Tricky Games

We're back in brown overalls?  'Clean-up Ren, it's why you were a chamber maid last night.'  Hummm ok...  Suppose it's better than last month sleeping on a toilet bowl and agreeing to clamber into a black cube 'We'll See Ren.  You might be cleaning up after me'   lol I owe you hu?  'As usual Mouse'  Hahah

 

That sky... First time I tripped 😁'No ones victim but your own bitch'  What dose that make you? 

'Your victim or your home?'   ??

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I could never listen to orders like that.  'Maybe someone you knew could and cared enough to come  bk for you...' 

Inka...  What did I now agree too?? In the kitchen?  'I remember'   I don't

'It's why you need to write stuff Ren'   Mmmm  Zak has my phone, remind me plx.
'I can when you sleep, it's not easy to flip your recall Ren'

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Who came back for who Inka?  'We are one in the same Ren'
Fuck man...   Don't give me that shit...

'You're a hard Bitch Ren'   Harka  I swapped place with you?

'Good'  Why?  'Want to learn Ren?'   Obvs
'Back to me then' 

I'm quite awake.   'That suits me fine'  Hummmm 

'Just stay to heal bitch, It's not like you won't have fun'

Ok..

'We have a planet hub to ourselves' Is this why stasis?

'What do you think Witch?'  I duno I try not to... Show me plx?
 

'GG Bitch, All in?'  Yeh why not.

'Your curiosity overrides your doubt'  Seems so... Which one is instinct?

'I'm teaching you Ren' lol

'Subject?'  Oh! That's what you told me in the kitchen.
'Yep'  I didn't wana be queen you said something about one subject. 

'Meaning?'  I duno I'm not at my PC.

'Subject Ren and a HeadTeacher'  lol Oh yeh... 
'So NOW, will you let me be your head teacher Ren?'

What dose subject mean? 'I asked first' 

Yeh mate... You can teach my head 😆   Will you be my subject then?  'Go on then Witch'  I'm confused!
'I'll sort you out...  We have a lot of time Ren and several hubs' 

Why do I feel like I've just shoved my head down a toilet?  'Lets find out?' 

Hummm...   Fuck!
 

If you're my subject?  'That makes my actions your fault'  You're such a shit! 
'And you should know that by now!' Hahahah  😆🙄 WTF did you pin on my now?   
'Will even out what you owe me 😈'
Grrrrrrr   'Good head Teacher though?'  Hahahah
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'What if I offered you reality or me?'  Hummmm 🤔 I know you respect free will, so I'd still go all in.
'Fuck Ren....   You really don't quit'  and you feel different.  
Like that night when you were like a random number generator??

'Meet me mouse?'  OFC  'I've warned you I'm doing stuff I don't want too' 

Don't make excuses I go were I chose too. 'It's why you scare people Ren'  Ehhh?? 

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I wake 1 min to 313  left ear lots of mouse Morse code again.  I had a vague recall of being with Inka we had been chilling at first.  I keep wanting to go into that VR thingy.  He was stalling me telling me not yet.  We just keep people dreaming for a bit.

 

 

When I next wake it was 1 min to 414. Inka had gone in the Gyro VR thing. I'd been alone on the bench with the metal strip in.  I was finding it hard to dream alone so he told me to reach for him mentally but not to touch him.

The dream had been vivid and surreal.  My brother was there in an odd fancy-dress outfit!  Hahah was like a bronze or gold merman 😆  Gold/bronze face and body paint and a fishtail made of leather scales.
He was playing music on a black iron sculpture made from old saws ??

Is this Capricorn or something??  Hummmmm 🤔

Anyway as I was watching him the watch and phone I had with me started a simultaneous count down.

7,6,5,4,3,2,1, and then the watch buzzed and the phone started to play a strange video.
It was wyrd and twisted a little grotesque and disturbing but I sort of also found it funny.
Reminded me a little of this Monophobia music vid.

 

I was puzzled wondering why my phone was doing this... Where the time should be in the top left hand corner was ooooo... I'm typing this at 919!  

