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Thursday, 18 July 2024

Medieval Town

 


17/7

First dream I was in croft.. Small gage trains, but they were running underground too, there was something really pretty about them.

Then I was on an old red London bus.  Looking at a females skin with the most amazing tattoos.. It could have been my skin. 
It was colored, a mix of Alice in Wonderland and the spades card set - abstract splotchy and just stunning, it covered the entire back of the body, right down the bk of the thighs and calves.  
The spades were all different colored, cards too as sort of harlequin effect.... Wish I was an artist to recreate it.


Another dream were there was a young boy with an abscess on the front of his head just behind the hairline. 
I was injecting a green herb paste into it and as I was pushing it in puss was leaking that I was cleaning with a cloth.

Another dream I was dressed for a party in a patchwork colored velvet coat, not unlike one I used to own.   People were strapping containers of an explosive powder to my legs and arms under the baggy clothing so it was hidden.

18/7

Ann and another vets.. An odd clocking on devise.   I was with a group of about 5 nurses, it was supposed to be a vets but was just 2 dirty windowless room underground that we were trying to clear up.
 

I was using a wet vacuum to clean floor and picking up broken glass.  The walls were filthy too, damp with old crumbling plaster and mold.

 

Next dream in my head was Bamburgh but it wasn't like Bamburgh at all.
It was a medieval town but with modern people.
Horse and carts, loads of horses everywhere, big old wooden doors, fires smoke and mud.

I had a partner there, we were white with afro hair, mine was a yellow colour but I used a sort of wax on it to make it white.
We lived in a stone building on what was called castle street, it was the main street between a noisy busy church and even busier stable yard.
My partner needed to see a DR but was in danger of getting sectioned, I'd all ready been sectioned but released and he was thought to have been protecting me.
I'd arranged a meeting with a sympathetic Dr who gave him an odd test to prove his sanity.  Was to do with the planetary axis and the summer solstice. 
He'd known the answer and was treated and released, I was confused how he'd known the answer was something to do with angles.   I didn't even understand when he explained to me.

I'd also been implicated in a theft that was to happen.   I was checking over a docked shipment outside the military blacksmiths with some others.
We were all odd jester types, colourful patchwork clothes.
The shipment was of various metal ingots and there was a stack of gold leaf stuff that one of us wanted to steal from, he'd rubbed the gold onto the clothing of all present so we'd not be able to grass him up without implicating ourselves too.  I'd been more amused than annoyed.

The next dream is set in the same place, was a crazy world the same space I'd been walking up and down the beaches watching warriors train.  Huge women over 10ft tall similar to that one who lived alone the other night.
I watched one in a burnt orange dress dancing with a sword in the water at the shore.

The beach was filled with the kind of boats that you drag onto the sand and loads of merchants.

A wedding would be taking place that I was to attend as part of the well was sort of like a bridesmaid I guess but the wedding was Indian in style with thousands of guests.  I'd also taken a job there working for the Dr who was now a surgeon.
He was based in the Castle that wasn't on the cliff like the Bamburgh I know ... Instead it was in the town on the flat and was more of a sprawling monastery type of place.
The morning of the wedding I'd been helping the Dr out of blood soaked clothes and into his wedding outfit before getting changed myself into a long lemon yellow silk dress.
I was one of 15 other bridesmaids but I'd become separated from the wedding party after working late helping the surgeon.
 

The castle was packed with food and people.  Looked amazing, exotic foods, drinks, smells and accents - I'd wanted to try the mango milk drink an Indian guy was telling me about but I was getting hurried to join with the large wedding party that were all ready on the way to the ceremony... People handing me a yellow cloak and large trailing bunch of small yellow flowers.
I could see the Bride dressed in red silk threw the crowds
Loads of people I knew were around, we'd all been asked to style our hair similarly - was odd as it was very per-industrial but the people very modern at the same time.
I'd been sent to meet an uncle of mine who could get me to the right place but was cornered by 2 of the huge female warriors and 3rd shorter woman. 
The largest clearly wanted to kill me, it was her sister I was talking too though.  The younger was stunning, though they looked similar she was less angry looking than the bigger one.
They both had golden long straight red hair and what were like very dark golden freckles predominantly on the lower part of their faces in a pattern.
They seemed to blame me for the death of their father and woke up as I was getting strangled. 


 

Monday, 5 February 2024

Start of Feb 24

 


1st Feb


A quite place to be alone, a wooden shed to call a home.

A fluffy bed to make a nest, a pile of feathers to lay my head.

A world of dreaming awaits my arrival.

Quiet now at peace at rest,

Yet my mind is hunting for what it loves best.

That place in-between, sleep and awake,

Where we trip threw reality and dance in times space.

A place for awareness to grow and expand,

While body rests upon the land.

Flowing out and breathing in,

Allowing and expanding, possibilities begin.

 

A Harry Potter style dream set in my own dreamscape.
It was sort of 3rd person, but I was experiencing the characters perspectives too.

It began with an odd female who'd gone feral... Almost animal physical changes too but she was reversing it - waiting on her familiar.

 

Then I was following 2 youngsters sometimes I was the 3rd.  They had familiars but I didn't yet.
We had a job to do in a complex that was below the roundabout.
It was hummm sort of prison like in style, but apartments. 
All a sort of bagie/cream that plastic kind of walls from other dreams.

 

We were delivering rent notifications. 
As we went deeper we found a deep salt lake at a border intersection.

I was the one that had passes and was cut off from the rest of the group, stuck in a one way system with loads of gates.
I was also kind of 3rd person observing the person experiencing it.
 

I'd jumped a turnstile to try and go back the way I came but speaker cameras were following me asking me to identify myself.

 

I was aware of the similarities' with other dreams, the one I wrote into the story where I was segregated from a world below as the 'dream' didn't work.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2017/06/odd-symbolisim-trains-again-and-drones.html

 

Next dream was more surreal.
A green statue artefact that was a parent.
It would give parental responses... It sort of looked lizard or crocodile like. 
I'd gone to see it, and it said 'Oh, another adolescent'   In the dream I did seem to be young.

