Eh that was
fast...Christ Ian's blocked by my B
hind?Hind head?Was roads mapping, navigation elen stuff.Only mixed with magic GPS
'Go bk to sleep, you a great gate
keeper'Hu?'Just
sleep again love, U on my shift'Inka? 'Sleep' ok help me? 'Will do'
Fuck
guys?This is a lot! 'We will rip you to peace's if we have to -
but you know how to reconnect again'😵'Sleep child of time'I'Shut the fuck up REN'ok...
OkWow...20.20(Got called from work,
cause Dad was freaking out he'd not seen me today... He forgotton we shared
lunch n some wyrd logo'd beers together.
'Mmm Ren - let trust x trust let'What's trustlet? 'Better thantoilet bitch'Pffffffffffff 'He's like you
re-member'Ok wow..
-
Inka?'Mmmm'Kaylo got angry with you last night before
you hit me'He protected U from Me'Leon stepped in 'Yep, he understands that sometimes M n
U left best to our own shit'lol was messy'Aye Ren'
Ok, though..'I know Ren, we know one & other
Ren'a
lot inbetween that. 'Want me to come 2 U?'
Aye, meby Ddad again'As
U wish'feel squished here 💜
Anyhoo was woken
from some wyrd dream experiance of drilling for something so long it was
allmost egg-stinkt ? Extinct?Is that
why eggs smell like sulpha?Lol 'Yeh Bitch, it's YOU - write the
fucking dream!'lolwhere what? 'DREAM'More recall then plx
I know
I was in main dream space, bit further down kind street on the west side, past
James street.
I was in a building..It was a new
library space.. I'd been given a job there.
lol I kept getting annoy/tannoy messages clean up on isle 12 or 13 🙄
It was an unusual
odd collection of books by themes.
I was trying to index and clean.. Was in a section on sailing and swimming,
there were lamps nd lasers hanging on the shelves,I was moving and turning stuff on and off too
- was sort of me and not me at once.More stuff too...
Darth Dad n you had
come here? Leon? Loci too I duno? What or where I am again?
Oh yeh, I ate Rey bread, as I remembered the catchers in the rey book you asked
me to read on the train bk to Kingscross that day.Shouldn't it be Ray?Rey dosn't sound right it's not pronounced
like that.
Anyhoo I was thinking of brown bread n dead, cockney rhyming slang n criminal
undergrounds.. While I was chewing, Rey bread it's quite hard to chug down...
But the shop was out of the bagels I like... And Eaton mess was making me feel
sick so I left that to the kids n dog.
Oh... Then Dad had
called freaking out.Was more to the
dream I can't remeber, I was very asleep.
Oh yeh!PhahahaI'd wanted to explore fox's head! I asked him first and he didn't mind!
Lol cause mines wyrd,I'd mapped the
drifting track he sent allready anyway.
Loci's good at stuff like that so I got him to come help jump me in.You guys squished me here and took me.Anyhoo we seemed to have RIP'ed a copy and we
were de compacting it into a building now in my main dream
space...
Reminds me of another dream in the building where the post office used to be..
I was indexing and defragging.
I like the dawn
chorus too, waking up and going to sleep with the birds I'm starting to
understand it.
Same place again
that I keep visiting, each time it looks different but it's the area of Old
Stone Close in my main dream space.I
knew the layout from pervious dreams years back.
I was with a bunch of dogs I knew, Wolfe kept rounding up chihuahua dogs.
I was also making a
frozen fruit smoothi, it came out like creamy whipped ice-cream.
Last dream I was in
a car with male me... This time he's a mix of Dom & Marcus.I was driving, the car was small futuristic
and low to the road... It was more like a driving sim game and the roads were
narrow with strange markings.
I was a crap driver!
3rs
May
---Energy and dreams increase.
Main dream
area.Was with Marie, me and her worked
a night job together.We'd gone home on
a bus.
Northsunderland
there was to be a rave, preps were being made.
More abstract stuff too live machines that packed items and interests... Odd
flying boats too.
2nd dream...
