Soul Agreements

Strange dreams hard to bring back but so very real while in the space. Like a conversation with no language just very familiar and close.

Wow... wake later with what was a language of shape and light, geometric and patterns colour too I was the language was in the language and could see it too weaving and moving in all directions. I could feel Leon. Also new this dream was connected. Oh, wow... the towers from last night, was that Leon?? 

Woke at 211 by one of the new kittens squeaking and told was going to jump astral at 212.

Woke again bang on 303. Again, I was just coloured light yellow/blue/red all very straight.    felt like I was with another me/mes? Was told you will not understand.. think form colour...  Humm makes me think of a very old Architect dream too, wonder if I can find it.  Cool, I did leon too didn't find him though.   

Orian constellation was rising in the east looking pretty..  more floating in colour after that.. until I have a burning gnawing pain at my yellow centre.  Felt like when you were a kid and going to vom, but didn't feel at all sick, just burning but pain rather than normal energy flowing.

Wake 707 and the pain is gone and I had been taken/shown tones of stuff!   Thanks, guys.  

Am reminded this is the integration of the yellow of the blue & yellow from here with Malico.  Blue still to do...  have pain in my neck today.

They had taken me to a dream or more I was just watching stuff..   Oh yeh, they had been 'us' we were one group shared awarness, I was still seperate too but within them. 

I was told it was a wedding/funeral/christening/ceremony hearing.   There isn't really a word that fits but I understood it as 'yellow-ray contracts'.    I'd agreed to help/transmute. 

Told must observe watch and that is what it was, it was scenes from many ages (reminded me of this regicide dream in some ways).
I knew this was female timeline stuff - though I have no idea how it's related to me or DNA or even if it is or I've just agreed to clear it(It's stuff I'd seen within dream/symbolicly but more much more) .... it was female side though.

Vast profit from wars, Spanish stuff/war crimes including royalty/ smuggling really heavy shit I think this is the point I wanted to 'switch of mentally' but am told need to hear & see so keep observing

I'm looking at images from last 300 years mainly large well-off families & royalty theft/manipulation.

Male line is Norse/Germanic/Ural mountains but didn't touch on that was just aware it was..  

Wake up and feel profound love & gratitude💜💛💜 and also the pain at Yellow centre has gone.   

Christening I'm told again... I know there is a link to my fairy godmother (I'm reminded of an image my Aunty betty sent of me in the dress all our family wore on a deep purple bedspread my Nana's bed by the church)
 
Also the inheritance dreams and contracts I'd signed in the dream at her house back in 2006... lol dowager & Implant/Enclosure?  Croft also means Enclosed feild too ??

The Church where I was christened... Ohhh I'd forgot the Lewis Carol link!

O.o WTH his Dad was Church Rector there..   The WORMWOOD??  Inka?  😛  wtf??    The looing-glass/rabbit hole??     My Nana's house was right next to it/grave yard and church... closest house, I used to play inthe grave yard too  😆😆    'lol Bitch it's funny yeh?'  😈


What is the worm thing? Oh the WORMWOOD and the worm/dragon/snake DNA too pfffffff


lol why you ass hats so cryptic 😏  -  'Cause you like games Ren, it's more fun when we play this way'   😆   Hahahah

 So the Female Ancestors  timeline and the original dream at the bottom from 2010. (Fox again too)

Gaia Ancients and Duality. 



Inheritance dream from Oct 22 2010
Setting is an alien type of planet in a beautiful forest. 
I'm with the male half of me (I think twin flame/together we make whole) - this time he is in the form of a shaman, he is big and blue , we both have blue skin.  
We kept holding each other as I am going somewhere I'd not be able to see him for a very very long time.
It's heart achingly emotional, we walk and talk holding each other..   it's a beautiful forest and lake were we walked with huge yellow butterflies the size of dinner plates that would fight in the air and these sweet fuzzy animals.
In the forest is a big Victorian house it looks very out of place it is full of old relatives on my mothers side.  Lots of food is laid out and the atmosphere in the house is serious almost like a wake is going on.    Before I leave on my journey I have to sign an 'inheritance deed' that is held in the house.  

More lessons, Fractured Mind and What to Learn.

