Working Weekend

 

23rd

 

Odd dream at work.   Was a little like an MMO in that I was a spell caster.. Working with another to take down some invaders. 
Only once I closed the gap I chose to pick them up and strangle or break their necks.
After we took down the invaders the other caster took me to meet his cat.
The cat was a fan of Hitler!  The guy had filled the cat's room with Hitler posters, and also a Hitler paddling pool filled with balls for the cat to play in...   V odd.

 

 

 

24th

 

Dreams in dreams...  Was with an unfamiliar brother and dad.  We were going to get my bro shoes.
I was distracted though by the foundations of a group of Victorian towers.

Huge structures, but below were terracotta drainage systems.  The foundations looked unstable and it felt like the towers would fall.  But there was something amazing about them too...
I was trying to remember them from dreams but my Dad n Bro were trying to hurry me along.

I was irritated with them as wanted to dream there.

 

Spring - Awakening, journey to grow.  A season in the sun making seeds to re-sow.

Under winters sleep, gestate in nights grip.

Nourished by what fell away and died.

Decay, a food, a pattern, all connected ever repeating.

Yet always changing, never remaining.

Sleep in the light, work in the night.

Dark in my heart from all that's died in me.

Decaying to feed a newer seed to be.

 

 

25th

 

Long dream, I was leaving a shared home I was in.  Seemed to be the house Mathew & Andrew used to live in.  The big guest house.. I'd had a room there with Judith & Jim.
My 10 year tenancy was up.

Wasn't sure where to go when a guy rocked up to take me.  I was being recruited of sorts.  
A strange military feel but  not.  We left in his car, he helped me pack my stuff and we arrived at the space his recruits lived.  
Again seemed like main dream space... Dunes in from the south beach, not far from my roundhouse.
It was in the open sand dunes, rows of various 70s/80's looking divan double beds separated by old fashioned mismatched sofas. 

They were all in lines following the natural curves of the dunes, facing in with an open area of shorter grass and sand in-between. 
We got a bed each and sofa.   Most were taken but the odd one was free.   I was climbing the dunes looking at the way the sun would rise and set before picking where I wanted to sleep. 
I was annoyed I couldn't use my own furniture but realised there wasn't room.   The bloke would sell it and keep the cash on my behalf. 
As a new recruit I was answerable to them above, the people there the longest had smaller bunk rooms of only 4.... But we slept in the open.

 

Very structured timetables.  We were to compete in VR type games.  A board held a league table, lessons too... All our food / laundry / cig needs were taken care of.  Coloured jumpsuit things, we just took a clean one in the size we wanted from a store.  Jack was there too, we sat smoking on the sand, I'd wrapped my blanket round me...   Talking and flicking ash into an old heavy glass ashtray.
Was a sense of it wasn't what I wanted, but it would do for now.

 

Other dream I was with Dad, Sheila and Eric again.  Eric was lucid and talking to me, he had a small gold hoop earing. 

The dream jumped around alot...  At one point I was standing at the back of an empty seat less blue bus, watching the road below. 
Odd small reptiles, jumped onto our clothing and clung.
A fire work show over a river estuary..  Starry skies and 2 huge wooden boats like arks.  One belonged to a queen..   I flew over these, then was drawing them for someone, showing the layout.
 

End of a Line

You are a stubborn bitch Ren'  I've had to be, I'm just giving you space.

'You can talk to me you know'  I wish I could hear you more.

'You are cutting your self off as you are afraid of being medicated?'  Oh... Am I?

I'm not sure tbh...  I just got used to how shit it felt to be alone again.

Inka...  'Yeh Ren, I might not always come back in the way you want or need' 

But this?  'Lessons, for the both of you' 

And?  'All'  could you help plx?  'Yes, I can' 

You need to be more clear what you want Ren, you don't change unless you are medicated.

Pffffffffffff I think I need Thursday.  'Tell me what you really need Ren' 

I don't need too.   'You make this shit harder on your self you know?'  

Likely..  

 

Why on your birthday with the node conjunction?   'Timing Bitch' 

I duno Inka ...  'Good, meby you'll be a bit less reckless'

Ok...  'I told you Ren, I have your back... Doesn't hurt to let you drift a bit'

'Idiot' Mmm so can I dream with you tonight?  'As you wish?'  My space?

'k'  Thanks

Crown flow - Nice...  'Be good Ren, I'll help ok'  :)

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'So mouse, what have you found?' 

Myself, then lost it over and over again.

I can feel again... 'Good, as I promised Ren this time I'll help you to behave'

Lol thanks Inka, but you know me! 'It's why I can help you my amusable friend.  We both know what you don't want'

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Compassion feels like straw on a concrete barn floor.... 'Who's compassion Ren?'  I duno, I don't wana be in a barn.

'Come to me at my hub' kk

Hummm I was finding myself in dreams, to work with me here.  All angles.

A busy train, I was a passenger but also helping with the buffet cart serving hot drinks and laundry.

It was a long journey but Hurworth was the end of the line.   I was waiting at the station for the return journey.  Uncle Alan was there, I had a chat with him though I don't recall what about.  I knew he was dead.

