Space Transport and a Roof Castle.

I had a follow on dream re-entry try to last nights long dream :smile:    Again it was really long.

I'm still being held in the 'lab' type of place but am really board, the humansmark2 don't really notice me.  I live among them but they are telepathic but not on the same frequency as me so I have little interacting with them.  
I try to escape a few times, but I can't find any way out I'm not a prisoner as such but if I leave I'll apparently contaminate the dream world.
The overseer decides that I'll be moved with the next off world transport possibly to a breeding centre where I'll have more freedom. 

The space/transport thing comes and this bit's odd as it's a like a car park - We meet the transporters captain who is also the same human version as me and the overseer.   He's also puzzled by me as I have no serial number and am the wrong age..  my DNA confirms my Human version though so they decide I must be the product of an illegal mating. 

The only recollection of family I have in the dream is the Indian family but they are all a different human version so couldn't have been my parents. 

It gets odd again here when the overseer takes over the body/shell of the transporters captain - the captains awareness/memory's are transferred to a small well loved teddy bear.   Next bit I remember is waking up from stasis on an inter system transporter.  We are in this warm jelly like stuff I wake up and look around but again nearly everyone is asleep but this time it's stasis. 

I find one person awake on there 'shift'  one person will be the only one away for a few months then swap with another crew member.    We are in a vast empty area of space the views out of the windows are amazing...  I'm told I need to go back into stasis as there isn't enough supplies for people to be awake, I'm also injured and there is no treatment until we get to our destination.   The stasis isn't that effective on me and I keep waking every few weeks. (edited)


I had 2 other dreams too..  One was a music festival   but hummm it was just a boarded up farm house that was making a noise, most of the people there had come on motor bikes with a single person tent... I had our tent but was camped further away.  I found a missing kids sweater and was trying to find it's owner. 

Last dream was visually awesome!  I'd built a magic play attic/palace/home on the top of a large hotel/communal home.   (the building was big and massive, very nice inside)

My bit's right on top on a kinda roof terrace.
I'd made of thin wood but looked amazing (it reminded me of the Disney palace, quite hollow inside good for climbing and hide and seek.   All built on a huge platform that came out with water slides ponds and streams and a big climb on pirate ship - the whole roof place was filled with children playing. 

No adults other than me,   the platform over looked the ocean were we could watch the sunrise.    I had a small room with a little bed and a shelve of sketch/note books in the wired castle there was a girl of about 13 sitting there looking threw the books asking why I'd wrote them.   I explained they were all a conversation.

Body Stasis Farm

First dreams are disjointed a multidimensional painting...    It had a flock of small black birds on it... but there were people too.  Hard to describe.  Then I felt like I was very far away :P

Next dream, a new class is starting.  It's grey and raining we are in a dull tall building, it's made up of old fashioned communal shower rooms and cloak rooms... there are no bedrooms.   I walk down the stairs and realised its changed since I last took a lesson here.   All the colours have gone.   

I'm meeting people on the class, some of them are really upset with me and won't talk to me and I don't understand or remember what I did.   All they will tell me is that I made the same mistake twice.  
I remember feeling sad that I'd upset them but had no clue what I'd even done, but as I was moving on I kept going.   The course I'm on is for symbols.   This place is the halls of residence but I'm not staying here, my class is in a different zone.     I walk down spiral stone stair well and out of the building there is a small room with a fire in the hearth to the left.    It's the only warm/bright thing.

Next I journey across a city using buses and underground trains, all of the colours are dark they are red,green,yellow like the Rastafari colours. 

I reach the place were my class will be on the other side of the city, it's like my dream representation of Bailiffgate.  

*Wake up but go back into same dream*

I had these 2 dreams in that area lately This class room one, and  this ice spire one.  This time the class room is library like still with long windows set in green grass land.    I'm going to the symbols class I remember I failed it last trimester (cause I never showed up to class)  I recall taking the exam in another dream and I didn't know the answers... I don't think I ever collected the results. 

I go down and in, there are some bits of paper and pens and I almost get to my seat when I remember Zak was somewhere and I won't be able to concentrate if he's wandering around so I excuse myself and leave again!   Outside there is a large sand dune, I decide to walk to the top as will be a better view from there.    As I get near the top I forget about Zak, and the class and lay down in the sun.    It's a beautiful day and I feel like I might have a sleep here.    I'm looking at the white rippling clouds, I notice an area in the sky is glitching.  

It's small and round the clouds are spiralling there, I wonder if it's my eyes but it seems more like a glitch.   I press my palms to my eyes and am surprised when my closed eyes display an interface!   On it are words, symbols and images that I recognise.   One of the images is a pyramid status pod - I place my hands onto the interface and it's solid...  I instinctively know how to interact with it.  It puts me to sleep and wakes me up.
Anyhoo, I'm much more lucid now and I know I've left a body that is now sleeping on the sand dune dream.  
I set of to find my body in this new dream layer.   I know one of the symbols on the interface was for stasis pods...and I remember that this is a 'body' stasis layer.  