Dream 1   massive collage...  So a learning dream.  The intake was massive - people everywhere and infants too...   I was familiar with the lay out and set up but there was competition for dorms/spaces/rooms.   Shower facility's were massive  (Also familiar... like this is a real place, but not from this dream...)  Stainless steal locker/storage and and huge wet room.  In the dream the campus had 2 factions, that were having a mock war/battle conflict.    There was a huge age range of people from toddler to old people....   at one point something was taken from me but I found the people and they gave it back.   (This normally means I'm hanging onto something not healthy/useful)   2 versions of my masculine were there my Bro & Jack. (edited)


Next dream  I'm in a car in an unfamiliar city.  @guy   I know your busy but I'd love you to have a go at this dream  (likely so that I can disagree with you O.o  cause I'm like that)  but you make me think about stuff differently!

Clear blue sky, warm and summer.

  Zak (youngest is with me and also a gaming friend who is morphing between several male gaming friends I've had so is probably male me)
So in a car....   We have a laptop and are logging into onto a game..    When we log back in  'male' me is checking out of a zone/achievement/goal - but as female me I've not been working on it, so I have a crap achievement/score and haven't finished it yet..

I'm a bit Miffed I've missed out on it but as we log in as one...   and  I have enough to pass it and as we logged back on as one I have passed/completed this thing  now - so can't go back.


Part of me regrets being to linked to (my) male companion  (This is dream speak for my logic/competitive)   The male gamer leaves and I'm alone in the car with Zak.   We are in a wired unfamiliar city... 

It's a residential wide street meby America nothing like I've seen in the UK.  Our car is parked facing uphill...    Out of the window I see guys on the left  running down the path on the opposite side of the street, tall black and they have odd guns & hand grenades.   I realise we are in a battle zone...   and see more people very similar running up the street on our side right.   

I'm with Zak and realise we don't want to be in the middle of this.   I don't drive but can make the car move with my mind so we follow the road for a bit looking for somewhere to pull over.
Out of the town it's a winding lane following a cliff face to the left..   We pull into a lay-by hoping to stop cause I'm controlling the car from the back seat using emotions.   As we stop a massive strong waterfall pours over the car..   coming in and making us wet.  We don't mind but when we set off again we are on a bike, me at the front Zak at the back.   We go down hill into a small county village. 

On the right is an ancient church...  At first I see members of my family (Cousins and an aunt on my mums side) I've not seen for years, I go to them and tell them I'm sorry I logged out to fast, I want them to tell my Dad I didn't mean to not finish.    
I leave the path alone now and walk back up to the ancient church it's a lovely day and there is 100's of people around the old building...   it's got the feel of a funeral but people are dressed for a wedding, meby 50/60's style.   The church is full and people are in the grave yard all dressed and waiting..   It's exciting.    To my right are cliffs again, the same as the waterfall...    Left is the road winding down the hill it seems like a valley road. 

I'm in the church ground with an elderly lady in a flamboyant hat...   She has a dog with her wearing a bow tie.   I'm not a guest as such I've just come in cause I want to see what's going on... as I go up to her and her dog there is a 'last stand' type of salute/band (which is the only thing that marked it as a funeral rather than wedding) but me and the elderly lady are looking down at her dog who is sat on it's haunches with it's chest puffed out looking up at the sky. (edited)

Border Dreams

Friday
My first dream

It was my normal dreamscape but I was remote viewing a burnt out railway carriage on the English Scottish border.     I was also chatting to a reincarnation of someone who used to be a friend of my fathers when he was young.  I think the guy might have been 'Main' a salmon fisherman who lived in an old cottage.

I was also viewing something that looked like the Forth bridge in Scotland, large metal spanning a river...  it was for trains too though.  (Oh just googled it it was the forth train-bridge I was seeing!
While I was looking at it I was chatting to police, there was unrest in the Borders again, for the first time in 100's of years.   

----  I think this is me picking up on the new call for a indi Ref in Scotland.

Next dream I was in a 'hospital' but I was in a room that was a stainless steal elevator.  I was there as a large patch of skin on my cheek was torn, it didn't hurt, it was like it had pealed back to show the flesh under it and I was waiting to be pulled tight again and glued back together.    While I was waiting, I was sat on the metal floor of the lift with a massive box of lego.  There were other people with me, I was making a red Santa sleigh. 

Another dream with the same lift, this time it is open... and there is a bench with facility's for making tea and coffee, there are 2 attractive loves and 3 dogs.   I'm making tea and cake for all while going up and down!

Sat,

First dream before midnight.

