Tuesday, 8 September 2020

Manifesting & Sharing Dreams

 Sleep early.. Heading bk to dark moon so dreamy & sleeping.


Wake before 11 felt really big n wobbly, told to come bk sleepland so do. 

 Next time I'm woken just after1 it's by an ambulance outside was a wired part of sleep cycle so was hazy then realise I'd been having/had 2 dreams with the same theme but slightly different sort of layers over each other.... Realise it's where I was up to writing the story too, I didn't know where it was to weave next to get to the bits I'd already dreamed/DL'd


The 2 dreams.


I'm in a dream world but somethings strange with it, the other dreamwalkers are puzzled too and we are trying to work out what's up with it.. lol it also had a tower/pylon with radiation and I was using an umbrella to get closer to it and check it out... it was mainly grey/grey concrete buildings grey sky we were all quite lucid but only one of the DC was manifesting properly the rest of us were lucid but not able to manipulate the environment at first the person who can manipulate it doesn't realise it's his dream and we are trying to puzzle out what's going on. We clock this dream was created as a hall of mirrors for one dreamer and we are playing roles for them....  





I write the first dream then the second was hazy so I drift back into the scenario snap back at 02:20 with recall... the second dream that was breathing in and out of the first we were co-creating the dream world for this dreamer,  deciding parameters and rules of the setting.... at one point I'm in a vehicle with male me and we are deciding on lessons and scenarios for the dreamer to experience.  


I realise that this is where my story is at! Ren had rocked up watching the others joint manifesting and was allowed to watch but not interfere :P Realise This was also Loci at the desk and this is the next part to linear into it. Oh... at the 13th Jan date... just checked the dreams from the following Jan too..... O.o Hahaha   '😏 Symbols/Games, keep playing!'



T
hen from the following Jan 

'Ren, we've been telling you this shit for years!'  😏😈  Wonder what time I woke 😆😆😆


Right well, that's my brain blown for the first time today already and it's not even 9.30... of for a run :P  
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SO rest of the night....

Next up I wake at 313 - Dream dust super organised like the image above... Insect wings or honeycomb but also fractal looking at the window I see threw it like it's all around. 


I'd been having a cool dream about being in a space with other people an urban area on stilts, below was sand/swampland the people were split.... part of there being awake, part asleep, I was chatting to people in the dream waiting for more/all of their totality to wake up.   There were also lots of white fluffy animals in the dream I take one downstairs and it jumps into a pool for a swim, another white animal had been trimmed, there is a pile of white fur being blown by the wind into a circle onto the surface of a murky pool.  


Wake laughing from this... Guys???   'lol Ren, just keep watching and playing nice'   lol we are 😛 So I realise all evening I've been dream jumping from Leon's island & dream-sharing with Kaylo... so jump back there again.  


Inka speaks to me... 'gg bitch, you can come play however you want for a bit and I'll come too. Will get you if you fuck up 😈 Kaylo too'   lol ok, dreamshare sleep from there....


Jump to a beach with Inak, no sea or if there is its too far out it's pale blue/grey/green coastal colours and we were going to have a picnic but it's hella windy, fine sand blowing all over. 

We have jumped right in front of a massive tower 😀 The most bonkers thing I've seen this night.

It's like lots of buildings all pilled up on top of each other like miss matched kids building blocks... non of them have any cement and they are blowing about precariously like a Jenga tower in the fierce wind I stare up in astonishment seeing people at the top in what looks like a cafe? At first, they are oblivious to the fact they have nothing solid under them.  


They are so high up they are specks... After a while they have realised there is a storm and are starting to move down the tower back to the beach as the towers not certain to stay up. We will get crushed where we are standing if the tower does fall, we watch it blow about for a bit then go find a rock to shelter from the wind.  


Jumbled other astral convo going on with the dream imagery too...


A man who was deaf (my male mind) A woman had damaged his hearing (me) - We drilled holes in his ears in his dryad form and now he can hear. lol!! Inka is there in his smoky purple form as are our dryad bodies too the whole exchange is funny, I'm being offered hoop earrings.   


Wake laughing... Inka! Implant? MRI?.. taking out all my earings/metal  👀


'lol obviously Witch, told you'  💜💜😆 Hahahah     

Final dream... The other teeth dream, oh Em/ME swallowing a canine too? Poison fang? pffffff 'Symbols, now sleep again' 

Final dreams. 


I've arrived at a club/venue in London, want to dance... not my normal crowd at all and I'm clearly unwelcome there too.

