Toy's and Military

Many dreams..  

First I'm in mobile school based in a  caravan or trailer, I also have the ability to become formless black smoke and I'm checking systems.  We have finished and are getting ready to move/ separate stuff into 2 areas.

We find lots of 'stuff' not needed this is in the form of 'old' furniture and clutter.  This is being separated out and not being 'moved too'

Next I wake with chains of Love song from Erasure.  So it perhaps was that song on Thursday night.

Next dreams all seem to be related and odd. 

It starts on a beach, then moves over rocks and coastal protection walls, I have a strange hybrid catapilla it's large the size of my hand and wired looking with rainbow dots on it.  I need to keep it safe from some other species more predatory while it lays it's eggs   I take it into a building and find a glass tank were it can lay eggs in peace. 

First there are many other hybrid animals, in the room black and white cuddly toy and a toy goats head have been pinned to a wall in a symbolic way.
Next I'm in my main dream scape in a building that used to be an amusement arcade, I'm below ground level though... one and 2 floors down.   I'm working with a small team (I think perhaps old school friends) 
The area we are in is storage, and there catering supplies, and gifts (plastic buckets and spades, skipping ropes hula hoops and stuff.  We are looking for something, and have a specific amount of 'time' before we have to get out and reset an alarm.  For some reason I'm keeping track of the time...  we find what we are looking at and 1000's of gold identical crowns 'rein' down on us from above.   We all climb our way up & out resetting the alarm system as we go.

I woke again, but go back into a very similar scenario, also in my main dreamscape.  We have been militarised there is a command and control structure in place male me is there too(he swaps between being my brother and an old BF).  We are both in-scripted as part of this militarised collective and he's in his 3rd year called 'acclimatization'  I'm a year or 2 below him were the training is kinda fun.  He's really board with what he's being asked to do so I tell him we'll ditch it for now.   I'm fairly feral in this dream, I wear few if any clothes have long black deadlocked hair black nails and am aggressive and volatile.

We leave I can remote view stuff in the dream and I realise my Gran (Dads Mam) is unresponsive.   (She's dead IRL but I think I have some ancestor stuff to sort on this side of the family, it pops up in dreams now and then)   I mentally arrange from an ambulance to collect my unresponsive Gran from her daughters house and be moved to a hospital and me and male me go to her home to collect some things for her. 

When we get there officers meet us they want to know why male me is not training and I tell him we both had the same dream about my Gran and we are helping her.   So they leave us to continue, inside my Grans house there are loads of military officers too.  They are dressing young kids in inappropriate clothing...   (There is an accepted culture of child abuse paedophilia  - these kids are physically disabled and will be going into admin rolls in my mind I know they will be mentally abused rather than physically)   I notice that I'd rude and confrontational with the officers and this is accepted...   but male me is expected more to conform.    I root round my Grans old house (It's a cottage right on the north sea front.    In the dream though lots of 'stuff' has build up round it, I go into the kitchen into the pantry and see apples there (they are to make pie's) the 'Apples' make me irritable on behalf of my Gran (this is linked to a spell I cast I think :P )

We leave and try to get the train to the hospital, the entrance to the train station has been rerouted threw a shop, male me gets in but I'm distracted by another female when I cross the street the shop is shut... people wanting to get the train are re-routed round a massive long street.   Me and other travellers start running, I drop onto all 4s and run like a large cat the other DC's are freaked out by me.

I get to the station and it's got a wooden hut round it, a group of men have been asked by the military to protect it and they want us to wait outside... they are being ass holes assuming authority over people and I get volatile fast with a torrent of verbal abuse and threaten to rip the door of it's hinges if the don't open it instantly  - they do.  I barge in and the other DC's are great full to me there can get to the station again...   I wake up.   (Hummm,,   lots of personal dream symbolism here)



This is linked to these other dreams...

