Lazy Dreaming

Relaxing night, was just comfy and so sleepy.
After a while started dreaming with Darth Dad and Inka.  It was strange though.

I was laying on a checker floor and their were 2 of everything like 2 over lays.

2 of me and 2 of DarthDad I think only one Inka though.
I was being shown haw different games were made.
It was odd as all around was just black, I've been on checked bords before but they were like floors... This was just a floaty void one.  
We'd made the checks by making stripes first then duplicating ourselves, I wasn't playing I was dreaming threw the designs of 2 player games.

I'd been dreaming with Em again too, back in Sheila's dream house but she wasn't there.
Instead I was with Em and her family and we were moving out.
Her parents were there waiting and in the dream they were my parents too.

Her dad would drive but I had so much crap to pack. 

Em had sorted hers but I was packing for Zak and me and we had generations of stuff.  I didn't even want it, but was aware I couldn't leave it there.

I was pretty sure it wouldn't fit in one vehicle either so I'd need to arrange alternative pick up.  I was thinking of sending some of it south to collect later.  
It all needed to go north.

I was aware of my room in my main dream space too, it was how I'd had it when I was about 11 or 12 years old. 

Oddly Inka was in the dream too.  Just sitting round on stuff smoking and making sarcastic comments.   I was procrastinating badly about packing cause it was so much unwanted crap that I didn't know what to do with.
 

Oh yeh he kept chucking newspapers at me with headlines on of things he'd told me.
Also kept tripping me up!   He dose this sometimes if I try to go astral and it wakes me back up with a jump.  He wanted me to just stay in the crews hubs and was around too.
I don't know why but it was relaxing anyhow.

Him and Dd were showing me game designing but starting simple with 2 player stuff.

 

In one dream I'd been in a strange city, I'd past a news agents and glancing at the headlines I could hear Inka laughing. 
I'd gone to cross a road and for some reason sat down.

A massive yellow and black vehicle full of tarmac is heading straight at me - I recall thinking 'Oh shit! I'm about to get flattened'  but it managed to swerve and miss me.  I recall thinking bet I'm now on that drivers shit list 😶

 

Inka told me we were to visit Poseidon too I was to lazy so he jumped us there. 
Leon was with him and I was laying between them with my feet on one and head on the other I was swapping round feeling the different energy flow and they were telling me that we could act as elemental aspects too, a kind of dream alchemy.  Leon was being fire and Poseidon water..  Inka could be earth. 
I recalled back in 2016 a long dream where I'd integrated elements in a certain order.

Water was to be last as it would have been to painful to learn the shit I needed too if I was overly emotional.
'You needed a wider perspective Ren and many ways of grounding and not exploding!'  lol kk

While I'd had a dream with them I was in a kitchen.   It was back with another Leon I used to work with had a daughter with the same name, almost the same age lived in the mirrored house opersit us. 
I was supposed to be waiting tables but I was just lurking in the back faffing with the coffee maker.
I'd filled it with tea or something with green leaves.  He was annoyed as he's wanted coffee and I was trying to sort and clean the equipment back out.

There was a big machine I'd never seen before either.  Made of cast metal industrial in nature, felt like it was for a kind of meat processing but It was filled with leaves too... 

I think that was also my fault. 

 

Messy Fun

Inka? 'I know you need my walls Ren'
I wana play too.. 
'Queen?'  Play king?  'You don't know what you're asking Ren' 
I don't need to. 

We don't play chess?  'Ren we merge every game'   Oh yeh.  
I still want to play.  'Once again, I'll get back to you mouse'

You know I'll always go all in.   'Yeh Ren, we are gaming against crew. You play to win and when you do, you haven't a fucking clue what to do' 

Oh yeh....   'Why we are in our mess bitch'  
Hehehe  OK...  You know it would be fun right??  
Were good at making all sides... 'Shhhh Mouse... My Job'  hehehe  ok...

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Oh yeh you were Orion and you made me the hunting dog... Only I was a swivel eye Chihuahua 'You know how much trouble you are Ren?'  
Mmmm I still wana play 😁

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Headed to bed..
 

 'Come Ren, bracers n time off lets play'  Really?  'Keep time close and I'll keep you near'  Errr kk.

First dream was odd it was a bus full of conservatives a tour bus, dirty money.  They were being laughed at.. It was hazy but they were being given a taste of their own medicine.

'Come back'  

A funny dream of police, actors are performers plays.  Oh yeh roleplay we were swapping and changing to learn.
A funny horror film too it was in a house party that parents had put on.

 

It was comical I had 2 roles one upstairs and one down.  A few of us did and we would keep meeting on the stairs in the middle.

