An Odd Group I Keep Meeting.

12th

Main dream area, flooded.  The tide has covered the road and there are huge water spouts linking the sky and water.   They have white glowing light in the centre.

 

A small red car that I was driving.  It's old and rundown.   I was hoping for a bus and was asking if we could get a bus with tables.

A wall with odd stone lizards/snakes coming out of it.  They'd been alive but were kind of petrified and solid now.

I was trying to claim for shifts I'd worked on trains.   I wasn't sure of my hrs to put down, or were to claim my funds from.

Grans house with tiny animals, a mini pig.

A halls of residence.  It had an attached church and I'd been ringing in the bell there. 
 

Outside of here, laying in the sun on the wall.  I was watching the neighbours kids play out in the road.

 

 

13th

Somewhere that seemed like the old Viking, 3 ball rooms had been renovated.  I was with an odd group. 

A roofless car, at one point I was floating with my hands resting on a table.  

Inka was around too?  Not visible just feel able.  He'd asked if I wanted some help and had grabbed my ankles and wiggled me so I was doing impossible things.

On the side of the road were a pile of teddy bears and one of the guys got some and dropped them in a muddy puddle.
I was angry with him, got them out to dry off.

15th

Cooking a meal with rice and prawns then taking Josh's temp.
A strange stray dog, that was staying with Almeria.

A cool dream where I was in a city with friends.  I could fly.  All my things vanished from my bag and were replaced with a white sheet.
I didn't mind but I had no funds to get home.  My shoes broke too, a pair of black trainers the heal fell out so I took them off.

I was flying round a strange track/overpass.

I go with some odd people into a really odd church.  They were doing something illegal there I was trying to help and they let me use there phone to call my Dad and tell him I wouldn't be home.

Their phone was odd, I couldn't put the numbers in and a guy with gingery blond hair helped me.
After the call he took me outside to see the building.  

It was like an amazing stone magic pumpkin, the paths and gardens filled with lilies blue and a tiger print.
It looked like a fairy tale castle.

 

 

Shared Food

 

9th

Odd dream after night shift.   I had pea shoots growing from under my finger nails.   Didn't hurt but looked really odd.
Then all my nails fell off!

 

10th

Zombie sleep!  Been awake to long :D

 

11th

First dream a residential home.  Snow, I had my fluffy coat.

Second dream much longer.  I was on a kind of exchange to South America.  I was staying with a family in a shamm hose in a square, 3 generations in the same house.   The gran reminded me of my gran.

The area was run down with old cars parked in a square of jumbled buildings.
We had shared a meal a bowl of beans in a sauce and I was clearing the bowls into a skink and making and handing out desert.

Desert was some condensed milk and a sort of dried meringue like biscuit.  They didn't have proper dishes and we were using old plastic food containers. 

I was washing some so we had enough and giving one to each person.
I felt strangely welcome and at home there although I didn't speak their language. 

I was thinking that as I was serving the desert and Inka appeared by my shoulder as I was thinking how much I felt at home.... He's said   'You should do, I took you in broken and let you heal under my wing'

 

Last dream I was with Marcus, we were moving and had a huge fish tank.
We had the fish in a smaller tank we'd set up while we sorted the large tank.
Massive orange goldfish with faces like turtles, a tiny starfish was on the bottom of the tank.

Pest....

 

7th May (working)

A game dream, like GW2 but we were our characters.  I was with a guy I liked but had another partner, we were close...  The other guy refused to leave my side.   My partner didn't like it, but I was comfortable in my friends company. 
Malico and Inka were around too. 

 

2 dreams in main dream house.
 

Em, I'd asked her round after school to play a game.   She came along with a guy.   The guy was being a sex pest and I'd gone into another room and fallen asleep on the bed to get away from him.

A woman from work and came to wake me up... She wanted me to move a hydraulic bed that was now stored in my parents room downstairs for a resident.

The hallway was now blocked with loads of equipment and stuff, we would been to post it out of a plastic gate on the banister.
As I looked downstairs Em was leaving, upset she'd been asked round and I'd gone to sleep.  She's left a bouquet of flowers and a gift bag with Champaign and 2 glasses in the hall. 
I called to her apologising but she wouldn't even look at me. 
I felt like a shit.

 

2nd dream, same place.  Zak kept smashing glass jugs, I was annoyed with him.  A TV set hanging on a chain in the garden.
 

