An Inbetweener

'Sleepy mouse?' Yeh, I am, relaxed though, can we have fun?
'Mmmmm, head to Malico?' Ok... 'I'll find you Ren' Who were the Men? 'They will come back again' Why they want me? 'Wait n see 😏' 

That was well bonkers!! Just what?? 'Haha, You were in my KA Ren' Oh Yeh, I was with you and Malico, it was crazy and messy geometry and games... sense had been shelved 😆

Next wake at 303 with cramp and Leon calling me... it had been more crazy dreams that had dissolved into Geometry also a climbing maze that was way too hard... the walls were close to flat and verticle so I was just floating around it as I wanted to see the content.

Arcs and Arrows, Curves and lines made from white light 'Ren?' Leon?? 'Jump to me your head is a mess'
lol legs too what was with that crazy club... so much odd... I can feel Leon is really angry but not at me for a change😂
'Jump Re-ed Ren, Collect Kaylo and come here I will help you' Mmmm ok... I was confused and my legs had cramped up bad.. Arc's Lines, targets again... bow and arrow again... 'Ren, you're filled with arrows.. Come here and stay' Everything hurts 😛 and I'm so confused... 'Yes Ren. Sorry. Sleep, I will help'

I wake next still with Leon, I don't massively recall collecting Kaylo.. vaguely being in the hut... Oh Kaylo Jumped us to Leon as I was already drifting into dreams. I ended up on the stone bench on one of the floaty islands with them both.  

I'd had a long dream in an unfamiliar city.

Making food a makeshift meal.. had odd ingredients and was seeing what I could make with it. 

I was with a strange male too, he had a phone for off-world but needed to get to a high place for single.

I knew a strange Ferris wheel that would work and was going to take him while the meal cooked.   

The Ferris wheel had no seats, just the metal and we were climbing over it, I was going down the right-hand part it was slightly scary cause of the hight we are at. When we get to the bottom I head into a shop and give someone a single potato then realised I was supposed to put in in the meal. 

Also an odd small patch of soil, It had a small grid with string and different herbs and plants in each bit. 

Oh there had also been a religious woman on a radio show.

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Next dream. I was still on Leons island heading into dreams from there.

It's a school setting and I'm with Ali,
She's sitting mocks...

She'd worked hard, I'd skipped all classes again..  

Fire inside, on the right today.  

Not all were born or tested the same.

My exams would fail, but my fire inside,

held a more important reason for me to be alive.

Leon is angry at Inka
and Malico too.. 

He took me from the others back to Kaylo?

We'd left the others at my home..

The others were tall

I was short n small

But the burning inside was bright and strong

I can pass it along.

Leon?? 'Yes Mouse?' I'm confused. 'You usually are Ren, at least you're not biting'  

'Ren!' Mmmm 'Your splitting is shit, 

you're dreaming that you are writing' lol 😝

Yeh I'm allover. Mainly inside  

My exam results were 'Angry' 😆

But it didn't matter either way.

My flame is contagions 

I am just this way.

I was burning bright,

Consuming..

My kidney the right one?

'More add-Ren'...

Was to do with Jupiter 

and some anger, and the fire within.

'You have a cute bedside manner Ren

for a burney fiend'

Hahah Malico?  

'Yeh, jump to me abit'  

Reality bleed threw I can hold open the door,

Standing in the opening I can wait for more!!

They enter threw my fire??? Though not all like to burn.

I liked the heat as a different way to learn😆😈

'Something else will burn soon mouse 😏

Inka want's your skin, 

He will beat you senseless and fule your fire from within'  

Hahaha 

It's ok I like to fight, to explode and fall away,

Making up another form and game that we can play. 😁

Next wake... Crazy funny school dream, very long.

Penny and Sharon talking metaphor and prose,

I was weaving in religion, psychology, music and knows.

A game, with 2 teams, songs and doors.

I was in the room in the middle waiting for more.

My Gran was like a DJ in a pink sweatshirt,

Loci with me waiting.
I'd got into a fight,

Only it's not really violent.

Gum girls bro had stole a bag.

I'd chased and then sat n him to make him give it back.

It was all kind of silly, He didn't mind my weight

and we were having a chat and all playing games.

The boy's brothers were arriving and my gran was setting up a rig.

A party would be starting soon in the school we were all in. 😆

The receptionist was in trouble with a teacher walking by,

She'd forgotten to mute her calls and didn't care to lie,

every-thing was broadcast, loud to all.
And I was carrying a brazier room to room,

Threw the halls.

I'd stop and light it and people gather round,

Chat and talk. Share and laugh,

when it's burning on the ground.

It spits out silver jewellery,

Bangles, rings and hoops

under was all dusty and the slivers covered in floof

A scoreboard on a whiteboard,

the tallies are in pink??