Lots of polydactyl pets, cat's and dogs.
A full moon over the house :)

Then another strange place, it was like a large garden centre but with a fairground too.
Power tools on escalators.

I got to know a group of people who were selling bootleg vids out of a booth there.
They accused me of grassing them up, I hadn't and to prove it they asked me to go on a mission for them.
This involved trekking threw a desert from village to village with a giggly baby on my back. 

I ended up becoming friends with the group.


2nd Feb

Arriving at my main dream house to find a blue and sliver snake curled asleep on the front step.
I stepped over it,  it reared and hissed....
I closed the door and herd cats yelling.
Thinking a cat was being attacked I reopened door.
4 Cats, 3 male and one female
Abyssinian cats were killing the snake...  I watched as one bit threw it behind the skull.

4th Feb

At work, I was going into same dream over and over.
Ann, Vet was selling a house.   We were helping her to clear it out.

 

Very modern outside, like a sleek... I duno,  white concrete and glass in a commercial area.
Felt like a public space too.  
She was giving me odd things, like an octopus decanter and decorations.
I was also playing hide and seek with my bag, again people were taking my stuff, but I was lucid enough to know it was a dream and bring it back.  🤔

We viewed the house she was selling, inside was a sort of amphitheatre with tired beds.
I'd been right at the back at the top, they were removing the steps between the bunks as the drop was quite far.

I recall being a bit freaked out at first then discovering I could sleep there and the drop to the bunk below wasn't to far.  
Removing the ladders seemed odd.

Second dream I mainly recall ordering fish in McDonalds and having really ripped abs.

 

5th Feb

 

A game I was playing, we were working in teams but scores were kept independently.  Collecting coin things, a bit like sonic.

I was good at the strange obstacle courses.
We were going out over water to collect coins.  Had a small boat.
The sea was odd,  rock formations started changing and huge waves and sort of water spouts popping up.
We freaked at first then decided if we could navigate it there would be lots of coins to collect on the Island battlements.

 

Second dream.

Again had coins and money, this time both paper money and coins.
An odd post office where people were putting £10notes into either a post box or a large glass ball.

I'd deposited some.  I was following a trail of coins on the ground too, this time flying and swooping down to run threw and collect.

Wednesday, 31 January 2024

End of Jan 24

 


25th Jan

A public bed,  I was sleeping in it and I'd crapped myself!  I woke holding my shit in my hand 😆

The other dream was longer, I was a dog walker.  
I was walking a bunch of dogs on leads around Glastonbury and one of them jumped threw a hedge.  The queen was passing (She didn't look like the Queen... But was) 
I knew she liked dogs so I'd asked her if she could help and she did.

I bumped into here again later where she was sitting at a desk in some old stone ruins and thanked her for her help.
After that I got onto a coach, finding a seat at the back. 

 

26th Jan
Main dream space, it was holiday season.  Busy and warm, swings had been set up on the main street and kids were playing.  I was talking to a US artist who was renting a room in Bamburgh Castle.

 

Next dream was a care home next to a school, I was friends with the head at the school and would hang out with her between shifts.

Tim was working in an isolation ward there, only one person in it at that time.
 

Other surreal stuff, a family having sex and a bunch of Dogs.   Heavy rain and a London road... It was on a hill with the rain pouring down.  Cars aquaplaning for fun.  

 

 

27th Jan

A strange pully type of basket that wove it's way up and round a really steep town set on the side of a cliff.
I was pulling myself to the top while sitting in the woven basket.

At the top I was in a garden with chickens, it was a temple complex with monkeys.
The monkeys had breastplates of blue crystal.

28th
A house bomb... Hearing it falling.   Hiding in a loft space but knowing we'd get blown up.

30th
Layered dream.
It was a dream I was having at work.

I was at work and had finished my shift, the building was in my main dream area.
On leaving I bumped into a historian, he was watching a recreation of a battle.
It was small, 2 sides one group of riot police, the other seemed like some kind of Nazis one had a swastika tattooed onto his shaved head.
I'd gone into a café with the historian were we were going to observe the fight.

After I left there I was trying to get home....  Stuff got very surreal at this point with giant bugs the size of dogs on the street.
I became lucid at this point, and recalled work and that I was sleeping.....
Only I was confused, as I decided I must have fallen asleep on my way home. 

Stuff was really odd, giant lego stile Dinos and an exploding volcano.  I decided to try and find my sleeping self.  I did and when I did find myself I'd been hit on the head with something hard.
A cut with blood and the skull was swollen around the area.  My Bag had been emptied out and stuff taken.  
I'd found my Dad but he was just amused. 

 

31st

First dream was a lovely swimming pool.
Wooden frame building and blue tiles, low lighting.  I was swimming in the still water with friends and tiny black and white ducks a little like mini Eider ducks that were pushing tiny piles of black and white floating pebbles.

Next dream I was living and working in a vape shop with some other students.
I was on a A level art course and felt way out of my skill set.
When not on courses we would sleep in a back room filled with mattresses and a kettle.
Taking it in turn to man the shop when we weren't at courses. 
I'd work on my course work between customers.

The first lesson I recall was a field trip of sorts, Rachel from uni with me.
We were in Craster before the harbour was built... Just the old sand slip and rocks.

The project was 'temples'  and brief was their geometric shapes.  
Me and Rachel had gone swimming too, jumping off the rocks into the sea.

The water was cold and clear, filled with sea life.

 

Next dream Hypno nails was giving birth to a baby for Adam and Neil. 
Then I was in a version of my shed..  An unfamiliar African nurse turned up there at the door and asked to come in.
I opened it, she wanted my help with something.
I invited her in where we sat together and I made her tea.
She wanted me to interview for a position too.... 
A huge stately home, so I'd gone for the interview there. 
Ann from the vets was working reception.
I was taking a bus home, the gardens surrounding it were amazing!   Massive other worldly trees, in orange and gold like autumn but it was spring and other trees were heavy with white fluffy trailing blossom, the sun was setting.  It was so lovely I didn't get the bus, instead going into the gardens to explore.