18 July 2016)

First night popper sleep again - strange but powerful dreams.
First one, I was in my Grans village. (Back in 2009 I had lots of awakening dreams set here, I don't recall dreaming about it since) There was a man there that I didn't know he was tall and wearing a khaki uniform his intentions or roll wasn't clear to me, he was fairly bossy. Everyone else knew him.
Interestingly when I woke this morning I remembered my Gran had a brother who died in a Japanese POW camp in WW2 long before my birth.
I'm still putting bits together with regard to 'relatives dreams' They are different from other dreams I have - I'm sure they all tie into an 'inheritance' that seems something to do with the shamanic ideas of 'ancestors' and how we are working not just on ourselves but that of ancestors also. Someone might know more about this that me :P I haven't looked into it to much as this feels like something I should let unfold at it's own pace.
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Next my dreams was an energy type of dream.
Starting with voles and a 'ripple effect' (of love and care) the ripple was going out to different world societies.
I was working with them.
I remember what I was doing from other dreams too.
http://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2016/12/regicide-grans-house-and-cloaks.html

http://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2017/01/lots-of-coffee.html


Last dream,

Dream mmo game,   I'm aware of me as a player and as an avatar In the game I'm made of pixels and everything else is too - My keyboard keys are stuck and I can't talk to the other 'players'  I can interact in the game though. 
Another Avatar changed his weapon into a giant wooden spoon and scoops me, I shrink and go up a chimney into a kitchen, I'm tiny and have to find 6 eggs and a mouse who's double my size. 

Tilted

- Yday....

'Talk to me witch'

You're at my back again?  'And in your ear'  oh lol I asked you about that this morning then I read it in the speaker 4 the dead book! 'Magic Hu?'

Flea in my ear was my left?

'It was' you prefer being at my left?

'Depends mouse if I'm at your back or front'

Oh yeh or upside down

I want you Inka...
'Bitch, I know what you need way better than you do and it's rarely what you think you want'  Smart arse....
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'Hydrate Ren, Then read or come and play with me'  Ooooo?  'Yeh'  
Ok, What?  Where?

'You'll have fun trouble.  Your still on clean up, can clean up after me'   Haha  kk

Prawns and Shells again?  'Yeh Ren, before you left Shadow slept at your back'   ?  Hu?

'I rolled n wrapped you up... last night you emerged again'   Oh yeh... Then I'd red the Enders game cocoon..
I popped out of that when I turned inside out?
' The snail with the broken Shell...Spirals Mouse, you go round and round'
You were a clown fish 😋  'Come here'  Ok... 

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A huge long dream I'm in a world... Non human, I'd gone with Loci and Inka, but we were in role.. All siblings and a strange species.
Oh yeh... We'd gone from my main dream space - moving in the water.
Out the in the Burn, then into the sea flowing South.

They were telling me bugs came first from the sea, life from sea....

 

Inka my recalls shit?  'Do you mean to say please?'  lol Yeh, I can recall if I shut my eyes n jump bk... Not bring to wake though.
'I recall mouse'   Help plx?  'Join my awareness Ren'   TY.

Back in the same world we are living just above n below ground...  Bug like
My writing is crap as it was so different and hard to bring back.

Me n Inka had been black n white we were fighting there for friction n energy,

We helped with balance too...
But then we both changed to purple as I merged with him cause my recall was so crap.
There it made sense, but the more I awake the less sense and less I could bring back.

Next with Inka was odd very detailed visions.

Kuwait Airport... but what I was looking at was a small military airport.

A Huge tree with a fall of apples under it, yet it looked more like an oak tree... The sun is setting and the apples are broken under it from the fall, bruised n brow.

A slag heap or a landfill it was vast and covered in blue plastic....
The 3 visions were part of a plot for sale??

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Another dream of a strange place with a blue and white cave, a stand up female comedian with pink hair was too loud.
I follow two females down a flight of stairs one has trouble to walk.

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Inka now wtf are we dreaming?  
I was back at that strange place again, with the tunnels were we were not human. 
Inka had told me we were moving on... And I'd told him OK but started crying.

He asked me why I was crying I told him 'The Windmill'  
He instantly understood....   Said 'Don't worry, I'll have it dismantled and packed'

I'd thanked him as it had been my mothers!?  It was all I had left now?  

