Ludicrous

 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/04/cell-division.html   Humm

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I just did a thing..  Seemed like an ok idea 🤨  'You can't help your self bitch'  IKR

'It's ok, I would have told you not too'   😆
I took the dead mouse that Star brought me, and buried it by the pond.. And I stuffed a big flower bulb on top...   The soil was nicely dug, and I found a cat shit part way down.
I've put an asterisk of rambling rose I pruned from the May tree arch on top. 
So the plant can grow without more cat crap. 

 

 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/stars-and-balance.html  ??

'Sleep, I'll help you weave it'   Ok... Asterix and sos-mix...   You see why people think I'm cray right?  'Aye'  lol

 

 

 

 

X rated...  XX  XY  .. Lol and the KO 

 

This is about the Reality I made with Dot?  And that Halloween... Apothowhatsit of jon  gnostic stuff  'You Know Sis'  lol   'Music, will help you sleep'
 

3rd lock up...  My key Worker was Cosmo Oh!  Shit!  'Eye, Aye'   Fuck 'Yeh Bitch, you got one back for the pin downs n bumshots' 
He wore a Nike t-shirt with 4 of the tick logos  Black, Red, Yellow and Blue...  I knew this was a Saturn's Ring
But he was under the control of the head nurse pink Puma wana be queen bee.

Anyhooo,  Shortly after he got assigned to my case 'Ass Signed' lol....  
He'd been one of many to pin me down... He wasn't unkind just a wall of a man following commands.   🤣

Well anyoo, once he was on my case he was off work for a week. 
Came back with one bloodshot eye!  He had something burst in there or something.    (I'd been warned by another guy who knew what I was I AM in danger and he showed me a missing eye) 
 

'Aye Eye'  But I didn't do anything!!   'You sure?'  Don't think so, he helped me write my care plan to get out  Cosmo??

 

'You could have just swallowed their pills bitch?'  lol  I was making bitter cold fuck-0ff-y out of Nescafé coffee. 🤣
'Witch, you were weaving crazy shit with any crap you could get your hands on while cackling your head off'  🙄

 

Oh yeh, it wasn't NHS 'They footed the BILL'  Hummmm   Bill?

How did the ugly ducking end up with the ducks??  'Swan'  Swan pubs?  Swan vestas? 
All the swans in the UK are the property of the crown?   'Meby someone wanted to smuggle ONE out'  Eh??

 

The hospital was Cygnet I stayed in 2 of their places...

'Birds and Bees'  Bees Knees?  What dose that term even mean?

Where did it come from??

 

 

Cuckoo -  Oh Cuckoos nest  but they don't have one, they lay in other nests.
My Mam hid me under an Alter / Altar   'You Re-birthed via a cuckoos nest'?

 

'You're fucking crazy & Maid a nest'  Humm first trip, that was lol.. Oh I made a dragons nest of beanbags in the 136 suite and rebirthed myself there, while reading the book... You were there too!!

Humm Shirley's funeral?  All the odd devil references on the media I tidied in her house after she went into hospital.
Also her funeral was the oddest I've ever been too, vicar talking about her being God's bride and walking down the aisle
 

 

Was really wyrd..

Hummmm 'Line stop?'  Aye, for now.

 

Why would my family agree to this?!?!? 

'😈 Meby cause they were sick of you being a brat that messes with everyone's shit?'  🤣 Hahah that is quite possible!
I'm not sure it's working!  'We're not done yet'  Hahaha fuck 

UL from bed, will at least give your body a-rest Arrest -  Oh fuck, INKA?   'Yep Ren, you FUCKED shit up good!' Hahaha  suppose I did hu?  'It's ok, I egged you on' lol eggs?  So bee's 

'Bugs have eggs too'

 

I did stuff with the best of intentions 'Path to hell is paved with those'  😆😂

 

All the medicine and drug stuff too? 'Ren there isn't much you didn't do!'  Yeh... It's why I couldn't stop laughing!   'You are very wickid Ren'  I'm sorry ok, it was just funny.....  Why the FUCK would anyone make something as ludicrous at me!!

 

 

'No ONE in their RIGHT mind would'  🤔  lol, this is possibly why you shouldn't head fuck yourself  😆   Humm Left feild?  Is this the Sol-Dice football match I challenged the guys too?   

Why is the ball now a square earth with Dots?  'Don't ask me Bitch, you dream this shit up!'  🤣

 

Hummm  Nestles??  Nest Lays?  'Oh ffs Ren,  enough for now.  Go see your Dad'.  Lol..  Ok 14.14

Why? Would I?

 

'GG bitch'  lol a queen saves a king?   'On one game yeh'   Oh?

'Track change'  Ok  lol what ever the fuck you say, if it keeps me sane.
'Food'   Good plan...

I don't want go out in a hail storm...   'Hail'  Ok..

lol that's a big one..
https://www.etymonline.com/search?q=hail

 

'Pick your track... But eat anyway' :P  Good plan

'Scoot then witch before you have another idea' 😆

 

Food first, I should eat b4 work.
'Sleep too'  Mmmm

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You keep telling me so much,  'It's ok Ren, trust me I know how to weave in when I need too... So long as you allow me'   Mmmm  Sure.  

So ok..  Got an on/off now like 010  and can change the rate I'm flicking at.
 

Work was busy till after midnight... Then was a chill night till 4.30. 
I'd asked Ddad n Inka to dream with me there..   After asking me if I was sure... I told them 'Yeh' 
 

I'm in a garden I've been in before... Seems like the old Nephilim one.
The building is diffrent..  A little like astral where I was.
Shirly my Neighbour who passed was a sleep outside, curled up in a little ball.
She had an old dressing table and an old wooden oval swivel mirror.
Slightly before I'd found her, I'd been filling up a pond,

With an old green hose pipe coming from the house.
I'd got distracted by something... And realised I needed to pull the hose out.

