12-14th June

12th
Early on in the night all abstract amusing and strange.

A strange Zen tower.  All rickety and weirdly balanced... An upturned flowerpot, soil dropped out.  Empty mind.

Tick, Tick time.   Power on - Power off.   Blinking/ticking lifts too.  Felt like puzzle bits.

A play in form/line then entropy, freedom... then coming back into form then entropy and chaos again.


Form - Flow like breath.  Beautiful and simple.

Then an odd dream.

I'm watching a Youtube channel and the room is like the one I was in (Same rug and bookcase) It was a room I considered mine in the dream.    Then it was wired, I turn on my camera as I thought I was looking at my room and I'm and am watching myself... (I had brown curly hair and purple clothes meby a young alternative me)   Was wired looking at myself (but not me)

I talk to the person streaming live and they show me the rest of there room and then the house, it's lovely.  There is a birthday cake there too.   

Last bit of the dream was cutting hair shorter and shorter.

13th June

Lots of dreams but Hazy recall. 

Spiritual mass/lessons.  A show / Panto and I'm a dog, big tongue, paws.

A path round the countryside.  Following on, round and round.  Messages from the people in front to the people behind them... but always in front and behind as it's round.  0-0-0- pattern.

14th June

Cleaning a bathroom, lots of crystal spiders in glass bubbles.

More Robots & AI

The first dream is a wired AI robot dream. 

I'm in a house with a small group of people a family perhaps or friends - we knew each other they are all huddled together sleeping.   The house is of a style I don't recognise in a med size town.  It's clean, no traffic pavements and countryside beyond the town.

In the house, there is a floating robot/observer grey diamond shape with small lights makes a slight noise like cooling fans in a PC.  

It's unsettling the people who live there as it observes all the time.  It broadcasts too and is linked to an AI network.   The people in the house are 'hiding' but they can't really hide as they are observed all the time. 

Some movement is permitted and so I go out to look around.   Something unpleasant is happening There are huge robots like giraffes and some like zebras smaller.   (This had a Horizon Zero dawn feel but the robots looked appealing) but the giraffe robot was Zapping and vaporising humans with an electric beam.  The Zebras seemed to be 'cleaning and maintaining the flowerbeds.  

I was trying to work out the program.  I was wondering if the humans were seen as out of balance and therefore being removed.   It was strange as the town and area it's self seemed so neat peaceful and orderly.  Clean streets well maintained gardens and sunny blue skies.... with this pervading fear of the humans who were being eradicated. 

It was like this dream too.. while the narrative was similar the contrast in setting was very pronounced.

The last dream I should have written earlier as it's not so clean now.  I know it was a sort of party/rave/dance/celebration.  Had a festival feel but was in the top story of a wired tower.  Like a multi-story car-park or something. 

At the base of the tower was a forge or foundry, liquid fire and stuff being melted down. 

The dancing is over and the rig is being packed up.  I've been playing with a cardboard spaceship and I've broken it - I take it over to were the decks were.  A woman is there, they is a paper with a contacts list where we can write our details to be informed about the next party, and also some books, leaflets and art. 

I tell her I want to pay for the rocket, and she tells me there is no need but I broke it and I want to so she accepts the money. 

Next, I'm in the sea, I'm swimming beside a gull and there is an apple core bobbing on the waves.  The gull gets it stuck in its beak, so I open its mouth to flick it out.   As I do so I realise I was still holding my wallet from paying for the rocket.  I see my cards float out and think, oh no... a seal is in the water too and then the woman from the other dream too.  She collects the cards and hands them back to me!?!

I'm a bit annoyed I wasn't lucid enough to ignore the cards :P 

More Snakes and Sides

Starts off in the living room of main dream house,  It's different and weirdly full of stuff. 

I'm moving out some of the stuff and slotting and packing it neatly into the area under the stairs to make more room.  In the dream, I'm aware I'm taking a plane/fly with Emma to Asia - we are planning stop-offs around the world with people we are to meet.

I leave the dream house to start the journey.  

