Jug of Baby Birds

Inka, I'm the jelly fish...  Caught and dragged by a net of my own making only wanting freedom but stinging and harming as I look for a way out.  'Construct, Ren'  Hummmmm?  'You are more than a jellyfish.  Ok. 

 

 

Wake at 414

Matthew again.   I'd been at a party in my main dream area.   It's crowded and dark, at one point I'd noticed the door way a guy walking in....  He has 3 sets of horns, like spikes on his head.  Not everyone else can see them and he grins at me when I notice them.  The reason they were visible was to do with the light.  

The moon and sun were low and the moon was in front of the sun was it would be for a partial eclipse.   They both looked close but not to bright. 

I'd crashed out at the party and at the end of it wake and bump into Mathew again as I'm leaving.  He's with Duncan and he says to me 'Congratulations on growing up' I say thank you.... And he continues 'growing boring'  I sigh and explain I told him about the medication thing when we last met.  (Monday)  
The dream was following on from then.  I wasn't lucid enough atm and needed to be carful, Duncan was more sympathetic and then a female showed me an image of a brain scan.
I left the party and walk up the dark main street which is filled with market stalls.  Then I feel like I'm in a vehicle going fast... I was aware my parents and bro would be home and I wondered if they would wake up as I had no house key.

Next recall is being pulled from a vehicle, it's tangled in a bush it and 2 other cars have been involved in an accident.   I didn't seem hurt but I didn't recall driving or how I got into a vehicle I did feel it was my responsibility though.  

 

I'd been dreaming with Inka and Malico again.  The dream reminded me of this night I'd gone of alone with Inka and ended up in an alternative version of London where I'd crashed a car and he was mad with me.

He wasn't mad with me, he wanted me to experience remorse and learn from it.... I was dealing with long forgotten emotions and actions.  I was recalling the night I did crash a car, I'd not wanted to take it out as I'd been drinking but some friends of my Bro's drove themselves home and I was stuck there and had to get back.

Next dream is very vivid..  Again at night.  A city London but not as I know it.
There was a large green park it was like Trafalgar square but with a green park.

I'd been carrying a large glass jug with a little bit of water in it when it was suddenly filled with blue tits that had jumped down into it for a drink.

As they flew back out one was left behind.  It was a fledgling with down still all over it and it was to few to fly.   I was holding it in my hand blowing it's feathers and it fell asleep there so I was just holding it.

The square was busy for night.  Homeless people and family's, I'd sat down against a wall and a young male toddler grabbed the head of the bird - I was telling his mother to get his hand off it, but she didn't speak English.  They looked Spanish.... It took her forever to realise he was going to kill the bird if she didn't intervein but she eventually did. 

I stand up upset but the bird seems to still be ok.   I look about for the rest of the flock and they swoop about me landing on a ledge and then more and more baby birds are falling at my feet.
Tiny ones like baby wrens, they can't fly and they are going to get crushed by the people moving around.
I call to people to stand still for a moment but they are distracted by some kind of explosion or shell that went off  on the grass area.

 

After this I'd taken some toy/ attraction train ride to look around, I was wondering how I'd not noticed any explosion but it didn't seem a big deal. 

A glowing mono rail / roller coaster ride was running along side the train.  I could recall having gone on it on another occasion and how it felt.  Now I was on a slower train looking at a larger perspective.  The tracks were close together at parts, the sky filled with glowing gliders.

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Go back into the same dream were I'm now at a house party.  It's a house pink castle of a house along the riverside.  The party is themed rooms with children and adults and has been a bit trashed.  There are people there from all over the world.

It's at the party end and people are crashing on the floor. 
I have a daughter who has cut the back of my clothes at the shoulder and then hit me.  I'd hit her back and then felt bad as I was stronger than I realised.