But I was stumbling up the garden in a guys old school shoes.
They were too big for me and I'd put them on the wrong feet.

When I get to the pond it's allready overflowing.
I pull the hose out and look at the waterfall I've accidently created.
The garden is tiered, and it looks ok...
But I've accidently washed the pond life away.
 

I go grab some food bowls to scoop them up in.
 

Mainly things like tadpoles and a few kinds of water snails.
Rams horn was one, the other is greater pond UK type.
I'm finding them in new pools that have formed,
but a lot are just flopping about on the lawn  (lawn/dry & Laundry?)  'Liner for now plx bitch'

 

Joel appears in the dream scape.  I give him a bowl and ask 'can you help with this plx?'

He takes a bowl and together we start collecting.
Putting the ones out of water back into the main pond.
While we are collecting..  
One of the tadpoles I've picked up is metamorphing....
Only this one's not another frog.
It's grown blue origami paper wings, and soft feathery moth like antenna's..

Affectionate and interactive too, it was happy to stay together...
Fluttered along beside me close to my shoulder.
I showed it to Shirly and she thought it adorable,
Then it met Joel and they both approved. 

 

It was a beautiful thing!  

 

Once we'd sorted out my accidental flood.
We started sorting threw old school books.
We were chatting about, old school systems.

Chucking our books out and chatting about ADHD shit and how new stuff didn't fit IN

'Play in the Garden?'   Hummmm?  You asked me that yday!!   Ooooooo 😮  'Yep!'

 

Then knights and Nights at a round table.  Both king Author stuff and dream/astral gamers.
A table is round when it doesn't have a head?  'Close enough for now Ren'

 

A lift with shit in... It was going up n down, someone had scribbled on a post it note with an arrow 'Richard's Turd'   Richard the 3rd??

 

Fall asleep I kept jolting awake.. It was my right leg n foot.. I was trying to kick a ball.
Only it wasn't a ball it was a square earth globe.  Numbers on it too  Dot's like a dice.
Sols Dice? 
Something else too about Honey?  Errr

Another work dream but it's in a hotel, I'm clearing up and I've got shit all over my hands.

Again I had miss matched shoes, but they are both pink n white one a trainer and a boot.

'Train her or Kick-her?'  lol Kickers?  'Stay on Line Ren'  okkk.
I had 3 other things too, one was an amazing type of crystal I'd never seen before, it was a colloum growth, rainbow fractal amazing looking thing.

 

 

 

The other was some pearlescent nail varnish.
The 3rd I forget.  I'd left them all on a window sill in the sun.
 

It was the end of the shift and we were playing a bed rolling game. 
Seeing how many times we could jump up and spin.

Oh, the building also had an on duty horse.  It's name was Nell?  It was from the NHS.

Soo much other stuff.

Bends and Us and then Poles and you Inka laying me out flat..
Flag pole?  'Better standard than a Candy cane?'

 

Standard?  Same as the Banana thing..  

Standard Time? 

'I'll help you dream and weave it when you're not at work Ren - 
Just DL RN'

 

Humm  Standard time?  'You made mean time?' 
Ohhhhh!!   lol Pink windmill shit!!  Hahha
Grot-Bags and the Crocodile, and the gold pointy finger!  
Captain hook and the lost boys.. And a tick tock in a crok

 

'It gave you a lift up?'   It made me laugh my head off that for sure.

I made it with fire tongs, and a watch and fuck knows what else...
Green witch shit!
 

Then made a devils punch, calud Ren out of my pond 🤔

'You were to hot to get a handle on Ren'   😶
 

 

 

Why do I keep thinking about Shepperd's bush?  🤔  'I'd be concerned more for bo-peeps ONE' 

lol  👁 see why this gets X rated 😆

I'm teaching you 'Birds and Bees Ren'  😂

Oh good...

Also...    The night I got https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2024/04/a-pride-b4-fall-and-key-to-wind-my-neck.html  Was trying to get to Spittle...   My Uncle/Cousin from there named Chris...got rushed to Hospital with Sepsis  🤨
'Remeber your first lock up Ren?'  Aye... I time stamped my card staring at the clock in A&E

I was telling the staff I was trying to get to Horse Spittle! 
🤔  The Horse in the dream working for the NHS? 
'When I told you to work as a team and we helped one out of Shirly's house'  😮

Inka...   'Mmmmmm?'     He was one of my alternate Dad's  'Mmmmm'  
Fuck....   'Mmmmmm'   I errrrr   'The dream with you playing for both teams'  Ok...
I also I entered the black cube from their house? 

Fuck man!   'Mmmm, It's ok Ren.. He's recovering isn't he?'  well he's already asking for Whisky...

Ooo  'Yep, please Ren... Just behave now and let me drive?'  
Is this the blackmail thing?  'Ren, you'll have any colour man'  😏

Why would I agree to a family contract like this??  'It's ok Bitch, half your family are silly con's like you... They sent you in'   🤨

 

Sep-Sis?  My Dad had that too???   🤔  Meby I should not have made Whisky into an Eye Whisk 🤔

'Yep Bitch, you did that too'  Fuck man....   

 

  I keep creating new posts?  'Be handy if you could fence yourself in?'  Errr meby 🙄

'Don't freak Bitch, I've told you before.. U were made for this shit'  Mmm But I remeber so much, this is why I had to get out of the house...  'U are now, bury the dead mouse n have a nap'  Ok

I did this why?  'Wey Aye'  Eh....

 

Spittle..