The place is all white and I find my body in a room with others bodies in a crude wooden pyramid hung up by its feet.   (I realise in dream that I'm not rendering this place as it actually is and that these are crude representations of what I'm doing! ) 
I move the bodys till I get to mine and start to unfasten/and wake it.   A caretaker appears, he's a kind elderly man...  he is surprised to see me and tells me 'No dear,  don't do that... don't wake yourself'
    
I ask him what's going on as he tends to my sleeping/stasis form..  cranking it back up so it is aligned. 
I ask him were I am, he tells me one of the overseer's is on there way and they will answer my questions. 
I'm both excited and nervous as I wait, I wonder if the overseer will be an insectoid.  (duno why I wondered this) 
When the overseer arrives he is rendered as a tall male, very tall close to double my hight.   He reminds me a little of our family GP when I was a kid wise and gentle. 
He knows me and welcomes me, he knows I have questions so we will go to talk.  I readily agree but tell him I don't know my way round here. 
He places a hand on my back to guide me and we take a lift to another large white room - there are vents in this one.

We sit down and he takes out a pad and paper were he starts to draw for me.    He draws in 3D like he's making objects from the pen in light.  The pen changes colours.
The first is a symbol object with equal and opersit energy flow spiralling round it's self in a ring it has 2 shapes interlocking shapes inside it too....    it's pink and orange and inside is more layers symbols.   It's glowing and quite beautiful.    
Next he draws/creates the energy body & stasis pod with the flow of energy and between the body and pyramid frame... showing how the inverted position is optimising the blood and energy flow. 

I ask him which is real... was the sand dream the real world (As I don't recall I'm 2 dreams in/out)  he tells me not really. 
I ask were I am, he tells me it's a world too - he says think 'down on the farm'  he tells me it's beautiful outside and as he describes the end of the valley that we are in I know it from other dreams and I know it's layer in an area I'm familiar with.  The room we are in is quite busy now, people are teleporting in and out and materialising/dematerialising from other realms/layers.  

The Overseers is the only double hight person, he motions to a young Asian boy sitting close to us and introduces him,  'This is Loci - he knows his way around' (even in my dream I could see this was punny :P )  Why not go and talk with him'

I thank the tall guy and go to chat to the young guy, he's friendly too.  I ask if is here deliberately and he tells me yes, one of his bodies is due to be beheaded in a few hrs and he didn't want to wait there.

He shows me how he taps his wrist to leave and re-enter, he tells me another dream needs him now and he taps his wrist and vanishes.

I'm unsure if I want to wake up yet... and I see a group of females so I go to speak to them.  
They are going to take a class..   I didn't realise there were lessons here too.  I ask them if it's easier to learn in this level, but they aren't sure.    I tell them I'm not good at spellings and symbols, they tell me it's a different series here a word that rhymed with fairy. 

I decide to wake up, but instead of being on the sand dune but I wake up in my bed, feeling really excited :D  


So the first 3d shape the overseer drew with light, was an orange & pink twisty bands that floated and moved flowing in and out of each-other, in the floating in the middle of them was a pointy angular interlocking start that pulsed.

Odd Symbolisim - Trains again and Drones.

Was cool again last night so first proper sleep in ages. 

First was a dream about making soap..  and a horse in a field.. old 'gamers' I knew.

Then big long dream.

Starts in on a long haul plane journey we stop of at Newzealand  a tall woman gets on and knows me.   The woman pop's into the rest of the dream which at the start is set in a city (familiar from other dreams)   It's got a 'meeting' hub where people can go and wait for people they have met online though your supposed to pay to be there.

I go there to meet a male he's tall dark haired and we get on well and become friends.   I have a large Indian family that are humm  either friends or my family I'm not sure.  I also have a partner I'm with but who is distant or travelling away. 
My life is in this city and me and the new male are falling in love...   I'm aware I need to tell the partner that I have.

It's a very romantic dream not at all sexual.  I'm planning a meal for me and the Indian family and my new partner I want them all to meet each other, the female from the plane journey will be there too.  I think she's the sister of my new lover.  I've invited them and am going to get ingredients when I look out of the window of our home.   Our small apartment overlooks a railway station - it has 2 old chimneys and also an old water tower all now out of use.   
One of the chimneys has fallen so it's balancing at an impossible right angle..   I call to everyone (partner and some of the family) who rush to the window to look.  We watch the tower topple down crashing into the railway line and then the water tower lifts up and crashes down into a road on a busy street...   it misses any cars and the car behind it manages to break and stop before crashing into it. 
We watch stunned at what we are seeing and then low flying ultra modern 'military' planes fly in low and blast cars of the road..   tanks start rumbling in also blowing up buildings....   We are all amazed. 

