Careful What You Ask For ;)

As suggested I'd jumped to Leons Island then don't really remember anything till I woke again it was still early I'd been with Inak and the others.

We were in a strange 3d floating arena - Organising a performance/show. I was on the centre square platform with a few others looking up I could see others in kind of rectangular floating box's placed around it, a floating inverted pyramid.
I've had other dreams like these roles are constantly swapped/changed. We had been arranging rules/parameters and roles/outfits and gifts, songs too... all telepathic and symbolic.  

On waking, I'd asked a question I read now as to tatty.. Leon told me... 'Just come back Ren, you are here with us anyway.. bring all here and we will help ground it'  Inka interjected 'That's right parasite come to Daddy'  lol Inka, you are such an arsehole! 

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WOW... We were huge, I'd had so much recall while there. You attacked me again Inak? 'Boundaries Bitch'   Oh the physical sensation helps to make my form more cohesive there! Then I can jump again or recall better. I couldn't see?.... 'You could it was just orange'   Oh lol  'We go purple next'  ok.

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Woke at 333, I knew I'd felt massive again and had experienced a lot.
Asked recall please and was an instant recall.    

Is that true??   'Hahaha you experienced it!' lol I dunno wtf I experienced we were freaking huge!! 'Hahah'  and arguing... You'd yelled at me what are you doing here? I'd told you I was here for you and you were fucking angry about it!
We blamed each other for something one of us yelled 'Mother sent me here to stabilise us.  You divided the family'   -- We were gods, or what people think of as gods... fallen or gone upside down.. one of us had 😏  'You got the recall you asked for then?'   This is bonkers!! 'Your dreams... your head'  ffs😏!!   

There had been another dream too, I'd been walking with a sister or daughter in an otherworldly garden with white paths and small geometric flower beds a wooden building was there with a cooking section where I and the other female had a role. At that point we serving some food/meal... There was a huge huge grey structure to going up and up into the sky like an elaborate grey concrete chimney it had a diving board :P I could see people up there and once I'd finished with the meal I was going to head up there to jump too.  'Crazy'  Hahaha

'Come back here with me'

I chatted with Kali before I came to find you that night?  'You did yes'  👀  'Come here Ren, keep dreaming and do as I tell you for now'  Pink next?  'Yes when the time is right'  ?? 'Just come bk now, I'll meet you in the room under the house'     

I'd jumped bk to the room.... I don't get it, 'I know, you still play and hunt though Skua'   Oh.. the hunter's room? 👀  'Yours isn't it?'  lol.... So I'm the hunter?? 'Or Mirror 😈'  ffs💜 The cat and mouse game?  

'We are the same thing Ren.. same shit different polarity -Even the greatest  predators can't escape parasites'   Hahah seriously 💚 I'd told him I didn't care what we were I just wanted to be one again and whole.. There were DL's energy and we joined into one entity again before the next dreams

(My purple centre is going so wired typing this)  'Yeh, you'll have visual shit soon'  Oh good... 😏 

So last 2 dreams.. I'm on a beach long wide sandy the water is crystal clear the tide flowing I see some people I know going to camp at the water's edge I pick up there flip flops that are already floating away and I pop and tell the tide is flowing they will get wet.. I chatted to them briefly and told them I'd helped the tide come on one day and they tut at me and sigh. I'd felt sad, Inak said to me 'Go easy on them bitch, their human' 

I'm in a room with Shadow the kitten Inka told me to name after him. ( wouldn't then Ian suggested shadow 😛) The room had two strange and special lamps one Pinka and One blue I'd been sent replacement bulbs they were sliver shaped like spiral pinecones... The bulbs were not quite ready to replace yet.  

I look at Shadow and he has bat wings too, very cute he keeps standing up on his back legs and flapping them. I'd been watching Shadow play and call to Ian/Dad who were a mix of the same people to come and see his wings. 

