Don't Pee on Smarties

With Inka as just big energy flow.   The sensation of a meeting for something akin to a birthday party. 

We were not invited but considering going anyway.

Another dream too I was working with a few autistic artists.  They lacked verbal communication skills and their art styles were unusual.  One was blending fabrics to make images.

I was seeing odd stuff in astral in the room too.
At the same time more twisting of energy.  Layers and layers thin like leaves of paper.  We were a wide flow of something twisting threw these.

Then a really fun dream! 
It was child like initiation into a fairy story world of magic! 
It was all set in a old fashioned village with a carpenter that would wake us with his work every morning.
 

2 very different family's. 
It was really involved on many layers, when kids came of age they would join in the story... Kids would find what animals they could become, a new boy just became a crow.
Every so often there would be a meeting of these 2 family's coming together so they family elders could meet the initiates from either side.

Oh yeh!  'Idiot Ren'  Haha  I'd been with Inka again in Ddads hub. 
We were not liked by the rest of the crew I'd gone back to being purple boggart me and Inka was going back into that gyro VR type thing.
As the door closed he'd manifested my teddy and chucked it at my head laughing telling me   'Have that I won't tell anyone' 🤣

I've got a childlike mind! 😛  'No shit' come back here.  Hahah kk

Errrr what was that? 'DW Ren, just remember it for now' 

Hummmm so after we left the other room Inka was walking round doing stuff and smoking I didn't want to walk Inka told me I could sleep in his pocket. 
I'd been dreaming about black and white border guards or referees.  I wake up in a class room in Ddads hub.

All adults in that blue overall.
Inka was standing behind them and as I peeped out of his pocket I sent out a dream or story to all of them!
I could see it like a little light going from me into the back of all their heads at the same time they all fell asleep. 🤔
'Like the mass NDE in a hospital Ren.... Or the Gaia awaken dream'  lol ok, this is fun.

 

Confusing...

 

Inka left the class and we'd gone to find Ddad.   We go back into the meeting room but it's just the 3 of us.  Inka let me out onto the table my little paws were leaving prints on it.  It's like dark glass.
Ddad covered mouse me with a purple glowing cage of light.

It was the same as another night when...  I'd been on the run??  Humm

Anyhoo the reflection of it looked amazing.  Inka tells me mentally to go in not out and my dreamdust changed to purple like the cage.
Energy flow was amazing and then I'm in a space again with that dark fractal cube.  
Mice are good with tunnels and mazes so it made sense to go as a mouse to find the centre.

Once there I set myself a reset point as I wasn't really sure what to do next and I wanted to be able to keep trying if it all went wrong!
I'd thought about Loci and Kaylo and then I could see that prismatic light rubix's cube overlaid onto the dark fractal cubes moving structure.

As I was folding and merging it was getting smaller..  A stream of thoughts too Jesus = love for some people? 

Pope, Hope?  The pope is feeding something hope?   Hope was the thing left in Pandora's box after the other stuff got out.    I could see that Vatican room with the patterned snake like ceiling.



The pope is feeding hope to an energy serpent??  Humm a layline?  Hummm I duno as it's all images.
Then a round door with 2 golden round handles.
As I was inside all this stuff and outside it to the massive cube thing was shrinking until it was like a puzzle box in my mouse paws on the table... I kept going till it was titchy and then I ate it!

I decided it was probably ok as I'd set a reset. 
It didn't taste of anything 😆  That round door was something to do with the word Presbyterian?   Press byte ?  Lol what's that??   Is mouse me still in that purple cage?
'Come here again Ren'   I'm kinda awake now and confused.  Hum is the Vatican on the Michael line?

'Don't think Ren will show you asleep'  Hummm ok wait.

So I go back and Ddad vanishes the cage and Inka picks me up by my tail.  He put me back into his pocket and I'm about to dream when I realise I'm sitting on Smarties!  
Lol my Dad used to keep them in his pocket to feed me.

I know this goes back to last summer now, before I was sectioned....   Only Smarties have the answer?  🤔  Not being especially smart I decided to go back to sleep... I think mouse me must have peed on the smarties cause when I next wake I'm a sticky mouse with rainbow feet 😆

Smarties and Smart keys? 
Now I'm dizzy..   Presbyterian was from Scotland monasteries not the Holy see?   
Feel like that puzzle cubes now in my head!

