It's funny, I've been thinking lots about a dream I had years ago...
It fits with the themes of male/female I've had of late, and it came
after a series of dreams introducing the idea of a twin flame (as my
other half)
I can't find it anywhere but remember it clearly.
Main jist of it was 2 ships miles apart in a stormy ocean. One was a military ship, hard angles and blue only male crew.
The other was a old luxury liner filled with only females on soft pink round sofas.
In the dream I stood on the side of my ship and changed into a Skua sea bird to travel to the male ship.
I got there and went to the captain, He was my 'twin flame' the other
half of me. He was pleased to see me but angry at me for being there
as it wasn't time yet.
First part of the night is hazy one thing I recall is being told.
'More to know than we can see'
Then the long dream (I woke 2 times but kept going back to same dream)
It's set on the small main street of the village I grew up in, but one
of the vet surgery's I worked at is now on the street too.
There is lots of work going on, I'm 2 people working in 2 places at
once the vets and a cafe I had a job in as a kid. Both are very new and
in the process of being painted, lorry's keep dropping of new
equipment. I go down to the small bakers shop to collect something for
the cafe.
On the way I notice one of the buildings is filling
rapidly with water and then lots of water starts to bubble up threw the
streets. I drop into another shop and tell them they must call the
water board.
I bump into my old nextdoor neighbour he tells me
he's much happier now he has GPS and shows me a camping stove, I want to
know were to get one too.
Back out on the street the water
people are there, one of them stops me and say's 'Thank you, it's a
good job you knew were the source was'
- wake up -
Back
in the dream now I'm in the new vet shop, I'm putting up prescriptions
of cream to be collected - I'm also working in the cafe but I'm not me
I'm the other Andrea (who was the owners daughter) I'm a prisoner there.
The dream changes too 2 child lovers trying to get back together and
now I'm a female working and a young boy (I flick between these 2
characters now)
The female is being kept as a kind of slave,
working. It's all parody though there's a spitting image type of royal
family, and the shops are morphing into big sandstone buildings.
The boy is trying to get into the village which is now more of a ruined
castle. he's small and keeps meditating turning blue and flashing
blue. He has some helpers there clones and are like overweight versions
of Redfoo - they find themselves really funny and are more of a
distraction than anything else.
As the boy I meditate and teleport myself into the walls close to the female.
They grab each other and run, the girl blows up a section of wall which
crumbles behind them to give them some moments to escape.
-wake up and see to toddler-
Back into dream, I'm with the boy outside the walls he starts to place a
ring of explosives to give us time to get out of there.
After
they are set we run and make a detour round the main part of the village
onto the cliff tops. There is a carpark full of cars, old shiny ones
all with blacked out windows on the road beyond the carpark some kind of
roadblock with people yelling.
The boy recognises one of the cars and the door opens as we run into it.
Inside it's really plush - cream leather seats. With a large choc
Labrador in the back. The driver is an old guy (I actually remember
this car from a dream I had years and years ago when I was at school!)
I get into the back, and the blue boy curls up in the passenger foot well and hides under a trench coat.
He starts to drive, at the road block a man falls down like he's been
shot - it causes a diversion and the other run to see him, they all fall
down. We escape.... as I look back out of the window though I see
non of them are really hurt and are standing back up.
We start to
chat in the car, the older guy asks the blue boy if he's been calling
in the angels, he says yes from under his coat hiding hole. They go
onto to chat about the ascension of earth, at the front of the car a
thing pops out like a tray, in it there's a holographic man he's like a
butler he hands out eye pad screens they have lots of strange glypic
writing on them and diagrams.
He has sweets on a tray too, I take one it's a chocolate eclair
:) It's nice then the dog starts trying to suck the sweet out threw my cheek, it feels odd!!
The man keeps talking about humanity being at the brink of ascension
but not yet seeing it and not taking the final leap humans are worried.
They are from Jupiter, I comment 'it's bonkers why can't they see it?'
Then they laugh at me as I took forever to get of Venus and get my
wings, they say it's always the same. The dog is still sitting right
beside me and then moves right into my body with me. He's brave and
with me now.
I start to itchy my nose till I can see lots of
flakes of silver skin... but the itch doesn't stop and I wake up to
really scratch my nose.
Sorry, another LONG one!!
9th July 16
Horses, Team game. 1 Side is unhappy as lots of people not helping. A gypsy style horse and cart, dog too green and black iridescent feather.
White sand and a grey sky on a shore alone with a camp fire, I am twisting up drift wood to look like DNA lots of baby horses.
