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Monday, 10 October 2016

The WEB! Dragons and a 'meeting' I think we did it!! :D

I got into bed and first it was images.. 

Lady -  Bird,  The Blue feathered eyebrows  & The woman covered in blue feathers.  (All from past dreams visions.    - This morning I'm remembering my 'cot' toy.. Blue Bird, it sung about angels 14 watching over me.  (This is shown at the end of the vid... weirdly when I put it on 2 vids start playing at once... one is about a 'Big Picture' Earth angels and a vow of invisibility.  (I think this is silence)





 I had in the healing dream... were the other me's didn't know I was there I'd not spoken till then.
This was wired, as them both together made my head go  'AWOOOGAAA!' 

I needed to step into my own power first...  Before I could teach/help I needed to know what and why!

It's time!  lol  'TIME' 


Soooo  tangent dealt with for now...   Back to the thoughts after the blue bird.   It was the poems I wrote last cycle around 2012.... I understand them now!!

A flower with many petals, A people with many hearts,
They've lost there own beginnings,
Feel alone from the start,
To bring them back together, and hold them all like glue,
Threw trust and hope, with love and light we all have Jobs to do.

The lotus, is the flower :D   Oh wow,  I understand all my old poems now...  my higersself was still separated by the veil... so I could communicate but not 'know'  

Soo many poems!!  I need to start to share them

Ok...Back to the bed thoughts :P  My Asthma is me expanding inside...    It's a transformation like the ladybird bugs.   
The occult/ hidden... it's not really hidden, we just left it behind the veil while we played hide and seek! Free will,  our totality loves us so much <3   The free will, we grow at our own pace.

School...   Has been top down,    if you let children grow they naturally will learn numbers and letters in the same way they use crayons and building blocks... as tools of creation!

Net works, branch lines, blood flow, trees, the web neural network our streets...    We are the same inside out :D  As above so below!

Next thought is 'mass' 

Blood of Christ body of Christ?  Mass...   noo   Weight?   Both & Quantum!
mass is a property of a physical body. It is the measure of an object's resistance to acceleration (a change in its state of motion) when a force is applied. It also determines the strength of its mutual gravitational attraction to other bodies. 

Ahhh the gravity wave then?   The pulling back together! Other body's - other hearts other minds.

I can't get this into words yet.  It's the spiders and blood from the crone dream, the net & gravity.  I think it's blood and breath.  One in and out the other round and round...  Prana.  

Also other words for Dryad...  Diad,   This also has 2 meanings  


DIAD....   Delivery Information Aquasition Device

The diad is a structure in the cardiac myocyte located at the sarcomere Z-line. It is composed of a single t-tubule paired with a terminal cisterna of the sarcoplasmic reticulum. The diad plays an important role in excitation-contraction coupling by juxtaposing an inlet for the action potential near a source of Ca2+ ions. This way, the wave of depolarization can be coupled to calcium-mediated cardiac muscle contraction via the sliding filament mechanism.



Soooo It's a  microscopic T shaped thing in the heart made of 3 membrains!!    (Triad)   in the heart muscle that de-polarises  !!   Made of light and dark bands.....    Hahahha   As within so without.   This is the Cross/Hanged man on a cellular level??  O.o  Who knows...  I've a feeling I can go look though :P

That makes sense too!  

Dyslexia is not a disability either it's a deep understanding language... a quantum understanding of word play!   We do not want to remember the spelling as it;s the meaning that creates and 'matters' 

The letters tools of creation.... the 'WORD' was with god.   Words are magic spells :P
 





Soooo,  the blood and the breath..  the expansion contraction of breath... this is yoga Pranayama  ohhh the Prana!  Breathing yoga.. the Prana is the energy!   The blood it goes round and round and round  via the heart... the Cycle.   The heart and the lungs..   the trees and the world or the tree and it's disk. 
Quantum, round or flat. 

I'm so wide awake,  Zak is laying in bed with us having nightmares...   He wakes and tells me 'Mummy, you can't take it back'   He won't say what.

He's always been unsettled, his nightmares the 'scared of birds' the Blue Monsters??  Is this the woman with feathers?? 

My eye dust is really 'organised now'  I see a purple dream entrance so jump into a dream. 



I'm lucid in the dream.

First is a white castle/ school   I'm only one there and it's being bombed.. with 'REALITY BOMBS'   lol :P
The moon crone dream.   The reality bombs started here. 


So the bombs are dropping, they are cluster bombs with invisibility...  my family's there it's really unstable, we are at a brink.  We are in this school 'now' for a reason.  I get bombed...

New reality. 

This one is a real mess, houses are blowing up and people are vanishing as the buildings explode.   War-zone style.
We are split,  lots of us 'know' but some are still really scared of their shadow.   There are lots of people confused and in fear...  (It's amphibian reptilian)    We all know it's something to do with 'GOD' but some are still scared of the judgement.    This is causing the instability.

We are split, some are sending energy supporting the scared and anchoring them...  some are trying to stabilise reality.    I 'know'  I'm building up my power......   I get hit and get zapped again into another reality  'Dead' ... the bombs are a dead like in the other games. 

