I've dyed a neon orange colour and are wound into 2 big buns  - Oh it was the back room at their house.     At one point my hair was a neon green colour too.  

Oh, Kevin too and other relatives who are all born within a few weeks of me all Aquarius. 


- Next dream is a massive stately home that is being cleared emptied and cleaned.  I'm with a male who wants me to send a letter to a 'Dowager'   -  Just had to look this up.

Dowager

A dowager is a widow who holds a title or property—a "dower"—derived from her deceased husband. As an adjective, dowager usually appears in association with monarchical and aristocratic titles. In popular usage, the noun dowager may refer to any elderly widow, especially one of both wealth and dignity.

He posts the letter in a very old fashioned postal office.   There is a food market outside the property and amazing looking strawberries but they have no taste or smell.   Monique is there and she is carrying birdhouses and hedgehog tunnels.   There is a  room with an aggressive dog tied at the door, the owner lets me enter and once inside the dog is fine. 

The room is like a very old fashioned victorian classroom at a bench at the front is a vet and unfamiliar nurse I go and talk with them.  I want to know about some very strange regulations they have been asked to adhere too and they are confused too.   They don't understand why they are being asked to follow them.

It felt like a puzzle to solve with freedoms to lose. 

Next I'm outside with 2 men.   It's humm, railings and grey stone buildings in an old style.     We are watching a recording on a small video recorder.  It's of an investigative journalist who has vanished.   They are replaying a scene of a virus found in a bottle that shouldn't have been in there.

Next thing I recall is being in a narrow corridor it's like an 80's office block and there is that wired fake ceiling and strip lights.   I'm with a very tall white male, he's early 60's in a tan jacket slightly overweight.   He's pushy and keeps touching young girls he tells me he knows I'm writing a book he wants to read it, he's leary and keeps trying to hug me.

The last dream is number 14, split into 7 pairs. 

This was the same as when I'd had the 12 split into 6 pairs.

Purple Baby Girl

First dream is a yoga group but it's an astral type of class as we can all float, tbh, the yoga made way more sense this was as it was about the focus and balance (not strength)  

As our emotions changed our density we had to keep our minds really still to maintain a balance if you felt too good you'd float off... or distracted you start to drift where your attention was.

Roweena, Roz & Kelly were all with me and a few more.
Beside it is an outdoor inn.  We are drinking a light mild ale (It felt like the only slightly fermented ale that people drank when it was hard to keep water fresh)  We are sat on long rough wood tables chatting and the ale is bottled in miss-matched recycled glass bottles that have been washed and refilled several times, we can still float and seemed to be growing food plants too.

Next bit of the dream I recall is I have made these small round mirrors and I'm giving them to people.  They have a stone/formed stone frame pressed into the stone while it was damp is a swirly pattern and the words 7year.    I called them 7-year mirrors, I'm handing them out - when I see my own reflection in them I have long white-blond very curly hair big eyes and perfect pale skin. 

- Second dream.

I'm giving birth again but neither me or my baby are human.   The baby is female and I'm outside in a large crowd/queue of people.   There are paramedic types watching but they don't interfere as I'm not like them. 

The birth is easy and I deliver the baby into my long fingered elegant hands.  She's female and her skin is a soft deep purple as is mine we have a pearlescent almost glowing sheen.    Her eyes do glow and are a deep glowing violet, I know I had long purple hair too.  

Dream Jumping Game, Late to Class.

12th

Long bike ride threw towns, county and city.  Crystalised poop that looks like quarts :P Other jumbled stuff.


13th July 20

An outdoor space, full of ferns damp and with outdoor rugs, I'm swapping them and putting down some plastic sheeting.  It's a guest house and I'm cleaning in-between stays.  (Oh like this dream)  

I'm chatting with a tall African American guy, he's early 30's with a strong American accent and he's asking about the guest house as I'm cleaning.  We are chatting and he's not sure about it but as I'm cleaning the garden a woman pops in to say thanks for her stay, she's Pakistani similar age she and her sister stayed and they had had a lovely break and rest, he seems to trust her review.

