Dreams of an Aeon

I'm? 'Our in'  

You let me bite again? 'Then we call you home and cleanse your ties' 

I'm not really me? 'You're gaming wide' 

'Intention bitch, it's all you need, play with us and chuck wild seed' 

Biting Lions? 'and playing games, you're dreaming your life we are one in the same'

lol 'You are waking them up Ren, the same as you'

I dunno how, what I do? 'By letting us in Ren, you're still our car, play nice and we can travel far'  Hehe ok 😆 🖤🤍

-- That was odd, planes? 'Yes Ren' When I was here before I flew planes? 'Come here again'

What is time? 'Trajectory memory layered in space'   

I'd been bouncing there too in and out of reality 'Yes, many meeting one mind'   Sleeping in patterns... Electric Star/Astral car.. back at 2.22 'Get up for a little bit Ren'   ok

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I'd been back with Inka from last night. (Not written this up yday)  

I'd been avoiding him and Leon and then when I found them Leon had told Inka 'Deal with your sibling' and I'd vanished again back to the house with Ileth and Kaylo. When Inka found me he changed me into a child again. I was young maybe 3-4 years Inka was yelling at me and angry after he'd chewed me out a bit I'd run of and hidden in a walk in cupboard it was wired, I wasn't child me, I was a diffrent child.... I was squashed under a shelf, in an old fashioned nightdress, I had a tin candle holder and a white candle that I'd litten with an unfamiliar style box of matches. Felt like the Wee Willie Winkie rhyme 😆 I was hiding there.  

When Inka found me again he'd picked me up... Was wired as I had my recall but not body I asked what he was doing and he told me he was taking me to Daddy... I thought he was off his head 😜

Anyhoo.... much to my amazement, we jumped back into another dream, it's the second time I've been back in this dream..

He took me back to one of my earlier dreams with Leon..  Around 2012 or before... It was a dream of a shore, and a sunset on the beach lived an ancient architect, in a small hut. On the sand were groins the wooden type that stop beach erosion - they were old and crumbling and he made stained glass art in the gaps in between

He let me say with him and make art too and a window of my own. They would get broken with storms but we kept making them

Anyhooo Inka took me there I could see me there, I could see Leon on the sand.....but the kids kept yelling and waking me so I didn't get to find out why/more. I'd slept again and he'd jumped me again still as a child but this time we were standing in front of Hitler ??? But again Zak woke me.  

__ So anyway, I was still in the house as a kid and he was there too. 😛

'Ren, bk to bed @ 3.33 plx'   Ok,

__ I'd gone to bed, awake but still.  You guys here with me tingly, until I slept again. The Star/Car, is the Merkabah....

I'm cold & not -  sleepy too... 'Come bk Ren, we play with you' Wake at 444.... wow, that felt amazing! I'd been at the roundhouse and I was cold, so cold and I'd stood in the fire and turned into a fire ele... this time big though. Not a sprite.... I was fire still but bigger - it felt amazing to burn.

I'd had a dream there too... a long one, I'd been with Em so Me/Em Em/Me again. We had been cleaning up to leave It was main dream area..we were sorting threw old stuff packing to leave, emptying draws and cleaning. Her hair had changed, it was dark black but she was growing grey in parts to so was black/white and grey lol like shadow the kitten! Her bro had had a message for me but I don't recall that.  'Check his photos'  

Errr ok.. lol. WOW! OK 😮 TY, Arora and sunrise! Aroura from Dec..2016?? We were talking about, 'Yes Witch' 😆

So the dream as I'm clearing out I was also making a list of what to keep... we needed. I needed 'Silver Birch Essense' and some other bits I can't recall... they were spell ingredients. Last bit we had a pool and we had planted trees around it different types.

We had taken the form or place of the tree's and we were singing row, row, row your boat in a-round.