He tells me 'It's one of 3. I will make sure they are all moved and we take them who can rebuild' 
????   'Come back Ren' 
That was the Mouse and Windmill dreams and harvest?  And Where's Loci?
 'Still with you too Ren'     I'm confused?

'you usually are'
Help me understand then Plx??    'Lay Still' 

Eh??   My Mam's Birthday and the 2 kids all the 19th of Sept...   This is just before Autumn Equinox??   'Hamlets Mill Ren, Re-Read the Spring Equinox dream, Also the Kali Dream please... Along with other windmill dreams today'  mmm ok.
'And jump back to Loci stay with him till I tell you otherwise' 

The Overseers??  'Stay there Ren. A bit at a time'    Planet 9??   'Go to Loci Bitch!' 

Wow 👀
So Loci kept bugging me to roll over!   I'd been looking out of the window at Orion and I'd got up cause I'd forgotten the bright star ...   Beetlejuice 🐞 ... Then I'd noticed Planet 9 marked on the starwalker app..

I see Etruscan tunnels and then the underground Enders game tunnels and then I remember my Roundhouse hub and how we made the tunnels under it last year.
Inka had started digging the floor there and I'd asked him wtf he was doing.... But then I just chewed threw it like a massive worm, while he was telling me fairystorys.

Anyhooo   Loci was getting impatient which is unlike him... He reminded me Inka was the only one who would attack me 🙄
It made me laugh as I never fight with Loci then he reminded me he fights like me but he's faster!  🤣
So I roll over to the side he asked and connect in.

I feel energy flow, Inka behind someplace distant.   Then I'd missed Malico and thought 'Jupiter' I'd asked Loci but he just showed me Aquarius

Saturn and Jupiter in the house again...  Jupiter more recently bk then I feel the ecliptic run threw me but it's down my midline.  Splitting my brain and being in half the veil/symmetry. 

Loci is helping.. Then I recalled last night they had told me Ian was linked to Malico and Jupiter.... He was in front of me where Loci had wanted me to face.

'Dream with the quest giver Ren, from Christmas'  Ok... When Malico gave me the sky cloth??   'Yes'   Ok...   WTF?

'Come back Ren'  My head feels all over   'Roll over again'

Hummm when I'd re-birthed myself after Midsummer... Bugs can be either?  'Or Both' kk

555 'Yeh, Get up'  lol kk   'You know where to go n why?  Told you Saturday'   Mmm  kk OMW. 
Wow... That was the amber bug too!!   I didn't realise it was so long since I'd danced there. 





Oak and Ash...   It was by the Oak tree, no Ash here.  
The planetary axis's?  Jupiter's Wobble is like Sol's?? 

'Correct Mouse'   Hello Leon...    Hummmm
Uranus why is that on it's side??   Planet 9..
Where dose that fit?  'Keep asking Ren, we like questions'   :P   Curiosity hu!
'Good job your don't mind getting killed Ren'  I'm not a cat...

 OOoo   other Equinox More bugs..... 

Oh here....

Prawn Ramen noodles... that's a word in Speaker for the Dead..

Inka Games & Play

 

6th
I'd had a dream about the local station... A green light.  Babies and sex - but I don't have any recall on waking up.  (Was first sleep after 2 shifts.)

The next dream was more vivid.  I was in electric bunkbeds, the heads moved up and down.
Inka was in the dream too, in an odd formal role.  He had a suite on 😆
I was in one of the beds playing a game.  It was a board game I was  playing alone,... But I'd kept losing the bits on the floor. 
It only worked if I kept the game to my right side.
The board had playing bits...   Red apples and crystal slippers, made from cheep plastic.
It played like a computer game... The apples disappeared as bites were taken of them.
Inka was getting impatient with me playing with myself in bed 😛  I seemed to keep knocking the bits off the board onto the floor.
He was passing the game bits back up to where I was laying on the top bunk and poking me with a short bamboo stick.

