Deep Pond and the Wrong Cups.

Oh,  I'd forgotten the first dream I had as the second was so vivid.... and then I got up and ran and now it's hazy but sort of vague.   A third was a game/underground.

It was here, as in this permanent dream space and I think it followed on from the dream I'd had last night of a 'space arriving'  anyhoo I was with some the neighbours, we were talking about the Virus again but I was also really out of it, like I was drugged or half asleep.  I recall it was dark, but I can't make out much of the detail... the writing on my dream diary makes no sense either like it's in another language! Words I can make out are 'Code, Spells, Lessons, Group and endless. 

Next up I had lovely vivid dreams.  

I'm in a garden, it's overcast of the sky is dim...  our focus was on a small pond.  It was deep in a paved garden and we (Me and 2 female friends who seemed to be school friends I've not seen in years)  had nurtured it.  

It was so full of life and for hr's we sat around the small deep pond surrounded by a small paved area the paving leads to stone tired walled flower beds, everything was damp and overgrown with moss ferns plants.  It was all lush and green.   I leave the garden and I'm in my main dream area.   I'm going to work in the cafe 'Seafarers'  and the other friends at the pond were the other waitresses.

I wasn't sure what shift I was on when I woke in my main dream house so I'd tried to call...... but as I'd not worked there in years I no longer had the number.   I tried to look it up on the phone when I asked the phone it came up in Arabic... (Not sure if this ties to last nights dream too) 

I give up and decide to walk down and ask.  When I arrive and ask what shift I'm on they tell me now and I'm happy to start.  I also recalled I'd done lots of shifts and not been paid but that didn't matter.   Hummmm   This area of main dream space.  The cafe is the same shop space but modern seaside style, like you, 'd get in a trendy Cornwall cafe, it's nice inside and the street outside is busy with people looking for Breakfast/Brunch. 


Anyway, I go into the back and greet everyone and then go back into the front where the seats are filling.  I grab an order pad and go to a table were Uncle Ken and Aunty Janet are sitting, they are young 20's-30.  I want to take their order but when I get to the table the pad is all perforated and also full, I go for another...... at the back of the counter are piles of full order pads.  It's wired I can't find a pad and I eventually find a bunch of new pads and unwrap them.  I take them to the table, It's lovely to see them.  They want 3 portions of chips on cheeseburger well cooked and 2 coffees and I write this down.   

I take the order threw to the kitchen and go to make the coffee.

I can't find cups/saucers all the ones there are too small, cracked chipped don't fit match.  So next up I'm hunting again for what I need.   The cafe is filling and Aunty Betty and Ann have come in now too (Also both dead)   I'm frustrated about not finding the pad and them thinking I'm not working.

This was wired as it tied into when I did work there and they called me the Cadburys caramel bunny!  Cause I was always chilled no matter how busy it was, they took this as me not working enough, but I was generally covering more tables and doing more as I wasn't 'flapping'.

So I go back out front and now there is a new counter filled with brightly coloured mismatched but fitting cups/saucers and I take them to to the Coffee machine...  I make the coffee and when I start to carry them out to the table they look amazing.  Not what I recalled making as they have cream and sprinkles and look more like icecream Sundays. 

Intreasting Outfits, Bombs and Performances.

6th July.
Something going crazy, like massive missiles/bombs dropping from the sky and someone asking about 'New supplies transport'   These were like shipping/transit containers all the same dirty yellow with some kind of military stuff inside. 

They need moving but it's risky, I'm chatting to an Asian woman and we know it's going to be crazy and she grins - telepathically sending me a rollercoaster 'White knuckle ride' which we both kind of enjoy. 



Odd dream with Aggy & Jack, a show/panto magic tricks.  My part was to mention old gods/heroes & Norse men?  Nielson, Loki, and a goddess who was Melandru were 3 names I was to bring up.  I'd not been to any rehearsals and the cast are a little angry with me as I'm winging my lines but I show up on time and play my part.  

I watch the curtain call standing beside a sort of cooker?  (Like a wired tall hob)  I'm with Aggy and we are cooking on stage and watching Jud & Jim who are the directors taking all the audience applause and I feel a little sad for the cast who have worked so hard.  I also felt a little guilty for showing up at the last moment with little effort.  

