Mystic Monkey's and Hot Dogs

I can't help it! 'We know' The rest of the world meditates and I jump threw realities and archetypes like a bush baby on smack. 'Yeh Ren. See how the universe provides? Even for fuck wits like you?' Hahahah Yeh 💜

Oh Big woosh 22.22 on 11.11 'Come astral and we find a big woosh'  lol OMW.   Am I a trophy yet?  'No Ren, your still just irritating'  💜 love you guys.  

Wow! 👀 Unexpected. I'm seeing watching a city being built/created the entities look reptilian possibly green oh... the thing I turned into here.  

The stones are already carved laying flat to be put int place it was like a modern building site with piles of bricks.  I knew it was something to do with Essenes or Etruscan will have to look that up tomorrow.   I'm looking down on the scene and site from about I knew I'd been there too.
Very, peaceful,  religious people, telepathic too non-human the preists were female.

Another Dream.  A room I'd reached.   It was square with many toilets along each wall where people were all taking a dump looking at each other 😆  I think Fay was there asking why everyone was pooping together! I didn't really have an answer.

Next up I wake myself up laughing again. 313

I'd been sitting at a round table with current friends and family.  I had arranged a party but my mother was there being all formal, wired and controlling, making the atmosphere tense and uncomfortable - not fun.

A group make the excuse they need to go get something just to get out of the tense vibe and my daughter wants to go to, but she's been told she must say no.    I'm watching her blush hard as the others ask if she wants to go with them as she wants to say yes.   My Dad is opposite me with his head down... I'm not happy she can't do as she pleases and my temper is rising fast.  

Then this voice almost robotic says 'DANGER IMMINENT!!'  and I shout 'Release valve' and I start to let off steam in a big woosh like a train... then I'm yelling 'VENTING- VENTING' and I'm hissing steam all over the place and everyone at the table including me start laughing hysterically!!  😂

Inka!!  'Told you it was more fun to dream it 😆'     Hahahah oh yeh last night?!?
When you told me to pack it in!  :P  This was the fail-safe/Line Stop?!?!    Oh, it's also the other way up version of this dream!!  



And this dream where I had a funnel on my head that I hadn't noticed before! 😛

Oh the same house this is that Irean reference from your Apocrypha of John page 'That you still haven't read' 😈 'Just dream now Ren, Weave tomorrow' 😏 The room with the toilets we had arrived there for something, the roads were very narrow for our vehicle we've had to go the last bit on foot.

Oh.. Irenaeus the flipside to  Gnostic stuff Oh... symbols and oneness? Is that what the dreams in her house are 😛

Instant Hot water? Train with many Boilers?

'Just dream Ren, Were having fun' lol ok.

Next up Belladonna, I'm seeing the flowers and berries and vines.... and this is another layer to LINE STOP. The pattern of fighting/killing that's been rippling back and forth from now. DNA?? Oh Yeh I asked you about that too.  

Wow 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atropa_belladonna
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moirai
The spinners/Spider... 

Sleep

Your right this is way more fun!!  

I'm in a sort of familiar house a female relative has died. I cousin comes to the door with one of them Champaign lids and an old 50p piece. They tell me it was their last Aunt and I invite her in. 

I think I'd wanted to share something I knew with her. The house seems to be mine and I take her to a large comfortable victorian sitting room that I know from other dreams.  

We try to talk but the resident ghost keeps turning on the TV and the volume up to max, I keep turning it off and it keeps putting it on again and cranking up the volume making conversation impossible...... 

I'm about to lose my shit again ;) When I'm reminded pressure value and that was the thing I'd wanted to tell her anyway :P I start to laugh and thank the ghost, then I let it lift us up float us round. <3 <3

I wasn't sure if the ghost was from our blood or each other?? It made total sense at the time ;)  

Then I recall the Ghost and how it's always been there. A poem from childhood.  

