Wednesday, 10 February 2021

Bug Ball

I was grumpy when I'd gone to bed late, to much stuff to do all day.

Where am I? '303' lol like the old synth? 'Yeh Ren, Hop to me'

Where had I been... what a mess!! 😆👀 'Haha, yeh.. you were tangled in a big dream web, lots of layers lt's of fun... we let you see how much of a mess you could get in' stupid...😮 'Mmmmm, Like you, Come!'

Next wake at the hunter's room with Inka so I must have jumped there...

I'd woke confused and laughing as I'd been a Minion!  in another a dying brown Rat, with one eye bulging out..

First dream was...
I have a large glass tank with fish in.  Also a very small penguin.  There is a large bluefish flat and disk-shaped and it's side fins which should be fractal are being nibbled and we can't work out why... I'd changed the water then realised the water was too cold needed to heat it fast.  As I'm adding the water I noticed the penguin is eating the fins of the fish.
I wasn't sure how to help as I didn't have another tank.  Was pretty brutal to watch. The penguin was smaller than the fish oddly the tank was also on the floor outside in my main dream area it was close to Ems old house.

I was also holding a dying rat one eye bulging out... I knew I was the rat too.  

In the long dream, I'd been a Minion, in service to Darth Dad! lol this was funny I'd laughed lots as I was like an egg on legs!....  the details of what I was doing as a minion were sketchy 😏  It possibly wasn't terribly ethical, but it was very funny, I laughed alot. 

Inka tells me how we were kama dumping and I'm less grumpy we go to the others.

I don't recall jumping just when I next wake with them I'm a freaking woodlouse 😆
Trilobite thing, all rolled up in a ball on the red sofa in the library 'Bug ball!'  Hahaha

I was next to Inka and the others were all talking I was pondering the dreams I'd had there before I woke up the next layer.

They were telling me about the bug layers/like dream world layers and the squashy inside hard out... while Inka was rolling me around the sofa like basketball!  😆

The other dreams I'd had too were all very symbolic.  One was a glass tank of white mice I'd entered the dream threw the glass tank... wiggling threw it and out of a door at the front.

It's also on a street after I've birthed threw the glass tank I look back into it where it's almost like a tiny mouse filled stage .... sheesh.

Off to the left and right on the upper glass shelf are doors where the mice can move into their tank. (From errr this was just magic cause no rooms outside of the glass)
It was morning and I'm watching them come in.   I was amazed as I watched the mice enter from the right door... they or one mouse had all chewed their pink ear pinna off and just had fresh scabs were they should be.  
I was wondering why they would do that to each other?!  'You're learning, Bitch!' 😋
I'd also ben talking to another parent about too many coats and shoes...
The last dream I'd been hearing and seeing to bits of music overlayed with similar dynamics I was observing the similarities.
Like the shell harmonics from the other nights.
 


Awww Haha Fits with today too!  'Same Rules apply Ren'
Hey Leon 😏  Oh... that's the scarab thing too...  'You're a bug in your own system Ren and the System that you bug? Punny hu?'  Haha Leon.... 'Find what I told you in Re-Ed Ren, we are contained by the systems that we ourselves put in place' 

'Find what I told you in Re-Ed Ren, we are contained by the systems that we ourselves put in place'  Like Inka told me then... no one's victim but my own.. No humans are.  I don't feel victimised tbh - Just sick of the amnesia!
'The more you forgive and integrate the more you recall'  

The bity bug thing, and eating ears... this is symbiotic and symbolic?  'But of course, Mouse' 
Bugs eat each other as why not, if you get unity then what's the sense in wasting a meal.  'Yeh Ren, most humans are not ok with munching on their recently departed'  
Some were though?  I mean like when you eat something it becomes part of you, I used to want to err...

How come I have such a different perspective?? Or do I not and just have no filter???
 
'Another good one for the head voices rather than your Dr Bitch 😈'  Hahaha Inka!! 💜  'We are showing, you're looping back to birth and life selection now and understand much, we show as fast as you can DL in a useful way'  TY, yeh I need to wake and DL at night but it's too freaking cold ⛄

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