Pool Chair & Red Cage

I was with Leon on the boat.. But I'd turned back into dragon me and curled up to dream.

In the first dream we're walking past a road accident were a woman had got out her phone to take a photo. 
This had caused another woman to yell at here.

A beach where the waves are coming from 2 places

Making a point in the middle. 

Me and a male awareness were above where a young boy was playing.
Watching over him, but also creating the waves he was riding.

Reminded me of an interference pattern.

Jason Donahue, an Irish guy duno who he is.
He had dark hair and eyes and was friendly we were laughing as he'd done something and it was trending.

We were watching him get lots of screen time.

We were eating some freshly cooked samosas or similar too they had a spiced lamb paste in that tasted really good.
 

There was also a split family.   The father was collecting kids for the weekend.

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Then long dreams where Em & Me were kids again.  Her family were clearing out a house to rent and it was filled with plants and meat!
Her Dad used to be a butcher.

The fridge and freezers were filled with so much I was chucking it down the stairs to save walking up and down.
Plants too in pots.
I found out later the person staying in the house was a friend so they could at least water the plants.

The guy when he arrives is strange and german he had with him many toys and keeps repeating the word  'Mater & Mutter' One was the German for mother the other Latin.
He was sitting on a sofa rocking yet not unhappy.

The journey would be taken in 2 cars.   One was old the other one fast.
Em's Mam had made us a box of sandwiches to have in the back.

Next a trip to London. It was going to be busy. 
2 big football games and a performance about a lion.

A lifeguards chair on high legs and a beach.  I was sitting in it.  I had boots on though and they had got stuck and I couldn't get out.
Someone telling me 'you can't have wild, with out cruelty'  I could also smell perfume but when I woke I could smell shit 😆 after a few moments that went away.

The dreams were so disjoined I left Leon and went to Ddad's hub on my own.

The dreams I had there were different.

A red cage long and thin, with only a bed in.   The bars were far apart and I could possibly have wiggled out but I'd agreed to sleep in this place for 2 days.

An astral MMO game.. That had popped out of my dreamblog.  More people were joining in now.
It was fun to see the crazy avatars people had made themselves.

Ian was there in a blue robot suit and was excited that someone he knew was now in the game.
We'd flown to meet them... Where this guy was doing a quest in a gold-magno suit.
He stuck to Ian and the pair of them did a robot dance.

The guy was asking me about the in game currency's and traders markets and I was explaining to him that here many of the currencies were soul-bound. 

My dad was there too, he wanted to borrow my tent, the same one I lent to Ray the other night.


And the black 8ball again.. Rolling across a pool table but it turned into a cube and stopped it's self 😆 then swapped back to a ball again!

I did see Inka but he was distant.. couldn't really feel him in any way.

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Yday

New track?
Headed For The Sun (Streaming Edit) by Craig Connelly
 

 

 

 

'Had the sense last night Ren to crawl back on your own?'

You wish... I'm just learning how to see with more eyes...

 

Last year the 8th was a mess 😆

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/symbolic-violence-rendered-threw-dream.html

 

'Well Navigated Bitch 🤣'  Hahaha

Hight pitch right ear??  

I wish I could remember .. 'You don't need to Ren, if you listen'   Ok 

 

  

While listening too??
 

'You are navigating Ren'  Leon?   Have you been to our ship??

'I would accept an invitation Ren'  That didn't answer my question?

'Then obviously I didn't intend too'  Ok..  Come meet me there tonight.

Wait up...   'To late Ren, you asked' 
I don't go back on my word...   I'm just thinking...

Acorn Electron   & Sinclair spectrum?  
 

 

RGB dragon?? 

Acorns..  Archons  arcons I forget the spelling  'No surprise there Ren'  --  This is the white side?  
Jack was the Black.   Black Jack & Spectrum! 

 

'Nice pattern recog Witch'  Thanks Inks <3
'We still have Leon onboard the new ship now'  Hahaha  It's ok.... Were all friends here
'Could have asked me first Bitch?  I was captain'   Sorry.. 

lol look up to a DJ . King Tshirt...
 

Track the eye of the storm....
Eye Of The Storm (Craig Connelly Remix)

 

Cell Division

Inka?  If you wanted the right pupil  ... Who is best to teach the left... That eye doesn't focus as well? 
'Ask Leon Ren'  Ok
Leon?   'The offer I made last night mouse still stands...  Meet me in any space' 
Emmm  my shoulders n neck tickle so much as I wonder where.
I'd like you to come to me please.
'As you wish Ren'  Thanks.

'Stop drinking Ren' 

Mmm 
'Eat too, then sleep'   Mmm

I'm blushing?  'Then I won't have to slap your face' 

Leon?  'Ren, I was more abusive than Inka ever was' 
Hummm  It's blurry.. 
'He gave you options'  Eh?

'I gave you non'  Hu??

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I'm cold...  'Emotionally chilled Ren'  sorry??

'When you detach yourself from Inka, you are a drift' 

I think I'm just tired.

'As you wish'

 

Dreams are really hard to recall..  'It is as you are still dreaming alone Ren' 
 

I'd found Leon or he found me..

It was a strange dream a gothic building with small rooms where pc stations are set up around the walls.
The windows are stone and intricate like a church and the PC's are all white with deep monitors.
I was there in another dream too.... Years ago??