Next 'officials' appear in our apartment (and all over the city) announcing 'We feel sleepy and should all rest now'    The other people in the flat with me are all going hazey like they have been drugged and start heading for bed, I'm wide awake but follow them to bed so that the officials leave.  I snuggle up with my lover but tell him I'm not sleepy I'm going out to look around.  He hugs me and tells me he'll be there. 

So I get out of our bed and head out into the town.   It's suddenly turned to night time, there is a massive 'clean up' operation going on and most of the population are drugged and asleep. 
There are a few others like me who seem immune to the sleeping gas and they are looking around.  I'm quite lucid at this point and am floating rather than walking round the city.   The 'old man' I recognise from other dreams he's like a kinda guide is there too he's meditating cross legged and floating too. The 'military' are like a hive mind all working as one to clear up things have been moved altered/changed/destroyed but they are keeping the populous asleep while they 'rearrange' things to look normal. 

I meet 2 Japanese twin sisters wearing happy panda/sad panda night dresses they are laying on some concrete stairs.  I then meet an Indian brother he's opened up his market stall selling water and fruit for others like me who are not asleep.    The night seems to go on for ages, I look up at the stars and meet a middle aged woman doing the same....  

This is wired cause it's like the stars are shaking wobbling round.  It seems like we should be in an earthquake but we are still and it's the sky quaking above us.   She tells me she's seen it for a while but no one else dose.  She'd gone to the dr's as she thought it was her eyes.. but the Dr told her it's the sky.

I port back into the house to wake my sleeping partner I want to get out of the city to get a better perspective on what's going on... I'm aware it's a dream now but I'm staying with the story.

He wakes and wants to take his car so we get in and drive out of the city... the city limits are strange..  lots and lots of railway lines and then massive containers of chemicals huge drums of stuff all lined up.  Lots of the 'military type people too'  tanks and war planes but very different to anything I've seen before.  Frustrated with the progress of the car I again leave the male and tell him I'm going to fly up ahead and try to get out of the dream scape.  

I fly threw the window and out into the sky above the road the dream scape is changing becoming white and faded...    hard to describe on one level it looks like a nuclear winter but on another level it's blurring out like turning the contrast & brightness way up on a monitor.

I'm surprised when the dream doesn't fade completely and I find myself in hummm what.   It's like a science complex/spaceship/broadcasting hub??  
It feels like there is nothing outside it.  Inside it's white and both very modern and also old fashioned  massive machines and testing, reading stations are all over... it's familiar and I re'meber nightmares as a child and why I was afraid of engine rooms and it's also 'organic' in some sense..  tentacles can come down from the ceilings and into people.   It's also all made from the same hard white plastic like the old fashioned BBC basic computers.

The people there are the military drone types they are now all tall, there have similar under shaved haircuts and uniform which is humm kinda cyber punk style... Black almost organic looking with ridges looking like chitin armour.   I'm fascinated and looking round at stuff,  a female drone comes and collects me to take me to the overseer as I'm not supposed to be in there, I tell her I need to pee first and we stop at a bathroom.   On the way there I meet my lover... he's cut his hair and is taller now too - he's putting on the boots and uniform.  He tells me he'd forgotten he's from here too.

The overseer 'arrives'  but it's just his awareness that we can communicate with it's kinda telepathic and non verbal..   - he's perplexed by my being there I'm an older model of human - he informs me I'm surprisingly young to be of my specific design.  (I got the impression I was same model as overseer but he was ancient)   The drones/taller people are all human's mark2 or something :P   I'm more primitive which is what's making me immune to the usual controls.  I'm welcome to stay and move freely but I can't be permitted to leave back into the dream scape as I've seen to much now. 

I wander around kinda board, I let them do tests on me but I'm frustrated I can't go back and play in the dream world again my lover is there but he's now distant almost robotic I see him from time to time and he acknowledges me but little more.   

I start to receive messages that I can 'skry'.   If I can find something organic I can use it to talk to my family back in the city, I find a moon stone in my pocket and use it like a mirror looking into it I can chat to the Indian family back at my old home... they are confused as they see my surroundings and want to know were I am my communications cut off by the overseer as it's contaminating the 'city' and I'm warned if I try again to contact outside my freedom will be restricted further...   I accept that and resign myself to existence as an out of place  specimen/oddity. 

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Next dream...   a plot of land dug earth and winter vegetables  There is sun but also frost, the earth is unusually warm.  A deer has eaten all the sage. 

A project me and another female are working together - we are contracting several men to help.  

A strange fairground type of ride... it's made of 3 arms each with an old 1960's VW type coach attached to it.   The coaches spin round like an octopus.   They start of old and rusty but as I observe them the rust fades away and the bus get newer and shiner.

Last a journey  I'm leaving, there is a big crowd waiting to get onto an air plane... there is also a train heading to the same destination, it will be slower.   The doors are just opening on the train it's futuristic, more like an open tram.. the seat behind the control panel is free and they front window is huge with an amazing view.  I have Zak with me and we board the front of the train excited at the view we are going to have.

