Friday, 30 December 2022

23rd - 30th Dec 22

 


 

23rd Dec.

With a guy, we had horses a small home farm stead with a paddock.   The home had a mix of old and ultra modern stuff.  In the house were big machines or processors that we would take apart and clean. 

 

Other dream was a bed, with a group of people.  4-6 of us.    We had a drug we would take.   C Connolly was there and Rowena... It was long but recall is hazy.

 

24th Dec

A house at the end of a green valley,  Large glass window that looked out onto a distant castle. 

Working 25th

In a grubby white mini bus, I was part of a garden work crew... Tired I was laying on 2 seats sleeping. 

 

A big kitchen with a black and white tiled dirty floor...   A large white liquid HGV also dirty. 

 

Long dream, I'd just finished cleaning and old fashioned fire engine, I had a postal van to wash next.   They were both in the dinning room of my main dream house.

 

Outside was an odd elevator table.... On a pole the seats, umbrella and table all lifted up and down.
I'd visited a butcher for some sausage meat... And there was an odd TV channelled message, lots of channels all with a similar message about not merging back and holding off. 

 

29th

Buildings with no walls,  roof tops from above like flying over a city.
Amazing night garden and magic for the moon.

Lots of Bogaert stuff...   I was blue and with Inka.

 

30th

 

Opening a café with Ann.  We were picking floor covering and tables... We'd visited other places as reference - one being a grand hall with a mural on the floor.

We'd decided on green floor, it gave the café the feel of being outside on grass.

We were collecting some toys, and pots of pens to have for the use of kids. 

 

There were large open windows at the back with an amazing view of countryside and trees.   It was next door to a vets and a farm.

Other dream was an odd fairy story.   A huge Victorian factory and gingerbread man.

A baby was due, 2 midwives and my mother was around too, her and friends were ordering ball gowns.
 

 

Monday, 26 December 2022

Dirty and Clean Things.


 

23rd Dec.

With a guy, we had horses a small home farm stead with a paddock.   The home had a mix of old and ultra modern stuff.  In the house were big machines or processors that we would take apart and clean. 

 

Other dream was a bed, with a group of people.  4-6 of us.    We had a drug we would take.   C Connolly was there and Rowena... It was long but recall is hazy.

 

24th Dec

A house at the end of a green valley,  Large glass window that looked out onto a distant castle. 

Working 25th

In a grubby white mini bus, I was part of a garden work crew... Tired I was laying on 2 seats sleeping. 

 

A big kitchen with a black and white tiled dirty floor...   A large white liquid HGV also dirty. 

 

Long dream, I'd just finished cleaning and old fashioned fire engine, I had a postal van to wash next.   They were both in the dinning room of my main dream house.

 

Outside was an odd elevator table.... On a pole the seats, umbrella and table all lifted up and down.
I'd visited a butcher for some sausage meat... And there was an odd TV channelled message, lots of channels all with a similar message about not merging back and holding off. 

 

Thursday, 22 December 2022

Sacked from a Shop.

Dream on the main street.  Muddled shops, I'd been sacked from a job by Joan but she was running a newsagents.   I wasn't sure why... Lol but I'd guessed it could be one of a few reasons.  I had a baby son and was living in the flat above and lost that too so it was a problem for me. 

I'd found another job at a shop down the street.  Was like a different life, things were similar enough but all slightly different too.

When I recalled my current job I woke up.

Long dream, Sheila's main dream space,   Photos and outfits.   The room I used to stay in was large with many people in.
We were clearing it out and packing it into vehicles. 

A sort of class or meeting was going on, Fay was there and other art and music students.

We moved to an Inn were there was a party... Part wedding part birthday, I'd not known it was a Birthday party... It was Jean she'd not told all it was for her Birthday and then I'd recalled it was a week before mine - that was the date in the dream.

There was a guy with ginger hair and beard there. He was manipulating stuff, Hypnotising only some people so they were perceiving different things. 
I was stuck some place in-between so I could see both versions at once.  

I'd told him it had caused me a inpatient stay under the mental health act. 

He seemed surprised and embarrassed, I could see a woman with him to also hypnotising people with out them knowing.

A advert on the TV too for genetic modified kids.

Last part of the dream was surreal, 2 horses and dogs.... And cows that were in strange places and too scared to be moved.   This large dog was helping them in the oddest way by climbing on them and sitting on their noses. 

 

Wednesday, 21 December 2022

A Sureal Cataclysmic



222

Long dream and in a liminal space.... Swirling thoughts of stuff from the day.
A sunset from a farmstead on the beach, swimming in the sea.  Wooden walk ways over the water to the rocks... Net sides.

Tall building with a viewing platform. 

Shaman, a movement of homeless kids.

