Lots of Bizzar Entities.

Monday 15th.

Busy and jumbled stuff, like word/salad and fast too - felt wizzy.

Painting a door over and over in different colours.  Something about Gaddafi. 

The tabloids and washing people.   Brainwashed?  A girl making massive cats cradles.

Tuesday 16th

Woke very awake and looked at the time. 2.22
Then when back to sleep into an odd dream. 
It was a post or Youtube channel/chat that I was involved in.   An old post, perhaps a dream.

In the dream I'd gone to re-read it and as I was looking someone was commenting real-time and knew I was looking at it. 

They had drawn the dream, cartoon style but correct and abstract (It was energy flows) a big purple-pink tube thing.

I wanted to know how they knew what I'd seen. It was a really interesting conversation with lots to read.    and then 'Ian' is there with the kids and he's angry at me for talking online...and is butting in, saying he will take the kids if I don't stop talking/replying.  

I feel my attention pulled 2 ways and the chat is asking me about my dream. 

They have asked.. '...........Planetary stabilising entity, what system were you originally from?'  I know they are referencing the pink/purple tube vortex thing and I want to reply as I know it's part of a set, some make energy and others atmosphere and yet Ian is there trying to cause/have a 'fight' (only it wasn't actually him) 

I woke frustrated as it was a really interesting conversation I was trying to have... 

Oh odd, I was wondering about another dream which involved a social media thread I'd had lately and that night I also woke at 2.22





Next dream was an off-world/game.  It's fast and busy and there are 2 factions light-dark who are both pestering to recruit me even though I tell both sides over and over I'm not interested in taking part.

It was wired as I was being made to take part by not taking part as they were pestering and following me around to pick, but it was a dumb battle and both sides were the same.  It was similar to this dream in some ways.
Lame gold/bright godlike superheroes and then smoky insubstantial enemy but they are both the same.

It's a vast world with many types of entities most seem to have picked aside.    

I'm avoiding the recruiting factions while following them around this world watching their pointless battle.  At one point I'm on a busy bus/tram very modern going past a vast lake.  

On the bus, I meet another like me (We are tall, long-limbed with white/blue skin very sharp pointed small teeth.  Grey eyes and very fine blue/silver hair)     Almost like a more refined version of the Boggert I've been a couple of times.   We called ourselves  'Night Wraiths' 

He's in a uniform and he's arresting me but I feel his intention and I know I'm not actually being arrested, like me he's not taking sides.  He's just pretending to arrest me so we can 'leave'.     As we leave the bus/tram all the people on it cheer for us. 

Of the tram is another female we look almost identical and the male removes the uniform.   We walk together to a shingle beach on the shore of the lake, it's dusk and a group of various entities are sitting and laying around a large campfire.    It has a festival, celebration feels and the 3 of us greet the entities already there and then we lay down together and embrace.


3rd dream is an off-world school/uni learning setting.  It's very busy and I'm struggling to stay awake there. 
I was again a strange entity one that is not normally humanoid and I was struggling with the form I was in, and it was making me very sleepy and the dream very hazy.   Mostly the dream I just recall being curled up watching or sleeping in strange places, like in bookcases or under desks.   I was small, with wired characteristics.








Other Boggart dream from 25th May 18 (On a page with lots of other stuff)
Very long dream..


This dream was one of them that is years long  (I think it is the start of a dream/life from another dream
Boggart

as I'm an infant version of the same kind of blue creature.)  I'd forgotten about the other dream until waking the on waking realised it was almost the younger version of this thing. 

I'm non-human small with very long limbs, blue grey skin small abdomen with a pot belly and pointy teeth, hairless all over...  As the dream starts with mainly humans  I know I'm 'different'
The starting dream setting is an 'orphanage/school'

It's a group of old stone buildings set in forest woodlands the world is primitive and many different types of entity exist there. 
The orphanage is mainly human children with some half breeds it's run by a half breed man (hes got green skin thick set taller than the humans with pointed ears and teeth not as exaggerated as mine)

It's this male who is a primary contact as the older humans at the orphanage find me unpleasant  ( I was told I was found as collateral damage in a battle and as I was small and helpless brought here but the orphanage is all I remember)
I'm taught and fed communally with the other children there but they consider me stupid/simple. 
  
