Friday, 12 February 2021

New moon, Elemental... fun?


👀 Just WTF?? Inka?? 'lol Ren, Chill'  😲 just Hu?? How, Where, What Why?!?!?!

WTF was that? 🤔

I  'Lay down'  So many, so much I have..... Only it had happened 3 times already ??

Is 151 we keep 😮 Rolling back/Jumping, looping the same thing to get it to work.

It was like my reality onion but roasted or friend lol the layers are now transparent and very very wobbly 😵

Crazy even by my standards.

Malico? 'Here, Ren I'll help'  


333.... Next...Seeesh! 


👀 Liquid Titanium.. that was crazy and fun.


We were in trouble, had walked into a trap, but it was also funny where we were at! 'Story of your life Squeaky'  Heya Inka! 

Started off watching someone (Dan) do hide and seek treasure hunt.
Co-ordinates then like a pass the parcel layer off.

Each layer had a bit of that poppy molecule science stuff, made a thing when done.

Also a plane dragon that an entity can sit and ride on.

A cockerel crows it's 7 am.

Then 😆 I'm in my old 1st school Gym? Or the Library may be? Still with Dan.

We have walked into a trap 2 men with gold heads they are both the same we are to do as they say, but I don't want to.

They keep burning things with laser eyes I have a thing?

Like a prize, but it's also my brother in disguise 😛 ...

They want to burn it up...

I'm playing hard too and won't give it up.

Me & Dan kind of escape, 

but the game is still on and it's part of a chase.

lol.. The liquid titanium man is bad,
also funny and a little sad,
he knows he must chase us,
but we are kind of the same and it's all deeply part of a game.

One guy spends a night in the zoo,
a country at war divided in 2.

Mental patients, escaped refugees, illness and suffering and lots of diseases.

We are trying to hide, but I'm a bit shit,

We end up recaptured on a plane transport thing.

Once we have landed a new board is set.

I've lost some dreams and credit, a kind of forfeit.

We are to stay out of his way for the next 10 days....all stuck on an island where the next round is played.


Hu??? ...This is wyrd!

'You too Ren' 

They were like kids action toys? We were in Africa then Japan or something?? Time was fluid as fuck? The people kind of real and familiar but my rendering of what was going on was bonkers! 

The plane, was like one of them big auditoriums again like this dream.

The Zoo prison had a giraffe in again.  
The lazer eyes guys room was strange was a ring of people again like the archetypes.... they wanted me to put the thing I had in the middle but I was refusing, and they couldn't make me.


When we'd been released I'd refused to go with the others and had gone back threw a learning facility to tag someone... but it had meant me getting followed. 


We had 4 people captured/watched, an Asian general was the one observing us.. we were well watched!  'Mmmmmmm'   lol ear ringing much!! 😲
'Get up a bit squeaky'  




My hands are freezing!! I'd jumped to the Re-Ed station start of the night!... 

I'd forgotten that Kaylo was there and the others.

Oh, I was dream-sharing with Kaylo?!! 👀 He has liquid gold eyes.

'Yes' lol finish typing at 414 😋


Him and Leon the gold-headed action toys? WTF?? This is so odd.  


There were all in a ring in this place trying to get me to give something up!! - Aggy there too..... Oh he was silver! Ag!!   'Yes 😏'   


Pfffffff...... 'Come back to sleep....'

Mmmm I'm freezing here. 


I go back and chill a bit..


Oh Kaylo, I jumped to him again seen as the other dreams had been with him asked him if he wanted to jump back to my dream space, he agreed to the hunters' room as it's less muddy 😆


We dream share same position, my back pressed to his front... I was hybrid here...

We had dreamshared like this on the station too... his suggestion but then  he'd been complaining that her grey skin and bald head was freaky! 😆😜


What we see is first really visual.
 

Seeing a heart made of silver it's filled with dark blood the chambers of glass and it's like a round ball with 6 symmetrical lumpy bits.. It was floating like living art.

The vessel I see separately... all laid long like polished pipes or ductwork on a craft.... Oh a little like the 'Repair stronger than the original'... also timeloops.


Inka came back to dream share too 'Mainly Ren to laugh at you!' Number 34?? 'Mmmmm' You told me that at 505!?!


'Sleep Ren'


A glass bottle or tube it's got an unusual fractal pyramid pattern it wouldn't stand 'Blast tube' Hu?? 'Dream squeaky... role over'  He'd shoved me across the bed into where Kaylo was laying.   