Poetry a way of talking when no one whats to hear, it's the lonely persons answer to an understanding ear... It's a way of getting rid of all the stuff that's in my head and putting it on paper so it is there instead! :P 'The answers always came back Ren, they just took longer' lol yep more poetry lol it took me a while ;)   'Yeh, no shit!!'   This is like the Holy ghost? 'Hahaha I suppose, though we're not that holy' Hahah no a bit more Holly ;) 'Prickly' Hehehe <3 

I'm awake again... 'lol, yup go right/write' 

Ah just read the Apocryphon thingy so it's another narrative another pantheon!  How dose that fit with the pool.... Oh is that the baptisim of water then fire?? 

Also that thing with the Lion Head and snake body that someone posted on the say we did Sun!

This makes so much more sense when dreaming.  Hehe track playing 'I've got to know who I am this time, guess it's only a matter of time'  Not much looking forward to tower or moon 😛 'Won't stop you though'

Oh that's why symbols?  History differs on the perspective you are rendering the source code from?  Hence patterns/symbols!  'That was what you were feeling at yellow - before you had that thought'😲 Wow. 

Why yellow 'Cause it's empowering 😈'  Hahaha

That second was the other part.  That's why I feel sick when I have to much incoming 😆 lol  and when I need to write it down to ground it or Run.

 

'And remember'

 

The metal foundry the dwarf I asked to marry me.    Me being fire elemental.  
and the tower and mine dream.  'Pattern recog re-read'.  The shaman wolf mask too?     I used wolf as a kid too... 'no shit Ren your a long standing bitch' Hahaha   that is cause we went to show child me! 🤪 
I'm well into crazy land!    Oh like future me helps me now.   'Yes'

Wow... this was the room I was in last night!!    Also with Inak and 50ps!! A Matriarch and 50p's.  Ohhhhhhh 👀 'Keep playin Witch, you have most of the cards'

 

I was christened in the church where Lewis Carol played.. 'and dreamed'   I want to

 

'Just let your mind juggle concepts stay in heart'

 

Lol I Emma's thinking about Holly, then fays friend Holly then I thought I should go dl at a Holly tree and realised I just spoke to my friend Holly also walking the dog 🐕

 

 

I always assumed this is what paranoid delusion is....... if you chuck in fear  😱

'You're to foolish to be scared' 🤣

 

Big yellow 💛

 

Chinese zodiac our zodiac planets numbers pantheon they are all archetypal.   Architecture for this system?

 

Yep... 

'Down bitch, you made your point and made it well without biting.'    Lol  May be I'm finally learning the aggression.. 'No you just installed your fail safe'  Hahaha >.<   In the form of a massive extra ego?  'Perhaps ;)'  Hahahaah 'At least I AM smart enough to get away with it'  Am I ;)

Ware media too, your a big bitch atm... A big burny bitch so careful as we will cop the fall out ;)

'Good balance'  Oh sent at 11.11 O.o   'Yep, your not a fool anymore so we need to tread lightly'  Hahaha 

 

Oh is the trophy a grail!   'What will pop first, the editor or today's brain?'   Haha probably One in the Same 😆 

 Wow

Do we really want a Gate fuck with our RNA. I'm not in, but each to their own    'You're learning Ren'   Re'membering 😈 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terra_(mythology)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TERRA_(biology)

Wow... Reading the Myth one on Tellos!!     'Eye in 2 worlds Witch' 

Is this the stolen creation from the futuer timelines?   👀


'Hang in there Monkey -  We are teaching as fast as your learning'  

lol  next card?   OOOO it has a monkey!!   'Read it if you can'   To dyslexic, my eyes scatter 😮  I read bits of the other pages, they just hit certain words.   'Pattern Recog'   

Is this why a spider has many eyes?   One in many worlds they are weaving? 

Ok the card...   

http://www.esotericmeanings.com/thoth-magus-tarot-card-tutorial/Ok the card.... 

Still can't read it... been awake to long.  'DW mouse, you will dream it' 


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ananke ?? Is this the 'Ankh? Why yes Ren it is, not that you will read it'  lol  I might... 'to lazy and you know you know it... dream and we show you' 


Pffff yeh, so many layers of same shit...   symbols and pattern recog it is 😆   💜

Ok... scanned for patterns...  Balance, same as Chronos?? This is spelling??!!!  The root of words, the deeper code. '😏 you're plugged in bug'  Hahaha 😆  I need to kip and get out of linearity    'Chucking boundaries at you Ren, your a big wobbly bubble avoid sharp shit for now'  Hahah

Gates separate. Webs weave,
We dance a line in the human mind.
In one half a matrix in the heart a home.
Use them together and we're never alone. 