Child hood house, 1000's of people coming for a party, all bringing different gifts. Helen brings a gold and green necklace to hang on a huge driftwood tree in the garden. The house has no external walls. Others are coming to hang jewels onto the tree too. Martin is throwing hand fulls of diffrent coloured stars up into trees to light the party.
More and more people arrive, From upstairs I can see London.
I can see huge spirals of black smoke twisting into the sky, everyone tells me it's always been there but it's different to me.
I jump to another house, I've gone there by mistake. The view is wrong, one side country and the other a canal & estuary. More baby horses. A man is there he's from the past pre-industrial. He has to tell us a story so is calling us back. A ghost now he writes in rhyme like my poems, It's to his Gay lover telling him the magic is real & the spirit took him, he left a trail if you believe.
Next me and others have some crisp bags to share, so many people arrive we just give them the bags and leave.
Tuesday 7th Jun 16
Lorry with rubble in, big and noisy... it makes crumpets. It's not aligned so I fix it.
All watching and waiting for an aliment of planets, From above the orbit it looks like an eternity ring...
It makes lots of patterns people are cheering... a ring of fire.
Massssive dream to write after this one. (( Here we go, wonder how far I can get threw it) It's from same night on the 7th Jun 16.
Massive long adventure of finding and putting things back together. I'm with a wired team around 10 of us it starts of in a bleak volcanic terrain, black/grey stone.... there are broken roads and it feels like a blend of eras.
People have vanished, there are only the 'searchers' left. There is water round were we are like a rock island and the waves are huge they smash up against an invisible wall then run back down... it's like we are under a dome we can't see.
We have got together onto a bus to move faster but then some filthy water breaks threw a skeleton head wall that had been holding it back. The bus is stinking in the nasty water we easily open the escape hatch and swim up but it means we need to split up and continue on foot now.
I find my way to a huge ancient forest.. Massive trees there giants, I'm lost with someone else. We come across an old round wooden house on stilts, it looks amazing. It's on fire and burning but not being destroyed by the fire only I can see it, the person with me can't. He can see the flames reflected on my skin and when he touches me I'm hot from the heat of the fire.
We move into a City next. I bump into another friend here, I have known her for many many lives, she is/was 'Fire'
The city we are in is crazy!
It's 50's 60's American feel to it all the people have gone, but everything is left 1/2 done, the buildings are 1/2 build and opened like dolls houses, in them are - 1/2 cooked meals 1/2 done jobs like the people just vanished in the middle of what they were doing very suddenly, or that the whole city was set up like a dolls house village but someone took the dolls.
The other dream characters are also 'searchers' Not local to the city and not of it's time. I look into a room to find a person in all black making Jigsaw bags from memory's and old school books.
There are a few people there doing yoga and I find the odd couple having tantric sex.
I'm amazed by rows and rows of stunning perfect clean and shiny old cars they are in pastel colours with polished chrome .... they are all parked along side unused roads. There are metal painted sines there too.... One that stands out has a VW camper on it and states. 'THERE IS NO ESCAPE IN RUNNING AWAY'
I re'member that I'm looking for my Dad in this place, I'm still in the city I'm climbing up threw half build homes, marvelling at the way the food isn't spoilt... I pass threw a garden set up for a part and bbq and then in threw there garage and threw there house to get to another level. I have a place in mind were my Dad should be it's an old shop. I walk up some cocreate stairs and along a path.
The shop is closed up, with shutters down and rows of dirty shopping trolleys outside, it looks disused. The shop door is open I go into the dark, I call out but there is no reply. Something invisible slams into me and sends me flying back out of the door of the shop. I relax just in time for it to hit me again, this time I fall down the stone stairs but am unhurt as I was so floppy.. I relax still more as hits me again... I tell it I love it and I accept it back.... at this point things start going white and fuzzy I can tell I'm gaining lucidity...... But am woken up by the cat vomiting on the carpet :P
Monday 6th June 16
Have killed something or someone on the run.. they don't know they are dead though, there is a boat crossing with some kind of pretence and I'm aware I'm trying to upgrade something.
Next dream is set in a School, We are all writing a big book, it will be published by 1 author and we all get sylvanian family type toys to play out the bits of the story..... it's the authors job to pull it all together and weave all the story's into one book.
There is a black and white photo of a flower it's been dyed red.
