Confused

'I like Ren's bald head or her horns' Inka you like me as a bitey mouse or a woodlouse!  'I don't mind having you as a flea either'  😏lol

'Come' Where 'your place...we're in your messy space after all.'

Wish I was too. 'You are, I've got your heart and you're a part of us'.

 

The Jumanji film, the 1 eye, the bugs the rodents..... 'Yup, Ren 😈 come here mouse, to your house you know we are playing time.  Anyway, your versions better find it!'

 

Wake puzzled.. 'Symbols squeaky, patterns too... I'm with you we dream as 2' 

Ori? Scottish?  'Her energy Mouse?'  Oh... she won't back down, fearless and forward, she's funny and loud.  Friendly and loyal and loves to game.

'Quality you share mouse you're part of the same... find the dream with her too please'

Me as child boggart again? 'I was with you there, I have time for wild things Ren and now is then'  All now? 'OFC Ren, I'll show you how'

 

Oh.. you woke me 303... my recalls crap you can help?

Ohhh TW wow.

Dark and wild, I'd been at main dreamhouse but at a balcony.. Rachel and Ori in my parents room 'See the similarities' Yes.. they were with a partner who was a mix of people Dom/Roland & more

I'd arrived there by bus with them.
All the 3 front windows of the terrace were the same white walls and 2 small wooden shelves with a colourful painting. 

I was upstairs then, I kept opening the balcony window into a storm looking NE over and into the sea.... I was waiting for something. 

 

My bro was in the dream, our mother gone/dead we were supposed to visit and Aunt for food but preferred alone instead.... we were going to meet for chips

'Good mouse, back to your house'  There had been a shrine is some woods too.... here my soul tree, it was hung with beads and fabric Kelly was there.  I was trying to bring us all together, we would share the chips/food.  An adventure too skydiving or skiing's?  Sometimes exciting anyway.

'See how you're better at night squeaky?  Not distracted, can type and write'  Yes... Same in the garden, I like the world asleep.. My mind works better in silence 'Come back and dream here'

I'd jumped to the roundhouse at the start of the night... Malico & Leon were there too, I'd sat on the floor close to the fire and Inka.. I can't remember what we spoke about.    'Not much before you were back being a baby boggart Ren' 

Haha yeh...

 

That was new... 'You like?'  lol yeh, wyrd & chaotic but yeh.

 

I'd been fighting with Ian, I'd been fighting with lots of people!

In the dream I'd been booked on a holiday with Em... plane was 4am

Ian wanted to fight about eating meat, could get that to me the meat became part of me same as a plant and all was live.. Dog there too.

Oh linked to this dream 'Yeh Ren'

 

There is a dog with poop on it's paws and nose, I was trying to get it out of the building as it was making a mess... Em (Other way up me) was about to be expelled from school so didn't want to take the plane. 
I'd lost my passport and.. then Irean comes home (Not sure why I keep dreaming about her it's a unity/one thing I think)
Ahooo everything was a mess.  I'd been so angry at one point I'd bit a lump off a tooth.

Then I was flying outside the building and it's a cliff drop into a pool and a window that looks out.  I was seeing how my mood could blow holes in this ravine and make water shoot out and fall down... was very cool and beautiful looking... the dream was so full of emotion, lots going wrong, dream wasn't bad just my emotions were so strong and storm like :)
 

'555, Squeaky come?'  OMW... 'You should have slept downstairs btw the vibe would have been different'  lol it's ok, Marlean/Mary/Mag was in the dream too?? 'Yeh Ren and teachers, all annoyed at you 😈'  lol yep... again 😀

 

Another dream of many.. very messy.. but I knew we were one.  I was the one...

 

lol next I must have been listening to the recycling lorry as I was glass smashed and fractured into many... the same but shattered and apart.

 

So many more dreams but everything was so chaotic and blurred together and messy 'You're merging awareness with me Ren'

It's so tangled and scrambled.. A snow dance, A talent scout... someone had been headhunted for a role/job.   

A show, and play and a court case.  I was in the courtroom too... walking about the odd wooden seats and furniture watching.

 

Then I'd been paired with an unusual male and Penny was teaching him to read... Her father was the Harbourmaster.

Oh she was in another dream lately... then I recall a dream from the night before... Beds on shelves inside a building that had got progressively bigger and bigger, I could see the old roofs going up the wall like high tide lines going down a beach.