I kept missing my cue and getting annoyed with the person in front of me Marie/Mary Middle me) She was confusing me by being quiet and then I realised she was a silent M. (This the Mary/Mag/Middle me stuff) Once I realised that she was silent it was easier... I needed to control my volatility too 😛 

My bit was 'Merrily, Merrily, Merrily' 'Witch Ref to Bitch' lol Inka, it's 707 💜

“Merry Meet, Merry Part, and Merry Meet Again.”

I don't recall the other dreams well, I know I'd been with you guys... 'Naturally'  Guy at one point too 'Yes'.
Hehe I'm hearing in the track 'It's time to burn, in my head'  

So the Silver Birch is the tree Winter? New beginnings I think? 'Ring of trees Ogham too, Sleep Ren come here'

I jumped back with Inka and Leon, I'd split,  half of me was fire inside Leon and then I was still fire in the hut chatting symbols and Ogham with Inka.
He taught me about the Birch/Beith, Broom's beatings/ clearing/boundries and beginnings. My Tree is Rowan, birthday Imbolc I remember he'd told me... 'Meby Bitch, you have no boundary cause you just like to hang out?'  We chatted about the symbolic nature of realities....
Oh, a bug/Scarab beetle? Had it been squashed?  'Haha, Ren, we squash you frequently' 😁 lol 'You just reform' 

https://ecoenchantments.co.uk/myogham_birchpage.html

I was woken by corvids outside the window!  'Here again'  

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This time I'd been with Inka and Loci, still talking symbolic rendering of Earth... The potential is below the earth, underground in our hearts, the mirror inside out.  

You showed me two more Ogham symbols.   'Find them Ren'.

They were like a y and inverted y -- The splitting of roads too... 'Which path, will you dance Ren?' Both and eye in each, waiting and watching. Oh... the symbols, The end and the start! 🌞 Solstice - Midwinter.  

'You should have split Ren, your memory is shit when you sleepy' lol yep, You had told me about the Sun?  'Yes, and your love for the sun, You're rising Ren many, many are this time'  2012, 2016 wasn't enough? - Now? '💛' Wow lol.

Still so many..... 'Play Bo-peep.. stop being volatile and competitive' 😆 💣

The last dream I'd been at a funeral - Wake!!

Haha 'Symbols Witch'  Oh and for direction, I follow the sparkly eyes 'Of your guides😏'  Haha my love is my connection, the tug from the heart... I can feel in the darkness, I follow my heart.

Wow! Just checked the Dec 2016 dreams!!  

👀 This one from the 20th before the Solstice, I was initiated by Witches - and a Hearse! New concepts!   That was after the Void game, and the training start?  'Yes'

Then on the 21st!! Was the Regicide... long ripples in my space-time experience?  

'Big Ripples, Long games... scoot and Run mouse' 😏

Oh I'm on Aeon Card again!!  'You would have been yday if you'd been less pissed when you went to bed'  hahaha What was my last Aeon, I didn't understand it then but oh....   The short fuse on the heard mind?    'Your mind will pop Ren, F off and run'  haha yeh ok, wow I dreamed the whole deck in under a month... 'We did, now would you go'

Ohhhhhh.. the Vid I found and shared Yday with people!  wtf?  'Head, bitch... run and gound before boom!'  





I just noticed my Soul tree is Fir, Farsight!   'Would be a lot futher if you stopped rocking the boat everytime your slighty board'  It's the waves that keep me awake 😆


Oh looking up Merkabah...  That's the thing Leon burnt into my leg threw the week. 

The other is a representation of the Singularity we make when we make timeloops?  😲

How dose this work?  'Magic 😈'  lol FU 😆 'Zoom out dumbass till we are in the perspective where you weave the day and your dreams with us Ren'   Oh yeh...  Wish it was easier to remeber all of this when awake...  'You're Not awake, your just dreaming on another layer' 
Ah, so they agree to play for the catalyst too?  How did they used them exact words?  'When you are high Ren, your shadow has a long reach'  lol 

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What are the things we came to see fall?   This is tied in the the Regiside dream, 'We are showing you Ren, keep asking questions' 

Adrenal Tickling

What's up with our totems biting? Me Leon & You and then the snake?

