Just another SUN day morning.....

Leon, Sol, Sun...  I was puzzling the world's Daddy issues... the Mama issues are lack of trust in the body, earth Saftey & abundance.  

I figured Leon is best person to help me with this and I've not spent much time with him lately...
He's the only one of the crew with blue eyes like mine though my dream eyes change depending on where I'm at.... his are always blue.
He was the first one to find me - and show me stuff.

His grey version fell from his island with me down, down so I'd jumped to Malico's house who invited me in.
'You still keep using the Door Ren'  I'm crap at keys 😏 'It's another round your neck'  Habit then, I know you'll let me in!
I knew I was dreaming but I had no recall of them until the morning when Malico joined my awareness & Leon helped.

Threw the night I could hear Leon talking to me in Latin and telling me 'Dulce et Decorum est'  - wow I spelt it right 😆  lol

Once Malico merged with me I had good recall of the very long dreams I'd been having.

They were around a game and then also a coastline, ferry and port.

The coastline I could see in the air like an Escher drawing but way more detailed are huge sea mammals from all ages swimming like the sky of the coast I'm on is the ocean of a world above.

Birds are diving out of the flow and visiting the coastline I'm standing on.   
My heart longed to jump up to swim the flow but I knew I'd agreed for now to keep my feet on that ground.  
No one else could see them, as they watched me watch the sky....  
I knew I'd jump there fast once cleared it was TIME.

The ferry and a prize,
Tiny iridescent pink gems like tears.
I'd been playing a huge puzzle game,
it's finish was 3am.
I'd waited till the DEAD-LINE to complete,
and was first to win.

People were telling me I'd turned male while playing.
I told them that is cause you can't see from the eyes of a child.
Child ren see more than you understand.
Not all could even see the tiny crystal tears that were the prize.  
The puzzles were colours, green beans and a pink & cream striped cuddly toy were my final clues.

I gave the gems away,
but they'd soon be lost back to the game.
As few had eyes that could see the patterns in-between,
That form the clues to play and weave.

I'd got annoyed and hurt and I didn't care I'd won.
I just wanted to move on.

I'd pissed off 2 of the 3 game creators,
but my completion was not in question.
The younger two did not like my method.
The elder designer understood my motives.
I'd come here to complete my own way.

I'd met my bro with the game creators, he approved of my playstyle and was pleased that part was over.  
This was a meeting in astral, was good to catch up... but was lost soon to dreams once more.  

As 2 females wanted me to unlock a door.
I was telling them it was fucking pointless.
The keys we'd been given and the locks were just a distraction.

The doors didn't open from their side,
Yet they wouldn't quick bugging me.
I'd tried quickly to show what I mean,
Then had a go for wasting everyone's time.

The last part of the dream was the ferries laundry.
I was washing out my stuff before we got to port as I would be disembarking.

The laundry lady kept giving me sewing machines in cases with keys.
Telling me the cleaning capacity of various machines.
I didn't care I was in a hurry,
Just chuck them in a mix and get a bit of the dirt out.

Leon in the morning as he helps me with recall.
Shows me the Golden Snitch from Harry Potter...
Tells me over Dulce Et Decorum est
Golden Snitch, I was their golden bug ball.
Willful and Wild I play my own way.

I plan the crap out of my incarnations,
and tire fast of others bullshit.
It's why they find n guide me as
I'm their in-game ass hat asset.

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/06/lots-of-bizzar-entities.html

Planetary stabilising asshat
When I get too lucid my patients run's out fast till I need squashing or jumping...
A storms Daughter and a Sovereign creator,
I don't stay long in any port or harbour.
I keep on moving with increasing consciousness...
Wow the poem 'Least we forget Ren'  
YEH D War off...   Dwarf off
Time now no need to fight as the battles and the front lines are only ever the mind.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dulce_et_Decorum_est

What am I waiting for?

Duck n cover….  Find a brother.

Watch a fall, take a curtain call.

Back stage.

The costumes hanging on disused rails.