Oh a blast tube is an actual thing 'OFC!' lol 


Next another strange dream, I felt formless for this one, or split awareness.

I don't recall having a role more just watching from above but I do that anyway too.

This place is swampy/wetland... tufty grass and channels of water. There is a large duck nest and a small boy with his Mama and a Guy.

They are taking the boy to the nest where some eggs have hatched but not all. There are a mix of eggs.. all kinds of birds so they are hatching at different rates.  

They take the child to see the nest but as they do it slips and falls into the water channel the guy pulls it out and the kid freaks landing on the nest flailing around.


They pick him up... the eggs and chicks seem ok, but the parents have been disturbed. 


'Ren, 606.. dream more'




.. 'Know why you were singled out Ren?' The dreams hazy, I was so distracted by the amazing pink sky and clouds that the dream had gone...'Lay down close eyes, I show why' 


Dream re-entry I'd been looking for the errrr reed? Is that the term it was for a flute or pipe? I was looking in a box and they were all strange and old, they looked more like were made from tooth or bone or ebony... yellowed. Different shapes too some like sharks teeth.  


Very old too, I kept going to the box but I didn't know the right one I needed for the pipe.... 'That's why you need help!' lol singled out.. Oh, ahah they had runes and shapes on them too. One was the one that wizards use for One! Single 😆 'Hahah Ren!' 😛💜

Both the symbols that Leon has burnt into me are there too.


Next up, I see a matt black tuby worm thing crawling in and out of my skin. I wasn't sure whether to pull it out or let it crawl back in. 'You left it' Hahah, yeh.... used to being bugged now I guess 😆


My skin was pale like it now at the end of the winter in contrast to the very matt black worm.  


The James Mother Gold song? 'yup' Gold heads from earlier?  dolls box inboxes? The locket too... OH.... I'd seen a heart of sliver, lol Lyrics Heart of gold O.o ??  'Keep the elemental Dreams in 1note Squeak... Search borked here 😏'   Ah TY in my mind too 😂

https://genius.com/James-gold-mother-lyrics



Wow....  Wow....   Yeh Asshole!  You are opposing us crazy 😈 mouse!! Phahahaha 😝



Thursday, 11 February 2021

Black Rabbits Watching


'Labels bug ball & curly shell you came here to remember well' 


Doesn't feel that way sometimes 'Bitch, own it own you' Inka...'I know fucking well you don't want to...

I'm not asking you to change it or fix it, just watch it, feel it think it your dreams ripple big' 


'Like the spirals from your sun.. you are to stubborn to rise alone, you understand your one'


I'm one drop in an ocean... 'and the crest of a wave, it's ok crazy mouse there is only you to save 😈'


Leon's mirror maze, 'Ren you're lost in Inkas love when your dreaming as a planet your below is your above'  


Don't overthink shit, watch and have a brew... your well possessed and bugged now we are close to you.

Earlier on I'd stupidly been convinsed Watership Down film was a good idea!


'Sad Ren?' Mmmmm No one ever knew I wasn't mad.. 'Not True Ren, not true' They won't listen though... 'Never do bitch, nor do you 😏' lol


Why then?? 'For you and us' Hu?? 'Teaching Ren, all the time..


you've made your hell, could make your heaven..  '


What's the point in manifesting if I want nothing for me?? 'Service crazy mouse 😏'


'You sad cause you wanna die Ren or want to stay? .........'


'Squeaky? Pain to Malico plx. I find you later when I need you ok?'


I guess...All the same ??? ??? remember?? Even them who don't know...'OFC Squeak service to intelligent Infinity, you're just a tricky tool'

Sleep and am woken...


111 'See bitch?!' lol😆 how is it only 111. 'You've seen the way I play'
Hahah the dream... I'd been at a card table 👀
It was busy and noisy.... everyone but me seemed really good at it. 'Then shhhh, and watch'  


Malico askes me if I want him to watch over my sleeping... I ask him if he needs to??
He tells me he asked first if I wanted him too! lol So I said yes, please.

Crazy dream 

2 faction... I was watching at first seeing the proceeds of crime but it was building and industrial stuff. Vehicles mainly lots of them... they were being bundled onto lorries and transports to be reused/repurposed. The guy who the crimes were against handed the stuff over to be reused.


I was following and observing. Was like a convoy.

At once point I'd been on an old open bus there is a steam train on the bus too small it keeps letting off steam into the people on the bus... I'd jumped there to try and help as I understood the train. 


