Full Deck?

I'm meeting friends in a pub before we take a flight to the USA New York Niki, Jack & Marie.  We are all excited, we were going to see a show.
They ask me if I've remembered everything...  I haven't.
Think I can go bk and get my passport and book a ticket on line but when I look there are no flights left, on their flight or any to meet them up.
I'm sad and upset and they are disappointed in me for not sorting it out.  

I realise it's that aspect of me that just expects stuff to happen automatically so I'd not bothered to plan ahead.

I stay with them in the pub and we chat before they have to go.

Jack dose a card trick.  
He'd handed me a card, the 7 of hearts...  
But when I take it, it changes into a folded birthday card with the 1 of hearts... The 1 was for the 1st my birthday.  It's an old card, more of a folded bit of paper that looked really old it had been written long ago. 

It was a feeling of him returning something, the letter/card had moving photos of children playing together and I recalled our childhood as good friends. 

He takes me and hugs me, it was odd.   He was old hair white and skin soft in the way old skin is with muscle loss.
Smelt odd too, but not unpleasant - it was very real... At the same time I knew he wasn't old and was the same age as me living happily with his wife n kids. 

 

I'd left them to take the flight and wandered off home alone.  

When I get home there is a call for me from Dixson (the regional manager at the place I work-someone I've never met)  It was broken up and I couldn't understand what he was saying.  He was calling on a remote control and I was trying to tell him to use a phone, then I might be able to understand. 

 

After I work n went to the loo I was considering the first dream and how real it had felt. 

I'd asked Inka to help me understand and he'd warned me of the violence that comes with only interacting with him - so I'd reached out to Malico. 

My dream dust was strange and the stuff surreal, I was being shown stuff in a symbolic way. 

I'm told 'Something to hide in the Annals of Time'   I wasn't sure what that ment but I knew the link with Inka and time.  I gave the something to a large black crow. 

 

Old plants.... They needed NOW food to bring them back to life.
I had that sensation of being pinched on the bridge of my nose and realised I needed to find that dream when I got up.

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/voicless.html

 

Hummm... From the 2nd of Feb, the day after my Birthday.  -- Humm, that fits also with the face trauma I have atm too & what Inka was telling me.  'Mmmmmm'  😏

Took me a long time to learn how to shut up...  'You're getting there'  😆

What about the cards then   'Playing with a full deck?'    Hummm I duno?

 

 

Interesting.

 

  
hummm...  I'd recalled writing this too as a kid, I don't normally recall it in full.

Up Down, Round & Round,
Living in life's playground.
First it's your go then it's mine,

What have we learnt after all this time.
 

Live for now
And lighten up,

Give up the searching for the cup.
The grails inside just stop and feel,

Allow your conscience time to heal.

 

Shed a tear, smile a smile.

Stop and think a little while.

Our time is NOW it's what we've got,

We need no more

We hold the lot.


The cards dreams remind me of this time..
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/cards-hearts-and-ripples.html

 

Hummm... now I get the Katy x3!

What dose the name mean?? 🤔

Pure.. 🤣   '😈'  Yeh, I'm no Katy 😏

 lol your so rude!  
 

 'Punny Though'  I'll give you that 😛

This site is intreasting...

I'm a Jack :P  'Shame you don't stay in your box'  lol
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/08/hope-less-know-more.html

No Bed's Left

 

21st
A new halls of Ress room.   I'd just left an old one (This happened the other night on the 15th  As I could recall having had the room I didn't like. 

The new building was interesting and incorporated a large swimming pool with multiple communal spar pools separated by glass dividers.   The roof was glass too supported by a large Iron pole and then panels like a parasol. 
I was one of the first into the building as I was keen to get a spot I liked, only I got distracted by the water and walked round the pool areas first.
While there I met one of the teatchers, she had the most unusual hand, like an organic folded flower... It looked almost dragon like to me, and I told her so.  It was lovely in an unusual way.
I'd made my way bk to the bunk areas.   Small booths crowded with several mixed sex beds and a small communal tables and chairs.  I realised coming back they were all practically full already.
I spotted one person I recognised in a full booth.  I wasn't sure there was going to be a bed for me.

 

Last dream I was working a hotel function, though I knew many of the guests.
I'd taken psychedelics the night before and they were still effecting me, with me experiencing things out of sequence. 
Leon (Chef) was there, Em & Her Sis... Ian's Dad too.  I was working for Leon, handing out drinks and such.  
I'd gone up back to the room I'd stayed in the night before, it was like a communal shower room with changing area and as I'd gone up there the walls were closing in, making it hard to re-access that space. 
I'd gone bk the way I came trying to go bk down to the function room.. But I'd reached the top of a red carpet stair case and was suddenly unsure about going down. 
The stairs were giving me vertigo all uneven and really steep and narrow with a drop at each side and no handrail.   I'd sat down on the floor saying I wasn't sure I could walk bk down.  

