Recycling & Forgetting.

So hazy... this morning, like the misty weather, I know last night was lovely and I need to cross-reference some stuff but thirsty and vague atm.

Early on was meditating back at 23.23 suddenly.. Body felt so alive.. tingly energy 💙 Malico & Play. 

- First sleep cycle. DL & was with Inka healing, was like kraft paper or recycled cardboard.. lol old fibre into knew brown recycled/reformed. Familiar and renewing.

There had been a dream that was secondary to the sensation above of reformed old fambric.... Me & Bro(male me) talking to a dog/wolve about the moon and drugs... 4 disabled lovers who are interdependent as different abilities/strengths weakness.. they were swapping partners but the group was still 4... the dream space was just energetic floating almost sparking deep blue with an organic feel.

The cardboard gluey familiarity is chased around my body being by a shimmery rainbow manyness - tickly and playful 💜💙💚💛🧡❤❤🧡💛💚💙💜

I get more dream recall about the underlying previous dream to me & Male me had been also talking to a mechanic about insurance/vehicle repair.... ready to sleep again just before 1.00

Told 'We go again 101.. Ren hurry' Sry about other night Inka.. 'lol Ren. NP, I can do gentle but don't forget what we are, our strength is in the journey, our being has travelled far we are all that you remember and still much more.. we've experienced what we needed and wanted to to get where we are' ... ' lol it's often been painful.  😏 It's a story that's seemed long but we are part of each other as a group we belong' 

Then I recall a piccy my actual Bro sent me this weekend of him & Ren! The first Ren :P 'Healing timelines Ren, blood DNA symbols' 💜

-  First part I knew was linked to other disability/ability dreams. 

Once I can find, recall in order.... lol that all fit too ;)

2016..  Dragon, cross 4 into 1 - broken King.

Jan 2017.. Crazy person frozen water. 

This wired one from March 2017 that I keep getting drawn back to atm.  The crowns 'Rein'  Also fits with the stasis/clean ups.. The Royal borked ness... and the Inka/ family split timeline healing stuff. April 2017..   Also, AI like story, Inka in last dream as Trickster... team abilitys & dog totem again.  Nov 2017  lol Dolphins & Serving. This fits to with last nights dreams & the others, team/abilitys.  Oh... this one too I'd sort of forgotton about.

Oh yeh, the term Inka is lord/ruler family isn't it?... so many dreams 😆

Slept again. & Woke 252.  

More dreams lower astral outside our Tomcat was out wandering and I went to check on him he was down the lane.. dark/damp but happy..   

Then from there into a dream, it's a wired familiar field but not a place I've dreamt of in what feels like such a long time, possibly childhood... Wired re'calls, now of this whole area.

Anyhoo the dream also felt like going back in time, there is a large house but it's half a house like a dolls house (Oh!! Other half building dreams including the one where I was told shaman training started) Elf Castle the other night, and others I recall - (Oh that was intergrating yellow/blue)

The half house is half-open, inside is a half dolls house like Russian dolls. Dom was there as male me narrating was music, not words. Forgotten tracks/lines...  

A tiny transparent tick on me again itchy, a fox cub deeply asleep/frozen.   Blugh... I can't even recall the foxs dreams again now!)   'Yep Ren you don't remeber shit... you don't need to, just play'

I'd forgotten the lines for the play (Oh this was in another dream from a few months ago) Decks had arrived to play the music but the party was yet to start... (also this dream) We were waiting for more pieces and visions... I couldn't recall role/lines. A very old PC too... finally getting an upgrade.  

Wake again after 5.. I'd been dreaming it was bubbling filtering trying to come threw to waking lol the whole evening all mushed up.  'Ren, you wrote it already.. it's there just come chill with us now'   

When I next wake it's 6.30 stuff in the room is doing that click/fizz tick thing that wakes me I'd been in the hut it was very busy.... a dream too.   

'Get up and right/write dreamer' Blugh.... 'Now bitch 😆' lol ok Inka...  

I recalled the last dream on getting up, had been a very very wet field long grass and loads of dog shit! Way too much and some very old narrow gauge train tracks threw the grass and a dilapidated engine shed.
I'd had the boys with me The boys and other men were having an issue with shit and something in there head that was making them sleepy/drowsy. They kept passing out it was like heat stroke but was caused by light not heat, I was chatting to another Mama about it and we were trying to move the boys down past the shed to get them to a place where they could rest - Light was a trigger.