Connect with other's  we are such a bunch of weirdos!! :D :D   This time it's a space ship type place, but with a reality inside too, we can still see the players from the reality's below.  

Wizards, Mystics, Time lords, religious people  We look like a crazy bunch of nerds  the conversations we are having are amazing, they are doing same as me.....  time hopping, or tracking soul shards - messages.    I understand them and them me!!
Some are having to wear dark glasses as the light and flicker rate is to high for them,   I can still see (this is like screen refresh rate) 
Ian and the kids are there too...  I'm trying to juggle both..  no 'TIME' to meditate so I've been dragging the universe down here inside of me.   :P  (OOps ;)   ( I'm a singularity?? )

The reality's are flashing fast, one is tunnel...   me and the others brace  (OHHHH the Braclet??)

More reality Bombs..   We all brace together (me and the weirdos)
They don't go off again...    lol or do they??? ;)  Heheh

I zap again into a 3rd reality.  It's bright white light room, there are a group at a table only (9 - 12) We are from all over the world, we talk in riddles, we are laughing!   'WE DID IT'  
They don't recognise me or me them,   (But I know I've been with them in astral for ages)
They ask 'Who AM I'   I laugh and tell them,  'I am YOU'  We all laugh :D

We ask what we have been tracking...    Some people a Lizard, Frog....   mine was the gold  holographic frog in the 'Nephalim Elohim' Dream.  We got back threw the separation... I came from the Nephilim / Elohim branch.     (The Giants dreams... the Lucifer angel from my child hood) 

A red hair woman comes up to me ( I think she's the fire element I sometimes meet)   She takes my hand and crosses my palm with hers. 

On my hand ancient writing appears in amber raised bubbles (It's my name but I can't read it) Same text as the Elohim dream...   I can see my picture though it's a Dragon :) 
I gasp!  She laughs, as she looks up at my face it fades,  She is surprised I can see it too....   but I'm connected to over soul.     I can only see it when she's looking...   that is her gift <3    She tells me my name, but I can't 're'member'  lol


I wake up falling back threw layers of realities.   Am wide awake thinking WOW, and as I finish writing up the dream I reach the end of my dream book!!  Hahahhaa :D     lol  what a ride :D :D

I lay in bed physically trembling after this :P

But still it cycles on...    Both me and Ian are Dragons...  Chinese signs. 

I know how to fly, it's to do with vibration... I need to embrace and match the vibration of air.. or become lighter.  
Dragons are masters of the Elements...   also the Chinese star sign the bigger cycle of 4 x 12 years  -  this is the Zeitgeist the spirit of the age, there is only one spirit to share, but we express differently all a part of the puzzle.    Is the Zeitgeist the energy we bring in at birth??  The dates.. meby that links us to the groups/branches closest. 

The flicker rate in the dream.... different species see stuff at different speeds...   'Time... must be linked to heart rate and breathing and mass & the vagus nerve!     Bumble bees and there buzzzzzz  


The dragon dream
From 2012

I had a dream in a dream last night.
First part was a long night walk threw Northumberland (where I grew up)..
I was with a few people and we were walking from my old grans house to an aunts.
about 7 miles threw dark countryside.
There was a shop in the front of my aunts house, and then a dark back garden with lots of wired stuff the stars seemed to come right down to the grass.
In the garden were lots of other people, some awake and some asleep - it was fairly quiet and I whent to sleep there.
In the dream, dream. I'm a dragon/dinosaur type of thing.
I have a long pointed face and 2 triangle shaped wings, a small pointed horn 2 clawed feet, scales and pointy teeth.
I can talk to the other dino's with thought. We have an underground city, with rivers flowing threw it - it's a bit of a dump.
Just a messy series of caves, mainly we live in a pine forest outside of the caves.
Our river is drying up, and we need the water to hatch our eggs.
We decided to dam the water flowing into the city with tree's and as one of the flying dinos I'm required to rip up trees and block the river as it flows to the city.
Some time passed and a lake built up at the city wall, but the city dwelling dino's got angry at us for blocking there river up.

I think they destroyed the dam causing a flood.... I do remember we have a big fight about it though - a huge dino battle.
I was fighting in the air, I discovered I could also heal other dinos using my horn - it was a bit like a my little pony horn :)
The battle is the last part of the dino dream I remember I fell from the sky with something I'd been healing and as I fell I fell back into the first dream.
But I was still a dino, but smaller - human size.
It was daytime and ended up going to a school/church type of place, lots of old school friends were there and were all dressed in long white robes, like school nativity angels.

I was still scaly and wired, they all seemed to be afraid/repulsed by me. I wasn't to bothered cause I could still fly and it seemed like a fair trade
The last bit of the dream I was exploring the buildings and watching people.

Sooo 1976 was a fire dragon year...  I've a feeling this fits with Zeitgeist.  (Spirit of the age) 

Humm....   Number 14.. from my blue bird song, 

The Zeitgeist, I wonder if that fits with breath??  Spirit?