After the show I walk with Jack and Aggy, they are doing magic card tricks and going to magic school.  They ask me what I will do and I tell them I'm skint/out of credits.   I'll find some cheap labour and learn on the task as usual. 

7th July

Bizzar Mary Poppins type scenario with Auntys and Uncles that I didn't know dressing up in extravagant old fashioned clothing. 5.55 wake.

8th July

5.55 wake again.  Dreams were jumping around a bit with both familiar and unfamiliar places the familiar were persistent dream realms.  I'm not sure of the order of these as I recalled all on waking.   

In the first dream, I recall I only recall part of it and that was a busy car park filled with vehicles it's on a clifftop surrounded by green grasslands rolling away to a coastline with wind-bent trees.  I'd been in the car park and was heading to the coast, and need to cross a busy dual carriageway road.  I've floated up and am heading over the top of the cars where one woman in a large shiny black 4x4 hits her breaks as I startle as she doesn't think I'm high enough though she wasn't going to hit me.   She's annoyed with me and I apologise but I can't help feeling if they all learnt to fly then we wouldn't need all the stupid vehicles allover polluting.

Next dream I'm in what is like a bow and arrow shotting ally, it's been a long dream and the shooting ally is where the arcade is in my main dream area.  It's busy with mainly men (There had been lots going on prior to this that I can't recall) what I do recall is men arguing.  

I was practising bow skills and the target was very distant but it was easy enough for me to hit.    I'm listening to the Men row,  argue and boast about which of them is responsible for moving us to a more positive timeline and all of them totally missing the irony and stupidity in this.   I move out of the arcade/ally and onto the main street where the war memorial roundabout hub is.
It's all pedestrianised and I'm pushing my way threw the crowds gathered there all still bickering and I wanted to meditate exasperated I weave threw them to find a quiet spot in the centre beside the memorial and instead of meditating I start dancing.  I'm wearing almost like floaty belly dance trews I'm not sure about who or what I am top half but I dance slowly and deliberately my bare feet banging on the flagstones below, I feel my navel chakra deeply connected to the eath below. 

I notice a beautiful woman watching me smiling, she's perhaps Latino her skin is olive and light brown hair, soft and curled - she is wearing similar trousers to me and I know she will join the dance next.

The other dream was Dream here, I knew the connection to the other dreams here and could recall them (Specifically this one from the end of Feb)  I was with some gay male friends again they are laying on their bellies one of them has stunk his bum cheek on a jellyfish (or similar) One arse cheek is very swollen and we all find this hilarious.  There was also an engagement celebration scheduled - it wasn't legal so not a wedding but a celebration of a joining.  There is also a sensation of something vast, like the arrival of a space,  Also a transporting a moving of this massive space.   This is very hard to describe but was very real and understandable from that perspective. 

 


 

Bald Dog & Fire Sky.

Odd start,

Woke at 2.22 again but this time it's the kid next door angry again.  Woodland - loppy track, weaving/bond/clearing... and shouty kid!

Other dream -555

A huge steep cliff wall - On the top is a massive stone henge/ancient site and the sun is either rising ot setting?  Either way the sky is on fire with red/yellow/orange and gold.  



I'm with Em, Ali, Laura and below the cliff at the start of the dream with a bald dog.

It's not well and is mainly hairless, but wired.  It's wrinkly and clammy.   (There was more to this dream with Em & Ali)

Me and Laura are putting an IV catheter in.  Laura is taping the IV in and I'm stroking the dog... or trying too.   It's wired, the dog is lovely and I tell it, 'Must be tough feeling like Scrotum!'   😆


Next recall I've lost my phone... I know it's close as I'd put it down.      The area we are in is dark and rocky but warm and comfortable... we see the blazing sky above the cliff face and that's our destination but we were kind of tying up loose ends before we went up.    I'm asking people if they've seen my phone but the light is fading all the time as the sky is so light above the cliff we are in deep shadow. 