We had to float up to the bed shelves I was watching someone try and see one of the bed spaces high up.

 

They are just shelves with a thin mattress and a small shelf and some board to stop the dreamers from falling out.   I was renting a bed in this space. 

 

The seller was explaining that the building was never supposed to be a home, it was a customs/port storage warehouse.  'Mmmmmm' 

What's that supposed to mean Hahah it's 818 'You missed me Ren' Obviously though oof my brain!

'Malico's trying to defrag you ;)' 

Haha oh I recall you two arguing something about an octopus and a golden ???? I forget the other word it was an unusual term...  We had gone to the hunter's room. 

'Where's your head at'  lol the song?  'It's to do with the argument Ren'  Hahah I was happy dreaming.  Just watched the VID! 😝😆

 

Lots of Bizzar Entities.

Monday 15th.

Busy and jumbled stuff, like word/salad and fast too - felt wizzy.

Painting a door over and over in different colours.  Something about Gaddafi. 

The tabloids and washing people.   Brainwashed?  A girl making massive cats cradles.

Tuesday 16th

Woke very awake and looked at the time. 2.22
Then when back to sleep into an odd dream. 
It was a post or Youtube channel/chat that I was involved in.   An old post, perhaps a dream.

In the dream I'd gone to re-read it and as I was looking someone was commenting real-time and knew I was looking at it. 

They had drawn the dream, cartoon style but correct and abstract (It was energy flows) a big purple-pink tube thing.

I wanted to know how they knew what I'd seen. It was a really interesting conversation with lots to read.    and then 'Ian' is there with the kids and he's angry at me for talking online...and is butting in, saying he will take the kids if I don't stop talking/replying.  

I feel my attention pulled 2 ways and the chat is asking me about my dream. 

They have asked.. '...........Planetary stabilising entity, what system were you originally from?'  I know they are referencing the pink/purple tube vortex thing and I want to reply as I know it's part of a set, some make energy and others atmosphere and yet Ian is there trying to cause/have a 'fight' (only it wasn't actually him) 

I woke frustrated as it was a really interesting conversation I was trying to have... 

Oh odd, I was wondering about another dream which involved a social media thread I'd had lately and that night I also woke at 2.22





Next dream was an off-world/game.  It's fast and busy and there are 2 factions light-dark who are both pestering to recruit me even though I tell both sides over and over I'm not interested in taking part.

It was wired as I was being made to take part by not taking part as they were pestering and following me around to pick, but it was a dumb battle and both sides were the same.  It was similar to this dream in some ways.
Lame gold/bright godlike superheroes and then smoky insubstantial enemy but they are both the same.

It's a vast world with many types of entities most seem to have picked aside.    

I'm avoiding the recruiting factions while following them around this world watching their pointless battle.  At one point I'm on a busy bus/tram very modern going past a vast lake.  

On the bus, I meet another like me (We are tall, long-limbed with white/blue skin very sharp pointed small teeth.  Grey eyes and very fine blue/silver hair)     Almost like a more refined version of the Boggert I've been a couple of times.   We called ourselves  'Night Wraiths' 

He's in a uniform and he's arresting me but I feel his intention and I know I'm not actually being arrested, like me he's not taking sides.  He's just pretending to arrest me so we can 'leave'.     As we leave the bus/tram all the people on it cheer for us. 

Of the tram is another female we look almost identical and the male removes the uniform.   We walk together to a shingle beach on the shore of the lake, it's dusk and a group of various entities are sitting and laying around a large campfire.    It has a festival, celebration feels and the 3 of us greet the entities already there and then we lay down together and embrace.


3rd dream is an off-world school/uni learning setting.  It's very busy and I'm struggling to stay awake there. 
I was again a strange entity one that is not normally humanoid and I was struggling with the form I was in, and it was making me very sleepy and the dream very hazy.   Mostly the dream I just recall being curled up watching or sleeping in strange places, like in bookcases or under desks.   I was small, with wired characteristics.








Other Boggart dream from 25th May 18 (On a page with lots of other stuff)
Very long dream..


This dream was one of them that is years long  (I think it is the start of a dream/life from another dream
Boggart

as I'm an infant version of the same kind of blue creature.)  I'd forgotten about the other dream until waking the on waking realised it was almost the younger version of this thing. 

