Friday, 1 October 2021

Shapes and Numbers.

 

I wake at 151 'Yeh come'  

hahah Next wake at 212 much had happened. 
I'd jumped to Inka who was grinning at me... He tells me 'Your coming with me, and I get to tell you what to do'

Then said 'In'  😆  I'd asked ok... Where.
He replied
'Meet me head on' so I dropped my coherence n jumped into his heart centre.
Water -  or a denser feeling with the sensation of water.
No forms, it's a glowing net like a fishing net I suppose around a section of water.

It felt almost like fishing, then I was inside stuff ... It was very similar to the other night when I'd asked if we were in blood.

Only it's almost more like plankton but not small.

Transparent glowing sea life.  
The water was black like the void but lit by the white glowing web.


I notice shapes in the creatures various geometry's
The shapes the net makes, diamonds but it's like a funnel too. 

A glowing funnel net/web with the living geometry inside it.
Very epic!

I was looking at one glowing creature shaped like a swastika and getting a DL of what it was representing geometrically and it was linked to the inverted pyramid.
Turning..

I was seeing the South American pyramids but also inverted like the dream from 2012 when I was taken and shown I was on a different time flow now.

I see the same in India they were used for water too.... With the steps up and down inside.
Stepwell...  it  was this.    Rotating.  
 


The swastika 4 was fixed at 4 points. 

But they were all here all the points, stars and webs and alive too floating in this dark soup.

As I was waking I was also told 'On the spot asset freeze' and 'Loss of earnings'

The base 4 as also linked to the pyramidal energy gestalt that Inka had been telling me about last week.


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I was seeing the phone pylon too.

 

And then instead I'm in a massive glowing web...

I had the thought my roundhouse has no corners.

 

As I jump back to Inka he tells me 'your go now' 

On thinking of my roundhouse that was where I met him.

With my mind I lit all the fires at once. 
And called out to Malico and Darth dad who appeared too.

There are  fires at the corners outside the house, that I'd built last year with Leon.
Witches hat / dunce cap.  

I was playing with the shapes and our positions. 
I was in the centre in a fire with the others sitting in a triangle but I couldn't get comfy I did change the flam from orange to violet.

Inka seeing I was confused says...
'I'll give you a clue, get Kaylo to join you' As I'd called Kaylo manifested

The others sat up and I decided to get more so we could play with different energy flows and shapes.  
Oh we had tried making a cross shape too... It wasn't until Kaylo joined my awareness in the middle that I was ready to dream again.    

The others came too so I could play around.. But I don't recall who or what was were just that I was at the centre.
It felt like a growing web but we could send energy other ways too, stars and across above.   A black cat with orange eyes had joined us in the space too.

The dream.  I'd been with my family we were going for a walk in a strange inside outside space.
It was all contradiction we had climbed threw an opening with a long drop onto a path were the sun would go down.
A cottage in a valley, and bright golden light.

I'd walked to where I could see between trees and sat there on the ground to wait for sundown.

I was surprised more and more people were joining me , I'd got jostled along so I couldn't really see but I quite liked the company.. It was almost intimate with all the people pressed close.  A woman behind me had her hand on my back at the top of my spine.
We sat quietly all together until the sun had finished setting.

I realised I didn't know where my family was so I'd head back in to get down then out.

It was a big jump to get back threw the strange opening and I found my bag on the floor there so I'd picked it back up deciding at some point I must have dumped it.

Inside is very strange.  It's one of them white plastic hub spaces.

This one has lots of very high security. 
Self closing metal doors.  One way staircases that were like odd slides!

I'd made my way out into a very dark carpark.  I could hear vehicles moving but non were using lights.

I'd looked in my bag to try my phone as I didn't know where my family had gone.

But my phone was all broken and I oddly had 2 of them.
Both were crushed and I'd figured my bag must have been stepped on.
 

Make my way in the dark threw the damp carpark and into what was like a scrap metal yard.

Old JCB buckets laying about, twisted old shipping containers n other junk.
I'd spotted some train tracks to headed for them next.

Rusty and old with wooden sleepers, it looked like a junction so I'd guessed a station must be close by.

I'd crossed the tracks avoiding a strange slow moving metal flatbed and spotted a red n white sign for a station.

It was under a viaduct yellow streetlamps.  Still very dark and no one else around.

I'd made my way into the station that was a long white corridor and at the end was a strange overly tall door. 
I was going to go down when a lady to my right asks me 'Where are you heading?'
I told her station and she asked 'bus or train dear?'  I'd told her train and 2 other women push past me threw the tall door and down a long steep staircase. 
 

She tells me no need to descend further the train is round the corner. 

I wake up... I was also aware I'd been in another dream in Sheila's main dream space.

I was below the floorboards in the second front bedroom.  In the corer was a large dressing up box and where the bed should be a large grand piano.
 

On waking I'd asked Inka what was down the staircase he'd laughed at me and told me 'You never bloody quit bitch' 

After that I'd decided I'd dream with him in the centre Kaylo left my awareness and took a point around the perimeter they were all sitting cross legged looking in at me.