Della from work was there but lucid....   People were judging me on my appearance, which was odd as I was dressed as an elf, but when I got the others instead they were all dressed odd too. 

 

A game called.  'Ask the neighbours'   a community and a funny jail break of a nativity scene.

 

Another long dream....   Was kinda fun.
A cataclysmic, end of humanity type of dream with everyone nomadic.   The world was surreal though, with extreme weather and giants and all kinds of odd and magical stuff. 

 

Groups forming, odd VR games we could go inside.   A sinking yacht.. With a woman looking at me threw a window, she swam out as the boat goes down.

An odd night club, and people still driving on what was left of the fuel on a snowy road... I'd fallen or sat in the middle of the road... vehicles avoiding me as I was trying to leave the road.
 

A Mall too, with a group trying to derail a train there and cause damage.... But  I'd flown up and lowered it gently from the place they were pushing it from.

 

 

Monday, 19 December 2022

15th-19th Dec


 

15th

 

A really long dream, castles and kings, elves and towers too.   We were trapped in a building and going to make our way out threw underground waterways.
But to do this we would take a poison that would stop our breathing, the antidote was on the outside and would be given once we were free of the buildings.

 

One woman was already in the tunnels, I would be next but we had to sneak to where the entrance was without detection. 

 

A dream with a tiny horse, ankle height.
A guy who was balding with bright red, orange hair.

Houses we were sharing, but moving out of. 
I was clearing the rest of my stuff from one place to another.

 

17th

Dom, a stranger and an old fashioned sword.  The sword was created by a group, ceremonial.  I was part of this group and we were discussing experimental realities and God concepts.   Hierarchical and more equal systems. 

 

Next dream 2 amazing pools...   One was a river filled with life, turtles, shells fish.... Amazing stuff.  

The other was flat but made to reflect the sunlight.   Ian was in the dream having a go at me about which pool I preferred, it was the one with all the life.

 

There was also a church hall having a games event.   All kinds of quizzes and board games. 

 

19th

Leaving Zak in a play park.
A fairy coven, it was a shop with a coven at the back.  I'd gone in to look though I was a solitary practitioner.  Amazing incense  that were like sprigs of dried flowers that smelt amazing then odd thigs kept happing, pages on books turning by themselves, things floating of shelves into my hands.  
I woman came from the back and I looked at her, then looked at her again....   She'd changed ages, when I looked up again she had a different face, I smiled and told her, she smiled back and her hair started doing crazy things, cycling threw different colours then turning into small coloured snakes and things. 

 

Last dream, a kitchen in a house I had...  2 birds, a gull and a Tit, the Tit jumped on my hand. 
In the next room were 3 rodent type creatures one was something I'd not seen before...

Ferret/squirrel chipmunk type thing, a rat and a kind of Mole in clothes. 

My cats were chasing them so I was going to put them in a carrier to see if anyone had lost their pets.

Tuesday, 13 December 2022

Elephant Ride

 

8th..  Again into the same dream all night.

A world of castles and competitions lots of grass and stone, Inka was in it in a roll of a merchant I could port back too. 

 

There were lessons, and races... Elves costumes,  machines and dogs all-over. 
I was helping Inka to upgrade a cart he had.... It was a little like one of them chose your own ending books.

We had to take a female to a hearing.   The female was a little like young Em in that she was small and blond and accompanied by an older fair haired guy.  

 

I was more like grey Ren, no hair and big eyes.  Ripples of the same dream too...  My Room, and the back bedroom of Shilas. 

A blue and red room.     Mars and Jupiter as planets too.

Heavy snow falling... And strange creatures in it, a polar bear made of transparent slime, sliding down the window amid snowflakes.
 

Then back again to the cart, they had moved on and I needed to catch up.   I needed to avoid motor bikes that were in the same area.


...

 



Dreaming, but not making notes...   So cold :D

Lots of night shifts,   just mainly jumping in and out of a persistent dreams space with Inka.... 

Big fire and warm furrs...   Sleep comes almost instantly. 

14th
Brilliant dream.

Started at a large outdoor gathering, all kinds of crystals had been placed around the area and we were collecting and sorting them into shapes and colours before leaving.

 

We arrive at my main dream space at the first school field.   It's huge and split into 2 parts.

 

The bottom has large machines and layers of soil and organic matter and being added to make a community growing space.   It was going to be no dig I think, the soils were being layered up and in the middle a bonfire of scrub bushes with a scarecrow witch is burning.

 

Further up is an outdoor market and bar, all made out of the same wood as the stake.  My Dad, Mama more friends and family are there.  There  is a buffet of the most amazing food.  Crazy layered cakes like caves and works of art, fish platers of all kinds of prawns and seafood....  Cheeses and stuff.   It tasted and looked amazing.
It was a Sunday too.