Trying to help a Walk-In Friend.

This dream was fun, my recall starts and I'm in a large dimmed auditorium - It's packed and thousands of people are in the room mainly just muttering amongst themselves.

I don't think we were watching or listening to anything - more like waiting for something to begin.  I get some telepathic interference then a voice saying 'She can hear us!' 

I recognise the voice, it's a female friend we work together.... there are a few of us in this dreamworld.   (Multidimensional/angel/cyber-fairy types)

Not all of us are awake/listening yet but there were really pleased I was tuned in again as cause I was one of the guardians I could rally the others to wake up.

The entity I'm chatting with has taken a 'walk-in roll' and she's in the body of a boy in a coma and she wants me to sneak in and turn of the life/support to the body to 'free her up' again.   The world we are in is one of my 2 faction scenarios...  this was sort of science &control vs magic/spirit/chaos.

The world is managed by an 'overseer' class - everyone is chipped for ID and currency is digital all entities are tracked and can be switched off/ locked out of systems. This makes it hard to access areas, transport food/water so it's difficult to mount much resistance here.   There are another 2 of us in the auditorium and we arrange to meet outside.

The setting is metal, grey/perhaps large space transport.   Scan doors/that read our chips so it's hard to move about unmonitored.  The overseer's don't like us awake as telepathic interactions can't be monitored like digital and vocal transmissions.

My walk-in friend is guiding us to the medical facility level where the body she's in is being kept alive.  We are using metal maintenance hatches to move around and I go down one climbing down a metal ladder into another metal corridor below.    (was a little bit star wars ish I suppose)

I realise I've been spotted and the enforcers are closing in on me.   I move around a corner and try to dissipate but I'm not lucid enough yet and so I get detained instead.
One of the other females and me are moved to a busy secure area that's like a padded room crossed with children's soft play.   She's really annoyed about it and we are trying to find somewhere quiet to think of our next move. 

Alternative Perspectives

25th.

Quiet night.  Early on I'd been errr playing hula hoop with Orion's belt?  Lol was strange and wiggly.. could feel it round my middle.

I'd been with Kaylo, Leon and Inka at Leons Island.
In the morning I told Kaylo I'd light the candle stub in my head again and swap with him.  Kaylo could keep a light for Inka and I was going to play alone for a bit.

Leon told me 'This is why we like you Ren, you randomly change everything' 

I'd jumped to Ddad's hub and also made myself younger.  He was some what surprised and annoyed I don't think he wanted the responsibility of my candle head stub going out on his watch 🤔

He shoved me in the room we have there to use and had told me to stay put and places 2 guards outside. 
Said no one to enter or leave unless he came to get me...  I'd just been falling in and out of hazy dreams.

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26th

Dreaming a lot 'Balancing'  oh is this the swapping things?  'For NOW mouse' 
I was still alone at Ddads hub.

Am dreaming of being very lucid in life again.  I was predicting and manipulating the dreamworld I was in. 
I was doing it to help my kids, I needed them to show the power that their thoughts had... But it was being misunderstood and used against me.  The implementations of kids not learning this lesson were far more messy than me getting sectioned. 

There was many layers to this, an old castle with a massive forge. 
Consensus reality doesn't like being messed with and pushes back.

 

'Stay where you are for now Ren'  

Oh yeh, It had Red, White and Blue in too.  The yellow and blue stripped towers from the other day, I realised this was linked to the Ukrainian flag ... 
I was seeing coloured energy flow play out like a game on a world stage... the symbology is the same.

I was Pink & Purple...  Sick of being shoved threw this reality games. 
I could see how they were all being manipulated into the same old patterns and bullshit.

'Stay put for now Ren and dream this out'  kk

Ddad collected me, took me into that space where we eat with the tables. 
As I was young I didn't much want to eat.
I wanted to play in the floor instead... I kinda knew it was pissing him of but he seemed to accept that unless he wanted to fight with me as a kid he was just going have to keep an eye on me as I'd made myself his responsibility if anything was to happen to me there.
He seemed aware of the stub of a candle that's left in my head 🤣

I'd wanted someone to play with as everyone else was being dull grown up and busy.  So I'd asked if I could invite Loci and Ddad had agreed.
My perception there with Loci too was different, I was being shown a dream link to a dream I'd had about shepherds bush.  Need to look it up.  (Oh, the outcome of that was not good.. also linked to last April)

'Dream Ren'  I want to remember.
'You swapped with Kaylo and Inka, your recall should be fine alone'  ah ok thanks.

I could see how Ddads hub was layered and linked to the overseers dreams and the stasis.  
When Loci had appeared he was a yellow plastic thing covered in handles!  
Only I could see him as himself but also younger when the overseer first introduced us he'd been in his teens anyway this time I was seeing him more as a kid.

 

I was perceiving how he was different things to different people.  
The same as I can see when I go into psychosis... SO it was odd to see him as this strange yellow construct covered in handles. 
I was recalling the energy flow that the Overseer had drawn, and why in that space we were in stasis upside down.