I'm in my normal dreamscape but above it and separate from it, almost like and overlay on the normal dreamscape. 
I'm moving on what is like an invisible catwalk like they have in the theatre, but it's grid like and made of light.  I'm moving at night... I can manipulate stuff in the dreamscape but I'm trying to stay unnoticed....  At the end of the night I meet with others to hear a story, this is odd.
We are still in a odd black voidish place.
There is a big person in a chair with a book with children & people gathered round him sitting on the floor like a teacher reading a story.
I'm part cat part human, there is someone I know who is part tiger (looks like the frosty s tiger!) Hanging back to the right, I enter and lean against a wall to the left to listen too, I'm part humm sandcat/sandfox adapted to hide in the desert and survive in harsh environments. 
It had a feeling of us being older children who still want to be part of something that they think they should have grown out off we were observing it with a cynical  amusement almost.

It reminds me of old fashioned 'Jesus' paintings in some ways, and also reminds me of the dream I had with god in when we were all bobbing up and down out at sea. 

Next dream was more of a vision - memory experience.  I'm weaving a rug on a large wooden loom, I have a wooden shuttle with thick cotton on.    Weaving in and out, the fabric is lovely earthy colours... Red, Brown, Orange and a light cream for contrast.. the pattern is geometric.  I have a small tan puppy with me, looks like a sausage dog.


Next dream..

Underwater game, with a book and a God..   It's hide and seek, but book is based on bullshit.  I'm the water rather than a player in the game, I'm surrounding and supporting, connecting and observing. 


Next up...

Massive stately home and country estate.  The house is old set in beautiful countryside, I'm going to meet the owner an earl or something... I have a mission / connection with him though we have not spoken before.   I enter his meeting room, the room is shaped like a medieval pavilion tent... It's much larger and the plaster is painted purple and pink striped, it's like being in a large solid tent.   His wife has painted gold pictures on the walls they are detailed and symbolic.  The furniture in the room was once fine and expensive but is aged and well used now.  
I get on well with this Earl, we know some of the same people.  We walk and talk, he wants to show me round,  we leave the main building and find indoor flats.   Hummm   They are bright like holiday apartments.  I've not seen anything like them in real life.  Lots of blue doors and glass, about 3 flats high set in lager groups of 20 of so apartments  (I'm recalling seeing smiler in outer dreams but destroyed  or in bad condition)    They are all very clean with plants at the windows, it's well lit and they seem to be under a glass dome.  Each apartments has notifications in the window, flyers and posters advertising the dwellers skills/talents expertises.
The man is powerful, is well connected to elites, money and other powerful family's and land owners  (One family is the Armstrong's who currently own a castle close to where I grew up)
I don't dislike the guy, he's an environmentalist and into wired spiritual stuff.... he explains how people are 'tied' to him.   There are images of 'knot's in the apartment windows,  They are like Celtic knot work... the more complexed the pattern/knot and strands the tighter the bond.


Next!!
Emma again, but we are adults this time.   The dream is set in the home she had from the age of 10+  Her house is upside down with the living room and fireplace being the large front bedroom.   I had quite good real life recall in this dream as I knew her parents had moved out of this house so was surprised we were in it. 
As I get there she's excited, I'm just in time to swallow one of her children's teeth!  (In the dream she had 4 kids, all teenagers or adult she doesn't have any kids)  The tooth was an adult incisor. 
I agree and go down to the kitchen to collect a glass of water to swallow it with.. I walk past a mirror, I'm in a long old fashioned green nightdress it's see threw and I notice I'm weirdly fat (don't recall my face)  I get some water her dogs are in the front room but they are old dogs. I go back to swallow the tooth.   As I look out of the window it starts to snow.

The dream changes completely, I'm taking Emma with me to see something.

We are outside in a lush vivid green forest there is a small hill with an old drystone wall around it and on the top of the hill is an ancient chapel, it's Gothic style and the stonework is beautiful.  We are in Scotland, the Chapel is mythical and ancient and built on in an older scared grove.  

Still with Emma we enter the grave yard and walk up a path that twists round the hill and up to the entrance of the church... We meet the Vicer she's female she's also Anglican (This will have to change)   On the outside of the church is a clock tower.. the clock is ultra modern  it dosn't look like a clock at all, it's made out of shiny metal.  Emma gives me a 'joke sweety'  it's unpleasantly sweet and sticky.  

(When I woke, I know this church/hill grove it's very familiar from other dreams) 


Last dream,

I have a lover female with short purple hair, she doesn't speak much nor do I.   We are in a school like complex but it's also like a soft play area, we need to climb to move around it.  We enter a class room with large white grafix pads.   We are doing technical drawings with sharp white mechanical pencils Melody is there too, we talk about kawaii stationery.   The images we are drawing are very complexed diagrams of energy convertors or something. 

