Learning Games

Before bed, I'd been wondering about intention/beliefs

'Listen to the message and check where you feel it, all exchanges are threw a centre'  Oh ok.

 

How do the centres fit into the singularity?  '💚 We will show you, one thing at a time though' Ok.  

Do Animals and plants have beliefs or expectations? What is instinct how is it different from emotion?
Learn threw play? Play drive?  Void?  Framework 2?  How many frameworks?  What are numbers?  ‘Shhhh Bitch, your head will pop.  We learn emotion first’  ok.

Listen in to the voice with no sound,
Walk away on the road with no ground.

Trust in the places you don’t need to see,
Embrace all the things you don’t want to be.

When your inside out and upside down it matters little what you have around,
As you see from within and know without.
There is no space for fear and no cause for doubt,
You are safe and at home where you want to be,
Watching the mirror of what you need to see.

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First wake after long dreams just impressions.…  Forests, vast, dark, fast,  playful and tangly. 

Next wake was same but with more form/recall substance and I could see how it fit with other dreams while I’d been in it.  It’s dark wood again, sprites, Pixi’s fairy’s   lessons and games.  Our blood is black, this was like loosh when I met the dryad in a tar field boiled down love/wildness. 

There are lessons there and teachers but it’s all play, no writing.  Song, rhyme prose, tricks and games.  I knew how it was linked to other dreams. 
I was like the Bogart thing but smaller my skin was dark green pixi/imp type of thing.   The whole place was fun, tricky like Brian Froud good fairy bad fairy mixed with Enid Blyton.    Instant manifestation too, instant karma.  I fucked up loads but it was all cool… Oh this is energy flow?  ‘Yep Ren’  


We were small too, so the trees seemed huge, there were so many mythical creatures bugs birds and rodents...… It was really good fun, the others were there too in various forms, felt at home. 

In the dream I could recall the connection to the other dreams.  Tangly wood, BrokenDryad, Woodperson, … riding on a mouse and being given errr tools too.   Early Leon dreams, the Fairy and bats…



--  Ok,  that was fun.  I get what your showing me!! 
Rules, Parameters experience   -    The only rules are that there are no rules... That's why we often agree/contract sometimes prior to dream sharing!

Consent & permissions sort and exchanged prior to experience (Free will) instantaneous among our group, or in game, that's what I 'feel' when I feel you guys. 

Once agreed we can change break rules but that earns us a bigger pushback! ie.. Karma

In my dreams I often use different colour hair/clothes/skin indicating different centre exchange. 

Oh the dream from ages ago aboutvirus and nursery rhyme?  - Tricky and subtle – people manipulated into consent and it’s harder for these things to happen when the emotional body is functioning well.   I trust/not trust as I feel intent in body. 

Was asking about crown chakra and got chucked into the childhood recall/memory’s  of the pink angel/angle…   I knew then earth was like a playground to learn in.    I didn’t much like to be taught and preferred dark games. I also make my own rules  ‘lol’  It’s why I’m such a pain in the ass & liability but also good fun and it works well for team games.  ‘Usually…… apart from when it doesn’t!’  Hahaha
 

Heheh Inka,  ‘You asked Ren’  Yep…  ‘You like the simplicity of violence… Instant hot water, thin ice! It gives you the freedom to be as much of an asshole as you like😏’   Hahaha ‘Look up where we told you that you are not complex’  :P  Ok wait till I’m done.

‘The TRICK is to get people to consent without their understanding or knowledge!  Lol, so we are what people call bad then?  ‘Fucking wicked 😉’  Hahaha your such an asshole.  
‘I’m exactly what you need bitch!’  I don’t manipulate people!!😛  ‘No, just violent, competitive and reckless with an extremely high play drive 😈’.
Next I get a flash back of my Dad’s OBE but I’m there in the sky too seeing the planes bomb Gaddafi’s palace… The planes?  ‘Soul retrieval Ren, we are what we are’
 
I’m so many things!  ‘You are all things’  lol Why here why now?  ‘Were else, you follow your fun till you land on your bum!’  Fuck off, you idiot!  ‘Get up Ren, we sent you the Sun’  Just then the sun appears shining on my pillow….    I’m insane… ‘Yep, and lost in game💜’   It’s early and I like dark remember.