 

22nd
First dream jumbled recall.   The newsagents & the flat above.  Army people.  Special needs kids & hair in a bag.
Em & her Mam were there. 

Last dream I was in a caravan with Sue, Chloe & Kelly we had a bunch of cats.  My old ones, Princess, Nix & FF were among them. 
The cat's had wandered off and go out to find FF.
I'd wandered into the sea and a huge wave washed over me leaving me unsure which way was further to sea or into land. 
In my hand I had a bunch of silver teaspoons, it was hard to swim with them so I drop them to the seabed.
Instead I swim along coming to a harbour where I call to shore and some lifeboat men fish me out.
After that I'd returned to the house, planning to collect the spoons as the tide went out.
 

23rd

A dark city, floating around I had one croc on and one bare foot.  Meet 2 guys and one girl at the bottom of a hill and walk up a steep stepped path with them.

Then I meet a guy, we hang around together. 
On my bare foot I have a painting of shore birds in a pool.  As we are sat other birds come down and peck lightly at my foot and the pool.
We walk along a road and come to a fallen down red brick building.   It would have once been a lovely Victorian town house, it looks like it's been blown up or demolished and it's fallen down breaking the retaining wall of the steeped bank it was build on.
The road is blocked with rubble from the wall, soil and red bricks and bits of house.

At this point I find myself above it.... Travelling on a chair on a single monorail track.
It goes up the hill, over the houses and countryside into a mountain to the end of a line.
An old signal man is sat at the controls with a younger female girl.  
The guy tells me to stay seated for the return trip.
The return trip was cool, zooming over a gorgeous town with huge red Victorian buildings and massive trees lit by fairy style lights.  Some of the old store fronts were decorated for Halloween with coloured smoke and lights. 

It lands in a kind of open air café/bar with lava pool.   I take a layer of rock from the pool like rolling up a rug.
 

I meet back up with the guy, we are to be wed and are about to move into a house together. 

We have collected a 'Pond in a bag' complete with frogs and wildlife for our new front garden. 

Last dream. 

I'm in a city with a new born baby.  We are in a community type centre and I've found accommodation in a space of rooms, with a communal yard and shared kitchen common room.
We move as a group, many of us an eclectic mix of alternative and poor people.
Once we get to the space the rooms fill fast and I find my room that was supposed to be 132 but it's missing.  So I have no place to go and settle in.

 

I'm standing alone in the communal yard in the rain breastfeeding the babe. 
I needed to pee, but had no toilet and the babe, and realise I'm peeing anyway, as I'm wearing a skirt running down my leg washed away with the rain.
I'd gone to the building offices and told them my room wasn't there.
The reception lady suggests we open the communal rooms, kitchen so I can get out of the rain... The communal area was 134 I think.  We all head there, It's warm inside and people are grateful to me for finding them rooms. 
 

 

Blue Flame & Burning Building.

20th Sep
444
Swimming naked in a cool river running threw a lush forest.  Someone gave me a warm towel coat as I got out.
We had an outdoor kitchen in the forest space too, I was cleaning this for use.   Kids playing on a boat.

Next a longer dream.  
It started in a space like work.   Rooms and clearing out old clothing and making space for new.
In another layer I was asleep outside on the corner of a mud street above a strange street lamp that burnt with a bright blue flame. 
 

I seemed to be sleeping in a old crumbling building, that also caught fire.   This was burning with a more typical red flame.   But I was just sleeping in it's midst.
My dog was there trying to put the fire out.
I kept thinking it was out and then going back to sleep but when I work again the fire had spread.   Burning some of the scrub that was growing around.

Seeing the fire was spreading I tried calling the fire brigade via 999.  My first call got threw then dropped.

Calling again I'd asked why my call was dropped and they told me they were busy.
I explained my building was on fire and did they have a direct line to a local station I could contact as the fire was spreading.
The call handler told me they might come and asked for the address. 

As it wasn't on a proper street Ian had written the name of the place on a paper piece.

I was trying to read it to them but the letters for me were getting jumbled.  Ian read the letters out as it wasn't a real word.
I'd told them I thought there might be gas canisters stored in the place too.

 

The fire brigade arrives in a modern engine - one of the crew was different, reminding me of Inka his clothing was odd made of a thick soft leather.... Looked old fashioned. 
They help control the fire and the one in leather moves strange looking canisters out.