 

I'd wandered off with the intention of taking some photos of the soil layers.  Instead find myself on the front of an old fashioned river with a boat race.

It's like an old painting and this massively ups my lucidity, I realise there is no point in taking photos as I'm dreaming.

 

A massive fairground style elephant emerges from the water with a seat on it's back... I'm wondering how to get up there when it picks me up in it's trunk and places me on it's back and starts walking into the surreal town. 
 

We pass threw a gate made of milk butter and eggs and into a carnival style medieval town...    An odd Muppet like performance is being watched and a woman waves at me commenting 'Oh, it's your first time here'

The journey gets stranger, I'm aware I'm making my way back to the place I started as I'd arranged to meet Em there.
I'm also lucid enough to just observe and I'm still on the elephant in a space were thousands of men are building rooms with fire places.  They are mainly Asian and the same few guys are repeating hundreds of times.... The rooms they are making are again a set number of styles. 
Em's Dad is there surrounded by a group of the same person too, he's huge and a surreal gangster character...    Emma is also massive, around 8 feet tall and bound in coloured fabrics covering her face and body.
As I reach her the elephant starts to turn back to water and walk to the tide that's coming to shore in the space we are in, I kiss it before it disintegrates and thank it for the ride. 

A young girl gives me a rave poster and askes me to place it on my maindream house door. 

I was aware we were being opposites of a sort she was playing a role of gain and profit and I was seeing creation for art... Alarm woke me here.
 




Wednesday, 7 December 2022

Party Swap

 


7th Same dream all night.

 

Main dream area.  A party in the Links, I was a host in a black and white shear shirt;  well 2 shirts, one black one white identical and layered. 

Black and white face paint too.

Mel was in the newsagents and the party would continue there after midnight in Martins flat.  Catering too, roast chickens and Toblerone chocolate :P 

 

Em was around too and we had a baby in my main dream house. 

 

I kept waking and going back into a similar dream, next time the predominant colours were brown and red... Inka was in the dreams too.
 

The news agents turned into a sort of tower.

 

In one part was a game, I'd changed my awareness and the landscape was like a Minecraft of Lego buildings, I was zooming out till I could see the power source and drive that the projections were running on.

I wanted to close them off to see what would happen, but it was a shared server and others were still playing in the program so I had to wait.  

They all seemed to be connected to some sort of old Xerox copier.

 

Last bit was linked too, and old sentient racing car.  She was female, and wanted to only upgrade as she won races...  I was asking her to upgrade anyway, but her driver was insisting she was still fast enough to win. 

I'd skipped off with another female and we were laying in a grass field with blue forget me nots or violets pushing threw the grass.

 

Tuesday, 6 December 2022

First Week Dec 22

2nd.   Not sure about the first. 
Got head cold, didn't want to move to much cause it made me sneeze :)


3rd,4th... Sick.

 

5th.  Lots of dreams but my notes are odd and unreadable.

With Aggy, a drug dea.  The drugs were wrapped in cubes of white with a shrink wrap cover.  

We were taking them in a school toilet.   Quite lucid.

I was looking in a mirror in a dark bathroom, I could make my hair vanish and my skull was a strange shape, with hard angles, it was alien like.... I didn't look at all like me.

A very angular and unusual bone structure.
 

A big storm,  ???  Fish.   Waves, Lights and Messages. 

 

A strange, teaching setting.  Medical, I kept dreaming and waking in the dream, doing the same thing over and over again.

My Dad was in the dream too, he had called me crying and confused.  I was talking about bone shapes with a male I knew, it was with reference to the bone shapes of the skull.

Last dream was a version of balifgate with European style café tables and chairs outside. 

I was wearing black and white and sitting at a single table with a laptop outside. 

I'd been brought a small glass of clear liquid that I spilled by accident, knocking some on my white top.  It was aniseed like ouzo.
 

I'd gone into the building which was a mish mash of stairs and stalls. 
An escalator and climbing over a one way gate at the top, to get into another market area, then looking around at the things on display.  
I was looking for another white top, it had a leather string fastening, it was to replace mine that I'd spilt the liquid on. 

 

6th
 

With Roz, we were looking threw my wardrobe full of clothes.  (Not my actual wardrobe or clothes) Lots of outfits and colours... We had dolls too. 

The errr cabbage patch ones. 

We were waiting on 6.00 to leave on a journey.

We would have to move and repark the car once before then.

 

Next dream was errr Swiss army shoes?  They were convertible shoes that could be boots, Ski boats, Slippers, Walking boots... By folding themselves around. 

I was running away on a train too.

 

Mystery to solve..  Fivovault and an emo blanket. 
Then a party on the train we were fleeing on.

Last dream military terraforming thing..   Guys in sand coloured overalls we are clinging to this huge tank like machine. 