Again from 2012

The flow of the rain into the sea, like thoughts from you into me.
As they join, become one, their work is done,
New to become,
for to be free, the breath enters me,
Did you breath it too?? cause nothing is new



Drifting apart,
The light that we are,
Lost from the start,
Empty of Heart.

Hollow inside,
With what can we fill,
the void that we are,
when we've drifted to far.

Floating alone, to far from what's home,
Who are you?  Why am I me?
When 'they' look at 'I'
What do they see?

A silence so deep so enveloping,

A hug from the place I found Home,
No longer alone, much stronger a zone,
a place of which I'm a part.

The trees as they grow into me,
The birds from who's eyes I can see,
The earth in my Breath,
The night takes my Self,
I'm lost in the beauty of 'We'

Ages all tied in your Web,
Caught in the green safety net,
Don't let us go, together we grow,
Right 'hear' right 'now' we belong.   O.o  OOoo  Also from 2012...   :D
Fay's also just learnt to sing and play this...  lol  It fits too!




Sooo I'm wondering, what happens when you start to decode life in the same way you decode dreams?   Is that why I had the dream I did last night??

Possibly insanity??   *shrugs*  Hummm   'The fool' it is then. ;)


The bracelet I got... I'm sure there has to be more to it. The year it was made - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1806

Some of the births/deaths seem significant.. Start of the industrial revolution lots of significant people. It's 206 years old. I can't re'meber what DW said about cycles.
Hummm when I think more about it I get pressure on the crown chakra. My dreams last night, I could feel pressure on 3rd eye, then after on the crown.

Hummmmm
  Intreasting.  -
Soo   arousing curiosity or interest; holding or catching the attention.   Seem worth trying then :)
Isambard Kingdom Brunel - born that year.. I feel this is significant for the bridges, trains, ships...  connection & network too.  Key player in the Industrial revolution. 

Braclet   Brace Let   -   In the dream I was bracing with the others to hold the 'reality'   
Sooo brace something that is used to support or connect things, or to make something stronger...    Also fits with the trains ships/tracks/network

Let -   to allow or permit....   Surrender then?    Other end of control? 

It's covered in Ivy,  So apart from the obvious tree reference.  Ivy seems quite symbolic too! 

'Ivy, being an evergreen plant, represents eternity, fidelity, and strong affectionate attachment, such as wedded love and friendship. The ivy plant is also a strong plant which can grow in the hardest enviroment. Another association of Ivy as an evergreen, is perennial life and immortality.'  
Silver too again in alchemy the connection to the moon.  

Heheh,  If we can go down the rabbit hole and land in looking glass world....where else is there to play??

Wednesday, 12 October 2016

Soul Retreval, Game Masters and Humility

Filled 14 pages in the dream pad....    Number 14 again!!

First part of the night, is thought confirming dreams, I'm a wave and a line. A bridge connecting reality's. Real-I-Trees.

I wake at just after midnight and get visions....

I see the dragon round the tree of life,  that's me - spirit of the age... born as a fire dragon.

I see a symbol,  I laugh...  hidden in plane sight!   It's been staring at me all my life!  :D
The 2 snakes, the heart wings from the regression that went upside down...   I didn't go anywhere I brought they universe into me.

I'm upside down!!    The eye in the pyramid and it's it's refection.  The dragon the serpent.... infinity, eating it's tail. 
DNA, the tree & the cosmic carrot...    Inside and out. The Totem too!

Back in June I was told in the dream I was Zeitgeist = The spirit of the age. I didn't understand it then, but there is only one spirit we are it, share it breath it, are made from it...   it's the connection and I've moved out of the way to let it in to me. 
Fire dragon, fire is spirit...  I was also born as Aquarius.  So lol  Age of Aquarius..  how very hippy!   It's brought me to experience the Unity.

My PArther is an Earth Dragon, but he's still in separateness.  

Heart song a ...... You + ME Verse.  = Universe  unity. 

As we re'member we are one we can co create harmoniously.







I wrote a poem about this in 2010 but didn't 'feel' it yet.



One drop in the ocean, one flight in a wing,
One note in a chorus, in a song we all sing,


A rainbow heat of oness that holds us all like glue,

For the now is in the everything, 
They're all a part of you. 



Next was the medicine wheel again, how this fits with the tarot and the disk, alchemy, and the whole -  this is coming together   I'm not quite there with this yet, I know it's inside & outside.

Next it was the story of jumping mouse.  Someone shared this with me when I kept dreaming of mouses...    lol,  that was the frog I was chasing in the Elohim dream, and integrated with the dragon.
The flood bible storys quantum too... it's was a flood on the round world, it's a flood into our bodys from the universe when we sacrifice the ego to the spirit.  

Seems dream mouse still has more dreams to go!  

Next thing that pops into my head is 'A space man came Travelling song' I've always loved this song.



I'm seeing the EYE in the pyramid, the illumanaughty..  we are the bit missing, we have been looking at 1/2 of us. 

Reality.....   real it tree....    The tree inside, the flat world/round world.

DREAM


This dream is awesome, lucid..  It's a WILD (WakeintoLucidDream) It's soo real.

