Time and Distance

15th Oct 

I was with Inka, dreams were abstract images though.

Purple swirl in smoke or liquid it was twisty like a corkscrew spiral.

A cherry tree, only 2 leaves left.

A long odd dream, a fun swimming pool with rubber rings and layers, we were watching a film there.

Jack was there as male me...  I think we were all kids.
Sitting in floating rings but the volume was to low.

Cartoon rabbits.

Then an odd walk with Zak, a blind barrister was getting onto a bus.

Me and Zak had been laying together on a blue sleeping bag.
We chatted to the guy who told us a joke.

Inka asked me to jump into him... Was errr like hot water.

 

An odd dream, people waiting for a toilet but I had a room to the side with a small round tent or roundhouse in.
People were yelling at me for que jumping.
I just shoved past as I didn't want the toilet only my room.

Inside was shadow my cat, a wet bowl full of cigarette buts that I appeared to have smoked and a pile of packet sandwiches.

 

Last dream was another tree, it's leaves all red... Small  I was watching the red leaves blown off in the wind.
Inka had appeared n took my hand his touch started me awake.

 

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This book?   'Yeh mouse don't freak'

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I'm not, curious though 🤔 'Naturally Ren'  oh hey Leon.

 

The bluebird?  Queen of hearts.... hummm, the dream where I killed that woman then waited to be arrested.

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I don't watch films or stuff or read anything like that.

 

'Collective dream bitch, we teaching'  You teaching??? 

Lol Inka 😆 the mental hospital with you there??

'Yeh mouse, I said don't freak... layers of dream. You have fun'

 

Humnm

So how dose this fit?  

'You will dream with Inka and I again tonight Ren'

 

Sure...  the barber pole thing?  'Synchronicity Ren, your a strong dreamer'

 

What was the brain washing dream I had

'Find it mouse'  Hummm Can't

 

16th Oct....

Wow..
I was dream sharing with Inka and Leon.   I think we'd met in my main dream space but I'm not certain. 


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 Inka....   HGV????

 

When you told me to stay away and appearedin a different colour was when Saturn changed direction??.. 'No Ren, Earth perspective'   Oh yeh...   Ykwim  

'I do, keep up with your Dream, Mouse'

 

Also the other HGVdream on the 19th DEC 2020 was when Saturn N Jupiter were both in 0 degrees Aquarius! 

'TIME NOW.  Ren, keep up'  lol  So why is the white HGV in my dream space??? 

'Could you please write last night?'   Why is your overall white? 

'Why do you bite?'  Cause you all annoy me  'Mirror.  Now write' 
 

Ok...   So last night, as I suggested I was dreaming with Inka and Leon.

 

Lots of very deep stuff.
 

I was with Mel (a friend who killed herself)  Oh and the other Andy who did too... And we were on different layers of reality. 

Trying so hard to reach eachother and weave.  
Mental health, Ghost's Religion...  We were reaching for eachother in the spaces in-between us.

Schools, Prisons...  All the people shut out and down.  
We were looking for one another in the space we can't be locked out.

Messages, contacts... Relay.
So much, that I can't bring back here.

In one space I had someone feeling, groping me.  
I wasn't happy with the sensation, but was onboarding one by one with all my planetary ego aspects.

Each of them were giving me alternative feed back for the sensation I was experiencing.
It was what I was errrr 'Feed back from different etheric layers' 

Oh is this like emotional body, Physical, spiritual bod stuff??    'Come Ren....  Back please' 

This was odd... 

I was devil archetype, my Dad had passed the role to me energetically. 
SO much connecting and weaving, I was seeing in-between human dreaming's.
The reason to experience the things we are perceiving.

Dead and alive people I knew at my back....  I'd waited a long long time till my voice could be herd.

(This was odd n deep, a thing passing from my father to me)

Concentric rings... Drops on a pond. Only this was a spiral and it needed many more.
Like the surface of the pond was moving threw space
 and the ripples it made were echoed in fractal place.

A vocalinits :P  A voice and a cord that could be dragged across time.
The Bow was a direction and the call a now.

Spelling and our power of creating from in to out.

In a dream I was being interviewed by 2 detectives about stolen money.
A theft from a till?

I'd not stolen it...  It was linked to the first dream of the night.  
Broken by that shouty headed kid next

door at 6am.


More of the bow and the vocals.  This was creation...   The voice made a sound, word, and the bow made time.

Last dream Darth Dad came to Leon, Inka and me..
Inka still feels wyrd. 

Anyhoo dream with Darth Dad was food mosaics.