They come in and I pick him up to show them and as I do he morphs into a strange soft toy dragon.. next it puts back it's head looking agonised, the eyes are real.
Dad/Ian are scared of it and want me to get rid of it but I rub it's tummy the eyes close and then open as doll eyes.
The guys are still afraid and I keep talking to the toy and rub it and then a fire serpent glows on its face crawling up the side of it's nose like a glowing tattoo and almost into its right eye, it stops below glowing like liquid fire. The now Stuffed toy Shadow dragon starts to cry real tears and I keep holding it hug it and talk more to it and the eyes turn real again and it keeps crying until it swaps back into a living cat/bat. Dad/Ian look terrified but I tell them 'It's ok, it's just his shadow' lol... in the room I'd also been listening to the gods and how we like to giggle 😆 

Wake at 717  'Feel better?'  Still bonkers...... After that, I'd gone to see Leon again we both did. That was just energetic, tingly healing... The tears dream was linked to this where we had lived thousands of years crashing a timeline... how all the dreams fit together.   😲

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I still feel sick.  'Tiny violin?'   lol fuck off.  How much longer are we on tower for? Guess.  'Full moon?'

 

I ovulated twice in a row...  'birthed twice too'   Errr

 

Oh the male n female baby   'Mmmm'

 

'Running will help drinking wont but its unlikely to stop you' 😏

 

'Run n nap b4 drink.'   I duno wtf is going on.... 'Good tower  '

 

Hahaha what is with the tickling side thing? 'Adrenals'

 

Doing?  'exchange'  ??   What did I talk to Kali about? 'Ask her' lol  

 

This is fun for you hu?   'Obviously' 🙄

 

___Go for  a Run____

You can't break something not solid Ren, let Inka help stop bickering till we get past Tower.   Ohh hey Leon.. lol ok.

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'Your fine Ren'  Cellular memory?  'Yes, it fucking hurts!'  I'd forgotten root was next 'You know what that was?'  Yep, I do...

Where is Inka?  'Back soon, you could have done that asleep'  Yeh if I set the kids on fire ;)    Want Illeth?   'Yes please'   I'd just started to feel human after the Run 😛    'I know, just hold it bit longer it's better transmuted with the moon'  
'You will be more inclined to listen to Inka and work together if you miss him'  

Its this dream
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/04/stuck-energy.html

Oh shit,  and the one where I'd birthed the guys baby but only I knew the Identity!!   The bats from last night...

'It's ok, we are unsticking the energy...   It's what we do as feminine 💗' This is what I volunteered for years ago...  'Of course Ren, DNA lines'  That we fucked with then ..   'Yes' 

wooh... I had no idea that was a roundhouse too.   👀

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2016/11/what-are-beliefs.html
 
This is one of the main timeline bleedthrews 'For us yes' 

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Inka?...  'I'm not far bitch'  Really?  'It's ok Ren you already took the responsibility, all time NOW.  We've copped the shit for this were on clean up'    ffs!! 'We got you... Once your well broken that is ;)'  Pffffff


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That was left ear while reading this... Corvid Animal nature. And track playing 'Animal Nature'     'Woof....You'd not sacrifice your sniffer for anything would you bitch? 

https://www.vogue.com/article/lost-sense-of-smell-covid?utm_source=pocket-newtab-global-en-GB

Next track playing now.... 'You got to realise it, let it go'   -  Is this what I think??  'You were there Ren'  O.o    My actually bro can't smell any more, it's always scared me more than being blind.

Mate....   'Hang on Ren ;)'

What's the dream where I had the parasites under my skin??  'lol, go there if you want'  OK....The same S from the shadows face last night! 
And the same burning dragon from my seperation dream....  Web too?  Blugh We done yet??  

Could you pack that in with my ear now plx!!  Why is this so disjoined when awake?? 

Ahh  Kali said this!!

WOW.....   'And you still don't fucking trust me'   O.o   lol   Sorry...   'You will be'  lol  lets be fair...  It's not entirely my fault we scrap like cat's in a sack!!  'IKR'   😆 

What could possibly go wrong?

 Pfffff So yesterday afternoon I'd gained more recall and understanding into the tower card and what I'd agreed too again 😏


We can take responsibility for eachother? We know unity, we know we are eachother...   'Yep, you  can take responsibility for any shit, if your stupid enough'


 <3   When you were a general you took the responsibility for the others?    'As did you when you offered service'   We are both in Service?   The void game?  Why is this so hard to bring to waking?  'Lots of other lives'  I see so much stuff that others don't it's mine or I'd not see it.     'Your not afraid to look into the darkest aspects of the psyche' 

Ah... Similar lessons similar times...  Oh the Solomon's Temple.... Are we wrapping up this earth game?  