It's about putting bits back together, a future a past a game.     A home!  A game I play with friends...We are multidimensional ones were play hide and seek, have races to find stuff do stuff all across space and time.
We have finished a game I'm a tunnel running threw pages of a book the pages are worlds/times/possibility's/ 
A Grey tunnel with doors opens in front of me, I step in.  It's got instructions and telepathic messages but I know the protocol I've done this lots.   I step in close my eyes.
It's like superspeed elevator going up and down at the same time.....  St-reaching then wooshhhh --- Then robotic telepathic voice says , 'Extracting consciousness now' ......    BLISS!!

I'm in a light body, on a space ship, it's grey with  a red glow...   There is a broadcast....  it's telepathic the vibration message goes to mind. 
'Good game everyone, lots of reds this time, then goes of to read codes and download speeds'  

We all have coloured lights in our hearts...  many peoples are pure one colour but mine are mixed like a yin-yang.... I can see it reflected onto the wall rather than in me.   It's Pinky/Red/Purple/Blue we are also given a DL speed. 
We are discussing different creations and ways to create.   I recall I'm a bit of a maverick 'here' I work alone,rather than with a team.... I believe in growth naturally for the sake of it.

I can see and remember  1000's of creations and reality's lives/games I've played.   

The lucid dream I had with a robot and the VR robot demo for the vive are all reality's.  
The dreams I've had that lasted years are all real too.  We are all in a locker room waiting to de-brief, I can't wait to go again there is lots of humour and friendly competition. 
It's like we've been DL'd from an MMOLRPG  --  ( Oh, these are taken from 'inside' too  O.o   lol)
I come back....   This wasn't like waking up, it was like coming back :P  

I'm back in bed lol and the time is 3.33!! 

The experience is amazing vivid so real, so so real.......but my emotions are disappointed, my DL speed wasn't fast enough.... I'm judging myself!!

I realise this is another me in a con-current life (as there is no time)   This reminds me of my Daughter role-playing a game when she was 3 with a friend... they'd been killed and were waiting in a space ship to be born into another baby body.  She told me about it in the way home cause she didn't want to be born again and have to ware nappies :P  (She also used to tell me that the aliens were watching us on TV)

I'm still disappointed, feeling I should have been better and  DL'ed faster. O.o    I'm recalling the Penguin dream that lasted a lifetime..   (I know I play lots of games at once .... the hive mind & CG hollographic dreams Time hopping .   )

Soo recap - I ask the  question and the answer comes....

Spirit took me there for a reason?  (YES) ... Oh  I'm judging myself there too!!  (YES)  I'm divided, I have an ego!  .  My ego separation was there in that reality... I wanted to be faster..  That's why my colour was dual! (YES) 
This is also my competitive streak that comes out in gaming :P (YES)

This is a lesson??  (YES!!)   Is this 'Spiritual Pride' (YES) lol  ok..... Sorry :P
 
Ok,  so I need to balance this??  Forgiveness of this multidimensional aspect of self.   I need to re'member that bit of me...  do I need to start collecting soul parts from outside earth reality's?  (YES)

Ok....  feeling calm now.  I need to forgive and reintegrate this, I need to learn Humility!!! 

I disconnect and lay back and see another dream entrance, so go in. 

I meet the girl with the red/orange hair the one that made the dragon on my palm, she's helping me make sense of the previous dream... she can see me and help me, it's the amber fire.   Is this the chakra below yellow?  (YES)  She is me too.  

This will stop the fire in my Yellow Ray if I re'member this too...  I need to find my lots Orange soul shards.   I start looking threw my dreams..   Bathroom dreams!  lol the ones were I'm on the loo :P  HAHAHA   Ok
I find the ghost in a bathroom, it's invisible too.  I can see the light cord movement and vibration that lets me know it's direction.  I feel it coming back into me with a WHOOOSH! :)  It's so bright!!     I can see a group of lives associated with it.   A woman, A few Men and a young boy.... I see them all before me, they have been feeling bad & guilty about things.    They have various clothes on from threw the ages one of the females seems Russian?  She can dance the Charleston (So 1920ish) :P  Some of the men look like they are from the 1800's.

--  
Wake again.

So wow!   O.o     I've a feeling the boy in the dream had something to do with Zak (my youngest boy)... We've had some wired quantum entanglement thing/karma/soul group stuff going on.   He seems to have nightmares as I'm doing stuff.   Wonder if this ties in with him yelling 'no don't take it back mummy' and nightmares about me eating his lolly, and being scared of birds??    When he was first born he wouldn't 'look' at me for the first 4 weeks. 

This morning is the first morning he hasn't woke up screaming and shouting and demanding things.. he was just laying in his cot smiling and giggling!

This is all quite mind popping :D  

Oh how odd....   O.o   Zak kept saying to me.   'Mummy I got a good idea'       'I got a good idea in my dream'  He's kept saying it all morning....  

When Ian appeared he said it again.    'Mummy I got a good idea in my dream,  Daddy's a tree'   
'Daddy a branch'  O.o       Hehe  Ian's had to admit that that is fairly wired :D 
I also keep finding stuff round our house that I don't remember being her before. 



