Blue Hues

'Witch?' Inka...  

Sorry I sux.. 'IK & I will make sure you are 😏 it's cool'  lol FU 😆

What can we do that's fun? 

'Not your shadow Ren, ask anyone other than me... We are enough fall out as is' 😛 Yeh... Blugh...  

 

Leon... 'Yes Ren, I'm listening to you' 

 

Where is best to dream share 'You know Ren, I will offer support as appose to guidance, lessons rather than direction' 

 

Ok, we share in my isolation then? 'Interesting choice mouse, as you wish'   A bridge or will you help?  'As you are requesting Isolation Ren, I would be happy to offer you recall and support' 

 

Ok.. TY  

'You're surprising Ren'  

Good lessons.  

'You're not afraid of me?'   Nah…You have an aspect I do not know, and I I'm not naïve to the ruthlessness you are capable of... but I'm not afraid.  

'Good, I look forward to what we will learn then apprentice'  ???lol 😆

 

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I will come to you Ren, though we are in your space I will command your respect’ You can command all you want , my respect or not is earned. ‘Good, then I will meet you there mouse’

 

Wake at 11, Factions, codes, dreams puzzles, offers, changes groups and crews.  

Everything I know about me falling off yet I was still me. Was fascinating, where to do and what to do.

 

A couple of lines of enquiry I was wondering about. One a team game, I knew the team and them me but we aren’t sure why, or where. Also a strange code, a game that I have an open ticket for.

 

A name Julie.  

2 men too… An inheritance game, 2 bros… game devs, oh it’s like that Trump football dream.

 

On agreement, One had been given a massive inheritance but asked to walk away silent. Had been some time ago. Ooooooo….

I’m still waiting Ren’   Yeh, sorry… I feel asleep b4 I jumped OMW.  

 

lol What have I done 😄  ‘Yes Ren, What, Where, Whom’   Boggling….
'Rather from a mouse perspective’ 

Hahahhahaha Well SHIT!!  ‘Come here 😉’    lol, hahah yeh in a mo.

 

 

I wake next at 00.00 ffs!  ‘😊 We’re good at this shit’   IKR 

lol Next I wake at 00.08 ‘So Ren?’  Pfffff 

 

I’d been jumping bk n 4th to the current Iso pod in the story Re’ed station. – lol crowded with just Leon, n Me.  

 

Wake at 00.22  ‘Sick Yet?’  lol FU  

 

 

Wake again at 00.44 Hahah I can’t help myself hu? 💜 ‘No Ren, come play’ Haha

 

At some point during this… I’d been in a really wired dream too where I’m a waitress in a café/room but I’m not really the waitress Gate’s in the dream again, his Mrs too and 2 Asian Dr’s.  

I had a message for them I delivered with their coffee.  😆   

They were all a little confused --- looking at eachother as if to say ‘did that just happen’    Just wtf?? That was wyrd 

😜

 

Next wake and there is the most crazy overpowering smell of errrr vanilla both in sleep and in the room?  ‘Ice, Ice baby?’   Pahahah yes plx, I’m on fucking fire here 😆 ‘💜’

 

Next wake at 444 So many more dreams. Sheila’s main dream space… 2 Asian couples identical or mirrored. . A trick game 2 had been playing but another aspect and it’s tangled now, emotional and entwined – interesting, lessons for all.. different governments deeper than all think?

 

Then a massive old house… amazing looking has it’s own watermill too, I’m in the water at one point looking up at the huge stone walls and windows. (I know it from other dreams)  

 

A painting in the house… a blue sky and I go into the painting and come out in a paint pallet.

 

I’m on a ship in a cavern.. no cabin! It’s old like an old sailed vessel polished wood a large well appointed cabin but I’m in the paint… Old ceramic paint pallet and so many hues of blue have been used for the sky and sea, each blue named and labelled tiny black script. 
The numbers logged in a manuscript book.

 

Then I’m looking at heaps of art, some whole some destroyed canvases twisted broken others painted all in a heap A STITCH. … OK.. links to this dream too

 

Family moving from a smaller space to a larger one as family have grown. Watching progress threw a garden.

 

 Back to the big old house, clues there people looking for them.