Like a kaleidoscope but each pattern moving was beans, rice or grain.

Another dream were my eyes wouldn't open...   That's that in-between astral/dream thing were you can't orientate and your just stumbling around.
 

White HGV

Oct 13th

Wake at 414

Inka was back, we were both with Poseidon in that same room.   He was purple n Smokey form but with a difference.  

Errrr like copper broccoli

Or A star constellation or a strange metal copper nervous system.  Anyhow he had this stuff inside.

Glowing liquid metal with nodes.  A warm copper colour. 

I was still the purple and silver flame thing there but more my usual shape with a tail!
Less tiny.

I'd been in a dream thousands of people at a sort of school, it was pick up time.

Someone had been left behind. 

She was complaining to a member of staff she was important.

Giving them a double barrel name she is saying that someone should be along to pick them up.

I was getting the bus with everyone else and this bus was crazy!

The top deck was a huge ladder heading up into the sky.

I was right at the front of the crowd with thousands behind me.
I was sort of aware I was holding them up, but I was enjoying the view n not in a rush.

I'd been given a job to do in London, a contact had asked me if I had the correct app.
I wasn't sure and didn't even know where my phone was.
Someone else did and we were finding out.
I was to head to a venue, watch n check stuff out.

 I had my phone n got to the top of the ladder and the bus had already made a stop.
The top deck was full.

I recognised some kids of a friend.   
People bunched up as it was standing room only.

Oh yeh while getting my phone I'd looked in a mirror, I was me in the dream but my hair was very different.
It was long and dreaded a dark blond, and woven into it were fake daisy flowers like a daisy chain.

Woke at 616 too. 
Odd thing I was seeing.   Females in ww2 uniform, smart with set hair and makeup.
They were helping to get a strange helicopter air bound.

 

It had lots of small propellers hanging down on chains. 
The women were spinning these like a strange upside down maypole dance.

As the span them round they all moved out lifting the thing higher.

It was visually amazing.  I didn't have a form was just observing.

 

The uniforms reminded me of this dream.


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Oct 14th.

Very dirty white cotton overalls is the first thing I recall.   Guys wearing them, taller than me.

I was I duno what I was.... But there was 3 of us and we were to be split into 2 cabs with 2 drivers.
White HGV's.
The other 2 like me small n female somethings got into one cab either side of a driver in white overalls and me into the other.

Then we were on a long high bridge.

 

The trajectories of the 2 vehicles was merging getting closer n closer.  The gap staying smaller.
We needed to avoid each other a little longer.
I knew both the drivers.
We would come back together soon.

The cabs like the uniforms were dirty white.
Then I was errrr was odd I was against a wall and someone was poking a big spiky pole around my head.

It hit either side first.... I'd just closed my eyes but could hear and feel it thrown.
The third time I think It hit me....  Cause it woke me up.

 

It was 555 wen I wake next.
I'd realised by now Inka was the HGV driver I was with,  I'd not looked at his face earlier as I've never seen him where white. 
He's usually in overalls but they are mainly brown, he was driving he'd told me just to stay with him n dream there.
 

He'd reminded me of the other dreams with the same vehicle.

The one with the drop off and me leaving apple cores..

Him mowing down strange children's heads before he got arrested... Can't find atm

And oh, the one where we'd been reported to authorities again.
Oh and the one parked on a grass mat on water? 

He wasn't quite so unhinged this time, that's why I was to stick about as he often loses the plot in these scenarios.   Is this to do with the navigation stuff?  'Just play for now Ren' 

Why are you in white??  'Play'  lol  Hummmmm  ok.

A dream I'd had was my Dad in a lol was like a warehouse party.  I was trying to look out for him as some of the people there were dodgy as fuck.

He seemed to be unaware he was pissing them off. 

France...    Err blast tubes?  Some anti-missile?  I duno, anyway France was sending stuff to allies.

Inka and this HGV we are in is now in my main dreamspace. 
We had parked it by the bridge over the burn.  Was looking inland to ware my roundhouse is.

I'd sat on the bridge and Inka told me to sleep n dream.  I'd told him no I might fall in.

He shoved me of the bridge with a 'fuck off Ren, you can swim' 

 

I'd merged with the water seen as I was wet n that landed me in another dream.

Outside Ireans house. A small pale yellow car. 
In the back on the parcel shelf was a lilac Birman cat, curled up asleep in the sun.

A 10mil syringe filled with a dirty looking brown fluid. 
A yellow needle very long, I'd wondered if it was fluid drawn from a lung.

Another needle taking samples from a wrist.