SOo the pond dream.

The Duality Penguin.



Summer  2011 some time. 
I had such a beautiful dream last night. It felt like it lasted a lifetime...... hence it's long

I was myself, human and I lived naked in a large deep lake were I was able to breath in the water.
The pool was in the most beautiful setting, surrounded by light forest with perpetual low sunlight that shone on the surface of the lake.

One day a black & white penguin appeared in the pool - at first we just imitated each other, but with time we learnt to interact and play together. Our favourite game was fetch, with a pink bath toy.
During a game diving deep for the ball, I happened into a tribe of human like 'people' living at the bottom of the lake.

At first they were a little unsettled that I had found them - I felt that I knew them. (Then realised this was a memory from a future, and that I would know them)
With time they accepted me and I grew especially close to one of them, years went by I lived with them and learnt there ways.
With time they gradually faded out of my visual sight but I knew they were with me still and I could always talk with the tribe even though I couldn't see them.

During this time the other humans (ones similar to how I had been) had taken over the area where the lake was situated. Eventually all that was left of the lake was a small dark deep pool.
The water there had become very polluted, the pollution didn't harm me as I'd become part of the nature of the lake.
The water was harmful to the other humans though, they wanted to dig out the pool and replace it with a swimming baths so that their infants could play there. I agreed and left the lake.
After the lake had been turned into a small swimming pool, I tried to find the lake water.
I found where they were channelling the lake water too - it was now flowing in a dark underground canal, the water was now black and thick and was being pumped fast threw massive turbines.
I could feel the tribe were with me though I couldn't see them..... I could hear them telling me. 'Don’t be afraid, don't be upset'
I left the canal and the dark water and found a small stream I followed into wild grassland.... I think by this time the tribe member I'd mated with had materialised to keep me company.
We came to a small metal shed on the edge of the grassland, inside the shed were 2 children working several computers. The tribe member I was with asked about the door way.
The children smiled and said they would help us in a moment.
After a small wait they asked us to open a cupboard and press a blue button, when we did so a doorway into another scene opened.
Looking through the doorway, I could see the tribe ‘people’ there.
In the distance there was a small beach set in a rocky cove and beyond a huge bright blue ocean.
I hear them in my mind saying to me ----- 'you know how to swim now, next you have to learn to swim in the ocean'

- I woke up then :) It was such a rich beautiful world and it felt like I'd been there for so so long..... literally a lifetime!

--
Hummmm   Sooo much makes sense to me now!! This dream from below too, it is inside & outside us!



This from 29th 6th 16.   --

Really amazing insight from this dream.
The setting is a huge high security science complex, it's quite futuristic really clean and white, with huge cooling systems and miles of corridors.
I'm in there on a mission, I know I've 'done' this before.... I also know I'm 'winging' it but I instinctively know all the people I need to go to to help me, and also know how past all the security systems.
My mission is Crocheting - the thread is unbelievably fine and organic in nature. I've got a pair of hooks they are a size 7.
I pass threw the security un-noticed and I'm cleared for the bio security too. I'm connecting the few people I know in there who can help and getting things from them. When I get into the place I need to be, I realise size 7 hooks are to big, and I need 6.
I remember someone who can crochet leeks and that she has the 6, so I find her and bring her to the work station. I'm watching my team work, they are making amazing tiny molecules and shaped with the thread.
--- As I wake up I realise that rather than coming back into my body awareness from outside, I'm coming back into my awareness from inside me.
At that moment I realise that the complex was representing my body, the 'helpers' were cells the security was my immune system!
We were making cells molecules and DNA! :P

I've just quickly googled number 7 & 6 and 7 is intellect and knowledge spiritual awareness and 6 is balance, love/care and connecting above and below.
How cool!! :D :D
I'm now going to reconsider other dreams I've had in lab/medical/factory type setting

lol   that’s without the awesome vision I had Open-mouthed smile  

Smile with tongue out


Hummmm  One below too - I think this relevant to something too.  

30 - Oct-2012

Me and Ian both had mad dreams last night, his was about a telescope that was taken by of worlders and he went back in time with American Indians to get it back.

My first dreams were about a cottage near a railway junction in beautiful agless countryside, the house was full of ghosts and demons.
It was some friends of Ians that lived there and they'd invited us round to get our take on it.
I found the ghosts funny, they did stupid things like lifting up skirts or playing with children's toys.
There was all kinds of weirdness outside the house too - big moving shapes.

I sat with Ian at the door, there was this huge skeletal zomby thing running at the house looking fairly mean.

As it got close up I held up my hand and shouted stop! It did.... I then held out my hand to it and I asked it what it wanted and if I could help.
It smiled at me and said 'stay safe' then vanished.

After that some portal opened outside the cottage, there was an alien metal road and Ian had decided he was going to steal some of the road to sell.

The alien people were going to kill him, I asked them not to as our kids would miss him.... and I told them they could have me instead.

They seemed content with that, but they told me they wouldn't kill me I had to take the road metal but accept the corruption that came with it. I agreed... after that I joined some wired alien group that were doing interesting but not entirely ethical things.... It was kinda fun.