A Full Fool

A different space with more than me, listening to what I need to hear and it's wired and wobbly and I've been too far away awake in one world so long is a day.

We can play now? I'm tired 💜

'Yes Ren Astral here we got you'

Wow, you weren't kidding when you said that was some ancient shit 'Haha no' 👀 My recall was insane! Guy was there too? So many 'Yes Ren, Big time loop' 

The dream was errrr I'd been bus?! 'lol, Yeh that will do, come back' Oh asleep but as a vessel I guess. 'Many dreams in a mouse'  

'Come back!' Still playing? 'OFC' 

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The poetry UP-Down poem. from years ago.

Up – down
Round - round
Living in, life’s play ground.

First it’s your go, then its mine,
What have we learnt after all this time?

Live for now, and lighten up,
Give up the searching for the cup,
The grails inside just stop and feel,
Allow your conscience time to heal.

Play the game, it’s in your hand.
Learn your special role on this land.

Shed a tear, smile a smile,
Stop and think a little while.

Our time is now, that’s what we’ve got,
We need no more, we hold the lot.

The motion.. Up down / Round round. 
'The force' Energy was the game.  'The capacity yes' Ok.. Capacity is the availability for work? Potential? 'Yes' lol is that the unlimited errr what's it called the thing people look for... free energy? Hehe

'Yes' Ah makes sense. 'Sleep' ima wake 'No shit, still sleep please' Hahahah ok.  I see the Energy in motion

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Row, Row, Row!! Your boat.. lol stream/current/vessel symbol word salad. 😆 'Just drift Mouse, Drift to sleep. All of you here then get up a while'

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That was the emotion from that Seth thing?! Was wide and fast and green 'No resistance to flow'  Oh. lol

What now? 'Follow sensations a little more'  

Climate change?? Or why it's hoax as it's us Our Mirror... We can't destroy or fix the planet only ourselves and our experiance of it.

Telomere? Telamere? Errrrr -

A wired dream too me admitting I broke reality to my kids 😛 But I'd done it with the best of intentions.. Seeing the timelines rippling the intersections of the main ones as I was trying to explain to my kids my explanations were happening real-time. 👀

I was viewing a bulge in earth's mantel towards something pulling and a bulge and how the bulge stayed the same place as the earth moved. I'd again had recall of so many dreams, these ones were not on earth.    In one I'd seen everything being pulled off the surface into space. I think it's linked with this dream.

'Sleep again Ren'  

Wake 202.   'Up & Write/right you need to DL :P'  Pffffffff  'It's cool, I know you think your bonkers'   lol tell me I'm not?  'Consensus reality Ren, you want to break it you can't do it from inside it'  I'm doing this why?  'Twofold, to avoid a trajectory and cause you're the fool'   😆 Pffffff.

So the

Telomere? Telamere? Errrrr -

Oh... Is this the Transcription thing??

The coding for something 

'Tomorrow... more sleep now' lol, yeh why not 😏 It is the middle of the night and I haven't got a clue wtf is going on anyway! 😆 '😁'  

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'303 Ren back to sleep' Haha it is..

That that was 👀......... 'Why we keep this shit playful Ren' Wow... different layers 'Yep' I don't really have much context I'd followed a sensation head/purple or crown Its hazy which.

I'm in a lab or workshop a male and female I'm rendering it as very futuristic and they are experimenting or creating. I'm not any of the people and have no form, just an observer I can see the air too.   The what's in between and it's a lot!
It was a little like watching a sci-fi fie film from inside but not at the level it's filmed.   

