Monday, 4 October 2021

Bugs n Epic Dance Shoes


Errr...  what
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'I said or take the game to another level'

 

Perspective plx...  

 

Sophia represents our co creative aspect here now?  'Close enough mouse'

 

The inherent wise dom of this planet?

 

Oh...   we each have our own!  As we pick the moment, time entry of our birth!

 

'Close enough for now...  don't try to share it Ren, what you learn ripples out'  so I see, I'm jumping reality layers...' yes but you're a big bitch too, you have a few hangers on'

So we all need to learn to level our own planet up!!

 

'Or get a hook'  Hahaha what if I want to go down?

'Then your vessel needs a bloody good anchor'  Hahaha 🤣

 

Pulling down is hard too,  'molecular level'

 

We don't want to rise alone..  and some of us 'will not leave fallen'

 

Oh human racing !!!  

'Yes mouse'  wow 

 

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Wren 'inbetweeners, Holly cutty Wren for a reason mouse, just as the same as your Mama shoved you under an alter/altar'

 

Which DNA line oh  🤣

We are the weavers that pull the nodes bk together!!

 

'Inbetweeners,  your working bigger now ok'


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It's like I'm invisible?  'Good bug'  Hahah  'A parasite should tread light, don't want your host to know you're onboarded'  lol whatever

'Remember what I said Ren.  Scoot... We avoid eachother for now'  

I could meet you fast first?  Plx? 

'KK quick bitch.  My space fast'  TY

 

SHIT!  'Yes!'  What is that!  'Magnetic' 

I jumped to Inka and fuck....

Was like standing in front of a black hole!  ... All my energy nodes were going crazy!
He gave me a hug n we jumped straight to Darth D as Inka told me he was best placed to close the energy flow down.
 

I was errrrr  'Isolated'  Inka vanished then I'm awake confused as to what just happend.

'Ok, now fuck off to the others?'  lol Yeh, ok.

'We both defuse, I'll find you later'   Ok... I   errrrrr

 

'Just go to your hub Ren n chill there for a bit'  

2323  Systems, ????????   & contract navigation.   I
'Caused trouble' 
Was like copper telecommunication's we have a new high tide line?? 
I was in copper wire ...    
'You're in shit Ren'  🤣  So what's new!

 

Another big stage production, we had done a performance already and were tired.
We were sitting in the wings n back stage, lots of children and animals.

Red velvet curtains the wings were big we could see the stage I was with my back to a wall watching the performance.

My lucidity was low falling in and out of dreams easily but recall and details more hazy.
I'd moved myself to the sand east of my roundhouse and was laying there just watching the tide go out, but mainly dreaming.

Racing plankton  😋 
This was odd like a tank, reminded me of snail racing but I was repelling them. 
If I put my finger into the water they all moved away from me, so I could sort of steer them. 
'Sheep Dog Ren'  Hu... Oh the gates n herding?   The magnetic thing with you, was like the opersit of when I was a wren bird above your leg?

 

'Yes, you've stuck to me before too....'   I vaguely recall.  'Find later'  kk


The other dreams were game like, Kaylo and Loci had joined me on the beach.

lol they kept playing with my tail 🤣
The dreams were game like jumping from a university/school place.

 

A wall of doorknobs all shapes and sizes and then some with keys that were like a pink/silver colour.  

Racing games that we were playing in a class room, I didn't win any was to slow.
All the games had these white glowing loot box's.

People kept getting the same epic.  It was a purple pair of shoes called 'Dance'
I was pleased for them, but I preferred to dance barefoot.

An odd dungeon crawler too the same purple shoes kept dropping from these glowing white box's  one person got 2 pairs. 

Oh yeh the school races,   I'd been in a lift too we all had a uniform, grey and school like.
Someone was telling me 'you're dirty' I'd been squirted with soapy water. 
I was saying it's ok, it's just soap?  I duno I was confused. 
Or may be they meant me! 
Astral me's often far from clean!! 🤣

Last bit was odd,  I was still just on the sand.  It was overcast but still and we were just chilling then Inka arrived with a freaking big whip thing! 

Was like a glowing Indiana Jones thing... I'd watched him at first he was dark purple n smoky.  The contrast of the sliver white glowy was interesting.

It reminded me of when I'd been in the ink drawing underworld and found people trapped by white light bars.

I was thinking about that when he hit me and said
'Come on.  Let's fight bitch!'  🙄

We don't tend to use weapons and I didn't have one so was a bit pissed at the unfair advantage. 