I'm confused...  I'm struggling to fit in and keep up with the other children.  I'm incontinent and can't learn or talk like them (I can't make the right sounds with my mouth to speak or hold a pencil)  I can understand them though. 
I'm bullied and teased by the other children as I smell, and wet myself .. and while I'm not 'abused' there I am beaten occasionally and humiliated by being made to wash my nappy's (that don't work well as I have a tail) the harsh treatment is mainly in an attempt to 'domesticate' me. 

The Green man is not usually unkind to me when I see him but is frustrated by my lack of any progress  - while other children are growing fast and learning I'm still unable to talk/write/not wet myself) 
There are communal bedrooms with wooden cots,  but I'm kept mainly in a small room with a wooden bunk bed alone to stop the other kids picking on me and for hygiene reasons..  ( I have no bedding or lights )-  it's lonely and confusing.

I'm taken one day to see the head of the orphanage he's with another green entity this one larger still and his skin thicker and a deeper green (I recognise this type from other dreams)   there kind of fantasy orc types  if I had to describe them. 
The Orphanage head explains that I'm leaving with the new male that he knows where my species are and he's travelling that way.

My next recall is travelling threw forests with the orc type entity.. he's taken and thrown away all my clothing, I'm much happier nakid and outside as we travel he explains things to me about my species  (draws images with sticks in the soil and mimes things too, I understand a little of what he says.

He's taking me home to my forest, my type are usually solitary and live for a very long time and spend years as 'infants'

As we travel the woodland changes the trees and colours until the trees are changing colour and getting thicker and bigger...  They are grey blue/purple like me, the bark is the grey bit. 

Soft thick dark blue wet moss covers the ground.   The light is different too there are kind of glowing lights in the trees but the canopy's is so high there is no sky to speak of so it's darker and the air is warm and very damp. 
I know it's home... i fit perfectly into the habitat.. my long limbs and claws are perfectly suited for climbing the trees and being bald and nekid the water runs easily from me I'm the same colour so camouflaged, though I felt totally safe and at home there.  There was also this amazing fruit on the trees thick skinned but soft and wet inside. 

Wake up at that point.

Parasites.

First up.  A long road, game on the road.

Cleaning up and leaving again the place was very modern.  With Ian, Bro & Andy talking.

Then a long dream in Aunty Ann's flat, she was there as was my Mum.  It's the wired astral version of there.  The flat is big, I recall it from other dreams too. 

There is lots going on there, comings and goings and lots of cats and dogs.  My cat's are there and they are covered in parasites... 

Nothing like I've ever seen - really pretty icky one I remove is like a fleshy tube and when I take it off it tries to burry into me.. biting into my hand with saw like teeth things. 

I yank it pulling it off and flush it down the loo.   My Mum offers to help and has some chopstick type things, I find some gloves and we take the cat to a metal tub table that happens to be in the place.

When I've got my gloves on my Mams already started and has these wired looking wriggling metal tubes that she's removed.  I bin them and we keep hunting threw Scribbles fur.  Another small dog is there, his abdomen is open along the midline and his insides are necrotic.. I'm surprised it's still alive.
Another cat was bright purple.

Then Liz from here was also in the dream, she was in Em's house.   It still had the retro kitchen from this dream   Only now the whole house is the same style, it looks amazing.  I'm not in it but viewing the rooms on a screen like player.  


Next was an old thin book.  'Ode to 'Joy'/'freedom' was in it.    It was bound in an old green paper cover the pages held with string.

Oh, so just looked this up...  was a poem.   .

Last dream -

Again a house I know from other dreams, I live in it... on the 21st.  It's got a huge veg garden at the back with massive cabbages.  They are being cut and put into a van.  The house has a big shared kitchen and communal shower rooms.  Tanya is there too. 






Umbrella... dancing in the rain but it's plasma.

12-14th June

12th
Early on in the night all abstract amusing and strange.

A strange Zen tower.  All rickety and weirdly balanced... An upturned flowerpot, soil dropped out.  Empty mind.

Tick, Tick time.   Power on - Power off.   Blinking/ticking lifts too.  Felt like puzzle bits.

A play in form/line then entropy, freedom... then coming back into form then entropy and chaos again.


Form - Flow like breath.  Beautiful and simple.

Then an odd dream.