Boo Hiss Crew

 

4th May... Slept really deep last night, woke up with back pain.
A work sort of dream, but it was a game too.  3 floors, I was collecting meds and looking for missing stuff.
 

Same dream... Family are now there.  We have phones too, contacts and money, or gold.  It was being moved in carts.

2 kids, blood increasing flow as needed a sample, other DNA had been mixed in and it was hard to isolate what I was looking for.  I was trying to ID something.
Clever and strange games, the job we were going was successful and we moved the gold were it needed to be.
 

5th May
Similar dream scenario all night.

 

Starts of at Bamburgh there is no stone castle, and the dunes reach further in land.
We have an encampment of wood & grass huts we live in and the vibe is tribal.
There are modern aspects too, at one point I was being examined internally and something was clamped with forceps... It hurt!

We were cutting wood, and making crude ladders... They remined me of the rope bridges from the other night.
We used odd shaped axe's everything was very ancient looking.

The people there were in an employment of sorts.  

I recall it was Christmas eve too.
There was a storm due in, and I was in the hut watching over the sea waiting for it's arrival.

 

Next dream was protocol a violent dream, not dissimilar from the first.  Old and tribal, again in huts.
We were in arranged pairings, this was sorted by the clan elders.  Like arranged marriages....only he was picking genetic mating's to balance and strengthen out tribe.  It was like we were breeding stock.
I'd been paired with an aggressive male... I warrior I think, mainly due to my hip size and perceived ability to birth well.
On another layer it was more abstract.   Shapes...   1 sided, 2 sided and 3 each controlled a separate body part/function.   Was dreaming inside and out.

 

Next dream was way more surreal...  It was an orgy in a housing estate.
The place was dark, all similar styles of housing with one corner shop where they sold hot drinks and pastries and snacks from a counter out font.

I'd been seduced by a group of cats and taken into a house on the estate, were a group of people were to have sex.

The cats had taken all my clothes and I was nekkid in a dingy front room.  2 sofas and an old rug, it smelt of old smoke.  A large patio door opened onto the dark garden with a small bathing pool.
I was on the carpet as the others came in.  2 guys and another female.  One male was around my age, dirty jeans and tee-shirt, shoulder length greasy hair and a long beard.   The other male and female were a little older. 
They all watched me.... I don't really recall if I had sex or not, but I watched the older couple making out.
 

After a while there we go for a walk out in the dark.  I'm still nekkid but don't mind.  
The estate is full of people, crowds walking round in a line all following each other parade style children were there too.   We wern't going with the flow of the crowds though it was impossible to avoid them as they wove in and out of the buildings in a huge human snake pattern... I recall thinking maybe I should have put on some clothes.
At one point I'd passed Dot with his friends going the other way and one of him had commented, isn't that your mum there nekkid with strange men 😆

 

Last one was even more abstract...  Bathtub boats and bar brawls. I was with Malico who was being male me..  A large pub with pre paid fighting.  
People had come to see it, it was extremely violent.... I was on clean up for others.  
Lizards and snails.   Line ups and take downs. 
A team called the 'Boo, Hiss Crew' that I knew.... they were like a violent crime group who loved fighting.

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 Also 5th May - Nab b4 work.

Odd version of my main dream space.
Working in a vets with Ann where the seafarers café used to be.  Consultations and cleaning out back while waiting for next patients to arrive.
I'd slopped of on a long break when I was supposed to be working and was dancing threw a building where the Methodist church is, but it's a multi story complex, with turnstiles and elevators.
I'd danced threw the reading room which was filled with people looking at me.
I realised I was having a psych break and should act normal in company.

I was going up and down the elevators on my stomach.. And squeezing threw turnstiles. 
Mathew and his bro watched me appear at the bottom of an elevator and I told them I was rebirthing myself with stairs. 

Some woman were protesting too, they'd all lost young sons.   Yelling there names out... There was a bit of aggro about it.

Lock Stitch

 

2nd May

Same place again that I keep visiting, each time it looks different but it's the area of Old Stone Close in my main dream space.  I knew the layout from pervious dreams years back.
I was with a bunch of dogs I knew, Wolfe kept rounding up chihuahua dogs. 

I was also making a frozen fruit smoothi, it came out like creamy whipped ice-cream. 

Last dream I was in a car with male me... This time he's a mix of Dom & Marcus.  I was driving, the car was small futuristic and low to the road... It was more like a driving sim game and the roads were narrow with strange markings.
I was a crap driver!