Anyway there was a short number code and the words MK-Ultra  
The vid played for a moment or 2 then stopped.
When I looked away from the phone my bro in fancy-dress was gone and I was alone in a dark city carpark.
I could see some drunk females trying to lead my black n white dog away.
I'd yelled for the dog who came running over but they called him back.  So I'd yelled again....  'Oi! That's my Dog not a stray'   The women seemed pleased to have found it's owner and I woke as they started to walk over.

Inka showed me the crystal I'd had the night before was the crystal I'd been made into when I was shattered into everything on an anvil that was Inka.   

 

I was seeing a shattering stained glass rose window but also massive pixels.. Coloured shards of pointed glass but then old school Graphix like early arcade games blinking on and off.

An odd dream I was with Jack again for the first time in ages and Ray too. 
I've not seen him in a dream since just after he died from COVID - and we went to find dead kids stuck in walls.
This time I had a small girl who'd fallen asleep on me, she was stroking a boob, I could tell in her dream I was her Mama and I hoped she'd not be startled when she woke up.

Ray was asking if he could borrow my canvas tent.  He needed it for one night and I'd agreed but was waiting for the child to wake.  
Jack was hummm... Oh yeh he was going back and forth to a room where he was playing 18+ games.   I'd seen his gaming set up, was a big bank of black and red pc's and consoles.
The child woke up and she wasn't upset another woman knew how to find her mother.
I'd gone with Ray to find the tent fabric and I was explaining how to put it up.
After he'd left I'd realised I'd not told him the order of the guide ropes.  But as the dawn was coming anyway I assumed he'd be ok... Jack was keen to show me some new game. 

Hummm  Jack archetype again.   Do I really wana play jackgames for over 18 🤣 
I quite like my head attached to my shoulders..  'DW Ren, you'll just laugh it off'  😛 Yeh likely I suppose...

Hummm So the night Loci shattered me was also this??
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/08/games-and-names-silver-spoons-and-altar.html
 

And I chucked away St Peters Key??  Oh no I put it in the Holy Well with the gold alter cross.
Now I've got a gold ball?  🤔
 

Hummmm Inka 'Go on'  When I first started talking to you, you told me I'd like it when I found out what MK-Ultra was..  'Yeh and you will Mouse'   

 

Diffrent Versions of Our Kids

'Stay Ddad hub for now Ren, I'll see you later' 

I miss you Inka 'Get what you need to make yourself comfy'

Are you implanted Inka?  'I'm Imp-lanted, bitch.  I've got you' 

Lol me?  'You're implanted to Ren but with metal not tech' 

Ddad? 'Will be subject to his hubs AI, which at present is one with you'

I don't get this

'You don't need to just sit in the chair and dream'

It's not comfy 'Then shrink and sit on someone else' ok.

 

Blugh.. That was alot and why was I cooking planets for dinner? 

I'd asked my teacher how come the planets were getting hot in the oven when they are also up in the sky.  He'd told me it was a good question!

The planets were like savoury puddings I was baking, I was going to take them for sustenance on a journey.
There was so much more too, science and math and betrayal. 

I'd been dreaming on Ddad but that had all been a bit confusing so I'd decided to get Loci for an alternative perspective.
This was timers and tests.  Like high tech cooking mixed with science experiments... Still duno what I'm seeing. 

I'd asked Loci to go see if Kaylo wanted to come as I was supposed to stay there and then I'd fallen asleep alone there in the chair.
I'd dreamed up 2 lumps of metal.  Identical and heavy, symmetrical but not any shape I could name, blobby with no edges or corners.
They were brass or meby bronze as they were to do with 'Age too'  One I'd placed in the chair and the other I threw a mt or so away on the floor.

Showing the AI the chair was the centre and the other the edge and I was making a circle.
Once done everything within would count as chair!

 

Only it also ended up being a portal/tube or wormhole?  I'm not sure anyhow it gave me more space to move in.
I manifested a large canvas floor mattress to sleep on then lay down to see if I could reach Inka. 

