Stars n Floods

Inka...you are??  'poking you mouse, wana play out?'

Lol  errr   what you up too????

 

 

Hahaha yeh alright, suppose I don't need to know.

 

'Good mouse,  stand fire'  lol errr hu? 

'kk we good??'  Yup duno what i just agreed to?

'Do you need to?'

Suppose not 🤣

 

Hahaha 🤣 wow!

Love it when you talk threw tunes!!!

'Dj gods Bitch' 🐭 Squeak!

 

Dancing cooking might be my favourite thing to do!!

What did Ann do Ren?

 

Oooo  DD has mainly female energy?

 

Saturn too.... ?

 

🤣 don't feel like that Inka, you know what I mean yes?

 

...  you were the one looking for trouble?

 

'Perhaps  I made you into the big Red button?'

 

Phahaha..    OK  crazy as fuck mental images... 

That would depend on where you put the button!! 🤣

'You get to pick'

 

Hahahah...  This isn't fair you guys already booped all my spaces!!

 

'Kk Bitch, reset.  You're fresh on the run

Where do you want the big red button?'

 

Phahaha not at my ass that's for sure ...

 

Tummy, n I run all 4's

 

'Kk mouse, game on'   lol  ok

 

Why you laughing?

'You'll find out'

 

Wana know now?  'What's it worth?'

 

😆 dw...  I know that fucking tone.

 

That tickles 'crack your spine mouse'

 

Inka...  I wtf?  'You just went all in again mouse,  it's not the first time and certainly won't be the last... you got a fly on your left shoulder' 

Oh shit!  😂

'DW,  we'll kick or catch you when you look like you might splat'

🤣😂🤣 🙈

 

'Get it Ren' Yeh

 

Ok....  

 

 

'I'm waiting mouse... You could sleep now'
it's 8am 'Ren, your a big mouse you could nap then play back out....'
🤣 WTF r you up too

'Come n see?'   Hummmm

 

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I'd jumped to Inka who was still in the same space but far from being playful was utterly morose!
I don't recall seeing him like this before..... Lol he's been more cheerful on his deathbed!

Not sure what to do with him I'd recalled he likes to chill on the left usually and I'd recalled that I'd agreed earlier this year to grow towards Malico, not Leon.
So I got them to come look.   We still seemed to be in that dark space below ground,

South America.
They decided I'd probably have to kill him to sort him out 🙄
Inka it seemed first wanted to use me as an emotion dump ... I was feeling sooo much stuff!
Vast recalls, regrets and sorry...  Was oh.... This was almost a year ago!
When I was with him as he died on a beach looking out to sea...

Dream on the 10th too.  Hummm

Ok, anyway he was very very sad...   Only it was me feeling everything too.
It's hazy, I'd decided that I couldn't kill something so sad so I'd just turned into a blob n kind of consumed him 😋
This was a little later in the night though....   I think I must have been a blobby cocoon around him for a bit.   'You took a while to digest me!'   Haha Inka! 😏

It was confusing as I was dreaming too.... In and out of the same dream all night.
I was waking cause it's so hot here, but each time I'd land straight back again.

It had started on a hillside with the setting sun.
Mark (who used to be a magician archetype and Inka told me he would help me find him again...   He did here ) had a house.
He wanted me to take care of it for a bit while he was gone.

Around us as we arranged it was a lot of dogs...
Mainly black n white, but they were all out of control. 
Kef my Dog was with me, I was keen to keep him close.
The others had gone a bit feral n all packed up.   They were hunting in farmlands and would likely get shot.

Mark had told me about the house and then I'd agreed n jumped.

It's a large semi terrace.
Victorian 3 story with large rooms,
It's like a massive townhouse both dwellings have been knocked into one.

It filled with people who rent a room, some rooms were even hard to find.
It' was modern too, shared and chaotic

As I'd arrived there I was trying to sort laundry.

The kitchen was vagally familiar...
Overly full with white freezers n white domestic equipment.
The spin on a washing machine was out of control and I was looking for the plug to turn that one appliance off.
The dark kitchen had a smell of burning and was filling with horrid smoke.

I'd managed to turn it off, but it was also connected to a freezer..
The electrics n wirings were a freaking nightmare!
While I'm trying to restore power flow to the now turned of freezer I realise I can here dripping...
Outside it's raining.

(Oh this happened in another dream a rented house - 'Find after Mouse' )
I go threw the hall way, the communal spaces were dark and filthy

I look about to find the cause of the dripping....
Looking up is an old style switch box and the ceiling above it is saggy and leaking..

I think bollox I need to flick all power off!  So get a chair n shut of the trip switch.
Then head to the floor above to find a cause for the leaking!
Upstairs the place is in a right state... The house is damp and rotting with floor boards falling.