Once the fire is out the building is unstable... Almost like bricks floating in space.
One pushes them and they start to fall.... Along with it a glass celling like a Victorian railway station. 
I call to people to move this way and that to avoid the falling glass.   Most people get out of the way, but my dog and me are left coated with a fine layer of shattered glass.

It didn't hurt and we were assisted with pealing it off.

The fire service seemed to have left and I'd returned to the building feeling sad I've lost my space, looking into the ruins.
As I stand the fireman in leather calls to me from slightly below the ground telling me 'We've found something down here!'
As I look down there is something industrial below.
It was odd, lots of old metal pipes and fans.... It reminded me a huge industrial version of a PC.

They told me they had found the name of 'Young' stamped in it.   I was going to explore the facility with them when I woke up. 

Moving & Travelling

15th Sept

A large halls of residence, most people had moved out and I seemed to be staying there alone apart from some guardians. 
My room was on the top floor, bare and unwelcoming.   I was clearing out rooms lower down that were far cosier.  I was considering moving myself into one.
They had no windows and old fashioned furniture and bedspreads. 
I'd gone diving down a big toilet too.
The bits I recall were looking threw draws in one of the lower rooms... Old fashioned night dresses and left bits of clothes.  I didn't think the residents were coming bk.
I was trying to prop open the heavy door, but I couldn't seem to get it to jam open with anything I tried.
It was the end of the year, I didn't have long left there.   My Guardian was called Nathadriel. 

 

A guest house with a large extended family staying.   It seemed to be attached to my main dream house. 
At the start of the dream a child downstairs had trapped a crow in the house.
It had woken me as I'd been sleeping in a bed in a room with a locked door.
I was closing the doors and opening the windows but the boy had picked it up where it turned into a cat and started fighting with him.
I was telling him to let it do, and eventually helped it to the window where it got out onto the grass.
The family there were huge, all cooking together in a shared kitchen.   There was some religious meaning to it all, but I wasn't sure what. 

I'd asked them if they needed anything and they asked if I had an avocado and some mayo they could have.   I did and went to our smaller kitchen and brought what they asked.
One of them knocked over a vase type pot and I swept it up as there were kids around playing barefoot. 

 

Woke at 303 too, I'd been in a room with no windows with Inka and Ddad.
 

Last dream was of a new house, it was in an unfamiliar city.  I'd moved from one area to another.  They houses were large, Victorian style with many rooms.
Strange pot plants, with odd dragon like snakes living in the soil.
Colourful shelves and stuff in the house.

A huge bridge crossed a massive busy road, I'd shifted from one side of the road to another and was still finding my way around.

A large industry area was at the bottom of the bridge.  I visit a soup kitchen too, I'd lost a bedspread there and was looking for it.   Could find my way back to the house.


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18th Sept

Learning trust, a little each day.  Feeling my space and the place I can play.
Growing ever outwards while loving within. 
Hunting for a limit to a boundary to begin. 

Branching away from the moment of Now.
No start, no end... Emotional power.

First dream I was with Marie.   We were in that odd version of here again... Kind of futuristic, the green is bigger.
We'd sneaked into work and were going to sleep in the kitchen over night, as it's quite in there.
The kitchen was bigger too... Still industrial but also had huge long wooden tables and benches.
We were surprised at 4am when loads of people came in.  We'd tried to hide, but someone tripped on me and the people arriving were asking us what we were doing there.
We apologised and left.
In reception an odd guy was encouraging his Mama to sing.
The roads and street's outside were busy, it was 5am and getting light.  
A travelling carnival was on the green and the roads packed with cars and trucks.

I'd ended up in a massive industrial estate type of place.  A big truck was being loaded with a claw lift.   Huge amounts of soils and whole trees being piled into it.

Second dream was a strange world.  It was in the middle of an apocalypse of sorts, many things had broken down... But also stuff was carrying on.
At the start of the dream I'm in a sunny costal area, old fashioned static caravans that looked new and shiny were pilled up on platforms making multi layered homes.
They all had outside seating spaces old sofas and potted plants.
It was chaotic but homely.
People had goats, dogs and cows.

The electric grid was failing... We were on reserve power and me and few others knew it wouldn't last but people were using it all the same.  I was wondering what it would be like when the street lighting finally went out.

I was friends with a priest who'd trained as a Dr too, he was helping people where he could.

 

Food was running low too, I felt we should be preserving food seeds and starting to grow more of what we would need as supplies would cease soon, but the majority were unconcerned.  

A few of us decided to walks and see how other settlements were getting on. 