The Dreamer who dreams WHO?

This is nuts... I wake and Fay is at my feet dreaming me? I've 'Broken the editor again, it's ok 😏'  

Wake next at midnight with fireworks 😜 WTH why am I seeing 😶 just hahaha 😆 'Crude 😈' Hehe Oil 💜 Loosh 'Or Love Ren, depends, where you at'
This is nuts hu!! 'Fun hu?' 👀

'Get up a while, you're too awake to sleep and it will help with the tickling at blue' Ok 😏 

Better?
MMmm can you help me jump plx, I'm all over.  'Finish that come back sleep.. it's 151 we go 202....   Ok, good call Ren, will be wired but we got this is what we do 😏'  If you say so.

303 'Booo!'   Hahah 'Heya Inka, wright/write/right it now then back' 

Oh lol that was mad! At the end, I was being asked what the most important place in a wedding was? It was like a symbolic loci. I knew it was all symbolic. I didn't like the wedding either, reminds me of why I never wanted to get married - I duno who I was we we're cutting a tired cake white sponge with white icing and I was supposed to cram it in someone's mouth and I'm in the thing thinking wft is going on 😛

Prior to the wedding, the world had been wired. The female had been coming in strong but not flowing quite right and a bit strange.

'That'll do back to us please'


I know this wedding was linked to the married to Trump dream after last election, - Oh! That's the Holy Island too. 
This dream the Earth Ele Dwarf..
Middle Earth and 2 headed axe I needed to take back to the Sun a face looking 2 directions I duno the name.

Vicar who wanted me we had a common goal to save the graveyard - I'd help but not be his. 

Tuesday 23rd May 16

Setting is an old village.  Local and regional councillors want to sell off the grave yard.  

All the people object and the Vicar too they are coming together to try and save it.

I'm there to help,  but I'm wispy and not to tangent.

The vicar of the old village at first tries to trick me.  He takes me with him into the church... I'm playful and alive.  

First he takes me to confession to try and manipulate me, but I see threw what he's doing.    He starts to manipulate stuff and send it flying to intimidate me but I can still see it's him.... it's making a mess.  I laugh and tell him, I know it's him and I will help him tidy up.  
The vicar starts to like and fall in love with me...  
It's an odd dream, the energy is wired - neither of us know what is genuine but we are both 'playing' a power game - there can be no winner.
I soften his edges.. I'm playful he's formal - but we have the same goal. 

He wants to marry me as that's his belief - but I won't be owned. 

Vet surgery work.  I'm finished and am handing in uniform.  There is a new head nurse, she's bitchy and I see threw her.... I feel bad for leaving the other staff with trouble... I know she will be trouble for them. 

- Flying dream, making self lighter and floating and hovering.    Asian man with me, who understands...   We are weaving stuff together, big smokey strands of dark round the light like massive smokey DNA.

'Dream Ren, all of you to us please now'

Next lol a crazy spaceship (Brain) split in half the crews was on one half or the other and need spreading better.

What's that poking sensation in my side.
'Follow please?' And the soul of my left foot? 'DW Ren, all symbols just lay down and play'  Plam of the left hand to where bitten...

'Here Ren, dream it........See the patterns??' Wowow ! 👀 Yehh, very cool... 'Get up unpack then come and play' Oh!! What now? 444 connection drop, 'Just checking 😈' Pahahah.

I head back to bed. I know the sensation to follow it's the intense throbbing in the left foot like I'm nailed to something. I jump to the others first in my new crazy Aquarian space. We dream shared in the cross formation again.  

Found it!! 💜 Hahaha.  I'm back there, Me & Mel in a building site with her dog.
We'd been walking threw it and I was suddenly stuck to the floor. 😛
Confused I couldn't pick my foot up I took off my shoe to find a massive nail and then soul of my foot pouring with blood! Me's 2 dogs going bananas licking the blood off! Haha she used to put meat pate on her feet and let her dogs lick it off!! So they liked feet food 😆

I sat with the dogs and Mel went to my house to get me a plaster to walk home.... she returned saying my Mam had refused to giver her one saying she needed to clean it! I remember thinking ffs the amount of blood pouring out of was defo clean! I then had to hop home on one foot trailing blood with 2 dogs licking it of me and the building site. Phahahaha 💙 'GJ Ren, come back' 

The Nadis! Palm and Soul from the Rabbi dream too... lol that got HOT!