 

 

Wednesday, 30 November 2022

28th-30th Nov 22

28/11

Women's prison, laying on the floor after psychedelics had been smuggled in.

 

Odd version of liphook, same as that other dream were there was a station there.
This time a group of us were renting a flat above a shop.

I worked in a place opposite, the front of the place I worked was a café the back a vets. 

Scribble was there with an owl... They were hugging and merging in and out of each other.

Chris my uncle was the vet there.  We had a toy cat that belonged to 2 gay guys we knew.... I was to inject it with a painkiller from a multi dose bottle. 

There was blood in with the mix too.

 

My uncle was annoyed as the cat needed monitored after the pain medication, and the couple would be going out and leaving it home alone. 

 

Other dream was jumbled, a building with a lift... The floors were images.

An animal, a claw, a beak and stuff.

There was a large store room, and incorrect stuff had been ordered. 

We would have to use it first.

Inka was with me, in a ware house, loading bay... Arms and cranes and a concrete floor.

He was telling me I'd have to take the blame for the incorrect order, though we both knew it had nothing to do with me. 

 

Chris again and my Dad... 2 babies, one was me.  A strip of the old photo booth photos, images of the babies, they looked like twins.

 

29th

Fire works in a field.  A teatcher who'd been let down.   2 schools side by side, one teaching kids to be good... The other to be bad.

The good school had a uniform of robes with bare feet, the 2 schools walking in a kind of parade.

 

Long dream with a Pidgeon type of bird but it had a patch of coloured feathers, bright green and blue like a parrot of some kind. 

The bird was friendly, liked being held and preened.... A car of strangers and an odd holiday type camp with horses and tired seating.   We needed to check out at 2am.

I seemed to know the young guy driving, still had the bird.
 

30th

In an MMO game, also 3 large blue and white bowls all broken in the same place...   Egg mayo with broken glass in. 

A wall painted badly black, someone had written vegan on it. 

 

Sunday, 27 November 2022

Giant and Puzzle Factory



21st.. (Nights)
 

Lilly tubers like plumbs.  A butterfly stick insect. 

 

'I couldn't give you the power to work it out even if I wanted to'

 

Poseidon and lots of people..

22/11/22

 

Odd dream, some choc button type tablets that got dropped on the floor and strange dentist stuff.

 

 

25th
Train, males and females.... 

Looking into the past and future probabilities of a planet I was going to visit with a couple of friends.
I wasn't keen on going there.... It had been left Orange.   Long ago because of a witch hunt there. 

 

26th.  

A dream with Inka, a strange white cube building....

People slumped upside down in odd cubicles. 

 

27th.  First night full dreaming after a week of nightshifts. 

A white SUV... It had been made into a camper van.    I watched it in 2 accidents, the same person driving each time.   Neither were his fault. 

 

Next a long dream I kept going back into.

A large square while building similar to the night before, much bigger.
I was working shifts with and Indian guy and one other.

 

We had a floor each to clean and prepare a room for breakfasts, I was on the ground floor near the entrance. 

It's dark out and the building has a strange vibe...   There is mist around it, rabbits and hunting dogs outside.  The kitchen in a separate unit, large catering kitchen and food processing plant. 
Puzzles too, my floor was Dagger/Dagger.  

I had to take this match and enter it into a phone stored in a box at the back of the kitchen, I was new to the building.... Which was a communal learning and testing place.

We were all being observed.   

A giant outside, he was taller than the building.   I could only see him when I left my awareness to float above.   It had the feel of return to Oz,  heads and busts strange art work in corridors.  The giant was overseeing the weather and the tests that were taking place around the building. 

 

Hummmm,  there was several factions too.    I wasn't sure who if anyone I was able to trust, so I was just playing my role.  

 

An army of mechanical dragonflies were released by the door.    A strange butterfly too....   I was being assessed for an 'ideal wing set' 

 

I could fly but it was in a frozen position, just hovering where I needed to go.  What we called a 'telecopter' was hovering outside too, searching and observing and communicating with drones.

 

Despite not knowing who or what I could trust I liked the setting and the teachers and testers - they seemed to be taking it in turns to take me on.... Trying to work me out.  

I was just using intuition to follow the codes and puzzles and unlock more areas in the space. 


--- I'd been dreaming with Inka and Kaylo from the hunters room...  Inka told me he was weaving the dream with me.

Sunday, 20 November 2022

Scribbles Bum



18th Nov

Wake 313

 

An odd abstract dream...  With Inka I think, it was a dark place a bit seedy.   Cuban cigar only it was 2 a larger with a smaller inside...  Inside them was a golden soft resin and a gold scarab.

 

A choice of 2 uniforms one blue white striped the other green and white.   Stars and aliens. 

