Tuesday, 20 April 2021

Falling, Flowing and Fighting Faith


Faithless? 'Are you Ren?'  lol I just look for patterns.

The plasma binary stuff fits and makes more sense.

'You know what Darth Dad would tell you Ren 😈'  

lol Yeh, but we mainly suffer each other's crap!


I'm less fightly now 'Ask Leon to let you off?, Thought as much.... stupid and stubborn'

lol thanks, I'm so tired, anyhow... I still learn even when fighting..

Wake at 11.01  'Do you recall what your dreaming?'  Nop, I can't say..... Hummmm? 



Oh the symbols of the planets are angles of perspective, of interlocking bubbles in the web of this creation.


Looking through the flower of life from someplace inside they are archetypal perspective along a line of direction..


A dream too but my recall is odd as I'm so inside the layers from where experience forms.


👀 it's not even 1 am.


The idea of fallen is all about perspective, Attraction or repulsion along a direction. 


The track above and Beyond :P Alone tonight



'Are you mouse?'  Alone? nop dreaming with at least you....  lol.... just listend to the lyrics 😆


A Durge? like the funeral song? 'DW mouse, etymology for when you're less scattered in space'


Oh... lol more Latin 🙄 Was about direction!!


https://www.etymonline.com/word/dirge

'Perspective We have it, you don't!'  lol Pfff Smart ass! ' 😏' 

🙄

A dream I'd been talking with Fay and her friends, they'd made smoothie and gone out and I was cleaning the kitchen in their wake.  

Not our kitchen, I'm putting away dishes Ian is with me and is holding a baby.

The baby was Kellys in the dream, she had red hair talked well and was articulate.

She was expressing frustration that Monday was her first Birthday.

But she couldn't recall why she knew what a birthday was or why her memories had been taken.


She was asking was it unusual to know there is much you can't quite recall.

I'd told her no, not with a family like hers.


The radio had been speaking of a war on the borders..

Not outright battle, more of a skirmish.

Rights of way and passage were being denied and there was protests that this wasn't right.


The argument was to restore the free flow from one side to the other??


Head? Mind? Veil? In my dream it was the border between Scotland and the UK??


Hadrian's wall?? Eh?? The Roman Empire?? WTF? 🤔

Oh the Date on one bracer is 1806.. that was the year that it finally ended? 

The last Roman??? I duno the word, but he gave in/died and the empire was gone.


It's still not even 2am  'Get up and write mouse, you got stuff to weave'     lol suppose, running out of pad again too. 

The borderline war gentlemen dream???  'Find it yeh 😏'  Sheesh 🙄



Oh.... I had to go to waset recycling again and catch up again a few nights bk?? Oh lol that night.... same as yday!


414 Recall is hazy I'm dreaming with just Leon, it's like code...

'Ren I wish you'd get caller ID' Eh?? ....Leon, I'm inside of you atm... just install what you like.


Oh the dreams, I was moving through a city later at night. We'd stopped at a bakers to get pastries for breakfast.

The owners were odd, we were trying to buy.. but they kept hiding back of shop.

I was in a big group I had lots of kids.


FFS Leon! Bonkers dream!! 👀 Srsly, It's no wonder you piss me off! 


I'd deliberately shit myself while talking to some people 😣

Then I walk thew the room but it's heavy shit and my pants are falling down!.... lol I hate you 😆


I'd gone into a bathroom to clean and have a shower the bathroom is filled with potted plants that are dry so I stop first and give them water.


Next Leon is showing me 2 options of how he is going to attack me.... he askes me to pick one.

I'm tempted to say neither, but curiosity requests both....


Stockholm Syndrom + Muchhosen by proxy? - I duno either of them oh, the second one is where you make someone else ill for attention?


'We help you learn Ren, Inak coming for you too' 


Very detailed it's a big list of numbers 1010100100101010001 but the 0 has the strike threw like on old fashioned print... it's a dot printer with holes at the side where the paper sits on prongs.


You took me to Jung? 'Back again, We were there earlier this night too, and before' The Stinner stuff too I know it all without learning??


The human subconscious? Where is it? What is it?

The collective human mind? plx define?

 

'Deep questions mouse' Heya Inak... 

'Morning is here we will answer though Ren, today take it easy, you are allover the place 😏'

Why do I hate doctrine? The Stockholm thing me or the collective? Is there even any difference??
I don't understand the way people behave here like they do....
 

I fell in love with the prison, inmates and the jailors??  I'm so confused!! 😵


Oh... lol When Darth Dad told me he finds my lack of faith disturbing!
That was more borderline WaR   'Now would you just listen!'  Hahaha suppose GG though, can't agrue you have better perspective 😏
'Bet you could if you tried Bitch?' Hahaha

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