I don't feel home.. 'You're Not' Where am I then?
'Where you need to be' Inka?
'Sleep Ren, we work better with you atm when you're not awake'
I miss you... 'You
are me'
Take me to that wall again plx I'll owe you.
'Here then Bitch'
I remember Inka showing me that crazy wall again from the night before then he left me there.
I suddenly really missed the others Darth Dad followed me to Malico's
I wanted to dream
with him but the others all helped too.
The first dream I was young again.
It was a vast magic
dark garden with an amazing bending river threw it.
Hazy purple moon light was rippling on the water.
A massive willow tree and stepping stones.
I was with a young guy.
We were playing and had made a dolls house out of old cardboard box's.
Pipe cleaner dolls
wrapped in scrap fabric clothing.
We had run off to play in the garden then there was another huge
wave!
I keep seeing massive waves and sea walls atm.
This was huge and strange for a river.
I was worried for my friend as he didn't swim well.
Next another very
odd space.
I had a child with me, he was 4 or 5 years.
Dark skin and hair
with beautiful hazel eyes.
We were in what was like a stately home... I had on long skirts and petticoats.
I was this child's guardian, I recall carrying him.
I wasn't his mother I was only 20ish.
I had a feeling my cats were there again as people.
The dreams are so deep and involved it's hard to recall in any way meaningful
as it's like being someone else.
A strange model fishing boat.. Water sprinklers and plastic toy fishermen with
cigarettes.. It was oddly real.
Blood bleeding hands and bandages,
I was seeing the blood run down a metal table it was thin and old, not oxygenated..
Dryads.. With Malico, Leon, Loci we were
trees/Dryad
Malico, Oak.. I was sad for him.
Leon Ash, Darth Dad Yew.
Inka wasn't around so I was being Holly and Rowan.
I was Ivy too and
Loci was being the pine/far seer trees
They were showing me the tree energy,
The Deciduous and
evergreen..
I could see the berries of Ivy, Rowan and Holly.
A guy was teaching me how to DJ and Inka was a child!!
I was asking him wtf he told me just go with it for now.
Then I was a kid too
and we were being put in the back of an old yellow hatchback
car.
Was like dreams from last Autumn with Kaylo.. I saw him too but my lucidity n
recall is so low.
I'm sleeping 11hrs.
Oh another dream was a crazy old-school hotel.
Me and my male aspect there we were in black n white fancy-dress.
Playing games.
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