I'm watching a Youtube channel and the room is like the one I was in (Same rug and bookcase) It was a room I considered mine in the dream.    Then it was wired, I turn on my camera as I thought I was looking at my room and I'm and am watching myself... (I had brown curly hair and purple clothes meby a young alternative me)   Was wired looking at myself (but not me)

I talk to the person streaming live and they show me the rest of there room and then the house, it's lovely.  There is a birthday cake there too.   

Last bit of the dream was cutting hair shorter and shorter.

13th June

Lots of dreams but Hazy recall. 

Spiritual mass/lessons.  A show / Panto and I'm a dog, big tongue, paws.

A path round the countryside.  Following on, round and round.  Messages from the people in front to the people behind them... but always in front and behind as it's round.  0-0-0- pattern.

14th June

Cleaning a bathroom, lots of crystal spiders in glass bubbles.

More Robots & AI

The first dream is a wired AI robot dream. 

I'm in a house with a small group of people a family perhaps or friends - we knew each other they are all huddled together sleeping.   The house is of a style I don't recognise in a med size town.  It's clean, no traffic pavements and countryside beyond the town.

In the house, there is a floating robot/observer grey diamond shape with small lights makes a slight noise like cooling fans in a PC.  

It's unsettling the people who live there as it observes all the time.  It broadcasts too and is linked to an AI network.   The people in the house are 'hiding' but they can't really hide as they are observed all the time. 

Some movement is permitted and so I go out to look around.   Something unpleasant is happening There are huge robots like giraffes and some like zebras smaller.   (This had a Horizon Zero dawn feel but the robots looked appealing) but the giraffe robot was Zapping and vaporising humans with an electric beam.  The Zebras seemed to be 'cleaning and maintaining the flowerbeds.  

I was trying to work out the program.  I was wondering if the humans were seen as out of balance and therefore being removed.   It was strange as the town and area it's self seemed so neat peaceful and orderly.  Clean streets well maintained gardens and sunny blue skies.... with this pervading fear of the humans who were being eradicated. 

It was like this dream too.. while the narrative was similar the contrast in setting was very pronounced.

The last dream I should have written earlier as it's not so clean now.  I know it was a sort of party/rave/dance/celebration.  Had a festival feel but was in the top story of a wired tower.  Like a multi-story car-park or something. 

At the base of the tower was a forge or foundry, liquid fire and stuff being melted down. 

The dancing is over and the rig is being packed up.  I've been playing with a cardboard spaceship and I've broken it - I take it over to were the decks were.  A woman is there, they is a paper with a contacts list where we can write our details to be informed about the next party, and also some books, leaflets and art. 

I tell her I want to pay for the rocket, and she tells me there is no need but I broke it and I want to so she accepts the money. 

Next, I'm in the sea, I'm swimming beside a gull and there is an apple core bobbing on the waves.  The gull gets it stuck in its beak, so I open its mouth to flick it out.   As I do so I realise I was still holding my wallet from paying for the rocket.  I see my cards float out and think, oh no... a seal is in the water too and then the woman from the other dream too.  She collects the cards and hands them back to me!?!

I'm a bit annoyed I wasn't lucid enough to ignore the cards :P 

More Snakes and Sides

Starts off in the living room of main dream house,  It's different and weirdly full of stuff. 

I'm moving out some of the stuff and slotting and packing it neatly into the area under the stairs to make more room.  In the dream, I'm aware I'm taking a plane/fly with Emma to Asia - we are planning stop-offs around the world with people we are to meet.

I leave the dream house to start the journey.  

Outside it's black dark and stormy a strong wind is blowing and the sky is filled with angels, valkyries, harpies and large sea birds.... all floating buffeted by the wind. 

The buildings over the wall are taller than normal too and each has a coloured kite paper 5 pointed stars stuck to it.  I lay on my back for a while watching and contemplating.

Each house a different colour of the rainbow... the stars are holding in the strong wind but flapping about - I was wondering if the wind would rip them free.

I notice as I'm leaving the dream area the place where the childrens play park was is now a drive-thru MacDonalds - I think how sad the place will look in winter and wonder if there is something we can do before then to make it less bleak...... I wonder about gingerbread house stickers.

Next place I recall is middle east stop off an invasion.. . Then Asia I'm watching Jack and Katy talking and arguing... they are bitter and hurt about something.  It's very dark still, and sandy and dusty.  I have a red Henry vacuum - I'm sucking up dust around the argument.

