Blue Unity

I didn't want to fall away. I didn't want to hide or stay. The reason I'd gone, the space where I was.

The space that I'd left when I'd fallen apart.

'Malico's house Ren, I'll meet you outside'   

I'd jumped and gone in and then jumped to Malico and hid from Inka... and whent straight to sleep.
WOW lol I was a bug in many systems?  'The program too Ren??'  Errrr a bit... I was in all of the systems.. 'Bk to sleep Ren'  lol ok, I was in the system architecture... I was in everything ??

'Like we tell you Ren, we took your questions and made you an answer'      Pffff

'Sleep please'  I'm awake 'Still sleep, back to the house'  Mmm' Come back we're good at this Bitch'  lol Yeh, no shit!! Elen! 😆 
Seeing all the dreams/weave fit from the last moon cycle.. Astral here over Hindhead too..  The Hind deers and the ways..

Haha Next wake,

Fab dream...I'm at a mental rave!  

MC, really having it like an old warehouse party, dirty and scary but exciting and fun 😏

Also had the feel/vibe of one of the less savoury dream hubs too very dark.. little to no light  😅

Then flips to a convoy at dawn, muddy countryside like hunt sabbing but we are going to dance. The police have turned up but we are too many we all have the same blue airhorns, and blue overalls.. 

'lol Ren.  You can't keep avoiding me all night!' .... lol, IKR but it's fun 😜 'Bitch 😈' Hahaha Dream dust was beautiful... really amazing geometric patterns. 

Oh!! lol, the red queen.. Possie I need you on the floor.... fuck the millenium? 'Hahhaha, yeh Ren I told you last night.... More fun dreaming it?' No shit 💜😍

The dream with the dress?? Imperator??.. Oh, that was also emissary!!

'Come back to house' Prehaps  😏 'Haha Ren!' It's 01.10 😜

Oh the dates too all mirrors! 😁😁 'You can't keep avoiding me Ren' I know, it's fun though.. 'Come back 😈' I'm so hot... 🔥🔥🔥😆

Cool, more rave dreams, was like being back there.... The Gallery @ Turnmills, the aquarium too..

Elen & the Red dress Elen with a deers head too.. the house party for the Millenium!   Haha I was back in so many other places... 

'Keep running Ren, I dare you 😈'  lol... I'm upstairs somewhere 😆

(Was playing hide and seek With Inka in the house.. Malico and Leon kept letting me hide in stupid places 😆)   'Bitch!'  lol

WHAT?? lol what are we doing now? 👀  'Playing'  😏
HAhah I'd jumped back to the house again and Malico had told me I could hide in the study but then gave me a baby!... lol a tiny poddling, or well it's wrapped in leaves doll/fairy like but alive too.

The room was so freaking hot too, I'd told him I didn't want the baby when I was hiding from Inka but I was supposed to give it to him anyway.. just not lose it while we were fighting!!

lol 😆😆 'Ren you lose everything!' I KNOW!!

Next wtf dreams...'Haha, and you lost the baby'

It's 212.. I'm melting.

Bonkers ultra-modern school..Boats and busses in the sky visually crazy and very lucid!!!

So detailed, like flying military ships... Roap tracks way up in the sky, flying trains on tracks of light...   I'd been told our state had been asked and selected for a pre-veiw.

Cooking demo lessons, lots of prepared meals at work stations, all on matching blue plates/bowls.

.A female teacher looking for an engraving tool to make a seal.    I'd gone to look around the city with a friend.

This insane robotic sky chair ride that we go on too. We get onto via a grotty concrete tower, the seats are like shit swivel chairs, but robots too with funny personalitys  😆😆

Terrifying vertigo 😆 lol as these crappy chairs float so high up attached to a roap. 

Oh I'd had to get out of a building too, With Dom?? I was in a city, wired London meby.
There was a magic space I could stay a kind of guest house.. 'You're an idiot Ren' lol!! I know 😂

Someone had asked what we were going to filter out next and Inka shouted 'Pick Ren!'

lol 'Enough yet Ren?' lol duno...It's funny..... 'Nutter'    Mmmmm Haha it's now 02.20 💜💜

I get up for an hr to cool down and get some H2O and wake a little.   

'Found you and squashed you' lol I know 💜 'It's my go' lol, oh recall? 'If you ask nicely' Haha plx 😏

Dream of Jo & Jon and a WV crew van again (Find other dream Ren) Oh.. ok.  Ah, just before the newyear too!   This is the things closing soon??  Also Birch to Rowan?

A dentist too they have taken all my teeth but the things I was to get instead are crazy like iridescent sliver they are all the colours of the rainbow and shiny 😏 It's 606.

