Saturday, 18 September 2021

Bells and Ears

Wow! 
That was so cool 😆
Visually mind popping... 
An amazing gothic architecture city at night.   I'd watched a blazing sunset reflected of stained glass castle windows and then a full pink moon came up.
It was north of my main dreamspace but not in anyway I've seen before.


Built up in a fairy tale steampunk way.  Domes, and vast tracts of roofs and windows.
I was clambering about outside mainly at roof height. 

One window had sets of armour and shields but they were part of a vast bank of leaded windows.. Shaped from the stone and glass like they had been pressed into them.

The moon light was so bright that the birds were singing in dark trees and massive bats flap about in the sky.

There were 3 errrr   beast people like when I was beauty n the beast combined and I was yelling to them 'HEY GUYS!!'  and waving, Inka had appeared at that point and told me


'Shut up! They can hear you, you know'  
The bats too I've never seen bats so massive...  Was like being chucked into a hyperreal fantasy world
'Your welcome'   Oh... Ha.... Sorry....   I forgot it was Inka that weaved the dream 😋
He'd told me to go to him and he was in the monastery hub, but it was ever so slightly different... 

Oh yeh... We were closer to were the portals are but the sofa was there too or one very similar but the desk was not.
He'd also asked Loci & Kaylo I was to sit between them 2 on the sofa to help my recall..... He would just weave the dream for us all and was standing n sometimes sitting opersit.

He'd told me them 2 would help with my lucidity  TY <3

 

There was more to the dream too... Old uniforms and steampunk style games, bit like dwemna stuff in Skyrim.

'Come back here'    kk

Hummm  errrrr??   I duno how to write that down?  'I'm showing you Ren, feeding you symbols.  Remember the harbour?'  yeh kind of and a concrete or stone rectangular door portal but there was also a way deeper concept, idea floating behind it??

Shore line again too and sand.... 

 

Inka was telling me which way to face each time I was falling into dreaming... Was mostly to Kaylo. 

I'd had another massive detailed dream.  
Same space but again it's so different the harbour was made of very old sandstone....  Massive blocks and walls  like town walls almost...   With gates, but I also knew it was my main dream space.

My Dad was in the dream... I realised this was all symbolic as I was lucid too but asking about the story.

The harbour was dark and the hill much steeper, underfoot was slippy worn cobble stone.
Sharon was there, my cousins Irish wife and together we putting up lights.
All the walls would be hung with strings of lights.  
They would burn threw the winter each night... Street lights would be turned off.

I knew this was a reference to the Mouse Hole harbour and dreams.   They were telling me much would occur between Christmas and Halloween. 

The lights were a mix of modern led's and older coloured bulbs...
We were stripping, twisting and connecting wires, wrapping the ancient sandstone walls in coloured lights.

There was also huge wheeled trolleys filled with wrapped Christmas gifts.


Someone had shoved them and they'd rolled towards the harbour. 
I'd chased them to stop them and had had to shove them to the top of the hill again.


My Dad in the dream was working at the driftwood cafe...
He's been treated like shit by some men from the local church hall.

He'd kicked of some massive fued??  That somehow we were all now involved in?

I seemed to know both sides and was trying to untangle what was going on, but was also aware that there was bugger all chance of my dad standing down.
We had told ghost stories while dreaming...
Sharing them mentally as  we played with the symbology.

It was about the Halloween - winter Solstice n what would occur.??    Humm??

'Bk Ren, Keep dreaming here'   What are you showing?  'DO you remember what you asked me?'  errrrr Oh running yday I'd said I was bored n wanted something to amuse or entertain me 😁 

 

'In the morning find the other Driftwood dreams, 2 recently and the one where you were unwelcome... It had a baby'      Ok..  

Another huge dream also visually
😲 This time was an eccentric family in an inside out decorated house - 70's style, the outside of the house and garden were wallpapered

it felt like a 70's album cover.  The family were moving out while the house was on the market and I was to stay there in the interim.
She was a youngish mother with teenage family, 2 girls n boy and then a younger child too.

Outside on the rout to the house was a giant sand play car track...I was playing here with a kid, some people were regulars and the house owner had given me instructions to give the regular kids her cookies!  They were Christmas tree shapes.

I'd called her teenage son at one point too, he worked in an insurance broker...
It was about a silver cat's tooth that had been dropped at the house somewhere.
I was trying to find it.

3 older women in a lift too, one was ginger with a bunch of flowers the other 2 were British /west African, we were chatting together as we were going down.