I'm non-human small with very long limbs, blue grey skin small abdomen with a pot belly and pointy teeth, hairless all over...  As the dream starts with mainly humans  I know I'm 'different'
The starting dream setting is an 'orphanage/school'

It's a group of old stone buildings set in forest woodlands the world is primitive and many different types of entity exist there. 
The orphanage is mainly human children with some half breeds it's run by a half breed man (hes got green skin thick set taller than the humans with pointed ears and teeth not as exaggerated as mine)

It's this male who is a primary contact as the older humans at the orphanage find me unpleasant  ( I was told I was found as collateral damage in a battle and as I was small and helpless brought here but the orphanage is all I remember)
I'm taught and fed communally with the other children there but they consider me stupid/simple. 
  
I'm confused...  I'm struggling to fit in and keep up with the other children.  I'm incontinent and can't learn or talk like them (I can't make the right sounds with my mouth to speak or hold a pencil)  I can understand them though. 
I'm bullied and teased by the other children as I smell, and wet myself .. and while I'm not 'abused' there I am beaten occasionally and humiliated by being made to wash my nappy's (that don't work well as I have a tail) the harsh treatment is mainly in an attempt to 'domesticate' me. 

The Green man is not usually unkind to me when I see him but is frustrated by my lack of any progress  - while other children are growing fast and learning I'm still unable to talk/write/not wet myself) 
There are communal bedrooms with wooden cots,  but I'm kept mainly in a small room with a wooden bunk bed alone to stop the other kids picking on me and for hygiene reasons..  ( I have no bedding or lights )-  it's lonely and confusing.

I'm taken one day to see the head of the orphanage he's with another green entity this one larger still and his skin thicker and a deeper green (I recognise this type from other dreams)   there kind of fantasy orc types  if I had to describe them. 
The Orphanage head explains that I'm leaving with the new male that he knows where my species are and he's travelling that way.

My next recall is travelling threw forests with the orc type entity.. he's taken and thrown away all my clothing, I'm much happier nakid and outside as we travel he explains things to me about my species  (draws images with sticks in the soil and mimes things too, I understand a little of what he says.

He's taking me home to my forest, my type are usually solitary and live for a very long time and spend years as 'infants'

As we travel the woodland changes the trees and colours until the trees are changing colour and getting thicker and bigger...  They are grey blue/purple like me, the bark is the grey bit. 

Soft thick dark blue wet moss covers the ground.   The light is different too there are kind of glowing lights in the trees but the canopy's is so high there is no sky to speak of so it's darker and the air is warm and very damp. 
I know it's home... i fit perfectly into the habitat.. my long limbs and claws are perfectly suited for climbing the trees and being bald and nekid the water runs easily from me I'm the same colour so camouflaged, though I felt totally safe and at home there.  There was also this amazing fruit on the trees thick skinned but soft and wet inside. 

Wake up at that point.

Blue Boggat

First memory is in a coastal fort set in the sand dunes... It's daylight grey and windy.

We are invading this fort and 'we' are a grey haired warrior, a monk/priest in a brown robe and me, I'm a boggart (Or some kind of wired creature)    I'm trans-temporal and can shift reality's very easily  I'm fairly hideous looking, like a gargoyle face with bat ears and small pointy teeth, my arms and legs are long but my legs bow out so I'm much shorter than the others I'm with, my trunk is small and I've blue grey skin, no hair and a long tail that was pointy at the end.... My eyes are huge and I see in the dark.... I'm also nekid.

The fort we are in is filled with trolls or some other wired race (It was like a war-hammer type table top battle!)   They have old fashioned forged weapons and are patrolling the old stone battlements and I've teleported us inside.  We are there to kill a weaponised monster in a cellar under the main courtyard and I want to go alone, the warrior and priest are arguing I'm not strong enough. 

I wait until a battle starts with a group of trolls and sneak of to take on the monster.    It's a 2 headed serpent type thing, chained up in a basement it's being tormented to be set lose on a local populous or something, so we need to destroy it.   I take it on but the battle is not physical or magical it's sort of energetic, and I'm collapsing the cavern/cellar we are in with me in it too.    
Suddenly my Aunty Ann appears! (She died earlier this week from Dementia )  She tells me she'll take over, she's dead now anyway and to go out and port the others out now.  