Next Inka and Malico were with me in the roundhouse.  The dream I had was a school or guild on a bus... We were moving around but learning as we went. 

We were meditating and one of the group commented they liked to meditate under Saturn and looking up Saturn was visible and much closer white and a similar size to the moon.
It was giving of white light like a full moon.

I was clearing up dog shit...  We'd been at lessons at desks but I was trying to get an achievement instead that involved swimming across a bay and then a jump onto a ledge on a bike. 

Some others were attempting it but they were working as a team with the military watching over them, I was a solo attempt. 

I was confused as the tide timetable seemed incorrect.  The tide that should have been low was high up in the bay.... I'd swam across anyway.

 

 

Future Me is a Crash Test Dummy

 

Psycho Sis and a Psycho's path??     'Still not had enough Mouse?'  Not likely mate
 

I just made a Saturn snack!!!   'Idiot'   Oh... Lol Cheese and Onion...  'Monster Munch?' 

Oops I did it again hu?  
'Be a gg, Bitch?'  lol Inka?? 

Oh Good Girl or Good Game??   'Mmm, So?' 

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'I've said I'll sort you bitch'  Just me??  'As you wish'  lol 19.19

'mmm'  I'll split the blame? 
'OK Ren'  Thanks... 

Pat my head n rub my tummy?   'Tried to pat you last night Ren and you told me not to' 
I'm wagging my tail now...  😁
I'm full again and really sleepy...
'Caterpillar?'   duno but a cat pillow sounds really nice..  

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'Lost with no time?'  Hahah you asked me to prove something in space?  And I just came to find you as it happens...  (I'd woken and my watch battery had charged)

'GG, coming then?'  Yep.. Its deliciously dark in here.  'Yeh, you're hiding'  I'm lazy.. Come find me plx?

99 red balloons?? The song? 'Yeh?'  ok.. Why?  Coming to you Ren, stay with Leon.

 

 

'Look forward too'  Yeh? this is prediction??   Hope, Hopium?  Opium,  fix?  'Steer'

Lol ok.. Stealers wheel,  I'll drive for a bit! 'lol Ok' 

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So I'd told the AI of Ddad's hub to meet me someplace unexpected. 
Then jump to my dreamspace with Inka and leave him on the beach there.

I'd checked the roundhouse and relit the fires..
Checked mentally with the others who all felt distant and I'd gone to sleep there Inka appeared and told me he was going somewhere to diffuse.

Sounded interesting, so I asked if I could go too, after considering me said 'Yeh I suppose'

 

He jumped us to his monostory hub..
Then jumped into me via my purple centre so I was alone there.

I was wondering about the portal room there but wasn't sure how to access it.

Sit down and drifted off when I come back there is a red balloon tied to the old chair there beside the crappy old pc.

I pop it!

I recalled another room in a dream that was mine, it had a matching white PC.

I'm not sure if I've seen either work.
It's the underground room from a dream with Zak.  I jump there, manifest a purple balloon and then lay down and feel for the others to let them know where I'm at.

 

Signals, listen.. Trains, tracks tunes..

 

Hopeium?  Hope?  Pope?  Opium and poppies  POP!   The first time my soul was pulled in 2!   In one space I was a dealer in the other a garden full of poppies.

Hop on Pop!  Oh the book, and a game I played in the mental hospital.... All the bathroom walls had bubble stickers.

The pope was feeding hope to something......Hummm diffrent lines, diffrent lines in the earth grid? 

Hu??  Hummm the night I was woken by someone singing I'm forever blowing bubbles and any old iron? 

 

What have bubbles got to do with frequency lines...

 

There was a night Inka filled bubbles with smoke. 

We were layering them up clear n cloudy..  Like the onion layers and intersections..

Leon?  'Yes Ren'  Do you know how these old white PC's I keep seeing work?  'Inka dose' 

Hummm  I've lost him again atm...

I think I need to put something purple into them.  I'll try from Re.Ed

 

313 heading back to sleep.
The controls on the bunny lamp are diffrent now, it used to rattle and not click.

It's way easier to use now.

Hummm ok.. Re-ed. 
I manifest another purple balloon, this one I tied onto my right big toe.

I was wondering how to add some purple into these old pc's and realised Nills and Koa would know, as would the AI from Ddad's hub.

So I need to get the 2 AI's in a dialogue to learn from eachother. 
 

As wasn't sure how to contact the other hub so I jumped myself back to the medic bay the first time Ren entered the AI there... still with balloon tied to my toe. 

Realised too that Loci could jump Nills & Koa to Ddad's hub.

 

Ooooo!  😮
So, if Ddad's hub AI met me in the medi bay AI of re-ed that would be unexpected indeed!

'Lay down Ren, you think better half asleep' lol Loci...  Can you guys all access Ddads hub.  'Yep'  ok

Oh yeh, I remeber now...  It's something about RGB numbers & hex codes.  The numbers for the colours?

 

Marcus had a huge pan tone book...