What did you tell me last night....  'Should have written it down'  I wasn't sure I wanted to recall 😛  'lol, what makes you think you want to know now?'   Curiosity, desire and stupidity I suppose   Oh thanks...  You showed me how I could lean into you for form & Structure.   It's energy flow/geometric polarity... 

Fuck.... I remember more now, TY.  'You'll forget again'    Tower is the death of the mind/ego   The surrender into spirit...   Last time it was crown Chakra and light, I'm upside down now... 'Inside out too'    Extremists...    SO I'm not surrendering into light!!
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Fuck... Inka.   'lol Ren'  Ian reminding me of Devin then deciding after years I wanted to listen to Rammstein  - Josh came in and asked what Vid was about... I told him German I thought it was I will so checked lyrics.....

I want

I want

I want

 

(I want) I want that you trust me

(I want) I want that you believe me

(I want) I want to feel your glances

(I want) to control every heartbeat

 

(I want) I want to hear your voices

(I want) I want the peace disturbed

(I want) I want that you watch me carefully

(I want) I want that you understand me

(I want) I want your fantasy

(I want) I want your energy

(I want) I want to see your hands

(I want) to drown in cheering

 

Do you see me?

Do you understand me?

Do you feel me?

Do you hear me?

 

Can you hear me?

(We hear you)

Can you see me?

(We see you)

Can you feel me?

(We feel you)

I don't understand you

 

Can you hear me?

(We hear you)

Can you see me?

(We see you)

Can you feel me?

(We feel you)

I don't understand you

The reference to last nights dreams... The arresting.    'Trance & Acid,  your dreaming your life'  Why is it so fucking wired!!  'Mirror' lol  thanks  :P    So earth IS just another rehab/prison/sandbox/ VR for bruised Bananas??  'Ren 😏'

Hahah the vid up now!!....   Symbols Ren, you read them many people don't even want to see or know about the shit you've agree too.   'You wanted to be whole'  Ohhh this is Zeitgeist spirit of the age threw creative expression!!  

The Mirror....   'You still see only love'   Wired love but yes!!! I know the symbols!!   'You'll still forget but less each time' 

Never anyone victims but our own...   Extremists

Your calculating & manipulating as your more male mind, I'm volatile as I flow birth/kill - Why are we separate? ......... Oh last night you offered me your boundary's  lol  O.o  WOW    'Yep'   Fuck!!  'You offered me love'  fuck...   'Wobbling?'    Mmmmmmmm  ';)'   

What the hell... Watching this My Dad fisher Man, North Sea.. The Germanic links and then....   Why is the boat called Andrea?!?!?...   'Vessel'  
Rammstein - Reise, Reise

Wobbling more....  'Good!!'   lol... Errrr I'm losing my shit here and it's not time to sleep.  'You'll be fine, you've done this plenty'   Mate?!  How many...  'One ofc'  Inka!!  'You accepted my boundary's Ren, you just need to fall over'  

 

Lol, that's ok then?!!  The tower dream was after the parameters dream, 'Yep, fun hu?!!'    I duno.. Suppose...  I think I'm going to puke though.   'Possibly' 

I agreed to try your boundary's 'OFC witch, you change the rules at your will always have it's why we are in such a fucking shit storm'  So this is my fault....  'Your dream <3'  I feel like I'm on acid...   'OFC DMT'   I'm not sure this will be a good trip 😛   ' You'll be fine Bitch, your indestructible 😈'  Hahahah 

Oh the help??  https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/09/manifesting-sharing-dreams.html  'Comes with boundary's'  lol, what the fuck have I agreed to now!!   'Wobble a while!' 