Time is halted,

Stalled

Held apart by intervals.

Popcorn tread on a carpet deep red.

Dirty bottles opened, left in forgotten corners.

 

Up in the rigging, a PieRat is a swinging.

Playing light filters, while narratives are splitting.

Watching the shadows threw the spots,

Holes in the story,

Spoiling old plots.

 

Eyes to the stage, where all life is a play,

Reality gamers,

Chasing story enders.

Weaving in dreaming's,

and hunting believers.

‘Squeaky?’. I wana go go go.. Can you windy windy a mouse?  

‘Intention Ren, I’ll see what I can find you to do’.  TY,  IOU find a balance too?

‘Bossy witch’.

Don’t mind the shit shift ;)

‘IK Ren.. ‘. I need but I need ‘Trajectory’.

Yes….  Ok….  I wana be busy with my own fun.  Turn the magic up, plug me into the what n the when… lets get this shit show on the road again

 

Oh plantery root issues??

 

They need a cosmic car rot moment….  Hummm.  I’ll dream thy, ty.

 

Avicii…. Wake me up!!!    ‘Snooze bugged mouse’.  Lol love you… what did I head butt?

‘Will remind squeaky’. Was it you? ‘Mirrors Ren… your not scared to test them’. Oh. Haha

 

 

Jump scare n back door raiders 😳 but they r 😸 kittens n cat flap

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No room in bed... Zak kicks me out so move to the sofa with the cats.

I wake at 03.30 Inka had been with me... the errr Norad Santa tracker?? :P  

Hum... The Santa dreams.. Or where I was Santa?
I was bouncing through Memories the night I was taken handcuffed in the Ambulance but they didn't work... the Catflap bins they use - So many big Red Buttons!   I was seeing it as a shape-sorter too.

Them kids toy busses with cutouts and shapes to shove through.

444 the kittens wake me again playing on me.
Dawn comes early for them in high places,
I'm dreaming in the valley on the ground.

I'd been astral here Loci and I back in the woods where we were solstice morning where that NW Sheperd dogo checked me out.

We'd been sitting on the ground in the mud we'd made the mud blue/purple we were changing it's consistancy it was like obleck but more specialised as we could form things with it.



We'd made the mud blue/purple it was like from this dream with lol the
Dark curse 😂💜💩

Loci was helping with the recall and how all the dreams and lessons fit now.
It was in the dream too where we crashed a gold coach into a river... That time I'd called  it a missing element.  Inka and me were made from it when we swapped hearts.

Leon and Kaylo a vivid golden light but Leon is happy being grey too.  
Everything was going on at once and I could just focus or tune my attention to what I wished to experience.   We then put all the colours into me changing the form and colours of the mud as we played and shared.

We were biding out time...  Biden the president  Hummmm..
more Polo -tic's
I was aware I was waiting on the next 'jump address'

Inka was with bugs... The Nephilim portal I'd helped with when the bugs asked bk in 2011.

I always go down first, root to grow.  
Recycling, eating, connecting weaving...
The bugs n plants inbetween us.
Golden light the air threw bug eyes.
All the colours of air and sight,
fractal patterns between what it there and isn't
What we think we see is not the space where we reach.

I'd suddenly missed Malico but it was bright and time to get up n Run... I recalled the fabric he gave me twice a blanket that was like the folded night sky... I remember Jupiter is due bk in Aquarius soon.  

Another me had been dreaming in my main dream area.
A long dream Jude & Jims guest house had been filled with kids they were all over standing in halls and rooms.  

I was passing through with lots of second-hand fabric... 

old blankets and clothes are all well worn.

All plane colours or things with occasional stripes - no patterns 

I was moving sorting weaving... the kids were guests.  

I was moving the fabric to where it might be needed.

A sense of waiting... our crew are all waiting ready to play again.
A stillness while things catch up again.   
I go play fiction! 'No Such think Ren, we told you that this time last year'  
Leon!!  Heya..  'Write Ren, I will help'   kk sounds good!