Also the dream where I was training in astral all the mudras I'm using.

'Come here crazy, all now and dream again' Next I shared again this time me and Inka's awareness joined and Malico Loci on each side... info passing threw me both ways like where Inak and I healed Leon.

I know it's El & Anu stuff too.  

The vet couple I worked for her for 10 years. Ann... she is often doing DNA stuff and surgery in my dreams.

Anu! Mich'el is her hubby who is like EL They were the vet couple I worked for here but I knew they had a significance........Ahaha in all the dreams!! Mich 'el and me helping get coms fixed! :P Anu is my DNA/Blood recall the multi D aspect of DNA and the cellular recall - she represents the bit of me that knows all this stuff but doesn't recall it well.  

The weaving between 2 kingdoms, the cross that I was half stuck on 😆

What, why where. 

Before I wake me and Inka join - Energy intense and we jump back into this... Then land back on the grass with the others laughing Loci grinning at us with a 'Stupid crazy twins'.

From 2016



One last nap!  I'd jumped back and we all chilling by the fire, me and Inka were dream sharing. 

Hahah What was that? 'Fun!😈'

Yeh it was I'd been at a crazy party with loads of people.   A massive old house loads of people I was in the back garden dancing.   Then someone yells  'RAID QUICK SWAP' 
Hahah and all the people in the house charge into the garden people all heading into the house!  

Brilliant chaotic fun 😆

'I know what your thinking Ren and no.. just chill were your at a bit'

 

Yellow?  'Incoming can't have you getting bored Ren, your enough trouble already'   blugh

 

Oh my Dad and Gaddafi?   Errrr 'lol'   ffs!  

 

Powerful?   'Blugh'  its ok.. just hold it. 

 

Ffs... Ive got a shithole of an Aquarius house here to.   And I need to run before I puke..  'should be careful what you wish for crazy' 

 

'Go darma Ren, then Run..  you  need to ground...'  no shit i'm shacking 🤣💜

Claire too?   Haha  look up Thorburn Witch!  :D  lol, this is so cool!!    
 

 

So go there bitch!  Haha yeh OMW... 

Why was my Dad in the sky with the planes?  'You we're there too bitch'  Oh I thought I'd just revisited it from his perspective?
http://themillenniumreport.com/2015/06/the-truth-about-gaddafis-libya-natos-bombing-and-the-benghazi-consulate-attack/

Nop... Find plx

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/10/learning-games.html

'Ok.. Now Run, enough brain balls to juggle'

 

Amazing Run...  Ice and then fire.

Malico Join me on the Run.  

 

 

'See the flow Ren? Seamless?'  Yes  . 

 

The quick shags with strangers an TTFNs the game? Mating monsters at higher level lol???

 

'You're flighty you know when to fuck and when to fuck off'  Lol you sound wired swaring.  

 

Could go backwards? 'Up to you Ren. you're in the middle of your Labyrinth & Web'

 

Might just hang around and see how it pans out a bit 💜

 

The blood dna.  Male Ural mountain across Europe to Scandinavia.   Also A   - Shell bank dwellers.    That's the Germany dreams and then the Beach Ogham that slid from a bank??    That thread?   The A, You took me back to Egypt, middle East?  'I did Ren'  

 

The shaman O blood of female, The cook expedition the butcher killed in South America... that thread. 
The trains tracks first railways   that thread. 
Brace - Let inheritance  ivy   holy and ivy.  Holly King?  Hmmmm

'All similar Ren, close loops.  Their are larger and smaller'  Hahah I don't doubt it.  'Symbols, and patterns'

'Bitch you promised, Yew tree too, change tracks'  Lol  OK 💜

Haha track ID game master.  Gg - 'Good ground Ren'

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Real life passes threw the middle of temples?

Temples eyes... Middle way temporal lobes Also where the horns are. 

 

Heads temples -- Mammalian brain, Human IT?

 

This like humans that just get recycled round and round with little recall? Or following the game plane without knowing they are playing?

'Keep asking Ren, We show'

How?  'Stupid question bitch, just accept your not alone 😈'  Hahah  Yeh TY. 

'Track changer Ren, come dream here a moment, sleep by the fire 💜'     Ok, that was wow.. 'YW' What was that thing a blue felt and sounded like a freaking drill!  'Haha Ren, that one needs some work up'