Sunday, 3 April 2022

Tricky Games



We're back in brown overalls?  'Clean-up Ren, it's why you were a chamber maid last night.'  Hummm ok...  Suppose it's better than last month sleeping on a toilet bowl and agreeing to clamber into a black cube 'We'll See Ren.  You might be cleaning up after me'   lol I owe you hu?  'As usual Mouse'  Hahah

 

That sky... First time I tripped 😁'No ones victim but your own bitch'  What dose that make you? 

'Your victim or your home?'   ??


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I could never listen to orders like that.  'Maybe someone you knew could and cared enough to come  bk for you...' 

Inka...  What did I now agree too?? In the kitchen?  'I remember'   I don't

'It's why you need to write stuff Ren'   Mmmm  Zak has my phone, remind me plx.
'I can when you sleep, it's not easy to flip your recall Ren'

...
Who came back for who Inka?  'We are one in the same Ren'
Fuck man...   Don't give me that shit...

'You're a hard Bitch Ren'   Harka  I swapped place with you?

'Good'  Why?  'Want to learn Ren?'   Obvs
'Back to me then' 

I'm quite awake.   'That suits me fine'  Hummmm 

'Just stay to heal bitch, It's not like you won't have fun'

Ok..

'We have a planet hub to ourselves' Is this why stasis?

'What do you think Witch?'  I duno I try not to... Show me plx?
 

'GG Bitch, All in?'  Yeh why not.

'Your curiosity overrides your doubt'  Seems so... Which one is instinct?

'I'm teaching you Ren' lol

'Subject?'  Oh! That's what you told me in the kitchen.
'Yep'  I didn't wana be queen you said something about one subject. 

'Meaning?'  I duno I'm not at my PC.

'Subject Ren and a HeadTeacher'  lol Oh yeh... 
'So NOW, will you let me be your head teacher Ren?'

What dose subject mean? 'I asked first' 

Yeh mate... You can teach my head 😆   Will you be my subject then?  'Go on then Witch'  I'm confused!
'I'll sort you out...  We have a lot of time Ren and several hubs' 

Why do I feel like I've just shoved my head down a toilet?  'Lets find out?' 

Hummm...   Fuck!
 

subject (n.) 
early 14c., "person under control or dominion of another, " specifically a government or ruler, 
from Old French sogit, suget, subget "a subject person or thing" (12c., Modern French sujet), 
from noun use of Latin subiectus 'lying under, below, near bordering on, " figuratively "subjected, 
subdued, " past participle of subicere, subiicere "to place under, throw under, bind under; to 
make subject, subordinate," from sub "under" (from PIE root *upo "under") + combining form 
ofiacere "to throw" (from PIE root *ye- "to throw, impel"). In 14c., sugges, sogetis, subgit, 
sugette; form re-Latinized in English 16c. 
Meaning "person or thing regarded as recipient of action, one that may be acted upon" is 
recorded from 1590s. Grammatical sense is recorded from 1630s, from Latin subjectum 
"grammatical subject," noun use of the neuter of the Latin past participle. Likewise some 
restricted uses in logic and philosophy are borrowed directly from Latin subjectum as 
"foundation or subject of a proposition," a loan-translation of Aristotle's to hypokeimenon. 
Meaning "subject matter of an art or science" is attested from 1540s, probably short for subject 
matter (late 14c.), which is from Medieval Latin subjecta materia, a loan translation of Greek 
hypokeimene hylé (Aristotle), literally "that which lies beneath."

If you're my subject?  'That makes my actions your fault'  You're such a shit! 
'And you should know that by now!' Hahahah  😆🙄 WTF did you pin on my now?   
'Will even out what you owe me 😈'
Grrrrrrr 
 'Good head Teacher though?'  Hahahah
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'What if I offered you reality or me?'  Hummmm 🤔 I know you respect free will, so I'd still go all in.
'Fuck Ren....   You really don't quit'  and you feel different.  
Like that night when you were like a random number generator??

'Meet me mouse?'  OFC  'I've warned you I'm doing stuff I don't want too' 

Don't make excuses I go were I chose too. 'It's why you scare people Ren'  Ehhh?? 