Sit at a table waiting for the music to start but get asked to move on as they are VIP's. I'm in the corner but not one will move to let me past so I crawl under the table to get out and wander around. I have this horrible pink bag with me too it's leather and has my stuff in phone/bank cards... I'd dumped it on going in and then I realised I shouldn't have just ditched it and now it's nicked I need to cancel the cards. At this point, a friend I know pops up she has a phone and calls and cancels one card as I have the same bank as her...and then I'm wondering how to cancel the other as I don't want to leave the venue and male me in form of Inka/dom shows up they are the DJ for the night and has a phone I can use... but I'm being dyslexic and can't sort the numbers they tell me they will help... just go dance. :P


lol thanks, Inak...  'That's team bitch'  ;) Hahaha


There had also been a second tower in this dream but it was organic :P Amde from animals, trees, birds and fish.. felt like another time??   'non-linear'


This reminds me of a few other dreams... this one with Kaylo & Me....Ann is normaly DNA/gentic stuff in my dreams.

???? What... then this one with similar stuff too :P 

This one that was another dream with soundsystem and Venue that we got into early. 

'Trance & Acid Ren'  😈   lol   😶

Oh well at least I know where the fiction storeys going now..   I never thought writing a fiction story would be so confusing....  and yeh I remember, you warned me no such thing as fiction

😆😆😆   Why is same themes diffrent times of the month too??   




Monday, 7 September 2020

Feel like I'm chewing my tail again

 Didn't sleep much, was just relaxed and semi-conscious 😛




When Ian woke me just after midnight I'd been with a younger version of me, teenage I think talking to myself I'd taken her a green apple - It was story and wisdom and was a reaching threw time.

Next was a very odd dream I was in a car with a leader of a country and he was being kidnapped/taken hostage.  I think I was formless there was a 'gass' that would be used in the car if he tried to escape...he  reminded me a little of Assad but I wasn't sure who it was.   We were in a hummmm maybe a ferry though I didn't see water, a big container ship/transport of some kind all metal, busy with pipes.   At one point I was outside in it moving between wheels and vehicles.  

Another dream with a version of me, a woman is really really angry at me.. as something she had done had caused her to be burnt (A large casserole that had gone all over her) ...  This me was seriously unpopular the woman being furious at her and everyone else annoyed.
This dream continued with a 'show/performance'.   The stage is magic floating platforms that glow and the cameras are floating drones...  A costume outfit of a wired pirate/clown (seer/crying clown) (a tragic roll)  I have red curly hair, I'd not known I was one of the main parts and had been watching a snowman dance and then had joined in and sang too.   I was really surprised to see myself as a main character roll with the final edit.

Next up I travelled to Leons Island where I was writing last night, the others are shared manifesting and splitting and I fight with Leon... Kaylo comes and shares the fight with me untill we fall asleep together on the grass there.   

Another massive ship/craft this feels like it's moving threw space/time it's like one of the body stasis containers...  but with a wired vibe... I'm there to sing. 
It's moving threw a space that has a thing  like a beacon I see this mentally... I'm the beacon, the message, and the receiver...  I see myself grey metal I have red lights.  (Reminds me of the other dreams where I was still judging myself, ) also the same colours as some other transporter dreams... and there was another dream with a similar beacon in too, but I wasn't 'it' at that point.

Oh wow...so the other dream with the beacon was on Leons Island after I'd screwed up!  lol  wow, and the becon was causing people to meet in astral.  👀👀   -  But this time I am the beacon too... also mentions the book that I am writing now but I wasn't even writing at that point!!

Wired....  As the other window dreams were also tied to Leon too.  Hummm  I remeber him in another dream years ago with choc cake... 

Oh... just found it  👀

Leon. Teaching Time Travell, this is wired 😛    'Ren, Symbols....   your dreaming when your awake too, don't logic... go Dharma, fresh air n fiction'   Mirror?  'lol, yes, upside down too'

Pfffffff

Yesterday I was also considering time/space time and how I see it and then found this looking for images.    It's like the singularity but less inter.. dimentional. 
http://www.johnagowan.org/3book3.html



Awsome!


Sunday, 6 September 2020

Stolen History, Stolen Time


Missed a day will add at the bottom. Last night 😶


Intention, please..


Take me where I need to go, show me what I need to know, teach me what I need to grow.


'Sure bitch, buckle up' lol Hey Inka. 😏


First of I just meditate, have very organised dream dust and am edge of sleep hallucinating but not focusing on it just letting it flow. Then DL 💜💜 like a love download lol felt like a heart orgasm 😆 My whole chest and arms were trembling. It woke me bk up. 


Jump to the Hut with Kaylo, we are only ones there and I go to sleep there into a dream, splitting as I was aware there too of just emotions.. wake at 121.


Dreams I'd had. 

TV channelling show strange woman with no face and blond hair and something else....was very strange and didn't make much sense it was about a new kind of entity/walk-in/angel that hadn't been here before... I knew I was experiencing physically what they were talking about. Cyrus was there too.