At the same time each day the people on the bus/town city world were gassed/drugged the air to make them sleep. It didn't work on me.


I would wake and see the 2 sides battle... violent and zombie-like. shooting each other in the face.

I'd learnt how to pretend I was sleeping. Others around me are waking and I'm showing them how I pretend to sleep too, so avoid getting pulled into the fighting while can observe what's taking place.


I'd just wanted out of the warzone.


I'd suddenly found myself having to drive a vehicle 😋 others are on it.
They are asking me stuff, like don't I care/have emotions am I not like them, many questions... why I won't side or fight.

I CBA to explain and they won't understand it's cause I know all the reasons, rhymes and outcomes... 

The driving is not going well and just makes me seem even crazier as I dunno how the vehicle works .. it's a bus... I'd ended up off the road and on the train tracks but I'm in a bus with others and I need to get it off the train tracks before we all get squished!

---

I thought I'd gone to Inka to watch??
'You are out of control Ren!'
but I'm with Malico... 'Yeh Ren, it's ok, you're WITH control instead' lol Hahaha 😆😆😆


The 2 factions like in the other singularity dream? The same sleepy stuff.  


'Yep... come back to sleep and dream again... well done waking' NP... nice to be up and night I feel the realities swivel again 💜💜


---


Was about 4 when I'd gone back to bed and I wake up suddenly again check time and it's 505 'Admit it it's funny, Bitch!' Haha 💜 yes it is 😆


I'd been in a big fizzy flow before I'd slept then dreams were busy many layers. In one I was watching a dog pin down a cat and lick it clean the cat was ginning contentedly 😊


I was chatting with an old friend (Vicki) I'd not seen or heard from in years since we were children. She was in her late 20's I don't recall our convo but in her bathroom, I'd found one of my silver gate bracelets down the toilet on some loo roll. I'd fished it out and washed it wondering what it was doing down there. I had also cleaned her floor with an errr steam mop thing not that I've ever used one of these waking! 


A portal or gate to it's made of stone the middle shimmers and we are messing around with it floating cartoon stickers/emojis all over in and out of it 😆😂


I'd found myself dream-sharing with Inak again we are in the hunter's room and I'd turned to apologise to Malico as I was supposed to be dreaming with him but he just laughed - told me I can't help dreaming with Inak and it's cute... people don't usually like Inka and he likes having a mouse pet to feed icing too 😆 lol ffs!!


Next dream was bonkers too.
I'm in a massive tower it's very busy outside is a new-stand were I was hanging about. Inside they are doing medi/body checks these are happening in strange seats that look like white wheels.. they scanned and read people there info coming up on a screen. Body composition, also blood data, immune and mineral bone status.


I'd gone into the building / tower and lol it wanted to hurt me! 

I wasn't bothered by this, I had to be careful though as rocks kept falling down stairwells and just missing me. I was asking if anyone else experienced the same thing and nobody does. I can also hear the building too... the sounds too that I'm the only one that can hear.


A friend gives me a cream egg to eat her father had sent them for easter... I eat it then after eating it I notice a little message stuck on the wrapper.  


It's about a GM cell line that has been included in the egg ingredients,.. haloid cells, or were they diploid.. I don't recall I just know they had no business in a sweety choc egg.  


At one point a kitten falls and people are yelling at me as it landed on its head ... the kitten tells me it's fine.... People didn't believe this either 😆


I go up to the top story and I can float here, I'm bobbing about and people are very confused now staring at me. I knew the building was annoyed too as I hover over the stairwell my legs suddenly start getting bigger and bigger dragging me down, I laugh and hold onto the bannister rails, climb over and sit down looking at my legs which were tattooed in the dream. As I watch they shrink back to my leg size... People found me a bit terrifying 😛


In another dream I'd been a long white stick in Malicos hand (Oh like he used to break the binding with Leon..) Anyhoo it wasn't as long as that Was bright white rectangular and not as long.. the same glowing white though he was stroking it/me and I was curling up into a spiral then when he stopped I'd slowly uncurl to straight again!! like when you tickle the souls of baby feet 😏 It's a grip reflex or something??


As I'd woken more and reformed an avetar he tells me, 'Sorry, It is me they are after' Hu?? 'Don't worry Ren'   


Haha the last bit was funny... I'm in the hunter's room alone now sitting on the edge of bed and I was playing with a large eyeball... It's alive and it watching me as I throw it up and down like a tennis ball catching it again. Haha it was warm and pleasantly squidgy.  