I say goodbye to her and head back out to find the 2 guys, they are in the courtyard still finishing of the group that attacked, they are annoyed but can see we need to move as the fort is going to cave in.  I know were there is a portal so they follow me to a fresh water pool on the sea wall of the fort, we swim down and into the portal.

It comes out onto a hilltop in the darkness, the warrior has merged with me now and I have both his memory's and my own, I'm slightly less bow legged and a little more human like, (still bald, blue with tail and pointy ears ect)   The monk is now young and female, we both have brown hooded cloaks - she has no recall of the battle or the male monk.     It's cold and exposed and the path we are on gravely it's kinda upland grazing land no trees or bushes.   The warrior has been here before so I know that there is a lower path that goes to a bothy were we can shelter for the night so I guide the female down the hill.   My night vision can see other travellers with horses and mules travelling the busier track in the distance.  

We pass threw the edge of a large encampment with crude wooden tables and fire pits, it's a Viking raiding group that are far inland.   Their tables lit by torches, are filled with food and each has a beautifully carved wooden replica of a long ship in the middle as a kind of centre-peice.  The raiders are round a central fire so we hear rather than see them. 

We make it down to the lower track and I recall a more recent memory of the Warriors that the bothy is now an Inn.    The landlady is a woman and I have the warriors memory's of sleeping with her on his last stay there. 

We head down and into the Inn,  meby 12th century in style... very basic loud and smelly but it's warm lit by a big open fire and candles and there is food.   This inn is busy filled with peasant and travellers and someone is singing. 
We find the landlady next to rows of shelves filled with old pots near the back and order food and a room.  There is only a large communal bunk room under the eaves of the roof she has 12 straw beds but they aren't all taken so we can stay.
I tell her hello from a friend and ask her if she remembers the grey hair warrior... she blushes and I tell her he's a friend of mine.    She goes to get us bowls of stew and we turn to go find a table, at this point I realise something going to kick of... 

A group of modern people arrived they look jarringly out of place in this medieval scene, they are dressed smart/casual with jeans, shirts and white trainers.
 I grab the other female and push her towards the side door and out of the inn.   We get out into the open and I think we've escaped when one of the men grabs me, he's tall with well cut dark hair his shirt is pink/blue/yellow checked. 
He growls at me 'I HATE YOUR TYPE'    the female monk flees and the male pushes me round the side of the inn towards a stable face down into the hay and starts to rape me...   It takes me a second or two to shift but I leave that reality and find myself in the alleyway of a large city.

I orientate myself quite quickly this time I'm slightly more human looking I still have blue skin, large eyes and tail and my arms legs and fingers are long in proportion to my body.   Ears and teeth are still pointy too, I manifest some clothing and look around. 
I has the feel of an US city as it's in a grid lay out rather than the way our cites sprawl, It feels like the 80's. 
I pass a cafe with large glass windows and metal tables looking for staff so I take the job, I start straight away washing up dishes looking out onto an unfamiliar city street.   I've only been in there for a shift when I get a telepathic message from my home reality that a mate has been selected for me and I'm to meet and join him. 

I Finnish the shift and head to the meeting place, this is odd as I'm moving climbing threw peoples back gardens, over fences and log piles. 
I find my mate, he's also blue and wired looking like me....  we join our tails together to make a wired star shape and they fuse like that  - as we do so we become one person, but with 2 body's joined at the tail - we share the same memory's so we both know every aspect of each-other instantly.    We are telepathic so just two voices in one mind.  

He has a job to do in this reality we walk up to surreal strange cul-d-sac with white bungalows adjoined by pastel painted garages they all have neat lawns.
In the centre of the road is a large table and people are standing round all with brown envelopes.

They are completing end of year tax returns or something similar but the money is charitable and has all been donated.   My male has the receipt for the money that he has given.  The group want to know what he donated to as it was alot of money (As I have his memory's I know he gave it to an unpopular family with sever physical disability's and deformity's)   He is reluctant to tell them this and the conversation is getting heated with us being accused of keeping the money ourselves.  He eventually reluctantly hands the receipt that says says which family the money went to...    The group are disgusted, saying it's to much and the family didn't deserve it and the money could have been better used else where but I can see the difference he's made and know he made the right call.   We leave and I wake up.

Dots and Vectors.