'Come back here' 

Oh, I'd had another dream too a woman was pregnant and I was looking out for here... but also doing loads of other stuff too.
Someone was annoyed with me for being late but I popped up when needed... the woman was stressed about her BP checks and I'd stayed with her chilling her out.  

I'd spent the rest of the night dream-sharing with Inka and Malico .. kept getting woken up by the woman next door sneezing her head off!! 'You're irritating and your boundaries are shit 😏' Hahah FU 

A dream of a spiders web from above it's oddly angled like it's been drawn with only straight lines... it's also made some crazy detour to attach to something 😀 Haha

Also being in a game show or something was wired there were 2 buttons one green one red the green one has the word Necessity written on it.   Oh... Thats the understanding Unity??  

'Run early Ren, storm will get worse before better'   Ok.. I like running in storms.

Oh this was in the dream too... Inka's Box in Hospital..

 

Trig & Co-Ordination points.

I need 'You have Ren, come here now please' 

Help <3... 'You have us Ren, the support few do, Come'   

TY <3 Leon?  'Idiot'  lol ffs... 'Tell me it's not pun?'  Hahaha, I can't 

'Just chill stupid'   I can't   'Still chill'  lol

'Sleep now come'   lol Where?  'There?'  Here?  'We're'  fuck off 😆 

Don't want a messy timeline  'So stay awake is Ren'  Errrr 'Just listen'  OK 

'Come to me Ren. same as last night now pleased' Whose world is it anyway... 'Yours so get up n move'   

What do you call it?  'It's like a trig point Ren, realities intersect, manifestation good'   

Oh, the church? Garages too... Fule.. oh loosh 'Love' 

The church too? Laylines/dragon lines under?  'Mmmm, just dream Ren we are helping'  

Very out 'Bitch.... neither & either, dream weaver'   I want the night to last for always, 'I know you do, just enjoy where you're at'  

Next I'd jumped to main dream area.. Loci, Leon Inak and me dream-share. lol that escalated fast!!  'Lol Ren you could say that, just behave ok' 

Had been a crazy experience in main dream house... stuff just manifesting allover violent and fast and crazy..

Oh, I'd moved bk upstairs too... 'Yep'  No boundaries atm,  'Nop'   I'd been dreaming of sleeping in a morgue too. 'Not for the first time ;)'   

 

Hunting Historys

Night before last was a crazy modern bus, it had dropped me off outside main dream area... Horrible back pain from where I'd gone spalt.

I'd napped around midday and it helped a little.  

'Better?' Mmmm what was that music? 'Your head' lol 'Mmmmm, just behave a bit Ren... we are whatever you need so try need something less chaotic for a while' lol, yeh will try.

Falling fast, way past, out of time and threw a mind. All at once so far away inside it all a game to play.

A dance-like trance and energy a place or space to try and be. Smell what's coming, fail to catch, unravelling bits we thought would last.

'Whatever you think normal is Ren you'll still not want it'  Hu?   'Don't argue just come'  Why?  'Cause you want to or you'd not be talking to me 😏'  lol yeh.. recall plx? 'Set intention Witch come here'  

Mmmmm Tiger balm,  'Tigers or Lions Ren?'   I duno, they all play mice 😜

'They do yeh'  lol OMW.

Jesus and mary chain a band? ffs :P  'Stupid Ren'  IKR still... 'Stupid'  Hahah Not ever herd.. lol oh the 1979 that was twice today?  'Mmmmm'

Blue?  'Yes, come here'  feels like spiders dancing in my throat. 'Better than tree knots in your back'  

Algorithm? Frequency analysis?  'You're supposed to be sleeping Ren'   lol, I'm dreaming will that do?  'Duno when to quit hu?'  Hahah I think we both know the answer to that. 

Cypher text??  'Find tomorrow or in the night 😏'  lol 

Eney, meeny, miny, mo? 'I've got a spider by it's toe' lol  'Sleep and come here ffs'  lol trying, you keep waking me up!!

Wake at 101 😛 I'd been dreaming with Inka again, in the ruins.. chilling  'Keeping you out of trouble'  Jumped ..back to main dream area around 2am...

Loci was there still and we wandered off togther was dreaming in the Middle school or something that was in that place but not really like it.

The back wall was covered in many trees, we were looking at the bark.. then going to head out to sea.
  

I'd also been in a version of my main dreamhouse was mixed with here too.. There was a wired Xbox thing that kept growing larger..... It suddenly had a camera and wanted to keep taking photos and it was annoying I put a book in front of it as the camera wouldn't close again. 

Next wake at 515... I'd been here.. just in lower astral, Loci & Inka around too.. joined awareness hanging.  'Jump roundhouse mouse!'  OMW 😜   Dreamshare with Loci, Leon, Inka and Kaylo was around too. 