Outside it's black dark and stormy a strong wind is blowing and the sky is filled with angels, valkyries, harpies and large sea birds.... all floating buffeted by the wind. 

The buildings over the wall are taller than normal too and each has a coloured kite paper 5 pointed stars stuck to it.  I lay on my back for a while watching and contemplating.

Each house a different colour of the rainbow... the stars are holding in the strong wind but flapping about - I was wondering if the wind would rip them free.

I notice as I'm leaving the dream area the place where the childrens play park was is now a drive-thru MacDonalds - I think how sad the place will look in winter and wonder if there is something we can do before then to make it less bleak...... I wonder about gingerbread house stickers.

Next place I recall is middle east stop off an invasion.. . Then Asia I'm watching Jack and Katy talking and arguing... they are bitter and hurt about something.  It's very dark still, and sandy and dusty.  I have a red Henry vacuum - I'm sucking up dust around the argument.

Still dark and I'm talking with someone about a large parasitic snake - it buries inside and I ask if we were born with it (Like puppies with worms) and we are not sure.

Then the snake is in my hands, it's small but unnaturally strong and it's small size makes it's head hard to hold.  It bites me once and I move my hands slightly.

I'm in a dark sandy space lit by flame torches. I'm male and my skin is a warm dark shade - had a Mayan feel.  There is chanting and stamping a sensation of people from all over the world, the snake I'm still holding it bigger now - it was a meeting of tribes I'm encouraged to lift the snake above my head and as I do It slithers down and bites my side..   again the same place! That left kidney area.  This wakes me up. 

Next dreams are wired, I'm above looking down and also going into the dreamscapes.  Again I'm male, not white but not sure what.  I'm in a tattered light military uniform possibly lost/defected.   I'm looking down on the ruins of ancient rock-cut dwellings in a sandy barren desert-like space.   The ruins are being used by tribes or gangs.  Weapons or drugs have been hidden in one as a pickup place It's not safe to move about int he open there are snipers. 

I'm looking at myself from above but I can also go down into the person... insects, biting ones like big mozzies are swarming and irritating, it's hot. 

(WORM WOOD)

Next up is a similar area, but perhaps the 70's - People with cruel agendas hiding behind a religious facade.   - Wired vib, I'm uncovering a truth few want to hear.  Abuse of children, men who were in there 20's and 30's in the 70's.

A language/code holes and spaces.   It's been changed, made faster and more effective by removing some spaces that were not needed.

A goodbye... hugging people leaving/long goodbye like a school ending.  

Amusments

First a swamp/pond with fish in.Green vegetation

Then a long dream. 



It's set in a red brick 3 storey Victorian townhouse building on a busy high street. 

On the first floor is a vet surgery it has stairs that lead down into the ground floor at the front opening onto the street is an old fashioned Amusement arcade.  It's signage is black painted in gold victorian lettering the doors are open onto the street and inside is filled with slot machines and vid games like the 80's. 

Out the back of the building on the ground level is a small town garden, mainly concrete with patchy weeds, low light as it's backing onto other tall brick buildings, a dark side return area has a metal fire escape stairs from the 2nd story.

The first part of the dream I'm in the vets, Ann is there and lots of kittens.  I'm looking out of the window onto the garden and can see what looks like a large bat on the ground.  It seems injured and threw out the dream I seem to intend to go check it out but never get that far.  

I'm watching kittens run around the bat and come in and out... I feed them too.  The bat was big! like in this dream in April


While feeding the kittens my wrist and lower arm is itchy and inflamed I mention it to Ann but think nothing more of it until the following day when I wake and the skin is wired and floppy.  The arm sore with crusty weeping blisters.  I put a light bandage onto it and mention it to Ann who's arm was also now itching and we decide meby it's viral as seems contagious. 

In the next bit of the dream, I'm mainly in the Arcade downstairs.  I've been asked to go and collect a boy - he's young and has a leg amputated at the hip.   He moves with a metal replacement, I was to bring him to the Arcade that was run by 2 gay men I knew in the dream.  One I was with most was white and middle-aged, short grey hair, grey denim trews and wore cotton shirts.  He gives the boy some lemonade and a handful of tokens for free plays.  

