Saturday, 20 March 2021

Spider and a Fly - Yet Witch One Am I?


'You have asked Ren, you will receive'

I'm ok... there is still so much I don't get.
I don't want to dream reality, I don't I   errrrr...

'You trust him bitch, he knows his shit.

there is a reason you met him and a reason you fit. 

Inka?

'Be careful what you wish for mouse,

he is very much like you.

When I said that he is mine it makes him part of you.'

'You dream seasons,

You dream time and you dream space.

Weather, light and dark 

to experience while awake.

We know you have few wants and little that you need which is why the earth and you mouse,

blend so easy when you sleep.

You can dream as a planet you can travel as a star.

Fractalise like love and fit your soul fam in your Ka.

Right now mouse there is a place. 

There is a thing you said you'll do,

So jump here now I will handover what is you.

Equinox? 'OFC mouse, the year balance will change,

If you'd listen and not fight you'd save yourself pain.'

Pain is ok.. it makes me feel alive, 

like dark is fun cause it's easier to hide.

'Come now Ren, the dark half will soon pass and Inak will hand you to me again
and I will own your ass 😏'
  lol Leon.  

'Come bitch now plx' I forgot it was equinox.. that's why the friction... 😛

 

 

A errr I was calling it a body genome map, but it was beautiful looking like a person-shaped blueprint with what looked like constellations on it too - It was instructions for various tissue types.  Beautiful too a work of art.
Like a blueprint for a human with expanded sequencing for various tissue types, it's sort of 3d and then there is molecule structures that look like the Greek/roman constellation maps and it's in the shape of a human

There had been a dream too a very unusual male/person I was on a journey and they were using a similar transport rout so I kept meeting them while travelling.  They were yellow and reptilian they had evolved from a turtle type of species.

 

'Things with shell's Ren, they are always at home'  Mutant ninja turtles too 😆 

It was hazy which was annoying as it had been interesting, we had different motivations for action and were getting to understand each other as our trajectories kept meeting and crossing.

It was here I'd jumped to the house.
As I'd told Inka that morning after we stopped bickering... to kick me into Leon's court now. 

(Dark half/Light half..) ☯

Oh... I just checked the other equinox dreams from last year!!

Haha Holly for Holly King,  Dark & Light!

 

I'd been dreaming of 333 and 666 💚

Carbon, and the forms it can make - take - this was shapes,
I was formless manipulating visually molecules and flows - working with base 3, 6 and also 9. 
Mainly 3&6 though. 

One of the shapes was a humanoid shape.

 

 

I'd had a long interesting and odd dream too - It starts with 2 dogs, black and grey bull breeds with soft fur, the grey is younger the black older. 

Their owner has set up a self-feeding experiment where the dogs push buttons to get a kibble reward - The grey puppy is learning from observing the older black dog.

 

A prison too, I was in prison again.  Sheeseh 😛

There are few inmates less than 20 and we are observed closely - It's an exercise space but it's set up as experiments too.
The whole place is tiled with large yellow/orange and brown tiles like a strange pool, gym changing space.  B, Gates is in the same prison?

 

2 treadmills on one you couldn't go faster than 5mph...

There was also a weight that was attached to the person, they are expected to run against the drag and are observed and measured doing it. 
The next recall is in the pool, we had 3 mins left till we needed to get out I was ahead of the others and I knew I had time to do another length so had turned and was swimming threw the others going the opposite way. 

They are irritated I'm going back the other way and pushing threw them, but I knew I'd have time to revisit the other end and catch up again.

 

Out of the pool we are all sitting about in the tiled space, I'm opposite Bill who's eyes are red, he's been crying and is upset.
I was just watching him silently.
Oh we were being called to be injected with something he had had it, as I was called I declined the offer. 

 

In another bit there is a round bell tent in the playpark area of my main dream space... this was made into a MacDonald drive threw in a dream...  now it's my tent, the entrance was facing east to the Health centre and police station.  It was inviting, rugs, cushions and blankets a sofa bed and mats and lanterns outside.  A friend was staying there..Oh it was the one who died of Corvid who I spoke to in this dream.

Hummm his name is Ray.  

 

Next woke at 555, I'd been dreaming and playing with the numbers 666 😆  Haha

I'd had another 2 long dreams, one was an MMO style game. A gauntlet challenge and I'm teaming with other me/em.