Next dream..
I'm at a nursing collage, in the dorms.
An odd world with big floating structures in the sky.
I'd gone out for brecky at a local cafe/shop.   Asked for a full English and then gone to pick up some vapes but I'd gone into one of our work placements instead. 

Leah was there, we were chatting... There was an odd power play of women in charge and many of them wanted me out.  
I was banned from that building and was strange trying to get out of the gate.. I got tangled in some overhanging streamers and needed them to help me out.
When I commented they'd extracted me they'd commented 'In more ways than one.'
I'd called bk to the cafe to see if they'd kept my brecky as i was happy to eat it cold.  

 

 

8th
Cloths shop with swimwear...

Then an odd setting...  Beach/rock like with an odd tower. 
We'd created a sort of land slip, so the tower was only reachable from above.

We were picking threw the shingle that was made of amazing polished gems/semi precious stones.   Lots of them looked like smooth bits of Jasper. 
I was sorting them into piles of similar stones.
I was many people at once.... A guy was there too, looking for me.  But I was so many people, others were using my names. 
I was happy to watch the guy from a distance while looking at the stones.

We realised what's we'd done digging under the tower had destabilised the path/route and changed the ascetic layout of the place.... So we caused a landslip to level the ground again. 

 

Then a surreal dream... Me and a guy Inkerish.. Were playing with toy vehicles in my main dream space.  
He lifted up a house wall to let me drive underneath.. Then as I'd got my toy vehicle threw he asked me to hold the wall up so he could follow me.
He did... His toy was like a red plastic dumper truck with some other smaller vehicles in tow. 
We both passed under the wall and lowered the house back down. 
An Elvis song was playing...   Errr I wrote it down..
Was an odd tune given we were 2 grown up's playing with crappy toy plastic cars! And lifting up whole houses to move them threw.

On waking I got the sense I needed to Zooom out. 
 

Long Games

Inka help please 'We are Ren you dumb bitch, stop upping the stakes ffs'  The long game in astral?

'You know him Ren'  I don't 'You don't know what you don't know bitch, we have perspective you have amnesia'

Why? 'To avoid a trajectory a strong attraction like this threw the planet is stronger than you understand'    

I wake again at 23.23 O.o 'yep Ren you get me!' Fuck....   'Too late for that squeaky, listen up and do what we say'  ok 'It's big crazy games you are wanting to play' lol yep

'We know this cause we made it we ripped it up and then we played it, now freaking balance please'  I really am nuts! 

You are a voice in the darkness, a song in the night, a sway in the movement my ripple in time.

You dance to my panpipes, you call ours who roam, you are dancing back into my heart and your home.

'We have told you, Witch, you are ours and we want you back'  

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I got up and made bread.. then back to Zzzzz

So a bug life, I'm a grasshopper gone wrong??

Told to find 5th Nov dreams??

lol..  (Game deves & Viruses)

Others too? Errr ok...

lol... Eve's and Apples, Viruses 2019😛

More Babes and Journeying from 2018 & cattle carriage? 

Closest on 2017... 3rd Nov, wow where I started to learn to hear you guys! Signal box... lol The horns Hippocampus - Capricorn Horn of plenty... plenty of info 😆

Nov 4th 2016.. Fools, a black and rainbow serpent DNA? Hybrid creatures and a soul fragment... 'Longtime fool bitch'  💜

6th was where I agreed again to game this shit hu? The night before void manifestation the one after being in circuitry!    'Less bored?'  Hahah yeh!! Hehe the all the game boards, first on the level? 😆 

WTF! GG... IMPressed again 😏 Especially given where the rest of the info leads too!

Bk to us now plx..

The dryads, the broken male totem.  I'd been a massive data flow again.  More gaming agreements.

I gave it to Illeth in the story to look after as I didn't know how to look after it yet she fixed it.  Oh.. taken back to the dream too (It was Loci)  more herd/dairy.   Kids playing with light toys. Then the weaponised emotion...  people being taught hate.