 

Most of them are found now, a class leaving and graduating they have made a collection to the DaVinci foundation and I’m labelling the offering to hand in and a female is having a go at me about spelling over and over and over until I lose my shit and yell at her for having nothing better to do than try to humiliate people. I tell her to pull her head out of her ass, that differences are desirable, more have joined chewing her out as I leave to hand in the collection.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_guardian_lions

 Next the ball under the Lion/Dragons claw - 

My toe pain, Also the Fairy God Mother dreams. My toes have been so sore all night! ‘Most use their crown Ren’ lol   Oh the other dreams were Jan too!  Loopy loops.... 

 

‘Collect the others Ren before you fall asleep again, we need to balance & share in roundhouse’ Mmmm I get the others too. Toes… still hurt like fuck!

 

606 I wake again, take Leon, Loci to hunters room we need to rebalance b4 morning Inka merges as a functional ego aspect and we dream share like past few nights, I alternate the pain goes fast and energy flow returns to centre… So many dreams and symbols. The claw’s, the ball.

 

Also the White Swan again, Em was there… Oh, I wow…. Lol, sudden recall of other dreams linked with all this!! Pfff
Anyhoo in this dream a guy was making cocktails for everyone I was looking threw the old menu book.. then menu was HUGE.

 

That sun dream was us hu? ‘Hahah, Ren… Yeh, just learning the culture now 😉’ Hahaha 😜

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Quick 20min Zzzz.  I'd jumped to the rounhouse Inka was sat outside smoking in the rain and I'd ploned onto the ground by the fire asking why he was smoking in the rain.  Don't recall why but I work with another dream recall from last night.  An old friend saying to me 'Wake up Doll's' and laughing. 

It's 404 and suddenly cold.. 'Warm it up then lazy'  lol  Pffff


It was this dream with  'Jade'  Jade?? 'Will help you find it' Can't have you bored 😈'   Hahahah

Oh this Jade, more of the Chemistry

But this was the dream.  Oh,  Ken had been in the dream last night too,  He was annoyed with me about something??   Hummmm, I'm sure I'll find out 😛  

Attacked by a Unicorn, Transcription Device and Care Home.

Dream jumps around a little. 

It starts at a rowdy party - It feels like a western film.  Large wooden buildings with dusty slatted floors that you can see threw to the rooms below.
Again the same red hair guy, I think it's James again but he's too young and I ask and says 'Son of' we were lovers but we rowed and fell out, we are working as a team here.  I'm thinking I'm too old for a son of this guy but I'm young too. 

The bit where we meet again is strange and doesn't fit at all with the rest of the dream as we are swimming in very deep (felt bottomless) light blue ocean .... we are naked and at our backs is a long high wall, large sandstone blocks.  Swimming towards us are horses, 4 - 5 and amongst them is a unicorn.    The unicorn comes for me aggressively horn down and I'm holding it by its horn with my back against this wired wall as it's swimming towards me trying to stab me with it.  I say to guy 'Typical of my luck to get attacked by a unicorn!'

Next, we are again together in the old barn-like building - He's being held by the gang in a bar area below.  There are guns, more modern than western guns though some are almost laser-like.

The building we are in the owners have been killed but it's been kept on as a pretence and there is a gang using the bank accounts/names of the people who's building it was. I'm up in the loft above I can see threw the cracks in the floor to the room below where they are going to kill him. 

We are part of a resistance, the battle is one of gangs/war and he won't die quickly - We can jump reality's and there is a device both sides want.  It's a copying / transcription / multiplayer / scaling device.  (I could see what it did fractally- how it could be used to create multiple versions of the same realities )  (Oh yeh... just looked up and transcription is DNA replication stuff)

It gives an important advantage in manipulating the scenarios/worlds.  Anyhoo  I think I'd stashed the device somewhere and I was going to help the red-haired guy.  I have 2 weapons and run down the stairs into the room (I step over the sleeping body of Zak)
Once in the room I'm firing and killing people, I know I can't win but I want to take a few of them out with us.  Once I run out of ammo I'm captured.    (Wake here)



Next dream.

An odd device hand heled it creates objects with light.   Small, and the light changes colours the objects pop from the top and look like they are made with lasers but they are solid to touch, I realise a button on the side changes the shape, It makes platonic solids but also other more complex shapes too.

I'm now in a coastal area, large expanses of shale/gravel beaches similar to Dungeness in Kent.
It's misty and cold, felt on the east coast but the sea was far away.  I was aware of a train line in the area and there were huts selling blankets and warm jumpers.