As I got back to the house I met Jo, she had an old truck converted into a camper van, she was going to give me a lift home.

Woke by my massive cat jumping on the roof so went in to pee, then back into the same dream.

I'd been given a position there and had uncovered a scam where a false will had taken inheritance from an infant... An older guy was syphoning it off. 
I'd presented the original will which was an ornate old scroll.
We allowed the older guy to stay with diminished responsibilities.

 

My parents were living in the house now too.   It sort of reminded me of an old fashioned stately home, with many families living and working in the same huge building. 
I was helping my Dad move his bed upstairs, it was an old 4 poster bed, he was going into a room high up someplace above my Mam.

 

Friday, 8 December 2023

Death as a Final Ejection




7th Dec

Twin boys,  blond gingery hair.   They were playing a chase game before bath time.

My bro and 3 older guys playing too, kind of rounding them up and making them giggle.

 

Next dream was an odd panto.  Chris Sargent and Niki Mulvey, were on the main street acting out a death sceen 🤨

I was watching like a vid recording from many angles at once.  It was odd.
The same twin boys but older now.
Also cleaning a space ship and waiting to be beamed up.

Next dream was birthing pools and Emma, she was a birth partner of sorts.
Train tickets south and a sort of hybrid of Amanda Sage and Tiger!

A defaced family album but it was only on the cover in white board pen so could be wiped off.

A lantern parade on the main-street too, it was an odd thing.  You couldn't smile, if you did you got sent back to the start.  It was a sort of game.
Gymnasts and soldiers too, doing handstands and other strength stuff.
 

Last dream was strange too,  I had one of them plastic stretchers I was carrying threw an underpass.   I'd fallen down between a crash barrier and the path, and was struggling to stand up, I was sort of wedged there untill I wriggled about.

Some people passing helped pull me out.

8th Dec

Garden at Dad's I think.  It was that sort of shape.  I was cooking outside a pan of peperoni and some spaghetti then making broth for an odd take on Raman.

 

Then,  Fishing off the harbour with lines.  Coin making and glue.  I'd made a copper coin from old pennies but dropped it and couldn't find it amongst the others.
I'd bad a leather bag like a pouch too, I was going to give it to Connie.
She was in the dream too.  I was sewing with magic thread, weaving it threw.

The glue was warm, when it cooled down it turned waxy a bit like glue gun stuff I suppose.
 

Back at Crumstone again, this time I'm sprouting lentils.  Jacks sister is there too, in his house on the estate but it's them modern flats again.  She's sitting talking with Fay they were the same age.
Inka too, looking over me.  Samples of my Blood were wanted for something.
I'd been moved to a day shift.

A VR world too, with a large player base.  It was a sandy world with dune buggy cars.

Next was residential care in a community centre.  Could have also been my main dream space, Dad was there too.
Inside was large modern and open plan.
I was having a heated discussion with Rodica about Dad.  He was hallucinating and she was saying he had Bipolar.  I was visualising the brain and telling her how it's not the same.
I tell her Bipolar is an affliction of the spirit,  extremes of awakenings and dark nights of the soul.  We talk about the brain and soul.

Home care, I was being asked to do a shift of home care for people.  Trying to sort an app on my phone I could use for location and to record what I did there.
Only an earthquake was happening too.
A bus shelter outside the old police station in my main dreams space.  I'd stopped to pee there before going into a Pub run by Alex at the top of James street.
It was an old fashioned building, More like an Old city public house.
Ann & Michel lived in the back.
Alex gave me a red wine in a small stemless glass and we decided to take out the boat.
The boat was like a narrow coble with a sail.  Only it was made of black metal with a huge anchor onboard.
Dad & John Cress were our other crew mates.  We set sail on the concrete.... Carried by the earthquake.
And it carried us to a tar pit on the green on James street... The boat went in quickly sinking.  While the rest of us jump to land, Alex was still on the ship going down with it.
I'd found a spade that I held to him, and was yelling for Dad and John to help me pull.
John looked at his hands that were helplessly arthritic. 
Dad understood eventually and helped me pull Alex back out of the tar using the old metal spade.
Was a bit odd after that, Alex hugged me and we went back to his bar where we celebrated with warm freeze dried milk.  The black metal ship left abandoned in the Tar.

Last dream was more symbolism. 
Em & Me.  A volcano puzzle with a top and a heart.
One had a view the other riddles and wisdom.
Death as a final ejection.  

I was seeing Sigle of Lucifer, optic nerve and the urinal genital system. 
Like this night here. https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/gnostic-mirror-vision.html

This time it was like I was seeing the energy of the soul leaving the body threw the system and like a projection from the 3rd eye. 
Was kinda cool. 
 

 

Sunday, 19 November 2023

Dreams from this Week 14th - 19th Nov 23

 


14th Nov
Long dream with odd visual stuff.   A hexagon shaped room, with a hexagon box below.
It was set in a strange residential place...  Unusually dwellings around green fields.
No roads or cars.
A strange event was occurring   a flood.
Water pouring from the sky, it was flowing in tube line tunnels....  I was running threw and in it.  It was like the world was filling up.
An amazing river too, I was moored on a boat in it... On the banks are ancient grey stone buildings.   It's night and there are bowls of fire in a small round court outside one.
It looked ceremonial.  Fireworks were being let off above, reflected in the water the booms echoing from the steep stone banks and also the water below.

 



18th Nov

Tired after an emotional trip up North.
First dream I was getting a flat in London with Izza, James and my Aunty Ann.
We had a van and were sorting out a carpet.
Visiting Ikea and a shopping place.
 

Next the vets in Seahouses that used to be there. I was working as a nurse.
I'd watched a vid of me giving birth.
Dancing at the Viking, I was nekid, with bright red hair.
Emma's Dad n Chris, we were having a Sunday meal.
Some kind of Inheritance, and an old MG car.
 