 

 

Oh wow. 
That was the last time Ddad caged me.   He wanted to manipulate me by threatening Inka, I'd not let him, he'd also reminded me of Solstice 2019 were I'd jumped lockdown around the time of the mass NDE dream.   🤔
 
I was also in Scotland that night going back in time looking for directions. 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/05/dog-racing.html
 

Do Not Open?

'You're Relaxed Ren, Head back to Ddad and see what he needs, I'll find you later'  Hummm ok..
Ddad's hub they just ignored me so I'd asked him directly 'What do you want with me?'
'I'd like you to put your crap in a box again' 
He was showing me an image I'd seen...  Eh??  Like Pandora shit?? Anhow it's not my box it's Inka's? 

'Who took the lid off?'   

You've kinda lost me?  'If only Ren.' 

A box is like a cube.... 'Yes'  Cube stuff is Saturn? 

'Just go back to sleep Ren, we will show you' 

Inka dosn't have a box?  'Sure?'   
Hummmm Oh the cube, tesseract, cross thing?  Checks too...  That's not his?  Hum Malico was involved too?   
'Who keeps unwrapping it Ren?' 

You're making it sound like pass the parcel

'Likely why Inka became your Mail / Male man'  😆

'Just please sleep Ren'    I'm not tired.

'Then what do you want?'  Errrrrr I'm not sure, why don't you surprise me? 

'I have no words Ren'  Why not? 

'It's taking my resolve not to kick you'  Kick me if you want, I'd rather you amused me.

 

'See why we team well Bitch?'  lol Inka, I know that.  'It's ok Ren, he's learning too'  So we're teaching Ddad?  'It shouldn't surprise you'  Didn't I just ask him to surprise me?' 
 

'This is why Ren, you are impossible dear, Please try and sleep now'  Who the fuck said that?? 

 

'Just have a nap mouse'  I want to play...     'Inka Ren is your mouse'  

I think he knows that, he said he's busy...    Inka?  I think we're making Ddad dizzy? 

Humph... Any of you want to play or did I scare you all away?  

 

'Ren?'  Loci!  'Jump to me'  kk...  Oooo Lets go to Malico's it's ages since we've been in the lab. 

Hummmm  I know! Teach me more about boxing day?  'You are funny mouse'  Come here then, was that the day Inka was making masks? 
 

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Hummm I have no Recall Where is Inka?? Oh Loci I was with you? 'Yeh Come back here' 

 

Next time I wake I do have dream recall.
I was flying to Bengal on a plane?  I was with Em and her Gran, in the dream her gran had a bro who lived there and we were going to visit.  Em had asked her Gran who's agreed to buy me a ticket.
I'd not packed anything but a pot of pink hair dye.

It was a private jet only 6 of us?  Felt more like a flying van 😂  At take off we were passing all kinds of wyrd stuff like missiles on runways.  The take off was fun fast and wobbly.
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Sleeping in a big heap of people... Like when you play the pile-on game...  balanced on top of us is an old fashioned baseball bat,  wood with a black handle.

 

Back in India.. Only we had arrived on a very colourful double deck bus.  Inside was hand made hangings and rugs.  The sun was bright and I'm with Zak this time and some other family.
We had found narrow streets with old painted houses.  The architecture was unusual and the paint very faded.
Zak was complaining it was hot, I was telling him it was still early in the morning. 
The floor at this point split into 2 levels and had a dungeon crawler game feel about it.   Holes in this broken road to jump over and an odd ambiance.  
It opens into a leisure centre type of swimming pool?? Zak had gone of to play and I'd had to leave the others to try and find him again.

I was in a space with lots of uk x patriots.
Which reminded me that another part of the night I'd been about to move to Canada, I'd been having a chat with a Canadian moving back.  Something had happened with currency that would make him very well off if he moved back home.  I'd been cleaning out a blue and white fridge.

As I was walking around someone was following me, she was gently massaging a knot on my shoulder, I'd thanked her.

I'd jumped back to Ddad's hub as dreaming with Loci was all-over the place symbolically.   Inka was nowhere I could hear or feel.

At Ddad's hub I got in a fight about the uniform.  I'd refused to put it on. He was offering to have his crew force me into it and I'd told him he'd have to, cause I wasn't putting it on willingly. 
That I didn't need to ware what he wanted to do what he asked.

They forced me into the uniform and then shoved me in the meeting room, using them bracers that locked my form in place there.
He wanted me to dream there and I was stubbornly refusing and increasingly angry. 