As I reach the attic rooms I realise the ceiling is fucked here... And the storm we are in is blowing more tiles off.
I remember thinking blugh.... What did I agree to now??? '😈'

I'd already moved some stuff in... But realised that this house was disintegrating,
I wasn't even sure if it was worth saving.

I was clambering about as the floor boards were falling, trying to collect a few things for the people who'd all need to move on from here.
I'd called others (some were people I knew)  One guy wasn't even human! 
He didn't arrive back till later.

I was pinging off messages and asking people if there was anything they'd like me to rescue and I had lists of items people would like me to find.

Mainly just basics...  Like fave mugs, a few pairs of pants, note books phones or diaries.
It was dark in the house...  Some of the rooms were amazing, accessed by clambering about up broken banisters, or using odd ladders n hatches.

Later in the night as I kept waking n dreaming...  This was after I'd encapsulated Inka.
It was evening at the house with residents arriving back.. Some were emotional and I was trying to calm these ones down.
Others had an air of excitement I'd arranged them to head to Chris n Sandra's (Alternative parents for this life)

I was calling up  cabs, n sorting out lift shares while relaying messages about the condition of the building... 

(Hummm... This was dreaming inside too as I kept going into the pains in my foot n toe!
This is usually linked to stuff with Leon... Which is why I'd called for him n Malico)
I think by now Inka was pretty crushed... 'Violent mouse'  🤣

Anyway...  I'd got most of the people from the building, others I was helping around showing what bits of the floor were still safe to stand on.

I'd arranged the lifts and took them to Chris n Sandra's where they had 2 very different entrances.

The front door with Sandra where the door had a chain on,  the way was blocked with a fancy crystal table...  
She'd asked me please, show them round the back way.

So I'd tried to usher them round increasingly frustrated as now most of them were just taking the piss out of my kindness.
 Increasingly hard to organise and making me carry their baggage.

Marcus was there and had been supposed to be my partner but he was now with a female from an upstairs purple bedroom. 
He was sketching on a pad,  to show her perspective n vanishing points.

I wasn't upset just weary and exasperated...
I'd got them all round to the other entrance.

Which was in contrast very different....
It was more like a hummmm   old guesthouse stairwell.
Dark wood panelled walls and a small long desk there.
It was dim, lit with a small hanging oil lamp and no ones mobiles seemed to work here.

They were laughing and chatting and headed up the stairs to a tabled room.
While I took stock and realised I'd still forgotten something.
Damp n tired I was mildly frustrated no one had bothered to collect my small bag.

So had got down an old fashioned telephone and plonked it on the floor.
I realised I'd be back in the dark on my own there...
The time of night with no electric would make it an arse to navigate.

So I'd got down an errrr it was like what they have in guest houses.
With local amenity's and taxis...  Visitor info.

I was looking for a taxi number to take me back but got distracted instead by images of the visitor locations.
Amazing images of a now submerged temple.

Parts were still above the water but had been washed by the tide to look like rocks now.
Yet below out of the crashing waves the temple ruins could be clearly seen.

In the photos the water was a lovely blue and I was aware it had been a temple of Zeus.

Which was odd as I also knew the location was off the Berwick coastline!
The temple had been built when the sea levels had been meters lower.

(Hummm  same as the other dreams!) 

As I'd woke back to Malico & Leon... Inka was gone now just something inside me, so they suggested we go back to Malicos for breakfast...

What are we doing??  'Healing.....  Just keep dreaming!'  Hahah  yeh whatever.

Malico shows me the areal view of old ruins around Berwick  the errr ramparts or something and tells me these were linked to star forts... Loci was kicking around now too.  Showing me oh...   Doggerland too, that used to be all above water hu??

'Yup'  Hummmm kk   I was still dreaming back at the guest house, I'd not wanted to eat there so had jumped to a bedroom...  Small one that isn't often use and crashed to sleep there.
lol that dream was different, I was playing football! 
The Devin Townsend track was playing 'Happy Birthday to you'  It's the album I listened to as Zak was born.

The football team was a guys team, but this time I was the same size as them!  Lol and less shit
🤣
That's from Malico telling me I bagged another member for my team??  Lol what is it with the football thing. 

Oh is this linked to the Magpies?? Black n White Corvids? 
They were duality eye spy's! 
Hahahha that was when I was insane  'In-Sane Ren .....  You agreed last night to play again!'
Ofc...   I need to look at old maps of Berwick hu? 