Walking across countryside we passed strange forests of shadow trees that seemed to be made of living smoke.
Large gated homes too, with well off families inside.
Further into our journey we found religious temples, again walled off with community's inside.
A Muslim one was interested in trade, they wanted some cows in exchange for a generator they had made.. It looked like an old red washing machine. 

We found a busy city place too, where different religious groups were pairing up to exchange stuff that they needed.

At the end of the dream I was getting an old dark red VW camper, it was gifted to me but we needed to get it running again.
 

 

Factions and Sentience

 

13th Sep
Starwars type dream... 
Started with a sports day kind of event.  We were young and in an army style school uniform.   Competing with each other in teams in track and field stuff.
There were 2 factions, like a rebellion and a empire... We were kids of the empire but we didn't like it and were friends with the rebellion. 
Trying to help and older guy in hiding, he'd had a bad kicking and was hard to move. 

He didn't seem to mind that he was going to be captured, just wanted to stay with us.
The generals were returning and were going to merg our world with androids.
I was telling the older guy not to hide with me, as they would seek me out as I was a known trouble maker, but he said it was to late to change now.  I was checking some stitches inside his mouth.

I could see back n forth in time and knew how this would play out...   Not well.   They humans would resent the droids and a war would break out with the humans on the losing side.

 

There were different types of droids, some had stone like masks and behaved like puppets, others were more robotic with many arms.

Wake n go back... The merger has taken place, I'm interacting with the droids.  Something not popular with the local humans, but I want to try find some common ground as the alternative is all out war.   I become known to the droid faction though they think me odd.   I felt they had some sentience but even the droids themselves were confused by this.

Bk into the same dream the merger had happened.  I wake and go into it again and this time I'm on the run....  hiding out amongst the droids.  Learning stuff from them.

Wake at 212 again same dream, this time the world has moved on again.  Some of the droids are way more human looking and many of the females have started menstruating they are confused by it.   The human population was being evacuated now, leaving the planet to the droids.  I was staying behind.  
On another layer there was a show about it performed by a dancing clown.
It was a futuristic bar with an overview of the world.  Bets were being taken on the outcome. 
I could move between the bar and the world and was effecting the outcome of both.

It was really futuristic at this point felt like time had moved on 30 years or so since the dream start.  The streets and rooms filled with peacekeeping drones.  Scanners all over it was hard to stay hidden as an organic, the factions had become more established and old sign language was used.  I was accepted by both sides at this point and used as a go between.

Next dream was different but had similar 2 groups in a society thing.   This time one was mystical, religious and magic and the others unaware of any difference in the population.

It was way less futuristic, more of a magical world but the same thing was playing out, those with 'abilities' found the rest of the population less human than them.

Representatives from various religions and cults would meet often along a cliff top to plan out coordinated moves.
I was part of a small team of females... Able to fly.
During the meeting I'd found myself pulled backwards in a familiar way till I was high above the sea.    Once in the sky I'd dived down into the cold water below heading straight down till I find what I was being sent for.
2 small miss-shaped pearls jammed in a rock on the ocean floor.  I pocket them and look around a sunken car that is also there, looking inside the stuff that was left behind.

Running out of air I rise and fly bk out of the sea taking the pearls to the leader of our small group, a kind of old witch.  She accepts them and sends me to help a religious faction who's leader was being buried alive in a crypt underground.

He was like a Jesus type saviour to these people... During the dream I was trying to decode too... Something linked to Ego & Christ awareness.   
The normal humans were burying this and we were trying to release this guy before he died.   The plan I was helping with was to destroy a near by aqueduct using the flood water to was the earth from the tomb.  
We succeeded in opening the tomb, but it was to late to save the Jesus guy who'd already died.

 

We regrouped at a costal village... My infant school headmaster was there with a pet squirrel and a bunch of young people I knew.  I was young again and we were discussing

dreams and such.   I was looking up the word Petechiae in a large dictionary type book. 

 

 

Waking at TimeStamps Again.

12th.
(Got some time off work, so loads of dreams!)

A cat fairy dream.  A strange world like a theme park.  A strange puzzle of a gun cigarette lighter that had come apart.

Portals and flying under water...  A concert and dancing with someone who looked like Kim Wild.

212
Next up an old lady in a sling like wheelchair.
She was called Rosemary and couldn't sleep so I'd been asked to look after her. 
The setting was my old infant school that was now a care home or something similar... But it was amazing looking, old redbrick walls, and strange castle like structures. 
I was telling her about when I was at school there.  She was seeing things as she had a delirium, dementia and I could see what she was seeing too.
She could see her self as a child playing on the grass with her sister and mother.
Then the visions we were seeing were stranger.   Tribal people with leather headbands with various things on the bands on their forehead.
We found a black kitten called an Elphing.  It was a sprit cat that had come back.  
I could see how it had died, but then came back to life.... It reminded me of this dream of Shadow as when I was washing it, the kitten turned into a rat then back to a cat.