 

404 wake.    Harpers and queen?  Is that a magazine?   Anyhoo I'd been in a crazy haunted house with a forge, I was the blacksmith there. 

A veg garden and people with very pale eyes, the reinter hardly visible. 

 

19th

 

Dino's a fishing picnic and a breathing kit.

 

20th

 

A funny dream, with Jithin and Bincy.  We were in a sort of B&B type place, just me Jithin and Scribble at first.   
We'd ordered take away pizza only it came with a block of French cheese and an engraved cheese knife...  

The knife was the chefs and shouldn't have been included so I was going to call the place and return it.
Jithin's friend arrived, a blond nurse in a black uniform, then Bincy. We were all going to share the food.
Then I noticed Jithin had shoved pink and white tissue paper up scribbles bum
😆


I was gently pulling it out when he started to poop....   Lol was like a sausage machine, and I was having to catch it in my hand.

 

I was grumpy saying.....  Blugh! I'm catching poop in my hand!

 

Next dream was a big old falling down house with lots of different rooms.  
One was sky room, another earth..  They all had different windows and vibes. 

 

There was an area where clay and stone was being carved and moulded, all kinds of patterns and designs, had no room, was a crumbled room.    There was a big heap were stuff had gone wrong, cracked or broken... Crumbling, so many colours of stone. 
 

Wednesday, 16 November 2022

Ruler & Train

 


16/11
Ddad joins Kaylo, Inka and me.. We start off by the fire in my main dream space.
 

A witch game set in Scotland around locks.
We were being herded by a group of people who had some kind of power over us, like Dr's or Priests.

A group of 8 females, a game we were made to play where one of us was a witch.

 

Strange outfits, long skirts layered old fashioned, dark blue and purple vertical stripes, with matching bodice.

I was bleeding too... And had no underwear.  It was me who was the witch, the others were hunting me.   We had roll mats for sleeping out in the open.

 

I kept going into the same dream, but the others joined me in it.

We'd moved the game onto a train, each female having a carriage room. 
Now it was Inka & Ddad playing the roll of control.... But they were also there to help me out. 

 

Inka was in the guard carriage at the back, which was a sort of lounge with high back chairs. 

17th

Wake at 333...

I'd been in a long dream about a collage opening, start of year.

The student union bar was empty from a party that had been held there.

It was linked to last nights dreams too.  

We were settling in, the classes hadn't started yet.

 

We visit an odd warehouse, supermarket where I buy 2 giant mars bars and a foldable meter ruler, it folded into 4.

 

Next was the same dream, this time we have a house.   There are 2 rooms and 2 beds I sleep in, one is warm the other cold. 

I had a baby with me too, it was possibly Zak... But new born.

A guy I knew shared the same beds, sleeping in one when I was in the other.  He'd also been on the same train as Inka and the others last night.

He'd come in to talk to me and as he opened the door a hedgehog came in with a calculator on it's back. 

The calculator display had the name helen on. 
 

Tuesday, 15 November 2022

Fractal Explosion

 


13/11

Wet bats.. Or crows?   They were like a mix of both.   They had long black hairy feathers, coming in wet from hunting in the sea and sitting on a fence facing into the wind, spreading wings to dry.  
I was getting to know them. 

 

A campervan I lived in, it was like a converted horsebox.

City, with public baths.   We were having a bath, I had a strange partner, a shy Scottish teacher, he had long red thinning hair in dreadlocks. 

 

An odd version of my main dream space.   The main street was a cobbled tunnel, cafes and bars.

I'd gone into a cafe that was the Farn, to pick something up.

In the cobbled tunnel I met Suzanne. 

 

Then back in a city, I was flying down an estuary, a large boat slip... The tide was covering most of it. 

Below me people were in canoes and sailing boats. 

I flew out into the open water and then just let go....   Falling down into the water and sinking down....

In another dream crew appeared here, my family were around.
They had come to collect me.  My family were surprised I knew this bunch of strangers. 

Was odd, I walked to Inka who had handcuffs on one wrist.. He put the other one onto me so we were stuck together. 

 

 (12th Night shift)

 

15/11

 

Wake at 101

I'd been dreaming in main dream area with Kaylo and Inka...  Oh, we'd made metallic flame first...  I slept in it.
The dream was cyberpunk/tron style based at Ali's house. 

We had skating blades, I was pregnant...  We were sliding threw realities playing and chasing. 

Next wake is 444...
A long dream about a dystopian city. 

A baby again but it had died.   I was in a giant mess hall, all there people were in refuge like places, the city futuristic.

We had a plan we needed to implement but someone tried it to early.

 

I'd had details of stuff inked into the skin on my leg, although it felt like it was done in pen, the area was inflamed like it would be with a tattoo.   