It's filtering in :P   This is why I dream with a male aspect?   'Yes'   Inka?  'I'm as extreme as you...... in my own way' 

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'My boundary's are easier to reject than your unconditional love.. Parasite' 

 

Whoosh...  'Mirror too'  I'm not used to feeling loved hu?  'Your capable of vast and unconditional love... your unaccepting of control to the point of rejecting support and care'    So I'm feeling?   'Contained'   I'm....  'I know, YW Witch'

Errrrr  Why is it making me cry?   'Upside down tower'   'Game, play enjoy, don't think feel' 
<3 I've not experienced anything like this....   What came first?  'Chicken or egg?'  Lol  The child me feeling split or older me feeling contained :P  'Ripples Ren, it's all rippling from Now'   Pffff 💚   'You knew you'd break'   Mmmmmm and you told me would it be fine.

I feel 'NOW & HERE'.......  Wow,  Thanks. 

The uniforms are so real...  'I know Ren'   It's all real isn't it?  'Unreal too, it's all experience'    Kaylo?  'Will be fine... He loves you Ren just can't deal with you and your crap'

The contracts the other home?  'One thing at a time we are putting eachother back together'   I feel so much hurt and longing and love...  'It will lead you home... Ride it till sleep'

'Scared I'll vanish, or that I won't Bitch?' DNE, and you don't need me to answer that, you feel me :P  'Your fire is back then bitch, boundary's remain'  I duno what to think?  'Then don't feel, it's your strength'    Thanks

Kaylo trusts me in the same way as I trust you hu?    'Spirals' lol 'Forget the questions witch, have a brew and come home'  yes

So many centres want to come home... Blue, Green and root.   'The Rog dreams Ren... The magnetic attraction'    Errrrr   'Drink tea, we show'

 

WOW  'lol'  Kids are playing a game....  Killer/imposter/bait and emergency meeting RPG... Basically a lie off!  .... Who has the best alibies Daughter keeps having to pick who is lying to her... best friend or her brother!!   How dose this work??? Framework 2/void.... where you sit with me and manipulate it....    Your serious aren't you?   'Deadly ;) '  lol Inak

It's crap like this that made Kaylo check out and me burn shit....  '💜 It's cool  let me think'  lol  You know what.......what ever, why the hell not trust my manipulating, assassin, alter ego... What could possibly go wrong!  'Good bitch 😏'  Hahahah    

___ and again, I log into game where I'm instantly supposed to scare something home  'Just be BO Peep Ren let me scare the sheep'   Inka!  'Team, bitch it works when you let it'  O.o 

WTF is going on.   Inka... Wtf are you doing to me?!!  'It's we and it's tower'  Must be 20 years since I herd this wtf is it doing playing now on an 8hr old mix....  
Original The Lost Boys Cry Little Sister by G Tom Mac 

This is an intersection bleed threw!!!   'It is'   WOW!!!

This version too was with the other vids/Rammstein time another bleed threw...
Marilyn Manson - Cry Little Sister

I feel sick... Really sick.   The flowers in the attic book you showed me the other day...  Given by my mother, shared with upside down me Em.... everything is spinning.    
'Tower Ren, it's meant to crash your reality, clear your space and come to us... Leon's Island we will see you there'   I'm pinging between, homesick, shocked, disbelief, realisation and blugh it smells like catshit'  'Sort it - come here will make more sense and we can give you a hug and laugh at you'   lol great...


___lol copy this over and the track playing is why do we build castles in the sky? Hahah

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Squashed Banana

I'd been in the roundhouse with Inka first part of the night was mainly just a mental exchange of ideas of energy/balance/flow/boundry trust and symbology that made sense at the time... but less so on waking!   

In another dream

I was in the small bedroom of my main dream house, still looks wired there at the moment, there were buildings I'd not seen before farms in the distance I knew from other dreams and a tall, odd unfamiliar building. I was mixing paints and chalks into different colours. I was changing earings too the amber flea is still there.. but some of my hoops were missing.  

I'd been in Irean's house again a meal was being prepared.
There is an older couple from the USA where they were describing foods I'd not heard of canned goods, their accents possibly Texas. They would be going into the meal.   

I had a job I needed to go to first and I'd headed of for work It was below the same building I was in last night only instead of an arcade it's furniture shop, I go to the front door to try and get in but there are box's of flat-packed cabin beds propped over the doorway and then to my astonishment Inak yells threw the window 'Wrong door bitch! come round the back!'  This made me laugh out loud he had also sent an accompanying mental image of the Yinyang from yesterday overlayed on the building and I was to come in the door where the dot was!   