I hear Inka mentally tell me 'Just don't poke it' Seconds later, knowing I'm tempted he manifests catches mid-air throws it up vanishing it and then  then glares at me shaking his head before also vanishing. 


Haha well don't put stupid ideas in my head!! 


I'd also hear an announcement again I felt like it was my voice

It says very clearly 'Global ??? in progress' but it pronounced progress O rather than o as I would.   'Up Squeek, lovely morning much to do!'

Wednesday, 10 February 2021

Bug Ball

I was grumpy when I'd gone to bed late, to much stuff to do all day.

Where am I? '303' lol like the old synth? 'Yeh Ren, Hop to me'

Where had I been... what a mess!! 😆👀 'Haha, yeh.. you were tangled in a big dream web, lots of layers lt's of fun... we let you see how much of a mess you could get in' stupid...😮 'Mmmmm, Like you, Come!'

Next wake at the hunter's room with Inka so I must have jumped there...

I'd woke confused and laughing as I'd been a Minion!  in another a dying brown Rat, with one eye bulging out..

First dream was...
I have a large glass tank with fish in.  Also a very small penguin.  There is a large bluefish flat and disk-shaped and it's side fins which should be fractal are being nibbled and we can't work out why... I'd changed the water then realised the water was too cold needed to heat it fast.  As I'm adding the water I noticed the penguin is eating the fins of the fish.
I wasn't sure how to help as I didn't have another tank.  Was pretty brutal to watch. The penguin was smaller than the fish oddly the tank was also on the floor outside in my main dream area it was close to Ems old house.

I was also holding a dying rat one eye bulging out... I knew I was the rat too.  

In the long dream, I'd been a Minion, in service to Darth Dad! lol this was funny I'd laughed lots as I was like an egg on legs!....  the details of what I was doing as a minion were sketchy 😏  It possibly wasn't terribly ethical, but it was very funny, I laughed alot. 

Inka tells me how we were kama dumping and I'm less grumpy we go to the others.

I don't recall jumping just when I next wake with them I'm a freaking woodlouse 😆
Trilobite thing, all rolled up in a ball on the red sofa in the library 'Bug ball!'  Hahaha

I was next to Inka and the others were all talking I was pondering the dreams I'd had there before I woke up the next layer.

They were telling me about the bug layers/like dream world layers and the squashy inside hard out... while Inka was rolling me around the sofa like basketball!  😆

The other dreams I'd had too were all very symbolic.  One was a glass tank of white mice I'd entered the dream threw the glass tank... wiggling threw it and out of a door at the front.

It's also on a street after I've birthed threw the glass tank I look back into it where it's almost like a tiny mouse filled stage .... sheesh.

Off to the left and right on the upper glass shelf are doors where the mice can move into their tank. (From errr this was just magic cause no rooms outside of the glass)
It was morning and I'm watching them come in.   I was amazed as I watched the mice enter from the right door... they or one mouse had all chewed their pink ear pinna off and just had fresh scabs were they should be.  
I was wondering why they would do that to each other?!  'You're learning, Bitch!' 😋
I'd also ben talking to another parent about too many coats and shoes...
The last dream I'd been hearing and seeing to bits of music overlayed with similar dynamics I was observing the similarities.
Like the shell harmonics from the other nights.
 


Awww Haha Fits with today too!  'Same Rules apply Ren'
Hey Leon 😏  Oh... that's the scarab thing too...  'You're a bug in your own system Ren and the System that you bug? Punny hu?'  Haha Leon.... 'Find what I told you in Re-Ed Ren, we are contained by the systems that we ourselves put in place' 

'Find what I told you in Re-Ed Ren, we are contained by the systems that we ourselves put in place'  Like Inka told me then... no one's victim but my own.. No humans are.  I don't feel victimised tbh - Just sick of the amnesia!
'The more you forgive and integrate the more you recall'  

The bity bug thing, and eating ears... this is symbiotic and symbolic?  'But of course, Mouse' 
Bugs eat each other as why not, if you get unity then what's the sense in wasting a meal.  'Yeh Ren, most humans are not ok with munching on their recently departed'  
Some were though?  I mean like when you eat something it becomes part of you, I used to want to err...

How come I have such a different perspective?? Or do I not and just have no filter???
 