I was learning to see in between the layers where co-creation is rendered.
By losing my own fixed perception I was able to perceive how one person was mirroring what the other expected to see.  Only I was practising this in my dream now.

Ddad  takes me and Loci to his normal room. 
He was keeping an eye on us from a distance making sure we were left alone there. He had done the same in the food space but as there were more people there Loci's form was now as I usually see him.

In the new room loci manifested some toy cars, they were black and red mainly.  They reminded me of them large robotic game pieces Inka took me to see. 

Only these were toy cars and we were smashing them into walls, as we were playing we were merging awareness and at first we became water and air.
After a while I'd become gas not air and I was in small copper pipes the kind that are in houses.

It was a familiar sensation from when I've let my awareness merge into manmade systems.

'Watch that light in your head Ren, you don't want to go boom!'   

I recalled the night I'd exploded 3 times 3 ways.. Oh that was also about cut down trees.  I'd needed to stop letting that trigger me!  Oooo... 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/09/white-hot-heart-pop.html
 

Lol I think I might have exploded again.  Was smaller though not like the time above.

Oh I also met Ian's Mum.   She was at a counter she told me her 4 year stint in the hospital was almost over.  I was wondering if she had realised she had died here.

I was also walking in harmony - this was to do with the pitches in my ears, I was using it to navigate astral here.   Ah yeh, I'd been in an astral version of my room listening to the different layers.

I had a note pad with images and I could perceive them as animated like gif's
I wanted to see if others could see them moving too but again people were just assuming I was crazy.
I was learning how or what to show and share and what to just keep quiet about and watch.

Oh yeh, the astral layer I'd been in.. Zak had come upstairs I'd called him in and asked him to be quite.  Just after that Ian woke me and told me to go tell the boys to shut up 😋
I was thinking, I just did.... I guess they didn't get my message.

Loci was showing me lots of stuff mentally too   it felt like I was chewing gum!  Being squashed and pulled.
I'd been in the doorway of 2 rooms.  Each had a guy floating cross legged and various puddles of wet on the floor.    It felt like I was being given a 'spot the difference' game.

Trying to recall what was static and what had moved... I was trying to connect with another guy in a game.  I understood his language and logic jumps.

Close to morning I jump to see the others and give them all a hug. 

As I touch Inka I fall into a jumbled but vivid dream.

Chris and Sandra's house.  It's full of a very random mix of people.
It's not appropriate for them all to mingle so we were trying to keep everyone in separate rooms with only a few of us being allowed to go between.
A floor I'm painting brown but someone keeps walking over it in large dirty boots.  
I was pealing of layers each time the paint was destroyed.
While I was doing it I was overhearing a guy at a chemist counter - He was not aware he kept repeating himself.

I had my arm down a strange shaped toilet!  The water was cold, I could feel something I was supposed to be pulling out.
Inka was standing behind me and Leon too. 
Leon had asked why I was sleeping in a toilet! 😂
Inka was telling Leon that I'd lost it so it was my responsibility to get it out.
It was right at the tip of my fingers and I couldn't pull it.
So I'd just fallen asleep there with my head on the bog hoping  I could dream up a way to get it back out!  It was fabric of some kind.
 

I was also going to crawl inside this huge machine/cube my dream dust was crazy patterns squares and colours as I woke from this.
Meby it was like a borg cube I'm not sure, it didn't feel at all hostile.   Just I'd have to crawl along way and remember the root in and out to get too a battery/ power source.

Somehow had time make a MMO game too.  I did this with Loci back on the ship.   Ddad had taken us back to the small guarded room.   Loci told me he was splitting and did I wana jump back to the ship hub.

I split with him too and we'd gone back there to dream share, he told me he'd stay in the crowsnest - lol this gives me bonkers crown energy flow.   I'd turned into the dragon with an RGB coat and gone to sleep on the deck.
We were making a Minecraft like mmo game. 
I was placing characters and giving them narrative and dialogue, we were getting people to test it but I'd not made it obvious enough who the games story tellers were.
I was playing threw myself too and putting a marker over their heads as I interacted with them to make it easier for the other testers to follow.  It was a lovely colour scheme too deep dark blues and purples.
Cartoon like and comfortable.

Oh and at some point I'd also been at my main dream house.  Someone had knocked on the door and I opened it to a sloth! :D  He was sweet and I'd let him slowly climb up my arm to speak.
He told me he would be putting me in contact with a beast tribe. -

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Hummm the Shepperd's Bush was also with a large attack, a School / Reality had become unfit for purpose??  All Current dreams seem to be linked with last April 🤔

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/stars-and-balance.html

This is earth energy flow??