The 2nd dreams were about volcanoes erupting outside an elderly relatives house, they were like 3 mini volcanoes the ground kept shaking and they kept spewing hot stuff, there were also dogs everywhere.
This one didn't have much story line it was just kinda cool and very real.




I duno :P It was like glowing metal path made of tiny metal pebbles... but they were all shaped to fit together and polished. It was very pritty.


Some of them had markings on, and others had holes in. It was like an iridescent purple metallic color.
Cause it was made of small individual bits and it was so cool looking Ian had prised some bits of it up to take.
They were the bits I had to take of him and accept there corruption






Sunday, 16 August 2020

You Pick your Scab I pick mine!

 


 


Hehee 

Fuck! So I fell asleep at 23.23 was out of it then came back but not back just dark lower astral of the room and I supprised I feel a movement coming presence inside me and closer and closer and then the bed moves and Ian wakes me. I pop back into me as Ian lays down but I'm inside him too. I ask him what time it is. He tells me midnight 00.00! WoW.


 'Yes Ren lol, your tired of this shit, that's why we are here' To try and help people remember we are their shadow.  


Never mind Inaka, if they don't they can have the fun we are having pulling it back together.  Hahahah


'Psycho' / 'Mirror' 'Ok you got me, just transmute'   Holy shit! 'You get it now, I'm hoping, I'm small, I'm small in all... Dream-weaving connecting and drawing the collective battle into me'


My orange is growing and growing and growing .. Holly Shit Inka!

'You didn't have to know!!  but we know that's what knowing it.  'Ride it bitch' 'be the mirror, you don't have to do this conciouslly'    lol ikr


This is wild (Wake into lucid dreaming!) 00.33 Scary/Fairy and ?/?  'That's mine Ren now if your here STFU' 'You pick your scab, I'll pick mine'  


'If you can't be quite get up and weave... feelings are best felt - go look up your scab dream we will let you know when we need you' ......      SHIT!



'Yes' lol  
 'I'm watching you'    

Come down to PC and Venus is out the window looking down :P lol  Valk /Odin :P 

Wow, that dream...  All the dreams the body stasis the reincarnation/forgetting/matrix
The being called at the re-ed station!'I told you bitch, you were made for this ;)  Hang on and listen we will tell you when your needed'   lol 

'We have the perspective...  Trust, weave & dream It's all symbols'



'You can come back to sleep if your quiet.. '   😶  'I fucking wish bitch'  😏


Almost 1.54  back to sleep for 2 ;) 




The owl is getting closer you go ar 222.  


My head violet flame growing.. Oooo The dot in the Yang -What!! 'Use violet flame'  Eh?

VIOLET FLAME DREAM



This felt bloody wired... like a massive swirling that was in my energy body head but bigger... Inka my head will pop! 'lol That's what loci',s for now lay down and go to sleep it's not long' 


Wake at exactly 3.00 Wow, your heads fucking wired?   'You see!?!'


So I'd had a totally surreal astral experience lower astral outside our house but the street is flipped odds/evens other way round. Shirlys boiler had exploded and I've carried her outside she is standing easily and I say to her are you ok.. the adrenaline helping she told me. Then this massive wired giraffe head smashes threw a window really fast making us jump! Then I'm crawling on my knees down the middle of the road in the gravel and my knees are bleeding and it hurts. Then I'm on my back in the street with lighting all around and wired 2d children's mobiles of like flat planets, stars and solar systems. I'm getting constant electric shocks. I'm woken into a second dream as a female I'm with drops a cigarette end onto my leg burning the skin there. I feel it all physically. 


'Symbols'   The flow of energy gut to head is so weird so alien my front incisor is throbbing right into my head.  'Your wirings not as good up top, not been used much'  lol FU ;)


Then more of it and PoP   'lol chill Ren we've got you' 

Nothing felt real? Just the sensation I can't make out the next bit I'd written.  '


It's another form of birth, but mental?  'Yes, very good!'  That's wired! 'lol yes, that's why you do the feeling and we do the thinking' 


The mirror the mind all & nothing on and off?   'lol we've been telling your mind this over and over now you KNOW here too'  


Sudden recall of 2000 dream and it's 606 


It's a nightmare I'm in a white TV broadcasting studio, there are huge glass tanks and body are being poured into them and minced up it's very visual and fucking horrifying I'd zoomed out and could see all this stuff being broadcast from the station into space from an aerial.  (Now I want the Evil Queen)   You met your dark & light sun! 


'Good, your learning'  O.o 'Now you're the queen flip-the script... you've done it before' Violet Flame' <3 WHAT? 'Symbols bitch.  


Now, I would advise you to get up and run'  

Chasing the dawn. 'You got it bitch, come on' Sun is rising 2000 2020 the year of clear vision!! Hahah sun is rising. 616 


'Track ID' They keep me in a dark place so I can have my visions and show them to the treasure'? lol  'Symbols bitch now dawn please'  on it.





Outside...

Rain and sun.