Sunday 5th June 16
Dark & Light Ammonite Shells, I was dark and white too and also a shell :P
An Awesome flying dream with Mel (A friend who ended her own life as a teenager) We are in the town were I live now and we have a huge old phone cable. We are flying and teleporting I can also fly threw the ground too by changing my vibration. I keep teleporting myself underground then flying up out of it.
Friday 3 Jun 16
I'm a Mama Fox, I have 3 baby's that I can carry round in my mouth. In another dream there is a school teacher, I'm with his students telling them it's not important to pass, I don't want them to be stressed out.
Wed 1st of june.
Nature dance, I'm a huge jungle!! Stuff is going in and out... I'm like a massive Gaia Goddess.
- My team is ready we have full armour now, but we can't get the shields to activate. I get a message that we don't have authorisation yet.
Next I dream of my friends and we are getting gifts for each other.
Tuesday 23rd May 16
Setting is an old village. Local and regional councillors want to sell off the grave yard.
All the people object and the Vicar too they are coming together to try and save it.
I'm there to help, but I'm wispy and not to tangent.
The vicar of the old village at first tries to trick me. He takes me with him into the church... I'm playful and alive.
First he takes me to confession to try and manipulate me, but I see threw what he's doing. He starts to manipulate stuff and send it flying to intimidate me but I can still see it's him.... it's making a mess. I laugh and tell him, I know it's him and I will help him tidy up.
The vicar starts to like and fall in love with me...
It's an odd dream, the energy is wired - neither of us know what is genuine but we are both 'playing' a power game - there can be no winner.
I soften his edges.. I'm playful he's formal - but we have the same goal.
He wants to marry me as that's his belief - but I won't be owned.
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Vet surgery work. I'm finished and am handing in uniform. There is a new head nurse, she's bitchy and I see threw her.... I feel bad for leaving the other staff with trouble... I know she will be trouble for them.
- Flying dream, making self lighter and floating and hovering. Asian man with me, who understands... We are weaving stuff together, big smokey strands of dark round the light like massive smokey DNA.
Monday the 30th May
Patterns, secrets hidden in light that we are not good at decoding. A yin-yang ball in 3D spinning.
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Collage ending, Sitting with bag's full of belongings saying goodbye to old friends. I'm checking out and I need more 'payment' I mess up, I use my credit instead of cash... I try to call to fix it but get woken up.
- I'm chatting crying and learning with people. Also at a school that had finished, it was being made over and made new, I don't want to go to the opening as I want to remember it as it was.
Sunday 29th May 2016
Energy centres spinning, Old city in the country side.. I'm with friends writing a story. A boy gets the blame for something he's sent away 'dark wings'
Sat 28th May
Patterns with dots, like 3d more code, layers of understanding.
**Big Dream**
Rabbi dream, I'm at a huge holy festival with a young holy man. I'm walking and talking with him,
He is teaching me.
We are sitting in front of a massive red temple.
I ask him to tell me about 'God' (I'm a bit nervous as I do)
He asks if I'm sure, I tell him I am.
He talks quietly as we sit on the grass looking at the big red temple.
He tells me of a series of dreams and the number 52 or 42... he also goes on to confirm my thinking of dark and light. (It was a time I was exploring and delving into dark)
He tells me to pray/meditate then goes of to play football. I leave him and find a space at the festival. People leave me be as they assume I'm on drugs.
In the mediation, I leave and go up out of me. I meet, with above, it's amazing powerful.... love and tears... I know this home, I'm sorry I've been away so long, but there is nothing to forgive for as I always need to make my own way back.
I sit in dream meditation, weeping and tingling in total love - then all of a sudden there is a massive 'discharge'
Flames and smoke and woooosh come out of the center of my palms. I come out of the meditation back into the dream, I can still hear voices they are telling me it's the above and the below.. Divine meets earth. I'm confused, I can smell burning but my hands feel fine they just feel warm and look very pink.
I get up to go and try ad find the Rabbi again to ask him more. When I leave the mediation I find I'm on a staircase, some people are walking up to smiling and say 'oh, your on a higher level than us' I wait and we walk on together.
** Wake up very suddenly** from that uber light sleep, it all seemed so real, I'm tingly all over, especially heart and shoulders. I see a vision of the eye in the palm.
I go back into dream to try and look for the Rabbi again in the next dream. I find the same temple but there is a busy road round it now, no festival. I get the world 'Balala' or something... The temple now has beautiful paintings all over it, flower of life and mandala style... I could feel echos of the festivals and dancing and holy days but now there was just a busy road and it had been made into a round-a-bout.