A room inside Ireans.  Filled with toys mobiles and parrots.

A ghost was moving stuff, It kept getting violent and I was telling it 'No'

Church...
We go in and in the foyer I'd recalled had been an amazing wood carved scene.
It was of Viking ships and buildings and people and raids. 

The detail was amazing, I'd taken someone expecting it to be there,

But was informed it had been let to a museum??

 

Hummmm  It looked epic, not seen anything like this outside of this dream.

A group... We had been separated we were learning a waving hand sign system.

We needed to communicate over a distance.

We were errr 'Learning from each other Ren and adapting'  Ok. 

Last dream was an online chat...  People were changing very fast but they still didn't understand there power.
Few realised our ability to manipulate reality and us who did were trying to ripple the message out.  I'd walked threw a mirror. 
 

 

Trees & Tides

00.00 'Had to nudge you twice Ren'  sorry...  It's comfy n quiet :D

 

I'd been dreaming deep, something to do with Christmas and an amazing tree.

Was huge and ancient , it was somewhere hot perhaps Africa.  Its canopy vast but not the floppy green leaves like the UK.

Many different types of birds.

A Murder trying to solve his own crime.  He had no recall of committing it.
David was in the dream too and many dogs... It was all very confusing. 

'Should have woken when I fist poked you'  Yeh, sorry. I was still dreaming with Loci 

If we had known who he was - we'd have known why he did it?  That seemed the theme.
So we were trying to work out who he was.

The other dream, in the sea it's a cove very rocky with a high tide-line.
 

We wanted to swim, the tide was flowing.
We had box's of plants..  Pots, trees flowers.

We needed to keep these out of the salt water.

It was hard as the tide-line was so close to the rocks and there would only be a tiny strip of sand left exposed.

We would be fine as we'd swim until the tide went back out...

The young, shrubs and plants though we were trying to protect them.
Both from being washed out and any salt water damage.

 

A Mole Indoors

Ren?  loci? 'Yes, jump to me, or I'll meet you if you agree'  sure.

'Intention first and I'll see you soon'  OK

 Err plx. take me, show me, tell me, teach me. To the larger us I merge completely

'Re Ed, meet me there'

 

I'd looked at Kaylo he'd opened one eye, and grinned.  Loci nodded at my rug.

I'd looked at Inka's bench.  Loci just shook his head. 'Don't Ren.  Just feel, you are a thing he can find his way back to'

 

I'd looked at Loci who asked 'let us move you, then he will find us again?'

 

Hummmmm   Ok.

'Nice cone dreamshare with us' 

 

1.11 wake Kaylo and Loci were with me.  It was like we were above a map of the world.
There would be a 3 month lag before our actions and visions played out.

Was to do with markets and resources.
Then


Odd dream of a mole!  It was my main dreamspace and the room that was mine then my bro's was a garden.
Well it had a grass floor.... On the grass were 3 freshly dug mole hills.

I was thinking oh no! We have a mole.
I'd kicked the nearest hill to spread the soil and to my surprise a mole was in there.
I'd thought 'Oh, better take him outside' 

I'd picked him up noticing firstly he was to large but secondly he had a patch of parasites on his back.

I'd considered removing them but the wee guy didn't much like being held so I'd taken him outside the front and let him go.  This was odd, as the front was our bk, so I was in Em's a mirror of my house.

My cat Star was in the dream too, same room as the mole....  She wanted to catch it.

Also Aunty Sheila was in the kitchen she'd made a roast and was making massive quantities of beef gravy??
Also something with an off world experiment and a strange kind of metal.

Orion again and some kind of administrative center.   

Oh yeh Darth D had appeared again, n Leon on and off.
They were showing me stuff.   Was at the re'ed space for a wider perspective.

Orion was linked to Egypt.  Old leaders and tied to human genetic origins.  

I was in main dream space again working as a waitress.  Same scenario I'd not been paid for ages.
Was like people had forgotten I was on the payroll.  My Shifts were so spread n random.
Oh this was layered realities... I was only on the rotor when in that time zone.

Then DD & Loci they Dled with me... 

Crazy energy and Dream dust Loci's was like a mass of wriggling cables.
DD was like looking at nebula's.  

 They kept asking me to learn who I was sharing with to teach me the contrast.
Loci was to my left n DD right.   The DL was adrenals n hips. 

Oh I was seeing a strange thing in the sky recycling clouds or making storm clouds.. Was strange it was pumping out a weather system.

Fay & Her friend playing with coloured light from a window and then the same pattern on a rug.