I remember I'd had this dream with Loci, Inka had asked me to face him next...

 

Then they all show me the symbology. 

Sand...  Sandra, Loci & Apollo (Mercury) The gift of prophecy Sand/Shell Silica symbolism as well.  Ooooo
😮



I'd thanked Loci then as told I turned and linked my mind with Kaylo again. 

1313 not the time but a timestamp...
A door of stone...  'Split if you can Ren, I'm showing alot'
kk can you help plx.  'Mmmm'  
Errrrr  odd I could overhear a conversation I knew it was in London, they know I was listening??

I was slipping fast into dreaming but Inka was keeping me liminal.

Oooooo!   Thanks Inka.   As a kid, I used to hear n listen... But our own ego cuts this out to force us to engage more in the world around us and seek other friendships.

Like the jewel in Enders ear jane stopped speaking??
It was a skill that then needed relearning...  Oh, my tinnitus started when I stopped hearing properly as a teen? 

He's also shown me how sometimes the speakers in my room used to  pick stuff up when the system was all off.
Apparently that was me being a receiver, it was like when I was writing the story bit with Leon and then there was lots of electrical interference. 
I'd just thought the speakers must be picking up north sea shipping vessels as it was in a different language. 

 

Next he showed me different folded aluminium placed under a pillow? 

Lol is this tinfoil hat stuff 🤣😂  This was like Loci yesterday sleeping on the paper with a name on?
What??

'Back to Kaylo Ren'   kk 
Next up I revisit the may-tree-arc /  matriarch dream ... I see the image of the pylon and that zigzaggy clothes dryer and I'm told about the dream where we wished to prove telepathy.

While I was revisiting I was also looking at a fly in syrup ... Oh no amber, ah this is the flea in my ear again.
😋  'Receiver' 
Errrr   Alexander Bell??    
Alexander & Sandra / Cassandra... All the same name rout. 

Telephone - Ear Rings? 
'Time NOW Ren'  Hummmm???




Wow 👀



The male female mind?  Intuition  Kaylo - Ego  .... Ren the Egyptian meaning, Name, Connection??  Duno..

Inka was showing me it was linked to the damaged hearing of a male dream....

And also drilling holes in the Dryads ears.

Shells can hear the Ocean, the collective whispers of emotion..
Energy in motion??  Ears are shells??  Cochlear?  'Ear etymology and anatomy later Ren' 

KK

Tuning in our out??  'Lay down mouse' 

Inka had warned me if I dreamed with him I'd lose lucidity :D  Haha I did, I see a black and orange cat curled together like yin & yang and then zoomed into the fur and fractalized!








This is connected to the hippocampus or Sea goat, Capricornus and Horns??

 

Shell Shocked??

-Ear Drilling here....



Hum... Seawall & Driftwood.. 

Friday, 17 September 2021

Wet Mouse


Why did you call me sausage 😒?

'I called you silly sausage' yeh.. why?

'Just remember it Ren, I'm more real than you think and what I tell you has meaning'

The jewel..Jane, the flea in my ear..Ender?

'Yep, keep reading'

 

So many odd 'read it!'  Hahaha I am!
You keep  interrupting
'And you can't turn me off!😈'
Hahaha 🤣

Suppose not.....

Do all scapegoats have horns?

'Most of them listen'   Hahaha is that different to hearing?

'Obviously mouse'  OK I'll read 😛
 

'Stop saying my name Ren, you sound like Zak back when he used to drive you mad'
🤣

'Form your question and ask it, also write it cause you can't recall the instant shit'

Yeh so it seems... 
When I rebirthed myself...I made an egg...  'You made many things' 

-


I got woken early by a car alarm, I'd been dreaming with Inka it was interesting but I wasn't lucid enough to recall the alarm had broken the flow of the dream.
'Lay down'  Errr   Oh yeh,

Oh yeh....  We'd been on many layers, I was going back into it easily we were healing but it was fractured...

We were being observed too and someone had asked me if it was always like that.
I'd told them 'It can be, but often it's a bit more trainspotting....' while giving them the mental image of that shit filled sheet!  

I couldn't see Inka as he wasn't manifested but I could hear him chuckling..

It reminded me of this dream where Leon was teaching a class a class and then Inka had whispered to me at the back!  And we all woke up laughing.

 

Loci arrived to dream share too, we were I duno someplace bright green, sort of jungle like but all I recall is the green and I was small.   A mouse mainly but sometimes an imp thing.