'Come Then Ren, you can't stay away hu? 😒'

lol nop...  😏

Points of a star... Geometry but I'm the corners and points.

 

It reminded me of when Loci holds points when we group manifest and we weave threw them. I didn't recall holding or placing them though. 'I did that Ren, you were in me'   

 

Oh yeh... I'd jumped to Inka who was smoking by the outside fire at my main hub, he was kind of irritated... I sat beside him next to the fire for a while I was still blue boggart.
He didn't say anything finished smoking then patted my bald head grabbed my wrist and we started walking back to the main dream space.   

He told me yday I could hunt him again ... but I might not like what I found. I didn't care as staying away from him at night makes me feel horrible in the day😶

 

We'd walked past the community centre then the dream had split I had wanted to join his awareness but we seemed to be heading somewhere first my last recall is wyrd it's the space where I was looking for something, then looking for my Virgo.

Also, Zak crashed there, Inka was my bro now at his current age.... and I'm formless inside the road in what was like a particle collider. Then the location of I am is lost and I'm just the points of shapes... in what is like a particle collider.

I wanna say vectors. 'Trajectories too Ren' Oh, a vector is an equation for finding trajectory?? 'Now look at what I just told you' lol 😆

 

In between dreams it's chaotic as fuck, that 'Head scrambling'  Yeh that, you and Malico did it to me that night when Leon was annoyed with you.... My nerves were like lightning jolts too.

 

The next dream was long deep and involved too I'm in a city I wanna say London but it's that perpetual dark in one part of it.... then I was moving weaving between 2 points. North/South.

The start of the dream is like a large adult college or learning space but bonkers. I meet Rob there, he needs a black robe and knows I've made/had one and is asking how.
I tell him it's just like a giant t-shirt 😛 

We have an outside area it was an old house that is mainly demolished but we use the old fireplace and concrete floor.

 

It is a scruffy but sheltered outdoor space, we have some lights up and we chill there to party, smoke and relax. It's nice in an abandoned industrial way, we burn the old rotting timbers from the other trashed buildings.

 

Inside the building with a stairwell is a landing with 3 small perfectly square holes at waist height. Not all can fit in and out of them and the middle hole has a membrane/airlock. (Like between intersections? 'Yeh Ren, your rendering this shit odd but close enough'  )

Inside was ultra-modern equipment I kept moving in and out of this space but the other dreamers didn't enter. The 2 squares to the side lead to other spaces but I was the only one that used all 3.

Outside the windows of the building is a tree in the dark, birds are there like blue and purple errr the birds with the wide mouths that eat frogs. They looked like them but blue-purple feathers. Frogmouth.

After that I'm walking north to south and back bringing/fetching for someone. I'd stopped of at a cafe/restaurant that was strange. I'd lost a sock there in the bathroom O.o and there was a photo stuck up of a Dj I knew. 

A friend I know appears she tells me she needs to be audited 'Look it up'.  
Please? 'Don't push it bitch' 😏 💜

 

Oh it was a Rachel... that's sheep hu.

Anyhoo the sheep needed a hearing? Hu? lol

Ok... SO at that point, my bro is back with me in the dream and he has a plan for getting someone to do this for us for free. He'd appeared with a tray containing glasses of OJ and tells me he's going to make a bet.

We'd spotted the guy we need who is in a brown suit old fashioned style - it had a badge on for some official accounting agency we knew.... My bro had headed to him with the glasses of OJ to sort the bet that would get us the audit needed credit free.

 

I'd fallen fast into another dream which is very lucid. I wake from it at 313.

It's a dream share or astral hub, I'm with Cyrus and peter/paul the stranger I lost my virginity too. (Same as the Virgo space?)

We were laying close together to dream share/jump/manifest - It was affectionate - We had a sense of mission - purpose we were there to do something. I can see well in the dark and the corners of the darkroom is filled with bugs and beetles watching crawling out of cracks and watching. Had a big Love vibe.

 

Oh, before that there was more of the white nerve frazzly stuff. like being electrocuted, Inka was pissed off with me as I was to much love and not enough wisdom to balance it - 'Mmmmm, as I keep telling you Ren.

You're an idiot' Yeh, it's interesting though and amuses me.

 

2 more dreams close together I'm helping with surgery it was in a strange space dark, I couldn't see the edges just the bright operating lights. The drapes and surgical kits were old bedsheets - they had been sterilised obviously.