The Turtle, Cat Bird? Other totems eating each other?

'Sleep Ren let Inka bring you to me'

Ok... wake 22.22 confused, time seems all wrong.  I'd had strange huge well-formed ideas - it felt like something important happened but also that it was going too. Like the now was a table cloth fabric and a point of it was pinched up and that was now and the other fabric all flowing from it.  

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Next wake.. again I'm seeing the same thing, half the torus?? 'So come here, be mine, we jump Leon, go look inside'  lol Inka 😆

There had been another dream too, long and very funny too.
Robots entities, all kinds of things. Some of them I recall where pre-programmed at there creation and  they had no self-determination.  Like giant robots, there were sort of vampiric entities too, others drones, all sorts of different things - We were trying to work together to a common goal.
Also, someone was leaving to the 'other side'? We had all met up to say goodbye.

Only 23.33 still early  I'd been in geometry again... Is Leon like the ace of cups? The point in the centre of the tours? the x + Cross / Criss?

http://www.esotericmeanings.com/ace-of-cups

2.22 'Yep get up for a bit....' 😴    'You're dreaming and sleepy Ren, your recall is poor' Blughh 'Do as your told bitch, you are our car 😏'  Haha Inka, ok.  

I wake, write/right and do stuff. 

Humm... It's hard for me to get? 'We are showing Ren... will be easier for you -Come back to bed sleep at 3.13 do stuff for a bit longer'💜

Wake at 404 I'd been with Inka and Leon just healing it was all sensation.

Before they had asked if I could love Leon, I told them yes.

Was to meditate as they wanted to join me/here rather than me go to them.  Inka first DL like crystal shower feel him inside awareness sharper and body fizzy them told to love Leon, reach for him with my heart.  I wasn't sure what exactly Leon, I was aiming for as I know him as Wizard/Architect Archetype  and was shown a series of archetypal symbols, Ra, Sun, Christ, Logos, celtic cross...

They flashed in front of me, I settled with the sun with a spiral centre that I'd painted on my ceiling as a kid and feel what I know as Leon and connect to it.. the sun I visited, the archetect father.
As I pictured the sun with the spiral Inka added the cross to the male linearity/trajectory/ quarters??    'Boundaries, scattered-brain'  💜

Huge flow of healing love.. The above and below my whole body especially my sides and adrenals, Heart and then lower crucible too. 

Then I'd fallen into many dreams.

I'd done a dream re-entry too into this dream earlier in the year... last one on the page..

Intreasting Outfits, Bombs and Performances.

Only this time Inka is with me in my main dream space.

We were on the main street, with the males arguing.  Waiting for the part of the dream where the dancing begins.

It's wired as people are staring at us as we are oddly out of place and he's being an idiot, then he just randomly hits me.. I ask telepathically as we were chatting that way anyway 'wtf you do that for?'

He found it really funny saying 'Chill bitch, people expect to see a Witch slapped by her daemon... it makes them feel better about hating us'  Which makes me laugh too and more people stare at us. 

He has come this time to change the male energy and arguments and so the men join the dance again too. 

Oh... the arrow in there again, that was one of the Images Leon showed me.'Yes'

In another dream I'd been with some other females we were breathing and our breath was condensing and mine was forming amazing clouds fractalizing out... there was a low rising sun hitting the clouds and my breath looked like dawn. Some of the other women were complaining that they couldn't breathe and that I was lucky. I wondered why they didn't learn to breathe.

Another dream I'm in what was like a strange old fashioned department store and I'm behind the till. It's a square-shaped counter were 2 of us work.  

All the goods were in brown cardboard box's and people are pilling their stuff on the counter in various heaps, it was like a sell out I guess or end of year sale.   

I'm at the till totalling peoples piles and a woman is really angry at me, each time she brings another box to add to her increasing heap she has another go at me. I let her and then said something to make her think and she looks at me again considering like she's properly seeing me now and I smile and tell her 'Look, I'm not responsible for this - But you can blame me if you like, I don't give a shit and I have incredibly thick skin' She smiles at me as she thinks.