It was a mix of symbols and plans to make something we needed.

We had mistakenly thought the law enforcement there would help us, as we were victims of something... But instead I was wanted because of the info I carried. 

 

I was with another female but part of a larger crew.    I'd been pulled out of the crowd and the plans photographed, but a distraction had helped me get away back into the city.

A curfew was in place, sirens sounded and hr then half an hr before dark - then drones that sensed body heat, energy and movement were in the streets killing anything that moved about.

 

The people would tend to crowd into communal buildings, as dusk was falling I'd entered a tower structure on a lake, we were all at the windows and doors looking out.

 

A bomb goes of in the water... Not like a normal explosion, this was a fractal slow motion explosion, it turned the water solid....  like a white pixilated pinecone that span out.   The bits floating into the surrounding buildings. 

It looked amazing, and people couldn't stop looking but I knew the effect the stuff had if it came in contact with you and it wasn't good.
I run up the tower which inside is like a multi story carpark or helter skelter lined with old road signs. 

The top was a large viewing platform, I was high above the city, and sections of the floor were Perspex.  I was sitting cross legged looking down on the strange huge city and fractal explosion.

Last dream I was heading to grans dream space.  It was a journey around the coast and I was floating over the sea, small seal like creatures started racing with me. 

We reached a space were plants were being grown, and some of them were salt water specimens grown on sand. 

We move in around them and into 2 cottages with gardens.
I'm looking out onto a lawn at the family I travelled with.  A man, woman and there only child, it's a hedged garden and the woman is laying on a mandala blanket, the male has a guitar. 
I needed to continue my journey and from the outside I could see a green door that would lead me back out onto the sand dunes,  it wasn't clear how to access the door from the cottage...  I was woken by alarm before I got bk out.

Friday, 11 November 2022

A TimeLoop game


 

With Kaylo and Inka again, we are all getting on well together atm, smoking and relaxing in the re-ed hub.
 

A family dream.   I had a bro and a grandad and an unusual outfit.  
It was like a blue mini kilt folded the same way and of a soft blue fabric.  

A ruffled blouse and jacket.  The outfit needed a belt and I was shopping with my bro there.   (Bro & Grandad were people I'd never seen before)   The town was an unfamiliar style too, large independent shops. 

Reminded me of the how some of the larger old Scottish towns were years ago, it was male outfitters they were taking me too to find a brown leather belt to match the skirt. 

 

I recall I had one but it was part plastic and they didn't like how it looked.

Herbs too, blending mix's for teas.

A sparrow was nesting at head height in some telegraph wires, and we were watching a slow mo film of a gull in flight... It was flying in a light smoke and we were seeing the air flow over it's wing tips. 

 

Next up box heads, I'm with the same bro.... And his friends, they all have a box with the same cut out logo for a head.   I have one to wear too, mine was of a slightly different style.

In one box was a tiny fold out room, it had a paper grand piano and candles.   A miniature woman, a dancer in a red dress had gone inside it and was exploring the art work.

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Next a dream of a farm with a market, lots of fresh fruit and veg, the owner was Leon I used to work for.   The place had a cafe too.  

The outdoor market fruit and veg I'd not seen before, unusual shapes and colours.

We were packing up and watching a storm roll in.

The sky was amazing black, grey white.   A huge storm cell with animal shapes and fractal clouds.. 
White glittery soot sprite things were flying our way to avoid the heavy rain, we knew we should pack up - but it was mesmerising and everyone had stopped to watch. 

 

A hotel dream, 6o's style rooms.   Sheila and Eric were to stay in my room, I'd been crashing there with Clare and another friend. 

Clare had a futuristic laptop and the guy a removable neon yellow glass eye.

We all dressed in black leather type stuff. 

I was to clean the room before it was borrowed by my uncle and aunt.

Outside the room were stalls and launderettes.  Some were like market stalls, others more high end perfume counters.
Some had free samples so I was getting some soap and shampoo to leave for them in the room.

Dream skips to a Halloween time loop team game, it was the 3rd  year of play.

Inka and Kaylo were on my team, but we all looked different.   Inka had grey/white hair... 

I didn't see much of him, but he was annoyed as we kept screwing up - it's why the thing kept resetting.
It's set in a very different version of my main dream space. 
My first objective was in a repair shop, dark and odd almost like a watchmakers but futuristic too, like a tech repair.
The shop was Inka's.
It was some how linked to the previous dream too.

 

I had the bouncy ball I'd got from the time I was sectioned - this time last year... Oh it was the one that belonged to another woman... Racy Tracy... I'd made her into erasey Tracy.

The other team we kind of knew..  They were a bit like the Hellraiser crew.  One had the same pins in his head. 