The rave
started.Dom was there also Rich that
used to DJ for him in the early days.... Only he looked like Stuart.
I was supposed to be
the host, but I'd forgotten to sort the lights as I was doing pre-quests on a
cooking mission.
Then jumbled stuff,
missing tins a sand pit.
Horse and an odd cart on that ran on tracks.Like a pit pony, but this was a modern strange plastic cart to sit
in.
The tracks were complex.
A mixed family.... Rows.An older sister
was the head of the family.
Images of butterfly winds...Kaylo was
fighting with Fox, fighting like bro's play fighting.
An amazing visual dream that I understood the symbology off....
It's a raven of rope and wood bridges, and nets.We were climbing and leaping, making
impossible jumps.
Same dream, changing sides...Motives,
rope bridges, robo me...Looking threw
someone into beyond, she was programming animals...Factions.
She'd betray us, but I could trust the intelligence I could see threw her like
a mirror or window.
She was a tool of sorts.
Mice, wild and
tame.... Their patterns matched exactly, some were like they'd been digitally
printed with the pattern of a human mouth.It was the law of the jungle and jungle games.
On waking I knew the female was like Inka.Martin loved her.....(Mel?)
Another long dream.GPS.
Started with Jack giving me a piggy back to a grave yard, it was a memory
too.We were kids and we used to play
there, the full one on the way to the infant school.
Deer, huge herds on
the move and migrating birds.A group
lead by a shady guy, with equipment.They were tracking a huge herd of deer as they moved back to Hindhead.They had these radio devises they would hold
and others they would lay out on the ground in an array.
Then another game...It's in a dark
place with pits dug in the ground.The
pits are filled with various stuff, like when we used to make boats in the
sand.
Huts too.I was making hot drinks for
our small team in plastic cups, the cups weren't heat proof and were distorting
with the hot water.
The game started, it
was like a treasure hunt....The GPS
hunter team were closest.We were
laying the hunt, but they were catching up.
The prise was a mummy mama.She kissed
them when she found them, she was dead... But alive... Her lips cold.
I lay in the liminal
space, as the bits slotted and matched the patterns unfolding...Finite now - Eternal now.
Lock stitch, sewing machine.
Inka and death
wish..
Expand the moment
into all.
Inka was my weave on
the far side of the veil....
The zip catalyst
from the other night, pulling together.
Now it's 2 threads, like a sewing machine, meet loop and part.
Graves end, Grave
racing...Looking at all from the
alternate perspective.
I'd been the
understudy for the Grave Yard Keeper.
I understood now what if going on my body, why Inka told me to leave him with
Kaylo in my hunters room the other night, and why I'd had to head back to
Malico.
'Life is a dream Ren'Yeh.....I LOVE dreaming 'Good, then just
avoid me for a bit'lol . 😆
Not
easy.... 'You
have help'I get why your with Kaylo now. 'Don't hurt to kill your Ego'😋Suppose not, depends where I
end up in the process though.
'You were on a suicide drive Ren'HummmmmmI don't wanna die'Yeh, you were TOO alive'??
I remember the
breathing thing in the garden, almost suffocating as Inka was my mirror and we
were breathing the same air.
Law of one? Hidden
Hand..
The 'counter part' that I loved
them.. Lol no wonder! My Hands on my heart.
My energy flow swaps
front to back of my heart centre,
Daath Da'ath.... We
took over Ddad's hub before I got locked up.
His hub & Pluto... The underworld... In my body is Daath?
I can move? 'The flow Ren,
pulling you in or pushing you away, but we are either side of a very thin veil'
Lol ah! Right...
Like when death fell
in love with lift!
'Yeh.... I'm always by your side'Haha no wonder you killed me so much :P 'And you me, don't forget that'Yeh...
'Fuck of to Malico Ren, leave me and Kaylo.... We
need a bit more distance between us'
Oh the fine fucking
line!'Yeh Ren... For some it's a mile wide remember?'Hahaha what my bro told me.
Strange and cool bus
going round my main dream space in a party bus. Friends old and new on it,
cat's too.
My legs had been painted with small blue leaf
patterns.