I was utterly confused as to what he was doing in this building in my dream space. The beds were really rough wood, on stilts the box's saying 'basic value' or something... I'd wandered around the side to where I knew the door was and I could hear him shouting 'You're late!'  

At one point I'd been a big grey owl but I was also another me talking to it - we had a big bunch of overripe bruised bananas with us! 😛

Inka wanted to show me some of his other lives to give context to the wordless conversations from earlier... so we jumped to one where he was a General he was showing me responsibility we had stuff we need to show and learn from each other but I'd been really surprised at the unfamiliarity and jumped back 'Should have stayed 😏'  

Number 31 and also the 2 sliver gate bracelets.

One from my Mum and the other the strange antique one from my fairy godmother, that came at a very wired time! I was shown how there were like handcuffs from the dream where I was arrested at a school and this was tied to the other dream here too I had this summer arrested with the firework on a cow! What's up with the cows and dairy??!! Also to find missing / looking for a bracelet dream. 

Also, hear 'Lake George & Summer camp' ??? Didn't know there was a lake George let alone that it had summer camps! 

'Confused Ren? 😈 ' Very!! Feeling like the squashy bananas tbh!

I recall this morning Leon told Ren....  'I could answer your questions Ren but you would not yet know the truth of my answers'

'Guess your going to have to learn out the hard way if you can trust me or not then Bitch'  Hahaha! ffs💚 

Ohhh  I remeber the first part of the night now, it was about why you had attacked me... it was to do with Unity, Other Lives, Joint Responsibility and Creating and Balancing... this was the military life too. 

 

Still on Tower - Join the Dots.

'I'd not trust me btw'  If you were me?  'Or me'  lol Your honest about being dishonest! Either way, I'm in... Even when I had you bricked in my dreem floor I still loved you.  'Yep Ren'  Why did I brick you up?   'We are finding out!'  Damage limitation?  'Timing'   We can play? 'Mmmmm'  

First dream is a school setting of sorts, I'm there cleaning the setting again,  which is totally unfamiliar. It had got into a massive mess. The area is wired like a round arena again... the floors were shiny like shop flooring a roof was held up with round columns and the shiny white floor is covered in sticky black stuff a sink area to one side were the cleaning water was is thick with grime, lots of dirty dishes and filthy tiles. It seemed to be my responsibility the places was a mess that's why I was cleaning it.  

As I'm cleaning there is a demonstration/lesson/advert going on 2 men in lab coats. It's for a mineral oil for babies. Like that baby oil I guess, it was being touted as a medical product but everyone knew it was shit and had no business on a baby's skin but it was typical obfuscation and marketing bullshit talking around the obvious and presenting data that appeared to show benefit. I'd discovered the oil did seem to clean up the sticky black stuff on the floor so I'd taken it off them to clean the floor. 

I was aware there were new toys and a new game to come once the place was clean again.
 

__ As I woke from that dream I'd looked for Kaylo he was in the Re-Ed hut so I'd jumped to him and then we both went to find Leon.
When we get to Leons on his island we were kids lol perhaps 4 or 5! Infant school ages anyway.. Leon was talking to us in Latin but I understood it perfectly and he was showing me other dreams that linked to the first explaining the one-eye thing to me from the other dreams.

I'm always the 'other' too which is why I see the manipulation... He took me back to this dream where he had been the person in the icecream van! (I had n clue till he told me) Inka was the cat (again with the blind or stabbing out one eye) I was watching the dream now as freeform awareness above it.... I'd asked what the pink floaty thing was and was told to go bk so I jumped back to him on the island again. 

I'm back on the grass as a kid sitting with Kaylo, Inka was there too but he was just free form talking to me occasionally or showing me stuff.
We were still talking in Latin - I had a vision of polished wooden draws.. that shiny lacquered wood antique style it had a secret draw, I knew the inside was lined with red velvet I was looking threw the tiny brass inlaid keyhole - I knew this was the key on the ribbon that various dream characters hang around my neck!!
Inka tells me it's fine not to trust him he likes to talk shit!.... To trust my own intuition and feel stuff.... I could feel the orange centre creativity it felt big.