313
A long involved dream.  I was in China, Shanghai.
I was trying to have some old shoes resoled.   I'd dropped them off in a Timpsons and I found there... It was busy and posh.
While I was trying to go bk and collect them I'd got trapped in a closing metal door.
As I shouted for help I the door was released and I was called to an office with a woman and 2 school kids.  She redirected me another way threw a shopping mall.
This place was odd.  
I'd put my stuff down and it vanished.   As I looked around I realised I was in an area with gay female prostitutes.   They kept coming onto me, most were on drugs.
I'd explained about losing my passport and they asked what it was... I'd told them it was something with legal squiggles on. 
After spending some time with them I continued on.   Next I had a guy on my bk, coming onto me sexually... Oddly once again I kept walking, trying to shake him off.
Was an odd mish mash of being helped and harmed, the next person to help me was a guy in a convertible boat like car. 
He was a gang leader and he came to pick me up, letting me into his vehicle and driving me to collect the new soled shoes, he also told me he'd pay and help me with my passport.... I seemed to know the gang.   I woke at 313 as we'd been going to get the shoes bk.

 

Next dream
It started with as a game we were going to play... Picking avatars. 
It was on a phone like tablet, we were asked to lick our fingers before we used our phones... We had to find a way down a waterfall landing on various flowers - the path would decide our rout.
The avatars were strange, small human like with unusual teeth, various shades of dark hair.   They reminded me of Gollum type things  mishmashed with Peruvian tribes.

A firework display, but a chemical that could kill people had been added to them and would be released as they exploded.  
Floor art.... We were looking at that before the display started. 
There were kids too..... Not understanding yet what the mind could do.

555
Wake again after another long crazy dream.
Another city, a little like the China one.   This one had, parties, music, money drugs and magic.
This felt more like crew games I was familiar with.  I'd been a princess and an evil queen... And could change like candle wax, morphing from one to the other and melting threw floors to make portals.

 

I work as 555 at that point in the dream I'd been sat in a bar with 3 guys.   We were taking a drug, we each had a 1ml syringe. We were taking it orally and it was really nice.
Also being watched by bouncers in hoodies of dark green with neon green markings on.

The guy I was sitting next to was making sure I didn't take to much, I wanted more but he pointed out that I was already trashed and we were being observed.   

We got the bill, it was a lot...  As we'd been there for hrs putting stuff on the tab.  The guy next to me picked it up I told him we should contribute as it was his birthday, but he wasn't letting us.  As he'd payed he'd asked me looking in my face 'You ok with being the  new girl, right?' I'd woken as I'd agreed. 
 

 

Main Dream Space, Strenght Test.

 

Back in the co-op in my main dream space again... Once more it's old.
I'd had to be at a place of work at 9pm and I'd left Aunty Irene's early.
Looking round the co-op that was closing, I'd talked for a long time with Jose.
And bought some garlic bread to cook.

Look at my watch and realise I'd spent to long in there and was going to be late for work.
I walk down and go round the back.   It's a large unfamiliar building where Aunty Ann's flat should be., the door is locked but the keys are on a hook.
I can't seem to get any of them to work.. And the rest of the team are on the other side of the door...   Trying to help me get in.
I do eventually but bend the key.
When I go to clock on both the systems are down.  

Another dream in the same place, this time the Co-op is a fitness space.   We were running round the area, a guy I knew had come bk after 15k I was asking him the route.
We were teaching swimming in a pool in strange fancy dress that made us look like donuts. 
As I'd walked to my main dream house it was snowing in half the village.   I'd gone up to my old room where I could see a pile up of vehicles on the South road.  All kinds of old fashioned cars. 
A guy I was talking too with orangey brown odd eyes, his pupils looked in different directions. 

 

Next dream same area.... I'm where the vehicle crash was but in the Golf, club house.  It's a pub with no windows and all white walls.   It was cold, tall old wood tables and stools.
Jim was there my Dad's friend.  I had a cartoon book, it was dark and funny like an Orwell cartoon.
I was wrestling with a guy he's body was soft.... More female but he was still stronger than me.

Last dream was of a garage, I was taking things to post there.   Odd stuff, second hand I was getting rid off.
Again was a guy who wanted to test his strength with me.  First he was testing the strength of my core... That was stronger than he expected.  = to his...  My arms were weaker though.