Next up this strange printing and pressing machine it had wired arms that came down and stamped sort of like a mechanical printing octopus, something was misaligned but the machine kept going, it was hard to reset the disk that was stamping off course. There was also an errr pay/credit checks too. I owed something on earnings and someone was freaking cause they had lost the totals... I tell them to chill, I kept the original payslip.

Another space I'm in is very modern it's a weave of corridors like a hospital almost service corridors wide with many doors. I was resetting the codes on the doors.   

I woke from the dreams to the Round-house, Leon is there sitting out by the fire and looks like shit, Inka helps him into the house and lays him down.

The bits were making sense Leons parasites.. all the shit done in his name, the stuff cast out on him, or in his name, him being a saviour. - More clean up!

We were short of time and Inka wanted to hurt me so I could jump into Leons from fast as we were short of time I agreed and then was inside Leon like fire flowing threw him a form and just awareness. We were dream-sharing I was in the centre and stuff was passing threw me from Leon back to Inka and back into me. I was seeing this geometrically - flowing energy.  

-- I understood the Ba'al Anat stuff, the Minetor and Ariadne. Leon being like the Ra/Sun/God mind matrix/ logos for this system. Archetypal Gestalts 

The adrenal tingling. That's to do with the agreement to help heal a controller? Also Inka had told me exchange. Both Leon and Inka were linked to my adrenals on each side.  Inka Left where he first attacked me and the Snake bit him... Leon on the right. 

I can let entities feed on me as I have an endless flow of that energy.

The adr3nochr0me is a block/lack of the sacred feminine/earth mother energy - The fear of the power of the feminine aspect inside us. I can share it freely as it recharges.. that's the exchange? 'Yes, Ren 💜' Wow 💞

The dark crystal..... Oh! that's the violet flame I used earlier in the year too, to burn up that toxic sex energy?    

With the stuff flowing threw me Leon got brighter and better, It was parasitic and hungry and familiar and happy to pass into me I thought of all the parasitic dreams going back years that class, where I was pulling them out of me for students? Oh then I pulled out a fish? Pisces? also Jesus and criss/cross? Leon too energy too?   'Yep Bitch, long games hu?'  Hahaha no shit Inka!!   'It's 717 up lazy mouse'  This is Sun again.. 'Yes and your lab work up's almost done'  Heheh 💜 Wow!!

I know I'm the fire dragon/ serpent .... Why is this so hard to remember how this fits awake.  'Chill Bitch, it's fitting and weaving, getting lucid enough to manipulate the earth dreams not supposed to be easy, not at the level you want to fuck with it' 

I... Just want the fun ....... 'It's cool, witch, intention... we know'     

I just found this!! Leon & You too! 'Ofc, Ren' How??   'We told you the ticking is the energy exchange and it's what wakes you laughing'  The sides Adrenals too??   It happens to Neil Gaiman too..  '😈'  But then the wheelchair too!!  And the ticking the night I took the shit for my Bro again!! 👀... also that first dream  I'd been trying to squirm out of it....   Inka!! That's what you

'Long fucking games Witch, you're hacking &  dreaming your reality 😆' 




The dream of the Wheelchair in the ally to narrow with Leon the other night,

Inka/Trickster and the 3 cooperating disabled females turning into winged things....  'It's ok Bitch, your working your Credit, team work remeber.'  😲😲😲😲

Then Loci pulling me from a lucid wheelchair dream?!?!  More... 👀 The baby 13th Jan the day after the conjunction thingy this year.. crocodile jaw.. Layers and logo/name.

'Prime-directive Witch! Free will and don't poke the dreamers........You've blended you're dreaming big just Row your boat with our navigation plx?'  

lol, like I have any other option now?  'Allways, but you don't want squashing and we don't want to squash you so nicely please Ren'  Hahaha 💜 Thank's Guys, I love us all.

'Would help your pattern re-cog to re'read Ren' Pffff    Lazy, time now and I just wing it right... I'm sure it will be fine.  I'll try re-read but so much dream.