I recall I'd almost reached the top earlier when I'd put my phone down and come back, so I figured it's on the way up.    Scaling the cliff is easy, It's one of the dreams where my legs are wispy and useless... and I move on forelegs mainly so climbing was easy.  I pass many on my way up then find my phone near a crack in the rocks close to the top.  (It wasn't my phone, it was all metal like it's made from polished silver like an old-style clam phone)  I call down to the others that's it's on the ledge where I left it and I float/climb up over the ridge onto a high grass plateau. 

The ruins of the massive henge are silhouetted against the amazing fire sky. 

 ~

2nd July

Woke at 2.22 again, no dream no baby.  Was just awake then when I decided I may aswell pee seen as I was awake I sat up and time is 2.22.

Dreams were fire, jumping, colours, sites... on the move.  It was them dreams of jumping groups of people but very hazy.  A tally.

Then this morning -  visual fractal and '12 strand DNA'?? 


3rd July

Tracks like trains to travel in time,
woven neurons deep threw mind,
memories reaching ahead and behind,
clues to the game
looking for signs
symbols of you reflected to me
in the mirror of all what do I see
stretching beyond and blowing away
scattered apart, alone to play.
Drawback?
Into the flow, collapsing in
yet still we grow
the journey in, apart yet one
following the flow into heart.

Dreams I'm aware of and present in but I still struggle to bring back.

Local people - 2 boys, learning issues fighting.   Irenes's again and a will/contract.  " lovers/long split.. the female coming home by Christmas.




5th July

Main dreamscape I'm in the back garden and we are replanting it.  Amazing plants like I've never seen and lots of ponds too. 

Another dream I'm in my Grans house this time it's my hand that is wired.  It's skin has pealed very lose and fingers are swollen some of them locked downwards.  It wasn't bothering me but looked wired.

Then I'm in a strange canyon game, there are trolls or a rush of something running down and we are supposed to push rocks down to block the road but we are slow on the uptake.  We have bow and arrows.

Fractals, Waking and Learning.

Dreams are still hard to describe, recall better.  Things were very fractal and euphoric like I was seeing sound.


There was a story in one part.  I recall cups/glasses and some had royal family members on, like them commemorative things that were given out.  

I also had long hair that was being coloured deep purple and green.   (I've had this colour hair a few times in dreams over the last month or so)  A story/book / off-world.  It's a game and a puzzle, not clear what the sides are or the objective we all just have to keep playing.     It was fun, fractal-like..  no one knew who to trust as we didn't know what the sides were.  

Watching, Waiting, Options..  It was exciting and euphoric hard to bring back into words though.😊







30th June

A stone lattice window.   Vast and beautiful - Reminded me of a dream where there was a similar window broken and in bits.

We are many and are sitting on a smooth sandstone floor meditating.  Light is coming threw the vast window making patterns on the floor around us.

I'm not in my body in the dream but observing the breath in/out coloured from the meditators.... and Heart the beat makes ripples of love.... ripples spread and spread.   Wake at 444

I think this dream came before the window....  It is a dream of a spaceship, it was familiar also quite StarTreck many off worlders and types of entity. 

Many ships, vast like cities with huge populations.  We are travelling threw and area of space and few of us hear a beacon in the area, is transmitting.    Like a 'wake up'  It's calling to people and some of us hear it, most don't yet.  The people who are hearing it are meeting in the astral of the dream world to coordinate.


Next dream, is a huge astral tower/platform thing.  It's like floating land islands covered in grass stacked up into the sky with metal spiral stairs between.  There is no base/ground so to speak... just the islands floating in a blue atmosphere.  

It's set up as a game/teaching experience.  I've been in there for a bit and my teacher/mentor was watching.   There are different types of entities on the platforms and I was magical using spells.... I remember lots of small red wild strawberries too!

In the dream, I'd cast a spell that had gone wrong and messed up and damaged/hurt stuff. 
I was upset and my teacher had materialised beside me... he was tall reminded me of a Gandalf type character as he was in a grey robe.  He was holding my shoulders gently then his moth closed lightly presses his lips to my forehead / 3rd eye.

It was comforting fatherly, but also energetic & tingly and educational.  He is sharing from his perspective as he'd watched me playing/learning on the maps.


The last dream was more detailed.  