 

I was opening the kits onto the trolley and passing the drapes but the surgeon was annoyed with me I was too slow, but it had been a while since I'd done it. The Surgeon was like an odd mix of Michele and Inka - it was their attitude rather than there being I recalled.

 

Then I'm being examined under a microscope.... lol it can see inside me. Was like being a bug on a slide or something.

 

Wake at 505 

2 dreams or they could have been joined... 

 

A car park at an end place. It's familiar, there are rocky Islands beyond it. a headland I guess it's called.  

There is a carpark there. 

I'm with someone who is complaining it cost the same amount to park there at all times now. There is a hut/building visitors centre.

I go in and I know the people. There is a couple of them tables with fold-out legs with a pile of morning papers on them. They are names I have never heard of, all black and white old-style newsprint, in a script, I don't recognise yet I could read in the dream. They were publications for certain and specific industries - the one I was reading the page of was for metal manufacturers like steal works.  

There was also the offer of mismatched mugs of tea, coffee or cheap squash. The whole area was familiar.  

 

Next I'm in a city again. A huge parade or market, the streets are busy and noisy. A girl I know Tilly is there she has a small white puppy and also a small white goat both on leads.

At the market is a much loved old guy. He's been there for ages, could have been homeless people brought him gifts.  

Dog breeds there that I have never seen before either... some assistance hounds were the colour of blue/grey cats looked like Alaskan malamutes and behaved like golden retrievers. 

On waking I know the street - It is this one here, where I tried to repaint someone woodwork and fucked it.  

I was also in or ran a B&B or guest house here.

 

Inka is well hostile, telling me if I keep coming back and refuse to stay with the other crew for a bit, he will just make it more and more unpleasant being around him. I didn't care... again it felt like my nerves were lightning.

Oh... that dream on that street with the paint was the teperance card... 'It was Ren... and I told you  you had decided you needed more tempering'   So it seems....

 

Last dream was also very detailed.

Everyone in it is unfamiliar & the setting too.   

Though it felt like it could be in that strange variant on my main dream area, the dock area.

It's a windowless room like a function room in a large old style hotel.

A high stage at one end and a bar at the other.. dark wood tables, stale smoke and people in 60's suits.  

A show was to take place, and there was also others drinking at the bar. 

I was a stagehand or something minor, kicking about running and helping but also supposed to be attending a magic school. In the first bit of the dream I'm in the bar area watching interactions.  

2 Men in the strange suits are drinking whisky from smooth glasses, they have bought the bottle which is on the table and topping each other's drinks as they talk, all are standing. No seats.

 

Oh I was sitting legs crossed on a table waiting for someone to need me for something.. which is why I was watching I suppose. The guy who was staying in the hotel in the rooms above wanted to know when the show would start and end and what time the noise would continue till.

 

The male who was to take part in the show was informing that there would be people in the bar till dawn, he also placed a small very smooth silver thing in the first guys drink. It's shiny and bullet-shaped though fatter not that I know much about bullets tbh.  

As I'm watching my female teacher calls for me to stop sitting around. I'd already missed the first year of magic school but should be able to keep up with the second year, we have to find our books though.  

We would need one book each and the books we had to find ourselves. Each of the previous years students had hidden their book in one of the magical spaces. I'd have to go back at some point to find a first-year book but for now, we were all getting sent into this magic interactive forest to find a book.    

Everything in the forest is alive and interactive.  The books are amazing, Kraft covers the one I find has neat writing and lots of pictures diagrams and images and it makes me laugh thinking about passing a book with my scribbly writing on to someone.

 

Smoking Squids and a Giant

Inka can you help me understand the control v chaos / 2 faction dreams. 'Bitch? You know!... if not ask Malico, it's him you balance that with'  

It is? 'Yeh Witch, we team for fun, but he's control 😈' lol

'Ren, you can ask me yourself seen as your heading for me tonight anyway. Ask me nicely and I will show you'  

OMW soon... why? 'Told you that too bitch? You know us Ren, you've seen the stuff we do.. there is a reason we don't team in heavy material environments anymore, no fucker wants us fighting ok??' We 'Friction Ren, now just come the fuck here, I'll leave you with malico ok but come here now. Ren..... plx'  

lol 'Yeh bitch, we both need a hug... this morning wasn't fun and we heal together ok?' OMW 💜

--Wake later.

