Disks, Dreams & Dizzy

 

'Take care with God Bods, Bitch, OK?....try n hold fire till we say its ok?'

Mmm why? 'Cause your stupid...  moon games?.. We don't like breaking you but we do when needed..  waste of all our times to break you then bring you bk up'

 

Hahaha 🤣 yeah ok

'As I told you Ren, that is mine... pick your own scabs witch, I pick mine.'

Phahaha that image

'Yeh, idiot 🙄.'

  spit is good for 'Enough Ren, behave till I want you?'

 

Probably 😍

'I know bug ball your an ass, I will have to kick you on soon'
Hu??

'... trajectory'

Value fulfilment?  'Yes Ren, you can't sit still, bored nor you want to, or should you have too'

'You're a tricky fucker to move on squeaky'

🤔  'DW, our issues not yours bug, you will get kicked to where you fit'

I don't wanna

'IKR that's why you're tricky to get rid of.
You want to stay... but you don't play nice.  

You are loving, and creepy and sneeky and good fun

.......but you're drive is relentless Bitch, you know you are ONE' 

😶  'its ok, we will kick you where you fit'

I errr 'need it'  oufff

 

'Tell me your not excited' no can do....

'Then ride it bug its what you do'  

You can still find us, have your heart for now.   Your hunger is a way bigger star 🌟.'

Duno how to feel about that... 'cook, dance,   dream....   you create your own steam'

 

----

 

You just kicked me......

'You agreed Squeaky...   you know we only let go of things we love'

 

You have my heart thought... we swapped.

'We needed to not fight n break stuff Ren'

Something breaking now that has broken before

'Trust plx?... its more you ok'

 

OK 😭

 

I feel like I'm falling in half again

'The pain Ren, follow it?' 

Tear flavour pizza 🍕

Pfffff

 

What ever.

Off the cliff, won't be first or last time.

Need space... Will dance it, fuck off out of it.

Free fall for all...

 

'Warnings Ren'  Leon?  'Yes'
Don't wanna know right now...
'Push it Ren?'
 

Ok.....😈
'Predictable, still copy what you wrote' Why? 
'Don't fuck with me Ren, neither of us are in the mood'
...
Transmuting pain from a space so lost.
That violence has no consequence and hate has no cost.

A place so hurt that my heart is apart.
I'd been ripped away from what we are.

Thrown away,
Rejected from love.
A wyrd space of mirrors where below is above.

Lost in service, far away from any day,

Kicked from my crew into pain yet again.

Is this the track?
This track is a line?
A painful trajectory I can follow threw time?

One of rejection?? 'Yes Ren'
Wow...

I'm going to kick some fucker later for this....

'That's ok Ren, you will get kicked back, your rage is high'

No shit...
Heart energy inc...💚

'You're welcome, I doesn't mean you will not get what is coming your way Ren.  There is a reason you are my apprentice'

🙄

'You can glare at me all you want Ren..
You were warned to stop poking god, bods like you were warned to stop poking dreamers'
Pffff
'Don't worry Ren, I will fight you, I will also hurt you'  Fuck off...
'Silly.  You could have played with Inka Ren...You have no idea when to stop'

I know, and right now I'm looking for a fight...

Hu?

 

'You herd me Ren.  Check it'  ffs
 

 

'The squashed nose dog Ren?   Kaylo tried to help you, Inka, Malico... Loci?'


I'm not ok with this.... 😤 😠
'I'm afraid Ren, that is exactly the point.
When you are ok you are bored.
When you are bored you rock the boat and get destructive.   You are a big vessel that right now needs to not make waves... So kid, you will come to me and be taught how to behave'

🙄

'I expect you to fight me Ren, you're not created to submit or give in'

'Consider me well Ren, you know me and I will meet you were your at, so think please where you need to meet'
Same as with Kaylo hu??   'Come Ren, we are part of eachother... We will evolve together but we will all change'  

We all experience the same energy flow but render what we need to grow???