In the other time loops I'd been walking along bouncing the ball, I spotted the guy who'd caught me and hid behind a bush.   

He knew from previous years where I should be, with the ball bouncing and approached me instead.  

He wanted to know why I wasn't repeating my loop - I'd told him I was outside it now and we'd change stuff up.
He wanted me to do something for him, he was the other crew.... But I thought it worth a go, as what we'd done in the other loops hadn't worked. 

We walk in silence around what should be the harbour hill, but it's a cliff side with kittiwakes.

We part ways at a house like my old Aunt Ann's flat and I enter...  I find another member of their crew at the door who follows me in and I go upstairs into a large modern open plan kitchen.   I'd sat on a island work top, waiting for the rest of them to arrive.

... Humm, didn't realise it was 11/11 today. 
 

 

Wednesday, 9 November 2022

7th-9th Nov 22


7th Nov

Was awake all night, I did dream in the day but very abstract stuff.

8th Nov

Lots of dreams....  Long rambling ones. 

 

In one I'd been riding a horse on a pebbly beach as the tide came in.

The pebbles were of a kind I'd never seen before, smooth but fractured inside like broken glass, mainly black and white.

Dream of an odd  city... A rave we were putting on.   People I'd not seen for a long time.

A guy giving other guy blowjobs outside of a transport hub.

2 people robbed me in a line at a station, I'd caught the woman but the guy had run off with my stuff.

I was refusing to let the woman go.  An armed robbery is taking place too. 

There are police around, but they are only tools of the elite and care little for small crime.   I'd called someone I knew to stop my bank cards.

A guy too, 2 of them... One had the same shoes as me.  He left and gone to see a female called 'reach for the stars'.

 

9th Nov.

Dreaming with Inka and Kaylo.

Kept going back into the same dream over and over.   It was a large communal building with strangers and family.

Hotel like, it reminded me of the Links in some aspects.
My Dad, Christine and Marcus was there again.
Some sections were for younger people, some older.  
Lessons too.
I had a work role there, mix of nanny, career and chambermaid depending what section we were working in.

When I was waking my dream dust was odd...  A mix of a fabric cutting pattern and star constellations.

 

Back into the same dream, I'd been put with the most vulnerable people.  Was helping move them to the centre of the hub....  I was also widening a search area for triangulation.

 

Large lasagnes had been prepared for the evening food.  And I was clearing up games and toys.

Wooden trains and board games like checkers but with small wooden pegs.  

I'd dropped them and a guy I knew was helping me find the small bits in a long shagpile carpet.
I'd walked back with him to the section he was working.

It was a male section of the education wing.

2 floors, with a long shower room where I was waiting outside for him.

 

There was an odd 'dead finger' phone.   It was a finger with a nail at both ends, it worked with a set of bat like ears that could be worn on the head.

 

He was doing generator maintenance, most of the residents were sleeping, I was waiting for him to finish so we could go eat with the other staff.
There were various contracted roles we took on in this odd home.

Wake again and go back, this time I'm in the reception.   It's like a hotel lobby mixed with a school reception.   My primary school headmaster was in charge with Red's oldest sister as the receptionist.
I was experiencing time jumps that the others weren't so was on what appeared an endless shift, as I'd keep slipping back in time to the start and repeating stuff.

Every time my shift was nearly over I'd experience a jump to the start of another one. 

I was interviewing the doorman over what was going on.
 

 

Sunday, 6 November 2022

4th-7th Nov.

 


 

4thNov

I was following an old railway line.. Over crossings and I could see crossing where a line had been decommissioned.   The tracks taken away but the old crossing and signposts still in place.

A young girl on her way home from school goes into my bag where my wallet is and takes it,  I see her and stop her make her put it back.
As she's in uniform I decide I should tell her head teacher about her intent to steal so I walk her to the school... On they way there the girl ages a bit and I realise she has a school tie on, so must be at the middle school.

We change directions to go there instead, the kid takes of a few times but I can run faster with longer legs so I catch her up easily.

We get on ok and she wants me to drop it.  
I tell her she needs to realise actions have repercussions.

At the middle school we go into the secretaries office, the head has left already but she will find the deputy.

There is a strange filling cabinet with what looks like folded up raffle tickets inside... They are tipping it up and the white numbers out onto the floor.

 

I inform the deputy about the girls attempted theft and he askes me what I want done.  I told him it wasn't my concern then woke up.

Next dream I was with Inka in a large stairwell, he was sitting on the floor in the corner smoking and I was dreaming next to him.

A metal ball and cube, the metal is a dark colour the objects are made of many bits together and look like puzzles.
He tells me....  

'Squaring the directive - the directive squared' 

 


5th Nov
An amazing small town, large village. 

It was very abstract and old.

The changes could be seen,  seen in the various architecture.
 