I'm in a building outside is lots of washing, clothing and bedding though it isn't drying in the damp misty air. The building is a children's home of sorts, care for older kids.
Teenagers, there is stealing, smoking sex and kids trying to get contraception. I'm not just one person - I'm experiencing the dream from several points of view and just observing it. 
There are isolation booths or something, tables with wooden partitions to stop you seeing the person on the other side or behind you.  I'm an Asian guy, and also a teacher, and a girl as well.  

Odd dream, no story just a place. 

Spring 23

 

31st

A survival type story... <10% of humanity had been picked to remain we'd seen the others die.
I was in a small group with around 10 of us, we had odd gifts like some of us could turn into cats.
I can't recall if it was me or another female that could turn into what was like a pale purple tiger.

Next was a big white hospital, we all had white uniforms, metal beds.    This dream too had an end of the world vibe.  I worked there, outside was all dark.

Last dream a place I was leaving, 2 bedrooms I'd slept in I was clearing out.
Then main dream space with Sheila and Eric, small low flying planes over the harbour carpark.

I had with me and old blue bag I once owned.   It had in it some old gold jewellery, 2 engraved copper keyrings with different  symbols engraved on them and I huge bag of coloured sparklers. 

 

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5th April
Dream set in a type of London.  Simon, Marie and some others were going on a holiday and had rented a room to stay in for a few days before a flight to another destination.
It was an odd building with a food place below and a coble stone church next door.

 

Marie had given the keys to some people hanging around outside and they had taken our clothes.

 

In another dream I was in a strange place underground.   A huge metal ship thing, my dad had gone onto it, and I was climbing on too.
Em was here and had turned of a power isolation switch, after a moment there was a scream from one of the levels below... So she turned the power back on.
 

End of Jan 24

 

25th Jan

A public bed,  I was sleeping in it and I'd crapped myself!  I woke holding my shit in my hand 😆

The other dream was longer, I was a dog walker.  
I was walking a bunch of dogs on leads around Glastonbury and one of them jumped threw a hedge.  The queen was passing (She didn't look like the Queen... But was) 
I knew she liked dogs so I'd asked her if she could help and she did.

I bumped into here again later where she was sitting at a desk in some old stone ruins and thanked her for her help.
After that I got onto a coach, finding a seat at the back. 

 

26th Jan
Main dream space, it was holiday season.  Busy and warm, swings had been set up on the main street and kids were playing.  I was talking to a US artist who was renting a room in Bamburgh Castle.

 

Next dream was a care home next to a school, I was friends with the head at the school and would hang out with her between shifts.

Tim was working in an isolation ward there, only one person in it at that time.
 

Other surreal stuff, a family having sex and a bunch of Dogs.   Heavy rain and a London road... It was on a hill with the rain pouring down.  Cars aquaplaning for fun.  

 

 

27th Jan

A strange pully type of basket that wove it's way up and round a really steep town set on the side of a cliff.
I was pulling myself to the top while sitting in the woven basket.

At the top I was in a garden with chickens, it was a temple complex with monkeys.
The monkeys had breastplates of blue crystal.

28th
A house bomb... Hearing it falling.   Hiding in a loft space but knowing we'd get blown up.

30th
Layered dream.
It was a dream I was having at work.

I was at work and had finished my shift, the building was in my main dream area.
On leaving I bumped into a historian, he was watching a recreation of a battle.
It was small, 2 sides one group of riot police, the other seemed like some kind of Nazis one had a swastika tattooed onto his shaved head.
I'd gone into a café with the historian were we were going to observe the fight.

After I left there I was trying to get home....  Stuff got very surreal at this point with giant bugs the size of dogs on the street.
I became lucid at this point, and recalled work and that I was sleeping.....
Only I was confused, as I decided I must have fallen asleep on my way home. 

Stuff was really odd, giant lego stile Dinos and an exploding volcano.  I decided to try and find my sleeping self.  I did and when I did find myself I'd been hit on the head with something hard.
A cut with blood and the skull was swollen around the area.  My Bag had been emptied out and stuff taken.  
I'd found my Dad but he was just amused. 

 

31st

First dream was a lovely swimming pool.
Wooden frame building and blue tiles, low lighting.  I was swimming in the still water with friends and tiny black and white ducks a little like mini Eider ducks that were pushing tiny piles of black and white floating pebbles.