An amazing creature, blue and green.. Head like a fox and furry but a bit like an axolotl too, with fins and feet.

It was around the size of a cat.

 

19th
A dream about Mark & Lou.   Started on a housing estate with strange rooms, and unusual cradle beds, with hoists and turning equipment. 
We'd brought a small tent with us to set up on the floor.
Like strange medical equipment I'd never seen.
We were taking LSD together with cups of tea.
As I was coming up I was finding it hard to communicate with them... So I'd been writing on paper.
Like a coloured elevator in my body, I was blending the colours on the floor awake rather than when I dream...    It was similar to when I'd gone insane.  We chatted about that too.

We'd left to go meet more people after dropping, and I'd gone back to get some toilet roll to blow my nose.
When I got back to the flat we were staying in, a girl was on the floor in psychosis. 
She was cornered by another female, and a psych nurse and some healthcare assistants.
Lashing out and violent.
They were trying to sedate her to take her in.
I got the tissue for my nose feeling empathy for the situation she was in.
I make my way back to Mark & Lou who are in a community café amongst the buildings with members of my Fam there too. 
At one table is a bunch of medical staff, all in old fashioned pale blue scrubs, masks and hats, they were having a meeting.

More friends of Mark n Lou's too.
My Family members were Aunty Betty & Julie - they were being blamed for the state of the girl who'd lost her grip on reality as they'd spent the afternoon with her.

An emergency plumber van, red and blue logo...24hr service.

I went back into the same dream, but was woken by a strong smell of incense or flowers... I could smell it as I came awake but once I moved there was no smell.
Oddly I just got a whiff of it then as I recalled the dream.
I'd been talking again with someone about the experience of being crazy. 

They were telling me 'Your real self isn't sane'  
It wasn't like I was being put on the spot... More of an open chat.
 

Then a really odd dream with Bret. 
We some how had got covered in a crazy woman's shit
🤣
he had it on his arms, and me and my socks n legs.
We're in my main dream space and we go to wash up by an outside sink by allies house. 
Him first then I sat on the drainer to wash my legs.
We had another female with us too.
We'd sat down together to chat.  Talking about aliens, family control and other odd stuff.
I'd wanted to smuggle a message to a guy called Tom in jail.  To meet the person who'd relay it I'd had to go threw a test involving a dragons egg.

I'd passed and my message had been sent.
I'd wanted to check he was ok.
An odd type of person appeared.  An old woman with a wild way.
She spoke alone with Bret first then to me and told me.

'This is Tom - Go ahead'
I asked her to wait while I considered my reply.  She did but she also told me she'd been observing my trials.
There was other stuff too, like where the shit came from.  A layered reality within... Lifts and lock ups.  Violence and fighting on top... But this is where people seemed to want to get too.
A fighter in black was observing us too.. He moved like liquid metal. 
People had left too, I'd been annoyed they'd not said goodbye..... But apparently they had and I'd been zoned out.
The woman relaying messages said to me - 'Leave of your priestess jewels this time'

She was referring to some odd green crystals I'd worn on my forehead.
I told her I'd rule nothing out.

On waking I was told...  'State condoned rape with psychiatric drugs, forced violation of my mind and soul'

Then a 3rd long dream. 
This time a London trip.   Street art of snoopy characters on white paving with a charcoal black chalk.
A fairground ride and street market.
Colourful patchwork clothes. 
The street art changed - as Pigpen arrived, all of them covered in his dust cloud.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/10/dream-linking.html
I split from the people I'd been with after buying a patchwork pinafore dress.
I'd changed and arranged to catch up with them later and I'd head straight to the holiday park we were to stay at.

On arrival I'd dumped my bag under a table at reception and gone to meet the Vet Ann who was running this place now.  We chatted and caught up, Suran was working there too.   Mainly on the entertainment side.
The place was packed now and I'd belatedly remembered my packed bag. 
On going back to retrieve it I was unsurprised to find it nicked. 
It was annoying as I hate the faff of cancelling cards. 
Fortunately they had taken out n chucked some of my clothes so I gathered them up.
I was making my way to a room where Ann told me I could use a phone...
But was met my an odd guy who refused to let me pass, showing me instead down on the ground with a gun.
This woke me up.

Last dream was dogs.  4 a sausage, a choc lab pup GSD and a dobi. 
I was giving the choc lab some pink medicine it's owners had asked me too, they had aggression issues with the dobi and I was suggesting my cousin may be able to help. 



 

Thursday, 26 October 2023

Trains, Horns and Hooves.


24th Oct

First dream I was castle grounds, a beautiful castle in the middle and rolling fields planted with veg, pools and spaces to play.
A gorgeous train station went into the castle.

It was a station just for the castle, the station had a tunnel threw stained glass and been voted the UK's best station though few people knew of it.
I was traveling on it for the experience.
A party or festival was being held in the castle grounds, with tents and things... It was a fun dream.

Go bk into the same dream, we are having games and competitions.  
Oh there was a huge sofa too, I had to climb down off it.... But a guy on the ground showed me it was a reclining sofa and moved it around while I was balanced on it trying not to fall off.

Next up I'd been left in charge of a huge industrial kitchen, it was outdoors and I needed to cook a Sunday roast for 26 people.

Some of the veg had been prepped. 
I realised I'd not cooked any meat... The large freezers were odd tower things with doors on each side.

The meat was huge blocks of frozen stuff and I didn't see how I'd be able to cut portions I needed or cook them in time. 
I'd gone threw to the prep area and the usual chef gave me a large tray of some flat rolled meat thing, she told me this was what I needed to cook.
It looked like chicken meat, but it was more like a flat rolled joint.
 

A long walk with kittens..   Everyone seemed to be carrying kittens!