I was staying in an old cottage belonging to an acquaintance, a lovely wood burner and a giant monkey / human hybrid was comforting a small baby.  

They had curled up to sleep together.
I was taking images to share with some friends and I'd decided to go to the oldest part of the settlement that had an ancient burnt out oak tree, and mainly derelict buildings.  
 

6th Nov

 

Odd false4 awakening while at work...
 

I was only half asleep as listening out for buzzers and alarms.
So was a false awakening thing. I was dreaming of sitting in the chair with 2 strange priests of different religions. A woman and man, both with lipstick on and odd robes. But every time I looked down my uniform was unzipped and my bra was round my neck!

Work dream.  

I was doing care work but in a city, I kept getting lost on the way to houses.

Some of the people I was caring for were exceptionally beautiful.

Like marble statues, they were telling me their stories.

 

Last dream was more abstract...  East enders again.  Sol's Sis...   Streets paved with newspapers that I was flying over. 

There had been a long story too, a roadmap to the sun. 

 

Thursday, 3 November 2022

Permanent Storm Cell.

 


A long dream set in Thailand and the Indian ocean starting with parking up the car and swimming.

We swim threw a permanent storm cell.

I knew how it was formed and the sun and sea currents there kept it in the same place.... Other weather patterns rippling out from it.
It was strange looking, a wall of cloud but it also had what where like blood vessels running threw it connecting the water with the clouds at the top of the storm.
 

Once passed, the water warmed and was deep and still.

We arrive in the dark - moored fishing boats and rafts have lamps on so the others can see I'm passed the storm and heading to land.

 

We'd passed all night stalls and food stands, my Dad his Bro and another guy are with us.   They look different, shorter and younger... Wider legs.
It was like a holiday for them.  I passed Marcus too, I commented on how often I bump into him. 
Next part I was collecting a small spray of plants and herbs.  Mint and lemongrass, someone was putting more bits out for me to find.
As the morning approached we headed back to the waters edge.

Past a nursery with flying chairs, my son's were with me now and wanted a go.

A guy checking travellers ID's too but he didn't stop us.

A small plastic push able stall, with charcoal pencils. 

 

I woke as Zak was run over by a bright green HGV.  

It was as we were trying to get back into the sea...
He had a handful of turquoise and light blue balloons. 

The truck was driving threw the shallow water and I'd stepped into the road too to wave and slow it down but it was speeding up instead and the water was washing Zak to wards it, I woke as it bumped over Zak .. The 2 drivers grinning at me.

 

I go back into the same dream this time I'm in a small boat on the water, it's surrounded by wooden buildings on legs. 

Dolphins are in the water swimming round the boat and leaping up to be touched so I jump into the water with them were they surround me and carry them with them, one has a fin in my mouth.


There were 2 other odd bits to this.  A Christmas raffle with 12 winners... I'd won 3 of the prizes and a revolving door hospital place, a guy would be euthanasia if the timing wasn't right.

His daughter would stay with us to try help the transition go smooth.
An odd photo image I was taking of myself to make into a cartoon. 

 

Wednesday, 2 November 2022

Nov 1&2 22

 

Nov1st

 

More admin dreams that I think I recall but don't or can't get threw to waking.
 

Shadow my cat was bk, but as a person too.

A group of superheroes... I wanted to join and fly with them, but I was in a vehicle and the driver wouldn't stop or let me out.

 

A strange giant woman, she was 8ft tall.   We'd taken some of her clothes but they were huge. 

We were trying to find a way to sneak them back into her collection. 

She had a large underground wardrobe... But the space there was changing.

Black stone was growing and filling in the spaces where these people lived. 

It was pushing them towards the surface.


2nd Nov

A strange layered world.   A table top game set in a garden room space.  Stars and drugs were involved too. 

On the table top were cards, but we would take the drugs and leap into the table too - playing the games out in simulated worlds.

It was a turn based game with cards in sets.   4 teams, I was being mentored how to play.  The worlds were like towns with tinkers to trade with and mobs.

There was a law enforcement team too, not under player control.

As I was learning I was swapping between each team.

Next dream was long and vague,  I'd been moved on once again from a residential education space but had no other home. 

It was in London, I was looking for work and a dwelling of some kind.

Em was there too.   We'd been in a shared dorm, with lots of toys.  Bunk beds along walls.
I'd found Rach in the city, she was showing me round.   I wasn't fussy what work I did, I just needed enough for a room.
I'd lost a note written to me by one of my tutors, looking for it threw box's and bags.
There was a ceramics class and small remote cars, the city was futuristic but with still many of the buildings classical style. 
 

8th-16th Nov

  8th Odd dream of a strange arena in one my Dad was dead and there was a massive rave then in another he was weaving numbers in the sky ...