‘Balance Bitch!’  lol ‘You’re a child of the universe, a queen and a goddess, everything and nothing… your getting to know yourself, all self now get up and ground’  How did I know it was going to be 818…  ‘You’re dreaming... get up’.   Don’t threaten me,   ‘I wouldn’t dare Bitch, now please get up!’  😆 blugh  ok… 

Hand Holes and Hindu Gods

Was in a crap mood last night, Tired and grumpy from waiting up really late for a delivery that didn't come and being awake and with people way to long! Was told to find Malico or Leon and just chill and let them help so I did.  

Jumped to the house and was in and out of dreams from there all night.. Inka arrived sometime after me when I was sleeping Malico was there too, I think they chatted for a bit then we all just slept into other dreams.

One dream was like watching an old TV show, I think this was a dream where I'd joined with Inka... It was, err The Wonder Years. Was that kid anyway, but he was on a plank in the sea and was him and another him, and then turning into Hindu god type things and other aspects of himself. There were names too was hazy, Asuras, Atman are 2 I recall. I also understood at the time it was linked to other dreams where I've been told Sanskrit words - the most recent one was the dream share one... Errrr I've forgotten. I think the word I'd forgotten from that dream was Atman. I'd wanted to rewatch the show/episode so I could pay more attention, but when I went to replay it had already been ower written.  

Next dream I was in a wired space in a wired body, we were doing something with chickens and I'd bent down to pick up a hen and was thinking bloody hell, what's wrong with my legs why are they so fat! lol Was the wired sensation of trousers compressing them, A woman with me had looked at me rubbing and touching my legs and asked me 'Fat Thighs?' and I had replied these aren't my usual legs! 😀 

The dream jumped and male me was my Bro, I'm not sure why but I had let him cut and made holes in my right hand only small with a small sharp kitchen knife. He had cut very small sections of the outer epithelium so the cut bits were bleeding loads and then vanished, It didn't hurt but was really messy.

The blood was wired thin and brown like something recently dead or old menstrual blood. I remember thinking crap, this is messy and will bleed for ages, as I watched blood oozing freely from the few small holes. 
I'd recalled I had some non-adhesive wound dressings that would be better than the damp kitchen roll I'd initially pressed down to stop the blood flow. The woman from the chicken dream was there too and offered me a lift to get the dressings. Next recall I'm in my main dream house but it's like it was when I was a little kid! I've not seen it like this in ages, same deco (Bit like my room the other night) I was in the cupboard where my Dad used to keep his smelly fishing overalls and had found the dressing I wanted but when I opened them they were not the Melolin I was expecting but small fabric Elastoplast impregnated with some sort of ointment. I wasn't sure what, I looked at the packing it had been sent from China. I gave it a sniff and it seemed like it was possibly Zinc or Titanium-based. The plasters seemed the right size for the small wounds so I'd decided they would likely be fine and stuck them on to stop the blood flow. My Dad was in the dream house too, just chilling and my Mam was alive too in the dream but had gone for a walk.  

The last dream was odd too, a wired space with no windows and sort of coloured plastic walls. Me and a group of friends (crew) shared the space with a British Indian family. My group were out and I was home with the family though they had a separate area and we shared a communal dining table. I was making something and I'd been going to use these tights that were laying around I'd started to knot them and they realised they were the grandmothers and she would be annoyed so I'd been sitting taking the knots out again to return them. It was a Sunday and we were going to share a meal together the family had started cooking and I was going to go to the shop before closing time and was asking if people wanted anything. The India Family had their own shop and got stuff bulk so would swap stuff we got full price for stuff they got cheaper. I'd returned the now unknotted tights and was heading out when more of my group arrived back happy and rowdy with nets of Stella Beer looking forward to the evening meal we would share.  

The last dream I was back in the hub on the station, I'd gone to find Kaylo and felt him there so jumped to him. I'd disturbed Inak getting up and he said he'd come too. When I'd jumped to the hut Inka was already asleep pipe in hand on his bench and Kaylo was on the rug, I was Grey Ren again, I greeted Kaylo but he was his typical self with Grey Ren ignoring her. She/me had wanted to dream share, but he didn't want to so I'd waited till he was drifting off to sleep grabbed his hand and followed.  

The next bit was wired and funny, I'd materialised next to him in his dream space and he turned around glaring at me, I shugged and then Inak appeared too and we both stared at him instead. Inka just grinned and said 'I'm stalking Ren' which made us all laugh and wake up.