A guy is making horse brass things then polishing them real quick.

They looked a little gipsy and would slide down the wall
where he had stuck them on,
Then cooling on the floor.

I was dressed in black robes,

like a strange and stupid Witch,

Didn't have a uniform,

a role.  Or seem to fit.

I was wandering and wondering,

Chatting to all,

Helping here and teasing there 

Lurking corridors all halls. 

Hahah dream fun... the school was fun... lessons.  I'm the inbetweener again... Suppose it's better than being a ghost!
Not a teacher, student or pupil accepted by most 😁

 

Flooding Bathroom

 

Odd and spotty dream dust, like pebbles on a beach after acid 🙂

 

Dreams are strange... as they are in my main dream house. First up Dom was male me, we are in my bed as it was when I was young and he has a lover. I'm in the bed with them too at the end, I was looking on the floor for something, of the bed or to the side... He leans over his lover and kisses my side, oh where my kidney/adrenal gland is?  'Near Ren' It had a very sweet and gentle feel, the whole dream. Close and friendly.....

 

There was an odd thing too I'd been watching lol 4 men or like a kids TV show but they all had bike helmets. The 2 I recall best were pepper pig, and the pink panther... lol this is crown chakra again, and lol It's linked to that dream with Zak.. 'Yes' Oh he was in the other dream too. They had a crew van too... painted like a crazy VW van... fun and silly.

 

Then another dream same house, Dom was there asleep in my bed like the other dream, this time Zak and my Mam are there too.  

I'm taking clothes out of the toilet :P It's not a toilet though it's a dryer, I'm folding them to put away... as I do I notice the bathroom floor is all wet... it's the pink carpet that was there when I was a kid. I stop a leak under the sink... the sink was odd too, small and very old fashioned. the carpet soaking. I'd looked to try and find the reason why it was leaking.... and chucked some towels on the floor to try it up hoping it didn't collapse the ceiling of the kitchen below. 

 

I'd considered calling my Dad... who was in his normal house there. While I was trying to sort it there was a sudden woosh of lots of water. I'd grabbed a bowl to catch the water... but my Mam was saying 'leave it or not to bother... I don't recall what exactly, just she was just watching'

 

Then Zak had grabbed the bowl I was using and pulled it off me so more water was going onto the floor and annoyed I'd bit his finger O.o ....'Bity mouse ;)' Zak had cried and I'd felt guilty I'd grabbed the clean washing chucking it on the floor in the pool of water pushing past my Mam who was just watching and telling her 'Your fucking useless as I went to apologise to Zak. 

 

I was annoyed that she was less than helpful :P No help was fine, it was the fact that Zak had pulled the bowl away at her suggestion that had bugged me. 

 

Oh... I'd been dreaming inside Inak!.. I don't recall how or when Leon had gone or Inak had arrived. I'd wanted to go inside him and just joined my being into him. I think Loci may have been there like yday. We were in the roundhouse and it was daytime. At some point, 2 guys had come to the field to the gate wanting to see 'The Witch' :P

 

Inka has asked what they wanted they wanted the witch and he'd told them he was the same we were the same thing and they could talk to him... they didn't want to... was funny looking out from inside him :D  

The Mama dream I have a feeling is to do with the full moon in Virgo...   The biting though??  'Symbols Ren 😉' 

First time I bite.. that I recall.. 

Then the more recent time.. 'Ren, you're bity!'

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Moon Walking

Inka this is a shit storm?
'It is mouse, in a stupid vessel with you in the wheelhouse😈'  

Fuck off with that... 

'Prove me wrong?'

Ok, give me a clue how and I will play along.  

'FFS Ren?!' Something not right?  

'You are stupid mouse, you play on a knife' 

... that's what you're teaching me???  

'Yeh bitch, you learn fast and well,

could we switch our trajectory to balance not hell?' 

lol Why? and what is Hell?

Why balance and why should we care?

'Come here Squeaky, we know where you at,

we know where your good and we like your bad'

lol 😂 'Now Ren, yeh your place is fine.  

We meet at the fire and drag you back inline💚'

Hahaha 

 

I'd been dreaming with Leon for most of the night, it was funny and I was lazy... ouch toe 🤣

 

At one point I'd been dreaming and a massive metal bug came out of the ground behind me... Leon appeared pulled it apart and then told me 'You're welcome' before vanishing again .... I think I'd rolled my eyes at him... 'You did Ren' 

Oh... is that why you were irritable? 'One reason of many...It's ok Ren, I've got you by the toe' Hahah

 

Another dream I had was odd and detailed I'd been on a conveyor belt for metal recycling moving up with lots of scrap.

Then it turned into strange spinning layered tables. I was sitting with 3 female friends and on the different layers were like some brownie, fudge cakes and also 3 dog shits!  

