My recall was hazy last night as I wasn't really dreaming with any other ego aspects
Was more in a liminal space talking to reality and seeing things.
Reliving experiences and also checking in on stuff.
Deep blue / magenta
I was with DarthDad at first he'd wanted to go into void space as 2.
It's the same mesh I see that we made the underlay for the RGB dragon coat from.
It's like seeing a web of light that is mouldable like glowing chainmail only with just me and him it wasn't light it was darker like it was made of black metal I could only see deep colours reflected like looking into an oily puddle.
It's hard to describe was very pretty though it was very mouldable.
It's different to where we map out loci points first and weave with awareness.
This moves organically.
I was chatting to Inka too but remotely. He was reminding me of Basic bitch and rock bottom.
We were pushing extremes of our 'in/out' & 'Off/On'
Darth Dad had told me I was experiencing 'Architectural awareness' a kind of 'Source Coding' . We could make reality changes here.
I'd scanned my body and mapped all the others out again to see where I could feel them... everythings flowing better.
More or less the same as the other night but Kaylo was at back of my shoulders now right across and Leon was centre navel.
Instead of feeling Leon & Darthdad on one soul each Darthdad was very clearly both souls.
I'd gone to find someone too.
When I'd headed for this persons awareness in the past Inka had intercepted me from heading to his awareness.... this time I'd just made a loop so I could experiment.
The awareness I'd headed for was dismissive but I'm used to that and was happy to just observe from a distance.
It reminded me of when I'd taken Zak and jumped here... The others just ignored me till I started shaking worms and creatures from my hands 🤣
Other than that I was way above flying over coastlines. It was more just something to do while I was thinking.
I'd revisited the forced medication I'd gone willingly and they detained me...
Injected me with utter crap and took samples from me 🙄
At one point there I'd been dreaming of a friends daughter who both played the violin. Arwen and that she had now moved over the North Sea... (All them syncronisistys with what you guys told me)
Then storm Arwen utterly flattened the village where I grew up.
I did try to warn them when they were trying to medicate me that I was storms daughter and I took my own medicine whether I want it or not! Whether weather 😏
I'd not even known about the crazy 3 day storm till my Dad told me the village had been trashed.
I
apologised to all the massive trees that had got ripped up.... It was another
occasion I'd not really realised what we are capable of, they trees were ok
about it.
They don't like domesticated ones messing with wild ones either 🤣
The irony of getting sectioned while still learning storm Navigation
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/11/storm-navigation.html
Haha I warned them if they kept going they might end up with a Wild Hunt, that
I wasn't up for that but know plenty who are.... It's annoying when people just
look at you like your mad 😛
Oh yeh the other thing I'd realised is state dependant memory...
That's effected by vibe rate and emotional state!
'Yes' its why I can't recall sometimes too.
'Different layers mouse'
When I'm happy and content my recall now is vast.
It's why I don't want medicated it's like not knowing who I am.
Sooo why are some people hooked on fear-porn???
🤔
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