I Didn't want to jump to the others.. was grumpy but they said they would stay with me anyway.
'Ren it's 202.... wana play Boo?' Blugh Inak..'Moons out' meby for you I saw that anger and I know what to do... 'Crazy' Yeh, prolly... my feet feel so odd. 'I'm coming to find you....' pffffff 'I'm not going to leave you alone' .....
Hu?? I wake with wtf in my head... people all crowding to something to belong to err st peter the apostle? wfk Inka?? 'Haha Ren 😏 '
I don't recall going back to Malico's house but I must have as I was there with Inka, Malico and Leon but I still wouldn't talk to any of them.
I have split myself into many random shapes at once...
A cross-shaped tree/dryad with knobbly brown and orange bark.
A white, crystalline, light structure, hard and unyielding..
I'm deep purple velvet fabric wise and all-knowing....
Black paper me floating folded like a many pointed origami star.
I was vaguely aware the others were discussing how to make me less unresponsive lol 'Stubborn witch' better than fighting.. 'I don't mind scrapping with you Ren, you're good for a fight when you're angry... and I'm still going to keep bugging you all day'
I was aware I was playing with the colours of the chakras but Celtic spiral and I was far from my heart and centre...
Inka had followed me into a dream too. It was a long dream I'd been in a big self-contained Uni setting but not a student.
I wasn't part of the admin either I was passing threw.. meby helping invigilate or checking something. The board running the exams had changed and people were showing me how a bunch of subjects had randomly been lumped together, I was looking over course papers and wondering why arts had been bundled with stuff really inappropriate.
A friend who had sat social sciences was telling me how she had received lots of extra marks for unrelated subjects too. The syllabus needed reconsidering.
Inka was in this dream, he was the husband of a woman with 2x 7-year-old boys and a fireman, and I'd been asked to check some systems and was following him threw service stairwells to check on them he kept trying to give me £55 to place a bet on a football match... he didn't care what side I bet on and I kept refusing his money telling him to put his own bet on!
I was in another odd space and ancient female outside an ancient dwelling lol she wasn't like a woman though more like a grey worm or an elephant trunk with a head-on.
So... I can't remeber what I was doing when Inak asked me last night....
'Witch, Bitch?Crazy Twin?Lets play symbols and go all in?'
FFS Inka??
'Do I
let you down?'Haha,often.. You're my mirror, clown 🙃
'Wana flip shit, bitch? I'll be the in to your out?'
Errr how the fuck did I become the
echo to YOUR shout??
'It's
how we game this queen, one up and one down, I'm on point your you're fucking
a'round 😈'
Phahahaha 😆😉
You screw my head so much last night mate... 'Tell me it wasn't fun Ren?'🤪
Ok Yes..
'Idiot
;)'Likely... 🙄 'Hang tight, I'll let you know what I need
ok?.. Just listen for the next 48hrs'
Pfff whateverIf were flipping the
script though??'I usually help you
dumb ass'Oh... Not always :P 'Balance'
'Reply to the Guy Ren'Hahaha
lol... 'You
are oddly sceptical Ren for someone as bonkers as you are'
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What are you doing anyway?
'I like that about you Ren, you agree and ask questions later'... 'Stupid, but decisive'
It's not like I have much perspective on shit Inka, not when awake anyhow.... lol or asleep much when I let you lot mess with my head 😶
'You could go your own way bitch?' Haha nah, for now, I'll take my chances with the combine harvester 😆 'Silly Bitch' Mmmm likely, but I am what I am 😛
I'm going to see Malico first..'Ok, find me when your ready' lol Ok... what are you up too? 'You'll see' I'm sure.
What the hell was that?? 'Don't freak Ren' lol Errrrrrrr 'Come with me Inka will be bk for you soon enough'
(I'd jumped to Malicos house and Inka was there and hugged me and then I just couldn't / wouldn't let go 😆) lol was wyrd like magnetic stuck to him..
Malico pealed me off. 'All symbolic Rendering Ren... Ren, der ing😏'
lol... ??
'Just come with me, you're safe here and with us, your always safe Ren, just confused and messy' lol.. why could I not let go?? 😆 That was odd!! After Malico had got me to let go I'd fallen asleep into many dreams
Wake at 01.10 😛
Track ID... my shadow only one to walk beside me
I'd been in a building like a block of flats.. Haha another of them like the mind... symmetrical mirror building with an entrance exit in the middle 'Find the other - Tomorrow bitch 😏' Haha ok Inka.