Inka was showing us this is how our crew was formed.  We kept meeting at the middles or extremes until we all became familiar.  We were in different roles or sides often competing against eachother as order and chaos.

We became the things eachother needed to balance or turn us round and when we started to use eachother we could create massive momentum and energy.
Wow  I've 😆  'Yeh you learnt to recognise me as I was one of the few who could stop or catch you'  lol cause I can reality slide.  'Yeh'  but I realised it was also something he taught me.. or at least we learned together from the other side of time 😏

My recall was vast again.  I recalled where we'd agreed to team. 😁

 

Planets astrology helped us create reality from illusion?  Hummm this is so hard to bring all here.

'Yeh Ren it's hard to linear your comprehension'   Do the other planets serve as loci like when we co create in the void??

'Will show'
 

Hummm I'm seeing newspapers and printing presses the dates and headlines.
Then a tent pitched on a shore line and I was arguing with Inka over the tide line.

 

'I told you seasons less fickle than time, Witch'  Hummmmm...   'Come back'  kk

Next I'm standing outside our house by the telegraph pole and looking into our living room from behind it.  
On one side one side people were behaving one way and on the other another.
 

This is where I have an eye in 2 worlds? 'Yes'   It's when I'm seeing other people glitching then I end up getting sectioned.

I'm trying to navigate to the better reality? 'Sort of.  Here again'  Time and seasons?  'Here'  lol kk

Hummm it's co-creation but conscious. I'm lucid as my flicker rate is high it's what they were calling mania?    Only I'm doing it all deliberately.

Inka was showing me this dream....  With game creators and kids, I'd been asked to speak for them who didn't have voices.

Also talking to people with dementia they are in another reality layer.

Deaths not real for me it's just a shift of main focus...
This was like Enders game and Speaker for the Dead I was told to read.

 

Next up a hyper detailed dream. 
I was part of a surgical team and was cleaning up after an op.   Greasy surgical instruments.
I was removing forceps that had clamped blood vessels that had been feeding a mass that had been excised. I was about and about to put the mass into the clinical waste when Inka appeared behind me saying 'Bite it'  I'd jumped and woke up as he appeared so suddenly. 

Ewwwwwwwwww!! 'You wana play 😈'  You're nuts!! 'Mmmmm   as are you'  lol 

'Scavengers aren't fussy Ren and dogs eat shit'  Blugh...  'You've bitten worse'  lol suppose...

Next was an epic dragon battle! 
It reminded me of the one from years ago, in that one I was healing...  In this one I was defo on attack. 
The other one had been like flying dinos lizard colour but this was very colourful metallic flashing scales...   It was all claws, teeth and colour and really kicking off. 😆

 

Then I was back in a hospital dream again Em was there just Em /Me I was acting as a runner for her.  She wanted a pink IV canular I forget the gauge. 
She also wanted me to get her a light.  
She said 'Use your brain as a candle'  I see the tiny stump of an unlit candle and I'd replied giggling that I didn't think it had much fuel left 🤣



Next I was fighting physically with Zak... Neither of us would back down, it had started with 3 books he'd dropped on me and wouldn't pick back up.

After the dreams Inka and me jumped to darth dad I'd felt sick and vomited blood all over the floor of his hub.   He'd  asked incredulously 'wtf did Inka make you do?'  😆

I think it came from the dino battle but I'm not sure...
There was also a long standing row  over heaven and reincarnation from our current perspective both were equally valid.  It was the dream the other night when me and guy were fighting over a dead cat.

The disagrement had caused a lot of friction and energy rippling out.
Inka had reminded me that me and a priest that had worked together... He wanted to save the church I'd wanted to protect the graveyard... This time we had priests onborded with gamers.  

We'd visited Poseidon and Leon too.  

The room was really noisy last night lots of knocking!  
When we were all together they were reminding me as a team we all know well each others strengths and breaking points..  This was architectural stuff... Like knowing your materials.  I was shown in another dream.


So when I see them glitches I'm standing between 2 versions of me?  'Straddling an intersection Ren'  Hummm odd.   That night with seasons less fickle than time Loci had asked me how many pieces on a chess board?  Prawns and pawns.

'You don't care about the rules Leon taught you to play using intuition'  Humm suppose.  'Run' 

This is the night you wanted me to find?
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/11/creative-evolution.html

'Yeh.  Read then Run'

 

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Humm??   'Run don't think.  You were sending stuff back last night'  Ok.....  Oh that's what I feel from the back of my heart space?  'Run'  Ok Ok

 

How do I know what that mass felt like between my teeth 😫

'You bit it. 😉  You'll do anything for a dare Ren'  Sheesh 🙄

 

'Dogs eat crap'  so do flyes! 'That's why bitch, WE can fight over any old shit'  🤣