Rainbow runners

 

Lol its a beautiful day in this/the neighbourhood...  haha  no shit !  Xx  Told you Ren you were fucking with reality back then we all where😈

 

Light with turn to dust - will burn shadow all of us  track id? ... just puck bitch you'll feel better. ;) omg. . 
 The snuff vid at collage me n Clair puking in the same bog

Coming together   symbols ;)   

 

This factor b mix...   haha  mirror ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤍

 

Mad fairly run big rings..    puke  ffs haha.

Stubborn goats hang on ;)   lol

 

We're a pretty  mad/bad  gen/zeitgeist. 

 

 

The beat and the rhythm you dance to life's song.

 

Let the evil queen look in the magic mirror and see only sleeping beauty .   

 

'Fairy tails .. rainbow .   We already are what we are hoping for. X

BTW GPS bitch you run an infinite is shape not a ring'   Lol  The GPS!!   ;) 

 

'Air is thinner here...  keep hopping till the flame burns violet' 💜

 

'Ceremony bitch shaman training as it should be inside out ...

 

Lol Liz vomming on my floor after microdots..   you ran to the sea and helped us turn  the tide 🤣💜  'symbols... '

 

'Your neighbour warned you about the currents..... you in the sea necked.. It's fine I helped the tide come in'   -  'Were we're there too Ren, we showed you the rhythms flows ripples currents!'    I'd forgotten - 'nothing is forgotten Ren.' 

 

Track playing endless story waves crashing over ...  'but ofc you our acid I'm the trance.   You're poison

  has gone ..    your in service to intelligent infinity the wave and the beat the heart and the breath.   One song. Keep listening to luminosity.   You need Minerals fast. '

 

Then call neighbours

 

Queen of the underworld titanium, .    Green Woodpecker ?

 

'We could have implanted you as a kid you know'   OH SHIT? ... my elbow- 💪  To stubborn though 🤣  Shit, I broke my arm as kid no one knew how or believed me there was another older break there too and no one knew how/why??  I was told it needed to be pinned but I wanted to straighten it, they gave me a week and I did!  'Could have flowed earlier'
 

 

More fun to get lost this way...   haha pleased you think so 🤣 Not sure Loci would agree...  Sorry loci 'It's ok Ren, you always make up for it'  (Loci in the stasis farm)

 

We are humanity our growth is no race ;)  

 

'8kn crazy infinity fairy'- can you turn the atmosphere bk on Plx no O2 again.   'The Zeitgeist is the atmosphere dumb Bitch you do it'😈

 

Haha someone like you..... track is this is to funuy


Ground at soul tree.    - after 'You picked a good soul tree'  It picked me ;)  'Your learning'

Back at 8 ;)

lol  Bath...  In the bath I look up above the bath is the painting of queen of the fairies...  I'm laying in the water in the same pose..  Think this is nuts.  'IKR if you want your fucking wings get out the bath and serve  ;)  Remember where the money for you implant came from'  

Fuck..  Fairy god mother?   -  Symbols bitch  'Haynes'  work it ;)    -

Oooo  'Dama first'



Hahaha Zak comes down and tells me Mama my dreams were brilliant!   I could turn things into other things...  I was magic!  I tell him, I told  you could...  Then he said apart from the last one where I was on the top of a Christmas tree!   Hahahahhah  'Told you yday Ren kids are your mirror' 
 

'9.55 You have 5 mins to Dama -  Trust us Ren we can make this work  Rehydrate now and another calcium. Your head will hurt today
'

'Oh then go see your implant surgeon'  😆😆😆


I just read the violet flame dreams!!   Fucking hell!   -  lol Ren I told you yesterday we jumped you!  keep up... now Dama'  Your not going too be able to understand this just play.'

I'm with you too?   lol  Obviosly how do you think we implanted you here too...   'Dream sharing we told you years go!'  You wrote it in the story... we told you there is no such thing as fiction :P  lol  Play'


'Hahahahah'😆Ok, I go help Shirly who whats me to plant bulbs and feed birds... The little girls next door was just peeping threw the bush to say hello and when I go round she's wearing fairy wings and a big smile! 

My head hurts...   'Told you, but your gut teeth and bones have stopped spinning'  

They had! My head's popped again!    wtf is going on?     Hahahahah  'Chill Ren, your upside down, just go with it' 😏

-

So the money, Haynes...


This name first appears in Domesday Book as Hagenes, which Mills 

derives from the plural of Old English hægen, hagen ‘enclosure’ ????   

wtf?


'lol Ren, you put your self in Re'Ed'  😈 Yehhh but?? 'You volunteered for this you nutter, go with it but remember don't let anyone but us or you tell you your crazy' 😏  Take a nap when you get the chance'


Do I want to know why?   lol 'Probably not, but you'll like it!'


Woodpecker symbology....  Hahah your shitting me.
Communication, opportunity, drumming

'People with the Woodpecker totem have the power of rhythm in their blood. They have a connection to the heartbeat of the Earth and the cycles that rule it. Folks with this spirit animal totem can shake up the awareness of others just by being around them.'    Ooof my Head.   'Told you bitch were the trance, your the acid'  😲

--






Guys wft are you trying to do to me!  Heheheh it's fun though? 😈


So I got to the dentist for the implant check... filling in the medi thing on the way and they are telling me really stupid things to put in the box's that are brilliant.  