The buildings builders were there too... It was all rendered from natural stuff (I could see the structures)
This is Render/and the Adobe from last night too hu? I'm also seeing a massive Rowan tree! It's in blossom, Heavy with it. Fairy godmama in the building too another Elizabeth!!
'Say with Malico bit longer Ren plx'
Oh I'd had another dream where I was lol, not me.. oddly fat but like lol haha I duno... there were large teams of males too.
Wake next at 303. I was woken phahah by a 'Squeek' inside my head lol like my brain squeaked inside 😂😂😂 'Idiot' hahaha Inka 😛
'Come bk to me'
I'd had a dream of driving, I didn't like it but had someone helping ad my sens of direction was hopeless. Builders too & bands leaving buildings. I was entering as passing them going leaving as I'm going in we wave. All the buildings are strange natural materials but the buildings modern.... oh many were self build too.
Inka, what we up too? 'Flipping shit Ren 😏, It's cool 💜'
Oh, a crazy steep road I'd been driving almost like stairs
It had gone down down, crossed a river then up up! 'Come here again plx'
Next up yet another similar building familiar style from many other dreams just so many of them in one night.
This one is a big layered communal space.. like a hall of Res, but the people in it including me are all 20's I'm not certain who I was.. I'd been paired with a male but wasn't sure who it was someone was trying to point them out to me but wasn't sure what one they ment.
The building had game devs and a security/police lower levels and then gym equipment - I seemed to like standing upside down on my head...
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Haha another cool dream. I'd had a baby/given birth again but sometimes the baby was 2 cats. It was the male I'd been paired with one of the shared house dreams.. I'd had sex with a guy once there one night, got preg and had a babe... I was back in my main dream area now though.
lol it was the same spot I was looking for my Virgo! lol light in the fridge.
Fater noncompatible. he'd worked at the buildings underground station sheesh, was sweet... Haha he'd said at one point 'I have a partner who rides trains' lol ffs 😆
The baby sometimes turns into 2 kittens, one light one dark sibling male/female. My dog was in the same area too trying to make me jellos for some reason that was odd, I'd been on my way home and he'd been sitting outside someone else's house told me he was waiting on LEE? I told dog, ok.. well you know your way back and then he started following me anyway.
I'd got back to the building which is in the area where I keep ending up atm, it was like a mobile vehicle I was in. I'd put the baby boy on a sofa thinking how come I got pregnant having sex once and then recall how that keeps happening.
I was also chatting to another female she was larger than life so was her massive fat female tortie cat she was telling me her cat was preggy and wanted me to help her lift it into the bag she was carrying it it. Was bloody heavy!
'Sleep again Ren, B4 dawn.. bread is cooked 😏' 😏Yeh ok.
I go up back to sleep for a bit...I'd chilled a bit then fell asleep..I wake up laughing again as I'd jumped back to the roundhouse with Inak where everyone was waiting, even Kaylo was round the fire.
'Look! I found our little FAUN,(Fawn) Kicked it's beHIND dragged it home by a HORN! Inka rocks up at the fire with Ren and dumps her by Leon's feet again 😈'
HAhahah this reality really is very Punny! GG 'Yeh if your stupid enough to have a pantheon in your head 😏' Haha 💜 'You like dreaming the year Ren'IKR!
'Call your Dad it's his Bday 😏' Hahaha - Fay told me she had a dream I was preggy again and had got on a train to have a baby!
The 2 Mirror dreams, this is the system logos architecture again!
'Nasty mouse with a muddy smelly house 😝' Kaylo! 😁 'Hey Ren!' What you up too? 'Nothing, if you want to play?'
Oooo yep, your space or mine? 'Hahah Ren, you know how I feel about your muddy field' Hub? House or?? Could we?? 'Sure Bitch' Kaylo? 'Ren, Yeh why not' Hahahah ok... 'Meet at Malico's house I'll jump us to the portals' Lol, what we going to do?? Loci? Wana come too? 'Yeh I'm in' Nice 😛
Ok.. see you all at the house in abit.
Malico?? 'I'll find you later Ren, you idiots go play' Hahah 💜
I woke so freaking confused 😝 'Stupid scattered Ren, even by your standards!' Hahaha Funny!
We were dream-sharing and using the portals from here..(Can't find where we were bk there reacently).
I'd been in so many spaces a strong recall was this vast operatic drama.
On so many layers all at once... Silly play too, I'd been cleaning houses again collapsing and leaving..looking for bits of me. I'm on both sides and in-between... the stage the set all parts of me.