I'd been in my new dream hub, we were dream sharing as 4 in a cross all heads pointing in this time like on Leons Island in the story when he was teaching us co-creating dream worlds 'And you'd fucked off to eat strawberries missing the rules?'  lol yeh.  😏  I'm opposite Inak and Malico opposite Loci

Lots of crown energy and purple centre.



It felt wired... 'DW bitch, your seriously grounded!' haha Inak.  'Come back now'  

Pinnochio? wtf? 'Made from wood to witch' Wish on a Star? Hu??  'Come, here again, stay and dream with just Loci' 

lol comes from Pine Eye! My soul tree a Pine, the ogham for farsight!  

Hung from a tree... like Odin!
  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pinocchio

Inka merges with me as an ego aspect. I dream share with Loci. A red deep red earth a house like my roundhouse but the walls are red earth soil. Red chakra? The mud roundhouse but this has windows like dragonfly wings like living stained glass same as the lamp & living hub in my story the rainbow light is inside the red hut.

'Bk, please Ren' Me and Inak swapped hearts... we were red, the same red/earth. 'Yes Ren, we are all one energy Gestalt come here please fast' It's 404 Time? Location Loci, & Fate/Fortune? Where are we in the deck?

'Here Ren now ffs' lol ok..   

 

An insect in Pinocchio?? Eh? 'Tomorrow come back' I jump back.

Oh a Cricket too...  

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'Unpack that now please Ren now'  

Oooo errr wow, I was 

The dream Ian was male but I was splitting there and sleeptalking.. I was also looking threw the layers between the reality at the underlying source code they are being rendered from.

I can question and see the code.... Ian could ask things threw me to or I could use an ego aspect piggybacked to do the same thing. That's why we bring here and embody it?  'Yep Ren for them with vehicles open for possession'  lol robust circuitry hu? 'Yes and you're nearly re-wired'  😏

The dream share had been from this new Red hut Inka me are one entity and I'm dreaming with loci only it's different I'm laying on my stomach on the earth and his hand is on my spine. This is the new hope for an earth chakra?  

I'm awake again O.o 'Hahaha Ren sorry you keep upping the fun!' 'Try and sleep again though please, and find tomorrow the dream where we argue in Japanese' Ok 

Wake at 444

The male mind aspects project the reality real time around us from the code! lol you told me that 'And now we show in a pretty house!' lol the lantern windows... 'You SNAIL, keep up' 😏 now Brian on the Magic roundabout 😏Hahah

Errrrr hu? The Fable Game Ian made - Big Blue Box was eaten by Lion Head that was eaten by Micro-Soft?

Big Blue Box logo? first, a blue box eating a red box, Lion Head...  Lionhead was named after Webblys hamster!! lol   Rodent!!  

Microsoft next gates again! 

Webs weave gates separate? 'Find that too plx Ren' The key codes? I was resetting the doors again? 'You play both sides at once Ren to balance and weave' Hummm ok.

Fabel for every choice a consequence

 

'Instant Karma, you know you like it!' The real-time manifestation, the instant hot water, we need to upgrade too?  

Microsoft? The logo? Logo/Logos? More system architecture? What's up with brow chakra? 'Exchange, bk your Hub now Ren.. we dream one more before dawn' Ok.

Oh the cross... 4 corners 4 points/directions and energy centers too.

The Mudras?   'Gates to Ren & Locks, you learn that astral when you learnt Drishti'

Oh on point again..  The focal point in or out.  'Here ffs Ren' lol OK! Hahaha it's 505 😛 'Yes Bitch, now come'

Wake again... going forward and back, the stolen history? 'Tecnically it's more misplaced than stolen'  Pahahaha
'You know why I have your heart now Ren?'     Yes, it's harder to get lost can feel it's Loci 'Yes, no escape now squeaky'  lol Time/Space  Space/Time?  
These are like frame 1 frame 2?  Void and projection?  'Up Bitch & Dl enough bites to unpack now'   Hahah Bites/Bytes 😆 'All symbols and patterns witch, get up' 

Was these cards last night - 👀

I headed back to sleep for a little bit. All the others had been round the fire chatting I was leaning on Inka dreaming. Have a dream about being in a kitchen I turn round and all the rings are on full and it's getting hot! Inka appears smirking at me. I wake as Loci throws a log at him making me jump and waking him. After that I was dreaming with Loci, until I get a crazy energy rush the room gets brighter and Inka tells me 'Get up Ren I sent you the sun!' and my pillows all bright it's 919 😆  'Your not in Kansas anymore!'  