The next dream was similar I felt like I was getting cleaned from inside with a toilet brush! :D 

Next time I wake it's the same kind of stuff... This time it was a tawny owl screeching right outside the window.    It felt like I was being pulled out of a long pipe or tube.


An image of Zak in a pale blue dressing gown, it had a hood n stars that glowed.

The musician's of Bremen??  Errr I duno the story, them animals though that stand on eachother.
Only they were inside eachother like Russian dolls. 

Oh Jo & Jon... 

This was odd we all had a hold of eachother like a tug o war... 

But they were holding on with there fingers shoved up n threw there noses!   Like errr bull rings :P

Was kind of squeamish.

A white plastic tub filled with sealife, alive seaweed and coral... But the cats were using it as a pee box too and I had to keep refilling it with fresh salt water.

It had a moss ball in there too.
Then someone had popped in a small wooden mouse house and shells n stuff.
I'd not noticed for a while n then taken them out reaching in I'd found a sleepy wet mouse! 
😆

I'd explained to someone else cat's like to pee in that box... And if mice sleep to long under water they might drown.
The mouse looked unimpressed at being wet n smelly and I dried it of while it pulled faces at me.
Then it cried a tear of blood, I wiped it with my finger.

Oh Loci was a kid!
🤣 'Yes, so were you'  Oh was I??  Hahah  ok..  Didn't know that, suppose we were the same size. 

We had fallen asleep and he was laying on a bit of paper with a name on.  Yuki I think it was.... We had been watching Japanese cartoons and he'd told me 'Time for my nap and crashed out'

 

An amazing bathroom renovation, it was a large house in Scotland, a guest house I suppose.
Some people had come to tile it but they had installed a huge spar like swimming pool.  Round the outsides were various washing stations. 

I remember thinking it would be amazing in the winter when we were snowed in.

 

I herd that Scottish voice that keeps talking to me again too....

 

'What out she wor was non of your ken, but know a fire blazes within'  ??
I was seeing an image of errr was a bit like Fireboy n Ice girl...  Oh there was a dream were they were being upgraded to 3d? 

 

At 616 I wake and haha  I'd been a mouse on the shoulder of a big dancing bear.  
It was grey n stood up tall, reminded me of that one in the jungle book...  We were goofing around...  'They spoke to you too but you'd not wake enough to write it down' 

Oh....  Errr I was in a spine too, the white I forget it's name the membrane that covered the bone periosteum.. Also something about Biden.
I'd been a mouse most of the night sitting on either Loci or Inka apart from when wanted to merge with me then I'd changed to be more imp like...   I know I was very floppy n dreamy.

 

 

Wednesday, 15 September 2021

Which Horns Beep?


'Breakwater Bitch?'   fuck off Inka I'm as hard as you as you in my own way.

'Don't I know it mouse'    Don't mate.....  You're not the only one who can wall.

'No mouse. You shatter into or against them, hide or stay inside behind them' 

What do you want?   I'm aware your hunting me.  

'I know Ren or it would be less fun'   I duno why though?

'Cause we can, you have enough recall to know it's what we do'   pfffff

Wake and it's 101

I'd been dreaming in a shop...
Like a garden centre, I was working there with a vet.

We were selling kids clothes n gardening equipment.

I'd been playing with a friend there liz or claire generic old school friend.
We were pretending to be on a bus! 
Zooming about the store shouting brummmmmm  brummmmm!  🤣

'What kind of bus?'   Eh?  Errr an invisible school bus? 

'Mmmmmm'   What's that supposed to mean?
'You'll see'   sheesh....  

I recall I was dreaming with Leon, I'd jumped straight to him in Inka was lurking around watching from a distance.

I next wake at 111  
Then at 131 What, why do you keep Oh.... 

Hahaha that time I woke myself up nodding 🤣 Did I just agree to fight you??
'Yeh Ren'  Hahahahah  kk and Leon is Ref!!  
'Best of 3'    😂 Ok, I realised up until that point he had kind of kept us apart.

I'd also been having an odd dream of being a waitress 3 guys at a table.
2 wanted fried egg on toast n the other scrambled, 2 cups of tea and one rainbow!!! 
There was also a tired old fashioned metal shop shelf with various cat litter trays.

I don't wake again till 515

Crazy night!!  
I'd been fighting with Inka in many layers n spaces. 