In the game I'd picked a mouse, small and brown hid in any house.... I was also the cleaner following the trail and as I clean up the mess we left I'd see snatches of tail/tale 😆😆
I next wake utterly lost...'Ren 💜' What... I Errrrrrr 'Hahah' I'd been pulled so far and wide looking at all being the same.. Eeeepp 'Come to me Ren' Inka, you shit!! 'Sorry Ren, you're just too fun not to confuse 😈'
Haha 'Sorry I will leave you to play this time 😏' lol😂 I'd been in what felt like every story/narrative/song ever.... So fragmented and scattered.
I jump bk to Inka and the same place and I'm in thousands of versions of the same room, iteration after iteration. Inka would you stop fucking with my head! 😛
It was strange I don't even know who I was there had been an adult and 2 small boys, I wanted to go to the beach... someone else wanted to go shopping, and the iterations were the exploration of all available alternatives fractal nested possibilities.
In another I'd been haha what they heck had I even been... meby I was just a perspective or perhaps an insect.
I was watching a errrr I want to say flower, but it was symbolic and looked like a plant version of the brainstem and I was watching it grow like timelapse.
The different structures forming until 2 blue petals emerge on a wyrd stem. It was fascinating, not what could be described as beautiful as it looked like layers of internal organic tissues, but the colours and detail were profound yellow, threw green, I could see into all the cells to until the 2 blue petals that looked more like the first leaves of a seed opened and bloomed.
Hahah like a plant brain or something.. will have to draw it.. would make trippy visionary art.
'Symbolic adobe Ren.. I'm taking you with me 😈'lol wtf you mean by that?? My arm needs blood.. must have been laying on it! 'lookup king James and mary queen of Scotts...'lol, err why? I'll just sleep 💚'Haha Come here then'.
I'd fallen asleep and am woken by really loud tapping at the other side of the room 'To wake you back up.... celestial run program' Hu?? 'Just keep notes ok' Like musical ones 😕?? 𑃹𑃶𑃵𑃴
Hahah ok, Ooohhh then I remember the dream that was MAD!!
What was with them Octo things? 'Octaves and tentacles, Ren watchers 😏' Hahah
Was a bonkers dream I'd been a guardian of something. Was like a trippy gemmed, squid head thing in a sandlike tomb... It was a bit Starwars. I'd had a robe on 'Non of this freaks you out hu?' Looking after alien squid head things and real-time noises around the room that keep waking me up 😂😂 Seems not 😏 Should it? '😏'
Was crazy bleed threw realities too
The tapping and noises around the room.. Oh in the dream reality or time had been restarted was haha wyrd biblical shit, 'Ren 💜' lol 😆
I was seeing it represented in pale stone slabs, they were layered on top of each other.
Each reset represented by a new pile. The sky in the place with the squid person was almost green.. reminded me of this dream with the living hive ship and the sandbox tests. 💚💜💚
Sandy, the sand a golden colour, I'd been the watcher of this tomb thing for what felt like forever I just slept a lot beside it in a brown hooded robe. Until one day another had come... it wanted to eat the thing I was watching there was an upright thing, 2 legs and one on 4 long thin legs. Hahah I have no context to describe them as they are so strange, Looking like beautiful alien art.
The 4 legged one was to consume the squidy thing I'd been watching I was to weak to stop or prevent it.
I waas watching the other 2 leg thing observing me... I think it was a bit squiddy headed too 😆 I have no clue what I was. Halfway threw the 4 leg thing consuming my squidy/octo thing.. the sleeping thing I'd been watching awoke and then the 2 entities were consuming each other.
Other upright and me watched until they were sort of stuck, an impasse.... neither able to consume or let go, just locked together.
The other upright entity became distressed at the situation, I tried to help separate the 2 entities that were stuck. The other upright entity was confused as to why I would try and help even if it meant saving only his 4 leg thing, but it just seemed like the best way forward out of the odd impasse.
In another layer I'd been on vast salt flats.. the sky reflected in almost empty pools, yet I could see also a time where an ultra-modern city covered the area.
The bleed threw was not obvious to others but I could step between them, I entered the city next to what was like a recreational area a large sort of skating rink.. looked like ice skating but the boots errr lol meby it was magnetic as they glided close to the ground.... looked fun!
A long line of people at a food vending vehicle they know me and I go to wait with them.
Next up I'm bk...