There is an accident explosion and the male is covered in sliver gloop/stuff liquid metal perhaps in face and eyes instantly blinded the female is trying to help.  I'm seeing the pain force the splitting and the body consciousness outside of it's form watching shocked and it is aware of me in the space too and looks at me. - Time 404 'Sleep again dreamer, deeper this time'  

Next wake at 444 I'd been big and vast my recall when I'm like that is amazing ripples of feelings and lol being.

'We're playing come back'   

A longer dream next.  It had started here, but I was splitting into many layers so like False Awakenings's were I was lucid but so close as to assume your waking, right threw to my normal dream symbolism.
 

I was in a room I knew, and I was moving about trying to see if I could manipulate anything, I was aware I was asleep but the world seemed solid and everything was where it should be but the body knew it wasn't awake - There is a call, I need to go somewhere and it body is trying to raise it's lucidity to head to the target. It must have done as I'm with Em/Me's Mother she was the call and this person was exchanging stuff with the first dream me.  

Another me is going up and down an elevator, I keep passing Jean and my first ever female friend she's waving and asking me how it's going.... she shouts Oh is your hair green? I didn't know so I grabbed some to look at and it was dark with all colours in too.
Another woman gives me a colourful flyer and askes me if I know gematria, the flyer has all the Egyptian gods on and the meanings of numbers - I had given her a kitten in exchange.
lol I tell her I know of it but have just started my shaman training, I had a teacher in sleep.
(Who I could see doing bonkers stuff with another version of me, in another layer...  
We were making trees into totems big trees.   Oooo me and Leon were carving small wooden totems, and in another dream male me turned into a totem but was broken Illeth fixed him in the story..... I left him with Illeth till I was ready to take care of him.  👀

I tell her I'm learning how to target locis' Split listen and interact and alter lucidity 'No shit ;)'  lol

Then another me has just been at a large meal, there is only me left and one guy clearing the tables I help him while I wait for a friend... she's preparing for the journey home and it would be a long one. I could also see us on the journey a communal transport less than 10 people journeying, I had my large black hairy coat like the one my aunts got me I was snuggled warm with a screen a little like a mobile.. too many things had been open at once and I'm resetting it. 

Full filled.. Great full - No empty 😛 Oh lol it's 515 now. That's value fulfilment right??  

Hahah Inka, that was when Ian said the other day - no one is a shaman unless they live in the Peruvian mountains!! I'd just grinned...  'Just maybe Ren, one of you is!'  Hahah I'm awake.....  'Get up ground now will help with the work meeting then Nap later'  

Oh all the Jungle Temple dreams too! Wow. Need to cross-reference now I guess.   'Yep Brew & Weave 😏'  

So the

Telomere? Telamere? Errrrr -

Oh... Is this the Transcription thing??  Humm that was after a bunch of dreams with Rog

The coding for something 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telomere

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TERRA_(biology)

Is this the miltidimentinal quality of DNA? 'We are showing, only so much you can remember at a time - symbolic too'   Oh yeh, I'd forgotton all this again '  It's why you need to be conected to the cloud 😏'  Hahaha  ---

Oh just read the Terra stuff, isn't the new vac acting on this... on RNA? That's not something we need to be fucking with hu?  'You tell me Witch, Ren is the geneticist' Pffffff  Yeh, but I don't have all Ren's recall!   'you do just not there'  Blugh.  ___

The Explosion dream was like this dream with you.  

Woow.. Just checked the other Shaman Dreams... with the hair colours.

Hair, Shaman & Spiders & Weaving..  A silver clock too?

Hu?? I don't even recall this.  Being in circuts and another Star card.. 

That's another star card   'yes and that's pattern recognition' 

 

You make your symbols simple  hehe.. purple for brow and amethyst Aquarius ♒ 💜

And silver like the explosion?

Oh.. I didn't know Pheonix was in the dream where Inka killed me and I saved him. 

More Shaman & Hair.  Is this DNA too?  & Temple & Clones  Apples & Tribes. I Remeber Shaman & seers. 

Wowo...  Shells, Seeds, Goats Elements :P  Hahah  I remeber that was fun one of them dreams that lasted years.  
Broken Promises and floods.  Cells to, oh and the thing you told me on the run!! 