 

It's a Bug's Life

'You were going to go see Malico?'  I know, my brains sick of thinking, I just wanted to chill by the fire awhile. 
'Relaxed?'  Yeh, sad too lots of dreams hazy, yours? 'Yes' 💜 Neglect, abuse, something with a hospital too... 'also linked to that group awareness dream, now if your staying remember... parasites don't talk😏'  ok..  'Your call Ren, you can stay if you want'  

I was too comfee to leave recall hazy as wasn't making any effort, I'd found Inka by the fire outside the roundhouse smoking, it was raining lightly and I'd sat down too and fallen asleep fast into strange dreams... only I was mainly experiencing the emotions in them.. like the dream of a life of Inka dying on a beach. Oh.. I'd forgotton so much of that 💜

The last one was long, I'd been with a friend who has disabilities and I'd also been called away, a guy had 2 babies a month or so old, there was a strange monument with free nappies, all the settings were unfamiliar. 

I was also doing a puzzle it was iron made of 3 parts, with a light in the middle of each. I had 3 long feathers deep dark blue/purple iridescent black I suppose. There were different ways I could connect a circuit using the feathers I'd got all but one of them to work, but I couldn't get the last way to light up.  

I wake at 3 as my mind feels so sluggish...  'You didn't want to use it'  I know, too much thinking yesterday 😆 Want to just feel for abit.   

'Come back to bed/sleep b4 3.30 please' ... ok.  

Headed back to sleep still sleepy and not really thinking... Oh I remeber I'd asked Inak to jump me to the house to Malico as I just was so out of it and wanted to scatter.
He did then left and I'd found Malico in the study before falling deeply asleep there too (He told me he had stuff to share a couple of days ago... also that he'd created the house as a dream hub for me to play  in too,  that's why the others use it with my consent/responsibility, the study was hot.. I don't even remeber where I slept.

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Odd dream and fun dream on a world and a kind of astral version of the world.
The world was fantasy-ish, but realish too - a zooming vehicle thing too that I could use with others.

So the world had another space, where we were another thing.  I could dip in and out of either. I was getting better and the in/out thing and I'd been taken with a group who's I was part of.

In the other place, It was sort of familiar... I didn't know the others that well though they seemed familiar and I was surprised to find out I was the dark assassin! They all knew my role, when we all met properly we stood round in a ring introducing ourselves....Oh we were archetypes!😆 'Wellll drrrrrrrrrrrr!' Hahahahahh! FU Inka! 

It was also like the dream of picking character traits/flaws for the president... but this was way more wired/fun and less formal.
Each of us was paired with a mirror/shadow aspect so there were 12 but then 42 with our mirror aspect. We were sharing roles sometimes and Santa was there too! I'd been asked to do his job this Christmas 😆 lol

I wasn't sure at all and was asking meby I could do Surrey, or at least just the UK as the world was big... the others were laughing at me saying 'How do you think he doses it?' I'm admitting to them I have no bloody idea and all this is very confusing 😂

Another woman had a wired old unopened bottle and a cartoon style occult book that went with it, she could use it to see stuff about a person... It was like a really dirty old beer bottle & a kids paperback. 

I was friends with The Sun there too, he was showing me how he was about to bring the morning lol!

'Ren, geometry today please... draw what we just showed you.. It fits with the Archetypes and Astrology' errr ok Leon. 

Oh this is like the 6, 12 paired in strings?? 'Similar yes' I was laying half asleep not really wanting to wake up getting shown images and told stuff.

'The raw meat'  lol errrr yeh as a kid I had a thing about nicking raw meat out of the fridge 😜

'The dream about the bugs asking for your help Ren?'  Recycling clean up crew dreams??

I'm playing death archetype?  'We told you Ren, you can kill stuff cause you can birth it too... Female/Planet'     Soul Retrievals too?   'Yes'




Errrrrrrr 'You've had far more lives where you are not domesticated Ren!' lol 😶? 'As Inka would tell you Ren, you fit where you sit my friend' Hahaha Leon! 😁

Oh the body, planet mind star/sun.   The body births/kills recycles cells all the time all working symbiotically! Our body is our planet too

👀 In my story you told me to add the dream with the transport stasis and overseers and while I was writing it up, I realised that the stasis transporters moving entities was the womb rebirth too! 'Symbols Ren' 

Then I'd realised that the hopping time jumping is also indicative of moving... when a world/game experience is broken/collapsed the entities moved for further experience/growth/learning but most will not be realised they have been moved! (Oh The overseer told me, think down on the farm!) 

'We are showing Ren'  🌞 lol Leon.'It's morning wake up lazy mouse... we let you dream deep'  Haha I still dream.  'No Shit!'  Morning Inka.

Oh, the bug armour... That was in the moving people dreams... The swapped serial numbers! The star-trek Kaylo Ren that I had no idea about and I'd used Ren most of my life, I picked Kaylo as it was a bit like ego 😜    'Symbols Ripples Ren, you're dreaming'   Oh the Teddy again too!  What's with the dam Teddys 😆

Oh... and the insectoid overseers read my serial number too?   'It's a bugs life Ren'  OMG! lol the film? and you told me that the other day with the grasshopper in Amber!!