Next dream I was living and working in a vape shop with some other students.
I was on a A level art course and felt way out of my skill set.
When not on courses we would sleep in a back room filled with mattresses and a kettle.
Taking it in turn to man the shop when we weren't at courses. 
I'd work on my course work between customers.

The first lesson I recall was a field trip of sorts, Rachel from uni with me.
We were in Craster before the harbour was built... Just the old sand slip and rocks.

The project was 'temples'  and brief was their geometric shapes.  
Me and Rachel had gone swimming too, jumping off the rocks into the sea.

The water was cold and clear, filled with sea life.

 

Next dream Hypno nails was giving birth to a baby for Adam and Neil. 
Then I was in a version of my shed..  An unfamiliar African nurse turned up there at the door and asked to come in.
I opened it, she wanted my help with something.
I invited her in where we sat together and I made her tea.
She wanted me to interview for a position too.... 
A huge stately home, so I'd gone for the interview there. 
Ann from the vets was working reception.
I was taking a bus home, the gardens surrounding it were amazing!   Massive other worldly trees, in orange and gold like autumn but it was spring and other trees were heavy with white fluffy trailing blossom, the sun was setting.  It was so lovely I didn't get the bus, instead going into the gardens to explore.

As I got back to the house I met Jo, she had an old truck converted into a camper van, she was going to give me a lift home.

Woke by my massive cat jumping on the roof so went in to pee, then back into the same dream.

I'd been given a position there and had uncovered a scam where a false will had taken inheritance from an infant... An older guy was syphoning it off. 
I'd presented the original will which was an ornate old scroll.
We allowed the older guy to stay with diminished responsibilities.

 

My parents were living in the house now too.   It sort of reminded me of an old fashioned stately home, with many families living and working in the same huge building. 
I was helping my Dad move his bed upstairs, it was an old 4 poster bed, he was going into a room high up someplace above my Mam.

 

Pritty Pool and Wired Chest Drain.

Very visual dreams then a chat with Inka while running this morning about how they fit together. lol I'd forgotten I'd asked why it was so hard to remember stuff before I went to sleep! I was told we don't lay down the memories in the same way.. I'd also asked about the name I know I have that glows. Told they don't want to spoil my fun/game... but got a longer understanding this morning.  

I'd had lots of dreams with low lucidity, very visual and detailed though with a good recall of what I was seeing if not doing :P  

Went to sleep early first wake at 12.30.

I'd been undecided where to jump and then ended up at the front door of the House where I knocked and Malico answered. He was confused I hadn't jumped inside or used the key. I wasn't very lucid, I recall I asked him about the portal again but we should wait for the others and he took me to other rooms in the house that I'd not been in yet one was like an old fashioned Lab it reminded me of other lab dreams, There were open wooden shelves with walls of amber bottles of various sizes I recognise the style from many other dreams. Also a greenhouse, lean too, wood-framed filled with plants and herbs.  

Next time I woke I'd had a really long dream in an amazing setting. It's like Leons floating Islands but it's very feminine and the creator/owner? Is a tall older female very elegant if slightly formal. The sky is a pale lavender with visible bright stars/planets and moons. There are 2 large pools rectangular pools tired so one flows into the other, they are like formal ponds crossed with skyline swimming pools I guess as one just vanishes into the sky. Around the outside are smooth grey flagstones the light is soft and everything has a glowing quality.   

The female is very particular about the time's people are allowed to bathe in the pool - It was also being cleaned, I think I was helping with this... there was a slight white foam on the surface of the water. People were impatient to enter the pools again I'd chatted with her about the virus on earth and about contacts and isolation. In another part of the dream I'm in a building behind the pools I'm cleaning a kitchen/admin area.. I think it was more to do with pool maintenance as I was cleaning out a large steel sink and putting chemicals away there is a knocking at a door, I open it to a courier delivery man bringing things. His key/code wasn't working and I was trying to fix it for him as I had full access.

The pool and the clam female reminded me of the dream here with the clams.   

Next I'd woken again at 414. This dream was very visual I was at the bedside of an older female. It's a strange medical setting the female has something attached to her chest almost over her heart but I'd felt it was more to do with her lungs. It's screwed into the ribs with tiny silver screws and there is a jelly-like seel around it, it's a clear plastic that has yellowed slightly like it's old, there is a drain coming from the thing attached to her with a flow of thin yellowish fluid. I was concerned that the flow was excessive (It should have been a slow drip, but there was an almost constant trickle) The plastic tubing attached to the bit screwed to her was much more modern and the flid was draining into a round stainless steel metal kick bin in a wheeled stand. My attachment to the female seemed emotional as well as medical.