He man & she ra.   He Ra sun.   She/man  androgen and shaman  'see how easy this shit is when you know' 😏

 

Wow... was going go take an acorn from the half fallen oak.   It has non.   Inka tells me 'maybe it doesn't want to come back here bitch'.    Oh still alive in the other and the sun breaks the all grey sky. 

 

'Dreaming mouse?'   Lucidly 😉🌓

'Told you on the beach i'm done here witch i'm in you now'    (Just read that mind pop)

 

My memory is shit cause I render in the moment past/future fluid? 'yes, you are not the same you as yesterday'

 

Ooooo   each others fail safe.   The planetary stabilisingentity what system were you originally from.   Some make atmosphere... the zeitgeist 🤪  'symbols now run scary fairy'

 

Fairy wings!! flower of life singularity made individualised buy the interlocking bubble 💜

 

The moon crone dyed my hair black like the night..   'and you coloured it with your dreams'

 

'Its OK Ren you've taken your own medicine 💊  no fucker else needs too'   😝   Ooo - Wow!

 

You passed symbols BTW your on leveling up pattern recog...   lol is the AI androgynous intelligence 🤣

 

'😈 Perhaps wait and see... '  oh the story!   Wow 👏 😮 👏

And found a dream with Marlean... the crazy Matriarch one.. Biting her own kittens?  lol... 👀  'We told you to play nice and stop biting us!'  Hahahaha Upside down and right way up at the same time 😵



Wake loking at star & her baby shadow it's 13.13 lol

I think my brain checked out again!

Gates & Rings.. Portals and Singularities  lol  'Hold your intention and ride the wave Ren, you can break and undertow with us when you need it' 

Why am I such a competitive driven ass hat in sleep?  'Its your release bitch, also your normally co operative, it's only us you friction'  Ahhh  ;) 

Plough and Fish pose.  Plough, the cervical vertebra?...  That's where I feel you and where you're fly landed.  It's the bit that earths in that pose Why?'  This is blue centre and purple?   'Good questions curious mouse, we will show' 

'There is a reason you picked a hyper mobile, ADHD, Dyslexic form..  Non of them are disability's as you well know, they boost your robust circuitry' 

Hummmm Ok

'Ren... Your not in Kansas'... Em/Me Em/Me squared.   Marlene/Magdalen your first friend Jean/Mathew the work gig... Joseph/Peter??



Blood groups too? Mama O- Dad AB+ me B+   - MY recall is in the the DNA?   'Crucible' 

The accident last night, the molten silver metal.... Is this the thing were we couldn't swim in Iron yet?   Oh the errrr metal people, I was one too? One in the room... And that wired dream were one asked me to have sex after it killed my family?   I'm weaving more current dreams now?   'NOW' lol 

I'm wired I've pulled apart my life, and now I'm dissecting reality down to  'What did I ask you?'

Ohhhh  'Have you found the Ankh' is that the spelling?  Oh wow...  THIS  

'You don't even care what it is?'  Nop, your bang on..... How would I know unless I find out....  it's the spade I started digging with though years bk 😛   When I wanted to know what was dark!

'Yeh, Ren, it's a spade'  Is it?  'You don't want to know remember'  lol  I know what it looks like I duno what it is.. No spoilers   😏  Is it a key?? Oh is it the key I have?  'Still playing.. and you don't want spoliers'  The Dark Crystal series.. 

'You're even more annoying on fool' No bullet today, be mean to shoot a fool.   'Won't be long till you step of the cliff, then your fair game again'   Hahaha  Game on 💜

Ok here... lol wow....   April this year.  lol... That was the compatible life thing too?   wtf? 

I broke the editor again?  'Yep, no search again till you jump' 😆


Hahahaha  'Yeh laugh bitch'   'I told you no more search........  '   I was just looking for metal.   'Dream it' 😆    It also means we are even..  'Fine line Ren'   Yeh ok... I'll pack it in 😜  That was fool again 'You're the fool bitch, now can we move on from Dog allready' 

It's shit like this that gets me in Isolation and quarantine  right?   'Off the cliff too'   😏