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I wake 1 min to 313  left ear lots of mouse Morse code again.  I had a vague recall of being with Inka we had been chilling at first.  I keep wanting to go into that VR thingy.  He was stalling me telling me not yet.  We just keep people dreaming for a bit.

 

 

When I next wake it was 1 min to 414. Inka had gone in the Gyro VR thing. I'd been alone on the bench with the metal strip in.  I was finding it hard to dream alone so he told me to reach for him mentally but not to touch him.

The dream had been vivid and surreal.  My brother was there in an odd fancy-dress outfit!  Hahah was like a bronze or gold merman 😆  Gold/bronze face and body paint and a fishtail made of leather scales.
He was playing music on a black iron sculpture made from old saws ??

Is this Capricorn or something??  Hummmmm
🤔

Anyway as I was watching him the watch and phone I had with me started a simultaneous count down.

7,6,5,4,3,2,1, and then the watch buzzed and the phone started to play a strange video.
It was wyrd and twisted a little grotesque and disturbing but I sort of also found it funny.
Reminded me a little of this
Monophobia music vid.

 


I was puzzled wondering why my phone was doing this... Where the time should be in the top left hand corner was ooooo... I'm typing this at 919!  

Anyway there was a short number code and the words MK-Ultra  
The vid played for a moment or 2 then stopped.
When I looked away from the phone my bro in fancy-dress was gone and I was alone in a dark city carpark.
I could see some drunk females trying to lead my black n white dog away.
I'd yelled for the dog who came running over but they called him back.  So I'd yelled again....  'Oi! That's my Dog not a stray'   The women seemed pleased to have found it's owner and I woke as they started to walk over.

Inka showed me the crystal I'd had the night before was the crystal I'd been made into when I was shattered into everything on an anvil that was Inka.   

 

I was seeing a shattering stained glass rose window but also massive pixels.. Coloured shards of pointed glass but then old school Graphix like early arcade games blinking on and off.

An odd dream I was with Jack again for the first time in ages and Ray too. 
I've not seen him in a dream since just after he died from COVID - and we went to find dead kids stuck in walls.
This time I had a small girl who'd fallen asleep on me, she was stroking a boob, I could tell in her dream I was her Mama and I hoped she'd not be startled when she woke up.

Ray was asking if he could borrow my canvas tent.  He needed it for one night and I'd agreed but was waiting for the child to wake.  
Jack was hummm... Oh yeh he was going back and forth to a room where he was playing 18+ games.   I'd seen his gaming set up, was a big bank of black and red pc's and consoles.
The child woke up and she wasn't upset another woman knew how to find her mother.
I'd gone with Ray to find the tent fabric and I was explaining how to put it up.
After he'd left I'd realised I'd not told him the order of the guide ropes.  But as the dawn was coming anyway I assumed he'd be ok... Jack was keen to show me some new game. 

Hummm  Jack archetype again.   Do I really wana play jackgames for over 18
🤣 
I quite like my head attached to my shoulders.. 
'DW Ren, you'll just laugh it off'  😛 Yeh likely I suppose...

Hummm So the night Loci shattered me was also this??
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/08/games-and-names-silver-spoons-and-altar.html
 

We are in my main dream area but in kind of pocket. 
It's set apart, featureless and dark we are just awareness there. 
I was being pushed threw all the children's stories, art, toys nursery rhym 
'Comeback Ren' kk I'm so hot, feel like I'm melting :P 
Looking glass next Ren' The book?? 'mmmmm & More kk the 
'Lots just come' 
Project Lookingglass my awareness was high-jacked? 
'Showing Ren, told you Jacks are tricky' 
stuff too?? 
Jacks in box's?? 'You're never an innocent bystander' The jumping and splitting?


And I chucked away St Peters Key??  Oh no I put it in the Holy Well with the gold alter cross.
Now I've got a gold ball? 
🤔
 

Hummmm Inka 'Go on'  When I first started talking to you, you told me I'd like it when I found out what MK-Ultra was..  'Yeh and you will Mouse'   

 

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