Last dream was a new halls of Res, I'd picked a room next to the common room.   I was intrigued by another room though.
Room 4 that had a large double bed, no windows and was split into 3 rooms... It had pictures of eyes all over the walls and smelt like shit.
I meant to go check if the toilet in it needed flushing as I was considering swapping to it.
When I go in someone else had moved in, I didn't see them... Just their stuff laying around so I left again.

Kef was with me, I kept him in a freezer between walks. 

 

25th
2 huge crafts/ships.   One was a cube 50miles a side.   It was partly buried, another was more of a large floating disk.   Both were filled with people, I was in the huge cube.

Other dream was my main dream space, tropical trees blowing in a gale of wind.

 

26th
first dream was long, a team game.   Groups, a female was being held captive in the top floor of a ultra modern building.   We'd found her using lift shafts.

We were trying to get her out. 
One of her team mates was there and was going to help us, but it was a trap.  

Their boss wanted to shoot the female with a laser weapon that were the norm and I'd gone and hugged her, shielding her. 
At that point my guardian arrived in a sort of non corporeal form... Unusually looking, a very slim very old androgynes male, it was hard to tell the sex, apart from the small goatee beard.  They were dressed in a dark red long coat/gown.   I didn't recognise them at all...  But they'd arrived in a protective capacity for me and I was using myself as a shield for the other female.
The guy who wanted to shoot the conceded and let us all leave.  It was a long game that continued between lives. 

 

Next I'm in Sheila's dream space but it's a jumble of places I've worked vet's/care. 
I had an attic room, the building was several stories tall.   It's morning but still dark. 
All the dreams were dark, deep night skys.
I'd got up and was washing my hair, sand was coming out and I recalled I'd been swimming in the sea earlier in the dream.
Down stairs I find the vet Ann, Hilla and Zak in the kitchen, a washing machine is making waves of water that slosh down a drain, and Hilla is dancing in the water on the floor.
A meeting was being held in the front room and I was grabbing some food and a hula hoop before I went to listen.  Abbi was in their singing. 
Loads of cakes too, the meeting included a cake tasting! :D 
 

A surreal part where I'd gone out into the dark and was surprised by the people around. 
A guy runs past me with hooves instead of feet, he's dressed in modern clothes and looks human from above the knee but incredibly fast.
A massive glowing train on raised tracks, allso futuristic, I'd stopped to watch it.

I'm seeing shadows of things with satyr like horns too.  It was puzzling as I wasn't sure if it was my own shadow with the horns, they were long and curved...
There was a strange vibe too that brought very close to full lucidity but not wanting to wake I stayed with the dream too.
I found myself behind an amazing white HGV but it's so futuristic it's tires are like white trainer treads, it was pristine and amazing looking but I was stuck behind the back wheels.  The vehicle is reversing slowly and I'm backed against a wall. 

Moving slowly and hoping not to get squashed. 

 

Last dream I'm in the spare room at Christine's watching an amazing moon rise, the moon is huge low and full the craters highly visible in amazing contrast. 

 

Friday, 29 September 2023

Moving house n Biscuts on Head


 

Tick-Tock - Mind Stop

Full Stop - Heart Block

Too hot to know not

Need Room Need Space

Get out -Into Air

And Spread into Place

 

Moon rise, Surprise

Night glow, soul show

Dark ways, games played

Things done, Webs spun.

 

COME BK - Mind ATTACK

THINK NOW - WONDER HOW

 

Too & frow, breath that flows

Leaves behind the galax trees
Home heart, a dark art

Of creative potential that's inconsequential

 

Mind Dart - Idea to Start

Potentiate the formless state

 

Emotion winds about a projection,
like a vine,

Twisting n growing a perspective of mine

 

Mine Sweeper - Stealth Attack

Target Feeling - Blow it VAST!

 

Expansive sensation

 

A Focused Objective

A falling apart...

 

INHAIL TO START

 

Balance n resting, we meet and we part.

TO EVENNLY MATCHED

 

A mind and a heart.

 

28th Sept

 

Didn't think I'd dream as I'd not slept in bed for 2 nights... Inka bet me I would and I took him on.  

 

First dream was an odd cook off.  Again we were all kids in a school uniform I don't recognise.   Chef's, writers and artists...
We were making an omelette like folded pizza thing   filling in,  folded like a pasty shape.

Wake at 404 I'd been in a strange matriarchal world, men were kept as slaves.
It was a forest world..  I was a reporter of sorts.

Last dream we were leaving for a new home.
Only it wasn't any house I know we were packing up from.
It's full of stuff, in a right mess.

 

We have a large white van we are shoving stuff in. 

A strange photocopier was in the bathroom.   It jammed and came apparat... Was showing a fan issue but then I recalled I'd accidentally unplugged it's water supply.

When I looked in, it's ink was to thick, it needed water to print correctly.
When I reattached it, it was more like an IV line and I was plugging it into a stoma in a body inside the printing/copier machine.

We reassembled the bits that had popped out when it had overheated.

It was large and going to be difficult to load onto the truck for the new house.

I was moving between the 2 places, our packing totally disordered. 
Filling a few bags with random stuff then dumping them on the floors in the new house.

I'd gone to look around, I knew my family wouldn't like it here.  It was a poor area with lots of kids in Adidas,    oddly I found myself wearing the old Adidas bottoms I had when young.
The kids were confrontational, but I wasn't the kind to back down and felt ok there.
Later on in the dream I'd found out they all mainly lived in a young peoples care home.
 

A large train track ran close to the new house, a metal gantry bridge took me to the local store where I met more of the people in the new place. 

Morning rise enterprises. 

 

29th Sep

 

A bed of fluff 'You tired enough?'  Tired enough for what?  'What do you want?'

Mmm  you know me well enough, I'd like to sleep n have some fun.
'I think I won last nights bet'  lol So should I have a rest?  'WHO knows what's best?' 

Errrr I duno, I should sleep as I'm working 4 nights in a row.
I'll miss being comfy in bed and alone.

'You are rarely alone Ren, in body soul or mind' 

Mmm I guess I have company around and inside.