9th
Woke early in a stressy dream, I'd felt it had followed on from another perhaps
from last night.
It was a large building in my main dream space, it had been a department store
but was now a dwelling.
I'd lost stuff
there.2 uniforms, and a swimming
costume.
The costume I knew had a repeat pattern of a seal in a life ring.
I was to go swimming with my cousin, but was stuck trying to find my
stuff.
There was layers to this, the place felt familiar.Lots of people we dressed in Pepe the frog
outfits, clothes or had badges with him on.
My Dad was in the dream too, doing renovations on the lowest floor.
Next dream was in a
similar large building with no windows.
This time I was kinda working there.
I'd done no notes.There were dr's and
children in the building too.
Someone a bit like Jon Cress was there, we were both to be scanned in these
strange round rooms.
We'd been treated for something.
I was chatting to 2 guys in a bunk room, about growing up in council houses and
now spending Christmas with the queen?
GPS maps on a phone... They were not filling in fast enough for me to
navigate.
There
was also a strange poster on a door... It had been added too.I'd put a comment and it was lol I knew it
was about Inka's... And I was confused :D
As I didn't recall doing this, but it was clearly a message to me.
A fork too, it was a small silver one with no handle, but on another layer it
was a massive bucket from a huge JCB.
I had it, but didn't
know it's worth.
I'd passed it on to someone, he commented I'd not known about it's wishes and
curse.
A layered city.
It floats on a disk and above it is a glass parasol thing.I'm floating outside some distance away
looking back at it.The city is
skyscrapers with lots of neon lights and around it is green countryside.
-
An odd small statue
inside it is a very shiny copper penny.It's been set with groups of coloured crystals around it.A Cat, Rat and Squirrel fighting and a giant
human size Rat sorts them out.
-
More layers...Preserving / Pickle jars.Enzymes and controlling reaction speeds.Everything was oddly abstract and layered -
I was cooking or preserving reality's?Catalyst
like seasoning.
Inka was with me, what I was doing was beyond my comprehension of words and
images.
In one layer I'm in
a secure unit but the reflections of lights are portals that I'm slipping in
and out of.
I was with James the vet nurse but hiding from him too.I'd jumped to the top of a building where a
posh family were.
I'd sneaked in to hide there and was asking them not to give me away.They did and James started yelling at me
that I wasn't supposed to be there, to come with him and get changed.
I'd told him no and started jumping on a bed making a mess.
Inka appeared
annoyed.Told us this was no place for
our crap, to tidy up and then go to him.
When we jump to him he's standing in a concrete ball court with a metal fence
and hoops.
He chucks us a basket ball and tells us 'These games go here now'.
Another long story
with Geralt the Witcher, was like watching a play in an old theatre audience
but I was in-between here too moving in the stage lights to behind the
show.
A friend of mine had
given birth to twin sons.I was helping
her wrap them in a cloth sling to carry as we needed to keep moving
on.
Last dream I'd gone threw another portal into a strange weave of corridors
following a dentist up and down old fashioned steep stairs.On the stairs are balanced old dental and
operating chairs they were hard to climb, as he was in front he's stop
occasionally and offer me a hand.
It was all so jumbled I was aware of Inka with me all night as a sort of
interdimensional game referee
'Helping to sort the crap in your head'
Each layer was
defined by the number of players? 'Close enough for now'With you though it doesn't matter? 'We are all part of eachother Ren'
This blocked ear
thing... 'Is effecting your GPS
and navigation. It's why you are dizzy and confused Ren'Ah ok.
Yesterday
was odd.. Lol or may be I was odd 😁
So lucid...And Reality very
bendy.
As we are getting ready to leave all the wyrd crap on my Alter / Altar had been
moves.
Kelly was in the room too....I'd asked
out loud, who moved this round.
Then recalled the
dream with Inka where he was down here in Astral, moved stuff...
Lol
I'd got annoyed and he chucked a pillow at my head for being possessive!
I realised he'd moved it!Or another me
🤣 and I needed to shift stuff about.
As I tell Kelly that... She tells me.
