Mindgames and Flows

Dream dust is scalloped and stretching like coral, frilly and fluffy.

I'd had hairs growing into  my feet.... It's from on of the other guys, we were doing something together in a pond in the water.

They were coming from him, like white hairy pond weed and growing into all of us. We were a group of 4-5 also taking it in turns to take a psychedelic, 2 at a time or 3 max.
We are looking for something while tripping,  the others acting as trip guides or taking notes. Liz and Elsie were the 2 other females then 2 guys to.... one of the guys was annoyed we were not making optimal use of our space...

 

I'd been dreaming with Malico, I'd been asked to go to him tonight... he met me made me the tall white thing and wanted to go straight threw the pink/purple portal there that is still in the dining-room. We did... the dream share with him is much sharper and more detailed.... the vibe mental, tricky.

 

I recall last night the skin itching, top of left hand and palm of right... I'd started to itchy it and Inka had told me 'Energy stupid, use a mudra' then it had just been heat.  Same tonight but Malico had asked first 'We asked last night to Ren, you just don't recall' Oh.

 

Heat, pain in right thumb and left big toe... very hot, I feel all down my right side too tingly. 'Tantra & exchange relax' The pain builds then goes...'Energy blocks, lay still'

 

I'm a space tadpole again... 'ProtoStar Ren' Ohhhh, it's like the chakras and the 2 energy flows, and also the Ooooo like then you said We're making a star?  ..Wowo, as withing so without hu, the Birkeland currents? The spaceship head, and then tree spine, the clours and twisting flow like the plasma planets at the intersections. Ooooo feet now?? 'Yes, lay still and relax' 

Dream dust is amazing patterns like LSD...

Next dream, long and crazy... a brasier in a bath, but someone had moved it from an old enamel bath to a plastic one, I was looking for something to move it back... a mother/Mama had moved it then gone.


A Christmas meal, we would celebrate in an aunt's house (like last night.. what's with all these Christmas meal dreams??)

 

A changing room bathroom, very large.  A dressing area with mirrors and lights and bathroom/shower room with many cubicles

A group of small kids passing threw we are in charge of shepherding them while they are in the space,  we are keeping a watch from a distance... I was showing another female the thermostat to control the temp of air and water supply.

 

Next up we are to head to the main party, I had drugs I would take and am with Em.. so me and Mirror me.

 

The vibe is tricky and a bit toxic, power games... everyone checking each other out to see who they can try shit on with. 

 

Mindgames. There is a head table and people have saved spaces there with shoes and boots and I head there anyway...

Stepping up and walking over the table to sit down... a guy kicks me from the seat next to him, but I'm still on the sofa and just scootch closer to him regardless of his hostility.
He's glaring at me his skin is strange, very red, flaked, scaly and scared his eyes red too....his voice rough.
Em touches him, asks how long he's been ill for (It was his heart not his skin)

He's taken a back by her affection and familiarity but it won't stop him from trying to hurt her.

There was no music at this point just people round tables sizing each other up... looking to who would make a good challenge.
I knew we were all equal showing doubt would make you a target. The games were subtle and cruel in a way... but it was what it was. It was strange as one person would be the leader of the space manifestation for a while, it would swap frequently though... that seemed to be what people were looking for.  

 

Who was leading the manifesting at any time, I can see who is doing it and am observing them discreetly and distantly. I know the people who's shoes / soul coverings are on the seat I took will return soon, and challenge me for the space and the scaly person is watching my every move trying to intimidate me.

I suddenly have a large human tooth in my mouth, not mine... It was like a large thumbnail, and I'm told mentally 'You're up' I know the guy who was manifesting has passed control on to me. The dream is very vivid, the shape of the tooth in my mouth and the tang of blood where it was attached in another mouth... I feel the power shifting too.
The first thing I wanted to do was change the music, and I'd swapped in a bunch of old tracks (timelines) into the playlist.... I could see that the leader before had done the same while he was controlling, and I know his tracks too.
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I'd been told to sleep again... but was pretty awake so get up for a bit....  'Come back now Ren, almost 333'  Mmmm and I'm freezing!! 

 

As I was going back to sleep I recalled more stuff from the night before too - A strange unfamiliar handheld thing it was for blood flow threw the wrist, it could show all the blood flow, I'd been using it.. my resting HR had been 168! 

 

I jumped back to Malico again... we are still in the grey stone tunnels.
I was in a dream when a cat woke me right in my face was annoying as I was in the middle of doing something but I can't recall what. 😛
Before the dream I'd been in ice caves... lol prolly cause I was so freezing... they were very pretty though, the walls glowed with a blue-green light and the rooms were high with pointed ceilings. They were carved into the ice... One room had a bed covered in white fur that was where I'd gone to dream on the wall was a huge ladybird lol it was like when people have a scarab decoration but this was a ladybird... It reminded me of the vision of one breaking an ice-wall years ago... inside was a holographic thing. 

 

The last dream was hard to recall too at first then I realised it had been very detailed.
It had started with Em again, we are sitting on a bench in what was I suppose an unfamiliar mal, non of the shop signs are familiar, it's the white plastic walls.
We're chatting playfully we had made a game, arbitrary rules and scores - competitive fun. It was based on things we recalled and experiences - she was also making music scores for people.  

 

I'd spotted a store behind her I knew she's like.... Oh.. it was an old store Liptons that was from '60-'70s but taken over before I should be able to remeber it....  but in this space it hadn't it was modern or may-be it was retro... anyhow it was cool looking.

I knew she'd like to look around but she was so busy with the music score it was hard to get her attention.
When we did we go over to it and buy retro sweets it turns into a care home and we are siblings. We have a parent that needs care.
They are short of space and this was literal... as in they had to walk like penguins in one bit of it :P Anyhoo they can care for this dying parent for a few days which is what we needed.   

 

The space had vaccines too but they had been introduced into populations with no measure of there effectiveness and now it was impossible to measure any effects they were having... this was problematic due to the money and risk involved as there was no evidence either way. In another part a friend goes to see a director of a business and deliberately drops an ice cream cone onto his carpet but pretends it's accidental. - I knew stuff in the dream was deliberate, but I don't get the meanings... It was very detailed too, oranges, yellows and pinks the predominant colours against the contained somewhat sterile white walls again.