Got lots to do and lots to be...  'Close your eyes n target me.

 

Wake at 1.11

 

A work dream but with family and other dream characters.  The place I was working was more like a village & Aunty Betty & Aunty Sheila was there.
Ann the vet too. 

Rodica too,  she was selling holiday lets in the hotels on the sea front in my main dream space. 

Before that I'd been in an odd space with Inka or Jack.. Playing a game but the recall was hazy.

Go bk into the same dream, or very similar it's around Irean's house this time.. And someone keeps poring biscuit crumbs on my head while I sleep.   It's confusing me that I keep waking up in a mess.
 

Ann (vet) had returned from a archaeological dig in an oil field.  She's brought with her an odd game it was sunglasses and a child's foot made into a gun.. Like an odd VR.  
The foot was bothering me, it was warm and pulsing like it was in pain.   I could feel the foots pain just touching it.
 

I'd found the person who'd been putting biscuits on my head.  I'd gone to investigate with a large owl.  It was flying around following me round.
I met Rachel H.. She was kissing me.  I wasn't keen but didn't want to upset her.
I'd left her at the entry to a restricted section.   She didn't have a staff pass to follow me in.
Once inside I could tell a female was the one responsible for the biscuits by the way she was looking at me.  As I'd challenged her she confessed.   But said I'd deserved it for making a mess n nearly causing a fire.   (I didn't recall any of this, but she'd don't it cause she was annoyed with me)
 

 

Sunday, 10 September 2023

Main Dream Space, Strenght Test.

 


Back in the co-op in my main dream space again... Once more it's old.
I'd had to be at a place of work at 9pm and I'd left Aunty Irene's early.
Looking round the co-op that was closing, I'd talked for a long time with Jose.
And bought some garlic bread to cook.

Look at my watch and realise I'd spent to long in there and was going to be late for work.
I walk down and go round the back.   It's a large unfamiliar building where Aunty Ann's flat should be., the door is locked but the keys are on a hook.
I can't seem to get any of them to work.. And the rest of the team are on the other side of the door...   Trying to help me get in.
I do eventually but bend the key.
When I go to clock on both the systems are down.  

Another dream in the same place, this time the Co-op is a fitness space.   We were running round the area, a guy I knew had come bk after 15k I was asking him the route.
We were teaching swimming in a pool in strange fancy dress that made us look like donuts. 
As I'd walked to my main dream house it was snowing in half the village.   I'd gone up to my old room where I could see a pile up of vehicles on the South road.  All kinds of old fashioned cars. 
A guy I was talking too with orangey brown odd eyes, his pupils looked in different directions. 

 

Next dream same area.... I'm where the vehicle crash was but in the Golf, club house.  It's a pub with no windows and all white walls.   It was cold, tall old wood tables and stools.
Jim was there my Dad's friend.  I had a cartoon book, it was dark and funny like an Orwell cartoon.
I was wrestling with a guy he's body was soft.... More female but he was still stronger than me.

Last dream was of a garage, I was taking things to post there.   Odd stuff, second hand I was getting rid off.
Again was a guy who wanted to test his strength with me.  First he was testing the strength of my core... That was stronger than he expected.  = to his...  My arms were weaker though.
 

Friday, 1 September 2023

End of Aug 23




30th
I recalled this dream but didn't have time to write it down.  It was a sort of theme park setting, again layered.
I'd found and befriended this brown alpaca called Wendigo.  I was looking about the park and it started being playful, we played and bonded. 
I knew others in the dreamscape but they were almost proximity dot's on a map. 

One guy in neon green, was riding a bike about splashing people with mud. 

 

31st
A supermarket that reminded me of the layout of the coop when I was a kid.    It had food from all over the world, packets in many languages.   Parts of the aisles had been cordoned off and arrows showed a one way round.

 

A large dark wooden hall, high ceiling and large doors.  Mats were placed out for sleeping or exercise  I was outside chatting with someone on a sunny lawn.  I was a guest at the place now but I'd been locked in the building previously and not allowed to leave.

 

Sorting threw a box containing sand and earing backs..   I was wondering why there was sand mixed in with jewellery it was making it hard to find anything. 
 

1st Sept

I was with Inka in the hunters room...   Tired so I'd just crashed out... Woke at 333.
I'd been having an odd dream in my main dream area of a game with Zak.   Odd One, 1, I, stuff.
Dom was in the space too, a female who was too close to another of herself.
A hospital clean up.

Next dream was also main dream area.   Aunty Anns house, and that area.  I had a baby, new born.  I'd left it with a group of women at Ann's place and was going to sleep in a room close by. 
I'd asked them to call me if the babe work so I could come bk.

When I woke in the morning my boobs hurt... I walked round to find the baby not hungry.
When I'd asked about it some strange nanny had given the babe formula and I was pissed at her for feeding my kid.
We got into a row where she told me it was ok....   I'd hit her telling her it was my call how to feed my child.

She was part of a team of chefs working locally, I wasn't sure why she was even there with my kid.

A small dragon egg, a male dragon had been watching it.   He opened the egg and gave the baby dragon into my care.

Last dream was very odd, a bunch of old women who'd stolen some geese and taped their bills shut.
I was trying to cut the tape off so the geese could feed.
They were keeping the geese in an old fashioned front room, like something out of the late 70's.


 

 


Thursday, 13 July 2023

July 23 first weeks.

 

30th June
Odd dream at first, work related... Helen was there pooping into a sick bowl.  I'd needed the toilet, and when I went I was pooping hummus!  2 guys walked in while I was still using the toilet.
They were older guys, looked like science lab tecs.  They were singing the Rolph Harris 2 little boys song. 
It was all set in my main dream area at night on the south road.  The quarry was still a field with water... Only something had happened and the water had drained, it was being repaired so it could refill.
The road was really busy, it was midnight and people were driving home from the pubs drunk... They kept nearly hitting me.
I also spoke to Fatima on the phone, it was odd as she'd come up on my phone saved as Aunty Ann.   Rosie was there too with her kids, we were trying to charge a phone, she had a charger with all kinds of old hand heled games consoles plugged in.
 