Still dark and I'm talking with someone about a large parasitic snake - it buries inside and I ask if we were born with it (Like puppies with worms) and we are not sure.

Then the snake is in my hands, it's small but unnaturally strong and it's small size makes it's head hard to hold.  It bites me once and I move my hands slightly.

I'm in a dark sandy space lit by flame torches. I'm male and my skin is a warm dark shade - had a Mayan feel.  There is chanting and stamping a sensation of people from all over the world, the snake I'm still holding it bigger now - it was a meeting of tribes I'm encouraged to lift the snake above my head and as I do It slithers down and bites my side..   again the same place! That left kidney area.  This wakes me up. 

Next dreams are wired, I'm above looking down and also going into the dreamscapes.  Again I'm male, not white but not sure what.  I'm in a tattered light military uniform possibly lost/defected.   I'm looking down on the ruins of ancient rock-cut dwellings in a sandy barren desert-like space.   The ruins are being used by tribes or gangs.  Weapons or drugs have been hidden in one as a pickup place It's not safe to move about int he open there are snipers. 

I'm looking at myself from above but I can also go down into the person... insects, biting ones like big mozzies are swarming and irritating, it's hot. 

(WORM WOOD)

Next up is a similar area, but perhaps the 70's - People with cruel agendas hiding behind a religious facade.   - Wired vib, I'm uncovering a truth few want to hear.  Abuse of children, men who were in there 20's and 30's in the 70's.

A language/code holes and spaces.   It's been changed, made faster and more effective by removing some spaces that were not needed.

A goodbye... hugging people leaving/long goodbye like a school ending.  

Amusments

First a swamp/pond with fish in.Green vegetation

Then a long dream. 



It's set in a red brick 3 storey Victorian townhouse building on a busy high street. 

On the first floor is a vet surgery it has stairs that lead down into the ground floor at the front opening onto the street is an old fashioned Amusement arcade.  It's signage is black painted in gold victorian lettering the doors are open onto the street and inside is filled with slot machines and vid games like the 80's. 

Out the back of the building on the ground level is a small town garden, mainly concrete with patchy weeds, low light as it's backing onto other tall brick buildings, a dark side return area has a metal fire escape stairs from the 2nd story.

The first part of the dream I'm in the vets, Ann is there and lots of kittens.  I'm looking out of the window onto the garden and can see what looks like a large bat on the ground.  It seems injured and threw out the dream I seem to intend to go check it out but never get that far.  

I'm watching kittens run around the bat and come in and out... I feed them too.  The bat was big! like in this dream in April


While feeding the kittens my wrist and lower arm is itchy and inflamed I mention it to Ann but think nothing more of it until the following day when I wake and the skin is wired and floppy.  The arm sore with crusty weeping blisters.  I put a light bandage onto it and mention it to Ann who's arm was also now itching and we decide meby it's viral as seems contagious. 

In the next bit of the dream, I'm mainly in the Arcade downstairs.  I've been asked to go and collect a boy - he's young and has a leg amputated at the hip.   He moves with a metal replacement, I was to bring him to the Arcade that was run by 2 gay men I knew in the dream.  One I was with most was white and middle-aged, short grey hair, grey denim trews and wore cotton shirts.  He gives the boy some lemonade and a handful of tokens for free plays.  

Next bit is wired/disjointed as I'm out on some salt/flat sulpha pools and I'm looking down on the dead body of this kid.  He's committed suicide and I remember feeling bad that I'd not taken better care of him for his father. 

I port back with the body to the Arcade place which has now out of the back a wired '70's theatre' feel... I'm carrying the body and the music for that old show 'This is your life' is playing and lots of people that knew this kid are all in a room waiting to greet him and scenes from his life are on a black and white TV.    They are all clapping and whooping and I give them the body and then walk back to the front of the arcade.

At this point, I notice I'm no longer a person but am dryad like again.... no face just a body shape made of bendy wood.   I go to the front of the street and look out onto the road where I see a young couple meet and fall instantly in love.



  

Dirty Lenses

Lovely dreams last night.

Mainly I'm a nurse again, human first then VN later. 

In the first dream I'm in a large white clean room the walls seems to be glass or clear and it's very bright.  I'm helping a senior nurse. 

An elderly white man comes in, he's very frail with a walking stick and wearing old fashioned white cotton striped pyjamas - he can't see. 