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My bedroom in my main dream area, last dream I had here was with the 2 teams in Pink & Blue tops with rainbows on.... Oh wow Inka, that's what you told me on the run! 'lol Ren'     Anyhoo again this is very visual.. The room is decorated differently to.. 

In the dream is a large fish tank it's one of them sort of hexagon shapes like they have with water plants in at garden centres but it was big too, possibly with metal seals. It's filled with fish and there is a strange filtration system with a diagonal flow it's well stocked with fish but the filter keeps sucking up the fish food. On the walls, the wardrobe and outside of the tank a strange geometric moss/lichen is growing. It's fractal-like echoing the hexagon shape of the pool it reminded me of the nested data banks and that wired visual pattern from my nap the other day....  

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I'd also had a chat with Bill Gates 😆 lol I was thinking how he wasn't so tall, reminded me of when I kept bumping into Putin. I can't recall what we spoke about though. From there I'd jumped to a group of older women with white hair, we were on a wide street with no traffic, very large buildings either side felt like USA they had matching black T-shirts with white writing on them but I can't recall what it said. They were on there way to an underground meeting or a meeting in a basement. A fight had kicked of there and they were in a hurry, I turned into a black and white sledge and let one of the women slide down the hill on me to get there faster.?!?! lol  

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Then hearing/mediating 2 females that didn't get on, I feel they had fostered or adopted some children when they had been together but had fallen out and the kids needed to go back into care, I was sad for the kids but the women were just angry at each other.  

Last dream I was just looking about in an amazing city, the sun was low and the buildings high so there was a muted light but the buildings were amazing! Redbrick but modern like victorian blended with I'm not sure.... the houses had large verandas with polished rood floors and railings alongside the path. They had decorated these with stylised wooden chairs and rugs and toys for infants to play, a woman let me look round her kitchen too which was amazing all built from red bricks with a brick clay oven and hand made cupboards and shelves :)

Inka told me what Mix I might like for running... Not having anything else in mind I put it on. 

Felt really emotional very fast.. Crying but not knowing why...

'Waves of cellular memory's'

 

Track playing was......  Now you're letting go of everything.  

 

I don't get it...

Was pondering how it works...

'No spoon feeding bitch we killed that kid'. 

 

Net/web   sun/mirror?  The net in the dream the fishing net networks the line to the weave?

'Yep...   you wanted to do this awake Ren listen 🎶 to the tunes'  😏  lol 

 

How the fuck?... 'I could give you what you want but is it really what you need' is the lyrics suddenly playing.... 👀

.. Spider web round and round, fishing net line...  Oh !! 

 'Keep running will help'

What is a matrix? ;)

 

Support??  'Work it!' Cellular matrix?   ..... 'and, symbols Ren duality has flipsides'  the points we weaving between loci?  Oh when we put awareness into points to manifest?
 

The team games? the out stickers? or wait for rematch or split!! 🤔  'Warmer' ♥ and hide clues for next round.....

 

The off world control?... the she is listening?   'Yes bitch so stop scrapping with your team and play nicely' 😆

The twin flame thing from ages ago.. is that why we don't lose all recall when reboot/reborn?? 🤣lol  I am bonkers...

'Yes Ren, the dreams teach you what you need ofc'

Then why the hell do I forget, again so much?   ' Humans; it's symbolic and you jump alot too' 

 

Oh... so when I jumped and attacked you n couldn't get a photo to board- 'yeh, I'm in game there'  That's nuts!

The swapping serial numbers/heart's??? that's yep...   'symbolic +/- torus energy flow born of eachother'
.   'Yep to play in duality'   The spectrum rainbow...   'Team, like we showed yday the wave interference'  :P

Is that the loci, point's locations and geometry?    'You know this you just forget all the time, you KNOW unity' 😏 '

lol just came back to find this on my suggestions...
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/do-we-live-in-a-simulation-chances-are-about-50-50/?utm_source=pocket-newtab-global-en-GB
 
Ohhh that was also from the 22Oct...    2010



22 Oct 2018   lol....   Matrix  & Formless

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