Next bit is wired/disjointed as I'm out on some salt/flat sulpha pools and I'm looking down on the dead body of this kid.  He's committed suicide and I remember feeling bad that I'd not taken better care of him for his father. 

I port back with the body to the Arcade place which has now out of the back a wired '70's theatre' feel... I'm carrying the body and the music for that old show 'This is your life' is playing and lots of people that knew this kid are all in a room waiting to greet him and scenes from his life are on a black and white TV.    They are all clapping and whooping and I give them the body and then walk back to the front of the arcade.

At this point, I notice I'm no longer a person but am dryad like again.... no face just a body shape made of bendy wood.   I go to the front of the street and look out onto the road where I see a young couple meet and fall instantly in love.



  

Dirty Lenses

Lovely dreams last night.

Mainly I'm a nurse again, human first then VN later. 

In the first dream I'm in a large white clean room the walls seems to be glass or clear and it's very bright.  I'm helping a senior nurse. 

An elderly white man comes in, he's very frail with a walking stick and wearing old fashioned white cotton striped pyjamas - he can't see. 

The nurse greets him and helps him onto the bed where she chats quietly to him and hands me his spectacles to clean.

She sets about striping the man to wash him, starting with his face and while she's busy I take his old spectacles to the sink.

They are covered in a thick layer of grime and dirt making them totally opaque.  I wash this off first with the clean water coming from a long silver tap.   Then repair the legs and polish the lenses so that they shine brightly.

As I'm finished the man is sitting up in the bed, he still can't see but is feeling much better and is smiling at the other nurse, I kneel on the side of the bed and pop his glasses back on.

The man is utterly shocked when he can see again (His glasses were so dirty he may as well have been wearing a blindfold).

We help him up to look out of the window and then he gratefully bids us farewell - It felt very positive. 

The second dream

Is perhaps Alnwick again, it had the feeling of a campus/teaching but also a town.  Like Balifgate/main school idea - modern and different though. 

There were people I recalled from high school but also other aspects of my life too.  The head nurse was a blond bitchy girl from my high school and the other nurse was a girl I'd trained with at the PDSA. 

It starts of in a vet's and I'm a nurse there.  I'm not liked by the other staff, just tolerated I'd only taken one year of exams and though I knew the job inside out the head nurse treats me poorly.  The head nurse was a blond bitchy girl from my high school and the other nurse was a girl I'd trained with at the PDSA.   The younger tolerates me but the head nurse actively dislikes me - but it didn't bother me.   I was also aware I'd been there 10 years -  I wasn't wanted but was waiting anyway as there was something I needed to do/finish.   (10 years was relevant)


There is an elderly long-haired tabby cat, his leg is a mess and needs to be amputated.  They don't trust me to do the anaesthetic so I'm cleaning. 

We get a call from another vets practice in another part of town that needs help.   I offer to go.     The head nurse calls after me about how I look a mess...  I look down and I look ok but my uniform is a patchwork of all colours and places.  (Different places I'd worked)  I shout back that meby she should have done her job and got me a new uniform when I started then I'd not be wearing old torn uniforms from the store.  

It actually looked quite cool, I'd cut the useful parts from many different uniforms and sewen them into a workable multi-coloured outfit. 

As I get to the other practice I'm about to enter when I realise the other nurse has followed me down too and goes threw the door in front of me saying 'Go back, you're not qualified'  I wave at the staff in the second practice and leave again. Mildly exasperated at the waste of time but still upbeat start to dance my way back to the first practice.   I'm dancing down a small flight of stairs and over a bannister railing when an elderly white woman with short white hair grabs my arm and my attention.

She tells me it's good to dance as I'm looking into her blue/grey eyes.  I know she's special, she throws a coat and a fabric carpetbag onto a nearby bench revealing old wrinkled tanned skin over muscle and sinew she's strong - she starts to dance too and her thin form has incredible balance poise and strength.     The cat that's being operated on at the first practice belongs to her. 