It was triangle symbols.  Oh like the light and eyeballs.

 

Silver earrings on a playing bored... The card playing colours.  Red, Black, Gold & White.  An old magician.

Inka...  Loci told me he would jump me to meet his awareness.
We jump together, back to Poseidon as we form there I was the purple sprite.
I'd jumped from Loci's hand to Poseidon who invites me inside his awareness to meet with Inka.

 

His awareness is so calm like diving into a still deep dark pool.   

 

I'd met Inka inside it.
I could feel energy flow then dreaming. 

Horses.
Horses that had been wearing saddles but they had all been removed now.
He was reminding me of another dream with him, 2 horses??  I forget now will have to look it up.
 

As I go back he was showing me more stuff, the horses/spirit.
Sick of being ridden for profit?  Or gain,  tamed / broken... 

Was lots he was DLing, the energy flow was amazing.
 

War horses?  Horses in service   - 

Oh as a kid, working dogs n horses made me weep? 

'Find other dreams mouse, will show more tonight'

 

Then was the horse on farms, wheels then industrial revolution??

 

The exploding train dream too?? That was Inka???  
He's not sad either, he's way more like himself all be it formless.

 

I'd asked him when he was coming out and he told me 'When I'm good and fucking ready'  🙄

Unexpected Fight

 

I didn't dream much early.. I'd been bickering with Inka about stuff threw the day.
He was winding me up and I was biting..
When I did dream was at Malicos, we were outside in the gardens though.

I was chilling when Inka arrived back. 
He was on a mission looking for a scrap.
Monumental sense of humour failure on his behalf!

The others were all telling me not to fight with him.
He was in a really bleak place... 
Anyway he started it... Even Leon got involved at one point! 

I'd jumped on Inkas back sticking my fingers in his eyes while he was punching Leon!  Lol 

It's ages since we have all had a scrap...
Last one was in the house and we trashed a room was more light hearted punch up - Oh it was before I understood the astrology stuff and had smashed Inka on the head with a water jug! 🤣
 

This one was just very violent.
He was radiating pure malice and hatred!
At that point I think Leon decided to just leave us to it.

 

Was odd as it was up till that point a quiet sunny afternoon in this lawned part of the garden.
Malico, Kaylo n DD went inside and Loci appeared keeping a safe distance.

Inka had pritty much lost the plot wasn't going to stop fighting and as he killed my astral form I'd jumped inside him to chew him out from their instead.  
He was going was hummmm like being in a emotional thunderstorm ...  I was aware of being an observer too.

Poseidon appeared and Loci was explaining stuff to me mentally while I was attacking Inka from inside him...  👀
I was amplifying certain emotions while at the same time attacking nerves and energy impulses. 

Loci was telling me to kill him too, he reminded me of the last time we died together. 

It was cause I was curious... But we had died standing on piles of our own bones with one of my Auntie's. 
Inka had told me that was because they would take care of us both.

Loci was telling me that was what him n Poseidon were doing... They'd put us bk together again 🙄
Together they jumped Inka into a errr was like a padded cell I suppose... Grim and dark. 

He was destroying himself trying to still attack me who was now inside him, I was experiencing his emotional turmoil. 
If you could dive into a sack of humanity's worse shit and go for a swim... Lol would probably feel a bit like this!! 

It was odd as I was feeling and experiencing it but also aware of my perspective as an observer distinct from the emotional shit storm.

 

I'd errr I think I was now doing something to cause brain inflammation and induce fitting as that seemed like a reasonable way to kill him .... Not that any of this was remotely reasonable!  🤣
But hey...     
It was like that time I decided to try and help a squirrel die quickly and then realised it was way harder than I thought it was going to be!  But once I'd started I couldn't go back.

As he died, Poseidon had materialised in the room and welcomed our awareness's inside of him.

This felt amazing. 
Like getting into a warm candle lit bath instead of being in a washing machine filled with bricks on spin.

It didn't take long for me to want out again and Poseidon made a form for me to jump into... Was a small purple fire sprite! 

Loci was holding me cause I was small enough to sit on his hand...
He kept trying to blow me out!  🤣 But it just made me fizz n crackle instead. 

The setting we were in was really cool too, I wonder if it's Poseidon's hub.
It was hummm an all wooden room, no windows and lit by a fire and old fashioned old lamps.
A large table filled with old books and papers pen and inkwell.
Rolled up stuff too,   could have been an old ships cabin I suppose. 
It was warm and cosy :) 

I'd popped out quite quickly, Loci told me Inka would need further healing to sort himself bk out before ready tot take any form.