Then I realised that whenever he hit me it changed the skin there to a white pink glowing line! 
😂

As I was chilling in my purple Boggart form it was making me glowy zebra stripy!! 
'Kaylo had laughed at me and said you'll be able to add the pink silver to your purple flames now Ren'  😆 
I'm sure there would have been a different way to learn that!!  But the glowing pink silver zebra stripes do look kind of funky ... Next time I'm manifesting something long n poky!

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Oooo Pink stripes and pink checks??
The pink checks, like Gate's
trews that had tickets on.

 

Also that was the colour of the shirt that guy had on that tried to rape me, when I was still blue Boggart form?
 

A group of modern people arrived they look jarringly out of place in this medieval scene, they are 
dressed smart/casual with jeans, shirts and white trainers. 
I grab the other female and push her towards the side door and out of the inn. We get out into 
the open and I think we've escaped when one of the men grabs me, he's tall with well cut dark 
hair his shirt is pink/blue/yellow checked. 
He growls at me 'I HATE YOUR TYPE' the female monk flees and the male pushes me round the 
side of the inn towards a stable face down into the hay and starts to rape me... It takes me a 
second or two to shift but I leave that reality and find myself in the alleyway of a large city. 
I orientate myself quite quickly this time I'm slightly more human looking I still have blue skin, 
large eyes and tail and my arms legs and fingers are long in proportion to my body. Ears and 
teeth are still pointy too, I manifest some clothing and look around.


How come my dragons not the same colour as my Impy thing? 
'Catching up Ren'  Haha  my dragons not stripy either...'Yeh, she's less fun to fight with!'  😛

Can I revisit that inn?  Who were them modern people??
  'I'll get back to you on that, Run for now' 
Hummm  Blue, Pink, Yellow.  This is to do with the tesseract cubes andhyperspace?  The colours are the different folding layers??? 
'Will show in sleep'  kk

Ann too another sister, she was in the dream... She took over and collapse the cabin? 
Another with Dementia they are mainly in the astral
'Yes' 
'Run Ren'  kk
 

'Nice Ren, now the heart shaped coin  dream'

 

I had no neck... jaja the hut.. jabberwocky  - dementia too...

All them Aunties Christened in the vorpal blade Church. 

 

The dream with the castle n coach 'Inka bus 😈'  Hahaha

I thought incubus were ment to have sex with people not stuff them on questionable coach trips!!
'Wishful thinking Bitch'  😆

People were being given one of 2 weapons..  oh the females were!

 

Weaponised emotion?  'You were on a different mission'  3 pronged attack stuff? 

Trident - 3 eyes...   what the glass in the mental hospital?

 

Duno need to look it up it had a diamond on.  Oh the door locks were crown pound?  The gate on the 2 copper penny's? 

'Next level mouse, keep running'  kk

 

 

707

 

The track im listening to we fly free like a paper plane, plane directly above too.


Bowing 707 ? A plane? Bowing..

 

'Getting your geomancy back Ren?'  Hahahah at least its not pizza rock 🤣

 

Malicos hub..  he told me house of the rising sun.  I'd asked which one.

Its current? 

Always moving like the land at the top of the faraway tree? 

 

My space hub is Aquarius?

 

'Recap the dreams Ren, you need to recall more awake again'

 
Oh the 2 Pennys dreams, it had them masks my bro was waring the other night!  And Darth Dad teatching another Ren!  


Oh the doors in the psych hospital were tridant too!


Along with Crown pound! 


On a ward with Inka a few doors down and an Elizabeth oppersit  The Em, she'd just left 🤣

Sunday, 3 October 2021

Alarming Emotions


You're quiet? 
'So?'  Ok...........

'Just stick with Kaylo for now Ren, I'll find you again later ok?' 

Yeh suppose... 

'Your options are limited'   Hah really?? 
'Don't push it Ren, just go find the others ok?' 
Mmmm 
😏 I feel like I should ask you what it's worth?? '...................'

Hhahaha  ok...  I'll go, tell me later though.

Wake at 111 thinking    🤔 hu!! 

'More b4 Ren, and yes.... You were just attempting blackmail and delivering ultimatums' 

Yeh... It was nut!   WTF am I up to now? 😳
'Time Now'    Yeh, but I duno??  


It was number sequences I'd agreed to look at last night but was bigger and patterns too.   

 

I wasn't seeing them as numbers but shapes and attachments ... Much underlaying communicated contracts.

Anyway... I thought you were staying away from me,
'still watching'  you're odd...

'You're dreaming. Head back to Malicos place and avoid me for a bit Ren'   kk

313 A house old timbers the centre of each stair tread had cracked like something heavy had walked up or down.
Odd sounds and radio calls. Friction, but mainly irritation.
Strange signles I was jumping all-over but then on a sofa!