Second dream was of my Uncle Ken, he was with Julie and she was a baby.  He was holding her, I had a folded white Christening gown with me.
Strange trains, the old carriages with sliding windows, only there were loads of them... Like an art installation the metal of them had been engraved with writing and names.
We were on an archaeological dig too, we'd had had a canvas camp set up on site that had been removed, but we'd gone back once more and this time taken some cardboard temp structures for shelter.
I had an Asian lover too, or an Indian guy I was sleeping with... Not sexual, but had a relationship vibe... His name began with R..  

 

2nd July
In Asia with Fozzy, but he's old now...  Sharon too, Kevin's wife.  We had dogs.  Were in an old stone village huge sandstone blocks and marked paths.

We had to keep to paths as there were wild animals outside in the forests. 

 

Dream with Lion lane people, the J Everett's... & Phoebes fam... Headlice eggs but they were different much bigger and  hatching into mosquito lave.   I was scooping them up.
Art work, a bunch of us had been painting with acrylics.  We had an odd vehicle, like a 4x4 bus.  It seemed a sort of school, I was doing handstands while waiting for people.
A strange vegan cafe on a sunny harbour jetty.  

 

5th July
Main dream area, a big children's festival on the middle school field.  A massive 4x4 like a monster truck. 
Loads of stalls, art and food to wander and look at.
There was a cavern of crystals and rock too.

Was more dreams but I'd hardly slept for 48hrs and was really out of it :D

6th July

2 groups bickering, one was incentives the other threats.
 

Dream of being in Scotland.   Locks and railway tracks... The tracks had circular portal like bridges.  
I was trying to align the setting sun threw 2 of the portals but there was low cloud blocking the view.

A dark sausage dog who'd had patella surgery, swimming in a lock... We were in a visitors centre on a wooden boardwalk watching.

A chemist or vet counter.  People wearing fabric green masks.
A cohort for a study.  Chewing rainbow glass.
An odd thing with a spirit and a woman in a chair with a grey rose....  


7th July
Odd dream were I had large thick earlobes... Could feel them wobbling on my neck.  Piercings and stuff too.
A dirty kitchen with a dragon in it. 
A shop of fancy princess style dresses.

9th July
A wooden cottage that was being built.  It was in a woodland on a lave shore.  It was being built in stages, the wood dark and square a mane room has a cosy fire and a rough built wooden bench with soft cushions and throws. 


Dream about the care home but had a 70th department store on the grounds and a fun fair.  I took some of the residents on the big wheel, then was trying to get to the 6th floor using elevators but they didn't seem to lead up... Some just kept vanishing into walls.

A guy called Mr Fuk's arrived in a car parts department and was making a fus no one greeted him properly when he was there every week.
Then I was on an elevator with Jean P on my back... We were giggling at a mans tummy getting stuck.

10th July

Futuristic space dream, homes in cliffs.  Dug into them with metal doors.
A group that had seeded us.   People thought they should take an interest, but for the seeder race we were like a packet of wild seeds they'd scattered on waste ground. 

An LSD like experience... I was laying on the ground drawing with coloured pens and tripping hard.

A group of birds and rodents.   Chipmunk type things, green woodpeckers.   Looking down into a town in god mode, like a Minecraft or sim game.
 

12th

Monkey and Rachel a meet up in London.

13th

222 wake
A crazy party game that had rocks and shit flinging.   A big meet at a party in London...   I'd lost my southern accent.   Kings and castles.

Shirly's body in a fridge, odd chemistry equipment and analysis machines.  A school with young kids with facial hair.

Last dream was a house party in my old grans bungalow.  People coming in and out.   A couple Hazels owner seemed to own it, their daughter was yet to be born. 

 

Friday, 16 June 2023

Care and Dolphins.


 

8th June

Baby bird hatching, like a puffin.   Large shell, soft breaking threw with orange beak.

Locked with other females in a strange white building, rooms with a glass window into them, people had thrown stuff outside the doors.
Dogs dancing, groups of them.  One females dog was aggressive.. Scared.

My Dad collected me, he was strangely tall.

Aunty betty there too...   A factory and a museum that were linked.  We'd had to break into the museum to get a code to access the factory.

 

Feeding farm animals, grains and seeds for ducks and chickens.  Goats running about.

 

9th June

A residential home with old people and babies being born.

One in, one out.
An odd lorry like machine in the middle too, Bits being taken and changes, the rooms were like the decks bus'... Long and thin. 

I was helping a woman who'd just birthed a baby, they both had very dark skin.  I was holding the babe and it was sneezing bright green thick snot on me... Sticking to the pale shirt I was wearing. 

A house in Norfolk, a locked shed.
The house had been referbed there was long window on the second floor.  4 chairs in different styles had been set up, the view was amazing.
 

12th June

Futuristic dream, A crazy city at the centre a self feeding reactor for energy.  Sentient automated robots, mind reading and old masters.

Last bit I was very lucid, traveling threw maintenance places, own medicine.

 

 

15th June
A street with many cat's some of them big ones.  I was feeding them.

16th June
An odd home, I was working a day then night shift with no break.
Was a nice dream, I was serving fish n chips.   There was an Asian kid too and Ann...   I was gaining trust, friendly vibe.
 

Second dream was more surreal, a garage on a hill in a harbour.  I had an old heavy wooden bed frame with an old hand made feather matrass.  A wooden sofa stood next to it. 
The bed had old metal casters on the feet and a strange locking device that was broken, as the garage was on a slope on a hill, I was trying to stop the heavy bed rolling away.

 

Last part was my main dream area, the bit of grass outside the 3 houses was a pool of water with 2 male dolphins, they were a mix of dolphins and humans.  I was swimming with them, mainly with one of them.  It was oddly intimate. 
 