A long dream of manifesting stuff, I was hanging around at an edge space.... had the feeling of a farm. Just watching what was being manifested and occasionally adding or removing energy.   

Strange lost things too, I'd been looking for a ball pump so we could play a game..but all the ones I could find were the wrong shape or size.

They looked more like odd injection needles I suppose, or something to tap bones..  Wired medical not familier... and not ball pumps!

Michael had appeared too and was helping me look but we were finding old gems, crystals and bits of broken old jewellery instead.

The farms' space was strange too, like a show/performance.. people manifesting all kinds of strange, I knew I could add to it.... lol but I wasn't sure it needs to be any odder so I was just watching and tweaking.

There was a female character too, she was a bit bonkers... she'd been able to swim as a kid but something had happened and she'd forgotten was intermittently blind too?  

Main dream house again, an unfamiliar male in the kitchen, spring was coming and the daylight lengthening.
I'd got up to listen to an online history class but the lecturer's mic kept cutting out so he made no sense and I was chatting on the group chat instead with the other class member I knew at least one of them... the chat was pretty off-topic about fairy magic and vaguely interesting but I kept falling asleep.
In another dream I was helping Marie/middle me... she wanted a red item of clothing a skirt I think, I was looking and had offered to lend her one if we couldn't find one. 

I'd gone to the kitchen to get a drink was chatting to the male there, he wanted to know why I skipped classes so much 😏 lol I just told him I CBA, I just do what I feel like.

lol last dream is main dream house again.

There is a knock at the door and I go to open it. Inka is standing there and tells me 'You've let me into everywhere else now'  I grin at him leaving the door open and go back in, he follows me.  

In the hallway, he grabs my arm and looks at me and we just stare at each other a bit contemplating  until he comments... 'Crazy Bitch'  lol I wake up laughing... 'Tell me you're not Ren?'   💜 Who knows... time will tell I suppose.... Hahah it's 808'😈'😆

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Linked to this at the end of Oct.. not sure why.  

This one of making beds...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?fbclid=IwAR2egtOjP7iLHm1uSdeAHjFiZ3kjo2OtwZOjRm_9pI_KWScz3NB4QhCp11s&v=O3mULK0gOMA&feature=youtu.be

Can't link propper.

The Boom??

Odin?? 

TriStar

Errrr 'Lots Ren' Yehhh... 'Just play'

I'd been dreaming with Inak, everything was so fast needed to slow, same space as last night the wired ruined temple space.  

'Bitch, just lay and sleep... I share' 

Was just flow and energy. Scattered and spread into all. 242 

'Come bk, relax and stay soft it's fun' 

646 We eventually jump back to the roundhouse in the morning. 

I got into the fire and sat down cross-legged at first turning to fire too and burning... I'd tried to listen to the others taking but fallen asleep and was dreaming of being above the coastline.

I'd woken back in the fire and curled into a ball to sleep as sitting wasn't comfortable.. I was round and glowing.

Wake at 848

The dream was long in the main dream area.

I'm with a guy familiar but not. The dream starts in Em's old house.. the mirror of our old house. A guy was sleeping in the bathroom, I'd got covered in cat shit somehow and wanted to wash it off, but the guy needed to get up early to work.. I'd picked up the crap and flushed it and when downstairs to wash so they could sleep there.

Next, I'm with same person watching them dive into the sea over and over porting back to the cliffs where we are standing. 

I'd swam at some point to they were showing me how to dive.

Main dream area is so busy more city like all the time. I'm with the same person again... Kingstreet, the sky is wyrd.
Low strange grey yellow clouds and an old light above there are shadows moving behind the clouds and I'm pointing them out. I was wondering if they were big gulls.

A large factory industrial area there is a monument a brick chimney tower and the male pushes it over the bricks land on the floor like it had no cement.  

Under the tower was a wired old fashioned overhead projector Ian knew the name of it. Tristar 2k.

There is 3 of us now, we are watching slides from far away, we know the sequence. In one people are standing.. hollowed out cliffs or Bamburgh castle but like it's made of concrete and a wall has been removed. It's familiar but not... a feel of rock-cut ruins opened up.... People are in it and can see us, we can look out of their eyes back to where we are projecting from.. We are playing time bk n forward. Jumping into both perspectives.

It was linked to the mining dream too...   

I'd woken again back at the fire and wanted to go into the trees, Loci is by the fire too and wants to come and we merge into the hawthorns.

It's very similar to last time, my awareness was joined with the hawthorn and Loci, we were sharing... The thorns, like needles and injections and Loci was sharing info on Blackthorn and it's the association to Yew & Elder. I was also considering Gorse and brambles. The hawthorn blossom, pink/white and the crown chakra.

Embrasure too