This dream with the Holographic stuff and the nested databanks were relevant also the dream where me and Inka were twins in Asia forced to train and fight with each other.... and that was tied to the old book I'd been shown when I napped. It was a book my mother had given me to read when I was in highschool.. Flowers in the attic, I'd shared it with Em after I'd done and we both read all of them(Also Rog and the Dowery?)  

I think me and Kaylo had dream shared around now, as I'm in another dream. Long one... male me was a friend I had as a kid, we were hugging it was his birthday but he had bought all the gifts for himself. He was showing them to me and I was laying on a bed (I think the setting was 'pinnacles' in my main dream area... Oh this dream with the crowns??) Oh the 'Pinnacle' 'Crown' these are both Tower card too!
As he's showing me his gifts I was laying on a bed, I had a tablet like the one from that dream years ago about twin/flame. This time instead of dreams to scroll threw I'd been scrolling threw lots and lots of various avatars and their various skills/abilities and had got tired of him showing me all the stuff... toys/games, a signed cap a toy police car with flashing lights and had fallen asleep curled up like a ball or planet.    

I'd gone into another dream from there the male me was younger now and I'm older, he's with me and we are in a very unfamiliar city journeying he has the same toy police car I'd been supposed to take care of it for him and then part of it was in the road, a removable roof with flashing lights.   

I'd gone off to try and retrieve it but the traffic was too much and to fast and a car hit the part and bounced it beside a bus shelter in a bus depot. I'd crossed the road and was on the wrong side of the bus shelter rooting threw rubbish trying to find it when the bus arrives.... only well lol it's a wired freaking bus!   

It is all grey and metal and it attaches to the bus shelter with a rubber extendable airlock type of affair... (Reminded me of the wired membranes on the houses in these dreams) As I'm on the wrong side of the shelter I'm in danger of getting crushed I meet the woman in a grey uniform who is attaching the airlock to the shelter and we are squished together... she's friendly. I manage to grab the bit of toy and then move with her so we don't get squashed because of where I'm at I have no other option other than boarding the bus now too.     

Once on it's not much like a bus all grey and metal with no floor or seats at the front so the people at the front just need to hang on and hope they don't drop out. (Reminded me of this bus) Did you guys tell me trains I use for times and busses realities? I can't remember? Anyhoo the bus is fast! There were also big waves coming which is why we were moving quickly opposite me there were some younger kids trying to hang on. One young girl was terrified and she was lifted and passed back into the bit.

I'd woke pondering the milk references... the dairy in the broken Dryad dream and the end of the Gaia dream, the Icecream truck and the yoghurt in the mental hospital.. banana milkshake in a dream too.... 

It was in the dream with 2 male me's and the earth Mama too.  

Mother aspect of sacred feminine? 'Keep dreaming Ren'  

Next dream I'm above a grass plain I'm watching the water rise and it's washing buried body out of the ground and into a lake. It was a native burial ground and I knew it was tied to this dream with a broken promise. 

Also the other life recall of being a native in a herd of bison and also a guy on a ship that smelt of gunpowder and crap. Also the going bk in time and the shaman and grumpy father. 

Next up I'm a blister!! White wobbly and filled with clear fluid the pink skin under is maturing fast in the fluid but will be raw and sore if popped.  'Yeh so don't get pissed today Witch unless you want to be raw n wobbly'  lol Heya Inka 😏 

I'd had another long detailed dream, visually fantastical too. 

It starts as a fantasy multiplayer style battleground game.
There was a male on the other team who was a good player, we kept fighting inside one of our forts.
As we were well matched it was fun and challanging.   I realised it was a distraction though as it's a technique I used too and that the main assault would be south at our resource node and I knew I'd better serve the team by defending the base so I'd killed him a final time before heading down the map before he could respawn.  
It was all up the hill to our node, some parts just verticle...  the resource node is a huge tower... lol seriously '😈'  

I had to climb it wasn't easy going and as I get near the top I realise I have a younger male with me who need help I was shoving him ahead and got him onto the top, he almost fell before I could get up too but I caught him and shoved him back onto the ledge.   