 

3rs May
---  Energy and dreams increase.
 

Main dream area.   Was with Marie, me and her worked a night job together.   We'd gone home on a bus.

Northsunderland there was to be a rave, preps were being made.
More abstract stuff too live machines that packed items and interests... Odd flying boats too.

2nd dream... 

The rave started.  Dom was there also Rich that used to DJ for him in the early days.... Only he looked like Stuart. 

I was supposed to be the host, but I'd forgotten to sort the lights as I was doing pre-quests on a cooking mission.

 

Then jumbled stuff, missing tins a sand pit.
Horse and an odd cart on that ran on tracks.   Like a pit pony, but this was a modern strange plastic cart to sit in.
The tracks were complex.
A mixed family.... Rows.  An older sister was the head of the family.
Images of butterfly winds...  Kaylo was fighting with Fox, fighting like bro's play fighting.

An amazing visual dream that I understood the symbology off....  
It's a raven of rope and wood bridges, and nets.  We were climbing and leaping, making impossible jumps.

Same dream, changing sides...  Motives, rope bridges, robo me...  Looking threw someone into beyond, she was programming animals...   Factions.

She'd betray us, but I could trust the intelligence I could see threw her like a mirror or window.
She was a tool of sorts.  

 

Mice, wild and tame.... Their patterns matched exactly, some were like they'd been digitally printed with the pattern of a human mouth.    It was the law of the jungle and jungle games.

On waking I knew the female was like Inka.  Martin loved her.....   (Mel?  ) 

Another long dream.  GPS. 
Started with Jack giving me a piggy back to a grave yard, it was a memory too.  We were kids and we used to play there, the full one on the way to the infant school.
 

Deer, huge herds on the move and migrating birds.  A group lead by a shady guy, with equipment.   They were tracking a huge herd of deer as they moved back to Hindhead.  They had these radio devises they would hold and others they would lay out on the ground in an array.

Then another game...  It's in a dark place with pits dug in the ground.   The pits are filled with various stuff, like when we used to make boats in the sand.
Huts too.   I was making hot drinks for our small team in plastic cups, the cups weren't heat proof and were distorting with the hot water. 

The game started, it was like a treasure hunt....   The GPS hunter team were closest.   We were laying the hunt, but they were catching up.
The prise was a mummy mama.   She kissed them when she found them, she was dead... But alive... Her lips cold.
 

I lay in the liminal space, as the bits slotted and matched the patterns unfolding...   Finite now - Eternal now.
Lock stitch, sewing machine.

Inka and death wish..

Expand the moment into all.

 

Inka was my weave on the far side of the veil....

The zip catalyst from the other night, pulling together.
Now it's 2 threads, like a sewing machine, meet loop and part.

 

Graves end, Grave racing...  Looking at all from the alternate perspective.

I'd been the understudy for the Grave Yard Keeper.

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I understood now what if going on my body, why Inka told me to leave him with Kaylo in my hunters room the other night, and why I'd had to head back to Malico.

 

'Life is a dream Ren'   Yeh.....   I LOVE dreaming 'Good, then just avoid me for a bit'  lol . 😆

Not easy.... 'You have help'  I get why your with Kaylo now.  'Don't hurt to kill your Ego'   😋  Suppose not, depends where I end up in the process though.

'You were on a suicide drive Ren'   Hummmmmm   I don't wanna die  'Yeh, you were TOO alive'  ??

I remember the breathing thing in the garden, almost suffocating as Inka was my mirror and we were breathing the same air.   

 

Law of one? Hidden Hand..

The 'counter part' that I loved them.. Lol no wonder! My Hands on my heart.

My energy flow swaps front to back of my heart centre,

Daath Da'ath.... We took over Ddad's hub before I got locked up.
His hub & Pluto... The underworld... In my body is Daath?

I can move? 'The flow Ren, pulling you in or pushing you away, but we are either side of a very thin veil'

Lol ah! Right...

Like when death fell in love with lift!

'Yeh.... I'm always by your side'  Haha no wonder you killed me so much :P   'And you me, don't forget that'   Yeh...

'Fuck of to Malico Ren, leave me and Kaylo.... We need a bit more distance between us'

Oh the fine fucking line!   'Yeh Ren... For some it's a mile wide remember?'  Hahaha what my bro told me.

I can learn to change it?  'In time' 

It's May you normally go to sleep for a bit.   