The strongest recall was I'd been manifesting and headbutting him (I usually appear moving at speed n shove him! 😆)

Only this time I was using my head, and then I was a goat.
Small at first but getting bigger then bloody Inka

Grabbed me by my left horn!

It would appear that goat hooves don't have much purchase.
The rest is jumbled as it's like we were fighting the 3 fights all at once.
In one space I'm in an old fairground

Sitting on a trailer watching a big wheel getting taken down.
In another Inka is dragging goat me into a church space.

Then another huge dream in a big hub.

Massive multi story,

Hospital and military but also art and media.
There were various art displays and I'd also been on a very modern operating table.
Whole zigzagging wells of elevators.

 

I realised I'd 'Been Scape Goated?' 😁 I knew it was linked to this dream in Asia!
That was odd...   'Told you I was giving you clues KID!'   Yeh...   You did...



'Cars have horn's too Ren.   Beep Beep'  lol  I got booped!  Why was I sleeping on an operating table, I could see blood dripping off it as I was also underneath it!

To be fair you did warn me!  'And you agreed!'  😆 I have fun...   What can I say!

Hummmm  So what's the connection?   'Keep asking Ren'  Hahaha  I will... stupid Inka-bus's 😂

Tuesday, 14 September 2021

Vows n Weddings

I wake and it's 303...  I'd been a guest at a wedding, Kaylo was there too... Or I was dreaming with him, my recall was very hazy though.
Then wake at 414 the dame dream... It was dark where we'd been.
The wedding was linked to something to do with AI too.  'Part of you too'

Where are you?  'Waiting to attack you'   😏

Malico had offered to help my recall so I'd jumped to him. 
I'm not sure where as we were mainly just awareness ...

I don't remember the conversations but I'd joined him as bright white flashing on/off light. 
It was similar to where I joined Inka's spine but I was a glowing etheric prawn type thing then, but this time I was straight like a... It reminded me of when I was a stick in Malico's hand and he could stroke me and I'd curl up, but then if he stopped I'd straighten out. 
I was glowing white string or something.

555 another wedding dream.. So the wedding dreams all night.
I'd been at my parents wedding, was odd.  Was like they were retaking there vows but they were both young and I was my age now.
It's in an odd stately home with a Chapple and I was annoyed, I'd been told to ware a shirt and tie, which I didn't like but then not been at the wedding ceremony either.
I was left in a room and told to wait for the meal to start. 
When I did see my mother, she'd changed out of her wedding clothes and was waring something of mine.  I wasn't sure why.
My friend from Greece was there, she was laying on the floor with her ear to the ground.
She was confused it was so quiet and I told her I felt all cut off too.
The wedding meal would be soul / sole fish.
Dogs too, dogs and people I knew people were all the wrong ages.

Last woke at 707, Malico had helped the recall.. But nothing made sense. 
Inka arrived he still wants to fight but again it was time to get up and I'd been avoiding him earlier. 

 

Monday, 13 September 2021

Flying n Swimming

Sat 11th..

I was dreaming of arguing with Em... We both had a place to clean and I was doing most of the work so I'd had a strop.... 
there was also a strange thing where we watched.

Then Inka told me we would play VS again.  
Him hunting me, but I'd not wanted too or was just lazy....  Hence not many dreams!

I've just been 'annoying?'  😛
I was with Leon and Kaylo more.

I had a dream of flying over and swimming in an amazing lake in Canada someplace.

Sunday 12th

Being weeds on wasteland...    We were reclaiming it back.   

Dandelion, buttercup and beech tree... I'm not certain who was what.

Then I was a little tic again feeding on a big tick...  And Inka kept telling me that the little tic was me and I needed to sod off! 
🙄 That I was supposed to be running and not chilling!  Heratic & hopless roman tics 🙂
Last night I didn't sleep much again.. Inka is still looking for friction.
As he currently makes me chilled out n lazy....
I avoided him completely in one dream I could see a tall dark figure holding a small brown mouse.
I was at the roundhouse most of the night, Malico, Leon and Kaylo were still around.

Kaylo below ground cause he doesn't like the field much.
Inka turned up at the fire at one point but we just smirked at eachother.
I'd told him I wasn't about to run.... But I'd fight with him on my own terms.
(lol I prefer surprise attack
😏... That and I'm not always easy to catch😆 )
He'd found that funny... Smoked for a bit then cleared off again.
 

Another dream dream-sharing with Leon and Kaylo was odd... 
Was like we were all coloured lines on a seismic chart or something.... We were all I duno, like a different frequency or vibration. 

 

 

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