We 'jump here' first we are together floating over a road and the ground below it has fallen away.   Most of road left hanging down into it.   A pit of yellow sulpha water is at the bottom splashing up as bits of a remaining land bridge fall down into it. 

'Jump again' we are on the side of a large pit in the ground.  At the base of the pit a rock platform surrounded by liquid fire in the bottom.  On the platform is a very large alligator type creature. 



The elderly woman has a safety harness and jumps down onto the pit wall, it's ledges make it scalable and I follow her into the pit though I have no harness.

She's strong, and fast and scales the walls down with ease - I try to keep up and am close to her when the alligator jumps up - it's face to face with her and she watches it as it spits a dark green venom into her face and then drops back down into the pit.   I take off part of my uniform to use to help her clean up. 



I jump again... this time I'm back at the first vet's.  I ask about the cat, the amputation went well and the cat is in recovery.   I'm asking about the reason for the amputation, injury illness and where the limb is.   It's only the younger of the 2 nurses now and she tells me the leg is in the clini-waste in the freezer.  I go retrieve the leg and the cat's notes.   The owner is called 'Irene George'  Though her name was spelt differently with an I & A in.  I know the lady wants histopathology done on a tissue sample from the limb and I fill out a form for it.

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Wake and go into another dream.  I see the same lady, different clothing - it's images moving images visions for a woman's refuge/rescue but I recognise her clearly - She's dancing and is incredible.

Dream with people I don't know, but do in the dreams.

3/June/20

Dream of lockdown or at least people inside, but gardens are shared and people are all out the back of houses talking and looking at the sky which is dark.
We have sort of moved into space out the back, and broken fences to share veg and be together. 

Next dream is a long narrow space in main dream area it's on the seafront and I'm with an old friend Katy and also the girl I was with last night who I was wrapping in black fabric.  We also have a baby boy with us he looks Middler easter like his sister and he's very placid and cute - just in his nappy.  We are taking turns playing with him and chatting.  The space we are in is moving slowly almost train like.

Last dream was an outdoor market stall selling brown bags of sweets, it's low down to a cobbled street.  At one end on a folding seat sits a black guy similar age to me, he is British with a west indies hint in his accent.  With him are 2 dogs, one a collie cross and the other a staff/boxer he's telling me the collies not friendly but the bull breed/staff has moved round and is on it's back with it's tongue lolling out.  We laugh as I rub it's tummy, the bull breeds temperament is so different from the collie cross who is eying me warily as the guy holds him back. 




4th June

Strange town, set in a very modern building/lab perhaps a research park, there are forests and gardens around it.

It's hazy as to who I was in this dream - not me :P  Or this me, I was female and I have a room with a rug overlooking a valley of trees. 

The building is very modern and respectable but we are not what we seem and we are creating edible psychedelics which in this dream world was either illegal or we didn't have the correct license - I'm not sure which.     The edibles are like the most perfect looking large gummy bears - lovely colours and clear as cut glass. 

Our business has a legit reason too but this isn't our main focus.  I'm watching from a white balcony the reception area when a small beautiful female enters, she's Asian and with a smart tailored looking card and bag and I clock her as 'control/official' and realise we are in the shit.

I quickly tell the 2 'managers by telepathy I'm first out of the building and into the forest but then I'm also observing the 2 men leaving behind me (No body just like a floating sky view)  One male tall has a very unusual tailored suit, it's a bright royal blue he wares with highly polished shoes.  His hair is red curled/wavey.   He seemed to be my main focus as I'm watching from behind them as they walk quickly from the building and into the forest. 

We have a vehicle hidden in the forest to getaway.  There was a feeling of emergency/urgency when I woke all my energy was in my tummy & lower.  

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Next a wired vision.   A shadow of a person standing in a small tunnel of bright light. 