The nurse greets him and helps him onto the bed where she chats quietly to him and hands me his spectacles to clean.

She sets about striping the man to wash him, starting with his face and while she's busy I take his old spectacles to the sink.

They are covered in a thick layer of grime and dirt making them totally opaque.  I wash this off first with the clean water coming from a long silver tap.   Then repair the legs and polish the lenses so that they shine brightly.

As I'm finished the man is sitting up in the bed, he still can't see but is feeling much better and is smiling at the other nurse, I kneel on the side of the bed and pop his glasses back on.

The man is utterly shocked when he can see again (His glasses were so dirty he may as well have been wearing a blindfold).

We help him up to look out of the window and then he gratefully bids us farewell - It felt very positive. 

The second dream

Is perhaps Alnwick again, it had the feeling of a campus/teaching but also a town.  Like Balifgate/main school idea - modern and different though. 

There were people I recalled from high school but also other aspects of my life too.  The head nurse was a blond bitchy girl from my high school and the other nurse was a girl I'd trained with at the PDSA. 

It starts of in a vet's and I'm a nurse there.  I'm not liked by the other staff, just tolerated I'd only taken one year of exams and though I knew the job inside out the head nurse treats me poorly.  The head nurse was a blond bitchy girl from my high school and the other nurse was a girl I'd trained with at the PDSA.   The younger tolerates me but the head nurse actively dislikes me - but it didn't bother me.   I was also aware I'd been there 10 years -  I wasn't wanted but was waiting anyway as there was something I needed to do/finish.   (10 years was relevant)


There is an elderly long-haired tabby cat, his leg is a mess and needs to be amputated.  They don't trust me to do the anaesthetic so I'm cleaning. 

We get a call from another vets practice in another part of town that needs help.   I offer to go.     The head nurse calls after me about how I look a mess...  I look down and I look ok but my uniform is a patchwork of all colours and places.  (Different places I'd worked)  I shout back that meby she should have done her job and got me a new uniform when I started then I'd not be wearing old torn uniforms from the store.  

It actually looked quite cool, I'd cut the useful parts from many different uniforms and sewen them into a workable multi-coloured outfit. 

As I get to the other practice I'm about to enter when I realise the other nurse has followed me down too and goes threw the door in front of me saying 'Go back, you're not qualified'  I wave at the staff in the second practice and leave again. Mildly exasperated at the waste of time but still upbeat start to dance my way back to the first practice.   I'm dancing down a small flight of stairs and over a bannister railing when an elderly white woman with short white hair grabs my arm and my attention.

She tells me it's good to dance as I'm looking into her blue/grey eyes.  I know she's special, she throws a coat and a fabric carpetbag onto a nearby bench revealing old wrinkled tanned skin over muscle and sinew she's strong - she starts to dance too and her thin form has incredible balance poise and strength.     The cat that's being operated on at the first practice belongs to her. 

We 'jump here' first we are together floating over a road and the ground below it has fallen away.   Most of road left hanging down into it.   A pit of yellow sulpha water is at the bottom splashing up as bits of a remaining land bridge fall down into it. 

'Jump again' we are on the side of a large pit in the ground.  At the base of the pit a rock platform surrounded by liquid fire in the bottom.  On the platform is a very large alligator type creature. 



The elderly woman has a safety harness and jumps down onto the pit wall, it's ledges make it scalable and I follow her into the pit though I have no harness.

She's strong, and fast and scales the walls down with ease - I try to keep up and am close to her when the alligator jumps up - it's face to face with her and she watches it as it spits a dark green venom into her face and then drops back down into the pit.   I take off part of my uniform to use to help her clean up. 



I jump again... this time I'm back at the first vet's.  I ask about the cat, the amputation went well and the cat is in recovery.   I'm asking about the reason for the amputation, injury illness and where the limb is.   It's only the younger of the 2 nurses now and she tells me the leg is in the clini-waste in the freezer.  I go retrieve the leg and the cat's notes.   The owner is called 'Irene George'  Though her name was spelt differently with an I & A in.  I know the lady wants histopathology done on a tissue sample from the limb and I fill out a form for it.

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Wake and go into another dream.  I see the same lady, different clothing - it's images moving images visions for a woman's refuge/rescue but I recognise her clearly - She's dancing and is incredible.