We have an object to run, collect and then run back to a cave... the rout is trapped and filled with groups of controlling mobs.  We keep getting caught before the cave and it resets.  Em was carrying the object I was a distraction and leading the mobs away, I was telling her we would need to take out some of the mob packs on the route to the object as there were too many to make it back safely.

 

The other dream is a police call/operations centre.  Only it's crazy!  

It's a busy room with full-length windows 2 walls and then stuff and people and phones only the phones are all kinds from ultra-modern and even futuristic to old-style switchboards and even Morse code things.  People shouting, headsets papers and computers varying in age too from the first-big clunky things to holographic screens.

 

It's noisy, officers coming in and out Marie/middle me is there putting on a bulletproof vest thing and motorbike helmet. 

One phone ringtone is a very old theme tune about love always there.  I'm sitting in a booth with playing cards as I was there to game and bet.

We were going to play 2 hands at once a 2 deal game and a 4 deal game but as a player had dropped we decided we'd just deal everyone 4.   Zak was in, a fly and a spider too and I was waiting on 2 more females before we started.   So mainly just observing the room and the bizarre situation.

 

While waiting for the others the spider spins a web and catches the fly and I'm thinking ah shit if the fly gets eaten that's one less player.... the fly ends up in the web  
🙄

But then it's the spider that looks dead...  I was watching as a British bulldog picks up the spider in it's big dog lips and tries to put it back in the web again!  👀


'Playing with fire bitch?'  Haha, would seem so... tbh I need spring! 
Witch One Am I? 
--- 


"Will you walk into my parlor?" said the spider to the fly;
"'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you may spy.
The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,
And I have many curious things to show when you are there."
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again."

"I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.
Well you rest upon my little bed?" said the spider to the fly.
"There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest a while, I'll snugly tuck you in!"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly, "for I've often heard it said,
They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!"

Said the cunning spider to the fly: "Dear friend, what can I do
To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you?
I have within my pantry good store of all that's nice;
I'm sure you're very welcome - will you please to take a slice?"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "kind sir, that cannot be:
I've heard what's in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!"

"Sweet creature!" said the spider, "you're witty and you're wise;
How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes!
I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shelf;
If you'd step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself."
"I thank you, gentle sir," she said, "for what you're pleased to say,
And, bidding you good morning now, I'll call another day."

The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;
Then came out to his door again and merrily did sing:
"Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple; there's a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!"

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer grew,
Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue,
Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last
Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;
He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den -
Within his little parlor - but she ne'er came out again!

And now, dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly flattering words I pray you ne'er give heed;
Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly.

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/the-spider-and-the-fly-by-mary-howitt
"Will you walk into my parlor?" said the spider to the fly;
"'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you may spy.
The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,
And I have many curious things to show when you are there."
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again."

"I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.
Well you rest upon my little bed?" said the spider to the fly.
"There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest a while, I'll snugly tuck you in!"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly, "for I've often heard it said,
They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!"

Said the cunning spider to the fly: "Dear friend, what can I do
To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you?
I have within my pantry good store of all that's nice;
I'm sure you're very welcome - will you please to take a slice?"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "kind sir, that cannot be:
I've heard what's in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!"

"Sweet creature!" said the spider, "you're witty and you're wise;
How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes!
I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shelf;
If you'd step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself."
"I thank you, gentle sir," she said, "for what you're pleased to say,
And, bidding you good morning now, I'll call another day."

The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;
Then came out to his door again and merrily did sing:
"Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple; there's a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!"

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer grew,
Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue,
Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last
Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;
He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den -
Within his little parlor - but she ne'er came out again!

And now, dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly flattering words I pray you ne'er give heed;
Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly.

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/the-spider-and-the-fly-by-mary-howitt

"Will you walk into my parlor?" said the spider to the fly;

 "'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you may spy.

 The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,

 And I have many curious things to show when you are there."

 "Oh no, no," said the little fly; "to ask me is in vain,

 For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again."

 

 "I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.

 Well you rest upon my little bed?" said the spider to the fly.

 "There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,

 And if you like to rest a while, I'll snugly tuck you in!"

 "Oh no, no," said the little fly, "for I've often heard it said, 

 They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!"