So I'm in my room, I assume I was awake as I was writing and it was still there when I woke up 😛 There is odd stuff happening too in terms of the noises around 'You came to us too Ren, we gave you what you needed' A hug! lol 'You're Cheep!!' lol tweet-tweet😆😆
As I'd drifted off to sleep again I'd been in a vehicle but a large golden cat had bounced off the window, I was going slow so it was fine.. Haha it had startled me awake and then there is a knock from the wardrobe and I remember the Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe ref again.. 😜
At this point, my brain is freaking fried 😆
Cold play? Modern Ram>> >>>> Kings? 'Till we shot you at the sky!' lol 😆 'Come here Ren, we need to heal you a bit B4 daylight'Sky full of stars song 😛 My freaking head....
'Yeh, bitch you're are all over the show💚' Hahah
There is way way to much stuff trying to fit into me atm👀 'Lol Ren, just wrapping and rapping some shit up' Hahah The moon cycles.. Full again soon. ffs my head 😲 'DW bitch, you got spare'
I'm a glowing number 8?? 'You've been opening and closing gates'pffffff 'Just DL and Run Ren, we had lots of fun'
Haha yeh we did I just dunno where I am, 'Doesn't matter.. you're never where your at for long, just put your mind in my mind a bit.... you'll feel less scattered after a run'
At some point, I'd had these dreams too plus others more.
So many other dreams too. Main dream area 3 ponds.. There was one in my bk garden with lots of life and 2 empty ponds in the neighbour's gardens.. they were deep and filled with rainwater and I'd gone and asked them if it was ok to seed them from our pond and see what grew. They had agreed and I'd gone to start and then realised some guy had pulled all the liners up to wash and now the rainwater was gone and I'd need to wait on more storms to refill them.
In another dream, I'd been somewhere unfamiliar making kefir I'd strained the grains and then someone had knocked the whole lot onto the floor. Someone else wanted me for something to.. Oh, a family advocacy meeting but I was the only member of the family who ever tuned up so I didn't mind keeping them waiting. As I picked up the Kefir grains they were wyrd, not like little cauliflower brains like they should be well some were like that but others were grey flat and smooth symmetrical too like runes or patterns, I sorted them separately as I wasn't sure what they were, after that I'd gone along to the meeting thing in a wired old style tower block and apologised for showing late but I didn't really need the meeting, a woman was there too annoyed with me for confusing 2 of her daughters who looked similar.. I'd just shrugged at her as I didn't know any of them well.
Cosmic clown
Today I'm inside out and upside down!
I was the guardian of an Octo squid and evey star in the sky,
A mouse weaving webby tales and twin sister of a fly,
Once my mind was shattered I was swept back up with love, and patched back into me again with a stupid magic hug.
Can you steal a timeline?'Depends if you want to fight him for it?' Me??'Who else?' Hu?? 'You hopped them!' Ohhh Hahahaha
'You want to be One, Ren?'lol not much again tbh..'Then you know a few who do now' Haha a few 😆'Mmmm'
I don't get it? 'DW bitch you offer energy counterbalance, there are a fair few of you crazies well online now'
lol Great! 'Go see the bugs bitch, just set intention'lol, ok I try.
Oh for me love is all... The Celtic/female Chakra spiral 💚 Heart is the middle. The singularity & geometry... 'Yeh Ren, you're round' lol 😆💜 010 mirror mirror or 101 magic mirror! ME affects Hahahaha 😆😆 Like the Em/Me energy in motion...pfff
I'd slept.. A Play..like layers again layered play.
The same over and over their name?? A bed, I'd been dreaming there and someone gets in... errr lol was a massive err like a round big round guy in white like a stupid white cowboy outfit 😆 and I was thinking why he getting in the bed where I'm dreaming but I was warm and didn't want to move so dream on.
It was dark, like lower astral I was flying in it... not here though, main dream area windy to or there was turbulence would be bumpy! Haha I'd been aware Leon had his hand on the back of my neck lol 'You asked me to let go of your toe Ren' 😆 Mmmmmm about that? 'Come later...'
An odd agreement too lots of powerplays I'm observing.
Oh, someone sends me a message asking if I'm sure about Malico... and look after errrrr.. I forgot now? 'Hahaha Ren! ' Pffffff I'll come later, I wana dream first.
Oh it was Loci! It was Loci I was to look out for him.. lol he normally looks after me.
😆 Oooo it was another Elizabeth who asked me too... that's why her energy is as it is! 👀
Anyhoo... I was with Loci again, I'd spoken to him and we instantly re-entered the dream before I first jumped to stasis pods where I first met him, we were revisiting the geometries.. but Ian came in and woke me. ((Oh, forgot about the black birds there too!))