Next dream is long and very cool, it starts in a busy city, I'm chatting with someone about Trump and they want to know why people like him I tell them for some it seems to be an Astral thing, different perspective.

I'm late to a class and am jumping threw various dream worlds to get there.   Going to sleep in one dream and into others, or waking up.  
Jack is the first male me we are in a vast sandy desert the whole dream had a feel of a journey downhill, we knew the destination but the route was open to us.   In the desert, we stop and sleep into a snow-filled world I wake with my face in the cold snow.   It's busy and people are having snowball fights, throwing and kicking piles.   I make a huge snowball, I throw it and as it lands it turns into a snow dog, with a big waggy tail, the dog jumps up to play with some children and we keep moving.

Another dream world was a dragon/dino one - The dream was long so it was hard to recall all of it.   We are late so trying to hurry as we get closer there is another class going on in a dark basement room.  I sneak in an take the teacher sedative medication, as I'm leaving a young Asian girl stops me.  She asks politely if it's ok if she punches me, she wants to get into trouble and needs a reason for the teacher to be angry with her so she can completely kick of and lose her shit, I happily agree.

She's going for a gut punch and she shows me how to tense my belly muscles (It had the feel of karate I guess)   I do as she hits me we jump into another dream world.  She vanishes and I'm at the base of an old fashioned stone tower.   The bricks are grey and mossy and it's crumbled slightly.   There is a snipper on top shooting people.  I'm seeing time differently so I see people trying to escape the tower then being filled with holes and still walking for a bit before falling down dead.  

Jump again or I'm in the tower now, but I'm also in a modern elevator, the class we are heading for is at the top. 

It's purple metallic inside and I'm with Male me.   I press against him and he says not now, but it's not sex I want it's to merge.  We do this slowly it's wired he has the same bright blue eyes as me and we feel the pull of energy between us and flow of thoughts and being.   It's intoxicating we are both semi-solid and there is just this flow like energy as we move up in the elevator.   Our blue eyes roll to the back of our skulls.

At the top of the elevator is this crazy space, our teacher and 2 different obvious platforms.   
Em and another she's working with.  Our teacher asks how we can prove the multiple dimensions.   Em has built this crazy pylon thing, it's going to open portals... she's excited.  When he askes me I tell him I won't - I will rely on fiction, story and narrative and leave it to free will.  Em thinks I'm nuts not wanting to open the portals, but I tell her I've seen the AI timelines.

The whole thing was very fun :) 

Also, the dream/ scenario seems to be linked with this stuff from end of April. 




 

I'm a potion bottle??

10th July

2 dreams first is strange a dark town street and town (This isn't night or gloomy just dark sky)  and a crowded changing room, it's filled with shower with heavy plastic curtains and it's like a sports locker room.  Many showers, it's very busy and the people in there are extravagantly clothes not sports like more 40's showgirl meets cyberpunk.   I suppose it had a 'backstage' feel about it too.  

There were lots going on  -  I described it on waking as an 'Organic, finary, fractal, show!'  - Palace. 

I'm there watching and I can change myself into a beautiful victorian filigree bottle - It's dark purple glass square-shaped with a stopper and has dirty silver filigree up the corners and around the stopper.  


On a worn Kraft tag hung around the bottleneck I read 'I'm a potion, drink me' 

 

I'm watching and as a bottle, I'm appearing next to people, waiting for them to drink me. 

The second dream

This is a new house I'd moved into, the garden was like that of my main dream area in layout  (The garden I've been replanting in other dreams lately) 

It's in London though and I'm at a tube station, or our garden is....

Our garden is being used for socially distance queuing for the tube, it's wired as in the mornings and peak time I have people in a long twisty line all curled into my garden.   I think, they will spoil the grass and I look down and it's wired plastic lino.  It felt odd to have all these people waiting for their journey on my lawn!  They seemed happy though so I just let them wait :P

The house was all open plan 1 story, only really one room that opened onto this garden where the people waited at peak time!