Third Personality

 

First dream I was with Josey we were locked up or staying in a strange dark place.  Odd eye tests and lottery numbers.
The place was dark and odd and we were sneaking data out. 
 

505 wake.  Another surreal game dream, similar to the first, this time I'm with Suzan.  There are forests and seas, whirlpools. 
A woman I used to know as a kid Audrey was in it too.
We are using what we call a 3rd personality takeover.  It's a part of us we all have that's connected... Not the same personality for each, but they have similarities.
We seemed like different people when the 3rd personality took over... I knew mine.
It was also linked to this time last year, locked up at Beltane.

There were beaches, whirlpools, seas and portals. 
We were in a race of sorts in vessles.... But as we were using this 3rd personality to navigate we were jumping all over so our progress was non-linier.  On a map it looked like we were moving erratically and making no progress but from the 3rd perspective we were converging on a destination and would arrive there first.
Also the personality unsettled others...Who saw the personality as unstable, but it was only doing what we requested.

Last dream was also really surreal.  It starts in a shooting range, were we are each given a gun and a black sort of bomber jacket.
The targets are plastic vulvas and we are to aim at the clitoris 🤣
Normally I was good at this game, but the gun I'd been givens aim was off.   I didn't hit any out of 20, I wasn't sure if it was the one target I was aiming for was not working... Or if it was the gun.  
My hit rate had never been below 14/20 before and I knew it was borking my average... But it was annoying me I couldn't seem to hit this one target so kept at the same one.

 

Leaving the range, I had a group of people I was supposed to meet.  My clothing now was really odd!  I had on a sort of fancy dress princess dress, with pink sparkly ankle socks and high heal shoes.
 

I was meeting people who were overly concerned about a gender issue.   The arguments seemed irrelevant in many ways to me but people I knew were involved in the row.
I walked threw a town like Berwick or Newcastle to go and meet my family.  They were in a room with a display of various types of sausage rolls.
 

NI card, Bandages and Wrists

 

Dreaming all night though my recall of the earliest dreams is poor now.

First dream I was working a hospital ward, a resident from our care home was there.  I was chatting to him and serving people cheese boards. 

Then a dream with Em as a waitress, 3 houses with garages.   We'd visited Em's café for lunch.

 

Then a dream of people I know and don't know.
I was dropping of a card to an Indian woman I know Athena.  It's a Christmas card, this woman is Christian... In the dream she's married to a guy of a different religion.
They invite us in, and while in their house I make a phone call about NI numbers, then help them in the kitchen were they are making a meal.
They invite us to stay.  I'd thought it would just be the 4 of us.  Male me was with me, but more and more people arrive.  I realise my Aunty B is in the house too, staying as a guest.

We make mushroom rice, and another dish with a tomato sauce, her hubby is cooking too.

I lay a table with cutlery, but as more people arrive we lay places on the modern kitchen work benches too.

There is a mix of people, most of them religious but a mix of religions, and it's like a prayer meeting social.
I feel slightly out of place there, but I want to talk to my Aunty Betty as I've not seen her in dream for ages, so we stay.
I have to wait until after a strange church service that's heled in a room they have for that reason.  
 

Next a med school. 

I was there with others.... But also on call.   Marie and Daniel were there, Marie had broken both her wrists and Daniel had taken the bandages she'd been given for redressing. 
One was a wide blue self adhesive flexy wrap, and the other Red less wide. 
I was annoyed with him and sent him to buy replacements while Marie was sleeping, but he couldn't find the correct ones and came back with different stuff, some white WOW and padding.
I'd told him she's been given specific bandages and he'd need to apologise to her now for using them. 
He didn't want too, but came with me and told her he was sorry.
The building was in the harbour area of an unfamiliar coast line.

Last dream was with Rach & Richard.. They were siblings in this dream, not a couple.  It was in some way linked to the NI number dream... I had the numbers on small turquoise cards and was giving them out.
Rach and me were on bikes, riding down Old Stone Close again on our way to the middle school.
Her bro was taking a course there.  On the way down the hill Rach fell of her bike, so I'd taken her into a house and gone to find her bro and his friends so they could take her home in their car.
I found them and we were walking back when I see my cat scribble.
He's close to a guy with 2 dogs, I thought he was going to leap over the dog onto some scaffolding boards were close.  Instead he jumps onto the dogs back and starts chewing threw the dogs lead.
The owner was yelling, but Scribble kept attacking the leads.