Inka?? 'Yes mouse, you were just fighting with me in your house again' WTF?? 'Hormones incidentally, epinephrine' Ouch, Mmmmm, Hydrate mouse and jump to me.

Why? How we fight again? 🤔 'Polarity, just come here 😏' 

Next wake at 303... I don't recall anything... 'Ask Nicely'  How did I get to you Malico? 'Doesn't matter' 

Oh WOOOOOO, that had been intense!! 

A massive white space/transport/hub like the Re-ed but this was open, we were not controlled.
Huge trains and miles of corridors, shops and vast. But all white and self-contained that smooth white these spaces are made from.

There was a commander or err captain, he wasn't human skin grey and head more angular, he was unstable and low on energy so he was ageing rapidly and then as he would recover he'd get younger again. He was plugged into the vessel...in a white ring with him in the centre.  

Crazy floating vehicles in the corridors. One powered by a small cycling furry upright entity. Teddy people but smaller than Ewocks.  

A baby store had been destroyed, the store owner was upset... it was in an alcove in one of the white corridors.

Clothing stores too, I looked threw the doors out of curiosity

A huge flaming anchor double my hight, a pyramid too made of grey crumbly slate-like stones, all cut like thin tiles then piled up, people were sitting on it looking at the flaming anchor we knew the fire would spread but were hanging about to watch.

 Then out of place people this was like the Boggart dream the modern people like mods in shirts... they arrive with old school flaming torches and they are setting things alight.

The buildings are old now, stone cottages some already burnt out.
The new arrivals are setting everything alight.  

Rob is with me now, we ran up the pyramid and jumped to the roof of a stone cottage. The roof was old thatch and would catch fire it was crumbling too. One of the guys below laughs at me as he goes to set fire to the inside of the building. Rob had already jumped to another roof and was shouting on me to hurry up.  

In between dreams, I'm finding myself with a giant. Huge! One of the really big ones, I was one once. I don't even reach up to his knee.  

We know each other and he's sharing dreams with me.

He felt like crew, but who I dunno? Inka or Malico?

Another utterly crazy dream, an amazing doughnut milkshake place, it was like an underground amusement arcade mixed with a psytrance take on an American diner.

It was awesome, neon glowing milkshake vending machines and glowing displays of the most amazing doughnuts! The place smelt fantastic and the doughnuts taste perfect! The right kind of crunch and squidge I had one with a butterscotch icing and choc sprinkles. 

The floor had big cube-shaped colourful squashy cushions leathery wipe clean deep purple. The whole place had a purple glow blue fittings with black lights too.   

One of the highlights was a living bong/pipe it floats in the air is shaped and moves like a metal deep sea squid, also had flashing colour changing lights and it's markings and patterns change. You suck it's head to inhale 😆 It floats from cushion to cushion where people were chilling and getting high.

It was near closing time and I was helping carry the spare doughnuts into a shelved warehouse storeroom at the back,

he room stayed open but the doughnuts went away, a woman was stock-keeping there and I was getting a carry out to take to some friends.

Then back to the massive giant again, he was telling me stuff we chatted alot. 'You should have written it down' I was dreaming.....'And arguing' lol 😆 'Lazy too, you could have woken up & writen'  

Last dream... was also visually bonkers. It was a fancy-dress party. 'I was a kind of wyrd take on a plage-dr or something. I had on a long black hooded robe that covered one eye. I didn't look like me, I had very pale skin the front was covered with a plastic shield then a black mesh veil. Looked very cool. I was building a clock tower? With a set, cardboard and lego :P Oh like the clocktower dream, yes it looked like that but in this dream, I was making a toy version of it! It was all browns and purples, brown and purple crayons and chunky pencils too? Oh... lol it was a playgroup!!? Seriously.... 'Yup Ren told you you were in isolation 😏' Haha FU 😆

At one point I'd been back in Em's house too on the day she jumped out and scared me.
😁Wish I could remember what the Giant was telling me 'Ask him later Ren'  Haha, yeh will try and kip later.

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I didn't know about Memory and Adranlin & Epinephrin!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adrenaline

'Now you do'  Hahah rude 😜Is that why my Memories shit, I'm too chilled out? 😆