 

Ddad was commenting I'd slept on the floor for Inka and I'd told him that had fuck all to do with him.  Inka appeared as the situation was escalating 😛
At first he just checked in with me mentally and told Ddad he'd take on my Debt and make sure I fulfilled it... But Ddad didn't  want to go along with this.

Inka understand the futility of fighting to force me to do anything. 
We fight with eachother for shits and giggles 😆

So Inka reminded Ddad how much it will trigger Leon and all the others if he fucks me up.  Ddad's still's not convinced so Inka asked me to sleep while he demonstrated something.

First dream of some friends youngest daughter. 
Her pet dog died, then the daughter lay down and died beside it. 
The parents had made a shrine of glass in front of a fire place.
I was watching the shrine and the people visiting. 
The empathy people had was overwhelming. 
I could feel the child and dog together in spirit.
 

A dream with Inka and a window.
A storm outside and a dark blue roller blind. 
The blind had been placed on the wrong side of the window. 
I was being asked to regulate the light flow.
It was something I couldn't do alone as the mechanism was now on the wrong side of the glass.
Inka's awareness was on the other side, he could help me experience the effect of my emotions in the moment - make me feel what others were experiencing. 
The same as I sometimes do for others. 
I could use my emotions to effect the light flow to them behind me?

In another dream a small bright blue bird.
It was so soft it was almost paper like.  I'd been asked to move it threw a building.   
The building was crowded with people who wouldn't let me pass and I could feel the blue paper bird dying in my hands.  
When I eventually got threw the bird was lifeless so I breathed on it a bit to see if it would come back.   It did and fluttered out of my hands.  
Once outside we were surrounded by flowers.   The paper bird would only feed on a specific one.
I was helping it search for the right bloom, a small purple and orange lupin shaped blossom.

When I came back I was no longer on the ground.
I was standing a little way in front of Ddad & Inka, I could instantly sense a warning so I'd asked if I could come closer.    Inka told me yes.
He was still demonstrating something and asked my permission to show something else.   I'd agreed and sat down.

This was crazy. 
I was in so many things at once again but it was all my recalls. 
How I'd become so many different things to experience....
Trees, bugs, animals and birds, elements and energy.
I'd end up as everything at once, and then fracture again to scatter and play.

Crew/family. We had learnt together, the many life reviews I'd had in sleep where I was able to experience everything. 
World reviews, system reviews and more.  
I'd learnt team work threw play, like animal's learn bite control with siblings. 
Oh but this was after bunking out from many astral school systems. 
lol the lengths Inka had gone to, to hunt me 😏 after the others had tried and mainly failed to teach me 🤣

The effective use of aggression,
but also the importance of my intention and emotions when I'm dreaming.

My frame of mind and emotions create the experience I'm perceiving.  

That I know myself better than to be coerced into anything. 
Inka showed him some of the timeline reviews I'd done with Leon too,
some of the times we have seriously fucked up - plus the emotional fall out and trauma we have had to heal from. 
Inka knows how to play me into agreeing to practically anything. 😂

 

We all agreed that Inka could be an intermediary.
And from a time now perspective I could see how this was another of them agreements that ripples out 🙄

 

 

 

Now what is Pandora?? 

Ah...  Curiosity?  Hahah I have plenty of that!  Bit like apples then?
I still have questions though 😁
Oh the box.. Is this where Inka told me you can play if you learn to tidy up??   

Oh the Box's  Haha bugs in box's!!
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/01/tiki-tummy.html

 

'Buggy Mice'  Hahah

 

Trigger Points

 

'Come to me first Ren, I won't leave you alone in this bitch'   But Inka?? 
'We are part of eachother Ren'  Mmmm 'You'll be fine, but you have me to help'
 

I'm so tired again.  🥱  'We are sol aspects Ren, young and old.  If we can't hold a light for you two then little else would'  'We will be fine here Ren, Inka is free to play his own game. We remain here for a time'

'Don't rely on me though bitch, level up too and we team shit good'  
Mmmmmm   I lack perspective.   'Here?  Let me shatter your mind?' 
That would be nice.  'Then dream. I'll help'

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Thanks Inka 'You're welcome Ren, Have that one on the house, Next time you owe me'  lol Oh good

 😁 I'd been in everything again  Mycelium but then mushrooms and fungus, mould and spores.  I was aware of their tastes, smells, effects.  I was segmented too like I was a bit of a frequency of music.

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Berwick next, I was getting an ego check.  A group of us were. 
I'd met an old friend Sharon there.  It was reminiscent of checking baggage onto a flight.  Having our personal crap measured and weighed.