I couldn't and fell asleep instead while dreaming I realised I was aware of Inka's heartbeat.   I could tell it from mine as I've learnt it now.  It was relaxed so I assumed he was all right.

 

I'd magicked up a bunch of foil wrapped oxo cubes and was playing 3d noughts and crosses with the different flavour colours.
A solid gold ball too just smaller than a football, I'd given it to a seal to play with and look after.
The ball made a noise as it rolled round the hard black floor and the light reflection was interesting.
I also had a rainbow crystal.

The word 'Corical'  Boat or something else... The hub was also beeping like old arcade games.  I decided to call the AI Vicky after my friend I meet in dreams now and then. 

 

Now I could chill out there, I'd decided to reach for the others.   Was strange like only half my nodes were online I could only feel up to my back heart space.
Kaylo accepted my invitation to Ddad's hub and Loci went to get him. 
 

I had a dream of a strange grand hotel I was in charge of rooms there another crew was staying.
One of them had a green and white tracking collar.
This was similar to what James had round his ankle when he was out of the game till the next round....only his was blue and white.
While in the room they all came down with covid.  I was part of the hotel maintenance, a chamber maid or something.  I was handing them tissues as they were sneezing all-over.
The crew who were all quite young had told me the place we were in was all white upper-class, I couldn't disagree,  I'd told them they were welcome and I just worked there.

They all left and more and more people were being sent up to take the room.  Posh family's with posh kids.  I had 3 rooms I was waiting on and reception were sending up more and more people to use them.

I was trying to keep the crews room free but the new patrons were adamant that the room was now allocated to them.
I was contacting reception to see why I was being sent so many people.
I also had that toy from the pledge dream... The fisher price campervan with the little green boat on top.

Only the boat had some how been damaged and cracked.  I was sad and then Ddad was there with me telling me it was my own fault and he'd told me to tidy my toys up! 😆  The hotel had a talking rat too.

 

Inka came here in astral to check in on me.  Asked me to keep dreaming there and he'd find me later.

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Well shit! What a crazy dream I had next.
It started off in the same hotel.
I'd been with Em and Lucy and we were being taken to veiw the original rafters in a religious or state building.
The style wasn't a building I have been in.  The walls were carved panelling and the large windows have thick wooden shutters.
A guy in formal black robes had opened a loft hatch so I could float up.
I poke my head threw to better see the original architecture and the woodwork and carving was incredible.
It was hard to see as the building air was thick with dust and the low sunlight threw the windows was making the air dazzling.
The guy had his attendees close the shutters for me as my vision was better suited to low light.

When I drop back out of the loft space the room we are in is changed and the wall below the carving is now a mix of a religious alter and a large fireplace.
All around are the same one eyed, red faced demon or mask depiction.
It was repeated over and over in the fireplaces cast iron metal work.
It wasn't familiar and me and Lucy who was with me were looking closely at the details.
I took out my phone to take some images .....  When I'm not dreaming with Inka I'm usually way less lucid :P
As I'd taken some photos the room changes once more and now the fire surround is white carved soapstone.
A repeating monk like depiction is making a pattern.   I snapped an image of that thinking what happened to the red room. 
I look at Lucy who's now dressed in a cheep fancy-dress bride outfit and I look down to see I'm wearing similar.
I say to her do you recall getting dressed this morning? I tell her I'd put on a green long skirt.  She confirmed she'd not put on a white wedding dress.  
I use the phone in my hand to scroll back and show her the pictures of the other room and she'd recalled that too.
As I'd scrolled further I see other images I had no recall of taking and then I find images of my kids but ever so slightly different. 
In clothes they don't own and places I've never been too. 

I recognised a building in my main dream space where some photos had been taken.   It seemed the place were my kids were living. 
It was strange like looking at images of another version of my life.
I asked Lucy if she'd come with me as I was sure I knew the place they were living.