 

 Said the cunning spider to the fly: "Dear friend, what can I do

 To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you?

 I have within my pantry good store of all that's nice;

 I'm sure you're very welcome - will you please to take a slice?"

 "Oh no, no," said the little fly; "kind sir, that cannot be:

 I've heard what's in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!"

 

 "Sweet creature!" said the spider, "you're witty and you're wise;

 How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes!

 I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shelf;

 If you'd step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself."

 "I thank you, gentle sir," she said, "for what you're pleased to say,

 And, bidding you good morning now, I'll call another day."

 

 The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,

 For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:

 So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,

 And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;

 Then came out to his door again and merrily did sing:

 "Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;

 Your robes are green and purple; there's a crest upon your head;

 Your eyes are like diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!"

 

 Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,

 Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;

 With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer grew,

 Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue, 

 Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last

 Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;

 He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den -

 Within his little parlor - but she ne'er came out again!

 

 And now, dear little children, who may this story read,

 To idle, silly flattering words I pray you ne'er give heed;

 Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,

 And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly. 


Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/the-spider-and-the-fly-by-mary-howitt



FFS 😆

I CBA to weave... 'Then your the Fly 😈'  FU inka I have the eye 😆 

Web Weaving

Brain Mess


Time Tunnle

Eating Self

'All in then Mouse?'   Seems so 😛 ... Bring the bright, lets go!!





Friday, 19 March 2021

Messy Mirror

First wake at 2323

Ian coming to bed.. I'd been having a fun dream about an obstacle course.
Was avoiding cars and portals, fights too... fun like being in a game - My dream dust was very patterned and symmetrical.  The portals are pink/purple static.  

Next wake  101...branched data.. like the nested data dream it's all kind fractal and I'm flowing threw it.   I'd been with Inak, Leon and Loci.. I was with Inka first and he was trying to make me not want to be close to him but the others appeared too and said we had to now.  It was odd as that made Inka more pissed off.  I was increasingly confused and tired.
The dream had been an odd space like a glass shopping mall, mmo raid mixed with a garden centre.

I'd been revisiting a boss and there was a group trying to take down a dragon, the dragon was chained though and it seemed unfair so I was trying to unfasten it.  
Next up I get to a place with musical scorecards and lyrics.. We were going to sing.
A Choir we knew each other but didn't meet often - I was to sing too.

Em was with Me.  We move threw to a store area, I have a white shawl thing and a yellow raincoat.  The raincoat was dirty.. the shop owner was cleaning it.
I was making brownies for a disabled friend then another dream.

Then a cold windy space... deceitful?
Fight... bro, Purple tower... a cheat mode.    Bro was abusing his minions.  Inka??  ... why you are pissed at me hu?   

Then I'm in an odd space... we are still Em... she's pregnant and we are in the space for a scan a group.  I lost them, it's odd a city like I've not seen.  The shops are odd, I got split from our group.

I couldn't find the way...  I realised I should go bk where I'd seen them last a there way a guy that was leading their group, I waited with him and the others arrived.

Was arguing with Inka again after... he was, I knew what he was up too as Leon had made us dream share and Inak was angry.. me knowing made me complicit.  Minions too... he wasn't nice to his minions.  Then an Angel Fish... and Adagio for strings.   7 Adagio 7



https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adagio?fbclid=IwAR3i3zWWNEmzziJvjd5xmXT0JJSRZhfqUCC9ivDTy3Xtc-DVFP2X_oS7fjE

https://adagiotx.com/?fbclid=IwAR2JSou1Sp24o7yGajG2gghQrGUBDtY8rbidonRDI0957-_P9-IIXPAZp6g

Thursday, 18 March 2021

Dots and Vectors.

'Come Then Ren, you can't stay away hu? 😒'

lol nop...  😏


Points of a star... Geometry but I'm the corners and points.

 

It reminded me of when Loci holds points when we group manifest and we weave threw them. I didn't recall holding or placing them though. 'I did that Ren, you were in me'   

 

Oh yeh... I'd jumped to Inka who was smoking by the outside fire at my main hub, he was kind of irritated... I sat beside him next to the fire for a while I was still blue boggart.
He didn't say anything finished smoking then patted my bald head grabbed my wrist and we started walking back to the main dream space.   