GG Inka! Haha the toilet bug too, and the bug/empathy thing! 'The amber flee in your ear'  

'You're still playing Ren, even when you think you are not!' 

'The system review dream Ren..With the alien parents!'  Haha 😲 WoW! The trippy giant bug things 💜

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Yesterday when the bug empathy article popped.... 

https://www.consciouslifestylemag.com/do-insects-have-feelings-and-emotions/?fbclid=IwAR2YY4XzzLMbINJUOH7WqNKkcWO-pOhnT-55gw-T1Dw5PSUJL-FX9TYAmGU

More so hu?  'Bitch!  I tell you to leave my bugs'  I do.. I also know the depth of empathy you have... 'Which is why we keep shit playful bitch 💚' 

More yellow?....'More inc😏 great' 😛 lol  'You can do it sleeping or awake, the info is coming either way mouse'  😆

I'd forgotten in that dream years ago when the bugs asked for help it was a Nephilim portal... 

 

The Nephilim/Elohim branch of the world tree? 

'Haha bitch and we keep telling you... we could tell you the secrets of the universe and you'd still forget your own name!'  lol great!! 

What is it??   'Keep playing nice and you might remember this time' 😏 

 

 

More... Hahaha, that was fast. 'And you know it! Instant hot water bitch!' Hahaha  

'Just as well you never really grew up Ren 😏 you still see fairies. 😈 and bugs'  💜

 

Shadow purrs now...  'Meby he prefers sociable birds to dominant bitches '  Hahah asshole 😝.. There is a reason we fight you know? 

Oh... When Leon asked me 'They eat carcass's'  Also the death archetype?? 'and that's the reason you should use your lazy mind more before snapping at people'  Hahah  😆   .... I'm learning  'Slowly and Painfully'


Oh.. Kaylo, I'd wanted to turn him into a crow!  You told me not yet!  🤯
 

RIP Ties

Wake at 131 I'm astral here with Inka we were formless though.
I'd asked him to come we were putting stuff into the grid, codes, contacts time.
I we would need it, we were adding it all now.

Wake again 303 - something...  Hahaha Not really describable

I'd been in-between layers we were changing stuff from the code in-between?? 

'Kids Ren, their wicked playful'  Hahah 😆

Oh yeh, Loci around too, 

I recalled more as i got up to sort bread It was Lion portal so I'd guessed we should play on
Lion lane but we'd gone into the earth below and then into everything -
We were playing like static our exchanges fast, emotional knowing pings. 
It was playful and funny.
While I was making bread all the cats were bugging me and then I thought oh they wana play Lion Portal and then I herd Leon sigh!

I realised I should have asked him, so did and then Malico as we were going to the Oak tree.

I'd gone bk to bed I'd asked the others too they all wanted to come we'd dream share as 7 under my soul tree.
I was to stay away from Kaylo still, Leon would balance me sleeping head to head.

Illeth was in our joint awareness.

I had Inka and Malico or Loci one each side, errr Inka is right atm.. yeh Malico was left.

Other way from when Inka was stubbornly sleeping n wouldn't budge for weeks.

As we were laying the energy flow was crazy,

Visually I was seeing the dream were my skin was golden fur

Inka as that Purple panther from the emissary dream...

Then they made me into a lilac puma...

 

I was like an odd pink panther .
But my tail still had it's point!!! 😍 🤣
I was flicking between the iridescent smooth skin and very flat lilac fur.

Inka had laughed at me and told me

'Lie lack & and Lie ability mouse you're a world of contradiction'

444.
When I woke it was  from a (OO should have wrote this earlier!) 
It was with Joan from the other night....
She was the one in the café  the other night (Red White)
Who had our stuff under the red/white taupe.

I was working in her café but every order pad was full,
(Oh another dream? With fam??)
The tables close together and the other staff gone.

I was trying to serve but I couldn't write down orders,

The kitchen staff were off line and stuff messy n odd.

She kept appearing asking me why people were coming then leaving.

But I was so fucking disorientated I couldn't work this place for shit.

Someone came in a with a massive black dog!!  It was huge and amazing 💜

A mastiff the size of a horse,

It's fur was amazing a true gentle giant and I'd gone to say hello and stroke it!

 

At the back of the café were I just couldn't sort myself out was an odd but familiar old fashioned news agent.

It had a feel of my main dream area but with many dream spaces compressed.

I'd gone behind the counter that was made of chipboard with various hatches.
The detail as usual was more than real.

As I'd lifted up a desk end to move were the cash was

a guy with a different accent followed me threw the staff access.

 

He told me 'I need make call' and I looked round for a phone set...

As I look back he was using an old errr 'ham' radio / headset thing..

The guy was talking a different language looked at me smiled and winked.