The sofa has been pulled across the road, oh King street in my main dream area.
Facing North I'm sat at the east side talking to a female in the middle.
As she stands to leave she tells me, I think you found your brother.

At the other end of the sofa is my bro with a stupid close fitting Halloween type mask on.
I recognise him by his posture and eyes.
was all a bit masquerade. 
We didn't speak.  
 
Inka are you trolling me?!?! 
'Perhaps'  Why?  'Fun'  🙄

 

Pleased you think so, was so much shit in that dream!! 

 

'Your head.  I did tell you to find Kaylo'  I just keep falling asleep!

'So I see' 
I was angry with people in the dream
'and them with you'   Hummmmmm

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More arguing dreams it was like bickering with dysfunctional family!

I'd been looking for someone and then my Dad and others I knew were all involved.

A cafe art shop, it was owned by a woman called Yaz or Yazmin.. She'd worked there but moved on.  Then I was with my bro again but this time arguing.

 

More like stupid kids bickering he'd made my head into a red firebell then set it off!!!

 

It was bloody annoying as I kept shouting ding, ding, ding, ding, ding.  

It was funny to obviously!   Another guy I knew from school was there and kept hitting me with a frying pan!! 
🤣
Oh yeh!  We were all standing at a black range cooker and I kept putting random rings on trying to burn their hands
😝

Blugh!  I want my dreams back!
'Idiot'  😂

 

Next up a different dream I'm young 6 or 7 playing with a friend a male with very tight blond curly hair.   (I knew him from the layers station dream when he was a child sleeping on me - this time we were the same age though)
 

Anyhow we have a toy a massive pool inflatable unicorn.
We are climbing on and then showing or dragging the other off.

Hummm... Play fighting on a unicorn??

 

A dust bowl too  - at least I think that's what it's called it was like a giant empty lake.

The sky was grey green and the drop below, we were standing on a segment of old sand stone.
Poseidon had appeared with me now, he said he'd come to give me a break from the others tormenting me! 
😆

 

505 I'm still with Poseidon still young too but this time I'm all white, paper white... Hair eyes everything. 

He had given me a hug as I was sad and crying, we were back at the same dust bowl.

I apologised he told me this place was thirsty and it would take a lot of emotion to fill it back up.
 

2 black deer's or stags too they were all black and smoky looked like shadows.

I kept jumping back to him, there was a lot of weaving...

Grass now, the Lion and the Unicorn?  England and Scotland or something..

It's hard to bring back.  

 

Oh yeh, the blond kid. The station dream, he was a child but also the adult we beat up???
The date 2022020  Em's bday.. 

Then I go back again but now I'm at a full lake, it's lake Titicaca and it's linked to a dream from years ago...

Also the layered station dream I'm reminded again of the dream about a book,
Gaunt the sleeping characters I had to wake up for the story to continue oh and after that the dream with Nurses and Hitler.

This is the Gaunt king, The border again?? Show more plx

 

Each time I land back with Poseidon, this time I'm running bare foot on stony grass.

Didn't hurt felt gritty I was told 'Summer lands'  ??

Was were we were at.

Cyrus & a female.. Poseidon tells me
'She's a foxy one'  It oh, red hair?  She was like an animal guide?  'Come here again Ren' 

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I'd jumped again feeling out his energy, gentle grand fatherly. 
I don't have a strong image for him as have only encountered him more recently, I'd asked him about a weekday.

He reminded me the planet Neptune was speculative for a time. 
He understood me telling me
'Water like air searches for a boundary but both have nature to scatter and flow, I have no issue with offering you a wall'

Oh last night the sky and sea surface.. Another boundary,  Sea and Land.

Sky and Water, Mind and Emotion??

'Come Ren' 

This time it was Inka I met... He spoke to me I wanted him to come to meet me in the hunters room but he didn't wanted someplace darker and showed me the dream were we'd stood on our bones.
We met there just in the dark.  Didn't speak, only energy exchange... My energy bod was odd.  Was like energy at the point at the base of the spine.

Along with the images of the cartwheel from last night.   Web, earth web like the segments of an orange - this was also the pop up watch thing? 

'That's for later... Now get up'   haha  ok.

So much more Red and Blue... You told me  Where did my other head go?   😆  Is it one of them jar things I've seen :P 

 

 
 
Oh Em's Head was in a Red car... then the gifts were in a blue car.   Now I'm really confused!! 

Oh just looked up Summer lands... lol that's a thing too! 

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