Plane journey too 2 places I wasn't sure what one I wanted to be in so was moving between the 2. One was an old city, 80's/90's all boarded up closed dirty and empty no people... I could see threw time there to different lives I'd had, Inka was with me while viewing it. I'd been a criminal there in the 80's/90's, earlier still when it was a market town still been found guilty of witchcraft. ... I was getting a funny commentary to go with the memories, that made the whole thing hilarious 😆

 

Next, I jump to watching another me... she's talking to a group of people stand up style, it's funny but what she's saying is harsh truth 😏 It was wired as I was the observer but watching this 'Me' I was slightly different but not by far.  

 

A town with huge old trees all catalogued every one of them and all 'known'. Josh & Dog where there too I was going to find something for Josh.  


Wake again at 2.55 there is that plopping/dropping sensation Have lots of dream recall again of the dreams below.... 


2 mainly or one with a jump possibly the first I'm with Em Me/Em lol we are teaming and there is an old man, he wants something and we have every intention of helping but he's a bit of an arse so we are teasing him a bit first, playing mind games... He gets annoyed and we let him know we will get him where he needs to be. He needs a lift somewhere and Em was going to take him.. we are also friends making music.

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Then the longer dream I've been called to a new class. Rock up and it's white tall coulombs bit greek looking but also new modern. The room we are to go-to is a dark hallway, no lights and the class is in a dark room too more of a sports hall with long wooden benches. I'm with other dreamwalkers and we aren't sure who has called the class or what it's on.  No lectures have arrived everyone just got a telepathic summons - we are waiting outside. There's a vibe about it that's is rubbing me up the wrong way and it's suggested I sneak in and see what the papers are so I enter the class to snoop about... but when I get in all the papers are all sealed in brown manilla tamperproof packets like exam papers each with a name on. I can't find my name so I shout out some names to see if anyone wants theirs to open but they decide to wait for the class to start there was one guy who wanted his but I couldn't find his name either.  


I jump and I'm walking to the class, I have with me a large black canvas and a lol it's like a plastic pouch of some microwave food? lol, I duno was wired, I'd been asked to collect them... I know the class has started and I can hear the lecturer telepathically berating me for being late, I don't even know who they are and I just shut the link irritated at them, when I get back to the class the lesson is ended and people will be getting reports and feedback, I know mine will be crap but I don't care I know I have stuff to finish but I'll do it my way - I was trying to find my notes but they had been moved so was looking around.  


I woke, wrote dream up and was laying thinking about it and then realised the class was 'HISTORY' and I laugh, recalled this at 0440😛 (( stolen history) 


I'd fallen asleep and then woke suddenly at 515 that makes me laugh 'lol, Ren, yes come back!... Wild ones, we play our games too'   Time is now right? History isn't any more set that the future?  


'You get it bitch, now come!'  💜

Wake at 0550 laughing in realisation at the dream I'd had.  


I was in an astral hub with gamers and game types, we are friends with the industry (lol Ian works in games) This place was visually awesome think floating futuristic amusement arcade - everyone can fly. Oh the cyber-pixi guild?? :p Hahaha


They have sent us images of the next expansion... We'd had to go back there for something we had forgotten and while they are there they have booked 3 of us 10mins slots on the beta release.  


3 of us would be going in for 10mins before the release time! 


lol Inka I thought it was TIME do not bend!! 'Hahaha yeh bitch, but your teaming now and playing nice' 

Time Hopping
??? 

Crashing Money and first on level?? 

Don't bend time 😏

Time reset & crowns


I'm not convinced 😛  'you don't need to be Ren, you keep playing anyway'   😆😆😆 Truth :P

Woken again at 616 by next door shouty kid 😜

Run... Track... ID  <3


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The night before & Yesterday...


You stalking me Inka, just realised I made a 'Death Knight' character named Inkka in wow years ago and I'm playing that server now again.... Then someone with that name with inca standing next to me too?


'Was stalking witch, possessing now :P ' hehehe This was funny as yesterday someone shared an article on exorcism and I was thinking how bloody angry I'd be to be exorcised, it's taken me years to reintegrate you ass hats. :P  


So I'd been on another Thantos buzz woke with a horrible hangover... Had had vague dreams of arguing with people.. Inka is there.    'Ren come, we going to play with your deathwish'  lol ok, then move and think ooofff head was not fun.   'Still waiting............ ok, will jump you.  Here'   In the white room again, can't see only feel I know there are other entities outside of my flicker rate.   'You don't need to see bitch 😆 Stay here I'll be back for you.... enjoy'   lol  

👀

Later... Malico helped,  'you call that helping, lol Ren you're more fucked up than I thought'   Hahahah After that healing... also was shown how buses & use journey in one dream world trains between many dream worlds.  





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