'Another good one for the head voices rather than your Dr Bitch 😈'  Hahaha Inka!! 💜  'We are showing, you're looping back to birth and life selection now and understand much, we show as fast as you can DL in a useful way'  TY, yeh I need to wake and DL at night but it's too freaking cold ⛄

Tuesday, 9 February 2021

Gold Shells


'I know you want a hug Ren, just come to us'
My Space? 'If you wish, or we are with Malico.. jump somewhere'

I duno what I want I feel odd' 'Then sleep, we help' 


I'd woken with just Malico... What did I just see?
'Are you poking your stupid sniffy nose places Ren?'
Yeh I suppose, how come I'm here?  

'You couldn't stay lucid or with us, I brought you here to dream in peace'


Oh, TY... We were in the smallest room I know in his house/space.


I'd already had lots of dreams... a hotel or dorm but was all just beds very close together, no people.. so many beds all close together bridal but not just many beds, they all have the same bright pink shower gel tubes, partly used. I'd picked one up to have a sniff.

At one point I'd had sex with someone too, but stupid cartoon-like symbology... It was wyrd was online then sex I'd said lay on me and they were big and I was flat just arms and legs poking out saying oofff I'm squashed! 

The main dream I'd been aware of on waking was a longer one.. we'd gone to a care home or hospital.. old people care. We knew a member of the nursing team and were wondering if they would consider working with us for a contract.

When I'd woken in the small room with Malico I'd been in an odd version of my main dream area looking out of the bedroom window to were a strange car with a red light and siren was - It was a small grey car with a pop up red light (Oh O.o... 'Bitch, we told you to write dreams hrs ago...' Yeh work, life... 'Bullshit Ren, you're ADHD allover' Pfff shhhh and let me finish then)

I'd known there was something strange about the car, the guy who got out was a male VN and had a badge on like the Celtic cross 🤔 I was wondering as a VN why he had the car he was in.


'Can you stay awake enough to see the others?' Meby, I try. 'Come Ren, I will meet you again' I vaguely recall as I'd gone to sleep fried from being awake all day I'd jumped to the front door.... I know Inka opened it and we hugged but after than nothing till I woke in the room with Malico before waking again here. I was confused as I thought there was here... I'd checked the time there too, and then was confused when I'd woken here.. It was only around half midnight.


In the room here, I know the crew are close, just out of my flicker rate in astral there is lots of stuff. shapes mainly but familiar.


I wake again.

I'd been with Leon next, he was drawing on glass, in pink and purple. Like crystal lines of air. He is showing/teaching the glass has it's not just one sheet so we can look from different angles at structures. We were discussing energy. Talking flo, betting on all.. what is massive and fun or silly and small...   

lol Leon... 'You can feel my thumb??' Hahaha Yeh... 'Good Ren, do not wiggle and do not run and I won't have to hurt you, now let's have some fun!' 😆 ffs!


Wake at 333 TERMINAL VELLOSITY in my head


Very long dreams.. I was in my main dream area,  

Based around the space where the health centre and police station had been... only in this version that was our hub and it was wyrd sweetshop/hangout.
Oh, this is space were I was teaching friends how to jump astral! 
'Find Bitch, I'm pissed at you now too'  lol great.. 'Been asking you all day to sort your shit Ren!' Yeh.....shhhh if you want me to do this!


I'd lost my dog.. I'd been heading for the white squares - so this board game like last night too. Layered symbols, only there was a dog with a harness... the dog was feral, the harness was to small and digging  into and cutting it's skin it but the dog had been busking it so long it didn't want help 'Remind you of anything Bitch??' lol shhhhh


It freaked out my Dog who wouldn't pass it... it was guarding the cut to the white squares (Game) It was tied to all the other dreams too, transport from here to other hubs now.  


My dog fucked off. I was reluctant to antagonise the dog in the harness as it wasn't going to help anything and I could go the other way round, would be easier to catch and help if we trapped it. 


I was hoping my dog would find me again as it normally doses so I went to the hub with the others. When I get here we are mainly female. Not old, some parents have come to collect one female and she's not there and we are now copping shit from them as we were supposed to stay together so I'm trying to placate them while another goes off to try and track the missing person and the missing dogo's


On-top of this is stuff about Goldilocks!!
That this is world Goldilocks and the 3 bears?? 

Mel & Rachel and Em are there in the hub too... so Female El.
Sheep me/em the energy mirror and Marie who is the middle me magdalen mary stuff. Rachel had gone in search of the dogs.

Something about a Great Dane.. but while there had told them my dog was missing.


I'd gone out again to look on foot and cause I was sick of thinking of bullshit excuses as to why another of our friends was still off on one, to her parents.
Somewhere there was also a huge sunny desert too! 