It's a hub, like an old fashioned village... but then also hummmm, what was like a building suppliers yard.    The building yard is strange as it's both very modern and also ancient, there are amazing stone faces in with the more modern building materials.   Was like the stuff from mount Nemrut but I was looking at the casts used to form faces rather than the faces, so they were inside out like masks.  They were pilled up on metal shelves along with modern building equipment too.

There are also 2 trains at the village.  One is a large old black steam train, the other a small red tank engine.   It's busy, like a hub, I'm looking around. 

There is a very crowded coach that I get on, I'm chatting with a girl I know about 'group think' I'm using clothes and nakedness as an example.  How if I got naked all would stare at me as it's 'different' if all were nekid it would be normal.   

- Dream jumps and I'm looking into a portal/phone and seeing a house half decorated (Julie)

Motivations.

Recall is still Hazy for most of the night.

I know the first dream was very busy - it's set underground.  There were systems & changes.. schools lessons possibly something financial.    Also flowers and plants.

Then a dream in the countryside I recognise the area from other dreams but it's not somewhere I know.  It's English-like rolling countryside and farmland and small hamlets hardly any traffic, fewer people.    There is a circular road root from a house, I've diverted traffic for animals and people to use the road.   Also a lemon Drizzle cake :P  (All conditioned - no talk)


Last dream also long but better recall.

First is a big school but there are infants there too.   The school is for older people but some of them have had babies and it's making it hard for lessons to continue as their babies are upset and don't want to take classes.   It was local people in here, my neighbour and people with kids I know.

Rob was there and a picture for Hairwax and he was trying to get people to try it.   I leave there as a group of women are trying to find a dummy for an upset baby.

Next I'm watching a coach - This bit I'm just floating awareness observing different characters.   There is an ancient site which I don't see.  A coach of seekers with a female guide. 
She is bringing them to the site on some sort of tour/show and is annoyed by a man who lives there.

The guy is a white guy in his 40's with brown hair and a moustache he's wearing an 80's tracksuit and looks from the 80's himself.   He's smug, and he's set up a 'shed' with a drop-down counter.... selling stuff from it.  Mainly pictures and mounting card for pictures too, also some gift cards.  Oh his homebrew dark ale too, he stands with a pint of it at his shed stall at the time her trip leaves each day. 

The woman hates him profiting from her trip. - but she is also profiting from the site in a different way (Projection/Mirror) ... 

I watch from above as a group come back it's got an 80's vibe, the clothes & hair and stuff.   I'm above watching the women flit with the guy asking if he gives samples of his ale... he doesn't even though he has glasses with small amounts in like samples. 

Most of the females get back onto the coach except one.  I know from my perspective this script plays out the same each trip.   The woman is looking and the guy flirts back, taking one of his gift cards and a pen and writing on it.  

The image is of a hand-drawn bunch of flowers with a pen he draws a small arrow and that points to the tallest purple flower in the bunch and writes this is you at (I knew it was 12mins to 7 as he said it
out loud too) He wrote the numbers though.  6:48      -  It's 2 mins till the bus leaves and it beeps.

The man and the woman and bus vanish and I materialise and float down to sit on the counter to the shed where they had been moments earlier to contemplate what happened.  As I'm sitting another white guy appears, he's also 80's looking with fine blond hair very pale. 

He walks up and leans against the shed's drop-down counter and  I say 'I know you, your Joe Dispenza'  (This was odd as I only know that name as something I've seen on suggested youtube vids and had no clue if this was what he looked like... still don't as this guy I spoke to was much younger slimmer and fairer than the guy I've found on youtube )   
He asked me who I was and I shrug and tell him a quick summary of stuff I've done this life but while I'm talking I was mainly wondering if he still believed in what he taught or just did it for money... (Also wired as I know he's published books but I've never looked into him) 

He nods as finish and there is a call for him to go backstage to start and to our left is a backstage entrance, I watch him wondering if he does it all for money when Oprah arrives.   She looks like she does now (Which is odd as she looks younger than I remember her looking 20 years ago!) She says hello, and heads backstage with a comment 'the stuff we do for money' rolling her eyes - as if in answer to my ponderings.