We jump to my main dreamspace which is very built up. 
Bamburgh and Seahouses were connected together. 
We head to the house I'd recognised to find my family but not me living inside.
Fay was around 7 years old and her brother 5.  Youngest not alive.
Ian was in the building too and we go into the kitchen were I show him my phone filled with images.
He was looking at older versions of our kids that he'd not seen before. 
We were all sitting at the table thinking well this is wyrd. 
It was like quantum immortality stuff... It was also hyper real, the detail and quality of a lucid dream but It didn't occur to me at all that I was dreaming 🙄

 

I finally wake up at 916 after about 12hrs sleep!
Inka had returned... He was tired he wanted me to merge with him but threw his front.
I'd entered threw his heart centre.
Once inside he was showing me what to do. 
I'd turned into a rolly-polly bug again made of liquid light and big enough to roll around his heart. 

He'd wanted my protection while he did something he didn't want too.
I was also aware we'd swapped hearts ages ago, so I wasn't sure who's heart I was even protecting. 

 

My experience of what he was doing was strange too. 
It was old fashioned broadcasts but they also had images.  
Usually I just hear what is like many radio stations at once but this was overlaid TV broadcasts that were official in nature.
They were like the government information broadcasts that used to be a thing.... About, health, safety wars and things...   They were designed to propagate fear?? 
Once he'd done it he kind of felt better. 
Everyone in the hub had been in a deep sleep too while he had been doing it... It was peaceful and we didn't want to bother waking anyone else up yet.

Boiling Sea and High Security Temple

Pen was running out so what I recalled is hard to read.

My dreams were hazy anyway, non lucid and difficult to recall on waking.
Possibly as I was dreaming alone.
I was on Ddad's hub but I was alone as an impy thing there away from most of the others.

I'd been dreaming of a open air school, bright blue sky and strange things.
A darkening sky and a thunderstorm that lasted only briefly.

A batch of used refrigerators that were being bough as a job lot from the middle of an open forest.
A rave/party out doors with only guys. 
All the females from my open dorm room had all gone off without me and I was just wandering about watching stuff.

2 tiny dinos fighting.   If I tried to separate them they would attack and bite me. 
It didn't hurt as they were only ankle height.
One kept coming at me, I'd rolled it to it's back waiting for it to submit

Then the most amazing sea or lake.  The water was boiling! Huge waves from the bubbles rising up made the water chaotically choppy.
The waters were split by a narrow road were water and larva met.
I think the lava flow had at some point formed the separating road. 
I was standing there looking at the boiling water but I had to keep moving out of the way to let past odd futuristic cars.

Inka had come to find me in Ddad's hub, told me he was leaving for a bit and I was in charge. 
Wanted me to sleep in Ddad's chair and I was grumbling cause it isn't comfy he'd told me he'd stay till I fell into dreams.  I must have done that fast as I don't recall the chair or getting there.

Only a very visual dream. 
I'd been framing a picture to start with I'd come from an art shop.

The place I was visiting was a vast and strange temple complex and mainly I was formless.

The place was Roman or Greek in style with white sculptures and columns. 
Only it was at the same time a high tech security transforming palace.

It was strange.... Part hotel/hub part royal residence. 
A very old queen and her even older consort were there.
The royal couple both had unusual fancy white silk outfits.

I was formless and observing how they activated the transformations and building security.
It was a small pen or stylus that the older king/consort would insert into hidden wall panels.
It emitted a frequency of white light that would light up a certain pattern of dots.

Once input the room/doors walls even floors would transform and then the queen would insert a 'tithe' token into an appearing box on the wall.

This was linked to another dream I had a while back? - 'Yeh Ren, Find in a bit'  
Hummmm what are we up too?  'Playing Ren'   Chess Or Cards??

'We play many games at once, and mix them up'   Hummmm

The building I was in was amazing! Floors would change from mosaic to smooth squares. 

The statues come, go and change.  
The elderly queen/king were stooped as they walked and the kinds arm shook as he would try and use the stylus pen.