Not my Arms

Night before last 10th Oct.

A dream of hiding wrapped gifts in my main dream house. Also another dream of 3 female cats one needing to be euthanased. 

Inka jumped to me at one point too - he wanted me to join in with something, it was a lesson/game for someone else and he wanted me to play a role in what we were doing. We had a quick telepathic exchange - and I split and one me went with him but the other me kept on with my own dream.  

Last night, didn't sleep till gone 2.

Started of with hazy recall.

A dream with Katy and Jack again I was the thing in the middle. One of the tarot archetypes may be?  

Humm the  last dream I had with them I was sucking dust from around an argument they were having - I've a feeling Inka was in that dream. Before I knew it was him? Oh yeh... I was Inka (Before I knew it was him/me) .
Ahh that fits with the other dreams as I was mainly male in the dreams last night too... Oh and then some of my first dreams in the blog, with the image of the male/female balance?  

Oh yeh spaceship/brain hub and the dryad body thing too...

The making a star dream recently??? .. Errrr  Protostar...Oh and the Andrea/Andrew thing always feeling - I'd been born part missing and decoding my name/life symbolically.   

Ahhhh this is still Temperance Card right, the blending balancing of male/female energies within.  'No shit Ren😏  Hahah

My recall/lucidity was poor - but I know I'd been far and stuff felt fast. 

I asked why my recall was poor, and it was cause I'd asked what the 'Gate's of Horn' dreams from Seth stuff were/ment. So I asked for recall too.

I was someone else dark curly hair and called Amanda I am chatting to a policeman, they had asked me to reconsider the wisdom of buying alchohol very early in the morning she was in underwear with only a coat.

Then a dream with a newborn this was strange.
There are 2 identical column like towers, each has a small window in and a sort of dog flap. I was in the middle and I'd just given birth to a baby boy.   

He was healthy and a good weight and I wanted to leave,  Some Dr's came and they tell me my baby is dead and carry it off, it's still in their arms. I didn't think the baby had felt or been dead so I follow them and take the babe back from them it was rigid but I could feel it was alive and as I heled it, it softened back into a normal newborn again.  (I knew this was about self-trust over others) 

I was in an astral version of our street, I was chatting with the Muslim family down the road first the younger kids were out with them, then further down the road, I chatted to some other people one with a dog on her lap.  

After than it's visual and sensation. 

I'm the light on an ocean at dawn - the gold dancing on the surface ripples warming and waking.  

I'm inside a man's body I'm looking down at my forearms they are muscled different bulkier than female arms they feel heavier and stronger. The hair on them was fair but with hits of red giving it a golden look in the light, the skin is pale with a slight tan and small even freckles. I was remembering the colour of the hair on my own arms is almost translucent. The body felt different too, faster energetically, the resting heart rate higher than my own.   

Choice of 2 totems Wolf/Dog or Crow/Corvid - I picked canine  again which is the animal I've always turned into the most ever since I was a kid.   

Then an amazing sensation - tingling allover Being in space but also being the Space your in.. expansive but contained - felt healing and cleaning.

Wake and it's 909 'Lazy Bitch' lol that was nice TY 💜

Curious about being a crow now, that sounds fun. 😀