He told me yday I could hunt him again ... but I might not like what I found. I didn't care as staying away from him at night makes me feel horrible in the day😶

 

We'd walked past the community centre then the dream had split I had wanted to join his awareness but we seemed to be heading somewhere first my last recall is wyrd it's the space where I was looking for something, then looking for my Virgo.

Also, Zak crashed there, Inka was my bro now at his current age.... and I'm formless inside the road in what was like a particle collider. Then the location of I am is lost and I'm just the points of shapes... in what is like a particle collider.

I wanna say vectors. 'Trajectories too Ren' Oh, a vector is an equation for finding trajectory?? 'Now look at what I just told you' lol 😆

 

In between dreams it's chaotic as fuck, that 'Head scrambling'  Yeh that, you and Malico did it to me that night when Leon was annoyed with you.... My nerves were like lightning jolts too.

 

The next dream was long deep and involved too I'm in a city I wanna say London but it's that perpetual dark in one part of it.... then I was moving weaving between 2 points. North/South.

The start of the dream is like a large adult college or learning space but bonkers. I meet Rob there, he needs a black robe and knows I've made/had one and is asking how.
I tell him it's just like a giant t-shirt 😛 

We have an outside area it was an old house that is mainly demolished but we use the old fireplace and concrete floor.

 

It is a scruffy but sheltered outdoor space, we have some lights up and we chill there to party, smoke and relax. It's nice in an abandoned industrial way, we burn the old rotting timbers from the other trashed buildings.

 

Inside the building with a stairwell is a landing with 3 small perfectly square holes at waist height. Not all can fit in and out of them and the middle hole has a membrane/airlock. (Like between intersections? 'Yeh Ren, your rendering this shit odd but close enough'  )


Inside was ultra-modern equipment I kept moving in and out of this space but the other dreamers didn't enter. The 2 squares to the side lead to other spaces but I was the only one that used all 3.

Outside the windows of the building is a tree in the dark, birds are there like blue and purple errr the birds with the wide mouths that eat frogs. They looked like them but blue-purple feathers. Frogmouth.


After that I'm walking north to south and back bringing/fetching for someone. I'd stopped of at a cafe/restaurant that was strange. I'd lost a sock there in the bathroom O.o and there was a photo stuck up of a Dj I knew. 

A friend I know appears she tells me she needs to be audited 'Look it up'.  
Please?
'Don't push it bitch' 😏 💜



 

Oh it was a Rachel... that's sheep hu.

Anyhoo the sheep needed a hearing? Hu? lol

Ok... SO at that point, my bro is back with me in the dream and he has a plan for getting someone to do this for us for free. He'd appeared with a tray containing glasses of OJ and tells me he's going to make a bet.

We'd spotted the guy we need who is in a brown suit old fashioned style - it had a badge on for some official accounting agency we knew.... My bro had headed to him with the glasses of OJ to sort the bet that would get us the audit needed credit free.

 

I'd fallen fast into another dream which is very lucid. I wake from it at 313.

It's a dream share or astral hub, I'm with Cyrus and peter/paul the stranger I lost my virginity too. (Same as the Virgo space?)

We were laying close together to dream share/jump/manifest - It was affectionate - We had a sense of mission - purpose we were there to do something. I can see well in the dark and the corners of the darkroom is filled with bugs and beetles watching crawling out of cracks and watching. Had a big Love vibe.

 

Oh, before that there was more of the white nerve frazzly stuff. like being electrocuted, Inka was pissed off with me as I was to much love and not enough wisdom to balance it - 'Mmmmm, as I keep telling you Ren.

You're an idiot' Yeh, it's interesting though and amuses me.

 

2 more dreams close together I'm helping with surgery it was in a strange space dark, I couldn't see the edges just the bright operating lights. The drapes and surgical kits were old bedsheets - they had been sterilised obviously.

 

I was opening the kits onto the trolley and passing the drapes but the surgeon was annoyed with me I was too slow, but it had been a while since I'd done it. The Surgeon was like an odd mix of Michele and Inka - it was their attitude rather than there being I recalled.

 

Then I'm being examined under a microscope.... lol it can see inside me. Was like being a bug on a slide or something.

 

Wake at 505 

2 dreams or they could have been joined... 