Holy Holly shit Bat man..... It was a star fort!!   'We just showed you'  That means Dunstanburgh was too!!  
'Ren, you are an annoying individual to teach things too'  Hahah TY for the help last night Leon 😊  I do remember what you showed me about holding elemental nodes... Just hard to recall all this stuff at once!    Wow....   

lol.... I whent all in yet again!!   👀😆  'You're to easy to play Ren!'  Hahah

 

So this

https://www.tripadvisor.co.uk/LocationPhotoDirectLink-g504038-d2409031-i201270516-The_Elizabethan_Town_Walls-Berwick_upon_Tweed_Northumberland_England.html

Is more reacent than this?????   🧐  and who the hell built all this crap it's ass end of no place... when I grew of there the villages were tiny!!

https://www.english-heritage.org.uk/visit/places/lindisfarne-priory/

 

 Oooo  newer ruins built on the old!!

 

Gravity

I'd gone to the others again where I'd left them last night... We are just below a temple complex somewhere in South America.
I'd wanted to be sure they would not hurt Kaylo in anyway and they said it was fine...  As I was playing moon/illusion - I would be his scapegoat.
We were mainly colours...  Like at the end of May, lots of dreams seems to be jumping round to here atm.
Colours are slightly different this time though.
Kaylo is Gold, Leon light shiny grey.. 
I'm that kind of errr lilac iridescent, Inka dark purple close to black. DarthDad his usual very dark green, purple.  Illeth was orange/red/yellow an Malico an almost blue black with Loci a lighter blue/green.
We were weaving the twisty light n dark smoke like colours round.
So my dreams were strange on many layers.

The one I recall best was fun.
Was an odd kind of hub, it had a nuclear power source and a gravity grid or something.
I'd turned down the gravity cause I wanted to play.
This was really good fun, floating.. Bumping into stuff n pushing off.
Different from flying.
Then there was this alarm going of and there was an issue with the reactor and I realised It was my fault.
I'd been screwing with the gravity....   (This stuff looked amazing!)
Cause it was my fault I had to go fix it! 
I didn't want to cause but made myself go in to fix it, I knew I had to re set it for this crazy silver ball with stuff moving around it to float at just the right height so it could interact with the other equipment around it.

Me fucking about with the gravity had borked this... And then the reactor had gone odd.
I was trying to sort my mess out and had mended it then woke up!

Inka??  'Come now Ren it's 303'  Oh yeh, so it is...

Maps next but like grid squares like shipping routs but not just flat.
They were blue... It reminded me of a larger version of that odd desert map stuff that was on a dream phone.
One cargo like rout said 'Older Brother's go here' ??

China was going to 'declare' war I think but no one knew what or where.... We were waiting to see.

Next I'm with bill gates again and he's waring the strangest freaking pants!
Like checked golf trews in pink but instead of checked squares are tear of tickets.
They were rippling in the wind, one side shiny the other not.

He was sitting in a errr kind of deckchair it was to do with space travel, and around us were a large group of hummmm.
Perhaps Polynesian or Maori?    Attractive, dark skin n wavy dark hair, familiar though I duno why, we were all having a chat. 


Next up was odd...  I knew I was dreaming with all the crew but was mainly sharing with Inka, still just below ground level in South America.

The last dream was of hahahah there were giant hippos!  Like 6 meters long!
I had the giggles cause there shits were massive.
kinda territorial too :P 

Also a monkey that someone had removed from it's family, I was seeing it in a hospital ward.  Hum and a guy confessing to taking it.

 

What's Cooking?

First up was a big dragonfly and a torch, the flaming stick type.

Then a very long dream, but it's the end I recall a hexagonal shaped room filled with creatures and animals, tanks and cages floor to ceiling.

I was taking them out to be examined and check if they needed cleaning.
So many things, frogs, hedgehogs, rats mice and weasils  even a mole!

They were Fays.
It felt like a rescue but she didn't seem to want to let things go.
I was quite overwhelmed by the amount of stuff. 

Huge rabbits them giant breed, they were in a bad way with weeping skin.
Also way up high, I was wondering how they heck we could lift them to sort them out.

Another hugely long dream, main dream area....     

I'd arrived via a bus 'Inka bus bitch!' 
Heya.. Oh yeh!   You came back.
I'd jumped to the hunters rooom and was just sleeping n dreaming from there alone.

But Inka had arrived.. Poked me blew smoke in my face then shoved me over so he could have his preferred side of the bed!  He'd been fighting and looked like shit but at least this time he's managed to make his own way back :P

I didn't bother asking him what he'd been up to as he hardly ever answers.

In the dream I was looking for a place to rent....
I'd been shopping in a freezer place,
I had a bag of frozen food.
All odd brands again n some amazing frozen deserts! 😋

The place was full of dogs..  I'd met a brown and white spaniel.
A guy with 3 black dogs with tight curly hair...  

They were on red leads n sniffed n licked me.