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Last dream again I'm female but not this body.  I have short straight dark hair and I'm printing flowers onto my hair with a sponge and white paint.  I have on a small lol it looked like a fairy/party outfit in blue/green/turquoise, my skin was olive.  I have wings too, looked a little like a festival or carnival outfit. 
Once the flowers had been painted on my hair I was painting the centre of each flower turquoise too.  A guy was helping me do the back...   I can remember my hair, and the tube of paint I dropped.  The guy I don't know but did in the dream (I think he was same as last night with the 2 dogs and sweet stall) is helping me to do the back.    It's odd though as I was looking in a mirror and I can't at all remember my face. 

Portals, Implants and Robot Skins.

Pre 1am a really strange and busy dream back in main dream area but above ground again.

In main dream house but the dividing wall has gone upstairs with the neighbour and the 2 guys who lived there when I was a teenager are upstairs with me and we are discussing a portal that has opened with a really fast spin it's almost like a washing machine. We are also discussing shifting, genetic manipulation, implants and robots.  

I'm trying to reassure people but also asking them to help.... and am still doing stuff alone while they decide.  There were other me's too some in some out of the portal.

I awoke still feeling 'spinny'  I had a wired feeling/sensation on my side low down.   -  Oh,  It's the same place as this DC grabbed me back in 2016...    How wired that that page mentions the cables, that was another one of the recurrent visions I had as a child.  Hummmmmmm.....

Anyhooo I'm fast to go back to sleep and I was in the hippygoogly stage when I heard a loud audible 'click' from Ian's side of the bed, also felt low down close to the left kidney area. 

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The second dream I'm going to camp, I look round the first field the pitches are wide and each has a space to make a fire and a water stand that marks them as pitches.   The grass is ankle hight and yin/yang ferns are growing, they are sort of half white/black.  I look round but the pitches won't get any sunlight as they are on the wrong side of a large hill so I keep walking. 

Next I seem to be in a long corridor people are still pitching tents but inside.  I see families setting up and I think how strange it is to camp inside.   It has the feel of a hotel/pub.   When I look outside all the pitches have been filled now and the same at a door at the front.  I decide I'll sleep on the floor inside if it gets damp but spend my time outdoors. 

At this point male me is with me, it's Jack.  We are going to play a game, it's a new one and combat/puzzle-based.  We are in a room filled with posters and glass cases.  The cases are displaying  'packages' these are like drops/gear you get to start off with (They are like a small plastic box you get in the VR Game when you enter and then they expand with you into a usable kit)

We are looking around at the cases each case has a theme/colour scheme and the poster behind it echoes this.   The colours and items are beautiful.  Some schemes I'm considering are teal and cream, another that is purple, pink, blue.  The items are also amazing, intricate crystals, beautiful crystal inlaid silver carved weapons.   Woven and beaded bracers and cuffs.   The detail and care were amazing.
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Next dream, or follow on still with male me and we are in a vast art design complex.  We are looking at incredible robotics designs and skins.  I'm hugging male me and crying, we are parting/saying goodbye again. 

Next thing I'm robotic myself like an android, I'm soft fluid metal - Head but no face curved form more feminine than male. 

I'm wrapping a body in coloured silks, First red closest to the skin, the silk is thin and bandaged shaped. I'm wrapping all over including the face - it felt almost like mummification, but the body was still alive and breathing, the silk is fine.   After the red layer orange, then yellow... I have a pile of all the colours and need to cover the body completely in each colour in turn.

The last dream...(I think this was in the same complex)

I'm with a female (In the dream I know her well and we have a close and loving relationship almost like sisters)  Again I'm wrapping her, this time though it's black silk squares. 

I'm wrapping her tightly arms to the side and with slight pressure, she's going to meditate and the pressure on the skin is important for what we are doing its cocoon-like.   I wrap her mouth but her eyes aren't covered - they are very expressive, dark brown and I can see her love and amusement when I hold up a mirror for her to examine herself.  Once I've covered her top I lower her carefully onto a low fabric-covered camp style bed frame bed to wrap her feet and legs.   I'm to stay and watch over her while she meditates and then we will change places.  I settle beside her and can see/sense hummm  waves of zombies!  They pass by just out of our flicker rate (She may have been dreaming them)   They are not aware of her body or mine.