Oh this appeared in
my pocket yesterday.It's a chain in a
huge knot..
With I can see a silver mark.
She's talking trying to untangle as I rearranged the alter/altar
Feeling out where
the stuff should go.
As she speaks her silver is getting more knotted and I asked may
I?
It's a silver fine woven chain with 2 harts and a sliver mark.
As I unknot it is she talks ...The word
'Bar Tender'
Stands out.
I say Oh!The BAR!
I'd had a dream about it but didn't know what it meant.
As I realise..... It's another divide/wall/front line.
Both in law and in
pubs...
Spirits & chaos
on one side...Order on the
other.
Bar in law too.Bartenders are also
border guards / inbetweeners
As I tell her that the chain is open and unknotted..
A large and small silver heart that sit one on top of the other.
She laughs as we know we are both weaving and puts it on.
I'd looked again at the alter/altar and Inka tells me....
Take the key with
you.
Put it
with the wormwood teabag you took to Bo-Hunt
In your pocket by your heart..
I do this while at the same time Ian is filling a large n small rainbow
hipflask with Jolly Sailor and JD- Some
in each!😁
The fireworks & fire was great fun.... The people we 'bumped' into!
Ian got a glimpse of how reality is for me!!
It's like living in a shared lucid dream,
A flowing magic reality.
I was pfffffflol me..Zak did help alot.
Everyone did 💜
-
I was so tired once home.. Zak too.
Crew was telling me to sleep.
First with Him & Malico.. Darth Dad I think appeared later.
I also jumped to see Kaylo.It's hazey
the dream I had was wyrd
Very hard to bring back. I was mirroring everything or it was mirroring
me.
It was hard to see which witch was which 🙄
Shamanicbut the sacred space was
massive.. 'HarliQueen
Ren'Oh.. The shattered crystal mirror the facets.. 'You're
learning shamanism, you don't do much the right way round all your now's are
rippling out'
ErrrrrWhy?? 'Good reason, come
here'kk
303, Yeh come.
Oh the JD dream, with the Pirate ghost.-The train journey home!
The sports fan, and a kid who'd had a rough night, he was bleeding.
We stood with him, I'd given one of the sports fans a swig of JD!
They'd got a bit lost in London and when the long way round.
The young guy who'd had a bad night, was a 5 year anniversary for him and his
partner.
His bag had been grabbed n chucked on the train track.
He'd gone down and got it.It had
Champaign he was taking to his girlfriend.
We were talking and he told me he was a bar tender!
We all got of at the station together.. It was very friendly a bunch of people
chatting.
Oh Inka... That's like the dream were we'd all been 😲 'Sorry
Ren, you might purge again'Hahayeh... I feel that.. Lol feel like I'm full of air 😆
I don't think I've eaten much??Pfff who
knows.
-Inka had told me to stay still a bit longer...I realise I'm still big.
Next he shows me the STAGE COACH
The stage coach bus company.
The conversations in the q's on and off were mind popping.
It was
all night.Pro noia.People talking what I'm
dreaming/thinking.
I'd stopped before I got on the bus as I notice the sign...
lol
Surrey University another white stag, but this one has a key.
'Ren
what did I tell you to put in your pocket?'
Ohhh😲the tiny key from my Alter/Altar .... With
the tea bag I took to bo hunt! 'Put
them both back now'
Ok....
333.. Ian had appeared down with me as I was doing it.His watch was 1 min ahead or behind?
I'd gone back up..
Lay down again.I'd heard 'All the
world is a stage.......'
Shake's Spear??
I recall the lego toys that buddy was playing with.
He'd loved Bendy and found the blue thing with a spear...
He'd pulled the blue thing all apart.
I'd put it bk together but for some reason I'd left the spear on the
floor.
It's been there all week...I vacuumed
around it today.But didn't pick it up!
I realise it's another thing for the Alter/Altar and come back down to put it
on.
Track and trace?GPS...
Lol Opps... What a
tangley mess!
Sorry..... 😵
Oh... The UK is a bit crusty?? The battle of the Beanfeild??