The house I found for rent....
It didn't seem like my main dream space as the Sea was in the wrong place I could see it looking west.   

Meby it was Beadnell it has an odd aspect.
Anyhoo there was a room I was considering it was in an all square 80's building.

It had not been designed as a domestic dwelling and had all round windows and each floor was a single room with a stairwell to the side where the outside door lead to the beach.

The views were amazing, was set in grass with trees but with one side looking out over the beach to the sea.

There was a guy living there the space was full n messy...  We both had dogs too.
Me my black n white collie and he had a white male staffy.

He slept in a chair, and the space was divided by low almost school like bookcases.
The sort on wheels that are easy moved.

 

He was late on his rent... Showed me his statement from 'Tower Bank'

Oh it's 0440 Inka was sort of awake... His hands n knuckles swollen he told me...

Kraken and cold shoulder!
The spiced rum with the octopus on :P

Eh??  'Come here n dream more mouse'  I was mildly irritated he'd plonked himself at the left edge of the bed again as I know from experience it's really hard to budge him!

'😈'   Hahahah  I will find away, I could always set the bed on fire?

Next I wake and it's 606 'Of course it is!'   Hahah  😉

I'd been back in the same dream..... Only the male that was in the square flat kept changing sometimes it was my Bro, then sometimes someone shorter n younger...
He reminded me of that something Owen the gay left wing political commentator.

I'd been doing various kinds of art, tiedye with many colours and using that plasticy glass paint that you can peal off.

we had made colourful rubbery masks with it. ... But hey felt odd and were smelly to wear.

At one point I was a diffrent female - small with strange specs dark hair n the kind of clothes I'd never ware....   Her I was watching more in 3rd person.

Then I was out in the square building hallway.

I was standing on my head doing yoga, chatting to my bro and oh..  2 cousins.
My Dad's sisters Daughters, I haven't seen them in dream for quite a long time now.

Was when Gran n Grandad were back alive but dying.

The 606 wake had been from this dream..  I'd jumped from the space to another I know.

I had a cannibal mental inpatient he had been drugged n fastened in a wheelchair..

Was a bit silence of the lambs but the setting was very diffrent.... I was trying to help them and taking them up a ramp onto the beach to see the ocean.

 

'Your Idea of helping a cannibal Ren, is offering them something to eat.   Come here again'    bugs 😁  waste not want not!
 

There was also on the beach a female DJ, she was teaching some younger male apprentices.

One of them was angry with her... Didn't want her as his teacher.

But she had stuff that she could teach him.

He showed me her forked tongue telepathically and told me, I gave her this.
Was like a snake.

Hummm the other dreams too but the dog was now a cat.


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'You're sure you can do this Ren?' He asks her while licking her tears where they mix with her blood that is already on his finger

Her reply is telepathic so long as he remains close she has little care.
The others arrive, all conversation is telepathic and she understand they need all of their colours for what they are about to do.

Illeth greets her mentally from a distance where she is with Kaylo holding him close. 
The pair look stunning her orange aura mingling with his golden.
Kaylo manages to smile at her and she clings to Inka at home but embarrassed at the strange form she appears in.

They jump as a group she's not sure of the location but she recognises the temple layout,

Not how they will get below it.
 

Kaylo touches her mind gently, he tells her not to be ashamed that she is playing the role of his moon and illusion.
 

 

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Wtf have you got me reading now guys? 'A book?' Yeh thanks smart arse...  what is its point?

 

'Should it have one?'  Blughhh like that hu? 

'Sorry bitch, trust?'  Hahahah sheesh....   supposed 😂

dick...   'you can't help it hu?'
can you?

'You want a push?'  Yeh go on... why not

'Stupid mouse 🐁 🙄'

 

'Trusting us didn't make you anymore reverent Ren'

Lol...  I still love you all  💜   so who is Ender then??

'No spoons bitch' lol Inka, Leon might Tell?

'Unlikely Ren. You need to learn truth for yourself'

'Yeh go on Ren,  ask Darth Dad... see how far you get'  Hahaha, could be 50/50 might just drop me down another well.

 

'Optimistic fool'  oh... didn't know you were listening too 🤣
'You're hopeless Ren'   I'd argue im infact optimistic!  'Hopelessly so'

🤣 'Read the book KID' lol 😆

 

What you up to?  'Dropping clues?... but who knows Ren, you're the fool who won't back down'

 

Hummmm.....

'Wana argue with me or Read the book' 

Im ok arguing tbh 🙂

 

'Yeh,  and don't we fucking know it'

 

'Out of questions?'   For now.😏

'Read then mouse' 

Hahaha 🤣

 

'Ren, I am also in your house'

Heya Malico..

 

'And I Ren.  Will kick you as you comedown'  oh good 🤣 ty dd