At that point Leon appeared too, he told me 'If your going to do this I will support you'
I wasn't sure what he meant until he moved behind me.
We all seemed to be sitting instead of laying and he told me to lean on him so it was easier for me to fall into dreams again.

Inka sat in front of me watching.

 

As I joined my awareness again to Inka it was once more mainly images.
 

Blue eyes looking but the whites were red like blood the contrast was unnerving.
AT  Ann Thompson?  But AT&T the telephone communications..
Windows logo the cross in the middle and then I was seeing a telegraph pole like a spiders web again.

Only this time it's moving around a globe segmented like citrus fruit.  
Then a  tea cosy the segments are seams and it's made from patchwork recycled fabrics.
 

The corvid bird that's in Cornwall with the bright red feet and beak!


The devil's jumps/leaps .. The 3 hills again.  I was remembering the story.

Thursley  Thor's lee near here. 

The story was about the punchbowl Thor had scooped up the earth there to chuck at the devil cause he was jumping about n pissing him off!  🤣
 

I was seeing this archetypally and the links with St Dunstan and St Clement. 
St Clem... Clement would have been my name if I'd picked the 3rd mother for this incarnation that was on offer.

It's got a meaning too?? 
 

adjective 
1 mild or merciful in disposition or character; lenient; compassionate: 
A clement judge reduced his sentence. 
2 (of the weather) mild or temperate; pleasant.


I was seeing my fallen goddess neighbour, and her blacksmith hubby who left her..
I was shown the night in a dream I was inside her fire.

Then the other occasion when she told me I'd tried to cook her! (I'd accidently plugged the heater in)
'Fine and remind yourself all tomorrow Ren'  kk

Inka was telling me about the 26th Sept a small loop there.  

He showed me the white stag that was shot in a city this week....   My white stag dreams, was that also the 26th??
Malico... Stag rock was this another CME?? One due today...
 

2 0 2 1 一 0 9 一 3 0




https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/St._Clement%27s_Day
 
It was the 26th...
 


Red n blue again & white.  Stag shot in a city street.

'OK... Run now mouse'   bossy....  'Don't argue Ren, we are playing'  Hahha kk

 

Soooo   'What?'  Hahah wait up.   Wave form geometry... this is how shit is created..

All religion is based on science or is science based on religion??  😆


























 

Thursday, 30 September 2021

Gate Horse n More Yellow


 Found a nice picture very apt for ydays dreams! 

Last night less dreams was out late at the pub with a friend.  

Did argue with Inka about the position of the planets... but as usual I come out it with egg on my face.

Dreams...

3 guys in yellow top, a music vid they were making.
Learning to drink from a hose pipe type sprinkler.

A baby new born, it was being changed in people arms.

A building 4 storys high - it was making games.

I'm observing it from outside.

Topfloor was females HR & finance

Basefloor was devs and artists.

In the middle was the managment...   one on each floor with their feet up.  

Hahah this is like errr the middle managment of that errr 



There was a thing about outfit design and contracts ... copy write right?

Wednesday, 29 September 2021

Snakes n Gates


Who was what??  I wasn't the daughter she wanted.....  'No mouse'  

'Juggle it Ren...  '   I was the daughter she agreed too?   'Obviously' 

She's O-   she's ... There is a lot I understand and more I need too?

'OFC, you'll dream with me and Darth Dad?'  sure....

Which
'Witch? Lets see'  Hahahah    

 

You told me...  'Entitled brat bitch'   Sovereign??  DNA multi D recall.....
'Wild Ren, you are not much for being domesticated'   ??

'Or easily trained...   But you can be tamed'  Eh?

'Thundering Ren, come sleep in our storm'   

The book... St Clem, Blacksmiths apprentice?  'Anvils and Aprons Witch'  Wow... Lightning flash as you said that!  'We are playing, if you want come here'

 

Aquarius uses controlled emotion??  Water Squirters??   Weaponised emotion??  Bath toys emotional manipulation?   'You're not that bad Ren, you keep it playful but right idea'  kk  'Come here' 

 

 

Hummmm  Inka took me 'Into Closed Systems'   Hummmm  was like shapes not snowflakes but similar like tiny webs all different...   Were we in blood?? 

'Viewing variations'  Ok....

Blugh....   That was horrible!
 'So are you'   

Hahah thanks 🙄 I was dreaming with Inka and Darth D  - disorientated so I can't recall why or for what reason but the dream was intense.

First recall a cracked ceramic sink with a broken silver tap.. I was trying to fix it and had my Dad on the phone who was trying to talk me threw it.
I didn't have the skills or bits i needed.

Then I'm in a city, dark it's in the 90's I think.   I knew Bill Gates and worked with him, but I didn't much like him...  He was young newly graduated.
Other people I know were in the city too 2 guys from the USA but we were all younger .. I'm not sure who I was but Zak was with me.

There was a meeting these people I know had the kids we have now and I'd taken Zak to meet there kids and they were getting on but I was distrusted.
Me and Zak had travelled there by trains and escalator's (timeline & layers symbols)
The logo on all the trains and escalator's was orange and purple.