 

A car park at an end place. It's familiar, there are rocky Islands beyond it. a headland I guess it's called.  

There is a carpark there. 

I'm with someone who is complaining it cost the same amount to park there at all times now. There is a hut/building visitors centre.

I go in and I know the people. There is a couple of them tables with fold-out legs with a pile of morning papers on them. They are names I have never heard of, all black and white old-style newsprint, in a script, I don't recognise yet I could read in the dream. They were publications for certain and specific industries - the one I was reading the page of was for metal manufacturers like steal works.  

There was also the offer of mismatched mugs of tea, coffee or cheap squash. The whole area was familiar.  

 

Next I'm in a city again. A huge parade or market, the streets are busy and noisy. A girl I know Tilly is there she has a small white puppy and also a small white goat both on leads.

At the market is a much loved old guy. He's been there for ages, could have been homeless people brought him gifts.  

Dog breeds there that I have never seen before either... some assistance hounds were the colour of blue/grey cats looked like Alaskan malamutes and behaved like golden retrievers. 

On waking I know the street - It is this one here, where I tried to repaint someone woodwork and fucked it.  

I was also in or ran a B&B or guest house here.

 

Inka is well hostile, telling me if I keep coming back and refuse to stay with the other crew for a bit, he will just make it more and more unpleasant being around him. I didn't care... again it felt like my nerves were lightning.

Oh... that dream on that street with the paint was the teperance card... 'It was Ren... and I told you  you had decided you needed more tempering'   So it seems....

 

Last dream was also very detailed.

Everyone in it is unfamiliar & the setting too.   

Though it felt like it could be in that strange variant on my main dream area, the dock area.

It's a windowless room like a function room in a large old style hotel.

A high stage at one end and a bar at the other.. dark wood tables, stale smoke and people in 60's suits.  

A show was to take place, and there was also others drinking at the bar. 

I was a stagehand or something minor, kicking about running and helping but also supposed to be attending a magic school. In the first bit of the dream I'm in the bar area watching interactions.  

2 Men in the strange suits are drinking whisky from smooth glasses, they have bought the bottle which is on the table and topping each other's drinks as they talk, all are standing. No seats.

 

Oh I was sitting legs crossed on a table waiting for someone to need me for something.. which is why I was watching I suppose. The guy who was staying in the hotel in the rooms above wanted to know when the show would start and end and what time the noise would continue till.

 

The male who was to take part in the show was informing that there would be people in the bar till dawn, he also placed a small very smooth silver thing in the first guys drink. It's shiny and bullet-shaped though fatter not that I know much about bullets tbh.  

As I'm watching my female teacher calls for me to stop sitting around. I'd already missed the first year of magic school but should be able to keep up with the second year, we have to find our books though.  

We would need one book each and the books we had to find ourselves. Each of the previous years students had hidden their book in one of the magical spaces. I'd have to go back at some point to find a first-year book but for now, we were all getting sent into this magic interactive forest to find a book.    

Everything in the forest is alive and interactive.  The books are amazing, Kraft covers the one I find has neat writing and lots of pictures diagrams and images and it makes me laugh thinking about passing a book with my scribbly writing on to someone.

 

Wednesday, 17 March 2021

Car to Full

'Come Ren, jump straight here please' Oh... bk there?
'Yes, we take up where we left off'  
It's in the house somewhere? 'Yes, just jump to me or recreate and enter'   Ok.
Inka was there again, Malico appeared... before he left Inka made me blue and boggerty.  It cheered me up being like that.


Dreams were hazy on waking... Small thing, virus or bugs... a small white flufffy dog.  Looking at images and drawings moving fast and words and symbols.  3 different shaped candles with different wicks and burn times.
A bird table and a strange school....   Sharing time, we had joined Leon at some point but I'm annoyed with him at the moment so after I'd got up fr a while I jumped back to my own hub at the roundhouse by the fire.   Malico appeared and asked if he could keep me company.

The next dreams are in this area... Irean / Ken place again.  In a car with many people Chris, 3 females and me and also my cousin as an infant in a car seat, it was a squash as we also had 2 dogs and 2 cats in the car.   Some medical swabs outside the car are people dressed up like nativity shepherds they are arguing about various Christian denominations.  