- The dream with Loci from Oct

 

My emotions?? 'Not directly Ren, you are holding them in your space if you chose too' 

 I chop another onion heart!  

Hahah it's one too!  'OFC now be gentle with your Onion hearts' Loci?  'I'm your extra dimension Ren' Nice 💜   'Will be when we are threw' child Ren / Ad Ren...  Inka walls plx I'm 

'Inc Ren'  errrrr 'Yeh, your well stabilised both ways, you may feel me root now' 👀 Wow...

'Need more ask Malico, he is ego aspect I'm holding a visceral energy space'   Oh, that makes sense   'Of course it dose Ren, relaxe  out and let us help'    Stretchy??  'We know you like it'   Hahahaha 
 

'Enough for now?' yes 👍

 

'You balance there, we balance here...  think of the void space Ren' 'the lessons you slack on Witch' 

 

Sorry Loci yeah... This is just the weirdest sensation ever!!  'you're playing Mel ok?'   I errr   oh....  wtf.......😲?   'Bo peep bitch'  

 

STFU Inka now, just ground eh?   'Game on Witch'   Oh Neil Game-one... I know his dream spaces  'Ren please?'   Sorry gah... he's 'Focus here please'   

 

I'm a shuttle train to retrieve collect?   'Close enough you need Inka's ground, just try not to fight him and remember what you are doing'   

Why did I not go up first to source like a male? 'Andros Ren and you went down cause you'd been blinded by light one to many times'  'That's why you get to hold a female space 😈'
Rude!!  

 

Wow I'm errrrrr wtf is going on.....

Err the escalators last new year???

 

'You're a tunnel Ren..   just let them pass'  Wtf!👀

 

'You did it side to side with Inka and Leon,  This is same different direction.'

😲😳 This is 'YW, btw'  Hahah 😯   Why the fuck not hu???  😐

'Yes beloved, you never say no'   lol ffs... 

 

 

'Big root Ren, you've been kicking about for years Ren, just own it'
 

Ummmmm   'big mama with a tummy full of bugs'  Fuck off now Inka not helpful lol and pack that in too!  

 

My body feels like a hub exchange why??? 'Cause its what you do Ren'   open my orifices??? 🙄 'Portals and Rings Ren'  

 

It stopped....   WTF happened???  'you cool?' Ummm  suppose 'good, thanks' 

 

Yw I guess????   Pfff now yellow?? 'sorry Ren incoming info'    could I may be just cook food??? 

 

'Jog on bitch, I'm dragging you down'  Inka just shhhhhh plx I want to swallow you, just stay in one place. 

 

'Harvest witch and you did offer ... You're our valk and we want our expat unhinged home if the want it' 

Under the Combine harvester hu??  

 

'We all fit where we sit bitch'

 

Well out of any energy work this is way the weirdest

 

'Mama ship Ren you're a big bitch'

 

🤯🤯🤯🤯

 

'You never say no Ren just soul retrieval big style'

I'm not totally sure this is the kind of fucking cosmic gate people had in mind??  Or angel!!

 

I'm am utterly bonkers!   'Yeh but you don't care Ren and that's what we need'

 

Just hold it full moon tomorrow..
 

What 😳 😳.  .   'One way in one way out bitch 🤣'

 

You fuckers🙄

 

I dream a planet wanting a star, as it dreams me?? 

 

'Depends what way you are looking in the mirror.'

 

IMA going to kick you lot so hard..'ik witch, you can just enjoy the current

For now. 😈'  

This is too wired... 'Ren, you are arguing and talking to planets in your head? What's a little traffic between friends 😆'

 

'Go with it love we got you.'  Pfffff🤯