I had stuff I was wished to try and tell them but as usual I was just being dismissed as crazy!  I felt they should know something was fishy...
We were in the foyer of an early tec building,

Sofas and windows but it is evening.
We look out onto a lamp lit street.

They were talking to Zak.
I'd asked if I could speak too and they just looked at me like 'Errr fuck off no'  lol

I was aware of My Dad, DD or Inka in the room out of range whispering behave..

As I was growing Impatient. 
I'd looked down at my hands (they went like dream hands transparent with wavy fingers) they were a pinker colour than mine and the skin was slightly crawling.

I'd wandered of threw the back and the 2 guys had followed me slightly menacingly.
I show them I had stuff coming out of my skin, tiny pink wiggly thing.
 

I was both appalled and fascinated flicking them on the floor!
They were saying to me 'You can't know Bill G,  What is  .....?'  and they mentioned some code.


I told them I duno and they replied 'You don't know shit'  I shrugged and said look....

I work in his office.
They told me we couldn't as we were in it.
I took them over to my desk (an old PC with the deep monitor screen)
All along the back of the keyboard were little toys including a grey toy mouse. 


By now the things that were falling out of my skin had got much bigger and were wiggling all over the floor!!
Stripy worms...      Like pipe fish or seahorses they wiggled and curled looked like they should live in water.

I think at that point they decided they should stay the fuck away from me!
😛

Oh that dress was there too the lighthouse one from the other night,

Only it had gone threw the wrong wash or something... All the white had faded to a grubby grey.

It was folded on the desk.

Hu??   'Come bk here mouse'   Do I wana?   'You will anyway'   Hahah Suppose.... 

'There is a time when that would have freaked you right out' 
Like the massive vessel with you lot laughing at me?  'close enough buggy mouse, come here' 
lol OMW

Left hip node... Was hurting in the dream now it was like a beep... beep  beep.

DD was on the Left and Inka on the right.
number 36...  ?? Oh Inka had also bitten darth dad and told me to taste his blood!! 
🙄
Yeh... What could possibly go wrong
🤣

I think he's one of the few I haven't bitten so far when I've got pissed off. 


Next dream I was with many Mamas n kids.

A Co-Op shop they had changed the staff's outfit to big bright yellow flowery dresses :D

The group I was in I was largely unnoticed I didn't mind as I was looking watching n weaving. 

 

Kids and a message....  

Oh yeh a massive game board.  Like a table top game a little like RISK I suppose.

 

Izmir city in Turkey.. Peru too.  The game bits were small china men. 
Like a cross between them tiny Victorian dolls that came and fairs and pass the pigs.

 

The small dolls were in various odd poses, some seated some standing up.
The game was difficult as we were gaming with a kid, a young one and he just wanted to pick up n throw all the pieces  :D  

A cease and desist message.   Inka???  I don't understand any of this!!
'It's ok, just keep dreaming....'   

I recall now they had told me they would share dreams with me and to pick someplace comfortable...  After hesitating I'd jumped us all to my main dream area and the hunters room. 

It was DD on the left though n Inka on the right.   

Inka had asked me at one point if I felt more comfortable we could use his hub...
I'd tried but the orientation felt wrong.

The hunters room the head points west ...  Yet Inka's sofas I feel like they face east??  

I'm not sure though as I've not explored further than the immediate space and it's always dark.
Anyhoo the orientation didn't feel right so we'd jumped bk to my room.

 

Jack again... The Jack archetype - Someone had called for help from before they were born??

A camping trip...  Yellow centipedes all-over the floor.
Putting up an old fashioned canvas tent in the rain.

Oh yeh!  A massive old ash tree on a bank!  

 It was old and water flow had eroded the soil round some of it's roots... I was trying to climb the roots but the tree was funny.

It kept tickling my ribs with my roots n pinning me still! 
🤣  It was really tickly n I had to keep jumping bk down.  Every time I tried again... It did the same thing.

Oh the camping was at the devil's jumps a place near hear... 

Only it was different.
A rave there with kids.

I was dreaming in the dream too... With the tents.    

The other dreamers didn't seem to get that I was busy not sleeping!!

Last dream was a train journey again.
The hub was London but not a London familiar to me.  
The train was all white with no logo or marking..

The hub had been called The Serpent and was like a shopping mall,

Down the side of the structure was multiple snake heads, possibly made from various metals.  

Bronze sculpture style. 
I was there as a drama/costume student advocate. 

We had a rail of costumes and we was  me/em fay and her best friend.

All same age.    

We could ware one costume at a time... The rail started as single but got taller and sectioned.

Fires in Brazil and earthquake in Turkey ... I was trying to feel out the stress lines in the grid.


On the white train is another family... I think Mongolian, with them is a young female.
She's pre school and with 2 older guys. 
The girl was lovely we respected their space, they guys were err weathered protected her like family.

Other than us this train was nearly empty but it was a journey out that would have a full pick up.
Parts of the train were standing room only and I knew it was heading from London to a coastline.
Yet the coast was to the east...  
The afternoon was bright and the weather pleasant also the countryside was all wrong for here.

Way to flat and all commercial farmland ....  I knew at the coast was a massive school.

It would bring the kids bk to the city hub. 
 

 

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