 

Inka?  '😏'   lol

 

The last part of the dream was a kid with a plate of leaves n mushrooms! :D
All different kids and shapes put out on a plate,  I'd sat down to chat.
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Then a dream of that odd version of here I was arguing with Ian.
A scrap van came for a car... A red sports car.
Then he had a gold one he didn't want...
The red car was from another night?? 

Driver n me trying to sort out an exchange while he was yelling..
 

The ka stars from my other dreams Em's head in a red car and my head removed replaced with generic blue.

Red n Blue = Purple lilac

 

Inka was still so close I'd asked him to help unpack like he usually dose.
He asks me to meet him...

I told him I can only locate you in my heart.
He'd said good...  Join to that.
Multiple dream recall and orientation. 

He askes me if he can bring Darth Dad.. I'd told him ofc.
We meet awareness first Darth Dad suggests my roundhouse hub,
Hunters room or above.
I told him I'd prefer below ground and he replied

'Suspected as much child' 
As he arrived I was already laid by Inka I realised I was split there dreaming.

His emotion was unexpected as he was behind me I only felt him.

It was almost pity but not.. Just sad in a way I can't describe. 
(A ping pong more like this night than last night)
I felt Darth Dad's Emotions while Inka showed me recall and images.

I wanted to know about insectoids and overseers,

The sale of the farm that had made family so sad.
 
Inka was showing me infants and children,

On another layer I'm seeing genetics and experiments.

Vax-ing r kids was being used as a frontline.
 

Then I have a pain in my back I know to follow right lower shoulder.

I followed it bk into the dream earlier with the red car.
I'd been arguing with Ian over Zak...
Toy wings I had a set of 5.

I had 5 different toy Insect wings,

Ian wanted me to make new ones...

I was telling him 'I'm not a wing maker'
The 5 I had were intricate and pretty,

I was trying to sort the Ka removal

He was complaining I was neglectful.

 

I knew my wings would be a half-assed failure

But Ian was insisting I wasn't making an effort.
I was annoyed as I was already trying to sort his vehicle issue...

And the wings on offer were functional and adequate,

What Zak needed was already waiting...

 'Bk Mouse'  Oh... Blugh I'm seeing & feeling the brain as a receiver too.

A/The  god gene,  fundamentalist extremist.. 
Darth Dad was sharing fast so I moved to try n split n write as was to much for me to recall.

He'd asked my permission first to share.

I asked was he representing an elder.  (The farm and overseer dream's)

'Yes Ren. I long ago picked a side in the duality game.
You and Inka like Leon remain as inbetweeners'

Leon and Illeth? 
'Yes Ren, dual aspects we keep in systems as friction and part of the architecture'

Ok..
'Earlier when Inka told you to expand and feel the others'  Yes..(I'd spread like a net others felt like nodes n cross points)
'Like you they are connected aspects to a larger network.  You are all able to feel and relay to eachother'
Yes... Ok... I get that...
'Off world control Ren and the sides'
Mmmm the games and teams from my dreams.
'Yes, many like you play both sides. 

Flipping as needed in service as needed for balance'
Yes..
'others don't'  (I realised he meant people I now know close to me)

Ok...
'Sleep deeper and split again, I need to take your awareness into me'

 

An error or issue in the gaming systems?

The overseers.. Insects, I know them as parents...
Errr this is Enders game stuff?

'Yes'

The colours Red and Black?? starwars  'Look him up Ren'
Like the lady Bird??
'Yes'
You are green and purple too...  I feel you mainly as colour..
'We are the darker half of the spectrum Ren, closer to void'

Yehhhhh
I jumped there fully into his emotion... It was deeper than I imaged.

You said you wanted me to take a side??... (not in-between)

'We would like to get you out'
Blue centre tickles...

'The situation there may well get messy Ren'   ??

(OK, this was fucking long term messy... We sign up to another massive cycle.  Been there jumped bk got to many fucking T shits)
'You know your role mouse, most of your family did not have more children'
Blugh....  I came bk for them on contract! 
'Children means more investment'
Pfff I'll need more perspective plx and increase refresh rate.
'As you request Ren'

Oh... The birth chart... Train??  
Are you Pluto??  The clones??
'Updating Ren'
2011/12 I jumped the bk carriage to the front??

Huge visual shit n dl with this...

The train will split soon???  'TIME NOW'

Oh....
My 2 birth dates??  'Yes'
One will form an AI timeline??
The other??
'We show'
I came back to remember emotion 😶
We were the elders...
It was our kids repeating our mistakes??

'Yes'
I rebirthed myself under a 136?

'His fear let you be taken'
I want back on my own timeline....
'They are both yours now Ren'
I'm split again??

'Yes'
Sheeshe...   ffs

Help plx, need perspective again.....

'Inc Bitch'  
 

 So after duality???  Colour stupid game??    'Its why you team bitch'  Haha Inka this shit gets tired 

I don't wana watch starwars.. Grown up films freak me out :P  Need to know who the dude with the ladybird face is.......

Stuff links and attatchments jump me there plx ;)