I then wonder about synchronicity in dreams 👀and how different a dream is from a life.  I jump down from the counter and head along a road to where I know another coach is waiting, as I'm getting closer there is a huge deep puddle.  A very elderly white couple arrive they are well into their 80's both with white hair and frail but walking with sticks and mentally sharp.  The woman seems to have some hip/leg brace to help... she walks deliberately into the middle of the puddle and steps over a small bit onto the dry on the other side, and I wonder how I'd missed that (I'd been about to take a huge leap over a wide deep bit) 



Wow...

I was looking for This dream where I went into the back end of a dream... wondering if it fit with the backstage but came across this dream instead!   I'm a bit freaked at how it fits with what's going on now and also ties into the dreams of holding babies... 

Wow, some aspect of my dream-self is some megalomaniac nutter!     This reminds me of the dreams were I was in what I thought of as an 'Angelic soul review'  & Then Rehabilitation

Same Dream Space

Dreams are vague, guess as it's to hot to sleep!

26th June

It's set in Soho, or Camden London.  It was this setting..  Oh wired as this dream had past partners in too, I knew in the dream I was in the same dream.

Lots of old partners some of them arguing and fighting or just looking for a fight about something - I didn't want to fight.

I'd forgotten something but I couldn't recall what and when I went back to where I'd left it I was surprised to see it was Henry my yellow vacuum cleaner. 

(Hum, he was also in another dream of arguing earlier in the month.      and another dream in May.

Anyway the dream it's self is hazy other than I know the setting, and the other dreams it was linked too.   I'm with a group there are some of the Guys I used to live with in London, Rob & James are there (James was in the dreams from April/May time)  x partners Marcus, in particular, is feisty and flighty looking for arguments and then there is also a large family 3 generations, the older are Jamaican but the younger British.  It's like a large room we are in and there is tension but it's ok.  I'm holding a young infant, she's around 2.   Beautiful round dark eyes wavy dark hair she's on my lap smiling and watching what's going on and I'm chatting to her Mama.    I'm sure one of the older women in the family was  also there from the end of the previous setting (where we had missed a train... I was trying to fly and they thought I was nuts)


It's also all somehow linked to this and the time/layers and trains. 

Funny how these often seem to happen when the Schumann Ress is very high.

Another Trump Dream.

Another Trump dream. 

It seems to be tied to 2 dreams of late which also involved houses/cleaning.

This one from Dec 21 that seems to be pre-cog Virus (Bogrool & Cleaning products)  -  And in a guesthouse.  (Oh, that dream was midwinter - this one midsummer!)

Also, the Curtain Call Bow from April, also set in a house I'm cleaning. 

Anyhoooo 

The dream was a guest house in a beautiful fairytale forest setting.  I'd arrived there via a game I'd been playing but that bit was hazier (it was a number search/game)

It was a twisty track,  colourful and bright threw the flower-filled woodland forest. 

I was in the house to clean it and I was in the employment of a woman.   I had the house to clean quicky in between stays.

A group had left and another on route due soon and I need the place to be sorted for the incoming.  The house was fairly ordinary inside much like a holiday cottage.   I'd filled the dishwasher hung out the bedding and was washing surfaces and sweeping floors. 

I had lots to do when Trump shows up in the building.  I wasn't surprised to see him but I wasn't paying him much attention as I was in a hurry to clean.  (There were other buildings in this woodland that I needed to clean after) 

He was following me from room to room, and was hummmm kinda  'playful'  really trying to get my attention.   At one point he was poking me with a spoon.  
I chucked a teatowel at him and told him to empty the dishwasher while I sewed the bottom of a duvet cover that needed mending.  

I sat cross-legged on the worktop sewing and he started to talk to me while he put plates away.   He was telling me about a court case.. that he'd been 'set-up'.    It wasn't good, but he was ok about it and I let him talk... he was going to walk to the next cottage with me when we'd finished up.  

-Woke here.   Went back into a similar dream but it was even more jumbled and symbolic.  'Watchers'  was a word, and then a corn cob, fresh yellow.    I was woken by a tickle in my blue centre ---  it was a like I had a ball of string there.