As I wake Leon just spams my head with more symbols.. GoldiLocks. Blonde/yellow hair... 'Terminal Velocity' I'm told again, ripples, spirals and ringletts.


Then he's showing me gold shells. Like Nautilus shells made of gold.  


Then I recall another dream where I'd been with Jack, best friend and who was always male me in dreams.. only he is flicking in and out of being Inak. It was like we were back at high school having failed everything cause we just fucked about then realising we needed to do the derpy course so we could resit math/English.. Only in this space, we are in what is like a dark aircraft hanger... I've got enough credit to pass and Inak hasn't so I'm hanging about waiting, but just seem to cause chaos while I'm waiting.


Then more images... 'The prawn before I was born' I'm shown the grub, Beatle growing bigger and bigger but it is also gold. I'm seeing a gold prawn.. like the shell, but then it's turning into a bug and a beetle and a scarab. 


The bug in a box... 'You are no longer in a box Ren' Golden shells, bugs?

I don't get this shit Leon!!
'Symbols Ren and patterns, do you recall back at the house?'

Errr oh sort of.. Malico and Inak jumped to us, Malico brought the sky fabric again and gave me it. They spoke to you too it's hazy???

'They told ME, to stop messing with you Ren' Oh yeh that... Errr that I cared and loved and deserved respect? I'm still confused, we had been in the library again ,my clothes were really dirty.... 


'Bitch?' Yeh? 'We go your space now, all - come ok?'  


Mmmmmmm 'Jump we see you there'  


I'd jumped it's dawn or grey light. I hug Illeth, Loci and Kaylo who I've not seen for a bit then just go to the stream and lay down in the water... losing coherence flowing out to sea - I was aware Inak told me he was following me but I was indifferent just lost in the water-salt waves wanting not to be and joining the sea.


In the water I turn seal swimming north round the rocks I was heading to the Farn deeps..  

Inka had told me to find the Solomon dream.. also the friend who turned seal to help me fish... I'd told him I didn't want to think. He had asked 'Let me take you back to shore soon, ok?... We will help today'  


Copper wire, Copper bug box? Conductivity? The bug / Shell Shape?? 'Yeh Ren it's easier to show you'  


At some point, we had gone back, we had all dream shared.... 


Another massive dream, desert space.. and we are in a house this was the same dream earlier... with the dogs and main dream area.  


Was dunes too.. was like my main dream space but when that part of the world was at the equator - also now... as there was a lockdown. We'd found our way to an ancient farm, with these steps going up in the dark past layers and layers of old toys and then a hatch into a bright farmyard. It's empty.. the farmhouse is open and modern and we go in to look around. The family have bunked lockdown 'Like you did last year 😈' Hahah suppose..


We were looking around.
Oh.. errr image spam.. this Southwest of main dream house and Roundhouse. Terrain the same to underground Iron rivers. It's a different layer to the village version of the space... AH yeh, it's the farm, horse, Northsunderland one. Ooof much unfolding in head ... 'Only took, all day Ren' Would you shush! 'Can focus when you' Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The building was light bight, morning sun coming in the east almost like a new build coastal holiday space, Open plan, sky blue walls, window lights large worktops and barn style Eaves (Eve?) rooms.  


We could see the family had left suddenly, it was like they had been there then gone. One of the others decided they had gone south to skip lockdown.. we leave again heading back threw the dark barn storage when the family arrive back in a big errr crew van/camper.  


Then there is just me them, the others have cleared off for now. I somehow am under the wheels of the van and crawl out saying hello.  


They look confused and I apologise they are a large family of 12, the Mama has already taken younger kids up the stairs and I apologise for being in there barn, and ask if they've seen my dog? They haven't but tell me they will send word to the village if they do and I go back out into the sandy wyrd desert space where I find the others waiting for me at the bottom of a dune. 


I'd had another dream too... Also really long. 


This was odd, fractal a mother/lover pattern... repeats.  

A milkman delivers, a frozen street 

An unwanted pile of plates that I was going to take to paint??


When I'd woken I was in the hunter room dream-sharing with Inka - I have a hold of his hand where I've taken a big bite out of his finger. I look at him to apologise and he just laughs and looks at my shoulder... where he's taken a bite out of it! 

Then I notice Malico in the room who looks at us both with one of them withering looks I give my dog when he eats shit...that makes me laugh as we reform our astral bods without bite holes. 😆




 

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