Wednesday, 7 June 2023

Lock Up & Game Show

 


5th June

Odd tower blocks in a prison complex.  Open roofs, I was being kept there with thousands of others.
I was kicking a football with some guys during exercise time, I wasn't very good but it was nice to be outside.

 

I was seeing 2 layers of reality in the same place, and it was hard to focus just one, they kept bleeding threw.
Wearhouse's too, we made all our own stuff there, it was a long time lock up with no hope of getting out.

I had friends there, was institutionalised and the place was a home to me.

Visiting a European city, different shops and brands than I'm used to the city was clean and fresh.
I visit a library there were I can fly, I'm doing it by eating a bit of frogspawn with a tadpole in :P
Practising different ways to move myself around. 

I'd been in the place all night when it was quiet floating about and in the morning the place filled up.

I was floating over all the people picking books and checking them out.

Last dream was odd, was outside here.  People in yellow and orange scrub suits were coming out of Eastview and walking towards to School. 

Some of them were gowning up as they walked, a mix of reporters in the group too, I was following and observing.
 

(Working 6th, limited sleep)


7th June

An ice-cream van outside my aunty Irean's house.
We were decorating it for Halloween, served slushies and sodas and teas too, very modern... I think it was more drinks than ice-cream.

I met Aunty Ann too, she couldn't see.  I was holding her hand and talking to her.
Also my Bill & Chris, they were going out on a bender from a pub to sexhouse, they were both young.  One of them had known the date the other was getting a tax return and they were going to go blow a load of money.

Another thing was this strange game show....   In a complex a huge room.   Was like an arcade game show, the walls lined with identical machines with orange and read flashing displays.
Thousands of people crammed in, the host was a very intelligent male that I'd entered into a discussion, argument with.
It was odd as out of the thousands of people in the room, it was just me and him having a discourse.
As people were leaving that guy found me and we continued our heated discussion.
He was irritated but interested.
I was explaining to him the 2 halves in our mind and I was using him as an ego complex to expand my thinking. 

Friday, 5 May 2023

Boo Hiss Crew

 


4th May... Slept really deep last night, woke up with back pain.
A work sort of dream, but it was a game too.  3 floors, I was collecting meds and looking for missing stuff.
 

Same dream... Family are now there.  We have phones too, contacts and money, or gold.  It was being moved in carts.

2 kids, blood increasing flow as needed a sample, other DNA had been mixed in and it was hard to isolate what I was looking for.  I was trying to ID something.
Clever and strange games, the job we were going was successful and we moved the gold were it needed to be.
 

5th May
Similar dream scenario all night.

 

Starts of at Bamburgh there is no stone castle, and the dunes reach further in land.
We have an encampment of wood & grass huts we live in and the vibe is tribal.
There are modern aspects too, at one point I was being examined internally and something was clamped with forceps... It hurt!

We were cutting wood, and making crude ladders... They remined me of the rope bridges from the other night.
We used odd shaped axe's everything was very ancient looking.

The people there were in an employment of sorts.  

I recall it was Christmas eve too.
There was a storm due in, and I was in the hut watching over the sea waiting for it's arrival.

 

Next dream was protocol a violent dream, not dissimilar from the first.  Old and tribal, again in huts.
We were in arranged pairings, this was sorted by the clan elders.  Like arranged marriages....only he was picking genetic mating's to balance and strengthen out tribe.  It was like we were breeding stock.
I'd been paired with an aggressive male... I warrior I think, mainly due to my hip size and perceived ability to birth well.
On another layer it was more abstract.   Shapes...   1 sided, 2 sided and 3 each controlled a separate body part/function.   Was dreaming inside and out.

 

Next dream was way more surreal...  It was an orgy in a housing estate.
The place was dark, all similar styles of housing with one corner shop where they sold hot drinks and pastries and snacks from a counter out font.

I'd been seduced by a group of cats and taken into a house on the estate, were a group of people were to have sex.

The cats had taken all my clothes and I was nekkid in a dingy front room.  2 sofas and an old rug, it smelt of old smoke.  A large patio door opened onto the dark garden with a small bathing pool.
I was on the carpet as the others came in.  2 guys and another female.  One male was around my age, dirty jeans and tee-shirt, shoulder length greasy hair and a long beard.   The other male and female were a little older. 
They all watched me.... I don't really recall if I had sex or not, but I watched the older couple making out.
 

After a while there we go for a walk out in the dark.  I'm still nekkid but don't mind.  
The estate is full of people, crowds walking round in a line all following each other parade style children were there too.   We wern't going with the flow of the crowds though it was impossible to avoid them as they wove in and out of the buildings in a huge human snake pattern... I recall thinking maybe I should have put on some clothes.
At one point I'd passed Dot with his friends going the other way and one of him had commented, isn't that your mum there nekkid with strange men
😆

 

Last one was even more abstract...  Bathtub boats and bar brawls. I was with Malico who was being male me..  A large pub with pre paid fighting.  
People had come to see it, it was extremely violent.... I was on clean up for others.  
Lizards and snails.   Line ups and take downs. 
A team called the 'Boo, Hiss Crew' that I knew.... they were like a violent crime group who loved fighting.

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 Also 5th May - Nab b4 work.

Odd version of my main dream space.
Working in a vets with Ann where the seafarers café used to be.  Consultations and cleaning out back while waiting for next patients to arrive.
I'd slopped of on a long break when I was supposed to be working and was dancing threw a building where the Methodist church is, but it's a multi story complex, with turnstiles and elevators.
I'd danced threw the reading room which was filled with people looking at me.
I realised I was having a psych break and should act normal in company.

I was going up and down the elevators on my stomach.. And squeezing threw turnstiles. 
Mathew and his bro watched me appear at the bottom of an elevator and I told them I was rebirthing myself with stairs. 

Some woman were protesting too, they'd all lost young sons.   Yelling there names out... There was a bit of aggro about it.

Moon Pool & Get-Away-Car

  17th   Very long dream.   I was traveling from the north to London with a group.   We spent alot of time in various parts of London...