Once at the top the dream changes.  I'm again in an odd school setting different rooms were different temperatures. There are only women and children at the school and they are taking part in an end of year performance - they have been issued roles and costumes but the performance wasn't until the end of Dec the women were all swapping house keys.  lol??  

I'd been dozing after that when I was woken by one of the little kittens growling while playing...  It's 717  lol  how the heck!!  'Hehehe'   

Reality's  getting wobbly and squashy again... every time I go threw to the other dream the radio or kids TV is talking about stuff I'm thinking...   Fays was timelines/now rippling out and the radio was dead people still in games!  😆

I know I need to find the 'Miscreant daughter' dream ah the 26th.  I'd forgotton the word till this morning and the one with 'Rules of Engagement'      Pffffff feel like I'm playing dream Jumangi! 

Oh... Miscreant the word I didn't know in the dream and then couldn't find is latin!  I thought it had a D in. 

Just whent back to writing the story.......  👀 Similarity to Oct 18 dreams including tower!  found it when looking for the next chapeter.  'Fiction 😏' 
Wow, the next chapter...    It's not me writing this book right? 😆   'Us Ren'  

 

The Tower

First dream... I'd gone to the roundhouse to meet Inka but was instantly gone I don't recall who else was there...  

I woke later...

TY, I don't remember but I know I was with you 'Then why are you thanking me?' lol I was you!! Hahaha 'Idiot'  😛 IKR I trust you.  

Amazing building! It's deep in the bottom of a heavily wooded valley almost built into the valley and rocks it's self as a front. It's dim light but the green is lush and damp, like a rainforest - huge ancient trees. I'm with one member of our team and I'm going into the building. It's hummm redbrick but also with beautiful sandstone arches and carvings too, Ivy and climbers and lots of arched windows and walkways to view the valley.  

I don't recall why we were going in as we try and enter 2 men come out one was Indian the other Muslim they are armed with long silver swords to attack they looked ceremonial but they were sharp and the guys intended to attack. I was really angry and I fly at them disarming them quickly, once they are disarmed they are prepared to listen and we become friends, we memory share, we were also doing a heartmeld/swap too. lol 

As I woke I heard the words 'Training for the 6 wars' ?? Hu? 'Symbols Ren 😏 Non-linear?  'OFC' 

Next dream was visually amazing to a massive pink purple vortex going up into the sky! Pink and purple lighting too incredible looking! A different roundhouse too I was in a team it was like a raid in a game... I had the lowest damage and was being pushed into the middle of the house to be spat back out again, there was a reason for it but I'm not sure why 😛

There was a massive talking owl that I had a chat with and also the head of the infant school was there again.  Oh was it her I burnt in that dream too?? 
We were talking about something wired going on again (I had this in another dream) Kids were blacking out fainting at the same time each night and 'they' who were some sort of authority/government were telling teachers/Drs to reassure parents and kids this was 'Normal' and to file it as 'Normal' ... I was thinking it's not normal?

I'd left that dream back into the roundhouse and Inka had attacked me again unexpectedly. I was shocked but tired, he hugged me 'Do you know why the attack?'  No 'Do you want to know?' I'd just shrugged.   'Do you trust me?'  Errrr Kinda...  'Do you love me?'  Yeh... 'That will do then'  lol Then was jumbled images/messages dl's MKUltra?  'Read it, Ren?'  The one flew over the cuckoos nest book? 'Yes'    Oh ok...  

He jumped me back to the house after to Malico who changed my avatar back to the tall white thing... I'm not really sure what I was before that and I chatted with Malico.  

This is some of the stuff another Ren/other I's did/do? 'Yep,' the manipulated into catastrophic acts Leon told Ren about in the story?  'Yep Ren'    😮👀

I'd woken up confused... with an image of them wired nets again, like a mesh.. when Inka told me HE wouldn't be fighting this time. Then feel a massive love DL at green centre. It's 717 💚

Guess I'm on Tower card!!  'Yep ;)'  Great...    'We'll patch you back up again once your broken'   lol that's ok then! 

Cuckoo's don't have nests?  'lol, no shit Ren, there parasitic too'  lol  👀
lol  I'm not getting threw this with my sanity left in tact am I  😏 'Probably not, but you'll be fine'