I'd gone back again.. but it had been earlier. That's why Inka had told me to ask Kaylo or Loci.. as I'd been with the Overseers with both of them before!! Oh yeh... 'You are welcome Ren' Ah yeh... haha you shielded them in the story Malico, to stop us getting caged! Oh.. I'll come later, playing atm.
lol that neck thing just jumped to my right ear tip!!! lol Leon FU, pack it in..😛.
Hahaha recall of the gates/portals announcement, open for now.. not for long! 'Follow the sensations Ren' Hahah I know how that goes 😛 'You know it!' I will just leme get up a bit n wake. It's 414
My dreams had been awesome, I'd been deep in symbols the playing cards and court matching and collapsing symbolically the black/red kings making ego towers collapsing what was lost is found, what was square becomes round. Layers of realities, layers of US meeting ourselves and weaving with love.
Leon...! lol 'Ren you fool, I'll still find you'
Haha, yeh you won't let go!!! 'I know' ahah 😆 - I get up a while to wake n stay lucid.
'Lets get things straight Ren, you are point less 😏' Hahaha 'Come to us, enough FOOLING AROUND and bug love for you now' - I get up a while to wake n stay lucid.
Ty Loci, 'NP Ren, you throw a crazy messy house party' Hahah yeh it was trippy... sheesh.. IMA going to need to untangle some of that!! 'lol, yeh likely' 💜 I made a crazy mess in parts of my main dream area... fun though. Oh it was the Junction of King & James street?? 'Yes' Ok, I dream a bit there.... 'You do yes' lol 😆
Yeh, I come bk... it's 444.
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Rest of the night.. I was chilled when I went back to bed, was splitting a bit half here half went to find the others but I was lost in dreams pretty fast, Malico met me and we chatted about the Elizabeth trust as we walked to the library to find Leon. I said bye to him there.. and went to see Leon was quickly lost in dreams.
Was cool, dream shares!! 'Thank you, Ren' Haha yw 😆 Visually amazing!
The first was this incredible terraced mountain valley so green, I didn't recognise any of the crops the air was damp a strange stone building on top of one...
Oh 😮Hahah I'd jumped us there? 'Without asking me Ren' Haha 😆 Oh yeh, you were more amused than annoyed 'Just as well hum?' Hahah I don't know why I'd jumped there!?!
Then the other long detailed dream it was a hearing/judgment and for some reason, Leon and me were hearing. We were communicating with each other using emotion and what was like BSL or some sign language any way we were both very good at it.
4 boys, 2 accused... Humm something had occurred with 4 juveniles and a smaller infant with a disability. 2 wished to take responsibility but were unsure as were me and Leon and we were listening trying to untangle and balance. The one male I recall the most had blue eyes and unusually curly blond hair. (He reminded me a little of the infant asleep on my chest on the platform in this train dream last Feb) After listening and considering for a long while we had decided to make 2 of the juveniles jointly responsible - This wasn't blame, but an opportunity for learn/balance.. start not end.
I'd also had a strange errr it was like a glass goldfish bowl - It was filled with odd things, crystals and other strange bits n bobs. I was filling with coloured liquids.
When I'd woken I had so many sensations to follow..
Wasn't sure where to start so followed a few at once.
My main recall of this was the titration equations back there as a known solution... I was the liquid. I was seeing the membrane and osmosis I was lol Oh and also the wow.. this was funny and cool, the who/what /why crown controlling hands 'More for spiders Ren' ahaha 😆
Holy Spirit/Zeitgeist same thing... 'Yeh' the female flow, the in-between that most do not think to see.... Tunes, Music, Tracks, Unseen paths, Elen of the ways, rise for perspective on a day. Play with time, who is divine?
Oh.. the part in the story too?? Mon arch Monad, One arch - Sol Ace too. Mirror and 1 What was the dream with more Arcs? 'Find Ren 😏'
My story is stopped atm with the bit with Jinnya, Loci Ren and the ripples... 'They come earthside next Ren Right/Wright/Write more' lol, I would if I didn't dream so much 😆 'Lazy mouse '
I'd slept again The fluffy dragon in the neverending story?? The DNA & twisty flow.. all the colours in the dark & light. I'm watching the white dragon in the sky... oh was it called or something? Is that the link to Malicos name?? The weave of the dark n light when it twists, we can weave all the colours too.... 'Find too Ren'
Hahahah... the thunder when writing too? This is Pun guys!! 'You like being crazy Ren' OFC, sanity is truly overrated 😆