'Just come here Ren'  I don't understand... 'You rarely do, come here I'm in the library'

'What you did is ok Ren, you let go a release that will give you both space to grow'

'The direction is your call, but right now you are mine. There are lessons you need apprentice of time' 

Hu?

'Here Ren, none of us like waiting'

...

--- I woke later Leon tells me 'Father Time, a Wild Witch Hunt, naughty kid shows no remorse'  lol   

The wardrobe does that loud knocking thing!! 'I'm close Ren'  That's a bit creepy you know!! 😆

I recall the dream... Prior to it I'd been with Leon we fight, he had hurt me like he told me he would... I'd been dreaming on the rug by the fire. 

The dream was long, really interesting.  

He was there too, mainly non-manifest I was just aware of his presence, I was bouncing knowing with him telepathically too... he was showing me the wider dreamscapes and environments. Visually amazing!

The first bit is it was like a castle but made from earth/soil dug into the ground or a mountainside perhaps.  

Rooms of earth, some of the lower rooms had been landfill at one point as in the soil were bits of almost decomposed plastics. Benches were dug out too and occasional small slit windows let in a little light.

I was at a far end looking out onto a ruined landscape.. just stone and soil, nothing growing. Like shattered mountains. I wanted to go out to this bit it had sith in the name like Sithless.  

I had a really old teddy with me, it had been sewn so they eyes were a bit wyrd and it was sort of looking at it's self. I was unpicking the stitching as I explored... It looked less cute once it wasn't so cross-eyed.

I visit an admin space it's very very modern compared to the earth caves. I can float and float down into it flying about looking at stuff. I was welcome there looking for a story, but they were due to have an almost like a parents evening for newer arrivals to the space and I was asked to return another time if I wanted to talk. I'd looked around a bit then Leon who was floating formlessly suggested another way we might get outside.

When we did we are in the sky looking over an amazing floating disk space with a dome, a rainbow path that loops up and round. I was trying to get beyond.... Into the wastelands, a puzzle to solve. 

Beyond was the wastelands where I get. The dome was epic looking, It was glowy and nice, with blues, pinks and purples. floating high about the ruined mountains. It was odd as I could fly, there was a reason I couldn't just fly down.   

The last bit of the dream I was in an odd strange city, grid layout a bakery on a strange ramp I had a room next door.

Next an instant dream re-entry or reminder. Layla my Albion Catfish & 'The dream Ren, I was going to find you a book... You're now in all the stories now Ren, all the narratives. You see the patterns and know the symbols.'

Layla was isolated as she was too aggressive? 'As were you, dear, come here'
Oh, on my birthday we went to see another child me in trouble for fighting too.

'Yes Ren, it's why you and Inka split when you were a child.'

The slave mines? 'and end of lines' 

The divide in the human mind?

'You know you are here to learn IN TIME'

The mantle bulge? .... our divided minds, 'Fotfits, Karma, Prisons and fires. You're trouble Ren as well you know and no one's victim but your own' 

I'm ok with me💜 ... I'm playing to decide what I like to be. 

I'd been dreaming with Leon in the library all night..

Wow, so much stuff 'Jump here, let it filter'  

I'd been trying to check accounts and credits... but there was lol adverts and confusion much stuff in the way. Too many vehicles in small spaces.

The, noises in the room are so loud! 'You should have opened the Wadrobe again Witch' Sorry 😏

The last dream had been in the main dream area, 2 friends the daughter of the coast guard, and the harbour master.

I was on the dunes watching someone call boats back to shore, sweet small kids dancing in colourful clothing. The newsagents was a pub and we were chatting in there Rachel (Sheep) again with her sister. Her sister had given her a lift as it was raining. Radio/Music/Game

 

Why dose this make me feel dizzy?
 

'I'm not Inka Ren, if you want something ask nicely'

Why dose this make me feel dizzy please.....🙄

'No need for the attitude Ren, manners cost nothing, I asked you too look this up yesterday'  I didn't understand yesterday... 'You are learning Ren, you know something changed yesterday'