Next up I was an enzyme... bright yellow like the sulphur rocks -  I was acting on hard wooden seeds like tree nuts I suppose, turning them from male to female.

Then I'm another chemical... a pink sticky paste I duno what I was used for.

A harbour hill in an unfamiliar town, 2 dogs one mine walking them.   We go into a huge second-hand clothing / Jumble sale place.  It smelt of old clothes.  A guy was showing me wastewater piping and how good the condition was.

Inka arrived in the morning.  Oh, lol I forgot Malico had swapped to being a Boggart to try and cheer me up 😆   He didn't like it but he liked my grumpy mood less we had made the tail points into a star to dream share.  When Inka arrived I was going to give him a hug and Malico yanked me back by my tail to separate us first.  
 

Monday, 15 March 2021

Birds Eye Veiw

I'd met Leon first... I was feeling odd.  We went to the hub with the bug wing windows and waiting for Loci then to the darkroom in the back.  Leon went into the front part of it in the story but I'd not seen him in the back before.  
They were nice but I was restless and uncomfortable, I dream with Loci - I'm seeing from above circle and line.
Like blueprints stating with us and spreading.  

Then I was just with Leon and I was irritable.. Then awake!
I moved to the sofa to sleep.
Malioc asked me if I wanted to see Inka and if I did to jump to the house.  I'd not recalled much of this till later then this morning.
On waking it was the dream I had that I recalled.   It was all female probably as I was on the sofa alone.

Ian's Sis & Her daughter.. Fay too I was looking through photos and images seeing the similarities... Then my mother was there and we are on a stormy dark cliff top, looking out from a crack in some rock, a shelter or very old breakwater.

Below in the stormy water is the most amazing sailboat.  It's silhouetted and the boat part is only large enough for one... It's enclosed and lit by a candle that is blowing, the deck is covered in art and art materials but the storm is too strong currently to draw or paint.

Again my perspective was from above formless looking into the glowing hull.
Then again I'm above this time it is the ruins of ancient dwellings or houses... oh this is like the blueprints from the start of the night.   But they are just indents and ruins.  Round buildings with straight walls - they were built in small groups like enclosures.

I was also looking onto an old volcano and the remains of a house/dwelling had been built into the side of the volcano, the rock was yellow... sulphur yellow.

'Ren, the dream where you were living in a volcano'  Ok...

I knew I'd jumped to Inka and he was hostile, not with me.... he was splitting.  His awareness mainly elsewhere he had warned me not to touch him and I'd sat by him in the dining room... Malico wakes me deliberately and it's 313.. I realised Inka had gone I'd been sleeping with my head on the table, he wakes me further so I was able to recall the dream better and then had asked if he could jump me somewhere more comfortable and dream share.  

I'd been reluctant to wake or move then I recalled this morning he had shared emotion with me...  painful :(  
From this dream, where we had parted and I'd stayed on a planet and he'd left with our people.  

The cats were all sitting on my so I'd gone back to bed and I vaguely recall the ice room again from this room, I'd suggested the portal again.   

Oh... yeh, lol this is all coming back in bits n bobs.  Leon had come to the house to take me back to dream share with them.  Malico told them to fuck off and leave me alone... It was surprising but I'd been half asleep on the table at the time, it was before he woke me fully.  I think that's why I'd decided to go threw the portal.  
I'm not certain what order the emotion share was, it might have been after I jumped back.
My dream recall is clearer and again mainly from above this time high above over Europe and Russia only... all the landmasses are sand and sandbanks or... the ocean had gone?  
I was seeing tidal flow for a massive area but the water level was very low with many sandbanks.  
I was zooming in and out above then going down.  When I was down I was with Em/Me and we were collecting rubbish and recycling from all over the sands of Europe and Russia ??   Then I would Zoom up again just watching the currents as the ocean levels increased again slowly.  
I was pulling people to me above and doing medi checks on them too.
Next I'm told number 606&616 and Codie - Cody?  This is something about the numbers Inak requested yesterday?
'Yes'  Ok... all the wake ups at 303 313 333  and then 616 & 606 my connection went down at 909 :P
I'm above planet again this time I'm seeing magnetic energy flow, not currents.  It was like watching someone play with Iron fillings and strong magnets.. So many flows, I was even further out this time seeing the globe rather than just a landmass.





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