A strange place I was in.  
A white tall hub, I'd been having a chat with captain Picard!

A rouge planet and it's 2 satellites were going to be captured by this system.  
He was showing me the planetary and system obits and trajectories in 3d. 
He was also telling me how some of us were able to tune into a broadcast from elsewhere.

After he'd finished showing me I'd opened my eyes and out of the window was a crazy sight.
Things floating in the sky, massive balloons and inflatables all bouncing around then falling down.
Blow up dolls, huge models of pollens and planets.

On the street below was a carnival but we kept getting 20 second periods of snow.

A school place I was at,  I'd forgotten where I left a bag.  I met Victoria Tateagain.
She was showing me she was no longer afraid of needles and had learnt piercing she gave me a library book called 'The Raven' checking it out and writing my name in.

Can't read the next bit..  but Inka tells me 'Here Squeaky, Jump into me'

Then so much stuff all jumbled up.

I was in a hospital bed, I'd been bitten by a venoms snake.. I was in delirium vaguely aware of bits of my body swelling up and some medic staff frowning at the bottom of the bed.

A war zone, empty city streets with only soldiers left there.

Outside also the Vatican I think, it was a large important building with guards there.

A desert and a horse, golden sandy colour with a darker main and tail.

Inka and Ddad argued too. Inka won, Ddad backed down.

A castle and guard, strange dragons and monsters.

White Dr Martin boots, white socks.. My feet had been bleeding and the white leather of the boots is stained with fresh blood inside.

Battles starting loads of them all threw time and we were going back to the start over and over. 

Trying to start with the optimal outcome or avoid the conflict beginning.    This was vast..  so much data processing all the possibility's and programming the alternatives. 

RNLI their flag, Life rings...   Like red and white donuts.  Inka was making me laugh to as I recalled making myself a donut head!


Changing actors in and out of the battle senarios. We were processing.
Certain ones know how and when to back down or not.

An odd dark fortress.  We are flying over.

A strange dragon, metal teeth.   A female dolls head monster was coming to attack it.
The back of it was a mince-meat machine, it had a silver metal mouth.

Another hybrid thing that I was apart of was keeping guard. 
I was watching the interaction as we stopped the doll's head thing attack.

Oh yeh we were like a metal red and black dragon thing? 
Is this the snake eyes roll for the start of the month??

I couldn't really tell what I was perceiving as I was rendering it all so strangely. 
Once we were holding the doll head thing at the gate I left the merged robot and went into the fortress to play.   The Doll's head was attracted to the metal flying thing, was happy to watch it.. a strange energy play.

I'd hopped of the flying dragon robot (That had been made of me and Inka.....and walked into the dark castle.

Felt like the Shinning house or Wuthering heights type of building.

It's filled with old fashioned well to do types talking and I'm surfing on what was like a cross between a hostess and medical trolley.

Was good fun as there was lots of corridors... I kept crashing into other things and people.

Hummm...   It is the first of the month and Inka was also reminding me then of things exploding.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/blue-blankets-and-talking-teddys.html

And that had the same odd toys made into things!  Also the metal game bits. 

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A guy sinking with an arrow threw his foot.  He'd fallen out of one of the life rings we had chucked.

I was the thing they were arguing about 🤔
It started on Ddads hub earlier in the night.
Inka was taking me to his portal hub, told DarthD he didn't care if he came or not.  That it was Inka that I'd merge awareness with.
He knows me better and knows how to use me?   Errrr He knows how to not make me explode now anyway!    Oh yeh,  It was my emotional triggers and how to defuse me. 😛

DarthD did come and just merged awarness to observe. 
When Inka had told me to jump into him... It had been different, like I was just in half of him!  
From his middle down!  😄 like a south pole or something.. Felt strange.

A series had also been rewritten. 
It was done with humour now and I was watching odd puppet like puppies and kittens learning to play fight together.   Reading body launguage and posturing. 

Hummm the row with Ddad.  
Inka wanted to avoid me having a sense of humour failure because that could be messy at this point?
I'd been pissed off at being made to wait on Ddad's hub in that blue overall and was getting bored.
Inka had appeared before things got heated. 
The others only explode me with good reason or when they can put me back together better. 😆

He was refusing to just let them use me, that they have teamed with me for ages to make me less hostile.  Ddad can be a shit and Inka will remain failsafe to stop me blowing up all over.

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/07/back-to-schoolbut-not-as-i-knew-it.html
 

 Felt emotionally tired on waking up.