The PC's are all for the same MMO style game. 
Not one I've played here.  
I'd got my avatar stuck.  The games makers were in the same building and I was telling them I was stuck and they were adamant that it wasn't possible.

I was showing them.   I'd set a spawn / reset point just before a fight but when I'd jumped back to it my gear set changed to that of one of my other avatars.

 

I didn't have what I needed to take on the mobs there & couldn't get past...and was trapped now in a death loop... If they wanted me to continue playing they would need to roll me back.
 

'The game was being reset'  Hmmm the last time I was there?  'Should help you to find it Ren'   Thanks it did.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2017/02/heraldry-city-and-mmo-game.html

 

I did this too with the black puzzle cube and before I got sectioned?  I set myself reset points 'Like Time loops?'  Yes... 

My first recalls of you are 2012 ish?  'They are Ren'  But they go back before then?  'And long after'   It's the future memories that made me angry with you?  'Indeed' 

I didn't want to integrate you... 'But had to' 

Aquarius Leo stuff....   2 different Suns??  Hummm
 

The other dream was more vague a dirty degrading space like a filthy public bathroom that we were being made to use by someone.

 

Inka came to join us later in the night.  I was aware of my heart centre reaching for him like iron fillings to a magnet and he suggested upside down.  
This was an attraction heart to mind.  Mind to heart. 
Like a playing card and the RNA & DNA from last night. 

 

A funny dream we were like soldiers getting ready for a campaign.
All the same only I was different... I think this is cause I was my awareness attached to Inka. 
It was all the same uniform squashed together I was so small my feet didn't reach the ground and I was just moving as the crowd did.

Then we all...... it was like going down a slide... That astral feeling of moving very fast. 
Last 2 times I've felt it was when I slid into hell, and then Inka pulled me back out of a highly lucid experience.

On waking I realised it felt like we'd just been ejected 😆  As on another level I was a cell again or inside the nucleus as we were DNA & RNA but I had no idea which one of us was which!

Next a strange jumbled dream.
I had 2 lovers but they were the same person. 
One was Marcus and old boyfriend but then he'd morph into someone I've never met before... This was strange as they were sort of jealous of each other but to me they were the same person. 
Andrew was there, who I'd known as a kid.  My Dad had agreed to care for him as Jude & Jim went to a wedding.
Em was there with her mother in law I never met.  Another one lost to dementia.

I was trying to mix and grind salt and pepper only using science equipment. 
I didn't have enough hands and I'd manged to get it all wet.
 

After or during this in the liminal space I was perceiving different things.

The transcription devise that I'd hidden when we were captured by another crew?

Was to do with RNA too.... we were using it to make multiple versions of realitys. 

This was also linked to the stolen creation, and having the blame for something pinned on me again! 

Another room filled with PC's but this was futuristic.
Rings of halo like blue/white lights that were sending information.   

The room was very white.... Each work station was linked to one person.
The person was remote but I was perciving the connection. 
A specific frequency of blue light.  

I was formless observing there and I could hear Inka asking me to 'Get the Data Sets'
B&W cat jumped on me and woke me here.

My dream dust was the same as the other day when I merged awareness with Ddad and Inka and I was understanding the equations.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/03/pica.html

 

 

Then I was watching a pinecone pop in the sun... Scattering seeds as it unlocks.

The night I'd danced on them all barefoot under the full moon.

Leon or Inka had asked me back then... What if the magic you are about to do is the thing that went wrong in a world!  😁 
Heheheh, dirty blood too...   'You're crazy enough to take responsibility for any old shit'
I already knew I was capable of forgiving myself as I'd done it 'TIME AND TIME AGAIN'  Haha sorry...  'It's ok Ren, you are what you are'  🤣

The bastard creation... That was what that Apocryphon of John book was on about.

This April the 7th Loop I'm in.. that ripples year on year.... 2020 that day  I made a world with my Son!

This is the Daddy/Daughter stuff and Mama/Son  Oedipus too
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oedipus

 

I was deliberately breaking from consensus reality cause I was tired of people not realising they are living in a magic dream! 
But the people who perceived like me were very few and far between.

Go back to sleep and I'm seeing worlds replicate like cells 'You wanted to give everyone their own private hell Ren!'   lol,  yeh well it's not a bad place once you're used to it. 

'Game Master?'  Wow!  We can go back there!!!   'Soon mouse, Yeh'   😁
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2016/08/multi-dementional-dream-with.html
 

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Its  a lot Leon... the half a monarch.

The pop as my soul was pulled apart years ago

 

'I'm an excellent teacher to Ren. Given the right methods you learn very fast.'
Learnings not that helpful when I keep forgetting everything!

 

What did you do anyway to end up in stasis?  'Taught you'  Haha ok...  the nightmares as a kid? 

 

Earth was my school already i didn't want domesticating... 'Yes Ren you made that exceptionally clear...'
 

Hahaha the domestos n toilet wand 😆

And the pitch fork? Hahaha 🤣

'You needed an animal tamer' 

 

Leon.. you gave me a hall of mirrors where in every reflection I found myself..

'Yes'  why?  'For you to find what you are and what you are not Ren'

 

This is why we made what is not to examine what is? 
The Mono Story the Monarch Butterfly?   

I got 1/2 a butterfly.