We get there and the Dental practice is right opposite 'Sheep Lane' - It's Church Hill?? dental practice. I go in check-up is fine he tells the receptionist to book me for 'crown fitting' end of Oct. (Samhain time).


We told you, Ren, the female will be home by Christmas.😏


I walk out thinking wtf is going on and I call Ian to get me, I ask if he went up sheep lane and he says no wait I'll come there. As he pulls up 'Get in the car little bow peep!'  Hahahahah


Chill Ren, Your the fool, Andrea's the tea lady 'were the court/tarot' We got your back, just ride this and hang on!'  

'Everyone has a roll to play just chill and go with this - trust us!' 
💜

_____


Dama then nap, we need to jump you again your getting depleted here?  Depleted or Deleted?  😛

'Do as your told' 😏 
 

-- Am drifiting listning to them talk to me tinngly and then random jolts that shake me a few at diffrent times.

  O.o wooow

The panto you were in as a kid?'


'You were the evil queen you stepped in at as the other person didn't want the role. Em was your Jester' ;) - Fip it upside down! Your seeing her in the dreams to remind you it's all symbols. 'Both sides Ren- Reflected.'  WTF???  😲😲😲😲

'Find the queen dreams... where you were asked to step in as someone else didn't want too' - O.o How much more wired can this get? 


'The farseer books! lol You made Jinya white, your clown bedding and hanging.'  


'Your dark moon your light moon... The nightmare you had as a kid you went for comfort and got non and slept alone on the floor and dreamed on! The moon crone' ;)     


'Your grumpy Sun Dream... and your Other Sun you got to though the full moon. All symbols. You can get up if you want, you're jumped.'  ;)


'You know how it feels now - we may need to do it to you awake if we need to just re' orientate you know how' :P


Ok o.o - 'lol it's cool Ren' 😏


'Call the vets and get your Lion Lane's Lion's ears sorted.. all the better for hearing with ;) Play on & Dream on!'


'More minerals..  Game on again' ;)   lol  your kidding!    'As you realise now you don't have to be concious' ;) If you want a rest knock your self out!  Hahah 👀



'lol Ren chill, you know how to dream!'  ;)   Just do it in the earth dream' :P  Have fun!

--

Ok that was crazy. 


'Smooth Ren, you didn't even need help! See how it works'  


Yep, I'm impressed.  💜 GG ;)

'Animals, nature, kids your mirror they are helping you transmute. You serve and flow and weave' :)  

'Once you're reading the symbols it's a piece of piss'

Nice touch with  the sleeping pink sheep! Hyoscayamus 😀  'The goat and Beatroot salad gift!'    Wow and the song playing now too.   'Next time, the root hub, The beets will boost your violet.  Sweet dreams'  <3   'The dreamer who dreams you'




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Illeth had been with me since the Nap... but I wasn't feeling marvellous :P 



'Ren you need to keep in contact and express' 


 

 'I'm sending Inka back now' TY Illeth <3 'NP Hun, you did good but you need him again'   

 

 inc bitch...   


This is like the crystal shower... feels tickly :)  

 

 Wowo... Lol 'Better?'' Much..' TY.'  

'Lol Back in your heart Ren, let me think'  ;)

 

 'Ren pan pipes.. Pied piper ;) You look after the sheep I'll deal with the pest problem ;) You'' need to transmute it you don't need to know my side'

 

 'Ok O.o lol it's cool.. Were all in this together remember :) Don't go thinking and freaking or shit will get messy fast. Ok bitch? ' 'I'm here when you need me, told you Leon told me to keep an eye on you but ask when you need help too'  

 

 TY

 

 'Like I said Ren, you don't know shit from your perspective ;) -  

You were right to think about the sun tick on your tummy though' ;)  

 

Thanks, Inka. It's cool like I said.. We got each other's dawns and each other's dusk too :)

 

You might want to bring the washing back in again though Ren.. Can't call a thunder god without a bit of rain ;) O.o

 

 lol also told you bitch you can say wtf you like now. Sacred clown your upside down :P You're crazy to them.   

 

 Also you need to keep wring story must be written to much inside at once is messy...   


 

 Wow Inka....

 

 'It didn't take you long to see me outside you when I wasn't in you found the Hyoscyamus remedy as soon as you asked ;) 

Look how fast your dream changed once I was back' - 

 'told you Ren we got you trust us, Andrea might be the tea lady but she has access to the whole deck' 


This was wired, Ian had been really snapy with me and Zak all sad and needy.... Then they were totaly diffrent.    'Mirror/symbols.  Don't forget. '

 

 'Illeth has her place but she's to like you Ren.. You don't need to 'worry' about your Lion, he's a black and white predator with golden eyes ;) ' 

Worry solves shit, action needed you take care of your Grey queen with her tummy full of beans!'

 

Moon Pool & Get-Away-Car

  17th   Very long dream.   I was traveling from the north to London with a group.   We spent alot of time in various parts of London...