 

The layered table span and spiralled and my friend was saying DW I'll take the shit to the lower layer and leave the cake on top... but I wasn't sure I wanted the cake that had been twirled around next to dogshit! 

 

That dream had been with Loci, but I don't recall when in the night Leon had vanished and Loci appeared... Inka arrived nearer the morning and was initially annoyed at me but after a while had decided I was just stupid 😆 Eerrrrr Loci was 'Finding you annoying to Ren?'   Sheesh...  Oh Pffff I remember now.... Free will!   Oh...   What was that dream... 'WILL I AM' stupid, though you're to lazy to look it up'   I'm going to play with the moon :) 

Also FU I looked it up!!   'Just to be annoying Ren, I'll meet you in the woods with the moon'  Hahah game on... 'Find a puddle and jump in Bitch 😈'   Ooooooo like in the!!  'Yeh Ren, walk this time ok?'   Mmmm I know where I'm to go.... 'Good... Come then Mouse'
Oooo  ok...
 

 

Head Glue

Who was the giant? 'Who do you think?'   Errrr Malico?

'Ask him Ren, come house first?'  His?  'Yeh'  OK
TY for earlier 'YW trouble'
Dose fighting with you help me recall? 'You tell me mouse?'
Seems too, well hummm. I'm not sure.

I'd like to know more about the Control vs Chaos fun and the genetic stuff plx.

'Come play then Ren'

Falling out of daytime,
Jumping into night,
dancing threw the dreaming time,

Lost in inner sight.

Meeting with the magic,
Singing with the air,
Swallowed by the darkness,
To weave and dream with care.

Tying in the endings,
plucking strings to come,
Dying lucid colours,
of the tunes yet unsung.

Scattered on the stream of the sky in the clouds,
Caught up in the breeze where a star fell to ground,
Blinking and sniffing to find a way round,
Then back in the morning confused what to be,
Wondering what happened to the rest of we.


'Come see then Ren, you'd be less shit if you kip in the day' 
You calling me shit?  'Yeh wana fight about it?'  lol may be, ask me later ;)

Dreaming with Leon.... I'd jumped there... Busy, I'd seen everyone and asked if we could all dream together but the room was so full.   I wasn't sure who to sit next to and Leon told me he wanted to dream next to me. 

It was big, more shapes a Jesus/saviour character archetype. Algebra and Yoga, Rowena there too... Leon hadn't enjoyed my sarcasm, 'Really Ren, what a surprise that is'  lol Leon <3 

Next wake at 141 I'd been dreaming shapes again, this time with Malico 'And bickering Ren, don't forget the bickering'  Oh... Vaguely? About? Recall?? Oh yeh... Boys, young boys in green school uniforms.  It was about oh someone was saying they needed to be in plastic overalls on tope and I was telling them the kids were not Ompaloompas! More too lots more... I just can't recall.  'You were being rude and sarcastic ;)'  Putting kids in plastic was a stupid idea! 'There would have been politer ways to share your perspective'  

Malico and me had jumped back to all the others in the big room.  I head for Inka seen as the others are being difficult 'Projection?'  lol no I'm being sarcastic 😝

'It's half way threw the night Bitch, I'd watch it if I were you'  Haha Inka I'm the freaking eye....    'Yeh, so we can poke you :P'  Haha😆

 

Anyhoo I'd jump back and join with Inka for dreams...but we make a shape, at first I thought I was a ball and he was a pyramid then I realise I'm an eye.  He'd told me to shhhhhh as eyes don't talk either and just to watch.

'Arguing with me next'  I KNOW!  'You don't know enough to know when to shut up though, hu?' 

Haha it's 202! & Nop💜

'Come back Mouse'  Can you help my recall please? 'Can you help your smart mouth?'  lol I duno 😜 'Just come Ren'  

333 next wake.. Different this time?  'Don't talk TIME to me squeaky'  lol Inka 💜
The eye had been crying, the dreams are confusing... 'It's ok Ren, your an eyeball just watch 😈'  Hahaha

 

Haha 414 now... 'Yeh, come here stupid'    There had been a long dream, groups and trampled snow with rubbing and leave in it.  Different groups, kids with strange agendas and ideas.  At one point I'd been sitting about with a pile of food... Well kinda food, there were small cooked octopus that me and another female seemed to love.  We were sharing them and eating them while we talked.  

I fell asleep 44ish

 

I'd gone back to sleep... big energy buzzz, too noisy, moved... too cold and cat on head :D  Bk to bed...

 

Then a dream that was the reverse I think of another dream. 

 

In this dream, my Dad needed heart surgery but it was err waiting or slowed I was told to go to the hospital.... I did.

 

Then it was odd as a nurse there had this epitaph or death speech... She was going on and on about my Gran who she called Aunty Alice or Great Aunt Alice and I was thinking wow... we had a different perception of this personality.