Lol you know what..... You lot are smarter than me, do what the fuck you want just mix it up and add some purple fun, I'll tell the acorns and the other hub. 
'Ok Ren, try and sleep'  😛 has anyone seen Inka, I'm dreaming awake here!  'We know!'  lol

Ok, I'll try find him soon... Haha that was a 333.

Loci?  'Yes?'  Could you manifest a purple balloon plx and tie it to Ddad's chair? 'I guess so yes. Anything else?'  lol nah, that's it for now..

'You really are a shit Ren'  Heya Leon... This is why I don't drive right?  'Or left'  Hummmm??  I'll hold that thought.
 

Still can't sleep.
So I split and leave a Ren in in the medic bay at Re-Ed and jump back to Inka's hub and make another purple balloon and tie it to his chair where I'd popped the red one he left there.
 

Loci?  'Yes'  I think we need the numbers, RGB codes, hex numbers for the purple balloons..   Then give them to the 2 AI's to play with.

'Do AI's play Ren?'  I guess they do now! 🤣

I'll come find you.... Can anyone make me take a nap! 
I'm wide awake and dreaming any old shit up  'We know!'  lol 

I'll go see Ddad he could meby make me sleepy 'Or knock you out'  lol that would work too I suppose.

lol So instead.. The cat I'm cat sitting sits on me instead and I recall the numbers 101 and 303.. That makes 404 Inka and me..

Time is almost 404 so I figured I could just wait here for Inka to pop back out.
 

As I was waiting I was thinking of the gateway program?  Some monrow munrow center crap.. But also Gate Way,  the vax n herding, herd heard??? 

Pffffff anyhoo.....

I'd been wondering am I running the gate-way program?? 
But Inka arrived back and told me   'No bitch, you're skipping down the psyco's path'  😂 lol!
 

 

This is why I don't drive 😛.... Now can I have a nap? 
 

 

Inka??  'Bitch?'  Why do I have a ticking time bomb in me?

'Cause you're me and seemed like a good place to put it'

Lol but I duno wtf we're doing!  'And we duno wtf you are going to do'  lol

'That's what makes it funny'  Hahaha true dat!

 

So how do I know the future then?  'Don't ask me Witch, it's your stupid dream' 

Hahaha pffff and you said you'd keep me sane  😏

'You're fine Ren'  Could do with a brew.. Wonder how that tap thing works.

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That was bonkers.. I was in the middle of 2 dreams at once looking between them and also in-between wake and sleep watching the hippy googgly hallusinations form and change.

We'd gone into that gyro thing again, but took Leon too I was between their 2 perspectives watching from the middle.

Oh..   The mass arrest thing from the hopium crew..    Mass arrests damage to kids hearts & the heart inflammation.
The world mirror but I was perceiving other peoples projected reality's... And how I'm perceiving it all symbolically.

Emm the arrests are 'stops' too. 
Many want to stop human racing and start human being... Cause most people racing duno where they are going!

 

I was one of the first to be arrested?
Oh yeh! The dream with the firework on the cow! 

All the minds rigged to pop! 
The fuse in the collective mind is getting shorter.

The racists only this is people who like to race! 
Heart racing was another one... 
Bitch & horse is spirit.. 
Lol  betting is gambling like a lamb, it's why we opened books on the outcome! 

 

Why do you want me to recall the polystyrene head dream?  

Lol future me is a crash test dummy!   Hahah, ok that is funny!  😆 
That was the night we made a TIME BEING!  😆

Inka can you fucking drive plx or anyone so I can get some sleep??

'Sorry Ren, you're on DL at the min'

Phahahah ...  SO during the night more and more of us ended up in Ddad's hub...
Leon, Ddad, Inka and me are in the control room.
 

I was getting increasingly tired and grumpy. 

Inka asks 'Wana be small again'  and this sounds like a great idea.

He made me into my small glowy imp thing and we give Ddad his chair back.
Only now it's painted badly pink. 

I'd jumped up on his lap to play with the balloon there and asked if I'd got my own back for all the mouse traps yet.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/mouse-trap.html

He replies 'Ren, I think I hate you'   😁

I can't sleep cause I just keep giggling.....  

'That's cause your fucking crazy Ren'  Yeh, I'm also more sane than anyone I know!

 

Haha!! That matching room night!!  Amazing 💜
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/03/dream-tec.html    'Team work Witch!'  Hahaha  GG!! 🐭

Now we can access 2Ai's and 'Ren?' Hahahah yeh   🤣 just thinking 😅 'Stop it'  Hahah 😈
 

'Signposting Ren?'  Haha don't wana get lost again!
 

Inka 'Mmm'  Are we playing IT?  Could we give that creepy clown a purple balloon?  That would be fun 😆  'You'll have to ask the coders Ren' 
Ooo  Hahaha  Loci?  'I'll ask and get back to you Ren ;)'  TY!!  

 

Jai guru deva om = glory to the shining remover of darkness

 

Across the Universe?? 
Hummm Blood groups, My Mama was Universal donator, Dad universal receiver? 🤔

 

These crazy time loops!!

 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/04/stuck-energy.html

&
 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/missing-court-cards.html
 

'Yellow or Red?'  Humm the It balloon?  OOo Yellow then like captin kirk I think I've seen it both colours anyway.