Cleaning & Serving.

Early night was wired after last night still... and the kids kept waking me up early and odd times when I was sort of lower astral.

I knew I was with Loci after last night.  'Ren?'  Thanks, guys...  'NP, come back 💜'   Illeth too, was so warm,  like love DL 😍

23.13 Fay walks in and I pop back here, then at 23.22 I woke and jumped out of bed :P Venus rising very bright and the almost full moon....  'Come back Ren'   To Venus??   'Yup, when we lived there, come and see Re'Member'   felt like a yo-yo in and out of my bod at this point as then Zak walks in and wakes me up at 23.30 thinking WTF 😋 and then Wholy/Holy Heart centre!!💚 (so much love) ... time passes so different OOB.   

I knew the Venus thing was referring to the dream with Nill's in from 2012 but didn't know-how. (Then the other dreams were in this area in my main dreamscape that the 2012 dreams and others are set in too 😛) Malico was from that too & Illeth? Was so odd as I'd been in lots of places at once when Zak walked in sobbing and I'd only just gone bk to sleep, in the lower astral I was also looking at Ians old Illuminatus trilogy book that one that at some point I'll get round to reading when I'm awake!  

Zak chills goes bk to bed and then more DL heart centre feels huge tingly DL..    'lol, come bk stay here stop the splitting & ping-pong 😏'   

Wake really blissed-out.. had been with Loci, Malico, Illeth and was very loved up and chilled 'Know yourself'.  I was laying chilling when the kid next door starts screaming again cause she doesn't want to sleep - it's 353.. while waiting for her to shhhh I remember the dream I'd had.

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New Uni/School setting it's not at all familiar young adults & adults, but the dream body knew the place well - it was very busy new intake huge.   

My room is an empty glass box on a roof above the refectory, it has a glass bench... the only door leads onto a black flat tarmac roof, a male dorm is down one side their fire escape opening onto it and I remember the roof is used for smoking - I can see down onto a large playing court where a group is playing basketball and others are milling around, talking smoking and reading. The sky is grey it feels Autumn, I realise the glass room offers no privacy but I recall I'm here to work anyway and leave the room I've woken in and head into the kitchen/dining area.  

It's industrial in scale and size, stainless steel tables with cookers/cupboards and dishwashers below, large refrigerators and freezers also stainless steel. The room is mainly empty but is a total tip, food/mess/plates... dirty pans with spoons in where people have just eaten from whatever wasn't already used. lol I remembering thinking blugh... I don't even know where to start tying this up! and people were annoyed with me moving past them. I start by putting away large tubs of colourful and creative icecreams have been left out on the bench so they don't defrost completely and then open another cupboard full of stock cubes but the dates are all muddled and the seasonings spilling out.. I decide I'll need to come back to that and order it, but first I should clear the mess. 

I shut that cupboard and tidy up some marshmallows and sprinkles that were spilt around the freezer area, then start emptying and refilling dishwashers. 

.. Kid had stopped yelling by the time I'd written the dream so went back to sleep, woken again at 515 shouty kid not wanting to sleep... 'just like you bitch- come back and play' 😏 lol Heya Inak...

The next dream is in main dream area, the same Cafe from the dream below and with my dead relatives in more recently (Oh was also connected by tunnels to the other cafe here last dream?) lol anyhoo main dream area is still packed to lots of people and I was working in the cafe but also in another place too the road was gone and instead there was a layer of very thin ice, it was fractal/patterns like when frost makes feathers and also snowflakes. I was able to skate/float over it a small terrier dog had tried to walk on it and gone straight threw and I was laughing at it swimming and cracking, chewing it's way to the path. I was working at the cafe/ serving but also journeying to another place I was working too and there were animals and a sauna/therapy area. I was asking about Rotas but they haven't been updated so I'm winging it. There is a woman there too who puts of vids on timelines... and my Dad too.

Wake at 6.16 want to Run & get straight-up.... , track in my Head Beautiful Life track. TY guys, 'NP Witch' 😈


So I've had dreams of 'skating over thin ice' and Loving 'being in the instant hot water!'   Punny 😋 

2 x 10min naps today..  First one I can't recall but this one was yellow center... Like a big yellow ball.

Fits with the Celtic Chakra Spiral I guess :)